#<- i avoid kin/therian/etc but i dont care what other people

[bugsizedetective]

want to yap about being a bengal cat (shapeshifter) even though i dont think i have much to say ahh nya

im spesificly f4 bengal!! i also resonate with f3s but i think f4 fits me better so i use that shorthand (if you dont know then the number starts at wild/domestic hybrid and goes up with each hybridization with domestic cats f4 is the generation where bengals become officially domestic)

i got the scratchy chirpy meow that cats get when they arent socialized around humans and i have a tnr "notch" (a third of my ear is missing idk the word)

my fur looks like this i decide my species like i forgor her name this sparks joy this does not spark joy even when what sparks joy annoys me to draw (i also have sh scars)

everything about me as a cat is just stuff that makes me happy even if it doesnt make sense irl the tnr notch is symbiotic of sexual trauma and an out of the way transgender/possible disability joke (the wild domestic cat thing cat me has could also be symbolic idk it just resonated)

^ me (ignore that my ears are to big)

(if you look at the art ive posted of myself so far im black with low white spotting because this is new i lost 2 synids and wow the indentity defined by being so intertwined with you that losing it would massivly change you as a person sure can be deeply rooted + i recently left an abusive relationship with somebody that would get upset when i changed my design)