#<- GO listen to it rn it's soooo good😩

[touyaz]

I love sad y/n's. Love when they are so tired and Done™ with life

[imrllytootiredforthis]

ok so, I have this idea, (which I'm kinda too busy to write on my own) so I'm dropping it in ur inbox

So imagine felix sitting between your legs as you jerk him off slowly, but gradually it starts feeling soooo good better poor baby closes his legs on reflex because he can't help it :(

so tangle you legs with his own and force them open like that :)

"pretty baby can't control his own body, hmm? don't worry I'll do it for you."

I-

I'm just gonna leave it there

-nyx

me rn:

because i wanna listen to him cry and beg so badly😩

his voice hoarse from whining as your nails dig into his overly sensitive thighs.

all pink and embarrassed when you tease him for being so wet for you, smearing pre cum all over the head of his cock before bringing your fingers up to his mouth. tell him to clean up his mess and watch him greedily wrap his pretty lips around them, moaning at the taste of himself as you slowly thrust them into his mouth. going deeper and deeper, harder and harder as muffled whines make way around your fingers, listening to him gag cutely, body squirming between your legs as your other hand takes up the position of playing with his dick again.

[beenbaanbuun]

I have some thoughts and would like to share them. I’m out with some friends trying different flavors of bacardi and my mind is racing with thoughts apologies ik this is gonna be a mess

<<<<<<<<<<<<< min gi. >>>>>>>>> ✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰

he will be the main topic for my thoughts tonight. It’s just something about that man that makes me 🫠

thought # 1 to kick this off………. I just can’t get behind everyone who pants him as some overly subby man. 😗sorry not sorry, like have we seen this man? Now I don’t think he’s a hard dom by any means but, I just can’t picture this man a hard sub. I think he’d be a switch tbh bc you cannot tell me that this man won’t manhandle you and fuck the breaks off of you listening to some metal or r&b (depends on the day) 🙆🏽~~

& he’s literally a LEO man. LEOOOOO!!!…….L-E-O!! cmon now!!

I also feel like he’d want you in his lap all the time, & constantly pulling you onto it.

there is no other seat when you have his lap. 🤷

+ in a fan call a atiny asked him what inanimate object would he wanna be and he said a chair so they can rest comfortably 😭😩so you cannot tell me he wouldn’t!!

~~buttt I don’t necessarily fully disagree that he’s subby but not to such a degree.. you get what I’m saying? I just think people perceive him this way because of his dynamic with yunho. but🤷

OMGGG my favorite quality about him~~~ he is sooo loyal!!!! ( ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ഒ like I 100% believe he wants to intertwine his soul with someone. he wants to be his partner everything because his partner will definitely without a doubt be his everything!!! once he finds his one it’s them and him FOREVAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! he would give you the entire world if he could

I also can see him showing off his partner 25/8

and he’s so straightforward so I’m sure he will always make his intentions known. he will set the record straight and let the world know he is off the market. he is a taken man!! I mean you could give him two options and if you’re not one of the options he’ll make you one. 😩 his loyalty is unmatched and unwavering. Absolute complete devotion.

Omggg jealousy and possessiveness …

such a jealous man.

but he’s a softie so I don’t think intentionally making him jealous (by like let’s say flirting with another) would be a good thing I think it would make him have some doubt and feel down.. but he literally wants you all to himself. he wants ALL your attention, ALL your love, time etc As I previously said he wants to be your everything your number 1. your number one priority. he literally wants you to treat him better than anyone else. (definitely not saying he’s some crazy type and wants you not to talk to anyone besides him. just wants to be your priority. 😅

I kinda feel like he’s a thighs and ass man.…..

& he’s such a flirt as well like omg😩

I also kinda feel like he's superrr into praise lovesssss when you praise him and lovessss to praise you. Especially during sez “fuck feels so good Mingi…..” or “you fuck me so good/well” I can imagine would have him spiraling and will need you to cum for him asap and he'll get you there asap too

(I also also feel likes he’s a wild card so it’s hard to really say much but I have SOOOO much to say …😭)

Now Giving or receiving

also certified eater, firm believer he throughly enjoys eating tf out of you. will literally get off to just that. could do it for hours on end. Feel like he’d MUCHH rather go down on you than the other way around.

