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[PERC'ILDAN]
What are they doing? Option A: they are getting ready to play TTRPG; option B: they are actively assembling an Ikea table.
I picked secret third option
#look this silly fool drew a background#liltaire's art#digital art#critical role#critrole#critical role fanart#tlovm#vox machina#the legend of vox machina#critical role tlovm#legend of vox machina#percy de rolo#percival de rolo#percival fredrickstein von musel de rolo iii#percival fredrickstein von musel klossowski de rolo iii#vaxildan#vax'ildan#perc'ildan#percildan#percy x vax#vax x percy#i'm sending my condolences to the table#once again don't tag it as p*rcahlia thanks#basically me and my lovely spouse talked about perc'ildan and tables and certain table activities so this art was born#my spouse says they are getting ready to play tabletop games#second option: they are assembling Ikea table#pick you option i guess#i picked secret third option
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Weāre soarinā, flyinā! āļøš
[Instagram prompt: Cas relearning how to fly again with Deanās help]
#destiel#dean Winchester#castiel#spn art#spn fanart#spnfanart#Destiel fanart#wiggleart#feels good to draw them again#thank yāall for the prompts once again and you can still send me some in my inbox#itās hard getting back into drawing after not doing much for a couple months#but drawing these two are c cathartic
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I'm a new to your blog, so maybe you have already written something for this... Soooo angsty Homelander ask. How about a classic fuck or die situation?
Hello, thank you for sending this!
It's hard to imagine Homelander in such a situation; anybody that wants him killed wouldn't waste their time torturing him, but...
If they (the ones who orchestrated it) had leverage, with his s/o's life on the line, then it'd be quite possibleāand interesting. It could be a demand for him to fuck his s/o publicly, degrading them as he fucks them...
Or! And more likely, it's Butcher's work and he wants to watch. He wants to savor the advantage he has on Homelander; he would know Homelander's s/o would be fearful, ashamed, humiliated... And perhaps it's more than just Butcher, maybe he convinced, or, likelier, threatened all members of The Boys to watch. Adding to both their pain.
And they, oh how insecure they are. Scared that Homelander wouldn't allow himself to be manipulated by Butcher, that he would rather let them die instead of breaking and bending.
Yet, he doesāhe loves them, just hadn't said it in words yet. He was preparing for it; how it'd be in such a romantic place, flower petals on the floor, sunset, beautiful enoughĀ to stun them, but in his view, nothing compared toĀ the kaleidoscope of love and loving he's ready to give it to you.
The disappointment running through his veins is nothing to compared to the sight of you. The look in your eyes, filled with fear, tears sliding down in their lovely cheeks, lips, meant to be kissed and worshiped, trembling.
He grabs your faceāand instantly they know. They'll look at him only. Homelander pulls out his cock, pluging in with care, giving them time to adjust; different from the way they usually fuck, hot and searing, desperate for each other. He'd be gentler, far more gentle than he's even been. It's slow, it's loving. Sweet nothing being whispered in your ear.
"I love you," he says, over and over and over. They say it back, oh so easily they say it back.
When he feels close to coming, he whispers. "I love you more than anyone I've ever loved. For you, everything, anything."
And, as soon as he could, Homelander would pay it back a thousandfold.
#homelander#homelander x reader#homelander fanfiction#homelander imagine#fuck or die#my writing#asks#diapurple#sorry it its too short#if you want me to develop it further you can send me again once the requests for fics are open#thanks for beta'ing amy <3
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Ugh, now I canāt help but imagine where in that ask about Art and reader being childhood friends, child Art drawing, painting or crafting you this weird super weird thing (not out of materials that would like, decompose or smell rotten after a few years, surprisingly) and then after reuniting with him in adult hood, heās over at your house exploring while youāre cooking and sees that thing he made for you years ago in your room on display. Idk, I think heād be so happy to still see you have it
Love this. (:
I think he might have definitely made some really weird shit. I have no doubts your first gifts were something moreā¦ temporary. Liable to rot. Perhaps something with bugs and rats. But you INSISTED to him that you wanted something that could last a little longer. Something that wasnāt prone to the throes that came with being part of the life and death cycle. And he copped an attitude about it at first until he relented. Because you basically went the flattery route with him. You WANTED something from him that had longevity because you value him as a person (god rest your soul) and so he yielded for that reason and ONLY that reason alone.
