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[bittersweetresilience]

Hello, hope you’re having a good day! I wanted to contribute to the Sentitwins week somehow, so I wrote a little something in my free time, but I am too shy to share this under an account anywhere. So I figured I could send it as an ask? I didn’t use a particular prompt but I started this on the 3rd, which fits well enough. I hope you and all the other wonderful people contributing enjoy?

-Mia (from Ao3 ^^)

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Observation skills were survival skills, Félix intimately knew. Recognizing patterns: the silent pitter-patter, the heavy thumps—you had to know which footsteps belonged to whom. You had to see the anger simmering before it exploded, wrestle with the grief before it overcame you. Arms tensing, teeth clenching, brows furrowing.

Reading people. Emotion.

Which is why he should have known.

They crashed head-on, neither seeing the other until it was too late. Félix took a few graceless steps back in an attempt to not fall, letting go of his bag in the process. It dropped to the floor with a heavy thud.

A moment of silence passed between them as they both regained their balance. Félix took it as an opportunity to study Adrien. He seemed… Normal. Normal clothes, empty hands. Nothing that indicated where he might have been. The only thing out of the ordinary were his eyes. A bit dazed, but somber. Staring at him like he shouldn’t be here.

“Hello.” Félix said, raising an eyebrow.

“Hey.” Adrien mumbled back uneasily. He kept staring, eyes flitting between him and both ends of the hallway, eventually landing on the floor between them. Félix followed his gaze, found his bag still sitting on the floor. Before he could bend down to pick it up, like a switch had flipped in his mind, Adrien jumped, eyes wild, and beat him to it.

“Hey!” Adrien repeated, with his sudden new energy. “Sorry about that!”

“That’s… Alright.” It really was the least of his concerns at the moment. “Where have you been?”

“Working.” he said, his face scrunching up for a split second before smoothing back down. “With Father. Something came up apparently. So I’m working.”

Well, Félix thought, I highly doubt that’s what you had in mind when you snuck off.

“I’m not-“ started Adrien suddenly, fidgeting with the bag still in his hands. “I’m- I’m supposed to be down there still, actually. I was just- I just had to-“ Restless fingers. Pulling at the straps, opening and closing a zipper.

“You just had to what?” Félix asked, thoughts whirling around in his head, trying to figure out what was going on. When Adrien didn’t reply, he raised his head back up, only to lock eyes with him. His cousin was squinting slightly, searching his face for something.

“Take a break.” he finally said. Nonchalant, and clearly lying. But he must have found what he was looking for in him, because he looked relieved, his face free of the earlier tension.

“I’m glad I could catch you Félix. I thought you would have left by now.“ He smiled. Small, strained, but genuine.

And Félix should have left, but he knew Adrien would want a proper goodbye.

“Well,” he drawled, “London could afford to wait a bit. Are you-“

Before he could finish his sentence though, Uncle’s voice boomed from somewhere in the house.

Adrien stilled. The tension was back.

“I really have to get back to Father, Félix. And-“ he stopped, finally relinquishing the bag from his hold. “You have to go.”

With that, he was gone.

-

The way back to London was a blur. Félix kept replaying the conversation in his head, pushing it this way and that. Play and rewind, pick it apart, lay out the bones in the sun.

Where had Adrien really been before Uncle got to him? Because he had gotten caught sneaking, that was a sure thing. Somewhere in the mansion, but where? He did like to frequent the kitchen, but that didn’t explain his behaviour.

Duusu squirmed in his pocket. He wanted to talk to her, ask her opinion, but couldn’t.

So the bones lay, bleaching, not giving him the answers he sought after.

Being back in London necessitated no fanfare. He allowed himself a hug from his mum, promised her breakfast tomorrow, and headed to his room.

The door clicked shut, and he was finally alone. More or less. Duusu, who’d been restless the whole day, immediately darted out of his pocket and started pawing at his hands.

“Hey,” he greeted her, feeling one corner of his mouth curve up in fondness. “What is it?”

She didn’t answer. He frowned, unnerved by Duusu’s silence.

“Duusu. What is it?” Félix asked again, dropping his belongings to properly tend to her. But Duusu just stopped her movements, wide eyes flitting between him and the bag on the floor, her expression achingly familiar.

Wait.

Pick it apart. Rewind, and play.

How did he not-

And his cousin-

Had his cousin been afraid?

He dropped to his knees on the floor, hands on the bag, opening the zipper.

Nothing seemed out of place at first—clothes, books, electronics. But there, at the corner, he caught a metallic shine.

