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thinking of my experiences with other people as a kid.
#horrible. they were horrible. none of them wanted to be around me. they hated me.#avoided me. maybe it was the fascination with death? the morbid? the ones oh so stereotyped to have to do with death? the way i had looked?#people called me twin-braids. a zorua. a ditto. not just other kids. adults too. i was lonely. all i had were the shuppet for a while.#then all i had was willo and the shuppet. they cared. they loved me. they wanted to be friends. we were friends.#after a while i decided they should avoid me for a real reason. a proper. scary. reason.#i learned about poisons that could just grow out of the earth that holds us. the ones that could kill and the ones that could hurt#i decided instead of a stupid reason to avoid me that they were going to fear me.#“watch out for the girl with the ghosts. she could kill you” instead of something like “watch out. shes a zorua”#i got genuinely interested too. researched more and more. made a little handbook for myself.#then i decided they would fear me more. “watch out- she could kill you. she even ate deadly nightshade and lived!” and so.#i did. only a couple. it was agony. but they tasted oh so sweet...#to think that a berry that could kill you so easily tastes so lovely was... something. a formative experience.#cb blogs! lore#<- reminder that cb blogs! lore is not an in character tag and just for easy finding
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