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hongjuungs Ā· 11 months ago
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winter gala 2023 @ l'escape hotelšŸ“
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burningresolve Ā· 11 months ago
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Small starter cal here. Specify muse if multi. Capping at 4.
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knifvd Ā· 1 year ago
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+ Are you lonely, Aiko?
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  š™–š™£š™¤š™£š™®š™¢š™¤š™Ŗš™Øš™”š™® š™Øš™šš™£š™™ š™¢š™š ' + ' & š™– š™¦š™Ŗš™šš™Øš™©š™žš™¤š™£ ; š™¢š™® š™¢š™Ŗš™Øš™š š™¬š™žš™”š™” š™š™–š™«š™š š™©š™¤ š™–š™£š™Øš™¬š™šš™§ , š™£š™¤ š™¢š™–š™©š™©š™šš™§ š™š™¤š™¬ š™Ŗš™£š™˜š™¤š™¢š™›š™¤š™§š™©š™–š™—š™”š™š š™žš™© š™¢š™–š™ š™šš™Ø š™©š™š™šš™¢ .Ā  acceptingĀ  .
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā LIBEROĀ  shiftsĀ  aroundĀ  inĀ  herĀ  seatĀ  ,Ā  eyesĀ  anywhereĀ  ,Ā Ā anywhereĀ  ,Ā  Ā desparatelyĀ  clawingĀ  inĀ  theĀ  silenceĀ  forĀ  anĀ  outĀ  sheĀ  can'tĀ Ā findĀ  .Ā  Ā rightĀ  handĀ  gripsĀ  leftĀ  pointerĀ  FINGERĀ  ,Ā  almostĀ  tooĀ Ā firmlyĀ  Ā ,Ā  Ā kicksĀ  feetĀ Ā BACKĀ  andĀ Ā forthĀ  onĀ  chairĀ  :Ā  barelyĀ  touchingĀ  theĀ Ā groundĀ  Ā .Ā  Ā pullsĀ  andĀ Ā SQUEEZESĀ  herĀ  fingerĀ  ,Ā  Ā likeĀ  clockworkĀ  she'sĀ  allĀ  tooĀ  familiarĀ  withĀ  Ā (Ā Ā ONEĀ Ā twoĀ  threeĀ Ā fourĀ  .Ā Ā oneĀ Ā TWOĀ Ā threeĀ  fourĀ  .Ā  oneĀ  twoĀ  threeĀ  fourĀ  ,Ā Ā ONETWOTHREEFOU---Ā  )Ā  Ā ,Ā  Ā butĀ  stopsĀ  atĀ  seeingĀ  shadowsĀ  dancingĀ Ā ACROSSĀ  theĀ  classroomĀ Ā wallsĀ  ;Ā  colorsĀ  ofĀ Ā cottonĀ  candyĀ  likeĀ  lightĀ  toĀ  castĀ  themĀ  Ā .Ā  Ā normallyĀ Ā STOICĀ  featuresĀ  seemĀ  toĀ  lookĀ  evenĀ  theĀ Ā SLIGHTESTĀ  bitĀ  painedĀ  :Ā  chestĀ  tighteningĀ  asĀ  cornersĀ  ofĀ Ā LIPSĀ  curveĀ Ā DOWNWARDĀ Ā everĀ  soĀ Ā gentlyĀ  .Ā  Ā laughterĀ  echoesĀ  fromĀ  downĀ  theĀ  emptyĀ  hallwayĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  aikoĀ  peelsĀ  herĀ  eyesĀ Ā AWAYĀ  fromĀ  theĀ  shadowsĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  towardsĀ  theĀ  sourceĀ  .
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā (Ā  Ā  AREĀ  YOUĀ  LONELYĀ  ,Ā  AIKOĀ  ?Ā  Ā )
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Ā  Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā›Ā  Ā Ā  Ā noĀ  ,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā āœĀ  Ā  Ā  butĀ  voiceĀ  isĀ Ā HOLLOWĀ  ,Ā  Ā likeĀ  somethingĀ  insideĀ  ofĀ  herĀ  hadĀ  diedĀ  andĀ Ā LEFTĀ  herĀ  bodyĀ  inĀ  it'sĀ  placeĀ  ,Ā  absentĀ  andĀ Ā UNSUREĀ  :Ā  gazeĀ  nowĀ Ā HOLDINGĀ  itselfĀ  onĀ  theĀ  courtyardĀ  ,Ā  tinyĀ  STUDENTSĀ  Ā aĀ  fewĀ  floorsĀ  belowĀ  loiteringĀ  orĀ Ā exitingĀ  throughĀ  theĀ Ā ENTRANCEĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  aikoĀ  swallowsĀ  .Ā  Ā (Ā  Ā  tryĀ  notĀ  toĀ  letĀ  theĀ  sinkingĀ  feelingĀ  creepĀ  upĀ  onĀ  youĀ  :Ā  Ā aĀ  shiverĀ  downĀ  yourĀ Ā spineĀ  andĀ Ā TIGHTENINGĀ  inĀ  yourĀ Ā chestĀ  feelingĀ  likeĀ  aĀ Ā PUNISHMENTĀ  ,Ā  givenĀ  thatĀ  you'veĀ  spentĀ Ā YEARSĀ  ofĀ  yourĀ  lifeĀ  tryingĀ  toĀ Ā scrubĀ  itĀ  fromĀ  yourselfĀ  .