Aftercare I feel like it’ll consist of holding you to his chest or some type of position where you’re skin to skin and you’re rubbing your fingers through his hair

I have sooooooo many more in depth very thought out long thoughts but I don’t want to over do it and I just felt like sharing a piece of my thoughts tonight because this isn’t even the tip of them. even if it’s not all together 😅 I do prefer to be organized with my thoughts but Ima mess rn and a little tipsy so if you'd indulge me another day I’d love to come back and share more of my in depth hard thoughts with you but more put together when Im not intoxicated but Im really thinking about it so badly rn I can’t let go is my sub and dom thoughts I have so much to say but I suddenly also cannot hold my eyes open longer anymore so it’s about time I head home thank you for your time I love your work so much and yeah

IM GOING INSANE WTFFFFFF

okay so you are SO RIGHT about the manhandling. like what is the point of being so big if you’re not going to use it?? i’m not even talking just in bed though - we will got onto that later though - because he will manhandle you 24/7. the main thought that comes to mind is him placing his hands on your waist whenever he needs to scoot past you. like he doesn’t even say ‘excuse me’ or anything because why would he when he can just move you himself?? and you can’t tell me this man doesn’t just love picking you up and taking you places. who gives a fuck if you’re busy doing something? if this man wants cuddles then there is nothing stopping him from just scooping you up in his arms and taking you with him!!!

and the lap thing is >>>>>> you could be sat in an empty room and this man will be dragging you onto his lap even though every single other seat is free. and if you manage to escape his grasp and sit somewhere that isn’t his lap?? you best be prepared to deal with him sulking for literally HOURS!!!!! it’s cute tho so…

and as for manhandling you in bed, boy oh BOY!!! okay, so we both know this man loves giving head. this mf will literally d r a g you onto his face and pin you to it with his arms wrapped around your thighs and he will keep you there until he’s finished. you could be crying from the overstimulation, but unless you say the safeword, he won’t let up until he’s had enough. and then when he is finished, he’s flipping you over and fucking into you whilst pinning you to the mattress.

and to tie into the possessiveness thing, this man would fucking LOVE giving you hickeys. marking up your neck so prettily so everyone can see that you’re his. if it keeps other men at bay then it’s doing its job perfectly!! it means they know that you’re his…

also on the topic of both hickeys and his oral fixation that he 100% has, he definitely loves painting your thighs purple with his mouth… anyway!

youre so right about the praise thing too. no matter whether he’s domming or subbing, he will absolutely love to hear you tell him just how good he’s doing. it’s absolutely his motivation to keep going, not to mention it stops any insecurity he may be feeling and helps him understand exactly what you like.

literally immaculate thoughts!!!! i will be thinking about mingi for the foreseeable future…

[imaginespazzi]

Nivi… how do you write angst so well? Like is your life really angsty?? LMAO

The angst in chap 11 was so good, and now THIS as well?? I am usually one for angst, but holy shit, I felt my heart strings tug BAD and now I need fluff for next chap… you got me feeling like how P+A were feeling during their chat on the couch and P not willing to say she was gonna stay LOL

I can’t imagine seeing your ex/love of your life in basically a movie scene with rain falling and interacting with someone the same way they used to interact with you. The touches, the smile, the gaze?? Like that’s SOOO cruel, and I felt soooo bad for Azzi 😭 and the fact that Paige doesn’t know that Azzi came back and wanted to confess her love?? Please tell me Paige eventually finds out? Did Ice tell her? Will Azzi tell her??