After all. You catch more flies with honey than vinegar.
In truth it was probably some sort of makeshift weapon he gave you. Which was concerning! Actually quite concerning! And he drew fucked up pictures of hurting people that he gave you, too! It was often of him brutalizing and killing people, and you were also in some of those pictures, but you were never maimed in them. You were just smiling right beside him in those crude childlike drawings, looking like two pals.
Suffice to say when you left Miles County as you got older he wasnāt a happy camper because you both were supposed to be together forever. Like buddies. Then you came back ā¦ I dunno, a few years? A decade? Maybe two or so, however old you are, he wasnāt THRILLED that you left him. And he might have even considered literally stabbing you in the back for that shit because that was foul, how DARE you leave himābut then when heās back at your place and has seen that you kept that makeshift weapon visibly out and displayed like a threat to any guests, or maybe like out on display like itās a sculpture, he ā¦ starts to forgive you. Youāre not off the hook yet. Heās still a wee bit salty you left, still hurting that you left in the first place. But a part of him is touched.
And you can see that when you catch him with the book you stored his drawings in, pristine and neatly kept in a drawer holding a variety of things from your childhood. You see him thumbing through it with his bloodied hands after a fresh kill that night. Staining that book and all the pages within it. His eyes far too focused on the contents before him as he relives various memories of you two together all snugly protected between the pages.
All the while youāre just out here cooking dinner for the two of you. Hoping maybe heāll eat it. And he might. He might not. But if he doesnāt, you know he wonāt turn down your dessert you got waiting in the fridge.
Thatāll surely continue to help you make up for the time youāve been away from him.
#this was great to play with thank you!#art the clown#art the clown x reader#x reader#cornerstore asks#cornerstore musings#also once again i didnāt proofread im just spitballing whatever yall send me#*thor voice* ANOTHER
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Birthday wishes to Zewu-jun from Lanling
(Birthday wishes to Er-Ge from A-Yao)
8.10.2024 | Happy birthday Lan Xichen! šāļø
#nebulathunderdraws#lan xichen#xiyao (implied)#like HEAVILY IMPLIED but hey#I realized yesterday morning after finishing the entire thing that the letter was supposed to go in one of those fancy golden roll things#and not be some kind of loose paper#well let's just pretend that our dear lan huan was so excited that he extracted the letter from it huh. to keep it close to his heart š#also what do you mean none of the flowers are fitting for his season?! they aren't cultivators for nothing#pun (?) half intended#jgy probably has a little corner where he grows peonies all year long thanks to his spiritual energy#to accompany all the letters he sends to lxc with a sweet fragrance that will remind er-ge of him ā”#and as for the gentians and the magnolia well it's purely for symbolism duh.#mdzs fanart#once again sparkles and glitter glue are my best friends#yes he has yaoi hands no I didn't bother redrawing them one last time yes I plead guilty
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Hi! it's dember and some stuff has Happened and I am now in need of a buffer between now and lunar new year. so I'm opening for
digital ink commission
How this works is
comms will open for one hour at a time or until 5 pieces are in the queue, whichever condition comes later
I will edit and reblog this post when it opens or closes, so if you're not sure if I'm taking comms or not please click through to the original post to check!
I will take commissions via email to [email protected]; please include visual or textual references as well as your PayPal email in your inquiry.
a confirmation email will be sent out once your commission's added to the queue. I reserve the right to turn down any commission I receive (in which case I'll also tell you via email)
payment will be through PayPal - please wait for the invoice before paying - and made in full before I start on your commission.
there will be no sketch revision. please keep this in mind when preparing your references
UPDATE 30/12/2023: Commission closed! Thank you very much for the support!
#bakuspeech#commission#art commission#commission info#gods. this headache is Not one I anticipated. it'll be alright but we're gonna have to tough it out for a bit#hey if you send in a commission thank you very much. I hope you have a good day#once again it might take me a hot sec to get to ur comm bc 1/the queue might be long and 2/I am still bit shit from the flu#so I'm just gonna be. a bit slower than usual. sorry#anyways I'll get back to this in an hour and tally it up. thanks for sticking around thanks for hangin out if uve been hangin out
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here.we.go.
