#@ my brain what a simp move dude wtf (/j)
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asfdhgsdkjhgb · 3 years ago
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hehe name crisis go brr
#ik i already made the other post but like ive had a dissonance with the name i use irl so now im like lookin at my name google doc#theres a lot of good ones on there bc ive been collecting them and im feeling pretty drawn to a few of them and!!!#i realized that two of the ones on there could be put together bc one could be a shortened nickname of the other n it#would be very swag i think the only issue is that the way the longer one ended up on the name list is bc my brain was#thinking abt the friend i likes name and was like lmao wouldnt it be funny if i straight up started going by [name used for#important thing in the myth his name is from that people sometimes interpret him as being in love with] and then#i was like o shit well that kinda slaps as a name ngl and is definitely super gender so i added it to the doc n now im just like#it would slap as a name and i can use one of the other names on here as a nickname which would be pog but also WHAT#like WHAT THE FUCK that is the WORST possible way to get a name idea like wtf was my brain thinking#its sad bc i feel like itd be fun but then im like first off if/when you inevitably lose this friendship the namell hurt to have also#how weird would it be to name yourself after a friend of yours but theres like a romantic connotation in the names also#@ my brain what a simp move dude wtf (/j)#(the feelings only influenced the initial joking abt the name they have nothing to do with my oh shit wait this slaps realization)#lmao i just reread my trying to explain the situation without saying the names and i feel like it barely makes sense oof#id love to share the name im referring to as very swag for me but also i dont want to say the name of my friend so like#idk maybe ill just start using the whole google doc n be like hey you can call me any of these if u want! bc like i know people#who go by multiple names but then im also like. that could work well online but also. how would i introduce myself irl#urggggggg whatever#too lazy to make a change#lmao my school emails still my deadname just bc im too lazy to ask them to change it! like im in the system as [irl name]#but the email im just too lazy to change so im just like its whatever i just have to hope that no one will use it against me lol#just me rambling again
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