#<- Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm maybe :3

[norfre]

Y'all think it's a red flag that the guy interviewing me for an animal care position told me he has little to no animal care experience

Possibly the end of my unemployed era 2day

[boo-moved]

KOMI!! 3, 13, and 38 !!

HEHE THANKIES

How do they put themselves to bed at night (reading, singing, thinking?)

Bold of you to assume he sleeps.... but typically he jus thinks and stares up at the ceiling before rolling over to sleep on his stomach. Sometimes he fidgets with things to help.................... but theres also drinking and [redacted] to sleep.

How do they deal with an itch found in a place they can’t quite reach?

This happens a lot with their scales, typically they find a tree or a rough area to scratch on, or their nails (Gale has stopped this) they have sharp nails.

What memory do they revisit the most often?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, not sure, maybe its the firs time they got burnt for failing Marsus?

[anarchy-is-a-social-construct]

Clue 1: I am a mutual

Clue 2: Gay

Clue 3: Lots of fandoms

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Ok i can work this out maybe

[freshairandspearmint]

10 Questions, 10 People

@daretodoourduty tagged me in this (loved the answers to your questions), so lo, I am answering the questions she deigned to ask! And maybe I’ll have thought of 10 questions by the time I’m done, wouldn’t that be something.

1. What is your favorite thing to talk about?

I have gone on.....many........public speeches about Jesus-related things. You want to get me going, anything vaguely related to Jesus. I will go.

(unless it is something I don’t know the answer to, in which case I will say, “idk.”)

2. Do you have a big family or a small one?

Immediate family is small, but both of my parents had like four siblings, and then my grandpa on my dad’s side had like eight, so it branches out reallyyyyyy quickly.

3. What is a story you always tell people?

Depends on the crowd

Sometimes it’s my brother getting his foot stuck in the toilet

Sometimes it’s how I met my husband

Sometimes it’s when I got into a stranger’s car in England

Sometimes it’s when, by all rights, we should’ve gotten lost in residential Paris

Sometimes it’s when we got on the wrong train in Germany, and then accidentally (miraculously) ended up on the right one

I think those ones are the ones I cycle through most. *shrug*

4. Are you a cat person or a dog person? Why?

DOGS. I love cats, and I anticipate owning a cat (especially since husband trends towards being a cat person), but good lord I want a dog. 

5. How tall are you? Do you wish you were taller or shorter?

5′3″, and I am the perfect size for me.

6. What fandoms are you most active in?

Still have a Kingsman fanfic I am working towards finishing, and after that I may take a hiatus? But if y’all haven’t watched Schitt’s Creek yet you should if you can.

7. If you had to consume only one piece of media for the rest of the year, what would it be?

One piece of media like one format or one item?

Format: books, probably. The most peaceful. I can entertain myself the rest of the time.

Book specifically: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm probably The Illuminae Files

8. If you had to be a fantasy race (orc, elf, halfling, etc) which would you be?

Halfling I think 

9. Do you like Indiana Jones? If so, which movie is your favorite?

I like it enough to find them enjoyable, but not to be obsessed with them? And the one where Sean Connery is his dad is the BEST I love it

(this is how much I know about Indiana Jones)

10. How are you feeling today?

Pretty good right now. I wish it would warm up because I have vegetable plants that need to go in big pots and live outside but that sounds like it’ll happen later this week.

--

Now, ten questions for ten people...

1. What’s your favourite song right now?

2. What’s the weather like where you are?

3. In what moment were you most proud of yourself?

4. Who do you consider to be your biggest role model?

5. What’s the first thing you’re going to do when all of this is over?

6. What’s your favourite sound?

7. Lake, river, or ocean?

8. Who is one person you’d like to meet?

9. Would you rather go to a movie premiere or the first night of a Broadway show?

10. How are you today?

And I’m gonna tag (oh boy who is hanging out here these days) @shortiemcshortshortz, @derricklogan2, @heldinhishands, @bookwormcheerleader, @thesparrowsong, @jascel, @starfleet-biomedic anddd whoever feels like they want to do this idk just make sure you tag me if you answer them!

[frenchtoastie]

Darling, you will ABSOLUTELY go down easy and it will have a wonderful side effect of shutting you up, except for all the gorgeous moaning I'm sure you'll be doing. That and it'll give me plenty of time to show you exactly where those problem areas are, I'm sure your neck will be as good as any to wrap my hands around and going from there. Pleasure doing business, as always.

-3- hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm maybe I don’t know whatever.... :P

[mcrmadness]

I’ve been bit too excited about drawing lately and I’m afraid I need to get myself a new pack of this paper made for drawing comics! I have only two sheets left! And I just got another major idea that I want to do but I’m not exactly sure yet if I should take the risk and try going for more realistic pencil drawing or continue with my comic style. Both could work HMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

Also my sketchbook is starting to run out of pages. It’s A4 size and has 60 sheets and I have bought it... in 2010 WHAT THE FUCK??? But I have had so much art block during all these years that there were probably over 5 years when I didn’t draw anything at all. I got back to drawing at the end of 2018 when I stopped schools and work and got free time for myself only. And in less than 2 years I have filled 27 sheets of this book. And I have drawn on both sides of almost all sheets which makes what, over 50 pages? - but it’s a sketch book so it mainly contains just plots and storyboards for comics and other comic related planning, and sketches where I have practiced drawing something for the comics. But here’s also several drawings in my comic style, I kinda call them as sketches but actually I did spend time on each, probably 1-3 hours/drawing. I see I have only 6 free pages left so if I can find any extra money from myself, I definitely need to go to a bookstore and buy me more of these papers, and a new sketchbook.

But I’m also really really happy about this because I love (and hate...) drawing, it’s something I have done since I was a little kid (basically ever since I could hold a pen) and I have had such a difficult love-hate-relationship with this hobby, and sometimes I’ve felt like naybe I grew up, maybe drawing just isn’t my thing anymore... but I still have always felt the need for drawing and I’m so happy that I seem to finally have ideas for what to draw.

[fourangers]

Some bad porn can turn out to be good (2/3)

Summary: “Why are you watching porn on broad daylight and…is this…is this a blond guy fucking a japanese man?”

Who would have thought that porn watching could have such enlightening results. NaruSasu, blow job, anal sex, mutual pining without angst, Comedy, Romance, AU working in an advertisement agency. Some InoSaku.

AO3 link | ffnet link

Chapter 1

AN: We might probably get bunch of technical terms inside advertisement agencies since I’m taking advantage that I work in this field ayyy. It won’t take too long. Why did I write an AU related to my work? Errrr…'cuz I'm too lazy to research a job I'm not familiar with? Hohoho . This chapter there’s blow job.

⏤.⏤ 

“We’re going to enter a competition.”

Everyone managed to keep a poker face, even though they were groaning inside.

The CEO of the agency continued his speech. "It's going to be tough, but I swear if we win it's going to be very worthwhile. The client wants to make an annual campaign, aiming to boost the sales by giving prizes to their clients.”

“So it's the usual being part of a club, earning points that converts to goodies thing.” Sasuke muttered.

“Yes…but they also want to use this opportunity to expand their sales to other states. South and South-west is already guaranteed that most grocery stores have their products, so they want to concentrate on Center states, North and North-east. That means they are willing to spend about 1 billion to any ad agency that will get this case. The presentation is scheduled on the next month, where we need to showcase the whole yearly strategy, alongside the Key Visuals within each season and a spreadsheet about budget planning.”

This time all the workers grimaced in varying degrees of expression.

Shikamaru raised his hand in question. “So is the whole agency going to concentrate in developing this whole campaign on those following weeks?”

The managers in each sector glanced at each other before the Creative Director explained. “We will, but not entirely. We’ll organize planning, brainstorming fitting with producer analysts. Meanwhile, our art directors will be focusing delivering the daily jobs with our steady clients. When it’s your time to design everything, we already talked with our account managers who will ask for a longer deadline for more meaningless things, other jobs we will hire some freelancers to take care of it. Of course, there’ll be some that will require your direct attention and/or need to be sent daily like social media posts. There will be some days you’ll work overtime.”

The CEO hurried to add. “But we’ll pay the dinner, taxis and everything, and you guys can ask for some days off after that. You’ll have to negotiate with your respective leaders. Like I’ve said, I promise all that this is worth it, if we secure this campaign we won’t have any financial issue this whole year. If we win, I vouch that by the end of the year I’ll pay everyone a trip to Las Vegas all-included for a week.”

That caught everyone’s attention, with good bunch of people clapped and some hoot called.

Encouraged by his workers’ cheers, the CEO continued. “Also, on that day when they announce that we won, we’ll just drop the pen. No more work that day, everyone can go home and relax or join us to celebrate in a bar. So is everybody in?” Most enthusiastic employees and younger people shouted with excitement. “Good! So let’s get this started! Your management will explain more with details ok?”

“Alright.” Their Creative Director mumbled once all the team were in a room. “We’re still in the process to properly accommodate this whole mess honestly, so I have some bad news. Every art director needs to deliver the primary main Key Visual by the end of this week.” Naruto groaned, with other mumbled protests and grunts coming from his fellow coworkers. “And I’m going to keep things exciting here. This time I’m going to sort with a new AD/copywriter/planner team, to make the ideas fresher. First copywriters come forth and write your name here and put in the box, where I’ll select randomly with which planner you’ll be paired with. Then ADs will do the same and we’ll form the trio.”

This situation was all kinds of boring; Sasuke thought to himself, but his heart skipped a beat once he glimpsed blue eyes standing out of the crowd while he folded his piece of paper. His streak of good luck couldn’t possibly stretch this far, right, he’d be probably asking for too much at this point of the story.

“Last team will be…Sakura as planner, Sasuke as the copywriter and Naruto as the AD.”

Thank God in Heaven.