Ā  Ā theĀ  envyĀ  .Ā  theĀ Ā longingĀ  .Ā  Ā perfectedĀ  theĀ  frostĀ  andĀ Ā APATHYĀ  thatĀ  hadĀ  becomeĀ  yourĀ  friendsĀ  inĀ Ā PLACEĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  othersĀ  youĀ  lookedĀ  atĀ  theĀ  backĀ  ofĀ  ,Ā  Ā  youĀ  hadĀ  perfectedĀ  itĀ  ,Ā  sworeĀ  itĀ  toĀ  yourselfĀ  ,Ā  toĀ  yourĀ  fatherĀ  ,Ā  thatĀ  youĀ  didn'tĀ  needĀ  anyoneĀ  .Ā  madeĀ  sureĀ  ofĀ  itĀ  .Ā  and yet , and yet , and yet ... Ā )Ā  Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā›Ā  Ā Ā  ...Ā  iĀ  ...Ā  don'tĀ  ,Ā  Ā umĀ  ,Ā  Ā knowĀ  ,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā āœĀ  Ā  Ā Ā offersĀ  halfĀ  ofĀ  whatĀ  sheĀ  believesĀ  toĀ  beĀ Ā TRUEĀ  ,Ā  shrugĀ  ofĀ  herĀ Ā shouldersĀ  ,Ā  heavyĀ  liddedĀ  eyesĀ  toĀ  dropĀ  downĀ  toĀ  theĀ  campusĀ  ofĀ  schoolĀ  onceĀ  moreĀ  Ā .Ā  Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā›Ā  Ā Ā  Ā doesn'tĀ  ...Ā  reallyĀ  matterĀ  ,Ā  doesĀ  itĀ Ā ?Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā āœĀ  Ā  Ā 
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kathrynluisa Ā· 2 years ago
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šˆšŸ š²šØš® š¦š®š¬š­ šŸššš„š„, š¢š¬š§ā€™š­ š¢š­ š›šžš­š­šžš« š­šØ šŸššš„š„ š¢š§ š¬š­š²š„šž? I have been through so many phases in my life. Each has been so different; I feel I have lived multiple lives in one. As each phase ended, I felt a sense of falling, whether falling into something or out of something. Sometimes that feeling of falling was uncomfortable, even painful, like the kind of fall that comes with loss. Other times the fall felt freeing, like when you let go of something holding you back. Regardless of the type of fall, I always managed to look good as I fell. Whether that be because of my genes (one of the few good things I got from my mother) or my healthier habits (which Iā€™m terrible at keeping up with), or the products I use (like the product of the month posted below) I am thankful that I can always fall in style. šˆšŸ š²šØš® š¦š®š¬š­ šŸššš„š„, š¢š¬š§ā€™š­ š¢š­ š›šžš­š­šžš« š­šØ šŸššš„š„ š¢š§ š¬š­š²š„šž? ==>š™‡š™šš™–š™«š™š š™®š™¤š™Ŗš™§ š™–š™£š™Øš™¬š™šš™§ š™žš™£ š™©š™š™š š™˜š™¤š™¢š™¢š™šš™£š™©š™Ø šŸ˜<== -Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰- šš«šØšš®šœš­ šØšŸ š­š”šž š¦šØš§š­š” MIZON - Phyto Plump Collagen Toner https://ystyle.co/ZePy #YesStyle #YesStyleReview #vegan #mizon #cleanbeauty #ecofriendly #ecopackage #veganskincare #mizonvegan #phytocollagen #mizoncollagen #collagentoner #vegantoner #facialtoner #veganproduct #mizoncleanbeauty. -Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰-Ņ‰- #fallinginreverse#falling#FallingInLove #fallingapart #fallinginsociety#fallingwithstyle#fallingforallthefeels#fallinginlovewith #fallingforyou #fallingdown#Fallinginlovewithyourself#fallingover#fallingslowly#lifephases (at Scorpion Gulch at South Mountain) https://www.instagram.com/p/CodbHjiPtcU/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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theschoolinghaus Ā· 10 months ago
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martin luther king jr.