#once again i cant say how thankful i am for you guys sending me your babes#ive spent some time cooking up all 18 of their intros#there WILL be so much drama. the intros are cute but you can see some tensions building here and there.#love is embarrassing bc#scarlett kline#theo kline#the sims 4 challenges#the sims 4 bachelorette challenge#the sims 4 bachelor challenge#ts4 story#the sims community#ts4 screenshots#the sims 4#the sims#the sims challenge#ts4 simblr#sims 4#sims 4 gameplay#ts4#sims 4 screenshots
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Hi!! Hello
I feel like we are not getting a lot of steven as much as both marc and jake, like what motivates them and such. Having said that, what would your aproach be at developing steven both personally and in his relationship with jake and marc?
Btw, your blog is still my favorite one in all of tumblr, I look forward both to new releases and your commentary after every single one <3
Hello! And thank you so much for the ask and for hanging around! :D I am immeasurably glad that this blog is something that sparks a little joy in your life. š¤š¤ As for Steven, I see your point! You actually brought up something I've been mulling over deep in my brainpan for a hot minute, so (as always seems to happen when I answer asks whoops), this got a little long. There's a bit of preamble on how I came to my conclusion, but I'm pretty sure I more directly address your question in the second part, so you can just skip to there if you'd like hahaha
Part I: Preamble Not to hijack the whole lunar theme, but Moon Knight comics do go through phases and one type of phase involves some authors giving a bit more panel time to one of the guys (e.g. Jake in the first volume of Vengeance of the Moon Knight, Steven through a lot of the first Moon Knight volume as I recall). Currently, we're in a phase of focusing a bit more on Marc and, while MacKay's work on Moon Knight has been some of the most consistently enjoyable comics I've encountered in a while, I do miss Jake and Steven. Steven in particular, has been a little out of focus. On the one hand, I can kind of see how that happened. After how previous authors chose to portray him, my interpretation is that Jake's character needed a bit of time dedicated to returning him back to his essence (but that's a whole other kettle of worms). Additionally, I will always be the first person to rail against comic characters getting pigeonholed by editorial as having a certain "role" within a comic and once that role's been fulfilled elsewhere, editorial struggles to know what to do with that character and potentially discards them entirely (or worse, warps them beyond recognition, but again, I don't need to be bring up here how salty I am about how Marvel editorial has treated other characters hahaha) and I believe that might be a bit of the case with Steven. For a long time, the guys' dynamic was understood as Steven makes money and high society connections, Jake makes friends and underground connections, and Marc makes uuuuuh let's say "extreme bodily harm to his enemies" and is not really fit to be seen in society due to, you know, the crimes against humanity. Now that Marc's lost all of their money and, in a turn of events frankly more miraculous then his multiple resurrections (perhaps to no one's greater surprise than Marc's), established himself and the Midnight Mission as upstanding parts of the community, Steven's two main "jobs" in the reductive sense aren't as easily inserted into the narrative anymore. Part II: Actually Answering Your Question (Sorry) HOWEVER, even beyond my never ending love for Steven just as he is, I believe there's more to explore.
Particularly, when I first read your ask, the first thing that popped up in my head was this page from the most recent Moon Knight annual:
Moon Knight AnnualĀ (Vol. 5/2024), #1.
Historically and including in Moon Knight (Vol. 9/2021), #24, writers have portrayed Steven as the respectable one who wants to settle down, but this idea that Steven's just as much a thrill seeker as Jake and Marc -- it just manifests differently -- greatly intrigues me. As such, personally, I would LOVE to see more of Steven's work on the logistical side of things. They don't need huge sums of cash to throw around; Steven's probably just a bit more adept at understanding how financing both legitimate and illegitimate ventures work, so he can either direct them or manipulate them as necessary. He can be messing with criminal finances for Moon Knight work in ways that carries just as much risk as pounding the pavement. Authors have alluded to such things previously, with Mr. MacKay highlighting how critical finances are to continuing the Midnight Mission's work in the community and how Moon Knight can even use them for fighting crime.
