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"Nobody is ever going to love you... Bazinga"
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đŸ prowlinâ (^àČ áœàČ ^)*á”á”ÊłÊł* đŸ
#alt blog#alt fashion#alt music#alt makeup#emo blog#emo#emo guy#emo girl#emo hair#emo shit#emo scene#scemo#scene hair#scene style#cowgirl#clue#vada vada#rawr x3#kitty purrs#my heart đ€#Spotify
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#soft girl#babygirl#daddysgirl#grunge aesthetic#allblackoutfit#fashion#romance#black and white photography#old romance#inked#black lace#sexy lace lingerie#satin and lace#lace underwear#thigh high boots#black boots#sultry#red lipstick#romantic fantasy#his pov#his good girl#his kitten#kitty purrs#meow#romantic aesthetic#đ„#đ€#đ
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pinned post owo
you can call me kitty/kitten <3
24, extremely subby, afab, nonbinary lesbian, polyamorous
ik gender n sexuality gets funky so im not gonna say âmen dniâ but donât explicitly flirt with me unless youâre comfy with me being a lesbian abt it <3 if u also get silly with gender itâs whatever im a kitty first and foremost t4t babeyy <333
Iâll block if ur a minor or donât have age in description tho Iâm not messing with that
likes: exhibitionism/public stuff, free use, being shown off, Being Owned, following orders, praise, giving head (no matter what youâve got), pet names, using titles for partners, breeding (no pregnancy mention tho just being filled w cum <333), being tied/restrained (as long as itâs cute), being collared <3
dislikes/limits: pain, most vibes of punishment, hard cnc, degradation/humiliation (objectifying/calling me a toy is fine tho), sending pics to strangers/receiving pics without explicit consent
i will not hesitate to block/delete asks if I need to
also I tend to vaguely refer to my partners in tags sometimes so thatâs my master đ (they/them) and angel đ©” (she/they) there are more đđ but they donât rly interact with this much (which is valid <3)
please please send me asks with orders and stuff and Iâll do them!! i love showing off for everyone and being a very good kitten <333
oh yea and note about sending me dms: you can use me but master gets to see~ ill be asking permission to share your messages with them
#pinned#since Iâm opening asks you can take these#kitty purrs~#<- original posts tag#đ#đ©”#đ#đ©ž#adding some emoji tags that I use so I can click on them easy#@đ#â€ïžâđ„#đ€
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When will these two come out of my drafts đđ€đ
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Stare into the void and the void might stare back đ€
Reference pic here
#Venom#Venom: Let There Be Carnage#The Symbiote#Marvel#MCU#Fanart#My art#My drawing#Traditional#Paper#:D#Venom is black kitten#Venom purrs#My beloved Symbiote#I love him so muuuch :D#đâ€ïžđ€#đ€đ€đ€
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{ đŸ đđđŻđąđ đđđąđšđ§đŸ}
Post Type Tags
Text -> { Chat's Chats } Favorite -> { The Chat's Meow } Important -> { Akuma Alert } Vent -> { Bad Luck } ML Critical -> { Cataclysm } Not ML -> { Purr-sonal Purr-eference } Positivity -> { Paw-sitivity } Art -> { Kitty Draws } Writing -> { Chaton Scratch } Animal Posting -> { Furr-end Shaped }
Character Tags
Adrien -> { Alley Cat | áááą } Marinette -> { My Lady | ⥠} Nino -> { Turtle Boy | ⏠} Alya -> { Journalist in Training | Ï } Agrestes -> { Lonely Home | â } Classmates -> { Miracuclass | â } Villains -> { Akumatized | â } Kwamis -> { The End and The Beginning | ⊠}
Ship Tags
Marichat -> { Starcrossed | đ } Ladynoir -> { Destined | â€ïž } Adrinette -> { Earned | đ } Ninoir -> { Stray Hearts | đ } Misc. -> { Lost but Found | đ€ }
Friend Tags
@miracubugg -> { Bugaboo | Miracubugg } @scaia -> { Buginette | Scaia }
#{ Chat's Chats }#{ The Chat's Meow }#{ Akuma Alert }#{ Bad Luck }#{ Purr-sonal Purr-eference }#{ My Lady | ⥠}#{ Turtle Boy | ⏠}#{ Journalist in Training | Ï }#{ Lonely Home | â }#{ Miracuclass | â }#{ Akumatized | â }#{ Starcrossed | đ }#{ Destined | â€ïž }#{ Earned | đ }#{ Stray Hearts | đ }#{ Lost but Found | đ€ }#{ The End and The Beginning | ⊠}#{ Alley Cat | áááą }#{ kitty draws }#{ Chaton Scratch }#{ Bugaboo | Miracubugg }#{ Buginette | Scaia }#{ Cataclysm }#{ Furr-end shaped }#{ paw-sitivity }
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whirl shows affection by booping w/ her face like a snake btw
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finally made those masterlists ive been yapping about so ill start writing some stuff tmrw đȘđŸ
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eat something.now.
I'M WAITING FOR MY FUCKING BURGER TO ARRIVE :((((
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This comic is just one of many youâll find inside The Book of Purrs. đŸđŸđ€
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I swear to god you can't remember anything except memes about suicide
mmmm the color green
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#soft girl#babygirl#daddysgirl#grunge aesthetic#allblackoutfit#fashion#romance#black and white photography#old romance#thigh boots#thigh high boots#black boots#mafia aesthetic#daddyâs favorite#daddyâs angel#daddyâs babygirl#daddyâs good girl#his kitty#his kitten#meow#kitty purrs#legs and heels#pretty things#gorgeous#old money#monochrome#đ€#đ#đ„
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ough thinking of bending ova a desk foe sugu ans he lifts up your skrt but in a peeking kind of way, like two fibgers holding the edge of your skirt way. he peeks and sees ur cutesy panties and he's like "so cute. so nice of you to show međ€" and then ur like errrrmmmm. >_<
âpâpervert ! get away!â you whine, hand pushing against his lower stomach, flinching when you feel the hard muscle below. you switch back and forth, tugging at the busied hand holding up the soft skirt.
âoh, yâr so cute. all this for me ?â he purrs, pressing his hot bulge against your thigh. partly to hold you still, but mostly so you know what you do to him. âyou like this.â
âsâsugu..â your pussy obviously clenches around nothing at his cruel wordsâ your soft twitching lips tell him such.
he runs a thumb back and forth over the damp fabric, tracing hearts over your slit. it makes you jolt, squeaking when he presses the tip of his thumb as far as the fabric will allow him, legs squirming under his touch to push him away. ânâno more teasing, please, sâsugu,â
you hiccup, backing yourself up against his hand. you whine when he pulls away, dropping your head against the desk in a frustrating defeat. a low, sadistic chuckle leaves his curled lips, shushing your mewls and hiccups while running a hand across the fat of your buttcheek for some comfort.
oh, he knows you need him so badâ knows exactly where you need him too. thatâs why he must make you work for itâ earn it. itâs not a hard ask, bunny. you just have to beg a little more, whines and moans in between your words while youâre at itâ and maybe suck his cock a little.
itâs not a difficult thing, bunny. now get to work !
#oh i love the concept of a perverted sugu who knows no boundary :(#jjk#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#getou suguru x you#getou x reader#jjk getou#getou suguru#geto smut#getou suguru x reader#geto suguru smut#geto x reader#jjk geto#jujutsu geto#suguru smut#suguru x reader#suguru x you#jjk suguru#suguru geto smut#geto suguru#drabbles ââ
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Obvious | Pornstar!Javier Peña x Fem!Reader | Part 4 of Unscripted Desire | ~12k wc | Series Masterlist | gif cred | Explicit. Minors DNI.
Summary: Life after quitting the porn industry.
Tags: halloween vibes, smut, oral (f receiving), fingering, p in v sex (protected), getting bent over in a parking garage, frankie heavy beginning (they had us in the first half not gonna lie), speaking of frankie he wears the ghostface mask while hitting it, connie has entered this little universe, masturbation with vibrator (f), clit stimulation, dirty talk, pussy slapping, JUST THE TIP!!!!, no use of y/n, other shit iâm probably forgetting.
A/N: surpriseeeee, i woke up a little too inspired to write and voila, out came this beautiful chapter that i was not expecting to get out so soon. again, this fic has def taken off in ways i never imagined but uhhh, we out here đ€ thanks to everyone for the support, frankie girlies (gn) i hope i did your man justice 'cause i was feeling a little too feral for him. as for my just the tip stans... we did it joe đ€ i hope you guys fucking love this the way i do and that you ruined your underwear... just as i did đ€
The cool autumn breeze sweeps over you as you walk out of the movie theater with Frankie, the Halloween spirit in full swing. Scream 2 was as thrilling as ever, and your favorite of the trilogy.
