#????!?!?!?!??? whomst tf responds to a sext like that?
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I threw away the engagement rings, won’t be marrying this man
#i really should just stay miserable#as soon as im happy everything falls apart#all i did was send him a dirty text and he replied with ‘we should talk’#????!?!?!?!??? whomst tf responds to a sext like that?#then he freaked me tf out bc it sounded like he was saying i never fufilled his needs the entire 3 yrs weve been together#and when i cried he said i shouldnt feel bad bc hes not attacking me just that hes upset bc of me#whoch...sounds like he was upset at me for not deepthroating him and i just could not take it#i took a shower and had a full lown anxiety attack#like numb legs and throwing up and he kept yelling and hitting things and it was not helping#and then when i was rocking on the ground in a psychotic episode (cus he would not stop acting like an asshole)#he kept yelling about how hes never allowed to be upset bc it upsets me and like#yea. when someone is pissed tf off at you YOU TEND TO GET UPSET#it ended with me seizing and then he finally dtopped yelling and hitting things and ignoring me#and then this morning he just didnt look at me so#i dunno guys. im tored. i didnt sleep. and i just want to exist peacefully without someone making me cry bc they didnt get head#i hid the rings where he wont find them and cancelled the engagment party with our friends and everything#like im sorry but less than a minth ago i had to give cpr to your dead dad and that fucked me up beyond repair. ive done eveythin right...#i dont know if this relationship is going to go anywhere but downhill. when hes happy he makes me miserable on purpose
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