Moon Knight: Fist of Khonshu (Vol. 1/2024), #0.
This little gem of an infinity comic actually addressed the topic even more explicitly.
Avengers Unlimited (Vol. 1/2022), Infinity Comic, #64.
I get it, white collar crime and financial maneuvering is a lot more difficult to make appear exciting in the comic medium as opposed to, say, fisticuffs or edged weapons. In my opinion at least though, this is cool!!! Marines make jokes about their organization's history of struggling with logistics, but that underlines how critical that aspect is to making sure anything can operate effectively! Using the full range of skills and resources available to most efficiently execute justice is just something that feels very Moon Knight to me. That interpretation also helpfully supports my argument that Steven should be just as involved in Moon Knight work as Marc and Jake, just in an "occupational specialty," if you will that looks as different from what Jake and Marc do as how different Jake's networking looks from Marc's....very kinetic approach to problems. Accordingly, I guess I would just like to see Steven utilized in the narrative more as the "scalpel" of the trio. There is a time for everything, including Marc cracking skulls, Jake shaking hands and slapping backs to collect HUMINT, but also for Steven's precise and surgical approach that can dismantle a whole organization perhaps without even any bloodshed. After all,
Moon Knight (Vol. 9/2021), #25.
Steven's got his own way of doing things.
I guess, ultimately, is it too much for me to ask that Steven, Jake, and Marc be all equally valued for the unique skill sets they bring to Moon Knight? That they support each other, particularly with how wonderfully complimentary those skill sets are? hahaha
#Knight Mail#Moon Knight comics#Moon Knight#Steven Grant#Thank you once again for sending an ask and giving me a reason to unload about something I've been thinking about for so long hahaha#I would just love to hear Steven talk about tracking money laundering and fraud and white collar crime and maybe the stock market#it is not my area of expertise!#Closest I could get is maybe discussing certain organizations' use of hawala or#like#the oil and coal trade on the horn of Africa
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I CANT USE CSS ON ARTFIGHT...............
#I WAS REALLY HOPING TO FIX THE FUCKING. PARAGRAPH WIDTH. SIGH#idk why but it stretches across the ENTIRE page like. it takes up the full width of the browser and it BOTHERS ME. ON ALL THE PAGES#i could try manually putting shift breaks but im worried it might not look so good on mobile. ugghh... auyggghhh.....#im already learning CSS and API so i thought i could put it to good use but. AUGH#this whole time ive had to go into the inspect panel myself and change the padding so i dont have to read the length of the screen#like a fucking typewriter... i would have also loved to use custom fonts and animations......#i did find a guide for BBCode which the site uses on default and it covers basic styling but its not the same. sniffle#you CAN unlock CSS if you donate $25 to the page which seems fair. and if i could do it i would but. i do not have any way of#sending or receiving money online </3 i really need to figure out how to do that so i can set up comms like i said i would last summer#but it intimidates me.... and im already kept on a short leash when it comes to that so it feels like a lot of things could go wrong#i think toyhouse allows CSS or some sort of code...?? i remember seeing some oc pages with custom layouts#if thats the case i'll try fiddling with it but im not very familiar with using toyhouse so thatll take a while#(thanks again for the code sal ^_^ ill put it on my pin once its ready but im trying to learn my way around the site heh ;;)#at least i can use my pixel dividers.. ive been digging around for pixels to use and found some really cute ones#yapping
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#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVEN ASKING ME TO DO A SIM REQUEST.#tbh even though he's finished#i still feel like he isnt good enough and may not bode with your standards#also plsss let me know how you would like me to send him to you!!#<3 thank you once again#my sims#the sims 4#sims 4#ts4#ts4 cas#create a sim#show us your sims#simblr
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Welcome to the Stats post!!! Warning!! Lots of stats and graphs with text on them ahead! With that said, click Read More to view the whole post!!
For the most submitted people, regardless of what trio they are from, here are the numbers!! Grian came in with a smashing first place at 233 submissions, with a relatively even and natural decline from there.
Next on our list, the most submitted for SMP's regardless of trio!