The fall season always makes you feel nostalgic, and tonight has been no exceptionâdinner, a movie, and Frankie by your side for the past month has made things feel better than they have been for quite some time now.
âItâs not that hard to escape the bastard,â Frankie says confidently, as if heâd be the first to survive the whole ordeal. âHeâs just some guyâor girlâwearing a mask with a knife. Iâd have them handled in five minutes. Tops.â
You laugh, humoring him. âOh, Iâm sure you would.â
The parking garage is mostly empty, dimly lit as you make your way to his truck, parked at the top level. Youâre talking casually about the film when he suddenly slows down, a mischievous smirk creeping across his face. He corners you slowly, backing you against the cool metal of the truck, his presence looming as you feel the tension rise.Â
âOr,â he says, voice dropping lower, âI could be a real kickass Ghostface.â
Your eyes flick to the mask in his hand, the complimentary one that came with the tickets, and then back to him. His dark brown eyes gleam with playful intent, and a thrill shoots through you. âOh yeah?â you challenge, raising an eyebrow.
He grins, slipping his cap off and pulling the mask over his face. Oh, shit. Youâve never had a mask kink before, but something about Frankie wearing it like this, his body pressing closer, has your pulse racing.Â
âWhatâs your favorite scary movie?â He asks, his voice lowering to mimic whatâd you just seen, a smooth yet eerie tone. Itâs almost too good, too convincing, and you suddenly understand why people fantasize about this kind of thing.
You bite your lip, your mind swirling with desire as his hand slides down to your hip, squeezing gently. âI donât have one,â you say, teasing him. You can barely see his eyes through the maskâs slits, but the way his head tilts makes your stomach flip.
âOh, câmon, hermosa,â he purrs, âdonât lie to me.â
You giggle nervously, feeling the heat between you both intensify. Glancing around to make sure youâre still alone, you place a hand on his chest, letting it slide down slowly until it reaches his belt. He grunts in response, his free hand gripping the back of your head tightly. The pressure sends a shiver down your spine, and you whimper softly.
âYouâre liking this, arenât you?â He asks, voice muffled slightly by the mask but dripping with lust.
âMore than Iâd like to admit,â you breathe out, your body reacting instinctively to his touch. And before you can process it, your jeans and underwear are being pulled down to your mid-thigh. Frankie wastes no time, maneuvering you into the backseat of the truck. Youâre bent over, ass out, hands pressed against the cool leather as you hear him undo his belt, the sound of his zipper punctuating the quiet.
Heâs quick, efficient, rolling a condom over his thick cock before positioning himself behind you. His hand grips your hip as he thrusts into you, and you gasp as he fills you, the mask still firmly on his face.Â
Itâs fucking amazing. Frankie fucks you like no one ever hasânot like itâs for show or performance, but feverent and real. Each thrust hits the perfect spot inside you, sending your vision into a haze of stars. Youâre more vocal than youâve ever been, moaning his name, asking for more.
âHarder,â you whine, and he obliges, his nails digging into your hips as he pounds into you relentlessly. His grunts mix with your moans, the sound echoing in the empty parking garage.Â
When heâs close, he finally pulls the mask off, tossing it aside before leaning down, kissing and nipping at your neck. His fingers move below you, rubbing at your sensitive clit as you clench around him, your orgasm rushing through you.
His teeth graze your skin as you both reach your peak, your body trembling as he groans, his release following yours.
He stills inside you, breathing heavily against your neck, and for a moment, everything is stillâjust you, him, and the night. You smile, feeling content, and he presses a soft kiss to your shoulder before slowly pulling out, leaving you both breathless in the backseat of his truck.
âWell, fuck.â Frankie curses under his breath, tying the condom off with a quick motion. His hands, now gentler, reach for yours as he helps you up, both of you quickly fixing your clothes and appearances.
Once youâre situated, you spin around to face him, your fingers lightly brushing his jaw as you lean in to kiss him. Itâs sweet, and the soft smack of your lips echoes through the empty parking garage.
âThat was amazing,â you say, still a little breathless, your heart still racing in your chest.
A smirk plays on his lips as he puts his cap back on and tosses the used condom in a nearby trash bin. âGonna have to hold onto this,â he says, nodding toward the Ghostface mask, now thrown carelessly into the backseat. Thereâs a playful gleam in his eyes, that flirty, teasing edge youâve come to expect from him.
âIt was definitely a heat-of-the-moment thing,â you say, trying to play it cool, though you canât help the little grin tugging at the corner of your mouth.
âMhm, sure it was.â He winks, sliding into the driverâs seat beside you as he starts the engine, the rumble of his truck echoing as he pulls out of the garage.
The streets are alive with the Halloweekend night crowd. People spill out of bars, laughter and chatter drifting through the air as Frankie navigates through the bustling costumed scene. You catch sight of a group of friends stumbling onto the sidewalk, and youâre grateful that your apartmentâs entrance is around the back, away from all the noise and chaos.
Frankie pulls up across the street from your place, parking the truck and turning to you with a slightly furrowed brow. âNot really a fan of your current living arrangement,â he says, his tone casual but his eyes serious.
You shrug, reaching for your purse. âBeggars canât be choosers,â though you canât deny youâve felt the same way. The cramped apartment above a rowdy bar wasnât your dream setup, but itâs what youâve got for now.
Leaning over the console, you peck his lips once, twice, then again. What starts as a series of playful kisses quickly turns into something more, your hands finding his stubbled jaw as his fingers graze your thigh. Before long, youâre fully making out again.
When you finally pull away, your lips tingling, you ask softly, âWanna come up?â
He doesnât answer right away. Instead, his eyes search yours for a moment, considering something. But then, with a slow nod, he says, âYeah, okay.â His voice is steady, but thereâs that familiar heat beneath it, the same one that had you wrapped up in the backseat earlier.
The following morning is spent with the both of you lazily lounging around your apartment, only leaving to pick up a late breakfast from your favorite spot around the corner before youâre back in bed, sleeping the day away.
Youâre barely aware of the warm breath ghosting over your inner thighs as you shift in your sleep, legs lazily spread across the bed. A sleepy moan slips out when you feel soft lips pressing against your pussy, then a firmer kiss followed by a slow drag of a tongue.Â
You stir, half-dazed, your fingers instinctively moving to the unruly curls of hair between your legs as the sensation intensifies. Frankieâs lips latch onto your clit, sucking gently, and it sends a shock of pleasure through your body, waking you up fully.
âOh,â his name slips from your lips like a breathless confession.Â
You can feel his grin against you, hear the low groan vibrating through your sensitive flesh as he takes his time, his tongue swirling around you in lazy circles, savoring your taste.
Just for a second, a flash of somethingâor someoneâelse crosses your mind. Javier. The thought of him, of the way heâd made you fall apart that day in the elevator, flickers in your mind like a flame.
Your eyes fly open in shock, and you gasp, but Frankie is none the wiser. He assumes your reaction is all because of him, and that only spurs him on. His lips press harder against you as he brings two fingers up, spreading you open gently before sinking them inside.Â
You shake your head, mentally shoving him back into the recesses where he belongs.
With a determined focus, you let yourself melt back into the pleasure, letting go of everything else. âPussy tastes so good, hermosa,â he mumbles, as he works his mouth and fingers together, creating a messy, perfect rhythm that has your thighs clenching around his head.
Itâs all too much, too good, and you canât help the way your body writhes beneath him.
Your moans fill the room, louder and more desperate, hips lifting and chasing the pleasure as the tension in your spine coils tighter and tighter until it finally snaps, and you come undone all over his lips and fingers.
Frankie doesnât stop right awayâhis lips stay on you, moving with less intensity now, just soft kisses as you come down from your high. He places a final, lingering kiss to your clit before he crawls up your body, kissing a path along your skin. Youâre still wearing his t-shirt, your body half exposed, and he grins down at you, his dark eyes sparkling with satisfaction.Â
âFigured you needed something to help get you through your shift,â he says, his voice teasing yet full of affection.
You give him a lazy, fucked-out smile, still catching your breath. âItâs gonna help me with more than just my shift, mister. You just gave me something new to add to my spank bank.â
He shakes his head playfully. âSpank bank, huh? Glad to be of service,â he adds with a wink, leaning in for another kiss, slower this time. You canât help but run your hands over his arms, admiring the small scars, the beauty marks that dot his tan skin.
âAre you coming back tonight?â You ask softly, your fingers tangling in the curls at the nape of his neck, pulling him down for a peck.
He sighs against your lips before shaking his head. âCanât. Iâve got Elliana this weekend,â he says, his tone softening as he mentions his four-year-old daughter. You havenât met her yet, the two of you keeping things casual and slow.