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itā€™s a snow day in our neck of the woods, but on this MLK observation day, I am thinking of his words: š™žš™£š™©š™šš™”š™”š™žš™œš™šš™£š™˜š™š š™„š™”š™Ŗš™Ø š™˜š™š™–š™§š™–š™˜š™©š™šš™§ā€”š™©š™š™–š™© š™žš™Ø š™©š™š™š š™œš™¤š™–š™” š™¤š™› š™©š™§š™Ŗš™š š™šš™™š™Ŗš™˜š™–š™©š™žš™¤š™£. ā£
there are a lot of conversations swirling around the best way to celebrate today and I donā€™t want to add to the noise. ā£instead, I want to point to the Word of God because thatā€™s where I go when the world gets noisy or when I want + need some direction.ā£
š—“š—²š—»š—²š˜€š—¶š˜€ šŸ­:šŸ®šŸ³ā£
God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them.ā£
š—·š—¼š—µš—» šŸ­šŸ±:šŸ­šŸ®ā£
My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. ā£
š—暝—¼š—ŗš—®š—»š˜€ šŸ­šŸ®:šŸµ-šŸ­šŸ¬ā£
Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves.ā£
there is no question ā€” we are called to love all; those who look different, who think different, who act different, and those who hurt us. His blood covered us all.ā£
God calls us to shine His light through the way we speak to our neighbors and care for our fellow humans. MLK, who was a minister, knew this and was often quoted saying things like, ā€œš™”š™¤š™«š™š š™žš™Ø š™Ŗš™”š™©š™žš™¢š™–š™©š™šš™”š™® š™©š™š™š š™¤š™£š™”š™® š™–š™£š™Øš™¬š™šš™§ š™©š™¤ š™¢š™–š™£š™ š™žš™£š™™'š™Ø š™„š™§š™¤š™—š™”š™šš™¢š™Ø.ā€ā£
so even if there is a lot of noise surrounding how best to approach this day, youā€™ll find me talking about the importance of loving + respecting your neighbor because the behavior of our children and treatment of others begin with what conversations we are having at home. ā£
this should motivate us to be better, speak in truth, and love all of His people because little eyes are always watching.ā£
as one of my favorite prayers from Dr. King reads: ā£
š™ƒš™šš™”š™„ š™Ŗš™Ø š™©š™¤ š™¬š™–š™”š™  š™©š™¤š™œš™šš™©š™š™šš™§, š™„š™§š™–š™® š™©š™¤š™œš™šš™©š™š™šš™§, š™Øš™žš™£š™œ š™©š™¤š™œš™šš™©š™š™šš™§, š™–š™£š™™ š™”š™žš™«š™š š™©š™¤š™œš™šš™©š™š™šš™§ š™Ŗš™£š™©š™žš™” š™©š™š™–š™© š™™š™–š™® š™¬š™š™šš™£ š™–š™”š™” š™‚š™¤š™™'š™Ø š™˜š™š™žš™”š™™š™§š™šš™£ ā€” ļæ½ļ潚™”š™–š™˜š™ , š™’š™š™žš™©š™š, š™š™šš™™, š˜½š™§š™¤š™¬š™£ š™–š™£š™™ š™”š™šš™”š™”š™¤š™¬ ā€” š™¬š™žš™”š™” š™§š™šš™Ÿš™¤š™žš™˜š™š š™žš™£ š™¤š™£š™š š™˜š™¤š™¢š™¢š™¤š™£ š™—š™–š™£š™™ š™¤š™› š™š™Ŗš™¢š™–š™£š™žš™©š™® š™žš™£ š™©š™š™š š™§š™šš™žš™œš™£ š™¤š™› š™¤š™Ŗš™§ š™‡š™¤š™§š™™ š™–š™£š™™ š™¤š™› š™¤š™Ŗš™§ š™‚š™¤š™™, š™¬š™š š™„š™§š™–š™®. ā£
š˜¼š™¢š™šš™£.
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fathcmsbelow Ā· 2 years ago
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  š™£š™¤ Ā  š™«š™šš™§š™—š™–š™” Ā  š™–š™£š™Øš™¬š™šš™§ Ā  š™˜š™¤š™¢š™šš™Ø Ā  š™›š™§š™¤š™¢Ā  the Ā  couch Ā  that Ā  alecto Ā  has Ā  commandeered Ā  but Ā  the Ā  long Ā  sip Ā  that Ā  she Ā  takes Ā  from Ā  the Ā  crystal Ā  glass Ā  in Ā  her Ā  hand Ā  counts Ā  as Ā  enough Ā  of Ā  one Ā  . Ā  she Ā  smacks Ā  her Ā  lips Ā  a Ā  few Ā  times Ā  , Ā  as Ā  if Ā  trying Ā  to Ā  get Ā  a Ā  better Ā  gauge Ā  of Ā  the Ā  taste Ā  . Ā  ā Ā  have Ā  i Ā  really Ā  ? Ā  āž Ā  she Ā  asks Ā  , Ā  all Ā  innocence Ā  that Ā  has Ā  never Ā  meant Ā  shit Ā  to Ā  the Ā  other Ā  half Ā  of Ā  her Ā  person Ā  . Ā  theyŹ»ve Ā  been Ā  at Ā  each Ā  otherŹ»s Ā  arm Ā  too Ā  long Ā  that Ā  the Ā  doe Ā  - Ā  eyed Ā  look Ā  she Ā  sends Ā  his Ā  way Ā  falls Ā  flat Ā  . Ā  it Ā  would Ā  . Ā  she Ā  learned Ā  how Ā  to Ā  do Ā  it Ā  at Ā  his Ā  side Ā  . Ā  ā Ā  itŹ»s Ā  a Ā  little Ā  older Ā  than Ā  your Ā  tastes Ā  .Ā  Ā expensive Ā  too Ā  . Ā  āž Ā  the Ā  cup Ā  comes Ā  under Ā  her Ā  nose Ā  , Ā  like Ā  sheŹ»s Ā  a Ā  whiskey Ā  specialist Ā  in Ā  her Ā  own Ā  right Ā  , Ā  wafting Ā  the Ā  scent Ā  of Ā  the Ā  drink Ā  towards Ā  herself Ā  as Ā  the Ā  liquid Ā  turns Ā  in Ā  the Ā  bottom Ā  of Ā  the Ā  glass Ā  with Ā  the Ā  rotation Ā  of Ā  her Ā  wrist Ā  . Ā  ā Ā  smells Ā  like Ā  iŹ»m Ā  borrowing Ā  someone Ā  elseŹ»s Ā  whiskey Ā  , Ā  actually Ā  . Ā  iŹ»ll Ā  be Ā  sure Ā  to Ā  thank Ā  Ź»ole Ā  benjy Ā  boy Ā  the Ā  next Ā  time Ā  i Ā  see Ā  him Ā  . Ā  āž