We have our top 3 SMP's, and top 3 by a long shot, with Hermitcraft alone making up more than 1/4 of all the submissions, and the Dream SMP and Traffic SMP/Life Series each taking up just under 1/5 of all submissions. It is a dramatic jump to 4th place, but a happy surprise to see in 4th, Lifesteal!! Which has more submissions than the QSMP or Empires SMP!! Congrats guys!!
And finally, the moment you've all been waiting for, here are your most submitted for trios!!!
Coming in at first place, no questions asked, no competition we have the Buttercups!! Made of Grian, Mumbo, and Scar. They have exactly 100 submissions which is very satisfying. A difference of 33 submissions between first and second! Wow!
The next large leap down is from 5th to 6th where we have the Bad Boys in 5th (Grian, Joel, and Jimmy) and Gaslight, Gatekeep, Girlboss (Scott, Pearl, and Cleo) in 6th! A 21 submission difference there!
All trios listed in the top 25 will be in the final bracket, as well as many not seen here. We have trios in the bracket that have as little as just 3 submissions! So if you didn't see your favorite trio here, don't loose hope! They still might be in the final bracket!
With that said, the bracket announcement will be up tomorrow, everything is done and ready, so get hype!! Thank all very much for supporting this project!! <3
#not polls#submission updates#mod skater#bracket#stats#graphics#I have never made an ID before so if someone wants to make IDs for these graphics we will reblog with your ID!#Once again thank you everyone for your submissions!! We can't do it without you!#If there was a trio or player or SMP you didn't see the stats of on this post (since i can only fit so many in 1 graphic)#feel free to send us an ask and ask about them!!
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Overhead, the stars shone clear and bright, and though Mala had only once appeared to him at dawn, on the foothills across this very city, though she might be little more than a strange, mighty being from another world, he offered up a prayer anyway.
Then, he had begged Mala to protect Aelin from Maeve when they entered Doranelle, to give her strength and guidance, and to let her walk out alive. Then, he had begged Mala to let him remain with Aelin, the woman he loved. The goddess had been little more than a sunbeam in the rising dawn, and yet he had felt her smile at him.
Tonight, with only the cold fire of the stars for company, he begged her once more.
A curl of wind sent his prayer drifting to those stars, to the waxing moon silvering the camp, the river, the mountains.
He had killed his way across the world; he had gone to war and back more times than he cared to remember. And despite it all, despite the rage and despair and ice he'd wrapped around his heart, he'd still found Aelin. Every horizon he'd gazed toward, unable and unwilling to rest during those centuries, every mountain and ocean he'd seen and wondered what lay beyond... It had been her. It had been Aelin, the silent call of the mating bond driving him, even when he could not feel it.
They'd walked this dark path together back to the light. He would not let the road end here.
#Chapter 23#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Rowan Whitethorn#Rowaelin#Essar#Mala#more starry quotes#lord of the north#I will find you#no spoilers pls 1st read to read along with me pt 4 of 4 perspectives more notes/quotes/reacts in tags; spoilers in both post & tags#They would not all go in all go out. ā he wonāt leave without Aelinā¦ and probably Cairn dead#Ready to unleash hell when he sent a flare of his magic diverting soldiers to their side while Rowan made his run for Aelin.#She'd protested but even Gavriel had told her that she was mortal. Untrained. And what she'd done todayā¦ Rowan didnāt have the words#thank you for Elide appreciation day#He trusted Essar. She'd never liked Maeve had outright said she did not serve her with any willingness or pride.#But these last few hours before dawn when so many things could go wrong...#the full circle of him praying to Mala in HoF and then mentioning it in QoS and EoS and now here in KoAš#She had to be there. Aelin had to be there.#If they had come so close but wound up being the very thing that had caused Maeve to take Aelin away AGAIN#The bond within him lay dark and slumbering. No indication of her proximity. ā Maeve doing that too AGH I HATE HER SO MUCH#Essar had no idea that Aelin was being kept here until Elide informed her. How many others hadn't known? How well had Maeve hidden her?#ā maybe that means thereās some good face on their side who might help if they know or learn?#ah rowaelins love language of revenge and compartmentalizing#Overhead the stars shone clear and bright and though Mala had only once appeared to him at dawn on the foothills across this very city#though she might be little more than a strange mighty being from another world he offered up a prayer anyway.#his magic sending a prayer to the northern stars for dawn to stay with the woman he loves ā even back thenš#Tonight with only the cold fire of the stars for company he begged her once more.#HE SAYS COLD FIRE BECAUSE ITS NOT HIS FIREHEARTš and the the darkness back to the light ā IT WILL NOT END HERE WE WONT LET IT HE WONT LET IT#and the fact he knew he loved her back thenš and all those centuries before when he didnāt know whyššš
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I'm going to be reblogging mouthwashing stuff later, will be tagged 'mouthwashing spoilers', also black list if u don't want to see the mummy guy without his skin + scopophobia.