Neither of you wants anything serious, but hearing him mention his daughter always adds a layer of sweetness to him that makes you feel warm.
You nod in understanding, pulling him down for one final kiss before you force yourself to get up and start getting ready for work. He watches you, that same teasing, affectionate glint in his eyes, and you canât help but smile back at him, grateful for whatever this is between you two.
âYou just got fucked, didnât you?â Connieâs voice hits you the second you step behind the bar, her eyebrows wiggling with mischief as she leans against the counter, arms crossed over her Princess Peach costume thatâs not really a costumeâjust a pink tennis dress with the signature crown atop of her head.Â
âHello to you too, Connie.â You give her a sarcastic smile, securing the half apron around your waist. Itâs a routine nowâher prying into your business like an investigative reporter for the gossip section.
Reminds you of another blond, and now you wonder if theyâre all just like this.
Your firecracker of a coworker is an E.R. nurse who took on this bartending gig a few months after you did. The fact that she has to hustle for tips despite being in healthcare is one of those cruel ironies you both bitch about during slow shifts. Youâd think a nurse would be raking in cash, but there are nights here at Luckyâs where she pulls more than at the hospital.
âIâm just saying,â Connie continues, mid-lemon slice, her eyes narrowing in exaggerated suspicion. âYouâre wearing your cute jeans, your shirtâs actually clean, andâwait, is that makeup on your face? Please donât tell me youâre in cat ears!â She pauses, blade in hand, smirking at you like sheâs cracked some secret code.
Your face warms up as you adjust the stupid cat ears on your head. Yeah, sheâs nailed itâhooking up with Frankie before your shift definitely put some extra pep in your step tonight. A little effort never hurt, especially when looking put-together meant better tips.
Itâs Halloween, and people tend to tip better when youâre festive. So, why not milk it for all itâs worth?
âJust capitalizing off the holiday, Con. Is that a crime?â You say, bending down to grab the ice buckets for a quick refill before the evening rush hits.
âNo, what is a crime,â she says, not missing a beat as she narrows her eyes at you, tossing the lemons aside, âis you skimping out on the juicy details of your love life.â
You roll your eyes but canât help the smile that slips out as you hip-check her on your way to the ice machine. âIâm not skimping. Itâs not like Iâve been hiding some wild love affair. We only started fucking, what, like two weeks ago?â
âAnd?â She leans forward, hands on her hips, waiting like sheâs tuning in for the next episode of her favorite drama.
You bite your lip, lowering your voice conspiratorially, âItâs⊠fucking amazing.â
She whistles, then throws her hands up in celebration. You canât help but laughâloudlyâyour mood is too good to even pretend to be embarrassed.
Grabbing the freshly filled ice buckets, you lug them back behind the bar, your arms burning slightly from the weight, but youâre not complaining. Between lugging buckets and keeping the bar stocked, who needs a gym membership?
âIâm so jealous. I canât even remember the last time I slept with a guy and actually enjoyed it,â She says with a dramatic sigh, leaning her elbows on the bar.
âTrust me, I was in the same boat for the longest time. Then Frankie just⊠showed up,â you say with a small, satisfied smile. Itâs true, he kind of did swoop in out of nowhere, and itâs been surprisingly easy with him since.
But, of course, thereâs that brief hiccup in your mind that involves Javier.Â
You push the thought of him away, like youâve been doing for weeks. What happened earlier in bed with Frankie was just a slip-up, your subconscious messing with you.
âWell, I need a guy to just show up and fuck me so I can think straight again,â she half-jokes, and the two of you burst into laughter, the kind that shakes your shoulders and draws a few curious glances from nearby patrons.
As the night picks up, the bar gets busier, and the usual rhythm settles in. You and Connie move in sync, the crowd buzzing with energy.
Costumes, chatter, and the clinking of glasses surround you, but youâre in your zone. Itâs not until about two hours later, as youâre pouring someoneâs vodka soda, that you catch sight of a familiar face sliding into a barstool in front of you.
âLong time no see, stranger,â you greet Steve over the music, already reaching for his usual piss beer and uncapping it before sliding it across the counter.
âWorkâs been fucking ass,â he replies, taking a long, much-needed gulp from the bottle. You can see the exhaustion in his eyes.Â
âRobbie still being an asshole, I presume?â You ask, shifting away to take another patronâs order while keeping half an ear out for whatever fresh hell your ex-boss has put Steve through now.
Steveâs attention, though, is fixed on somethingâor rather, someoneâelse. His gaze locks on Connie, whoâs busy putting on a little show for a group of birthday girls. Sheâs expertly pouring a line of shots, lighting them on fire, and sliding them toward the group, who erupt into cheers.
âShe seeinâ anyone?â He asks, leaning in closer, like heâs trying to keep the question discreet. Between the thumping music and the lively chatter, Connie wouldnât hear him even if he shouted.
You raise a brow. âLike I told you last timeâand like she told you the time beforeâno.â
âThen whyâs she always shuttinâ me down?â He frowns, frustration creasing his face.
You shrug, wiping down the perpetually sticky counter. âProbably because you only approach her here, when youâre halfway through a six-pack. Connieâs not looking for bullshitâshe deals with enough of that here and at the hospital.â
Steve scoffs, taking another hefty swig of his beer. âRight. You bartenders are tough to crack.â
You smirk, knocking your knuckles on the wooden bar top. âMaybe, but weâre worth the effort.â
Steve chuckles at that. âNow, spill. Iâve barely seen you since I quit.â Youâre curious, and maybe just a little petty.
He groans, tipping his head back as if the memory of work physically pains him. And a part of youâmaybe the slightly vindictive partâwaits eagerly to hear about how Robbieâs screwing up, still secretly wishing for your old bossâs downfall.
âLonger shoots for lesser pay. And the fucking guys heâs been hiringâ Christ Almighty. Sâbeen a fuckinâ shitshow since you walked out,â You feel pride swell up in your chest at the remembrance, how good it felt to stick up for yourself. âBut especially since Javier kicked his ass to the curb. Iâm the last one standing.â
You barely have time to absorb this before a rowdy group of frat boys descends on the bar, demanding drinks with the enthusiasm of toddlers in a candy store.
You want to wring their necks for interrupting your train of thought, especially since curiosity about what happened with Javier is gnawing at you.
Why do you care? That small voice in your head questions, but you put her on mute and focus on fulfilling the orders of these insufferable college students.
Noticing youâre tied up, Steve hops down a few barstools, positioning himself in front of Connie, trying to charm her again. You canât help but catch snippets of his pickup lines as you whirl about behind the bar. To your surprise, Connie seems receptive this time, laughing and engaging with him instead of brushing him off like before.
Good for herâshe deserves a bit of fun, especially after just saying she needed to get laid. You hope Steve has learned a thing or two from all those shoots.
Amid the chaos, you break through their flirting when Connie has to prepare another round of shots. âSo, Javier quit?â you ask, the words spilling out before you can hold them back.
Steve, clearly happy as hell that his advances have finally worked, shoots you a smug grin. âYup. Him and Robbie were arguing more and more then he pulled a you and stormed off set. Itâs just him and his agent now. He isnât signing on to just one production company anymore. Donât be surprised if you see him sellinâ tricks on Figueroa.â
A frown tugs at your lips, the bittersweet news settling in your chest. You canât help but feel a pang of sympathy for Javier.
âWhy are you askinâ? You miss him or somethinâ? Thought you were still banginâ it out with that camera guy from Malibu.â His tone is teasing, reminiscent of a little brother trying to get under your skin.
You snort, rolling your eyes and collecting the empty glasses into a plastic bin. â Iâm just surprised. This is like, his whole thing.â
He shrugs nonchalantly. âYeah, he hasnât been working as much. Iâve never seen the guy be this⊠still. Told him maybe itâs a good thingâhe can finally chill the fuck out and give his dick a break.â
You canât help but laugh, handing him another beer. âI canât even imagine what else heâd do. Can you seriously picture Javier Peña working a 9 to 5?â
Steve grins, scratching his chin as if pondering the idea. âI dunno, he could be a good car salesman. Maybe even insurance?â
You both chuckle, but as you excuse yourself to put away the dirty dishes, your mind lingers on Javier. Itâs like a weird domino effect: your departure had shaken things up, and now a small part of you feels somewhat responsible for this mess.
No, you shouldnât feel this way. Heâll figure it out. You really shouldnât waste this much time âworryingâ about him. He means nothing to you. End of story.
The rest of your shift flows smoothly, and you end up pocketing more tips than you anticipated. Even the late hourâalmost four in the morningâdoesnât faze you as you and Connie finish cleaning up and closing.