“HmmmMmmmmmMMmmm, well well well.” Sakura approached Sasuke, beaming widely as they both watched the blond man from afar. “I guess it’s about time you should restock your lube and some condoms, right?”

“Sakura.” Sasuke warned her, when Naruto noticed them and waved his hand, they waved back.

“What? ‘M just sayin’, you know, just sayin’...” 

“Sakura, your weak attempts of gangster lingo is appalling, I advise you to keep your opinions to yourself and do not try to make any innuendos regarding me and Naruto. Knowing that dumbass, I’m pretty sure it’s going to backfire.”

“Hmm…okay, point taken.” She agreed begrudgingly, while they walked to pick the briefing. Naruto was already reading the content, and curled his lips upwards.

“Hey guys! It’s been a while since I worked with y’all right? I’m sure it’s gonna be great.”

Sakura nodded and smiled back. “So…what kind of KV you need to create now? Hopefully nothing too crazy.”

“Yeah, it’s not that bad.” Naruto sighed. “We have to create the main one that provides enough visual explanation about the campaign but since it’s annual, there’ll be secondary thematic KVs like Christmas, Black Friday, Easter and so on. So it has to have enough personality, but not that much so it’s customizable. That’s the whole trick.”

Sakura grimaced. “That sounds tough.”

“Right, by the way, now that I just heard Naruto…” The creative director chimed in. “No one is going to get extra brownie points if your KV is chosen, you’ll all send to me and people will vote solely according to their preferences, they won’t know who designed it.”

Naruto turned around, throwing a significant glance. “We’re gonna win this, obviously.”

Sasuke snorted. “Obviously.”

Sakura rolled her eyes. “Alright, the first KV is up to you two, meanwhile I’ll do some research about the client and this campaign, and share through e-mail.”

“Alright cool, thanks for the help.” Naruto grinned. “I mean, ignoring all the chaos we’ll face in the next few weeks, I’m excited to be working with you guys! We won pretty cool competitions together right.”

Sasuke was excited too, but for entirely different reasons. He noticed Sakura staring towards him with a knowing smile. 

She said. “I’m looking forward to work with you too. Well, I got to go now.” She patted Sasuke’s back, messing with Naruto’s hair before she went away.

“Maybe we should re-read the briefing, see if there’s any info that will help us out.” Sasuke slid smoothly next to Naruto till their shoulders touched, vision focused on the piece of paper the blond man was holding, getting so close Sasuke could feel the steady breathing on his face.

Sasuke focused his gaze back to Naruto, noticing the raised eyebrows. Naruto muttered. “Ok sure, let me read it outloud for you. And then, I guess I’ll search for some references for inspiration then.”

Sasuke had less than half his mind to really listening with whatever Naruto was reciting, his entire attention aimed to see if the art director recoiled or showed any discomfort towards his close proximity. He actually appeared to be further relaxed instead, and this undoubtedly counted as a positive sign. Sasuke had been growing even closer to him in those latest days, but no matter how much he tried to imply he wanted to be included in Naruto’s possible dating pool, that dumbass was oblivious to it all. 

He’s going to use this rare chance to make his point across, since his subtle signals went unnoticed. 

Soon they finished brainstorming, Naruto groaned as they went back to their station. “Man, I just hope we won’t overwork too much. And if we win this account, I hope that the client is easier to swallow than most.”

Sasuke smirked. “All clients are hard to swallow. Just some gives you a different first impression once they were gliding through your throat.”

Naruto halted on his steps stupefied and retorted. “I can’t believe that an uptight asshole like you is spouting a dirty innuendo at any time you can get nowadays.”

“I see no problem doing so, now that we share a common interest.” He said in a monotone voice.

Naruto studied Sasuke for a while, before he shook his head and snorted. “You’re one of a kind, man.”

⏤.⏤.⏤ 

“Well! Now that we received all the material, as well as the chosen KV, let’s get started with our own work.”

“I guess…”

“Hn.”

“I’m excited to see all our ideas come together and trade some back and forth.”

“Hm…”

“Yeah…”

Sakura rolled her eyes and continued. “...anyways, I made a rough sketch about our part of the project, but it's nice having this brainstorm so we can come up with cool ideas so I can refine my planning.”

Naruto whined. “...man, I'm not looking forward opening Shika's psd file. He doesn't name his layers, doesn't organize into folders and for some crazy reason he knows how to find it himself. Honestly it's easier to find a needle in a haystack than navigate through his KV.”

“I still can't believe that he won this round. I mean, it's visually appealing for sure, but ours were good too.” Sasuke muttered. “Well, Temari is this client’s account manager so it's quite understandable. That man can create wonders for his girlfriend.”

“Yeah…bet that she promised one night of kinky sex and Shika is ready to move mountains for her. For a lazy guy like him, that's pretty impressive.”

“Agreed.”

Sakura stared in deadpan and sighed. “Alright boys, will you quit being such sore losers and focus on the job for a second?”

Naruto threw his head to the back with a sigh and Sasuke sniffed imperiously.

“Alright, since we’re responsible with the summer campaign part, I already searched some marketing activations done on beaches, as well as some we could do on music festivals.” She said.

“I already have some sketches in mind to the KV, but roughly it’ll be a lot of orange and blue colors. They are always a good contrast.”

“Noted, I’ll write some slogans with this in mind.” Sasuke said. “Oh, by the way, have you heard from Temari that they are asking around if a celebrity is interested to endorse our campaign?”

“Yeah, she told me that!” Naruto exclaimed. “At least they are going to hire some celebrity to substitute the guy in Shika’s KV, and I’m so glad ‘cuz that guy was like...super fucking pale.”

Sasuke opened the aforementioned picture on his laptop and mumbled, furrowing his eyebrows. “He doesn’t look that bad.”

Naruto craned his neck closer to him, switching between looking at Sasuke and the man in the KV and widened a mischievous grin. “Yeah, you’re right…he appeared that he actually saw the sun at least once in his life…unlike you.”

“Excuse me. I assure you that I fit in the criteria just as well as he would.” He rebutted, lifting his chin.

“What?!” Naruto guffawed. “You look like you never went to the beach once!”

“I do have indeed, I just take good care of my skin. Aesthetically speaking, I could be an excellent choice to represent this campaign.”

Naruto rolled his eyes. “You’re so fucking full of yourself. Yeah yeah yeah, we all know you’re a pretty boy, what else is new.”

“That while I may be a good choice, I’m sure you, instead, is on the other side of spectrum.”

“Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat⏤!!” Naruto protested. “I’m the perfect embodiment of summer, you asshole!”

“You sure? I mean, you always wear baggy clothes.” Sasuke smirked. “Maybe it’s to hide some beer belly under your t-shirt.”

The blond man abruptly stood up from his seat and yanked his t-shirt upward to show his lean, sun-kissed stomach. Sasuke managed to mask his total interest by resting his chin on his palm with a languid raise of an eyebrow. “See?! Feast your eyes with my sexy self!”

“I’m supposed to be amazed by this? I mean…I think I can see some belly fat over there.”

“That’s my six pack, that’s what I have you bastard! My abdomen is 100% sturdy muscle. You can touch it if you want.” 

Don’t mind if I do. “Since you insist.” Sasuke uttered in the most bored tone he could muster. Licking his lips, he raised his hand, feeling the silky warmth once he brushed over the tanned skin. He noticed how it twitched under his fingertips, giving a rush of excitement through his veins. “I’m not entirely convinced, it feels pudgy to be true.”

“Pudg⏤you’re not doing it right, you should touch here, bastard.” Naruto grabbed his wrist to let his hand have full contact on the taut stomach, sinewy muscles and all. “See?”

“Ah...yes. I guess I do. Maybe.” Sasuke kept the airy voice, even if he was sliding down to each bump of Naruto’s abs, fingers skimming through the belly button. “I guess you did prove me wrong.”

“I did, right? Told you I was right.” Naruto grinned, puffing his chest.

“Hm.” His thumb caressed languidly his belly, graphite eyes zeroed onto blue ones. Naruto’s victorious beam faltered noticing Sasuke’s heated gaze, staring back with a little bit of hesitancy.

Sakura was torn between being amused and exasperated while she observed the unfolding situation. Dear Lord, it was almost like they had forgotten she’s in the room, wasn’t it? No wait, they probably were aware of her presence, since Sasuke had the look that he’d tear Naruto’s t-shirt apart if only she wasn’t there right now. She cleared her throat.

“Alright Naruto, now that you had your fun letting Sasuke grope all over your body, can we go back to the brainstorm we were having?”

Jumping startled, Naruto dropped his t-shirt in an instant looking exactly like a deer caught in the headlights. Sasuke however, glared at her for the unwanted interruption. Sakura smiled. They just make it so easy for her to tease. 

Soon they focused on the task at hand, right on time when Naruto’s stomach started growling in protest.

“I guess that’s it for now, my boys. Ino and I are thinking about going to a restaurant close by. You want to tag along?” 

“Thanks for the invite, but I brought my lunch box.” 

“Hm, yeah! Me too, sorry ‘bout that Sakura. Next time for sure.” 

“Sure Naruto! Next time.” Sakura threw a side glance towards Sasuke, a lopsided grin broadening on her lips. Sasuke narrowed his eyes. 

“Please don’t tell me you’re eating Ramen Cup again.” Sasuke grumbled, while they were walking to the cafeteria.

“My dad actually nagged me about it, so I’m eating something else this time.” Naruto sighed. “Wow, I guess everyone already ate their lunch, this place is so empty.” 

“This is not a bad thing, we won’t have to wait in line to heat the food in the microwave.”

Naruto perked up. “You’re right! We’ll be able to eat calmly and slowly.”

“Sure, and if we have enough free time, we could watch some porn together.”