Would you look at that?

He could still fail.

It was a ring. At first, he almost didn’t recognize it; the geometry unfamiliar from never having held it, never having seen it outside of the context of his cousin’s finger. A sudden urge to laugh bubbled up in him, even as his hand gripped the ring tight enough to hurt.

He’d been fooled. Been sleight of handed too, to add insult to the injury. If he weren’t absolutely terrified, he might have felt proud.

Félix closed his eyes and took a moment to breathe. Now wasn’t the time to panic. When he opened them, he found the god of Destruction floating next to Duusu, watching him. Félix nodded once and slipped the ring on, flexing his hand to get used to the weight.

“Come on, then,” he said, his voice steady despite everything. “We’ve got to get going.”

WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HI MIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i got so excited when i saw this ask i didn't even realize you had a tumblr HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR SENDING THIS TO ME BELOVED OMG WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SURPRISE ON THIS DAY

my commentary below so other people can reblog this without having to read my rambling thoughts HAHAHAHAHA. love.

Observation skills were survival skills, Félix intimately knew. Recognizing patterns: the silent pitter-patter, the heavy thumps—you had to know which footsteps belonged to whom. You had to see the anger simmering before it exploded, wrestle with the grief before it overcame you.

YYYYEEEEEEESSSSSSSS YOU GET IT AUGH YEAH THIS EXACTLY. félix... oh félix... his perception as a survival strategy so true

Which is why he should have known.

WHAT SHOULD HE HAVE KNOWN!!!!!!!!!!! i'm. TENSE

The only thing out of the ordinary were his eyes. A bit dazed, but somber. Staring at him like he shouldn’t be here.

HI ADRIEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...what happened.

“That’s… Alright.” It really was the least of his concerns at the moment. “Where have you been?”

AJFKAFJADKLJFKDSJFKJSDKFDS I LOVE HIM HAHAHAHAHA you got his voice exactly it's perfect kissing him

Restless fingers. Pulling at the straps, opening and closing a zipper.

YUM i love the way you use sentence fragments it feels like félix's sharp eyes flitting from detail to detail and analyzing them. plus it makes ME restless which is extremely exciting

“Take a break.” he finally said. Nonchalant, and clearly lying. But he must have found what he was looking for in him, because he looked relieved, his face free of the earlier tension.

ADRIEN WHAT'S GOING ON ARE YOU OKAY 🥺

And Félix should have left, but he knew Adrien would want a proper goodbye.

FELIX 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

“I really have to get back to Father, Félix. And-“ he stopped, finally relinquishing the bag from his hold. “You have to go.” With that, he was gone.

AAAUUUUGHH OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! relinquishing the bag like he relinquishes félix... i'm on the floor. SENTITWINS 😭😭😭

Play and rewind, pick it apart, lay out the bones in the sun.

i need to eat this sentence thank you for enriching my brain

Being back in London necessitated no fanfare. He allowed himself a hug from his mum, promised her breakfast tomorrow, and headed to his room.

LOVE THIS i'm biting this félix and amélie crumb pspspspsps hiiiiii my queen... félix you mama's boy.

But Duusu just stopped her movements, wide eyes flitting between him and the bag on the floor, her expression achingly familiar.

that 'achingly familiar' GOT me

Had his cousin been afraid?

OHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE SLEIGHT OF HAND!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO SO CLEVER OMG I DIDN'T NOTICE AT ALL I'M EXPERIENCING THE EXACT SAME EMOTIONS AS FELIX

Félix closed his eyes and took a moment to breathe. Now wasn’t the time to panic.

SHAKING HIM AND HIS LOGICAL EMOTIONALLY UNFULFILLED BRAIN

Félix nodded once and slipped the ring on, flexing his hand to get used to the weight.

BLACK CAT FELIX!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY <333333333

i'm obsessed with this AUGH what a fantastic contribution!!!!!!! i'll send it to the gang posthaste and i'm sure everyone would LOVE to comment on ao3 but there's never any pressure hope you're having the MOST wonderful day as well and thank you for sharing with me <333333

[just-null]

your yan!noritoshi is so wisnwonwpwjw RAAAHHHH going absolutely feral ... i want him . ive had so many thoughts abt him as like a yandere n then i saw your art n absolutely lost it /pos

IM ALL EARS, BABY!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD FUCK OKAY, HOLD ON, I ALSO HAVE SOME RAMBLES AND THOUGHTS ABOUT YANDERE NORITOSHI BUT IM GOING TO PUT THEM UNDER THE CUT.