âYou can stay the night if you want. Iâm sure you donât want to wait for the bus this late,â you suggest, watching her mop with a satisfied smile.
âActuallyâŠâ She pauses, wringing out the mop head. Your brows raise at her tone, and she bites her lip. âMy ride is waiting for me out front.â
You piece it together in an instant, halting mid-count of the twenty-dollar bills. âNo way, you finally gave in to Steve!â
Connieâs face lights up with a sheepish smile. âI thought he was cute since day one. I just couldnât let him get to me so easily. Play hard to get, you know? See if he really wanted me as badly as he said he did.â
You hum, shaking your head with a grin as you resume counting. âAtta girl. Enjoy yourself, you deserve it.â
As you finish up, you hug Connie goodbye, watching as she excitedly jumps into Steveâs Jeep. You trudge up the creaky stairs to your place, feeling a bit lonely now.
The remnants of Frankieâs presence linger in your cramped apartment: his side of the bed still mussed, a crumpled T-shirt on the floor, and takeaway containers from earlier scattered on your small kitchen table.
With a sigh, you take off your cat ears and head straight for the shower, hoping to wash away the lingering thoughts of both Javier and Frankie before slipping into the quiet of your own bed.
Frankie stands in your living room, his expression serious but soft, while you sit on the couch, staring up at him.
You foolishly didnât think this would happenâat least not this soon, only two months in. His words are steady, measured, like heâs practiced this. âEllianaâs mom and I⊠weâre trying to work things out.â
The lump in your throat rises, but you refuse to let it crack your voice. You wonât give in to the urge to cry. Itâs not like you didnât expect this on some levelâdating a man with a child meant his ex would always be in the picture. And now, sheâs front and center.Â
âI understandâŠâ
He exhales deeply at seeing you like this. He sits next to you, close but not invasive, and his presenceâstill so familiarâonly sharpens the ache. You donât pull away, though everything inside you screams to. Even if this is the right way to end things, you have every right to feel a sting.Â
You werenât serious-serious, but youâd gotten used to him. His easy warmth, the random dates that brightened your week, the small slice of domesticity you didnât realize youâd grown to like. And the sex⊠God, youâre not ready to give that up, either.Â
âI didnât mess around with her while we were together. You have to know that,â he adds, his voice low, calm, as if trying to make sure youâre not left with any doubts. He rests his hand on your knee, grounding you in the moment, though you wish he wouldnât.Â
âI know youâre not that guy, Frankie. It just sucks being broken up with,â you say, forcing a smile, lightening your tone as if to keep the tears at bay.
He sighs again, his big brown eyesâthose damn puppy eyesâlocking onto yours. âI really enjoyed my time with you,â he says, sounding sincere. âIt was great. Youâre great.â
You nod, just wanting this to be over so you can sink yourself into your sheets and rot for the rest of the day.Â
âLikewise, Frankie. Now go make sure your daughterâs got a stable home to grow up in.â You try to smile again, but itâs weaker this time. He can see through it, you know, but he nods anyway.
You walk him to the door, making a quick detour to your bedroom to gather the few t-shirts heâs left behind. When you hand them to him, he grins, trying to lift the mood. âSo thatâs where these went.â
âYeah, Iâm a bit of a t-shirt hoarder,â you joke back, your voice hollow.
He pauses at the door, his eyes lingering on you longer than youâd like.
âTake care of yourself.â
âYou too, hermosa,â he replies, the affection in the word making your heart squeeze.
As soon as the door clicks shut behind him, you let yourself collapse against it, sliding down until youâre sitting on the floor, knees drawn up to your chest. The tears come silently at first, just a slow trickle, but soon theyâre streaking down your cheeks as you curl into yourself.
You hate dating. Youâve always hated it. It feels like a cycle of disappointments: either youâre stuck with some dud or, worse, you find someone worth a damn, and they leave anyway.Â
After crying it out for a few minutes, you force yourself to wipe away the tears. The ache in your chest lingers, but youâre determined to distract yourself, dragging your feet over to the entertainment center. Your hand glides over the familiar spines of DVDs and VHS tapes, searching for the right kind of escape, something to pair with the bottle of wine youâll snag from downstairs.
You reach the end of the row and stop on Pretty Woman, about to pull it out, when your fingers brush against a few unmarked DVDs shoved haphazardly in the back. Curious, you pull them out, and your breath hitches.
Theyâre your old shootsâthe first ones you ever did with Javier. The raunchy titles leap out at you, and suddenly, memories of being on set with him flood back. The chemistry, the heat, the way he looked at you when the cameras werenât rolling.
Your pulse quickens. You should put them back. But you donât. You werenât prepared for thisâ especially not today, freshly dumped, on the verge of a sexual drought, and with your head all messed up.
Fuck it, you have nothing to lose, so you randomly pick one. Pretty Woman gets shoved aside as you clutch the DVD case, a weird thrill running through you.
As if possessed, you march to your bedside table in your bedroom, frantically rummaging for your long-neglected vibrator. Itâs been gathering dust since Frankie showed up, but now⊠now youâre hoping, praying it still works. When you finally find it, you flip it on, and the gentle hum tells you itâs fully charged.
Thank you, past me. You have no idea how much present me needs this.
With a deep breath, you return to the living room and pop the DVD into the player. The screen flickers to life, and you settle onto the couch, heart pounding in your chest as the film begins.Â
The anticipation builds as the usual no-piracy warning flashes on the screen, followed by the production companyâs intro. Finally, the familiar jazzy porn music kicks in, setting the mood for whatâs to come.
You can already feel your pulse racing, knowing whatâs next. This one, you rememberâit was one of the first outdoor scenes you shot.
The setup was simple, classic: a woman stranded on the side of the road due to car trouble, waiting for a tow truck to save her. The main star, gorgeous as ever, is dressed provocatively in a tiny miniskirt, platform flip-flops, and a tube top that screams easy access. The camera lingers over her, capturing every curve of her body as she fakes helplessness, playing her role perfectly.
Then comes the rumble of the tow truck, and Javier steps out, looking rugged and sexy in dirty jeans and a rumpled denim shirt with a generic towing company patch stitched onto it. His presence alone is enough to make your skin prickle with heat.
âPretty little thing like you shouldnât be stuck out here like this,â his voice fills the room. God, you hate to admit it, but youâve missed hearing himâhis smooth tone, the way he used to make every line sound like a promise.
Maybe itâs the leftover emotion from Frankieâs breakup thatâs doing this to you, making you feel too much.
âThank goodness youâre here to help me out. I just... I donât have any money on me right now to pay for it,â the woman pouts, lips glossy, eyes fluttering up at him like sheâs the most innocent thing alive.
Javier cocks his head, eyes traveling over her like sheâs a piece of candy. âDonât worry,â he says, that signature smirk appearing on his face. âI think we can figure something out.â
And just like that, theyâre fucking. Raw, desperate sex. He has her spread out on the hood of the car, and her tits bounce with every hard thrust. Javier holds her legs wide open, his rough hands gripping her thighs as he slams into her.
The scene is pure, animalistic lust, and it has your head spinning.
A whimper escapes your lips before you can stop it. Your moans mix with theirs from the TV, and the steady buzz of your vibrator pulses deep inside you. You match the rhythm of Javierâs thrusts, watching as he pistons his cock in and out of her, the sound of skin slapping against skin filling your living room.
You remember that day on set vividly. Youâd been sick, your body still sore from the remnants of a cold, and youâd been eager to get it over with so you could go home and collapse into a warm bowl of pho.
But now, watching the scene play out in front of you, itâs like youâre seeing it for the first timeâevery detail heightened, every movement burned into your mind.
Javierâs fingers dig into her skin as he holds her in place, his hips grinding into her with force. Her face twists in bliss, and you canât help but imagine what that must feel like, that deep, toe-curling sensation as he hits just the right spot. You let out another moan, the vibrator buzzing relentlessly as you try to keep up with the scene, your hips rocking in time with theirs.
When he leans down, wrapping his lips around her nipple, itâs like you can feel the phantom of his mouth on your own skin. You bring a hand up to your chest, pinching and twisting your nipple, slicking your fingers with spit to heighten the sensation. Itâs almost too much, but you canât stop yourself.
Your breathing quickens as you turn up the setting on the vibrator, the pleasure building, your back bending off the couch. You close your eyes and let your imagination take over, the image of Javier on top of you searing into your mindâhis body, hot and heavy, pressing against yours, his teeth grazing your neck, his hands everywhere at once. You can feel him, hear the grunts and groans from the screen, but in your mind, itâs all for you.