怐 Ā Ā š™–š™¢š™®š™˜š™Ŗš™Ø Ā  š™˜š™–š™§š™§š™¤š™¬ Ā  š™Øš™–š™®š™ØĀ  Ā : Ā  ā›Ā  iĀ  noticedĀ  youĀ  alreadyĀ  ā€˜ borrowed ā€™Ā  all of my whiskey .Ā  Ā  āœĀ  Ā (Ā  @dolorsā€‹Ā  )Ā Ā ć€‘
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thiiirdborn Ā· 3 years ago
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā  š™š™š Ā š™™š™¤š™šš™Øš™£'š™© Ā š™–š™£š™Øš™¬š™šš™§ Ā š™–š™© Ā š™›š™žš™§š™Øš™©. Ā  thereĀ  trulyĀ  isĀ  noĀ  honestĀ  wayĀ  toĀ  doĀ  soĀ  andĀ  toĀ  lieĀ  easilyĀ  andĀ  readilyĀ  requiresĀ  moreĀ  creativity,Ā  takesĀ  moreĀ  vastĀ  reservesĀ  ofĀ  brainĀ  powerĀ  thanĀ  heĀ  hasĀ  atĀ  presentĀ  withĀ  theĀ  acheĀ  thatĀ  residesĀ  inĀ  hisĀ  head.Ā  heĀ  canā€™tĀ  fessĀ  upĀ  toĀ  earningĀ  theseĀ  woundsĀ  whileĀ  shakingĀ  someoneĀ  downĀ  forĀ  moneyĀ  theyĀ  owedĀ  hisĀ  father,Ā  butĀ  heĀ  canā€™tĀ  exactlyĀ  sayĀ  nothing,Ā  either.Ā  itā€™sĀ  evidentĀ  thatĀ  hisĀ  noseĀ  isĀ  likelyĀ  brokenĀ  andĀ  heĀ  knowsĀ  @arcadebluesā€‹Ā  canĀ  seeĀ  heā€™sĀ  aĀ  wreck,Ā  butĀ  heĀ  wavesĀ  itĀ  offĀ  withĀ  aĀ  flappingĀ  ofĀ  inkedĀ  handĀ  inĀ  theĀ  otherā€™sĀ  direction,Ā  invitingĀ  julianĀ  upĀ  ontoĀ  theĀ  stoopĀ  whereĀ  heĀ  sitsĀ  andĀ  smokesĀ  atĀ  presentĀ  byĀ  wayĀ  ofĀ  waving.Ā  Ā Ā  ā€œĀ  nothinā€™,Ā  nothinā€™.Ā  justĀ  uh . . .Ā  gotĀ  intoĀ  aĀ  thingĀ  withĀ  myĀ  brother,Ā  yā€™know?Ā  ā€”Ā  bigĀ  guy,Ā  liam.Ā  big,Ā  bigĀ  guy.Ā  aĀ  littleĀ  drunk.Ā  looksĀ  worseĀ  thanĀ  itĀ  is.Ā Ā  ā€
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frombands Ā· 2 years ago
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@rebelliousfamilyā€‹ā€‹ said :Ā  ā€œ Ā who did this to you? Ā ā€ (from nance)
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š«šØš›š¢š§Ā  Ā  š°š¢š§šœšžš¬Ā  Ā  š­š°š¢šœšžĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  theĀ  Ā  firstĀ  Ā  causedĀ  Ā  byĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  lethalĀ  Ā  dripĀ  Ā  foundĀ  Ā  inĀ  Ā  nancyā€™sĀ  Ā  toneĀ  Ā  asĀ  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  asksĀ  Ā  herĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  theĀ  Ā  secondĀ  Ā  beingĀ  Ā  thatĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  firstĀ  Ā  motionĀ  Ā  causedĀ  Ā  herĀ  Ā  injuriesĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  hissĀ  Ā  theirĀ  Ā  reminderĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  theirĀ  Ā  existenceĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  robin.Ā  Ā  herĀ  Ā  leftĀ  Ā  eyeĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  paintedĀ  Ā  shadesĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  purpleĀ  Ā  andĀ  Ā  blueĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  andĀ  Ā  thereĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  aĀ  Ā  smallĀ  Ā  splitĀ  Ā  inĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  paleĀ  Ā  pinkĀ  Ā  skinĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  herĀ  Ā  bottomĀ  Ā  lip.Ā  Ā  šš›šš˜šš‹šš’šš—Ā  Ā  šš’ššœšš—ā€™ššĀ  Ā  ššœššžšš›ššŽĀ  Ā  šš šš‘ššŠššĀ  Ā  šš‘ššŠššĀ  Ā  ššŒššŠššžššœššŽššĀ  Ā  šš‘ššŽšš›Ā  Ā  šššš˜Ā  Ā  ššœššŽššŽšš”Ā  Ā  šš˜ššžššĀ  Ā  šš—ššŠšš—ššŒšš¢Ā  Ā  šššš˜šš›Ā  Ā  šššš‘šš’ššœĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  whatĀ  Ā  hadĀ  Ā  drivenĀ  Ā  herĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  windĀ  Ā  upĀ  Ā  onĀ  Ā  nancyā€™sĀ  Ā  doorstepĀ  Ā  ratherĀ  Ā  thanĀ  Ā  steveā€™s.Ā  Ā  butĀ  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  hasnā€™tĀ  Ā  timeĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  dwellĀ  Ā  onĀ  Ā  itĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  herĀ  Ā  thoughtsĀ  Ā  thenĀ  Ā  consumedĀ  Ā  withĀ  Ā  providingĀ  Ā  anyĀ  Ā  kindĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  acceptableĀ  Ā  answerĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  nancyā€™sĀ  Ā  questionĀ  Ā  thatĀ  Ā  wasnā€™tĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  truth.Ā  Ā Ā 