Naruto rolled his eyes and grinned. “Yeah, doesn’t sound bad, we can even do some good ol’ hand jobs to each other while we watch, what do you think?”

“Not a bad idea, where do I sign up?” 

Naruto swallowed dryly, shifting his gaze sideways to hide Sasuke’s piercing eyes. Rubbing the back of his neck, he chuckled. “You know, sometimes I really don’t get if you’re joking or talking seriously.”

Sasuke let his hand glide through the tanned arm. “Take off your pants and we’ll see.”

Naruto slacked his mouth, staring flabbergasted. “Yeah sure, let’s just skip lunch and do it right now.” When he witnessed the eager face Sasuke was making, he scoffed. “I’m kidding, you crazy bastard. C’mon, let’s get to eat ‘cuz I’m really fucking hungy I could eat a whole cow.”

Frowning, Sasuke obeyed nevertheless.

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The drumming on fingers on the table followed the constant buzz of the coffee machine, stopping once it was done. He picked his mug, inhaling the nice fragrance and sighing while he went to his seat. Sipping in long, paused gulps, he observed blue eyes focused on the task at hand. His hand rested on Naruto’s thigh, but the latter didn’t show any significant reaction, either he was too busy to notice or he didn’t mind such close touch.

Sasuke inclined his whole body towards Naruto, his mouth settling inches from his ear. “Need any help?”

Naruto stiffened for a second, before dropping his shoulders. “Hm, yeah, actually…if it’s not too much, can you change your text with shorter words? So it’ll be easier to organize the blocks of text and make it more aesthetically pleasing.”

Sasuke narrowed his eyes, but nodded nevertheless. Throughout this entire week where they were all huddled together, he made sure he used the most blatant flirting in his arsenal but even if Naruto recognized it (which is somewhat a showcase of evolution), he appeared to rebuff most of them. 

Sitting on the table in front of them, Sakura typed non-stop, occasionally peeking on their interaction. This was so much more entertaining than those sugary drama series she and Ino would binge watch at night. If it depended on Sasuke, he would sit on Naruto’s lap and ride him all week, and he was very determined to reach this goal. She’d pity him if this appeared to be a lost cause, but she definitely noticed Naruto seldom glancing Sasuke’s back when he thought no one would see, eyes locked with a ferocious hunger adorning on his face, before returning to hide behind the monitor in haste.

Yep. Very entertaining.

However, this was probably the 4th or 5th night (or maybe more, they lost count) they stayed extra hours working on this project and their brains were already screaming for help. Sakura was yawning non-stop, Naruto was rubbing his eyes while he was erasing some background with his tablet, and even if Sasuke was the most resilient of the trio, he realized that he was rewriting his texts more than the usual.

“Naruto⏤” Sakura called, the blond AD grunted in response. “I’m done writing the marketing strategies. How much have you done so you can send me some layouts?”

Naruto dropped the pen, scratching his head. “Honestly, I think I’m going to take a while. I’m staring at the same shit for about an hour, and there’s still tons of other things to do on the list. I’m gonna wash my face, chug more coffee till I’m awake enough to do anything.”

“Alright, that does sound pretty ominous. I guess⏤” She stretched her arms and yawned. “I’m exhausted and I don’t think I’ll be much of a help staying any longer. Do you mind if I go home now?”

Both young men shook their heads and Naruto added. “Sure, you look pretty tired.”

“I’ll arrive early tomorrow to put everything you’ll do tonight. Just remember to put on the server before you go. And once you’re done, you two better rest well ok. I’ll talk to our boss that you were up all night and you’ll arrive late tomorrow.” She picked her purse and smiled. “Well, I’m out. You boys better behave!” She said as she threw a significant glance towards Sasuke, and went on her way.

Naruto was still had his hands busy adjusting the picture, so he muttered. “So. You’re almost done too?”

“Yes, I already send you the e-mail. But I’m going to stay until you’ve finished.”

“Oh cool, great. Actually, I’m happy you’re staying the night.” Sasuke widened his eyes, though Naruto grinned playfully. “In case I need your help to tweak other things.”

Sasuke scoffed. “Well, I have to be here in case I need to fix your screw ups.”

“You never waste an opportunity to be a bastard, do you.”

“Well, you like it. Anyways…” Sasuke sat on a chair next to the blond man, their legs bumping to each other. “Let’s check if the new text helps you out.”

“Hm.” Naruto opened the document and began changing each layout, seemingly unbothered by the close proximity. After a while, the blond man could feel eyes practically boring holes through his gaze, and he shifted around his seat. "Jesus man, do you ever blink?!" 

"I'm bored." Was his nonplussed answer. 

"Then go check your facebook, instagram, whatever."

"Not interested." Sasuke recited with the same droned tone. 

"Check the news, go piss off some Trump supporters on the comments session." 

"I've already exhausted all the latest feed."

"Well then…" Naruto shrugged. "You tried Buzzfeed?" 

Sasuke gave him a look.

"What?" 

Sasuke sighed, picking up his notebook. "Alright, I better let you concentrate on your task or we will work till sunrise." He smirked. "I could take a page of your book and watch porn." 

Naruto laughed. “Please don’t.”

“...why?”

Because I’ll get hard if I see you jerking off. “Because reasons.” Naruto muttered.

“How eloquent.” Sasuke snorted. “Is the sight of a man masturbating such a turn off to you?”

“What? You know I like guys, why are you even asking this question?”

Just making sure. “So your problem surrounds exclusively to me then.”

Naruto almost bit his tongue, coughing. “No⏤no, no no no. I mean⏤” He coughed again, making an incredulous face. “Whaaaaat⏤noooo, where did you get this idea??”

Sasuke widened his smirk. “You didn’t give me valid explanations, so I have to make some assumptions on my own.”

“Yeah yeah well, you’re wrong, it’s really not what you’re thinking, you arrogant bastard.” Naruto grumbled.

“Hm. So you’re not even a little bit interested seeing then?”

Tilting his head to one side, Naruto said. “Seeing what?”

Sasuke didn’t answer his query, opting to type a very recognizable gay porn website, while he widened his legs. 

Naruto’s jaw dropped. “No, hey. Don’t do that⏤we gotta, I gotta concentrate ya know.” 

Smirking, Sasuke noted the slight panic in his voice. “So I do distract you.”

“Anyone would be distracted with porn nearby, that has nothing to do with you.”

“Oh? So you wouldn’t mind if I do this…” Sasuke adjusted on his seat, fingers sliding his shirt upwards.

Swallowing dryly, Naruto still managed to roll his eyes. “No, you look ridiculous and I really need to finish designing those pieces.”

Sasuke ignored him, clicking some random video and skipped directly to the good part. Naruto jumped from his seat when he heard a long moan, and threw a dirty glare despite receiving a nonchalant response in return. 

“Really? Really?” Naruto groaned, placing his headphones on his ears and putting the loudest music possible. “Some people are actually trying to work over here, ya know!”

Sasuke picked his laptop, tilting it so the screen wouldn’t be facing the blond man. In this brief period of silence, he concentrated in moving an object in Photoshop, till he caught some movement on the corner of his eye. The dark blue shirt was yanked up, completely exposing Sasuke’s lean stomach. He reached the button of pants, opening and dragged the zipper down in an unhurried pace. Naruto drank on the sight of the dark grey boxers, noting all the shadows and bumps beneath it, revealing what was definitely a rather impressive size. Pale fingers glided over the smooth fabric, and Naruto just couldn’t tear this image away from his eyes. He licked his parched lips when Sasuke kept palming on his boxers, though it took to a sudden halt. Naruto almost bemoaned outloud until he realized that Sasuke was staring back at him with quirked lips.

Sasuke flicked one side of Naruto’s headphones, whispering. “Enjoying the show?”

Scowling, he hunched his shoulders. “Do you enjoy being such a exhibitionist bastard?”

“In most occasions, no, not really.” Putting his arm around Naruto’s chair, Sasuke closed in. “Only to few selected people I’m interested in.”

Sasuke studied how blue eyes widened vividly, mouth slack though they didn’t break the gaze trained to each other. Naruto appeared to fall in realization, hastily turning his head to look on his monitor. Sasuke’s fingers reached to the tips of blond hair, tucking it behind the ear before he cupped the tanned cheek, succeeding to let Naruto’s vision trail back towards him. He was getting so close, he could feel the heat emanating from the bronzed skin. When blue eyes were half-lidded, with heartbeats racing, he also shut his own eyes.

Naruto let out a very wide, epic and loud yawn.

“Oh shit. I’m so sorry. I⏤” Naruto yawned again. “I’m so fucking tired man, I swear. Sorry ‘bout that.”

Since the whole mood had evaporated to thin air, Sasuke released his face at once, going back to his seat and zipped his pants. “It’s okay. It’s already over 10 after all.”

“Yeah, I’m beyond exhausted. There’s not a lot of things left to do though, it won’t take too much of our time.”

“Fine.” Sasuke grumbled, in his usual monotone voice. “I’ll stop bothering you then.”

Naruto scratched his head, unable to come up with anything to disperse the dark cloud looming on Sasuke’s head. He returned to his task, a quiet air settle between them with the occasional help coming from the brunet copywriter. 

“Alright, finally! It’s the last layout I’m doing today.” Naruto stretched his arms, groaning. “I still need to put all the images in the system, it’s going to take a while.”

Sasuke picked his smartphone, standing up. “I’m going downstairs for a quick smoke then, before it’s all done.”

“Yeah sure! Thanks a lot Sasuke.” Naruto beamed, with an acknowledging nod in return. Once the dark-haired man was out of his sight, he released a loud sigh. Thank God for his baggy pants.

Okay, now he gotta go to the bathroom fast. Sasuke usually spent long minutes for his cigarette break, so he better seize this opportunity well.