Azzi getting knocked up bc she saw Paige with someone is soooo 25 year old quarter life crisis vibes LOL. And Azzi wanting to keep the baby bc she felt LONELY, drastic times calls for drastic measures right?? But we love Stephie so I’m glad Azzi was down horrendously bad I suppose 😆

Also, is Stephie allergic to any type of nuts? Since Tristian was lol. Was Tristian tall and athletic?? Gotta know if Stephie is gonna have the good basketball genes from her sperm donor as well LOL

Stephie just wanting Paige to say that she would stay, and Paige couldn’t promise that 😭 and then Azzi asking for the same thing, and Paige doubling down again and not being able to say that she’d stay 😭😭 I honestly wonder how P+A are gonna work this out. Like there’s just so much history and distrust there. I wonder what Azzi is gonna do for Paige to fully trust her again? It’s interesting that Azzi isn’t worried about Paige leaving at all and just wants her to stay, meanwhile, Paige is ONLY worried about Azzi leaving… they’re literally on the opposite ends of that stay/leave spectrum rn lol. But ig it’s bc Azzi left Paige and not the other way around. I’d still be hesitant tho if I was Azzi bc Paige literally has a foot out the door… what if Paige says she’s going to stay but then she actually ends up leaving Azzi this time? (But that won’t happen bc you love us Nivi and will write a happy ending 😁)

I’m excited to see how the next chapter will be!! I’m usually all for the angst, but man, we need some fluff to recover from these last 2 chaps 😩😩😩. Need P+A to talk and communicate more. You guys both want forever!! Azzi is ready for that now, but Paige isn’t?! Oh how the tables have turned compared to the dreaded night when Azzi said no.

Thanks for the spectacular writing Nivi! I always look forward to this fic and I fr squeal when I see that it’s been updated 😆 also can I claim an emoji? Let me join the emoji bookclub gang hahaha. Is the 🥹🥹🥹 emoji taken yet?? Bc that emoji truly describes my face after I get done reading your work LOL

- 🥹

LMAO my life honestly is not that angsty right now but lowkey writing is emotional relief for me at time with more mundane stresses like school so that bleeds into it a little bit I think

Azzi does technically tell Paige a couple chapters ago that she went to visit which is part of what prompts Paige to kiss her in Steph's office but idk if she'll ever tell her in-dept. Ice has been keeping her mouth shut though lmao.

Listen it worked out well for Azzi but I would like to make sure everyone knows that I do no endorse keeping a one-night stand baby for loneliness reasons like that shit only works out in fiction.

Stephie is allergic to nuts and it's mentioned when they're getting coffee and cookies! Tristan is definitely tall and athletic and attractive so even that 10% of genes Stephie gets from him is great.

It's definitely a complicated dilemma and I think Paige is more scared because it's happened before. Azzi's a little less scared but she needs more than Paige saying she'll stay, she also needs Paige to get rid of that deal i.e her escape plan. They can't be together, in Azzi's eyes, until the Liberty deal is completely off the table. It's a lot more complicated for Paige though because really what even can Azzi do (I suppose I have to figure that out lol)

Awwww of course you can have that emoji!

[astronomicalcandy]

Had the best and tiring night of my life lmao

Metal bands saved me 😫🤘

Story about everything happened under cut cuz it’s really long

A side from shit management from organizer, the shit happened inside were:

babymetal is pretty fucking metal ngl. They were the shit fr. This is my first time going to their live so, yeah!

I fell and nearly got stomped by people because I fell from mosh wave (during babymetal unfortunately). People beside me were so kind to pull me up ;;

nearly passed out from oxygen shortage (I deadass didnt made this up) (I was suffocating like shit) (and there were like 2-3 songs left for babymetal to finish) Moral of the story, I can’t stand behind a tall person. Bro literally took all of my oxygen…

mosh pits are the bane of my fucking existence holy fucking shit 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I dread every time Oli asks for a big mosh

Oli Sykes the man u are… I love his stage presence??? Idk if that makes sense. Guy is so chill. Love watching him

BMTH bassist… pls dm me rn

I powered thru until Kingslayer (I lied) (it was after Parasite Eve) that I couldn’t take it and had to leave pit.… Also! My first time getting dragged out my concert security bcus I was in front row, very near the front barricade

Conclusion: I don’t think I can go to any metal concerts after this… (will reconsider if they have seating tickets) I CANNOT BE AT ROCK ZONE FOR METAL CONCERTS BRO I WILL FUCKING DIE FROM IT

Other than that, I genuinely had a lot fun screaming to songs I love. Getting to hear it live is fr another experience 🖤 And I finally admit that I love making small talks to people who have the same interest. We talked about metal bands and also shat on the organizers c:

Babymetal reactions

For the love of god, I can not remember babymetal’s setlist at all because it’s only recently that I listened to them. I think it’s the same with SG live. Correct me on this!