ā›Ā  Ā  noĀ  Ā  one!Ā  Ā  iĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  uhĀ  Ā  ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  iĀ  Ā  .Ā  Ā  .Ā  Ā  .Ā  Ā  fell?Ā  Ā  āœĀ  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  saidĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  andĀ  Ā  š™œš™§š™žš™¢š™–š™˜š™šš™™Ā  Ā  š™žš™£š™¬š™–š™§š™™š™”š™®Ā  Ā  š™–š™ØĀ  Ā  š™Øš™¤š™¤š™£Ā  Ā  š™–š™ØĀ  Ā  š™©š™š™šĀ  Ā  š™„š™–š™©š™š™šš™©š™žš™˜Ā  Ā  š™–š™©š™©š™šš™¢š™„š™©Ā  Ā  š™›š™¤š™§Ā  Ā  š™–š™£Ā  Ā  š™–š™£š™Øš™¬š™šš™§Ā  Ā  š™”š™šš™›š™©Ā  Ā  š™š™šš™§Ā  Ā  š™”š™žš™„š™Ø.Ā  Ā  yeahĀ  Ā  goodĀ  Ā  goingĀ  Ā  robĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  thatĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  totallyĀ  Ā  believableĀ  Ā  ;Ā  Ā  herĀ  Ā  internalĀ  Ā  monologueĀ  Ā  scolded.Ā  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  didnā€™tĀ  Ā  knowĀ  Ā  whyĀ  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  doingĀ  Ā  this.Ā  Ā  forĀ  Ā  oneĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  anĀ  Ā  absolutelyĀ  Ā  horrificĀ  Ā  liarĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  likeĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  comicallyĀ  Ā  badĀ  Ā  ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  andĀ  Ā  twoĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  nancyĀ  Ā  wheelerĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  anĀ  Ā  investigatorĀ  Ā  atĀ  Ā  heart.Ā  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  wouldĀ  Ā  knowĀ  Ā  robinĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  lyingĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  ššŽššŸššŽšš—Ā  Ā  šš’ššĀ  Ā  ššœšš‘ššŽĀ  Ā  šš–ššŠšš—ššŠššššŽššĀ  Ā  šššš˜Ā  Ā  ššššŽšš•šš•Ā  Ā  ššŠĀ  Ā  šš•šš’ššŽĀ  Ā  šššš‘ššŠššĀ  Ā  šš ššŠššœĀ  Ā  šššš‘šš˜šš›šš˜ššžšššš‘šš•šš¢Ā  Ā  ššŒšš˜šš—ššŸšš’šš—ššŒšš’šš—šš.Ā Ā Ā Ā 
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howeverĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  š˜µš˜©š˜¦š˜³š˜¦Ā  Ā  š˜øš˜¢š˜“Ā  Ā  š˜Æš˜°Ā  Ā  š˜Øš˜°š˜Ŗš˜Æš˜ØĀ  Ā  š˜£š˜¢š˜¤š˜¬Ā  Ā  š˜Æš˜°š˜øĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  soĀ  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  followsĀ  Ā  itĀ  Ā  withĀ  Ā  :Ā  Ā  ā›Ā  Ā  yā€™knowĀ  Ā  howĀ  Ā  iā€™mĀ  Ā  likeĀ  Ā  deathlyĀ  Ā  afraidĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  rabiesĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  right?Ā  Ā  wellĀ  Ā  iĀ  Ā  sawĀ  Ā  thisĀ  Ā  opossumĀ  Ā  andĀ  Ā  itĀ  Ā  totallyĀ  Ā  lookedĀ  Ā  likeĀ  Ā  itĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  rabidĀ  Ā  soĀ  Ā  iĀ  Ā  immediatelyĀ  Ā  ranĀ  Ā  andĀ  Ā  uhĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  tookĀ  Ā  aĀ  Ā  tumbleĀ  Ā  .Ā  Ā  .Ā  Ā  .Ā  Ā  āœĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  sighsĀ  Ā  ,Ā Ā Ā Ā 
ā›Ā  Ā  youĀ  Ā  knowĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  uncoordinatedĀ  Ā  runnerĀ  Ā  andĀ  Ā  all.Ā  Ā  āœ
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+ Katarina do the deaths of those you've killed ever haunt you?
š™–š™£š™¤š™£š™®š™¢š™¤š™Ŗš™Øš™”š™® š™Øš™šš™£š™™ š™¢š™š ' + ' & š™– š™¦š™Ŗš™šš™Øš™©š™žš™¤š™£ ; š™¢š™® š™¢š™Ŗš™Øš™š š™¬š™žš™”š™” š™š™–š™«š™š š™©š™¤ š™–š™£š™Øš™¬š™šš™§ , š™£š™¤ š™¢š™–š™©š™©š™šš™§ š™š™¤š™¬ š™Ŗš™£š™˜š™¤š™¢š™›š™¤š™§š™©š™–š™—š™”š™š š™žš™© š™¢š™–š™ š™šš™Ø š™©š™š™šš™¢ .Ā  acceptingĀ  .