Unprompted Review, no spoilers, just vibes for potential players:
I enjoyed the walking and talking sections.
Art direction is excellent! Colors are great, sounds are great.
NGE heads will find this game to be.... familiar
They say early in the game that Jimmy is attracted/aroused by cartoon horses. In the moment this felt intentional stereotypical brony coded, especially since this game is streamer bait, but supposedly the devs didn't have this in mind. I don't know what this means but my brain has been stewing on it.
I was excited to see 2 girls in this game but Daisuke isn't even a girl (unless...? ^_^).
I'm super pro butch lesbian Swansea but also Anya as the only written girl I was excited for her but honestly the narrative treats her like shit. I know people love the Saw esque Man Pain Yaoi going on or whatever, so the way this narrative treated its only woman character, I'm not surprised this game is a Tumblr darling but I am still disappointed nonetheless.
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Official Kin DNI recommendation:
Block: Jimmy, Curly, Polle, Mouthwash
Follow: Anya, Daisuke, Lounge Window
Make-Out: Swansea š
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#send me swansea baby girl edits#idk if this will end up in main tags im gna try to avoid that#but i do just spell it out. whatever#i am once again asking you to send me swansea baby girl edits#thank you#mouthwashing
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sculpting myself a golden idol
#bill cipher#gravity falls#it's silver rn but once I slap some sort of Solid Material on it and then smear gold leaf all over it it'll be gold#I think I'm gonna buy some of that pal tiya stuff from the post that's going around rn#I also gotta figure out the best way to do a metal armature for bill himself so he doesn't fall off the plinth#maybe I'll snap a few coat hangers and jam them into the foil with some hot glue#this thing itself is actually super solid though#thank you pal tiya youtube tutorial vids for inspiring me to buy a lot of aluminum foil and also a new bag of hot glue sticks#also yall.#Alex Hirsch responded to my dm on twitter again yesterday bc I asked about the grunkle stan recording#(he said it'll be done by the end of the week OuO)#and for some reason I responded with 'omg yesssss' and a š«” emoji. why did I do this.#head in my hands why did I send a salute emoji to Alex Middle Initial Hirsch#ok did I perhaps only make this post so I could include that story in my tags. perhaps yes. perhaps no. I'll never tell.#fluffle art#sculpture#fluffle sculpts
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having another one of my job-related crises
#where are the jobs for blokes that do fuck all. where are they!!!!!!!#i am quite literally looking for jobs where you do nothing. you do not understand how much i dont want to do anything#granted my current job has a certain amount of doing nothing in that i have the time to look for jobs where i do nothing#but i want to do even more nothing. do you understand#if i lived on my own i probably would consider some weird night shift job#but its probably better i have the routine i have living during the day like a normal person#despite the drawbacks of my cursed routine#where are those jobs i see people making tiktoks about where you do fuck all in the office and send like one email a day. id kill for that#my dream is to be paid for like. mostly sitting somewhere where i can work on my needlepoint#id even do mindless data entry. PLEASE pay me for mindless data entry i love repetitive tasks. if you let me listen to music im unstoppable#ive come across a couple data entry jobs but i think they always require a college degree#and its like oops sorry i never had the time or money for that! still dont! however i can promise you my autism is qualification enough#my dad talks about the market research jobs he used to have and how for like the entry level jobs there#there was clearly so much goof off time they were playing early computer games and shit#but there were like so much more data entry jobs that i guess are obsolete now bc of technology#and its like yes technology good but theyve destroyed an important job category: jobs where you do fuck all#whenever i have one of these crises i also check out gigs n jobs on craigslist and unfortunately everything there seems so sketchy#like every 'personal assistant' job sounds either super pervy or like im going to get serial killed#i should get paid a million dollars a year for doing nothing at all i think#anyway once again my only option is my successful director dreams. would be great if theyd actually happen#<- guy that doesnt spend enough time actually working on creative works in progress#well anyway. such is my mental state today thank you for your time