âNena, look at you,â Javierâs voice murmurs, low and rough in your mind, as he hitches your leg higher around his waist, his words melting into your skin like liquid heat. âTold you youâd look so beautiful spread out like this, taking my cock so well.â
A sharp gasp escapes you, your breath catching in your throat as your pussy clenches tightly around the vibrator, which suddenly feels less like a toy and more like himâbig, thick, and filling you completely. You can almost feel the weight of him pressing against you, the way his cock would stretch you just right. Your lips part, another whimper escaping as the scene in your head becomes even more vivid.
âAnd those noises youâre making?â His voice, rich and dripping with desire, keeps echoing through your thoughts. âBaby, you drive me fucking,â his hips snap forward in your imagination, rough and unrelenting, âcrazy,â another thrust sending a shockwave of pleasure through you. Your neck arches back, exposing your throat like youâre inviting him to claim you, his mouth finding the sensitive skin behind your ear, marking you, biting you. His lips would feel so good, so possessive, leaving trails of heat wherever they touch.
âI canât stop thinking about you,â he whispers against your skin, his breath hot in your ear. âEven after not seeing your pretty face for two months, all I see when I close my eyes is you.â
His teeth graze your earlobe, and it sends a jolt of pleasure straight to your core. Your hand moves from your breast down to your clit, fingers rubbing the tender nub with an urgency you canât hold back any longer. Youâre so close, so fucking close.Â
âOh, J-Javi,â you cry out, your voice breaking. âFuck, Iâm gonnaââ
The orgasm slams into you, cutting off your words, drowning your thoughts in white-hot pleasure. Your body spasms uncontrollably, juices dripping down as your vibrator hums between your legs. Youâre shaking, utterly spent, your breath ragged, skin on fire.
âGood girl, nenita,â his voice purrs, the Spanish rolling off his tongue like honey. âMira que belleza. Itâs okay, I got you.â
It takes a moment for reality to snap back into place, the haze of pleasure lifting just enough for you to realize that he didnât say it at all. It was the Javier on the screen, whispering sweet praise to the actress as he fucked her.
You lay there, boneless, too tired to care as the movie continues to play. But something feels off now, a strange sense of emptiness replacing the satisfaction you usually feel.
You pull the vibrator from between your legs, the wetness from your climax glistening on it as you flick the switch off and toss it carelessly onto the coffee table. Youâll clean it later.
Your body slumps against the cushions, head falling into your hands. âWhat the fuck did you just do?â You whisper to yourself.
Watching porn to get off? Thatâs normal, right? Itâs what itâs made for. Lots of people do it. So why do you feel so⊠guilty? Is it because it was Javier? Of course it is. No matter how hard you try to push him out of your mind, he always finds a way back inâwhether heâs there in front of you, or haunting you in the fantasies, you canât seem to put him to rest.
And the timing? Not even an hour after being broken up with, and already youâve let him worm his way back into your head, back into your body. Itâs like heâs got you tangled up, literally and figuratively, even when heâs not here.
Unable to take any more of their exaggerated moans and whimpers, you reach for the remote and switch off the TV, the screen going dark as you eject the disc and shove it back into its case. You finally grab Pretty Woman, tossing it into the player without much thought, your head still spinning.
Itâs only then that you remember the wine, the one thing that might actually help clear your head. You stand, sluggish and sore, pulling your clothes back on and heading downstairs to fetch that much-needed bottle, your thoughts still racing, still trying to untangle the mess that is Javier Peña lodged firmly in your mind.
âJust know, I didnât plan this.â
Steveâs words make you squint in suspicion as he slides onto the barstool next to you, his usual spot. Youâre about to ask what he means when your heart plummetsâthere he is. The familiar broad frame of the handsome man youâve been tryingâand failingâto scrub from your mind ever since your breakup two weeks ago. Hell, before then too.
âWhatâs he doing here?â you hiss, shooting Steve a glare so sharp it could cut glass.
âHe caught me off guard, okay? Basically invited himself. Donât make it weird,â he mutters, clearly trying to avoid your wrath.
You bite down hard on your tongue, trying to keep your frustration in check. But then your gaze collides with Javierâs, and it feels like the wind has been knocked out of you.
Those deep brown eyes, glinting beneath the dim lighting, pin you in place, stirring up everything youâve been trying to bury. Itâs infuriating how he seems even more attractive than the last time you saw him, like life just decided to up the ante on making him impossible to forget.
Clearing your throat, you force yourself to look away, frantically trying to busy your hands. Anything to keep from talking to him. But itâs hard to focus when every cell in your body is hyper-aware of his presence just a few feet away.
âIâm going on break!â Connieâs chirpy voice feels like nails on a chalkboard, and you donât miss the way she winks at Steve before grabbing his arm and leading him to the back.
Ah, so thatâs why heâs here earlier than usual.Â
âThirty minutes!â You shout after her, but your heartâs not in it. Youâre too preoccupied with the fact that youâre now alone at the bar with Javier and a few of the happy hour regulars.
He leans forward on his elbows, casual but impossibly magnetic in a jean jacket and a cream-colored shirt. His sunglasses hang from the unbuttoned portion near his collarbones, and you can smell that familiar scent of cigarette smoke and cologne thatâs been seared into your memory. âSo this is the illustrious Luckyâs,â he says, his deep voice wrapping around you like a slow burn.
âThe one and only,â you manage to reply, keeping your tone clipped.
âBeen doinâ okay?â
âIâve been managing.â Your words come out a little too quick, a little too defensive, but you canât help it.Â
He tilts his head, his gaze steady. âStill seeing that guy?â
Thereâs an unmistakable tinge of jealousy laced in his voice, and your heart skips a beat. You meet his eyes for a moment before going back to drying the cheap chalices your boss insisted on for an upcoming theme night.
âThat guy has a name,â you correct him coolly. âBut no. That ship sailed two weeks ago.â
A low hum escapes his throat, and he drums his fingers lightly against the countertop. âA shame.â
âCan I get you anything?â You ask, a little too forcefully. The question feels like a challenge, and from the way his eyes glint, you know he feels it too.
He lets the tension simmer between you for a moment before finally answering, âJust a Corona.â
âLime?âÂ
âOf course, nena.â
That fucking term of endearment hits you like a punch to the gut. Itâs what heâs always called you, ever since the very first time you met. And damn it, itâs the same name he whispers in your ear when you imagine him thrusting balls deep inside you, filling you with every inch of his cock.
Your breath hitches before you can stop it, the heat rising in your cheeks as you fumble for a lime. You slice it, hands shaking ever so slightly as you wedge it into the bottle, sliding it across the bar to him.
He doesnât say anything, just watches you, his gaze burning with the unspoken tension that always builds when youâre around each other.
You can feel it tooâthe weight of all the unsaid things hanging in the air. All the desire. All the frustration.
He thanks you softly. âSo, Steve finally got himself a girl.â He tries to continue the mundane conversation, amused as he leans in, a small smirk playing on his lips.
You try not to notice the way his neck muscles work when he takes a sip of his beer, but itâs impossible not to. You hate the way your body responds, the small flutter in your stomach that you wish would just stop.
âYeah, heâs been chasing her for months, and she finally gave in. Probably the best thing that couldâve happened for both of them.â
A patron calls for your attention, and you gladly take the opportunity to escape the moment, throwing yourself into mixing a drink with practiced ease. But even as you pour and stir, you feel his eyes on you.
âYou look happier here.â His voice breaks the silence when you return, the words almost lazy as he takes another sip of his beer.
âFake happiness. Itâs what gets the tips.â
âOkay, yeah, sure,â he says, leaning in a little, eyes narrowing. âBut the way youâre moving back thereâyou know what youâre doing. I donât think I ever saw you crack a single smile while we were on set.â
âI did,â you shoot back, feeling your pulse quicken. âJust none of them were directed at you.â The animosity in your tone surprises even you, and you catch the way his brow furrows, a flash of hurt crossing his face.
You quickly smooth it over with a smirk. âBesides, not much to smile about when people are getting fucked stupid in front of a camera.â
âBack to the familiar song and dance, huh?â His voice is steady, but thereâs a sharpness beneath the surface.
You scoff, shaking your head as you wipe your hands on your apron. âWhat are you doing here, Javier?â This time, the question comes out more straight to the point.
He looks at you for a beat, partially confused, âDrinking a beerâŠâ
âAt this specific bar, where Iâve worked for two years and youâve never once showed up until today. Why?âÂ
For a moment, the two of you stare at each other, locked in a silent standoff. Heâs reading you just as youâre trying to read him, both of you too proudâor too scaredâto make the next move. Finally, he breaks the silence.
âYou want the truth?â
âThatâs why I asked.â
âIâve missed you, nena.â
Your stomach drops and you force yourself to keep your face neutral, but itâs hard. âI regret asking,â you mutter, glancing at your watch. Connie has fifteen minutes left on her break, then youâre done for the night. Youâll be freeâat least from the bar, if not from the weight of this conversation.