I AM IN NO WAY RESPONSIBLE FOR UNLEASHING MY TJOUGHTS OFFICER. IT WAS MY GLORIOUS CULT MEMBER RIGHT HERE.

MERRY OCTOBER YALL

[disclaimer: im not a writer, but I want to get better. think of this as my practice. it ended up being so fucking long, but i swear it's just rambles, not a fic]

[warning for blood under the cut? keep that in mind for future posts]

OKAY LETS GO.

Bro ok so. if I'm not too delusional (yet) and don’t see him as a yandere, then this guy (Noritoshi) is still a strict fuck. he'd put you on the same level of importance as his clan if not a bit higher. but only by a bit. Your relationship would gradually bloom into something meaningful to him that he’d cherish you wholeheartedly. Only then would you grow in importance to Noritoshi significantly. He'd keep his resolve and all those healthy green flags. Because honestly? Noritoshi is just a green flag, he's so sweet..

But let's twist that into a yandere setting. I don't even need to twist too much, Noritoshi as a yandere is way too fitting.

Noritoshi was abandoned by his mother as a child, thereby fueling his lifelong goals to do as she said and bring her back. He didn't even think on his own accord, nor did he try to find a different way, or even follow her! He accepted his fate and made it his mission to accomplish the goal he was given. Despite the intense pressure of his worth being determined by an ability he was born with and the high expectations from the Kamo clan, he perseveres. That is until [spoilers] Noritoshi is exiled by his clan because of some Kenajku shit. All his hard work and future goals were ripped away from him without a second thought in an instant. Noritoshi was always the second thought time and time again, and now left as a man with nothing but the failure of his desired future.

That wasn't even the yandere part, that was all canon, what the fuck.

Yandere Noritoshi is the type to cling to scraps... He reminds me of an obsessive and protective yandere. obsessive about you because you become his everything.. his goal, his will to keep going, the light at the end of the tunnel. he wants all of you, from the best parts of you to your worst. He's also protective, because he cant handle losing yet another person so important to him. He'd rather tear himself apart than lose you.

He also seems mostly self-aware but can overthink to the point of delusion. For example, you pat him on the back and tell him he did a great job on something. He knows it's nothing to dwell on, but why does he feel like there's more to your words? Should he read in between the lines? but there's only one line! From then on, his mind would reel until he landed on a favorable conclusion. You meant that he was the only one who did great. The others paled in comparison in your eyes therefore you must favor Noritoshi in some way.. right?

Since Noritoshi was pretty deprived of any emotional support, you won't even have to try too hard to get his heart thumping. If you were to give him even just a bit more attention and care than the average person, like making sure he's eating alright or remarking that he's paler than usual after restocking his blood bags, he's hooked. He's self-aware enough to realize his blooming fondness for you is one-sided, so he simply admires you. that is, at the start. Note that Noritoshi is still new to these feelings so he's.. awkward. It's really cute.

Though these moments were cute to you, they slowly became horribly blissful to Noritoshi. Poor you, completely unaware of how you're slowly corrupting him in, what he thinks, is the best way possible just by giving him your attention. He thinks you're the last and only person still believing in him, so much so that everything and everyone else slowly becomes minuscule in the grand seam of things. He feels happy around you, like he matters, like he has someone to trust, like he has someone who won't abandon him. Because of this, he sees you as a new goal. A new hope. Failing you is not an option. Disappointing you is not an option. Hell, even a frown from you is unacceptable in his eyes.

Noritoshi tries to cling to you at this point in his own way... He enjoys it when you speak to him, or even sit next to him, so much so that he seeks you out when you're not there. You'd feel eyes boring holes into the back of your head, a sense of being followed, sometimes seeing your shadow accompanied by another, every time you turn around to be surprised by a familiar face. His footsteps are so quiet that you barely notice Noritoshi walking around.

Unfortunately, due to Noritoshi’s inexperience, the only way he knows how to impress people is by being “perfect” a.k.a. his strict, pain in the ass, annoying heir shtick. He would be the type to get on your case, scold, coddle, nitpick, correct you, and practically look like he's trying to bully you when in reality he's trying to hear praise from you for "helping" you. He’s waiting for you to see the affection and adoration behind his nagging, is he not being obvious enough? oh well, at least your eyes are on him for now. When most people in Noritoshi's life have either put him second or flat-out abandoned him, he's satisfied with anything he can get from you. Though he'd prefer praise, the thought of your attention being given to another even for a second makes his stomach feel like it's tying in knots, so he settles for your annoyed tuts and glares.