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā IT'SĀ  AĀ  MOMENTĀ  Ā .Ā  aĀ  beatĀ  Ā ,Ā  Ā agentĀ  toĀ  takeĀ Ā dragĀ  fromĀ  herĀ Ā CIGARETTEĀ  ,Ā  Ā eyesĀ  lingeringĀ  onĀ  theĀ  littleĀ  starsĀ  leftĀ  thatĀ Ā LIGHTĀ  polutionĀ  hadn'tĀ  stolenĀ  awayĀ  Ā ;Ā  Ā  lettingĀ  armsĀ Ā RESTĀ  onĀ  theĀ  stoneĀ Ā balconyĀ  ,Ā  asĀ  sheĀ  continuesĀ  toĀ  tapĀ  theĀ  ashĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  theĀ Ā cigaretteĀ  ,Ā  evenĀ  whenĀ  nothingĀ  comesĀ  outĀ  .Ā  Ā  sighĀ  rollsĀ  fromĀ  glossedĀ Ā LIPSĀ  Ā Ā (Ā  Ā  don'tĀ  lookĀ  tooĀ  closelyĀ  :Ā  findĀ  bitternessĀ  lingeringĀ  inĀ  herĀ Ā EYESĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  picksĀ  atĀ  theĀ Ā PAPERĀ  ,Ā  looksĀ  atĀ Ā cityscapeĀ  Ā likeĀ  she'dĀ  wantĀ  nothingĀ  moreĀ  thanĀ  toĀ  vaultĀ  overĀ  theĀ Ā barrierĀ  ofĀ Ā balconyĀ  .Ā  Ā toĀ  beĀ  freeĀ  .Ā  Ā Ā )Ā  Ā .
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  KATARINAĀ  Ā standsĀ  upĀ Ā straightĀ  Ā ,Ā  Ā snuffingĀ  outĀ  theĀ  stickĀ  onĀ Ā concreteĀ  barrierĀ  ,Ā  Ā andĀ  squishingĀ  theĀ  buttĀ  underneathĀ  herĀ Ā HEELĀ  .Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā›Ā  Ā Ā  hauntĀ Ā ?Ā  Ā  Ā  āœĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā disbeliefĀ  isĀ Ā LOUDĀ  andĀ  bestĀ  friendsĀ  withĀ Ā incredulousnessĀ  inĀ  herĀ  voiceĀ  ,Ā  shakingĀ  ofĀ  herĀ Ā HEADĀ  ,Ā  likeĀ  disappointedĀ  motherĀ  wouldĀ  toĀ  theirĀ Ā childĀ  .Ā Ā 
Ā  Ā  Ā Ā (Ā  Ā  Ā "Ā  Ā katarinaĀ  ,Ā  don'tĀ  doĀ  thisĀ  .Ā  pleaseĀ  .Ā Ā pleaseĀ  Ā .Ā  we'reĀ  sorryĀ  .Ā  Ā weĀ  justĀ  neededĀ  theĀ  extraĀ  moneyĀ  .Ā  itĀ  wasn'tĀ  Ā ---Ā  weĀ  didn'tĀ  meanĀ  Ā ---Ā Ā "Ā  Ā Ā you'reĀ  eerilyĀ  quietĀ  atĀ  seeingĀ  theĀ  otherĀ Ā pleadĀ  andĀ Ā BEGĀ  atĀ  yourĀ  feetĀ  ,Ā  Ā someĀ  kindĀ  ofĀ  absenceĀ  lingeringĀ  inĀ  yourĀ  bodyĀ  whereĀ  youĀ Ā USEDĀ  toĀ  beĀ  ,Ā  asĀ  youĀ Ā HOLDĀ  theĀ  silencedĀ  pistolĀ  inĀ  yourĀ  handĀ  .Ā  Ā heavierĀ  ,Ā  thanĀ  youĀ  expectedĀ  itĀ  toĀ  beĀ  ,Ā  butĀ  feelsĀ  likeĀ  itĀ  fitsĀ  justĀ Ā rightĀ  inĀ  yourĀ  palmĀ  .Ā  Ā lookĀ  downĀ  towardsĀ  theĀ  tremblingĀ Ā WOMANĀ  inĀ  frontĀ  ofĀ  youĀ  ,Ā  whoĀ  clingsĀ  toĀ  yourĀ Ā ANKLESĀ  withĀ  bleedingĀ  foreheadĀ  andĀ  tremblingĀ Ā bodyĀ  ,Ā  Ā dressedĀ  toĀ  theĀ Ā NINESĀ  withĀ  yourĀ  moneyĀ  .Ā  pearlsĀ  haveĀ  allĀ  butĀ  beenĀ Ā RIPPEDĀ  offĀ  ,Ā  scatteredĀ  acrossĀ  theĀ  floorĀ  ,Ā  bloodĀ  splattersĀ Ā LINGERINGĀ  whereĀ  othersĀ  hadĀ  metĀ  theirĀ  untimelyĀ  endsĀ  .Ā Ā 
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā "Ā  Ā youĀ  didn'tĀ  meanĀ  ...Ā  whatĀ Ā ?Ā  Ā "Ā  Ā  voiceĀ  soundsĀ  deparatedĀ  inĀ  yourĀ  ownĀ  earsĀ  ,Ā  hollowĀ  ,Ā  andĀ Ā REVERBERATESĀ  throughoutĀ  youĀ  andĀ  theĀ Ā darkĀ  Ā roomĀ  ,Ā  Ā shakingĀ  offĀ  clammyĀ  ,Ā  coldĀ Ā HANDĀ  ofĀ  yourĀ  formerĀ Ā bestĀ  friendĀ  Ā ,Ā  Ā "Ā  Ā didn'tĀ  meanĀ  forĀ  meĀ  toĀ  comeĀ  afterĀ  youĀ Ā ?Ā  Ā "Ā  Ā Ā lowerĀ  theĀ  barrelĀ  Ā towardsĀ  herĀ Ā FOREHEADĀ  Ā ,Ā  whereĀ  sheĀ  letsĀ  outĀ  aĀ  sobĀ  ,Ā  blubbersĀ  withĀ Ā TEARSĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  youĀ  blinkĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  youĀ  lookĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  youĀ  tryĀ  toĀ  feelĀ  somethingĀ  .Ā Ā anythingĀ  Ā .Ā  butĀ  whereĀ  thereĀ  isĀ  notĀ  silentĀ  ,Ā  echoesĀ  andĀ  emptyĀ  hallwaysĀ  insideĀ  ofĀ  youĀ  ,Ā  thereĀ  isĀ  onlyĀ  curdlingĀ Ā rageĀ  hidingĀ  inĀ  theĀ Ā shadowsĀ  thatĀ  swallowsĀ  youĀ Ā WHOLEĀ  andĀ  renamesĀ  itselfĀ  apathyĀ  .Ā  Ā Ā "Ā  Ā forgetĀ  itĀ  .Ā  saveĀ  itĀ  forĀ  godĀ  whenĀ  youĀ  seeĀ  himĀ  Ā .Ā  Ā "
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā andĀ  youĀ  pullĀ  theĀ  triggerĀ  .Ā  Ā )