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I can't stop listening to the opening of FNoL. It's such an incredible song! I can't remember the last time I didn't skip the opening credits. Those moles on Neil's face! his pleasant voice! (Charles, damn it why don't you sing in all your series!) Xiao Hai's sweet encouraging smile! Their bickering over coffee! Ooooo I'm sooo drowned in this show! But 20 minutes Carl!!!!! Monica thank you for telling me about this series. I feel such an unprecedented surge of love inside mešš
THE WAY I WAS SO SURPRISED AND EXCITED TO GET A FIRST NOTE OF LOVE MESSAGE THAT I BUMPED MY KNEE INTO MY DESK AND ACTUALLY SAW THE PROVERBIAL STARS FSDHFKJDGSFJGSDJ WORTH IT TBH
BUT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM SOOOOO HAPPY YOU STARTED THE SHOW AND THAT YOUāRE LIKING IT ANON!!!!!!!!!!
i could not agree with you more about the opening song, itās just SO GOOD, but to be fair im so in love with the entire soundtrack of this show, iāve had it on repeat for a whole week and i still havenāt gotten tired of it!!!!! the song neil sings the very first time he meets xiao hai as a kid is probably my favorite rn, just because i ADORE charlesā voice and that scene in episode 2 with the juxtaposition of neil and xiao hai playing it (LITERALLY GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS), but again, all the songs are amazing and i think you really can tell that they took a lot of care in making the music for the series. the other night i actually watched this small featurette about it and i love that they worked so hard on the physicality of the actors while they sing and play the instruments too!!!!!!
the funniest thing is. i honestly still have no idea why this series got me so badly, especially since i have a very complicated relationship with taiwanese BLs and im not particularly into age gaps, but for some reason the dynamic between neil and xiao hai just works SO MUCH for me!!!!!! and im once again reminded how subjective chemistry is because iāve seen a lot of comments saying that charles and michael donāt really have it, or that they have only a platonic kind of chemistry, meanwhile im sitting here clawing at the curtains and climbing the walls of my apartment every time they look at each other because michael as xiao hai has these moments where heās giving such āyou were my sexual awakening and i havenāt had a single chaste thought about you since foreverā energies when heās around neil, meanwhile charles has clearly gone to the jimmy jitarapholās school of looking at your co-star with a love so all consuming and full of adoration and a devotion so palpable and plain to see it drives people to the brink of suicide (ITāS ME IM PEOPLE)
and much to my embarrassment i could actually go on rambling about this show for a few more hours but im shutting up rn because this already got way too long ;;;;;;;; BUT YEAH THE EPISODES BEING SO SHORT REALLY IS THE ONLY NEGATIVE THING ABOUT IT (i wanted to watch episode 5 on company's time but I NEED TO MAKE THOSE 20 MINUTES LAST)
HOPING AND PRAYING AND MANIFESTING IT WILL KEEP BEING THIS GOOD UNTIL THE END
#im guessing this episode is gonna be mostly about reese and orca but hopefully we're still gonna get some nice neilsea moments#GOD I CAN'T WAIT TO BE HOME AND WATCH IT#ANYWAY THANK /YOU/ FOR GIVING THE SHOW A CHANCE AND TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT ANON!!!!!!!!#YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM RN THIS REALLY MADE MY DAY#SENDING YOU ALL THE HUGS ON THE SPIRITUAL PLANE AND WISHING YOU AN AMAZING WEEK!!!!!!!! ššš#first note of love#m: ask#ONCE AGAIN NO ONE SHOULD LET ME TALK ABOUT SHOWS I LIKE MY GOD MY GOD THIS IS SO LONG#AND STILL I SAID NOTHING āš
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