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beauzos · 5 months ago

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ik we talk a lot about the way being unable to drive limits people's autonomy and self-sufficience but have we talked about how isolating it makes things socially. i can't go anywhere without my parents. my parents don't want to do anything with me (my dad) or can't because of disabilities (my mom). i have no friends i can see regularly aside from people i get along with at work. i can't go anywhere most of the time. so i just stay home.

when you start to get older or when your friends move out of your area, it makes your life very lonely, i think.

#psy's no punctuation posts #i have a couple things to look forward to this month (sister visiting this weekend though i have to work the entire time #and going to Pride with Moth like we do every year which really means a lot to me)#but under normal circumstances it's just like. nothing i guess #my coworkers are trying to get me involved in outside-work plans but nothing has materialized yet #and that means a lot too but like. yknow what i mean right. it's still extremely lonely. i am a very lonely person #and the thing is like... i've always been a pretty lonely person and i personally /enjoy/ being alone a lot #but having no option to really like. get out of being alone most of the time sucks basically #when my best friend got a friend group at college i was so happy for him because i know what it's like to not have anyone to #spend time with irl! i just wish i had a friend group too yknow?#and also i am envious of the fact there are people who get to see him irl and i don't. we've never actually met haha #but maybe one day! i hope #<-- says in tears KRKFN

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