⏤.⏤ 

Sasuke inhaled a puff a smoke, glaring at the fallen ashes. Tonight all signs pointed out that he didn’t have any possible chance being involved with Naruto. Maybe it’s time for him to start giving up, even in the most blatant flirting that dumbass just yawned back at him.

Growling, his foot crushed the half-used cigarette to the ground, his bad mood escalating. He hated the idea of having to step down, but he also didn’t want to push his feelings if Naruto was uncomfortable. 

This sucked. Sasuke sighed, walking back to the entrance. He couldn’t wait for this night to be over so he could just go back to his apartment and drink his sorrows away, or something like that. Anything to forget the twisting pain wrenching his heart.

However, once he was back to the ad agency, he noticed that Naruto wasn’t on his seat. He shrugged, walking towards the bathroom. Maybe he’d see the blond man drinking the twelfth cup of coffee in a row, rocking his body back and forth, he’d probably fall asleep while standing. The thought of this made him chuckle a little.

The kitchen was also empty. Sasuke resumed his steps towards the bathroom until he froze on the spot.

He heard a moan.

The pitch of the moan was very recognizable as well. And considering they were the only people left in this entire building and the voice was so deliciously familiar, Sasuke remained standing still, listening to the pleased grunts as it grew in cadence. He almost wanted to scream in frustration. This idiot just couldn't wait for a more appropriate time to do his business, could he? Now Sasuke was sure those moans will plague his dreams for the next few months for sure.

"Ah…" Naruto groaned in a way that shot straight to his groin. Sasuke bumped his head on the door, this dumbass was driving him insane. He better go away. “Ahnnngh⏤” Right fucking now. “Ah⏤Sa…”

“Sasuke…”

He did a double-take, shaking his head. He’s hallucinating, he must be. He probably had been wanting Naruto for so long that he’s hearing the craziest things. 

“Ah yes⏤!” His echo brought shivers down Sasuke’s spine, chanting once again. “Sasuke⏤”  

He barely registered himself banging the door open, brain gone haywire as he strode in fast steps to the half open stall. He heard Naruto’s panicked grunt, trying to close the door stall but he was faster, prying it open with a wicked smirk.

“Why, hello there. What do we have here?” Sasuke murmured, noting the flushed face, chest heaving heavily and even if the blond man was trying his hardest to cover it, he saw the thick cock jutting out of the denim pants. Sasuke licked his lips.

“Sasuke!! The fuck, you can’t⏤” Naruto still attempted to shut the door but Sasuke used his whole elbow to keep it open, quirking that infuriating sexy smirk of his. “You can’t just barge in like that! Get out!” 

“Trust me, usually I wouldn’t bother myself snooping over anyone’s private moments but you called my name. And naturally, I just responded to such call.”

Sasuke saw Naruto clenching his jaw, though didn’t come up with any word of denial. His hard-on was still nestling in the midst of blond curls, so he succumbed the desire to touch it, tip of fingers flickering on the slit and earning a moan from Naruto.

“It looks like you’re in need of my help too.” He gradually let his hand wrap around Naruto’s cock, but only let it graze over it. “In any case you’re interested.”

Naruto hissed when Sasuke gripped his cock tightly, before releasing it at once. Sasuke was gradually lowering himself, with one knee to the ground. He kept teasing him with fluttering touches, brushing through the length and crumbling any remaining resistance. He wanted Sasuke for so long…and why is this bastard so irresistible?

“Well?” Sasuke caressed his inner thighs. “I won’t know if you won’t tell me anything dumbass.” He let out a hot puff of air over the sensitive head. “Naruto?”

Unsatisfied from the lack of response, Sasuke stood up. Sturdy hands seized his hair all of a sudden, growling close to his ear. “You better get there before I fucking lose my mind.”

Smirking undaunted, he continued to widen the distance despite seeing the incredulous blue eyes. He felt a grip on his nape, pushing him down even if he exerted some strength against it. His mouth was practically touching the head of Naruto’s cock, so he licked the beaded pre-cum, revelling the lustful gaze. The hand clenched around his hair when he sucked the sensitive glan, thrusting inside his mouth a few times before he glided it in. 

Naruto tossed his head to the back, moaning. With one hand encasing the base, Sasuke’s tongue curled around the joint between the head and the shaft, slurping and encasing with his lips. How sexually gratifying this felt, with each suckle and light bite, Naruto would groan, hiss and curse loudly, crying out in dark pleasure. Their eyes locked together, Sasuke would swallow the cock, staring how those cerulean hue darkened in hunger. That hand was still holding his head in place, tightening in a vice grip and made him moan with his mouth stuffed around that hot flesh.

Without a sign of warning, Naruto shoved till his cock went deep through Sasuke’s throat. Sasuke didn’t deter him, just threw a defiant glance back. With his hand clutching the black strands of hair, he thrust his cock in Sasuke’s mouth over and over, the grip on his scalp with the salty flavor of skin blended in this spicy mixture of pain and pleasure. 

His senses were already being overwhelmed by a musky scent, signalizing that Naruto was getting close. He released the cock from his mouth, stroking till one spurt of cum reached his face, bursting and flowing on his hand. Naruto was still heaving heavily, so Sasuke cleaned the best he could, tucking the flacid dick back to the orange boxers. He patted the tanned cheek, whispering close to the ear. “You want to continue somewhere else? My apartment is pretty close by.”

These sentences were enough to sober Naruto up, as he stared back with uncertainty and longing, before his eyebrows knitted in blazing determination. Feeling a little rattled about this sudden shift of emotions, Sasuke opened his mouth to question until arms enveloped around him, lips silencing him with a kiss.

Whatever was inside his mind just evaporated as Sasuke responded immediately, lips gliding and matching in a wet lock, his own hands reaching to hold Naruto’s waist. Soon his tongue slipped in, drinking the pleasurable grunt, consuming him, pulling him even closer. Sasuke inhaled sharply when their mouths parted for a second, coming together in increased intensity while Naruto embraced him tenderly, almost possessively. 

Both men paused to catch their breaths, staring longingly to each other. Sasuke was acutely aware of warm fingers caressing his back, while his own hands wound up brushing Naruto’s cheeks. Blue eyes crinkled soft and open, approaching in an almost lethargic way, with his nose nuzzling his cheek till full lips reached his mouth.

Naruto was kissing him harder, unyielding, akin to some unnamed desperation that Sasuke returned in kind. His hands instinctively reached to Naruto’s t-shirt, craving to yank it out, but the blond man seized his wrists and pushed it down. Growling, Sasuke thrust his pelvis, however Naruto just remained liplocked, not touching anywhere that would provoke any sort arousal.

Naruto backed away, his eyes still brimming with affection while he combed the dark hair. He didn’t resist the yearning to brush those beguiling lips, capturing once again to a swift kiss. He released with a loud sigh, shaking his head. But Sasuke held his chin with his fingers to catch his attention, closing in with his teeth lightly sinking on the lower lip. Naruto yielded for a while, though his hands were already placing in between their bodies, slowly pushing away.

At that moment, nothing in the world mattered for Sasuke aside Naruto. He was ready to rip his heart off if necessary to keep him by his side, but Naruto uttered out:

“I think…we should really call our uber.”

 That declaration was so out of left field that broke Sasuke’s line of thought. He muttered. “What?”

Naruto nodded. “Uber. We gotta call an uber. We’re pretty tired tonight right? We should go.”

Graphite eyes blinked, not quite catching the whole situation. He managed to murmur, his lips trying to reach Naruto’s but the latter deflected away. “We can go to my apartment, it’s close…”

“Yeah, um…” Naruto gently nudged Sasuke body off his lap, standing up. “I’m just⏤so fucking exhausted, I swear.”

“Naruto.” Sasuke clasped his arm. “But what about⏤”  

“I know. “ He rubbed his eyelids. “I’m sorry, we’ll talk later. Okay? I’m sorry.” Naruto pleaded, gulping dryly. “I’m so sorry. I⏤” Sighing, he exited the bathroom with a thunderous noise from the door.

Sasuke took too long seconds to really absorb what happened, running in search of Naruto. Too late, he already exited the building.

What the hell just happened? 

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AN: Ayyyy what's this sudden angst? It's probably my fault lmao. Anyways...Hmm…while I was writing the beginning of this fic, I actually thought to myself if I didn’t embellish like it’s a cool place to work and it had so much cool prizes and recognition. So before anyone is changing their mind over their careers, let me tell you something: Most of the time, it’s a lie. And most ad agencies (at least here in Brazil) sucks. It’s changing pretty slowly, but it still sucks. You work overtime most of the time, recognition is mostly “I’ll pay for tonight’s beer” but no salary raise or bonus. There’s backstabbing involved too. Oh, and at least where I used to work, they won’t pay for those overtimes hours and even though they claim “you can rest another day”, it’s really complicated to negotiate the “I want to rest on x day”. The Las Vegas trip thing is real, but it’s something out of the norm, sadly. Also, the ad agency that gave such trip though, makes their employees work, like, twice the time. Anyways, like any job, it has its merits and its downfalls.

[rainbowrites]

IT’S NOT JUST ME

someone who has worked here for way, WAY longer than me just spilt some SERIOUS tea about this place

so it’s not ONLY that yes, people do spy and report on you to supervisors - he is completely blind, and coworkers get on his case all the time for having the lights off and/or his eyes closed because it looks like he’s “napping.” This is a work place that SPECIFICALLY SERVES the blind and visually impaired and he still has to deal with that bullshit.

but ALSO that apparently many people have left over management issues. That management there is CONSISTENTLY not great, not communicative, and often unwilling to listen.