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā katarinaĀ  wipesĀ  herĀ  faceĀ Ā GENTLYĀ  ,Ā  asĀ  ifĀ  stillĀ  tryingĀ  toĀ  removeĀ  somethingĀ  fromĀ  herĀ  faceĀ  ---Ā  butĀ  nothingĀ  comesĀ  upĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  looksĀ  atĀ  herĀ Ā FINGERSĀ  .Ā  aĀ  smallĀ Ā shrugĀ  Ā comesĀ  toĀ  herĀ  shouldersĀ  ,Ā  aĀ ļæ½ļæ½BRILLIANTĀ  smileĀ  toĀ  beĀ  flashedĀ  .Ā Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ā›Ā  Ā Ā  iĀ  meanĀ  ,Ā  isĀ  theĀ  houseĀ  flyĀ Ā SUPPOSEDĀ  toĀ  hauntĀ  theĀ  homeownerĀ  thatĀ  killsĀ  itĀ  Ā ?Ā Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  āœĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā 
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rebelliousfamily Ā· 2 years ago
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@rebelliousfamilyā€‹ā€‹ said :Ā  ā€œ Ā who did this to you? Ā ā€ (from nance)
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š«šØš›š¢š§Ā  Ā  š°š¢š§šœšžš¬Ā  Ā  š­š°š¢šœšžĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  theĀ  Ā  firstĀ  Ā  causedĀ  Ā  byĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  lethalĀ  Ā  dripĀ  Ā  foundĀ  Ā  inĀ  Ā  nancyā€™sĀ  Ā  toneĀ  Ā  asĀ  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  asksĀ  Ā  herĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  theĀ  Ā  secondĀ  Ā  beingĀ  Ā  thatĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  firstĀ  Ā  motionĀ  Ā  causedĀ  Ā  herĀ  Ā  injuriesĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  hissĀ  Ā  theirĀ  Ā  reminderĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  theirĀ  Ā  existenceĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  robin.Ā  Ā  herĀ  Ā  leftĀ  Ā  eyeĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  paintedĀ  Ā  shadesĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  purpleĀ  Ā  andĀ  Ā  blueĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  andĀ  Ā  thereĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  aĀ  Ā  smallĀ  Ā  splitĀ  Ā  inĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  paleĀ  Ā  pinkĀ  Ā  skinĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  herĀ  Ā  bottomĀ  Ā  lip.Ā  Ā  šš›šš˜šš‹šš’šš—Ā  Ā  šš’ššœšš—ā€™ššĀ  Ā  ššœššžšš›ššŽĀ  Ā  šš šš‘ššŠššĀ  Ā  šš‘ššŠššĀ  Ā  ššŒššŠššžššœššŽššĀ  Ā  šš‘ššŽšš›Ā  Ā  šššš˜Ā  Ā  ššœššŽššŽšš”Ā  Ā  šš˜ššžššĀ  Ā  šš—ššŠšš—ššŒšš¢Ā  Ā  šššš˜šš›Ā  Ā  šššš‘šš’ššœĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  whatĀ  Ā  hadĀ  Ā  drivenĀ  Ā  herĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  windĀ  Ā  upĀ  Ā  onĀ  Ā  nancyā€™sĀ  Ā  doorstepĀ  Ā  ratherĀ  Ā  thanĀ  Ā  steveā€™s.Ā  Ā  butĀ  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  hasnā€™tĀ  Ā  timeĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  dwellĀ  Ā  onĀ  Ā  itĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  herĀ  Ā  thoughtsĀ  Ā  thenĀ  Ā  consumedĀ  Ā  withĀ  Ā  providingĀ  Ā  anyĀ  Ā  kindĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  acceptableĀ  Ā  answerĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  nancyā€™sĀ  Ā  questionĀ  Ā  thatĀ  Ā  wasnā€™tĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  truth.Ā  Ā Ā 