âEver since you left,â he continues, not giving you the out you desperately want, âIâve been trying to figure out why youâre so standoffish. You say itâs because you donât like me, but I just donât think thatâs true.â
âWell,â you bite out, âassuming has never gotten you anywhere worth being at, right?â
He rubs a hand over his mustache. Heâs thinking, trying to find the right words.
âRight,â he finally agrees, tone softer now, more thoughtful. âListen, Iâve never been good at the whole⊠talking thing. Itâs been my downfall for as long as I can remember.â
Despite yourself, you give him a look that encourages him to keep going.
âAnd the shit between us? Itâs weird. Iâd like to move on, but I canât. Youâve somehow managed to get into every fucking corner of my mind, and no matter what I do, I canât shake you. I canât stop thinking about you.â
You suck in a sharp breath, your fingers gripping the wooden countertop. His words hit too close to home because they echo the feelings youâve been wrestling with since you walked away from him.
Do you admit it? Do you tell him that heâs been haunting your thoughts just as much? Or do you keep it all locked up, close to your chest, where itâs safe and wonât blow up in your face later?
âWhat do you really want, Javier?â You donât have time for games, and if heâs here to throw another curveball into your life, youâd rather snip it before it gets any worse.
He pauses, running a hand through his hair, then looks back at you with an expression you havenât seen in a whileâone thatâs sincere. âI just want a moment to talk to you,â he says softly. âNo bullshit this time. Just you and me.â
You wrestle with yourself, unsure if you want to give in. Youâve heard him talk like this before, but something feels different. He seems like heâs laying all his cards out, but youâve been hurt enough to know better than to let your guard down too quickly.
Your eyes flick to the clock on the wall, counting the minutes until your shift ends. You chew on your lip, deliberating with yourself, feeling the weight of his gaze on you as you try to make a decision.
Finally, after a beat, you let out a long breath and nod. âIâm off in twenty minutes,â you say, voice steady. âWe can talk at my place, but this is the last time we have this conversation, Javier. No more of this back and forth.â
His face lights up, unmistakably relieved, and for a second, you see that glimmer of hope in his eyes. He sits a little taller, less tense, and his smile is soft but genuine. âThank you,â he says, almost under his breath, like he wasnât sure youâd agree. âI parked a few blocks down. I can come get youââ
You cut him off, pointing upward. âI live upstairs.â
Javier blinks, then chuckles, the tension between you easing slightly with that simple realization. âOh,â he says, a little sheepish. âOkay.â For some reason, that small exchange makes both of you laughâgenuine, real laughter, the kind you havenât shared in a while. Itâs a brief moment of lightness before the weight of everything settles back in.
But before either of you can say more, youâre pulled back to the present as the place picks up with a small rush. The door swings open, and a few regulars take their usual spots, dragging you back into your role behind the bar. Javier moves out of the way, leaning back against his stool, watching you as you work.
It doesnât take long for Connie to return, looking slightly disheveled, her cheeks flushed from whatever she and Steve were up to in the back. You raise an eyebrow, giving her a teasing smirk as she approaches. âThirty minutes, huh? You sure you didnât need forty?â You quip, poking fun at her the same way she did to you on Halloween night.
She narrows her eyes at you, but thereâs a playful glint in them. âShut up,â she mutters, straightening her apron. âYou know I couldâve dragged it out longer if I wanted.â
You shake your head, chuckling as you hand over the bar to the guy coming in to replace you. Your shift is finally over, and you can feel the tension easing from your shoulders. With one last glance at the clock, you turn toward Javier, whoâs still waiting, watching you with that familiar intensity.
âReady?â you ask, your voice more casual than you feel.
He nods, pushing off the counter to follow you out. Thankfully, Steve had left, but as you pass Connie, you donât miss the way her eyes widen when she sees the sexy guy trailing behind you. She gives you a lookâhalf amused, half impressedâand you can practically hear her thoughts.
You give her a small wave, shrugging off her knowing smirk as you push through the door, stepping out into the cool evening air.
He follows behind you silently as you climb the narrow staircase to your apartment, the low hum of the bar fading with each step. You can feel his presence like a warm current, that quiet intensity that always seems to wrap around you when heâs near. The proximity makes you hyper-aware of every soundâthe creak of the steps beneath your feet, the soft rustle of his jacket as he moves, his shaky breaths from his lungs working overtime due to his constant smoking.
When you finally reach the top and push the door open, you step aside to let him in. He takes a slow look around, his eyes sweeping over the small but cozy space. Despite its shabby appearanceâthe chipped paint on the walls, the secondhand furnitureâitâs undeniably yours.
The throw blankets on the couch, the mismatched mugs on the kitchen counter, the books scattered about. Itâs lived-in and comfortable, and you catch the way Javierâs lips twitch in what might be a smile as he takes it all in.
âOkay,â you say, arms crossing as you stand by the kitchenette, keeping a reasonable distance between you. âWhat now? Weâre here. Itâs just me and you. What do you have to say to me?â
He hesitates for a moment, running a hand through his hair like heâs bracing himself. Then, he just⊠spills his guts. âI want you to give me one chance. Just one date,â he says, the words tumbling out faster than you expect. âI know Iâve screwed up before, and I know Iâve been cocky, but⊠I like you. Like, really like you. More than Iâve let on.â
You blink quickly. You werenât expecting thisâcertainly not Javier Peña, of all people, to stand in your apartment and confess to having a legitimate crush on you. âNo way,â you mutter, in time with your thoughts, a nervous giggle escaping before you can stop it.
It sounds ridiculous in your head, and even more absurd out loud. He likes you? He doesnât even know you!
His frown deepens, his jaw tightening as if your reaction stings. âIâm serious,â heâs insistent, his dark eyes locking with yours.
You shake your head, still struggling to process this. âYou just got tired of screwing around with all the pretty stars, so now youâre going after someone different. Trying a new flavor of the month by chasing after a girl on the crew.â
âTechnically, youâre not on the crew anymoreââ he starts, but cuts himself off when he sees the daggers youâre sending him.
He steps a little closer, his tone quieter but more earnest. âYou told me earlier that assuming has never gotten me anywhere worth being at. So take your own advice, nena, and stop assuming Iâm chasing after you for all the wrong reasons.â
Thereâs no trace of his usual bravado, no cocky grin or smooth line to disarm you. Just sincerity. And itâs that, more than anything, that makes you pause. For real this time.
âSo Iâm not just someone to scratch off your list?â You ask, daring him to lie. Â
âWhaâ no.â
âYou really mean it?â Â
âDo I need to get on my knees to convince you Iâm serious?â Â
âThatâd be the least serious thing you could do.â Â
His mouth twitches up into a half smirk. âSo? Will you let me take you out?â
This feels like if you so much as blink, the moment will dissolveânothing but smoke and mirrors.Â
âOkay,â you breathe. âBut if it doesnât work out⊠then thatâs it. You donât come around here again. You leave me alone. For good.â Â
His eyes narrow, but he nods, accepting the ultimatum. Â
âFair enough.â His voice dips into something dark and velvety, a timbre thatâs all too familiar. Itâs the same voice youâve heard behind the camera, in the tape that you got yourself off toâlow, coaxing, a caress in itself. And damn him, itâs working on you again. âI promise, you wonât regret it.â Â
âWhen?â You ask him.
âYouâre the one who works weekends. You tell me.â
âNext Saturday?â You offer, trying to sound casual.
âItâs a date.â Â
A flutter of nerves skitters through your chest and you almost laugh again, so giddy, but you clamp down on it.
âAlright... Iâll walk you out.â Your voice sounds awkward to your own ears, but your feet stay rooted to the spot. So does he. Â
His gaze sharpens. âYou know,â he starts, rubbing his jaw in that infuriatingly familiar way, âRobbie kept saying you âbrokeâ me after that Malibu shoot with Mariella.â He air quotes broke and your expression turns confused.
âWell⊠heâs an idiot.â Â
âHeâs not wrong, though,â Javi murmurs, stepping closer, the space between you vanishing. Â
Your breath hitches. âJaviâŠâ you warn, but it sounds weakâlike a plea dressed as a protest. Â
âYou were right.â His voice dips again, softer now, but no less dangerous. âSleeping with barely-legal girls felt... wrong. The whole scene was just fucked. It took me too long to realize it.â He leans in, his breath warm against your skin. âBut thatâs not what broke me.â Â
Your pulse stutters. âThen what?â Â
âYou,â he whispers, moving closer, until the heat of his body presses against yours. âYour voice. Your eyes.â His gaze dips to your mouth, and your knees threaten to give out. âThose soft lips you wonât let me kiss absolutely fucking broke me.â
Your lower back presses hard against the counter, pinned by the sheer gravity of him closing in. His scent is dizzying. Â
Your nipples harden, tightening with each shallow breath you take, the heat between you wrapping around your body like a fever. Now that youâve stopped fighting it, the tide of lust pulls you under, dragging you into the undertow.