And in fact that the last person in my position had the EXACT same issues with my supervisor. My supervisor ALSO blew off meetings and concerns with the her... up until the concerns snowballed into something huge and then the supervisor freaks out because HOW COULD YOU LET THIS BIG THING HAPPEN? That she demands communication but doesn’t actually... listen... to her supervisees. Supervisor’s absolutely busy and working super hard, but it was so nice to hear from someone else that he also doesn’t think she’s a good supervisor. She’s a good worker. Not great at supervising.

AND there really is a strange, tight little clique at work! One that plenty of us aren’t allowed in. They’ll say hi to everyone else in the room but him, just like how they always skip over me when asking their friends for lunch. I thought maybe it was just me being overly sensitive when I noticed that they would ask their friends about lunch plans on either side of me and never ever even glance over at me. They didn’t... ignore me after all. If I specifically asked to join them, they would LET me. They just... never really responded to me, and tended to only talk to each other. And I don’t even like to sit with them, because the few times I have they often laugh at and gossip about other workers which just leaves me sitting there awkwardly like a bump on a log. 

And I know they talk about me. My own supervisor has told me that they’ve talked to her about me, allllllll about how I talk too much and make people ‘uncomfortable’. How? “you need to be self-aware enough to KNOW for YOURSELF.”

That was a great review: your coworkers don’t like you. No, no client has ever said anything even the slightest bit against you. Just your coworkers.

He has ALSO observed them chatting and hanging out instead of working, but somehow THEY never get reported to their supervisors. Hm. HMMMM

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

he’s leaving this week, lucky stiff

man I can’t wait to leave

3 MORE WEEKS

[poregida]

🎰 uhhh can I give you lewyn/xane/leon/merric for four at least...

random gen ships || accepting forever probably for funsies

you are a fool if you think i’m a coward.

1. lewyn x azelle

whoop there it is!  man, i’ve just smashed it together in thought before but i have no idea how it would actually go?  it’s interesting because if you dig deep they have a lot of the same fears and insecurities, but totally different realities in it when it comes to going home, so it would be interesting to explore for sure?  i’d be down if you are.

2. xane x elodie

she’s a little young for him, but hey, it never stopped her before.  maybe the right elodie could at least get xane to like her, but there is a definite issue when it comes to the actual logistics.

3. merric x elphin

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.  i think they could be good friends, but i don’t think i could see it romantically at all?  merric seems a little too naive to ever be under elphin’s radar…

4. tohri x hector

godtier.  otp.  what the fuuuuuuuck.

5. leon x kamui

WHAT THE FUCK IS UP KYLE!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS GOOD!!!  WHAT THE FUCK

[forehead-enthusiast]

Get to Know Me Tag

Thanks @ciao-jun and @ebarbs95 for tagging me!! sorry it took a hella while

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time: 4:10pm

favorite musician: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm red velvet, walk the moon, neon trees, astro, p!atd, queen, nct, a bunch of others lol

relationship status: single and sad babey

favorite color: a bitch loves her pink... i’m also a big fan of peach and purple

top 3 ships: im not really a big shipper?? i liked sungjoy on wgm... seungkwan and vernon are a fun combo!! and then maybe... mark and haechan? i just think they have fun interactions

last song I listened to: want by taemin can’t believe he invented music

last movie: on the basis of sex

song stuck in my head: naughty boy by pentagon

dream job: actress hopefully!! definitely a dream job tho

three shows: brooklyn nine nine, great british bake off, queer eye?

tagging: @seobangcha uhh @jisooismyreligion i love that most of my friends have already done this sdfs

[ahnaliesemaria]

21 questions!

21 Questions

RULES: Simply answer the following 21 questions and then tag 21 (or however many) people you’d love to get to know more!

Tagged by: @basil-dad (thank u!)

1. Name/nickname: Ahnaliese

2. Zodiac sign: Tropical - Virgo sun, Aries moon, Sag rising | Sidereal - Leo sun, Pisces moon, Sag rising ((actually i think i had my birth time wrong for a while + don’t remember my rising signs but sag rising is me))

3. Height: 5′3″-5′4″!!

4. Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff (+Gryffindor)

5. Last thing I googled: .........i use Ecosia and idk how to see what the last thing i searched was ldfkjaldkfja

6. Favourite musician: don’t think i really have one but right now you should check out Baby Rose !!! [ link is to spotify ]

7. Last song I listened to: (cheating and saying an album but) Dirty Computer by Janelle Monae [ link is to spotify again ] 

8. Song stuck in my head: uhhh none right now!! only bc i started listening to music as i answered the above questions ^ ^;

9. Followers: 5 and cheezbot is one of them even though i softblocked them lmao

10. Following: 30 -- i need more blogs to follow but i forgot a bunch of usernames after i deleted last time..;;

11. Amount of sleep: 6 hours realistically :( 8 hours is def preferred 

12. Lucky number: 13 except it’s not lucky for me, i just really wish it was

13. What I’m wearing: comfy sweat pants + comfy Guess crop top!!!!

14. Dream job: freelance whatever

15. Dream trip: going wherever

16. Favourite food: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm french fries, chips + salsa, avocado toast, or sushi............

17. Instruments: that i play? NONE!

18. Languages: none not even english. i’m just good at guessing. (jk -- pretty much only english. ein bisschen deutsch, aber ich hat (?) viel (?) vergessen aldfkjaldkjf lmao)

19. Favourite songs: hooooo.... we’re not gonna get into this lol. too many!! i’m gonna link ya to Altadena by Kelela [ spotify ] 

20. Random fact: uh. my mom used to be a hairdresser and when i was in 3rd grade i got her to put a couple blonde streaks in my hair and everyone thought it was really cool and then this other lil girl’s mom apparently said i was a bad influence hahaha!!

21. Aesthetic: oh geez... visiting the louvre in the morning, a cozy cafe afterwards, and then wandering the streets like a punk at night. yeah!! maybe throw a cottage garden in there somewhere.

not gonna tag anyone because!!!!!!! (nobody by mitski playing in the background)

[seokmins]

the inbox thing~~

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMM whats something u wanna do when u get older

Hai Chai <33333

Hmm smth I really wanna do when I'm older is travel! I'd really like to go abroad at some point, maybe visit my birthplace and definitely would love to meet up with my mootz at some point <3

Inbox me (1) thing you want to know about me

[xanthicantag]

do all the ocean asks 🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊

FINALLY, i’ve been waiting hours for this!!!!!!!

pearl: if you could travel anywhere in the world, where would you go and why?

i’d kinda just wanna travel and see people who i know around the world tbh cause i think that’d be neat

sails: describe your perfect partner.

Option 1. Haku from nartuo, 2. Rock Lee but he’s not bald, 3. just kinda someone who’s nice to me and doesn’t wanna pry into my past 4. Naruto

lighthouse: how much makeup do you wear?

none? i bite at my hands too much for nail polish and boy howdy do i sweat

shells: would you prefer to be a vampire or a werewolf?

hnnnnnnnnnnnn, werewolf big, vampire sexy, probably werewolf tbh but like, a dnd werewolf so i cann just flex on someone as a huge wolf

mermaid: most embarrassing moment?

oh god like every 5 minutes of my life. or when on a phone interview where i was asked if i was a U.S citizen i said” Well I’m born and raised in the USA, i guess” or when i fucked up a math problem that was basic addition in calc 3, really a lot of moments

turquoise: weirdest dream you’ve ever had?

i was at work, and a child leap on the counter and turned his face into a black hole, stealing all the spoons and then left, so i had no spoons and people were yelling at me about the spoons and like, shit that boy just, he just became a space anomaly

waves: favourite season and why?

fallllllllll because i can’t stand the heat or the cold

breakers: would you ever consider getting married?

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh? maybe maybe not

seafoam: describe your ideal summer vacation.

it’s the sokka arc from the third book, but i’m sokka and it’s sick as hell

rain: if it were possible, what exotic animal would you keep as a pet?

i wouldn’t keep the shark as a pet, but him and me are bffs and i swim with him everyday

sunlight: least favourite song?

oooooooooooooo boy oooo man this is tough, uhhhh, hm, that taylor swift song, you know the one

marine: would you ever consider plastic surgery?

only if i could get some kinda sick as hell thing from it, like eyes that work, or a sword that is my spine

sea glass: what do you consider to be your best physical feature?

my hair? or my butt, or my eyes?

storm: do you like piercings and tattoos? Why or why not?

i don’t have any?, i don’t hate em

boardwalk: who is your favourite fictional couple?

so, as a hardcore NaruHina shipper first off, I was right, secondly, canon naruhina is not what i’m about since there was no build up for it, so really i’m here for narusasu or narugaara for canon

coral: if you had to describe your personality as a food, what would you be and why?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, mac and cheese, it’s reliable and sometimes funny, but at the end of the day i’m noodles and cheese

nymph: old-fashioned or modern decor?

so i am in fact a slut for like cool ass gothic buildings, but also i like smaller decor to have more space

seawater: scariest movie you’ve ever watched?

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, fuck man i hate scary movies and refuse to watch them, but probably the uh, purple people eater movie?

siren: in a fantasy setting, would you be a warrior, rogue or mage?

WARRIOR (i love me a big ol sword), or like a mage if warrior just isn’t viable

tempest: your favourite Pokemon?

Aggron motherfucker, spent, 6 days shiny breeding an aron sophomore year

tropic: what is your least favourite thing about your appearance?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, maybe everything, yeah everything

aquamarine: describe your dream date.

i confess to loving naruto, they also confess they love naruto, we naruto run somewhere and eat some yummy food, maybe see a movie or do something else that’s like fun but also casual

brine: gold or silver?

hmrmmmmmrmrm, gold shiny, silver shiny, me brain say both food

tidal: what is a colour that best describes your personality?

so like, i’m gonna reaaaaaaach here, and go way back to when i had a pesterchum and had a sweet ass purple color for the handle

azure: what is something that you do that makes you happy?

i don’t really get to fence anymore but god i love sword fighting

fog: describe where you think you’ll be in five years.

