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[superpussyking]

All jokes asside this does make me worry for the safety of me and my friends. Bc the likelihood of reactionary violence is high and I'm already trans and my friends are queer and not white so it's like. Great now we gotta worry about racists and transphobes hyped up of attempted assassination juice good god--

[letmeblued]

Dean would say "hello, angel" to Cas, and I would scream because of the implications of the word

[goldenachilles]

Very curious about the show's portrayal of Poseidon: Sally describes him as 'kind and noble', but this version of Percy doesn't seem to have the memory of his father smiling down at him when he was a baby, and his anger towards him is all the more present here ("he doesn't get to ignore you", "i'm going to make him see me", "we are not exactly on speaking terms, because of the lifelong neglect and all"), but damn it if the moment that gave me the most chills wasn't Medusa saying that Sally and her were targeted by the same monster.

I can't wait to see Percy meeting him.

[thedarkmongoose]

hannibal “hated” franklyn bc he was a mirror of his worst qualities: awkward, pedantic, superficial, obsessive, lonely, and foolishly trying to chase greatness. it made him feel seen in a way that hannibal didn’t want to be seen, and the show illustrated this explicitly, all the way down to the way they sit/stand across from each other with the furniture mirrored on both sides. you can even see hannibal cringe when he realized he was looking in the mirror. other than withholding the satisfaction from tobias, this is why hannibal showed franklyn mercy. bc he’s a reflection of hannibal, warts and all, and hannibal’s too sentimental to let anyone else write the end of that story. (except for will)

[charlieslowartsies]

me: gee id sure like to take today as a writing day!

my brain: which project? we got too many. lets start another. lets not work on any. let's work on 1/2 of one and then switch gears to a whole different fandom AND pov. let's work on an au of an au that has too much info. its raining, wish it were sunny. you could work outside in the sun. laptop battery is dead. go to your work pc. lets go work out. you have commissions you should be working on. lets do art FOR the fanfic, maybe that will help. or work on a secret-only-for-you fic. lets read a book. wait the last book sucked and didnt help you refill your mental dictionary. lets write 4k for the au of an au that cant be posted yet. why are you writing for others? write for yourself. why are you writing for yourself? dont post your writing. no one will like it or review. no one reviews when they like it. that's false. lets go reread old amazing reviews, those are the best. lets clean our room. we dont have any food in the house. itunes or youtube? nancy drew sountracks or dark lofi?? we have no money, no prospects. if you worked on art, at least you'd make money. ...which project?

me after 3 hours fighting for my life and 3k words:

[crowholtz]

Asking for a bit of help again. This country's benefit system is still screwing us over, has prices went up again. We're very cold and need to get food to last until we next get paid. I'm still bedridden after a year of being sick and my partner is taking care of me still but his autoimmune disease is getting worse and his fatigue is killing him.

Whatever anyone could spare would be really helpful, please. We'd need about $60 to make it til we next get paid, but like I said, anything helps. Thank you

PayPal.me link

[ohtobemare]

to write slider smut or not write slider smut. tis the question of the weekend

edit to add, I did it. here.

[fructo]

This is a really unnecessary post but idk I need to rant about it because I've noticed this happening a lot with the people around me

Because I don't understand the appeal of sex (I consider myself to be a sex-repulsed asexual; I either find smut in fanfic really funny or I just skip the smutty scenes of novels I read) I try not to comment on it. If sex is something you participate in, it's none of my business!! I'm happy, you're happy, it's a win win.

But for some reason, I notice that there's a lot of judgment on people who are more sexually active than others but don't really keep a steady romantic relationship.

I understand that a lot of people aren't exposed to the concept of sexual feelings and romantic feelings being two completely separate and not related to each other for some people. There's this heteronormative notion that if you have a romantic relationship then sex is also a part of the package, and vice versa.

I think that recognizing my asexuality has helped me break out of that notion, because up until I realized I was asexual I was so incredibly scared of those things HAVING to coexist together when I really never felt comfortable about sex in the context of myself.

Anyways, I just feel like because I don't (and probably never will, which I am completely at peace with) understand the appeal of sex and all that it entails, I truly can't judge anyone because they participate in it. I just see people around me judging and it makes no sense to me. It genuinely baffles me why people have to be so judgmental because someone has "too much sex" or "not enough/no sex" or "too many partners" or "not enough/no partners"

I have a general understanding that it makes for good gossip, but talking about someone's sexuality and romantic feelings is NOT gossip. It's extremely disrespectful and I know that if someone talked about my identity like that, I would be horrified. My personal life, my personal feelings, and my sex life has NOTHING to do with you, especially if I've never openly talked about it.

I have too many of my own problems to be worried about someone's sexuality (which has no effect on me, regardless) or someone's romantic life (once again, no effect on me).

And it's hard to kind of talk about how I feel to people, because there's only one person I'm out to. Even then, there is this preconceived notion very prevalent with said person. Tumblr is probably the one place where I truly feel safe with my asexual identity and it enforces that in a world where I wouldn't really be accepted. I hope that that changes, soon, but until then?

I don't need to be treated like I'm immature, childish, etc. I am proud of my identity, proud of the freedom it brought me when I came to terms with it, and I refuse to let anyone take that away from me.

[kyo-kitai-san]

yes, i think i could fix him, but not in the lovey dovey ‘he’ll change for me!’ way. its more of a ‘i could chain him to a radiator in my basement and give him stockholm syndrome so he behaves himself’ kind of way. y’know?

[superpussyking]

I think being a practical researcher at the magnus Institute would suck but bc I imagine it's a whole lot of nothing and then all of a sudden it's phasmophobia. You're now the sole survivor of your expedition and then when you get back Elias is like "a tragic loss of life, truly- here sign this nda and I'll put you on a mental health leave" and Jon is staring at you like you are the last beef and cheese sandwich in a fallout gas station

[letmeblued]

How exactly did Cas get the colt under that pillow????

[goldenachilles]

it continuously amazes me how the entire of argentina's football nt (and as such, its success) remains powered by the sheer homoerotic love for one (1) man

[thedarkmongoose]

still in awe that a show about a gay cannibal who makes a v-day card out of a human body bc he’s emo and wants get back at his cannibal ex bf aired on network tv for 3 whole seasons

[secretgardensmind]

Last night I watched The Godfather Coda: The Death of Michael Corleone. I can’t believe how much better it is than the original cut of the movie. I actually want to watch it again, unlike the first time I watched Part III. Sophia Coppola is not nearly as bad as I remember. She did pretty good for someone who was thrown into the role at the last minute and constantly ridiculed by the press. I love the new ending too, Michael all alone in his old age consumed by guilt and grief.

[theodddogstuff]

Tumblr really be taking whole business days to upload one six second long video