BABYMETAL DEATH WAS SO LIT HAHAHAH I LOVE THE INTRO SM

MEGITSUNE WAS SAURRRR KEWLZ 😩😩😩😩😩💦

metari, the song I want to be injected into my fucking veins (I’m a sucker for matsuri theme 🥴)

PAPAYA I love u sm I had so much fun to this

BxMxC was. Lit. As. Fuck.

I don’t think they played headbanger… 😭

WHEN IT GOES RATATATATA MY BODY IS A WEAPOOOOON

I feel like I wasn’t on my best self after my oxygen got sucked out and fell…

BMTH reactions

I deadass wanna cry for BMTH bcus I couldn’t stay until the end (I’m looking at u shitman 🖕)

Setlist is the same with Summer Sonic 2024 but they sang Parsite Eve after Kingslayer which was so fucking good. I love that song sm

EVERYONE STARTING SPELLING OUT SPIRIT RIGHT AFTER DARKSIDE IT WAS SOOOOO COOOOL I LOVED THAT MOMENT SO SOOOO MUCH HAHAHAHAHA

sleepwalking, cool. Mantra, I think I came to like this song now. Icr if they sang Teardrops or not???

Kool-Aid was cool… the visuals kinda scared me a bit haha… I guess that’s what happened when u get in front 😭

Shadow Moses was lit when he had the red fire thingy lit. Also cool song to scream too lol

limousine was okay, never really liked it that much. AMEN WAS COOL YEAHAHEYA FUCKING LOVED IT

I WANNA BE A KINGSLAYER!!!!!!!! They hugged each other after that it was so cute 😭

outside pit, but I was able to hear Follow You and I kinda cried bcus uhhhh !!!!! 🥲

Lost, my fucking anthem. I want this to be injected into my veins (2)

CYFMH… 😭🤘

heard Doom until first chorus but gawd I love it soooooo much…

that’s it. I went back home 🥲🥲🥲

here's a pic by my friend of Oli with a Kuromi hat :3

[gracefullou]

What would your dream album aesthetic be for LT3? Like colour pallette, album cover, promotional vibes, song vibes? (That last one is not quite an aesthetic question but I'm curious if there's a sound from his previous work you'd like to hear more of?)

(I'm definitely doing soooo well with the potential wait, not already dreaming of LT3 at all!!! 🤣)

Hi, anon. I'm not doing well with the wait as well. I was really hoping for a new single for the festivals 😩. Just something to take the edge off and give us a little more patience while we wait for him to "let life in" and finish his album in peace. (who am i kidding even then, i could never be patient for a new Louis album) . For the color palette, i would LOVE a purple/ pink themed album but i'm not too picky as long as he goes with soft pretty colors (the 28 clothing color palette always eats, he should take notes for the album 👀). As for the album cover, i can't give you an exact image bc the ideas are endless. My only request is that they do a lighter one than the walls and fitf covers. And just like the cover, i want the songs to be happy ones 😭. It's ok if he squeezes a couple of heart wrenching songs in, but as a whole i want a happy album and with new themes (pls i don't want another song about the toxic relationship that he keeps referencing to in songs like defenceless and habit and waoyf...). For the sound, as long as he doesn't try to fit in "the indie" persona and allows himself to experiment (or not) with the sounds, i'm more than happy with anything he comes up with (fitf is proof of that). BUT ngl, i think the man has the special gift of making pop perfection, so i would love a full on poppy song à la always you. All this time, she is beauty and written all over your face are such good songs but more importantly so unique to his voice and fit his voice to PERFECTION. I mean he always sounds heavenly but all this time and waoyf are something else. For promotion, it's really naive of us to expect any good promo atp (his team sucks 😔) and i'm not really keeping up with that stuff but i think it's all about payola nowadays (which he doesn't have AT ALL) and some selective public appearances and viral segments. Those interviews with the same 5 questions (at least two of them 1 dead related. The 1dead questions NEED to be banned btw) are almost useless. Ideally, i think he should do the fun segments/ interviews with potential viral moments like that chicken shop date and hot ones (let me dream ok 🤣) and some ladbible segments, a Zach Sang interview ( i mean a long, honest interview where he talks about everything while being his funny witty self. Could be another interviewer i only mentioned Zach bc Louis seems to open up to him and he did give us two amazing interviews), an interview on his YouTube channel where he talks about the album as a whole with details about each song like the breaking down walls and fitf ones (but perferably with a different interviewer), one or two podcasts bc they're really popular rn and they do ask questions that celebrities aren't asked about often and sometimes give you a glimpse of their true personality. A couple of tv appearances with performances at late night shows. That's all that comes to my mind rn but even then, without payola and with the media blacklisting it's very hard for his music to truly reach the gp and get the smash success it deserves. Anyway, regardless of the promo he is (or not) going to get i can't wait for LT3. That's all i can do as a fan. I can never put into words how much that first listen to a new album of his mean to me 🥹. Life changing that's for sure! I look forward for this man to change my life for the third time soon (fouth if we count LIVE).