He canât just say these things to you and expect you to remain sane. Especially not after all your wet dreams heâs been the star of.
âThe others donât do it for me anymore and Iâm not popping a pill to get fuckinâ hard.â He cages you in, planting both hands on the counter at your sides. His arms flex, his body crowding yours, then he leans in, his nose brushing the tip of yours in the kind of touch that feels both too soft and too intimate.
âJust standing here with youâŠâ His hips roll forward, pressing against you. The solid ridge of his cock rubs against your stomach through his jeans, and the friction sends a jolt of electricity straight to your core.
You gasp, lips parting as you go weak.
âOhâŠâ you breathe, shakily, your voice barely more than a whimper. You bite down on your bottom lip, trying to keep some semblance of control, but his gaze locks onto the movement.
âI want to take care of you, nena. Por favor.â His voice drips with need, every word laced with intent. âLet me make you feel good again. I need to make you feel good.â
Memories flash like lightningâthe way his mouth felt between your thighs and how it left such an impression that you quit your fucking job (okay maybe not because of that necessarily but it was a butterfly effect)
âJaviâŠâ Your voice is a strained warning, as you press your hand to his shoulder, ready to push him back if you needed to throw some metaphorical ice on this heated moment to chill both of you the fuck out. âIâm not going to fuck you right now.â
âIâm not asking you toâŠâ His hand comes up to take yours at his shoulder into his, bringing it up to his lips to give it a gentle kiss.
God, you just about come right then and there.
âYou want to go down on me again?â
He groans, his mouth grazing your knuckles as if tasting you again. âIâll always want that. Always.â His voice is strained. âBut tonight, pretty girl, I justâfuckâI need to feel you.â
âBut you just saidââ
âI know baby,â he cradles your face and you let him, horny out of your mind and absolutely under his spell. âJust let me put the tip in.â
âWhat?â You ask, moving back from him to stare up into his eyes.
âThe head of my cock. Let me put it in and feel how wet and warm you are.âÂ
Your thighs clench instinctively, the ache between them growing unbearable. Images of his cock flood your mindâthick, veined, and heavy, flashing like a montage you canât shake.
The thought of him, so close, pressing inside just enough to tease, makes your breath catch in your throat.
âI-Iâve never done that before... isnât thatââ You shake your head, struggling to wrap your mind around the idea.
âItâll feel so good, I promise. If you donât like it Iâll pull out and leave.â
His eyes still hold that sincerity from before, and it tugs at your heart, which has moved its pulse downstairs at the thought of feeling just a little bit of him.
Itâs intoxicating, giving you the power to decide just how much of him youâll take. How deep heâll bury himself. How much youâll let him fuck into you.Â
A moan slips from your lips, unbidden, and his eyes darken, his jaw tightening at the sound. Heâs holding back, but barelyâwaiting, craving, needing your consent like itâs the only thing tethering him to reality.
âFuck,â you whisper, already lost. âWhatever, just do it. Do it before I change my mind.â
You squeal as he spins you around, your hands coming up to steady yourself against the counter.
You went out and bought a mini denim skirt after seeing it on the pornstar he fucked in the tow truck scene because you thought it was cute, and now youâre sort of living out that fantasy here with him as he pushes it up high on your hips, exposing your very lackluster underwear.
âDamnâŠâ His hands are all over you, kneading your ass, the rough squeeze of his palms making you whine, back arching instinctively for more. âThese are hot as fuck.â
Your cheeks heat up, because no way he thinks your mauve colored hipsters are hot.
He hooks his fingers under the waistband and drags them down your legs, letting them pool at your ankles. You step out of them, still in your sneakers, feeling utterly exposed. But the way he looks at you makes you feel desired.
With a firm hand, he presses against the small of your back, coaxing you into a deeper arch. His hands glide down your thighs, strong fingers gripping where your knee bends, lifting your leg and placing it on the counter. The shift spreads you open for him, your slick, swollen folds glistening in the dim light.
âFuck...â His voice is pure gravel, rough with need, as he drinks in the sight of you. And then he drops to his knees, right behind you, and buries his face between your legs.
âOh myâfuck!â you cry, jerking forward against the counter, totally unprepared for the onslaught of his tongue.
He doesnât hold backâdoesnât ease you into itâjust dives in like a man possessed, his mouth working you over with fervor. The obscene sounds of his tongue dragging through your wetness and the desperate groans vibrating from his throat make your head spin. Youâre shaking, trying to catch your breath, but itâs useless with the way he devours you.
He licks every inch of your pussy, his tongue flat and broad one second, sharp and focused the next, flicking across your clit with precision. When he sucks the sensitive bud into his mouth, the wet suction sends sparks shooting through your body.
Your forehead thuds against the cabinet in front of you as you babble out his name in breathless, broken curses, pleasure building in tight, pulsing waves. Your legs tremble under his relentless attention, and it feels like heâs not just eating you outâheâs worshiping you, savoring every moment like a man starved.
âJaviâoh myâfuck!â You can barely string two words together, the intensity of it dragging you closer and closer to the edge.
His hands grip your hips, holding you steady as he buries his face deeper, groaning like he canât get enough of you. And god dammit, you love it. You love the way heâs lost in you, the way his tongue moves like he knows exactly how to pull you apart. Itâs filthy, messy, perfect.
He pulls back after a few minutes, reluctantly breaking away from the warmth of you, even though every fiber in his body begs him to stayâtongue, nose, and fingers lost in your sweetness for hours, watching you unravel again and again. He forces himself to move, savoring the way your breath stutters in frustration at the loss. Â
The soft metallic clink of his belt buckle being undone makes your heart race, and your pussy clenches reflexively, aching to be filled. Â
âMmm, sheâs ready for me, isnât she?â Heâs so smug, watching the way your cunt flutters at the mere thought of his cock sliding inside you. Even just the tip. Â
You donât answerâyou canât answer. The anticipation has stolen every word, every coherent thought from your brain. All you hear is the pounding rush of blood in your ears.
Javier steps in closer, the heat of his body pressing against your back. His hand snakes around you, rough fingers brushing your chin before hovering just beneath your lips. Â
âSpit,â he commands, his tone low and firm. Â
Like the desperate thing you are, you part your lips without hesitation, letting a hot thread of saliva drip into his waiting palm. Â
A deep, approving grunt rumbles from his chest. âGood girl.â Â
Your cheeks burn at the praise, and you clench again as he takes your offering, wrapping his wet palm around the thick length of his cock. He strokes himself slowly, hissing through his teeth, the slick sound of his fist dragging over his shaft making your breath hitch. Â
Then, without warning, you feel the velvety head of his cock glide through the slick folds of your cunt. Â
Both of you shudderâyour soft whimper mingling with his guttural groan. Â
He drags the swollen tip along your slit, gathering your arousal, and when he nudges it against your throbbing clit, your hips jerk instinctively. Â
âRelax, bella,â he warns, his hand tightening on your waist to steady you. âUnless you want me to bust my load all over this pretty clit right now.â Â
That filthy mouth of his makes you want to slap himâand kiss himâuntil you both canât breathe. Â
He keeps teasing you both, swirling the sensitive head over your clit again, tapping it lightly against the swollen bundle of nerves. Your thighs tremble with need, and your pussy clenches again, desperate to take him inside. Â
âFuck,â he groans, his voice gravelly with restraint as he lines himself up with your entrance. âSo fucking wetâŠâ Â
He tilts his hips just enough to press the head of his cock against your dripping hole, and you gasp, your body instinctively arching toward him. Â
âÂżLista?â he whispers, his voice softer now, more intimate. He leans in, pressing his lips to the crook of your neck, trailing gentle kisses over your skin between ragged breaths. Â
You nod frantically, not trusting your voice to form words. Â
Then, slowlyâachingly slowâhe pushes the tip inside. Â
âThatâs it, pretty girl,â he murmurs, lips brushing the shell of your ear. Â
A sharp, breathless moan escapes you as he stretches you open, your cunt greedily sucking him in. The sensation is electric, overwhelmingâjust enough to tease, just enough to leave you craving more.
Your mouth falls open in a silent scream. Why the fuck does this feel so good?
Javier groans, forehead pressed to your shoulder, his cock twitching inside you as he fights to keep from plunging deeper. âPuta madre nenita, this pussy esta tan rica.âÂ
He stills, savoring the way your tight heat wraps around just the tip of him. His blunt fingernails dig into the skin of your hips as he struggles to keep his hips from moving.