Of course, after a while, you'd get tired of this and tell him to knock it off. Or some variation of what a decent human being would do like, “Do whatever you want, but don't meddle in people's business.”

You KNOW he's going to be picking that apart in the middle of the night while looking up at the ceiling. What did you mean by that? Do you mean ANYTHING he wants? As long as he doesn’t bother anyone? Were you talking about yourself and everyone in general? Were you talking about someone specific? Did you leave it up for him to decide? Thoughts and questions circle in his head until he twists your words enough into something that he favors again. Ah, you allow him to do whatever he wants so long as he doesn't get in your way. But he wants to be alongside you... Did you mean in your way to the point of annoyance? Noted. From then on, Noritoshi's strictness softened into light nagging and bearable hovering. He'd knock it off completely through gritted teeth and furrowed brows if you threatened him with the silent treatment. He'll slowly start it up again until you begin ignoring him, only then will he get the hint and relax a bit. only until next time, of course.

The intensity of Noritoshi's coddling can fluctuate depending on your actions. (recklessness, obedience, shyness, etc.) it's his love language.

It's a completely different story if someone else decides to nag you as Noritoshi does... If someone scolds you, Noritoshi's on the offense. He's known for his occasional bluntness and sassy remarks, but this time... He's contradicting himself all in an attempt to get the other person to back away. If the one scolding you brings up points Noritoshi used in the past, he firmly denies them all and stands by your side. He'd rather sound hypocritical than let someone else care for you the way he does. Noritoshi stands in front of you, almost guarding you with his body and begins his barrage of deflective comments through his clenched jaw such as “That's not your place to say” “Shut it, they did no wrong.” “You don't know the reason why they did so, leave them alone.” and other things similar to that. Jeez, take your advice Noritoshi.. He’d argue and become antagonistic towards someone scolding you, even if it's exactly what he was about to do.

The same goes for someone who tries to be gentle with you to a lesser degree. It's nice that people see how wonderful you are, but having your smiles and kind words directed at anyone else other than Noritoshi is... Upsetting. The resentment gradually pools in the pit of his stomach and suddenly finds himself impulsively moving towards you and this "friend." He stands in between you and the kind person, trying his best to conceal his sneers. He wants nothing more than to have the third party get swallowed up by the ground or hit by a car, but he keeps his composure. Noritoshi sternly states how he’ll handle everything from then on and gives the third party a glare that's much more hateful than usual… Finally! Noritoshi has you to himself again! All is right in the world once more...

Noritoshi has always been on a very tight rope... Any wrong step and it’s going to snap. The more Noritoshi gets attached to you, the easier it is to convince himself that it's okay to cross certain lines to make sure you're safe with him. Even if that line he’s crossing, includes murder. It'd happen quicker if he caught feelings after the whole incident with the Kamo clan. You'd be the only thing he has left, the only thing he'd cling onto with every fiber of his being, emotionally and sometimes physically.

And like every fairy tale, a problem unconventionally shows itself much to Noritoshi's dismay... Noritoshi is shown to be prideful at times. Because of this, he'd try to conceal his more embarrassing emotions and reactions towards you. He wants to be seen as someone strong you can rely on, a steady pillar to your stability, someone who will do anything you wish at the drop of a hat, but it’s almost impossible to execute when he feels like he's nothing but putty in your hands at the slightest sign of positive reciprocation.

If Noritoshi felt his face heating up because your laugh caught him off guard, he'd turn his head to hide how that simple action made him nearly melt into mush. If your hand brushed against his, he'd quickly swipe it away. Not because he doesn't want to touch you, but because you'd feel how shaky and sweaty his palms got with just a graze. Noritoshi's gaze always lingers on his bow if you ever touch it causing his aim to decline in accuracy significantly.

He mentally curses himself out every time he pulls away from you because he knows he's sending mixed signals. Noritoshi loves you endlessly, but please spare his fragile heart. Your presence overwhelms him like no other, and he's utterly conflicted on how to act. He can handle being by your side like he wants, but the second your 100% focus is on him and only him, he’ll start to squirm under your gaze. Noritoshi wants to impress you! Stop being so mesmerizing for just a second so he can gather his thoughts and not embarrass himself! A-ah, but don't look away!!!

Tl;dr Noritoshi as a yandere is needy and petty as hell, but will explode if he gets an ounce of affection! He’s also! A creepy hopeless romantic who sends you mixed signals!