[sukirichi]

dtd is SOOOO taylor swift coded so here are some of my favourite lyrics that i think perfectly depict this series 😓😓

false god: “they say the road gets hard and you get lost when you’re led by blind faith”

don’t you: “you don’t know how much I feel I love you still so why don’t you, don’t you?”

untouchable: “you gotta, come on, come on, say that we’ll be together”

say don’t go (this one ESPECIALLY): “why’d you have to, make me love you, i said ‘i love you’, you say nothing back” my heart breaks every time 💔💔💔💔 praying for sunayn endgame

literally the whole of wildest dreams and happiness 😭💔

girl at home: “don’t look at me, you’ve got a girl at home and everybody knows that”

babe: “since you admitted it i keep picturing her lips on your neck, I can’t unsee it”

fortnight: “I love you, it’s ruining my life”

who’s afraid of little old me?: “the scandal was contained, the bullet had just grazed, at all costs keep your good name, you don’t get to tell me you feel bad”

my tears ricochet: “even on my worst day, did I deserve babe, all the hell you gave me, cuz I loved you, I swear I loved you”

guilty as sin: “what if he’s written ‘mine’ on my upper thigh only in my mind?”

you’re losing me: “and I wouldn’t marry me either, a pathological people pleaser, who only wanted you to see her” BAWLING RN 😭😭😭😭😭😭

okay on a side note your writing has CHANGED MY LIFE I swear I look forward to dtd tuesdays so much now that they’ve become one of the highlights of my week and listening to ts while reading just amplifies all the emotions felt from your writing 🫶🏻🫶🏻 im rooting for sunayn so HARD he really just deserves all the love don’t fight me pls 😓😓 sunayn will always have my heart sorry kiyo 😁

OMGGG these songs i listen to them too when writing dtd!! ESPECIALLY FALSE GOD (its so sunarin) and SAY DON’T GO!! the lyrics in say don’t go is soooo yn like don’t leave rin 😩 OMG AND wildest dreams + style for omi!! honestly for omi i only listen to the sweet songs like invisible string and you are in love but sometimes ‘the 1’ suits him so well too 🥹

PLS you’re hitting right in the feels with girl at home and babe! everytime i wanna write some angry yn scenes, i always go to the best part in babe </3 oh and fortnight oooh i love that, that was my motivation to write dtd again lmao. ALSO MY TEARS RICOCHET AND YOU’RE LOSING ME the lyrics are so!! you got them spot on nonnie 😭 and guilty as sin for omiiii will forever only be associating that man with yearning and passion! ALSO thank you so much, i’m so happy you’re looking forward to dtd tuesdays! your kind words made my day, this is so sweet, thank you 🥹🫶🏻 and sunayn endgame huh... we’ll see 👀

[chuluoyi]

noooo 😭😭 who you gonna use the s-chips on then 😭

UNHOLY BLOOD!!! It's my 1st Vampire-related manhwa and it's so good!!! Hayan is such a GIRLBOSS! I LOVE THE MAGICIAN DUDE AND HIS LION 🥹🥹🥹 But yes Euntae and Hayan's relationship was too slow I couldn't take it... But at least they had such a cute relationship at the end 🫶🏻

do you know the manga artist has a new webtoon? I'm not sure what it's called but I heard it's good! I've yet to read it myself... On another note, I love the art so much it's so unique and different from other manhwas!