ā›Ā  Ā  noĀ  Ā  one!Ā  Ā  iĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  uhĀ  Ā  ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  iĀ  Ā  .Ā  Ā  .Ā  Ā  .Ā  Ā  fell?Ā  Ā  āœĀ  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  saidĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  andĀ  Ā  š™œš™§š™žš™¢š™–š™˜š™šš™™Ā  Ā  š™žš™£š™¬š™–š™§š™™š™”š™®Ā  Ā  š™–š™ØĀ  Ā  š™Øš™¤š™¤š™£Ā  Ā  š™–š™ØĀ  Ā  š™©š™š™šĀ  Ā  š™„š™–š™©š™š™šš™©š™žš™˜Ā  Ā  š™–š™©š™©š™šš™¢š™„š™©Ā  Ā  š™›š™¤š™§Ā  Ā  š™–š™£Ā  Ā  š™–š™£š™Øš™¬š™šš™§Ā  Ā  š™”š™šš™›š™©Ā  Ā  š™š™šš™§Ā  Ā  š™”š™žš™„š™Ø.Ā  Ā  yeahĀ  Ā  goodĀ  Ā  goingĀ  Ā  robĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  thatĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  totallyĀ  Ā  believableĀ  Ā  ;Ā  Ā  herĀ  Ā  internalĀ  Ā  monologueĀ  Ā  scolded.Ā  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  didnā€™tĀ  Ā  knowĀ  Ā  whyĀ  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  doingĀ  Ā  this.Ā  Ā  forĀ  Ā  oneĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  anĀ  Ā  absolutelyĀ  Ā  horrificĀ  Ā  liarĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  likeĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  comicallyĀ  Ā  badĀ  Ā  ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  andĀ  Ā  twoĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  nancyĀ  Ā  wheelerĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  anĀ  Ā  investigatorĀ  Ā  atĀ  Ā  heart.Ā  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  wouldĀ  Ā  knowĀ  Ā  robinĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  lyingĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  ššŽššŸššŽšš—Ā  Ā  šš’ššĀ  Ā  ššœšš‘ššŽĀ  Ā  šš–ššŠšš—ššŠššššŽššĀ  Ā  šššš˜Ā  Ā  ššššŽšš•šš•Ā  Ā  ššŠĀ  Ā  šš•šš’ššŽĀ  Ā  šššš‘ššŠššĀ  Ā  šš ššŠššœĀ  Ā  šššš‘šš˜šš›šš˜ššžšššš‘šš•šš¢Ā  Ā  ššŒšš˜šš—ššŸšš’šš—ššŒšš’šš—šš.Ā Ā Ā Ā 
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howeverĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  š˜µš˜©š˜¦š˜³š˜¦Ā  Ā  š˜øš˜¢š˜“Ā  Ā  š˜Æš˜°Ā  Ā  š˜Øš˜°š˜Ŗš˜Æš˜ØĀ  Ā  š˜£š˜¢š˜¤š˜¬Ā  Ā  š˜Æš˜°š˜øĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  soĀ  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  followsĀ  Ā  itĀ  Ā  withĀ  Ā  :ā›Ā  Ā  yā€™knowĀ  Ā  howĀ  Ā  iā€™mĀ  Ā  likeĀ  Ā  deathlyĀ  Ā  afraidĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  rabiesĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  right?Ā  Ā  wellĀ  Ā  iĀ  Ā  sawĀ  Ā  thisĀ  Ā  opossumĀ  Ā  andĀ  Ā  itĀ  Ā  totallyĀ  Ā  lookedĀ  Ā  likeĀ  Ā  itĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  rabidĀ  Ā  soĀ  Ā  iĀ  Ā  immediatelyĀ  Ā  ranĀ  Ā  andĀ  Ā  uhĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  tookĀ  Ā  aĀ  Ā  tumbleĀ  Ā  .Ā  Ā  .Ā  Ā  .Ā āœĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  sighsĀ  Ā  ,Ā Ā Ā Ā 
ā›Ā  Ā  youĀ  Ā  knowĀ  Ā  ,Ā  Ā  uncoordinatedĀ  Ā  runnerĀ  Ā  andĀ  Ā  all.Ā  Ā  āœ
Thereā€™s no way Nancy believes it for a second. She raises an eyebrow at Robin as she tilts her head to the side and gives a small but, curious frown. Sheā€™s not going to push it if the other girl doesnā€™t want to say but, sheā€™s almost positive that the way the bruise was forming wasnā€™t from just a fall but rather from someone doing it to her. Which Nancy wasnā€™t sure why anyone would do. Sure, Robin had irritated her at first but, now she considers Robin a friend. Someone she trusts, and hopes that the other girl trusts her too.
She knows her parents arenā€™t going to burst it at any random time, her Mom may be a little nosey but, less so when itā€™s Nancy having another girl over. If it was a boy, it might have been a bit more questionable. Nancy appreciates that her Mom is much less nosey than she had been in the past.
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ā€œWe both know that is total bullshit.ā€ She speaks softly and gives the other girl a little smile.Ā ā€œIf you donā€™t want to tell me then itā€™s okay. Iā€™m not going to push you for an answer but, seriously Robin I wont judge you.ā€
Sheā€™s surprised that Robin had come to her and not Steve. Touched as well, but very surprised.ā€
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