[spoopdeedoop]

hi um. can I add my two cents about 11ponds. to me they are geocentric. 11 is the sun, Amy is earth and Rory is moon but they are inverted. the earth is the centre of the universe that the moon and sun both orbit. it's not ment to be like that, its supposed to be the earth and moon are just a pair orbiting the sun that has many other celestial bodies orbiting it. but. for them it's the other way round. Amy is the centre of Rory's universe, he is married to her, the closest anyone can get. but just past him, orbiting them both is a hunge firey ball of power so incomprehensible he looks small, the same size as them, from the earth's perspective. he orbits around the earth and therefore also the moon, but cannot truly get closer to them because he will burn them up. he can only shine his light and warmth on them, for better or worse. and the whole time, the sun and moon follow the earth across the universe all bound together, untill the sun gets so big and old it swallow them both up, and he has nothing but his memories of them. um.anyway sorry for being so insane I hope this makes sense<3

HELLO?/.????????????????///?????///

[namor-shuri]

*Ryan Coogler drops the gem Wakanda Forever*

*A Namor x Shuri ship is birthed, drawing fandom from all around the world*

*Fans share inventive narratives, beautiful works and comedic concepts with one another, ultimately finding community from these fictional marginalized characters and their fictional union in this fictional movie {minding their own business and thriving}*

*Unsolicited pushback stirs with the #1 arguing point: “He killed her mother!”*

Meanwhile the fandom who unfortunately didn’t get to see the same Wakanda Forever as everyone else:

I………………….had…………………..no………………….idea

[bunibelles]

My first time at this grocery store

I go to the regular aisle and the cheapest tapioca flour is 4.19

I go to the Asian aisle for something different and I find another tapioca flour! It’s 1.99 😭

[1800duckhotline]

i think youre soooo crazy talented and also sooo crazy cool!! I really love reading anything you write down here because you go so in-depth into things and have a very good grasp of how things affect other things creating this really intricate web of a world or au or anything really!! Honestly if you suddenly started reviewing games i would read it lol i just like how in-depth your thoughts are in general and theyre relatively easy to follow as well! Youre also so pleasant to talk to and interact with and really funny as well :]!!

THIS ids such a sweet message. Im tearing up a little reading it ngl. im so honored and flattered u feel that way about my silly ocs . im really crying... i cried, we all crode. but no seriously i am so honored u think so of my silly ocs and posts and everything... i would def be happy to "review" games or just talk about them if people asked me abt them or some such i love blabbering as u know... and im glad u also feel this way about interacting and talking. i always fear ppl may think im like too Far Away or like Hard to get through but im seriously just some guy with a passion for HOT BUTCHES so i am very simple..

[garvalhaminho]

i have to admit i think about mark blackthorn in "tales from the shadowhunter academy" at least once a week

[inafieldofdaisies]

🌹

"If you're hoping for a scar as proof of your unsolicited heroism, you won't be getting any from that excuse of a wound.", Oakley retorted matter-of-factly, [Oliver's] silent wince reminding her she probably needed to be more gentle as she cleaned off the dried blood on his skin.

Prompt:🌹= one random WIP sentence

[skapediem]

tagged by @ncytiri thank you so much :D!!!!!

tagging @zoniq @sintribos @lemonjellyy @elevatortheory @dogtheories & @housefreak!! no pressure though you can do whatever you want forever

[squuote]

just wanted to say i LOVE the way you color <3

AAA tyty!! Definitely one thing I’ve been very much working on w/ my art so I’m glad people enjoy it !!

[youmustfixyourheartt]

OUGHH THANK YOU SO MUCHHALLOW <333

[threefuckencrowsinaleatherjacket]

I noticed in the tags of a post you recently made that you were worried abt the possibility of Ty not having a POV in TWP, so I'm here to give a link to this post where someone said that Cassie announced that she was planning to write Ty's POV

Bestie I am in love with you and we should get married (thank u so much actually tho)

[un-pearable]

is it just me in this sisyphean cycle or

[paterklatter]

who up experiencing double internalized homophobia

[dykes4timrand]

your bitb takes are so correct always and forever. top ten blogs i use as my dash <3

anon this is so nice thank you !!!

[permanentreverie]

*chanting to myself* the morning will come again no darkness no season can last forever my life will change i will take the future by the throat and bend it to my will THE MORNING WILL COME AGAIN NO DARKNESS NO SEASON WILL LAST FOREVER