And hmm few of my faves are "Death is the only end for the villainess", "No longer a heroine!", and "The Couple breaker". The last 2 are by the same artist! The 1st is a regular "I died and was reincarnated as a villainess" kind of story, BUT It has a twist! It's in an otome game instead of a storybook! Quite interesting... The 2nd is based on the life of an actress. It's pretty realistic and is a little dark... Not much romance tho...The last is really drama HAHAH It's crazy like the name says it all. As for childhood friends to lovers, I recommend "The Secret Bedroom of a Dejected Royal Daughter". It's a little bit enemies to lovers too. And it has 18+ Scenes 😁🤭 That's a bonus.

For status?! Honestly I don't get how that works LIKE you don't feel anything for him? And yeah! I agree that we definitely want the real thing. Woahh but 23 isn't that bad! Exactly I don't wanr boys I want men.

And HAHAHA don't worry bae you're not lecturing at all! I kinda like it when people give me advice.

It's not hot but it's too rainy 😭 I love the rain but I'm on school break now and I wanna go out with my friends 🫠

HAHAHAH I FEEL YOU OMG! Like its so gut-wretching and painful but IT FEELS SO GOOD TO READ!

Impulse buying HAHAH Makeup ain't Impulse buying it's a necessity 🫶🏻 WOAH 10 EPS IS A LOT- My best was like 4 eps maybe HAHAHHA

Omg You're so right my Twitter was always untouched until I started receiving notifs of Gojo being alive theories... And Gege continues toying with us till the very end...

AHHAHA To be fair I started Aot cause of Levi like PLS HE'S SO HOT idc if he's like 8cm shorter than me- But it's really ... complicated.... Too complicated for my liking...I understand where your girl friends are coming from ...

HAHAHAHA Karma hitting him hardddd

Also Karma is the guy on the screen (Gojo) coming straight home to youuuuu [If you listen to Taylor Swift you'll understand haha]

Also I flunked my excel exam... Idk why I have this module it sucks cause I'm not tech savvy... I think I aced my accounting test tho so that's good! Thanks for believing in me tho 😭😭😭 so touched rn..

We'd PAY to be Suguru's monkeys 🐒 🙈

Lmk once you read it omg I wanna know what happens I LOVE this AU it's so cute!

And hang in there, Chu!!!! You can do it!! Ik its already Saturday but still!!! Atb for next week babe!!

p.s. so sorry I took so long to reply, I'm overseas now...

-🪩

hii disco anon!! sorry for the late reply too i was just back from my weekend break!🥹

for christmas event?🥹 there must be a christmas event… right? i haven’t checked the chinese server yet but there must be! (#trust💁🏻‍♀️)

RIGHT it was so good and i’m glad i found people who also like them bcs my friends don’t seem to be interested😭 i know it’s so slowburn but the story is so great too. I KNOW I LOVE HIM TOO but wait i also forgot his name😭 but euntae is so hot i can’t—

really?! i’m looking into it now!! i really love her story and art so it must be good🤭

oooh i never have much affinity for isekai manga but now that you said it’s good then i’ll def check it out!!👀 i read no longer heroine too!! aaah that was so good i was on the edge of my seat every chapter🤧 and hey couple breaker seems interesting?? i’ll eat that up this weekend and oooh what’s that in the end👀👀 okay thank you sm for the recs!!🫶🏻

i have a rec too!! must be a happy ending! have you read it? the art is soooo majestic and the plot got me like 😩🥲🫣🤭 many times i love it so much from the start to the end!!

honestly i don’t really understand to till this day actually, but yeah she didn’t seem to like him that much because as she said it herself it was all out of “curiosity” which is a big red flag in and of itself💀 mind you not even a year later they broke up 🙄

(aww i’m glad you feel that way <3 when we’re close i tend to run off my mouth so…)

ahh school break!! i used to sleep in most of the time🤭🤭

it’s necessity for us but some boys are just too nosy *sigh* they be like “i love natural look!” and then be 🙃 when they see our bare face 😩 HAHAH yeah back when i had so much free time i spent it all on binge-watching🥲 do you have any show recs?? can be anything, even anime too!!