8 of my friends have recieved a summons from me to a location on a cliff over looking the ocean. they all arrive because it says i’ve mysteriously died and only they can solve it.  I trap them all there and force them to play curse of strahd until they win, the whole time i am dressed as strahd

coastline: what is your favourite flower?

roses!

shallows: what is your typical Starbucks order?

i don’t really go to starbucks so just whatever strikes my fancy the second i see it

voyage: what are your favourite names?

so recently i read a dnd book and the one race has a cool ass naming convention set that is illogical as hell and also logical as fuck so all the names like that, example Arkahtahn (my wizard boy)

shipwreck: do you have an OC? If so, describe them.

Tiffany is the ultimate dnd character i’ve ever played, and my ultimate oc. she big, she shoot lightning, accidental is a scion of a kinda evil god, big ol hammer, gay

cerulean: do you believe in true love? 

i mean, i guess? depends on what you think of as true love?

shoreline: if you could become fluent in another language, which would you pick and why?

arabic so i can be gay with my partner in their langauge

tsunami: describe a dream outfit of yours.

I am in a giant shark outfit, i’m talking shark shoes, shark socks, shark pants, shark underwear, shark shirt, shark gloves(it’s a gloves look you know) a sick ass shark jacket, and to top it all off, a naruto headband, to let the people know who i am 

riptide: are you introverted or extroverted? Are you happy with this?

fuck man idk, i like reading a book alone and doing a rail of cocaine with my 80 closest friends so who knows?

hurricane: describe a strange habit of yours.

hmmm, i collect these stickers, which are labels for feta cheese, and i use them to torment my friend Alison by hiding them on her person or in her living places.

[walkofpenance]

salty ask list: 7, 11, 12, 22, 23 :) for any fandom!

7. Is there anything you used to like but can't stand now?

In WestWorld I used to absolutely love the thought of them moving out from the theme park, but I feel like the show has lost a bit of its spark moving out of it??? Seasons 2 & 3 are cool, and they are still good TV but I feel like Season 1 was the PERFECT series??? Like it's one of the best series in ANY TV show! Again, still a good show, it still holds up but I wish they could go back to WestWorld :( Maybe one day it will!

11. Is there an unpopular character you like that the fandom doesn't? Why?

OK *ahem ahem*

Game of Thrones - Melisandre, I feel as though people REALLY don't give her the benefit of a doubt on how interesting she is! She immediately feels remorse after Season 5 and she didn't even try to fight when she got called out on her actions, for me she really redeemed herself even more in 'The Long Night' in S8! I've always loved Mel, and hearing a bit about her backstory (which I don't think should have been revealed, not going to lie) makes her all the more interesting!

The Handmaid's Tale - Serena! I don't know why, as she is definitely unlikeable but I just love her and I love her scenes, too :)

Star Wars - Finn - Honestly the Star Wars sequel trilogy sucks, well Episodes 8 and 9... But Finn doesn't deserve the most hate out of the cast, they just couldn't be bothered to invest in his character for some reason?? :SSS For me, Poe was the worst of them all and I despised his hatred for C3-PO, get the fuck out of here

12. Is there an unpopular arc you like that the fandom doesn't? Why?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... I really like Claire's story in LOST but I have no idea why :) And although she's an awful human being, I found Meg's entire arc in The Leftovers fascinating. She was a narcissistic lunatic and I'm all for watching those stories play out! Though I don't know enough about the Leftovers fandom! I also quite enjoyed AHS 1984!

22. Popular character you hate?

Not necessarily hate, but the love for Bronn, and the fact he somehow reaches Top 15 characters in polls, videos, rankings genuinely surprises me. Post Blackwater he really is the most forgettable character ever and it leaves me gobsmacked how he survived the show to the very end (sorry spoilers), i'm sorry but... Why??? :SSS

in AHS, I have no idea if it's because my memory is.... Vague on it, but Tate Langdon in Murder House is easily the most overrated character in the entire show and I couldn't have cared less for him

23. Unpopular character you love?

The Handmaid's Tale - Serena Joy Waterford. Also, Aunt Lydia!

Game of Thrones - Cersei Lannister, Melisandre, Sansa Stark (is she unpopular?)

Hmmm I'm struggling to think of others, maybe for OITNB I would say Piper (although TERRIBLE In Season 2&3), Aleida Diaz I can't think if anymore!

[ts-autumns-world]

Episode 1: “Autumn you are a crazy fucked up host” - Giraffez

AHHHHHHH AUTUMNS WORLD HI!!!!!! THIS CAST IS AMAZING IM SO EXCITED AND SCARED!!! JINX YES!! AND 4 KILI PEOPLE INCLUDING LILY?? cant wait !!!

Omg! first day and im placed on the Eener tribe <3 love the way it sounds like an alarm so much ! xo love the tribe divisions and love my tribe mates! super excited to get to know them more, and reconnect with others :)

https://youtu.be/9P1GrFrTHnQ

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it’s the way i keep putting my birthday as the date...as if this is a doctors office and not autumns world...I DONT NEED NO DOCTOR THO I AM CURED IN AUTUMNS WORLD ‼️‼️‼️ anyways manifesting a jinx win 🕯 hi my name is jinx and i am the winner of tumblr survivor 103: autumns world. i keep telling myself that. it’s okay to be hungry for the win like i am this time. i can’t let it blind me but it’s okay! it’s okay to say i’m gonna win! if i fail, it’s not smth i haven’t done before. but. im taking a page from autumns book and speaking it into existence. my name is jinx clementine and i WILL BE the winner of tumblr survivor 103: autumns world. *uptown funk vc* don’t believe me just WATCH ‼️

It feels absolutely insane to be back. I feel like I’m a bit oversaturated tbh

I can’t believe this cast. Packed with icons. So many people from Kilimanjaro?? I’m just like??? I’m just so excited to play and hope that our team does great. I just don’t want to lose cause I really don’t want to vote any of these other people out! 

when i’m the annoying overactive player... i keep putting my birthday as the month/day/year 😭 so watch out for that. anyways, important announcement: the only song i ever listen to is potential breakup song by aly & aj. i never listen to anything else. if i feel like listening to music that’s what i listen to. it’s been on repeat since 2007. my itunes consists of 1 song, potential breakup song by aly & aj, and the play count is somewhere around 50,000 plays. if you ever see me listening to music, don’t even ask what song i’m listening to, because you know it’s potential breakup song by aly & aj, so why would you even ask

I don't give one fucks, two fucks, red fucks, or blue fucks, I'm gonna put all my effort and energy into this season. I have a point to prove, not to just myself, but to every person who has doubted me in any way. The biggest concern I have is meta gaming, alot of it but its going to be okay. Chris and Jinx? Vibing. Mikki and Captain? that group chat was made 5 minutes into the game. Monty and Lily C are gonna be vibing since they're winners. Lily O and I played fr*nce, but that's... no good. I'm going to just let go and have a great time. This is Autumn's World, and sometimes, we all need to just relax and let nature take its course

Autumn you are a crazy fucked up host....... Legit i was like oh come in have some fun then BOOM FUCKING MESOPOTAMIA FLASH BACK OUT THE GATE so sevice to say I'm nervous as hell about this challenge i so don't want to get voted out first .....or on the same challenge as before so even if we do have to go to tribal hopefully the winning tribe will take pitty on me and you know give me safety

feeling delusional for writing what i wrote about winning 😭🌚 LIKE DKKDKDKDKDKDDKDKKD IM TRYING TO BE MY BEST POSSIBLE SELF AND APPARENTLY THAT FACILITATES DELUSION GOOD NIGHT 

https://youtu.be/FJM9fQW7evY

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autumn not letting me in the game at first bc i’m mixed. i can hear my ancestors screaming

Yknow I’m not exactly thrilled that the song decision was made without everyone being present but like my stupid night shifts make it completely understandable at the same time. On that topic, though. Party in the USA for our music video, hmm. Not even bleach is that basic.

good morning it’s day 2 in autumn’s world and i don’t feel any better about the whites. ps. daily i love monty 

https://youtu.be/DAXdEjZW1mc

https://photos.app.goo.gl/mQ3vUbaX1nEnsp2Z9

My tribe has a varying amount of timezones which makes it harder to connect with them socially as I cannot PM them as much as I would like to. Additionally, I am finding it difficult to message them because I have to work from 8 to 5 everyday of the week. This sucks because I know I can at least make people like me in the per-merge enough to keep me. However, I can no longer reliably use this strategy. I just have to hope others are way more inactive than me and that my tribe somehow wins immunity. On that note, I am really liking that Mikki and Benj took a leadership role in the tribe. So, they are definitely people I want to keep on this tribe. It would have to be Blake or Khalid that gets the target from me. We'll see how talking to them goes before results.

I LOVE THIS GAME!!!!!!! Ok so starting with my tribe:

Mikki - ABSOLUTELY THE FAV!!! We got along right away on day 1 and are def the closest in timezones which is so great to have someone like that. Sooo fun and easy to talk to really wanna be #1 allies. I know shes amazing at orgs and won and probs is getting along well with everyone but who cares i wanna play w her!!!! The main thing is too have fun and i just know it will be with Mikki

Captain - Also amazing!!! Super active in helping with the challenge and great personally love that hes gonna do english teaching which is smth i was looking into and also in a closer time zone to me and had fun discussing stuff w him so far!!

Blake - We played Kili together!! Shoutout Autumn for getting 4 Kilis back omg. I was on a tribe with Blake and Autumn together for like 2 rounds and we did vote together once so have some positive history at least hes a bit more quiet compared to the others but hes cool and i think we could do good!

Raffy - Iconic parts in the video challenge and also fun so far!! Havent talked as much as the above 3 but still feeling good about him!

