#> n god knows for eamonn but they try :')

[waloeders]

points at yuji megumi nobara and also toge maki yuta n panda. those r my kids now. btw. yes even panda.

[kissmybf-blog]

" there is nobody who could ever capture me the way you have." Alistair would never have thought he would be spending his 23rd birthday as King, or his 22nd or his 21st for that matter. "It would be wise if you looked for a wife this evening, Alistair." Arl Eamonn advised earlier that day as they walked through the palace courtyard. "On my birthday?That's just unfair really, if this is your idea of a gift you could have just gotten me ch-" "Alistair this in no time for games. You are King, with no heir but enemies. I beg of you to think of this seriously.It is vital you marry soon." The grey warden turned king nodded slowly. "Does love not come into this?" "You can learn to love." "Like Cailan and Anora? I cannot do that. Not when-" "You pine for someone else. Someone who has a duty to Thedas. You know her Alistair. Would she leave her duty for you?What if she didn't feel the same anymore.It has been three years" Alistair scowled and clenched his fist. Eamonn was right. "I will see you tonight." The King snarled before turning on his heel and marching back into the palace. ✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴✴ Laughter, chatter and music filled the ballroom. Alistair was of course unimpressed by this, his attention had to be directed towards the women who flocked to him in attempts to woo. His mind wandered as an Orlesian woman giggled and flirted with him, he had no interest in her but could see Eamonn from the corner of his eye. "From Highever and house Cousland-" Alistair almost jumped- Cousland. It couldn't be- could it. He turned his head to look at the entrance, heart hammering in his chest. "Teryn Fergus Cousland." Alistair's heart dropped. Of course it wouldn't be her. "Mmh, excuse me your highness! Awfully rude of me but would you care for a dance?" The red haired orlesian girl asked, fixing her mask. "Oh..not at all." So they danced, he managed not to step on her toes - thank god. Then suddenly something caught his eye. The flash of blue and silver, gliding across the room with more grace than an average noblewoman. The dance finished and Alistair excused himself before moving towards the buffet. That's when he saw her again. Her long neck was adorned by a silver amulet, her (H/C) hair was up in a low bun with a braid wrapped around her head and disappearing into the bun and she wore a beautiful blue gown and a sliver mask. A glass was in her hand but she had seen him. He gave an awkward smile but he received a big one in return. She placed her glass down- was she going to come over? Should he be doing this? 'Remember what Eamonn said, she wouldn't give up her duty.' Alistair decided to meet her halfway. "I hope you don't mind," he said when she stood in front of him "but I'm going to ask you to dance." The mysterious woman nodded and took his hand. The two twirled around the ballroom in silence and with ease- his dance lessons had come in handy. "I never thought I'd see the day that my Alistair would be able to dance without stepping on toes or stumbling." His heart stopped. Those eyes, god those eyes, how had he not recognize them before now? How did he not recognise the warden amulet around her neck? How did he not recognise his love? "(Y/N)" He breathed, shock evident on his face. "Long time no see Alistair.Or should I say King Alistair? Or bastard?' He chuckled as the dance ended and lead her out to the balcony. (Y/N) removed her mask and blew a strand of hair from her eyes. "I forgot how bloody uncomfortable dresses are." She grumbled, rolling her shoulders. "I can imagine, look, I was forced to wear these pants. They're so tight and this crown is a dead weight." She laughed and leaned against the concrete barrier. "Here, birthday boy. A little gift from me." The warden lifted her skirts, causing the King to blush.However, from her skirts she presented a toy golem. "Hey! This is great, at least someone got me something I've always wanted!" For awhile the King fiddled with the golem, proud of his present. For 23 he was still quite childish at times it seemed. He didn't look her in the eye when he spoke again. "Where...where have you been?I went to Weisshaupt many times but you were never there. I tried to contact you also." "Life as the Warden Commander is demanding, I spend the majority of my time in Orlais and recruiting members." "You didn't answer my question.Why did you never contact me?I was worried, (Y/N)." Her smiled faded from her face and she turned her face away. "I couldn't interfere, you're king after all and the whole grey warden thing would distract you from your duties.And....you need to look for a wife Alistair." Alistair placed a hand on her shoulder. "You know I can't do that. Not when you still have my heart. You know I could never forget what we had...what you mean to me. Of course it's been three years but there is nobody who has captured me the way you have. But I understand, your duty is to Thedas. I just need to know, do you feel they same way you did all those years ago?" "After these years..my feelings never changed Alistair. I love you just as much as the first day I told you." His heart pounded violently against his ribcage. There was no way he was letting her get away again. "Then marry me." "What?" "You heard me." "But you need an heir Alistair, we're Grey Wardens. There's a slim chance of one grey warden having children after the ritual but two grey wardens together?" "I don't care. We'll try and if we don't produce one, the throne is Connors.You're also a Cousland, nobility. They will accept this- us." She chewed her lip- thinking. "I...I hope you're prepared to be stuck with me for the rest of your days then, King Alistair." A burst of laughter came from the king and he swept her into his arms, placing his lips against hers. "Maker,I love you."

[waloeders]

thinkin bout toji n cho gettin involved in my regular life like dnd or whatever aeuegegegehegeh