But you canât help it. Your hips move on their own, rolling back just enough to take more of him inside, the smooth slide of his length sending sparks through your body. A whimper slips from your lips as your walls clench around what little of him you have, the stretch so good it has your eyes fluttering shut, your head tipping forward.
âDonât. Fucking. Move,â he growls, low and dangerous, and the sound of it shoots straight to your cunt.
You whine softly, biting your lip, as he drags the inches you stole back out, leaving just the swollen head nestled at your entrance. The tease is unbearable, like dangling water in front of someone dying of thirst.
âJavi, I canât help it,â you moan, the frustration bubbling over into a pout. Your hand drifts down between your thighs, fingers brushing your slick, needy clit. You need somethingâanythingâto relieve the pressure.
His hand is lightning fast, grabbing your wrist and yanking it back to the counter. âWhat the fuck do you think youâre doing?â He sounds almost offended.
âI need to feel something,â you whimper, shifting your hips desperately against him.
He clicks his tongue, as if scolding you, his lips brushing your ear. âYouâre already feeling the head of this cock, arenât you? And youâre still being greedy, trying to touch this pretty little pussy after I told you Iâd take care of you.â
His hand slides from your waist, gliding lower, fingers hovering just above where you need him most. The promise of his touch makes your thighs quiver, and you let out a desperate little whine, arching your back in a silent plea.
âTell me what you want,â he demands, his voice low and rough, thick with control barely held in check.
You know exactly what he looks likeâjaw tight, eyes burning with hunger, teeth gritted as he holds back from sinking all the way into you. And it makes you ache even more.
âTouch me, Javi, please,â you beg, your voice a breathy, needy little mewl. You throw your head back against his shoulder, looking up at him through half-lidded eyes, batting your lashes shamelessly.
A low, satisfied hum vibrates from his chest, and his fingers finally press against your slick, swollen folds. He groans softly as he feels how youâre stretching around the head of his cock, his fingertips tracing the puffy lips before circling lazily over your throbbing clit.
âOhhh, just like that,â you moan, the sound slipping from you naturally, raw and unfilteredânothing like the exaggerated performances heâs used to. This is real, and it only makes him harder.
âFuck me,â he mutters, his breath hot against your neck, âI canât wait to ruin this pussy, nenita. Gonna make you feel better than any malparido before me.â
His fingers keep working your clit, slow and steady, each stroke dragging you closer to madness. Your hips start to grind against his hand and the blunt head of his cock, desperate for more, for everything.
And the way heâs talkingâlike youâre his to wreck, his to pleaseâmakes you feel like youâll lose your mind.
You suck in a sharp breath, feeling the jealousy dancing on his fingertips as he works your clit faster, his movements switching between precision and wild hunger.
He rolls the sensitive bud between his thumb and forefinger, pinching it just hard enough to make you gasp. Then, his touch softensâsoothing circles, spreading your slick everywhereâbefore he tugs at your swollen nub, sending shocks of pleasure deep into your core, like fireworks are exploding down there.
âTell me,â he growls, voice rough with possessiveness. âDid he fuck you good?â
The blunt tip of his cock stays snug at your entrance, and every pinch, every flick of his fingers makes your walls clench greedily around it, desperate for more.
âW-Who?â you whimper, genuinely lost in the haze of his touch. Your mind has melted, everything but the sensations heâs feeding you slipping away like vapor.
That answer pleases himâmakes something wicked curl in his chest. His grin presses against your neck, and the wet heat of his tongue drags a slow, deliberate stripe along your skin. Then, he bites down, sucking hard, marking you in that one spot youâve only ever dreamt of him nipping at.
âThatâs what I like to hear,â he murmurs, voice dripping with satisfaction.
Your hand finds his hair, fingers tangling in the thick strands, tugging hard enough to make him groan against your neck. The heat swirling in your belly tightens to a near-breaking point, your orgasm creeping up on you with every flick of his relentless fingers.
âJaviâfuckâIâm gonna cum,â you pant, voice breaking, sounding needy and pitiful.
âI know, baby,â he rasps. âI can feel her gettinâ all tight and messy for me. Câmon, nena, let it happen. Iâve got you.â
He keeps his pace steadyâno sudden changes, no wild movesâjust the same focused rhythm heâs built up, making your nerves sing, each flick and stroke a perfectly calibrated promise of release.
Your body responds like it always does for him: beautifully. His name falls from your lips like a sweet song. Your hips grind instinctively, chasing the steady friction of his slick fingers.
âMore, Javiâoh, pleaseâmore,â you gasp, knowing exactly what you need, what only he can give you. Youâre ready for him to shove deep inside, to fill you, stretch you, ruin you with the thick cock still teasing your entrance.
If you had said this maybe five minutes ago, he would have obliged, but heâs got a point to prove now. And that point is restraintâhis self control.
âNot tonight, pretty girl,â he murmurs darkly, laden with lust and dominance. âYouâre gonna come just like this.â
Then, without warning, his hand shifts, and he slaps your pussyâonce, twice, three times. The sound is wet and obscene, and the sharp sting sends a shockwave straight to your core.
Thatâs what breaks you. Your orgasm crashes over you like a violent, unstoppable wave, ripping through your body with terrifying force.
âFuckâJavi!â you scream, your walls fluttering and pulsing wildly around the head of his cock, soaking his hand in your release as your legs threaten to give out beneath you.
He groans, watching you unravel for him, every twitch and spasm feeding his ego. His fingers donât stopâstroking you through the aftershocks, coaxing every last drop of pleasure from your trembling body.
Your vision swims, your breath coming in ragged gasps as the euphoria leaves you floating, weightless. And even though he hasnât buried himself inside you like you wanted, somehow, this feels even more intimateâlike heâs branded himself into you without needing to fuck you at all.
The way your pussy grips him sends a shudder down his spine, and with a strangled curse, his balls tighten, his climax hot on the heels of yours.Â
âFuckââ he groans, yanking his cock out just in time, the thick spurts of his cum painting your slick, swollen pussy, making a filthy mess.
Both of you pant, trying to catch your breath, the room heavy with the scent of sex. A sharp hiss escapes your lips as his fingers slide lazily through your soaked folds, mixing the remnants of both your pleasure. When he gathers the sticky blend on his fingers and brings them to your mouth, the hunger in his gaze makes your heart race. Â
âHave a taste, baby.â
Without hesitation, you part your lips, taking his fingers into your mouth, swirling your tongue around them with obscene enthusiasm. You moan at the heady, salty tasteâlike liquid sin on your tongue. Itâs addictive, and you suck greedily until his fingers are spotless, releasing them with a wet pop that makes his eyes darken further. Â
You glance up at him over your shoulder, lips slightly swollen from your efforts.Â
âYou okay?â he asks, his tone soft.
You nod, still dazed, your pulse thrumming beneath your skin. âBetter than okay. That was... wow.â Â
His soft grin blooms into a cocky smirk, and he helps clean you up before gently moving your leg off the counter. As he tucks himself back into his jeans, you adjust your skirt, smoothing it down with shaky hands. Â
âWhere are my panties?â you ask, glancing around, still floating in the afterglow. Â
He reaches into his jacket pocket, pulling them out with a sly grin. âOh, these?â Â
You reach for them, but he swiftly lifts them out of reach. Â
âI think Iâll hold onto them.â Â
Heat rises to your cheeks as you narrow your eyes at him, but the lazy, satisfied smile on your lips betrays your mock indignation. âWhy? Perv.â Â
His grin widens, unabashed. âA little memento⊠to remind me of this. Iâll give them back next Saturday.â He slips them back into his pocket.
You roll your eyes, too blissed out to care. âI canât believe we just did that.â Â
He steps closer, wrapping his arms around you, the warmth of his embrace catching you off guard. After all the resistance youâve given him, letting him hold you like this feels foreign.
âTold you itâd feel good,â he murmurs smugly, his lips brushing your temple. âDidnât think youâd be the one to cave first and beg for the whole thing, though.â Â
You scoff, giving his hip a playful pinch. âI got caught up in the heat of the moment, okay? You mightâve scored a date and... a semi-fuck, but Iâm still sticking to those boundaries. For now.â Â
âDoes that mean I still canât kiss you?â Â
Oh, hell. Heâs already been inside youâwell, kind of. Whatâs one little kiss? But no. Youâre trying to make a point here. Â
âNope,â you reply, stopping him with a finger pressed lightly against his lips just as he leans in. âNot until you buy me dinner first.â Â
His smirk deepens, and instead of protesting, he kisses the tip of your finger.Â
âDeal.â
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