Khalid - Seems nice and friendly but we havent messaged yet and no clue if he will do his lines in the music video :O we'll see But overall love my tribe and the overall cast. LILY THE KILI WINNER QUEEN???????? Cant believe shes back would be so awesome to play w her again since last time we were mainly on opposite sides. JINX MY ONE MONTE FRIEND??? YES!! SO excited i hope we get to tribe swap together since in Monte we werent that close and i voted them off i know such a disgrace but since then we have become more friends so would love to play together!! Also played w Chips in Kili and were sort of friends! Chris we are hosting a season together but i think itll be cancelled tbh no ones applying and we dont know each other at all outside of that but i loved his intro and just started getting into agatha christie literally ordered 2 of her books a few  weeks ago sdhksa cant believe he mentioned her in his intro so super excited to properly meet him. Joey we are sorta friends but i voted him out recently in other game so dunno how he feels abt me!! Everyone else i dont really know but will meet some soon surely WOOO AUTUMNS WORLD

SO THE GAME JUST STARTED so there's not really that much to spill right now but I do really enjoy my tribe. I have my bestie captain who I will protect as much as I possibly can. and I've spent all day yesterday and today talking to benj who I LOVE so so so much. I feel so good with him. SO UM ASAHJSHSJAJHASHJAS IM ON THE SAME TRIBE AS RAFFY WHO UM ASHJSAHASHJ I played with once before where I was super chaotic and I literally fought him (playfully) and it was so messy and chaotic and stupid BUT I DIDN'T RECOGNISE HIM AND HE DIDN'T REMEMBER ME SO WE JSUT WERE LIKE "nice to meet you" and I didn't realise until later and idk if he knows yet and I am not bringing it up COS LIKE IDK I DON'T WANT IT TO GET WEIRD AND MAYBE HE DOESN'T REMEMBER BUT MAYBE HE DOES IDK but besides that I love him a lot he's so fun and his videos for our music video are AMAZING he's so full of life. Khalid hasn't been on much but I really enjoy his energy when he is. he's so cool and lovely. Blake is nice!!!!! but I can't help but feel my instincts being like WATCH HIM. like something inside me is saying beware of this white man.LIKE IDK WHAT IT IS but I just get instincts in games with people sometimes where I just feel like unsettled??? and that's how I feel right now. we're all in different timezones so socialising is the opposite of overwhelming. I've never had a game so quiet in the beginning like this before. but I've never played survivor either. I think I might be okay??? if we went to tribal but I really don't want us to go to tribal pls....

JINX IS OVER ON THE TUA TRIBE BTW and I'm sitting here with grabby hands. I wanna play with them so bad and just get to have our redemption arc because we didn't play on the same side the first time we played so LET ME HAVE THIS I just wanna play with them and have fun with them but they are so far away :((((

I'm so excited overall tho the whole cast looks amazing and I'm having fun so far. this challenge has been a blast and. a great way to bond with everyone. I feel so close to benj already. I really love him a lot. so I'm having a good time yes ashjshajjahs YAY

oh and I also did my tarot and idk where things are going to go exactly but I'm very :eyes: raffy got the tower and Khalid got the devil....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

also I wanna play with women at some point PLS PLS I haven't been this surrounded by men since I was a closeted 15 year old surrounded by posters of Robert Pattinson and Taylor lautner

Benj just submitted his version of the music video and it is..... bad. I don't know why Mikki filmed vertically? Like, I feel like that's the first rule of music videos? You have to always film horizontally. Also, some of these people's energies were not giving at all. The beginning waking up part was cute though. It's just.... these people aren't giving what they think they're giving is all I'm saying. And Benj put this weird filter on all my videos that makes it hard to see what's actually going on tbh. Anyways, time to kick the socializing into high gear so as to not get voted out! Or pray that Mikki's version of the video is better

hello autumn's world.. this is captain's speaking. sorry i'm one day late to this confessional booth stuff but i'm here and i'm ready to give u some tea. *ahem* thanks jarod for these questions.

1. How do you feel about your starting team? Anyone you are happy/upset to see? OOOOH i feel like my team is very CUTE! like i didn't think autumn was gonna put me and mikki in the same tribe lmao .. i thought it was gonna be divided from ur race and u know mikki is white and i'm not. ANYWAYS, im happy to see mikki in my team of course. thats my ride or die and i know i'm gonna have someone i can 100% trust no matter what for sure. but blake knows for sure that mikki and i are very close so thats gonna be interesting. which leads to the next part, i'm kinda eh with blake in my tribe thats only because our previous experience in CoW so i just hope that its gonna be better here this time *prays*.. for others, i don't know them before so i'm excited to get to know them!!!

2. Who are you most excited to play with on the cast? Most afraid of? oh of course mikki for sure and another person is geekoffilm cause u know we're like besties besties and i love both of them so much. most afraid of... probably monty tbh. they tried to gun for me/mikki(/cora) in jarod's mini so i think they know that mikki and i are gonna be tight so i'm just gonna have to keep an eyes on them cause they are a great player.

3. What are your first impressions of everyone based on this first challenge? OH GOD. i love benj!! benj is very organized so we started off pretty well. i threw out lush life randomly and then we decided to go with lush life, how cute!!! but yea, benj and mikki have done lots of works and i love THEM. RAFFY ALSO DID AMAZING in his parts!!! like he has PROPS and his camp is sooooo summery and AHH he's so great. blake.. ahem if blake didn't look at his lyrics at the first part, it would've been a bit better. and idk about khalid. i'm very worried cause khalid hasn't sent any of his parts yet. and like he seems inactive??? so idk but i don't wanna lose the points for full team participation :oooooh: I DIDNT JUST SHOW ANYONE I CANT DANCE TO LOSE AND I DIDNT HAVE TO DANCE AND MAKE MY LEGS ACHE JUST TO LOSE!!! SOBS!! but that is a sign that tells me i should exercise more x ANYWAYS!!!! its just interesting point to add x

4. What is your strategy going into the first portion of the game? trying to lay low and build some connections with ppl from my tribe. benj and raffy for sure. i rlly like their vibes so i need to stick with them. and just try not to lose challenges cause its gonna be suck voting one of them out. also, if we somehow win, i want to send someone who i can trust moving forward to exiled island.. but we'll see. its gonna be a lot of thinking and convincing people.

5. How do you want other people in the game to view you in the early stages of the game? as someone who they can trust and talk to and someone who always puts effort into challenges cause thats what most important in the first stage of the game.. i'll come back here after results x

HELLO AUTUMNS WORLD IM PISSED! not about raffy getting sent to the outback. its what raffy deserved. i like raffy so thats fine i just need to work on my relationship with him after he comes back. BUT KHALID. GOD. he just doesnt care about the challenge AT ALL. he was inactive. he didnt even talk about the challenge. and then coming to the chat and telling us SORRY after we have submitted… god thats BS. we literally all put our effort into this. and for someone who just dont care about the pandemic (idk about the uk but i guess they allow partying now) and go out and party. GOD i mean he’s going back to bahrain anyways WELL GUESS WHAT, HERE IS ANOTHER PLANE TICKET HOME. take that and sashay away babe

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cause thats just FUCKED UP. everyone put their efforts in. benj — his leg is HURTING he cant move much btut he still did his parts and helped us with the editing. RAFFY — he literally worked 8 to 5 but he still found time to just shoot his parts and like more random parts. blake — well even though he didnt study the song much, he still did it and he is a team player. MIKKI — well u know i love mikki and ik how much shes in her head for this challenge but every scene she is on, i smile watching her because she just did it SO WELL PLUS she stayed up late for khalid and her health is not good. fucked up khalid u done fucked up enough. hope u enjoyed ur short time at autumns world.

First challenge, done, middle of the road WOOOOOOOOOOOOO, absolutely love that my music video streak has been continuing! Coming into this game, I felt absolutely nervous as hell about playing with 2 winners on my team, but in all honesty, I’m gonna take the Jinx approach- Embrace it, you don’t get another opportunity like this. I love the fact that I’m being more engaged than before and that’s what I want to be, especially in confessionals. I’m always trying to be better, and how can I better myself I HATE THE WAY MARV ALBERT PRONOUNCES PARENTHESES, YOU DON’T SAY IT LIKE “THE C’s”? JESUS MARV ITS GONNA BE YOUR LAST GAME YOU CALL IN YOUR CAREER COME ON MAN.

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I hate to be called Joestradamus, but when Captain or Mikki get voted out first because of how tight knit they are, don’t @ me

*slides into splits* WE WON YES YES YES YES WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAH

re khalid missing the challenge: no everyone in our team worked rlly hard on that except khalid who went out fucking partying then he lied about going to send the vid soon cause you know what if he already filmed his parts, looking for a vid and click send are not that hard he fucking told us he was about to send ASAP and then disappeared and then had the NERVE to tell us AFTER THE DEADLINE that he's so SORRY OH PLS

This tribe name is Autumn's last name backwards! https://thumbs.gfycat.com/VigorousBiodegradableIrishterrier-size_restricted.gif  

Now that that is out of the way, let me list my tribemates... Giraffez Joey Lily C Lily O Monty. Something is incredibly amusing about how there is a tribe with someone named Chips and someone named Giraffez. What is not amusing is that I get a "I don't like/want to speak to/etc." vibe from Giraffez? I could just be a delicate and annoying flower but our conversations have been short and dry. Joey has some great high energy and excitement and I love that he loves being part of this game. He is also pretty fun to talk to. Hoping that we can keep an open dialogue and that perhaps I can rope him into a future alliance of sorts. Lily C is a sweetheart truly and I adore her personality so much. She is such a go-getter and goes to bat for those with who she feels can be loyal. I'm hoping that we can build loyalty and trust together. Lily O has been busy with work at a bowling alley. That's actually really cool because when I was a child that was my dream job. Not even joking... my parents were in leagues when I was growing up and my brother and I entered ones designed for children. It was a big thing in my family and I thought that I would love to be in that "atmosphere" all the time. Anyway, we haven't spoken until after the results were announced so honestly if I had to guess I was their intended target if we had had tribal council and they were mine?? (perhaps...) It has been really nice getting to connect with Monty and really cool finding out that they are beginning job searching after college and thinking of pursuing education as a career. I have a soft spot in my heart for all educators.

Okay so I'm just going to say this now. Autumn needs to simplify the twists to more like Blue's Clues with an OBVIOUS large blue paw prints where I'm supposed to look. I have no idea what that announcement was about war rooming someone into the game and feel like I"m fifty million steps behind these big-brained people who figured it out. https://media2.giphy.com/media/m59avtxDzXeiQ/200.gif

I think that I missed the message about what we do with tickets or I'm still just as clueless as previously stated but I am intrigued nonetheless. I think even if I knew what to do with them I would just hoard them like I would Chuck E. Cheese tickets in case something else came along. Hope they're not like Fire Tokens and let you buy like Peanut Butter and Idols because I am anti- fire token. https://media.tenor.com/images/d7de1f75f2c43f8e044e958b964430fa/tenor.gif

On a side note, I'm paranoid when I see people on calls because even if they're not talking about me or plotting they are potentially aligning with each other and that does not include me. I don't really know much about how calls work on Discord as I am a pretty big noob generally speaking with the platform but it did say that Joey and Giraffez were on a call earlier?? I'm stressed. https://media0.giphy.com/media/3o7TKRwpns23QMNNiE/200.gif --- http://www.purplerockpodcast.com/wp-content/uploads/survivor-pearlislands-lillian-morris-post-savage-blindside.gif

https://voca.ro/1lb9WKsDr6xA

Ok.....so after talking to Joey a little ive learned a few things mikki is a bit of a beast Benj is well......social to and everyone despised Mesopotamia........which i get from the stuff that pumped me up to 16th place that season but I'm mostly hoping that i can make it to the end this time....... So far I've talked to pretty much everyone Lilly and Joey and monty not sure which one really but the one whose discord is 13survivirgirl13 so hopefully soon i can work out some kind of an alliance with them and if we swap or merge from three to two either next week or the week after (probably the week after honestly) i feel i can maybe set us up as one and us four can really rule the roost for a moment....hopefully.....who knows i could just he a delusional old queen whose doomed to be nothing more then premerge every time i play tumblr survivor......or maybe I'm just crazy *shrugs* either way it should be a damn good hoot

we won the first challenge, god bless. which brings up something funky i realized: that the best part about winning immunity is having the day off. and also…idk something just doesn’t sit right…the way autumn was emphasizing that someone would be eliminated from the game…like….hm……….idk….never trust a bitch named after a season!

omg we lost AHHHH but thankfully we have an easy boot sorry khalid im glad i dont have to vote mikki captain or blake eeek pls lets win the next one

I'm totally pumped for this game! Like when I saw my tribe and Jinx is on it I screamed! I want us to have the same success of being together at ftc!! Jude honestly is great to me and I'm enjoying getting to know her a lot, Ricky I remember from HvV4 but we both say no to that and start anew! Bryan I am hopeful to talk more since its been dry and that is okay. Sucks we ended losing Michelle early but I am sure it was for the best! We WILL reign successful

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Yesterday was so stressful to me like editing I have no problem with but I thought my biggest worry was that I needed Bryan to submit stuff late-ish. But turns out an hour before due time thd program wanted to stop working 🙃🥲 and I felt so close to wanting to forfeit- which is something I never do but I just felt hopeless and guilty and even imagined getting voted out. So I had to call Jinx who assured me something could be salvaged and they'd make sure I would stay (rip Bryan) but after the extension by cool hosts I found encouragement and did my magic stuff. SOMEHOW we won and to be honest I dont think anything will top that feeling of relief in the org (give me 3 days) but man what a ride yesterday was for me!

I got a Super Idol! Well, at least I now know that I can fuck around in this game a little bit more since I have this extra insurance in my back pocket which guarantees I stay around in the long run. I want to start getting into alliances because being a solo person with not much time on their hands is definitely a scary position to be in. Preferably, I want an alliance with Nikki and Benj (though I suspect that they already have an alliance with at least one other person on the tribe). It does suck that I am not at tribal considering that it will help build my bonds even stronger. I guess I just have to suffer for the time being

i think this is gonna be an easy vote cause khalid needs to go. but idk you can never feel safe in survivor :/ but so far everyone has been telling me they're voting khalid so lets pray

Omg that immunity was so hard, I literally did not know what I was doing and I think out of everyone I was a bit lackluster. I will say on the tribe I have not really talked to all of them but I will say I trust Jinx the most and we have talked a lot and I think that moving forward we will have each others back. All I need to do is talk to the rest of the tribe and form bonds that will last me to a swap or merge. 

https://youtu.be/kKOciJGjrzw

https://youtu.be/mx7WPjx8zCk

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khalid babe this ones for you 🥺 https://youtu.be/QX2boYNUbxw

[chaoshomeschooler]

56. Monday, Nov. 9th: Some long term goals!

I just want to be debt free and find someone to love

57. Tuesday, Nov. 10th: Tag your favorite studyblr!

I don’t really follow other studyblrs lol. @ me

58. Wednesday, Nov. 11th: If you could study anywhere, where? (and why!)

I’m not sure exactly where. I know I want to study abroad but more for the experience than there being a specific place I want to see.

59. Thursday, Nov. 12th: Do you study language?

Not actively but I used to study French and Latin and I want to study other languages/linguistics

60. Friday, Nov. 13th: What is the view out your window?

This one really big tree basically takes up the whole window. I’ve grown fond of her

61. Monday, Nov. 16th: Favorite school supplies!

I have one specific pen and one specific pencil that I cannot live without. Other than that I really like erasable highlighters, steno note books and sticky tabs that are actual post it notes so you can write on the whole thing but they’re still the size of tabs

62. Tuesday, Nov. 17th: Bath bomb bubble baths or long showers?

long baths sans bombs bc I don’t have any. Also I’m not sure if I would like the smell. I walked into a Lush store once and I almost died.

63. Wednesday, Nov. 18th: Name 3 things you love about yourself.

idk like i don’t want to be vain or nothin but I mean I’m at a place where I’m able to dress/look and act mostly how I ideally want to and do what I want to do so I like that I’ve been able to get myself to this point where I’m not majorly  dissatisfied with main parts of myself for the most part

64. Thursday, Nov. 19th: Do you journal?

lol no i used to try kinda but i would either spend way too long and I’d be writing for hours or i would just not be able to stick to it. i got some guided journaling apps but i don’t stick to those either

65. Friday, Nov. 20th: Have you ever made a vision board?

No I don’t think so. I make aesthetic boards but they have nothing to do with my goals or anything

66. Monday, Nov. 23rd: Favorite type of weather?

Fall weather with lots of rain

67. Tuesday, Nov. 24th: Scarf or beanie?

Hoodie

68. Wednesday, Nov. 25th: What are you grateful for today?

My interview went really well today!

69. Thursday, Nov. 26th: What studyblr advice would you give to others?

Advice on running a studyblr? Idk maybe just focus on what you want to focus on - don’t feel like you have to follow trends or only present the take on studyblrs that most other people use

70. Friday, Nov. 27th: Holidays! What are you excited for this holiday season?

Well I would have said having a break but it’s four days til Christmas and I still haven’t gotten a true break

71. Monday, Nov. 30th: What is your “happy place”?

I’ve tried to make my bed my absolute ideal place. I’ve got tons of fluffy blankets and I’ve got posters/memorabilia from all my favorite places or of my favorite art or from my favorite artists. I’ve got stuffed animals and coloring books and some nice little lights. Lake Superior is my true happy place but this is my comfort zone, I suppose.

72. Tuesday, Dec. 1st: How are you feeling about education during a pandemic?

I’ve been working a lot harder on school this year than I have in quite a while. I think it’s been beneficial

73. Wednesday,  Dec. 2nd: When was the last time you did something “scary”?

All the college interviews and cold calling people asking for recommendations have been pretty scary

74. Thursday, Dec. 3rd: What habit do you want to break?

I want to stop being so bad at time management. Oh and I want to stop not being able to fall asleep until 2:30 AM.

75. Friday, Dec. 4th: what habit do you want to make?

I want to stick to a study schedule or at least study when I have the opportunity instead of letting myself get distracted.

76. Monday, Dec. 7th: What is/are your creative outlet(s)?

Piano, writing and my facepainting. and the aesthetic board things

77. Tuesday, Dec. 8th: Where do you see yourself in seven years?

No where. I don’t see my future I just keep being told I need to prepare for it. I wonder if I’m going to die soon bc honestly I can’t imagine much of my life and I have no dreams, goals, aspirations, hopes, or anything like that. Not really. There’s a couple things I’d like to do but I have to call them fantasies bc who knows if they’ll ever happen

78. Wednesday, Dec. 9th: What is one of your favorite holiday memories?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

holidays with my dad’s family always suck and more than half of the holidays in my life have been spent with them. Tho in recent years we’ve been making other memories during the holidays so overall they’re getting better.

Honestly the best one that comes to mind rn is when I was at my friend’s house on thanksgiving and we binge watched the Left Behind series. We were really young so we were kinda blown away by all the outlandish things that happened. I remember we were up until 4 AM and we were both jammed into her grandpa’s recliner chair. That started our tradition of binge watching movie series on the holidays that we spend together.

79. Thursday, Dec. 10th: Are you feeling ready for finals?

Finals went pretty well! I got an A in my one dual enrollment class and an A- in my other one.