HAHAHHAA omg there’s this one twt account that always makes points about how gojo will live until this day 😭😭 i have accepted it by this point but evidently twitter nation is still going strong🥹

OMG SAME like i know levi but i didn’t know eren at firstt🤧🤧 he seems so cool and so fine (my bf 🙄 again at me when i mentioned that) even with one eye missing in the recent last part of aot too!!

OH YEAH I LISTEN TO HER THESE DAAAYS omg i must make a confession; her songs are the inspiration for my fics these days🥹🥹 like everything is so relatable and the tune are so easy to remember i love her songs 🫶🏻

ohmy i’m sorry🥺 i used to be sooo bad at excel (esp macros) too but ever since i’m following some yt tutorials i started getting better! and let me give you some shortcuts too:

chat gpt. believe it or not it works on codes! my friend who is a programmer cheats from chat gpt sometimes🥲 not totally recommended but it can be your last resort

excel forum. whenever i get confused regarding codes or formulas, i drop by the forum to ask. there are many kind people there! and most of their codes and formulas work too

whaa accounting!! i used to be so bad at it like i would tear my hair out to find “why are they not balanced?!” 😭😭 i love science subjects better🥹 and aw you’re welcome!!

i haven’t read the bakerlon card yet but i will tonight!! will update you once i do!!🥹

awww thank youuu disco anon!!😭🫶🏻 you’re so sweet thank you for interacting with me!!! and it’s totally okay! waaa i hope you enjoy your vacation!!✨

[so2uv]

you're tuning into the jj radio show.. here are some sort-of monthly roundups!!! (but kind of last months too its only been september for like 2 weeks). idk if any of them will be ur thing but i hope u like at least one out of the 10 i picked >_^

3005, childish gambino. god. this is just the song ever for me i cant explain why i love it so much i just DO. sol.. to be honest.. i'll right by ur side til 3005. ITS JSUT SOOOO.

追われてる, soul scream. INCREDIBLE!!! THIS IS REAL MUSIC!!! THIS IS CRAZYYYY. OWARETERU ❗ OWARETERU 💢 OWARETERUU 💥 like some people wouldnt even get it for real.

make luv, brent faiyaz. CRUSHING something in my hands right now. IDK HOW HE DOES ITTTT when he makes sth good he makes sth GOOD do u get me. i might explode.

100,000 - unfinished, jai paul. shoving this song into the hands of anyone who'll listen. every time i listen to this song i think the “And when you think you know what I know / A hundred thousand light years to go” near the end wont hit as hard because i've sort of built up a resistance to it and then it SHOOTS ME IN THE HEADDD. too good.

trick me, kelis. the tasty (2003) album gets me INSANE there is not a singular miss on there for me. and this song... oh its so bad rn. im obsessed with it. like im going crazy. Hepl!

1 thing, amerie. i hear this song and suddenly i can sing i can dance and i can walk in 6-inch heels! and also this isnt that relevant to the song but her hair on the touch album cover.. IT EATS IDEK

two moons, exo-k. you might've heard this before but if not IT NEEDS TO BE HEARDDDD this is literally one of my fave exo songs.

the 7th sense, nct u. you might've heard this too sorry 😓😓 BUT HOW CAN I NOT SUGGEST THIS LIKE ? changed my life forever. when mark lee said “uh, and that's a long-ass ride” i think some part of me just passed away. that IS a long ass ride. 1 thing mark lee's never gonna do is lie!!

taking what's not yours, tv girl. THIS SONG IS SO FUNNYYY. and also very good. BUT ITS SO PETTY LIKE STOP I GIGGLE EVERY TIME I LISTEN 😭 “Ooh, I still have your lighter / Ooh, I still have your book” LIKE HE SOUNDS SO ANNOYING LMFAOO

iii. telegraph ave, childish gambino. had to start and end w him!!! again HOW IS HE SO CRAZY LIKE THISSS. got me moving and floating and ascending and dying. its serious. i love it.

and thats it! like i said i hope u like at least 1 ☹️ THIS WAS FUN I RLY ENJOYED TYPING OUT MY SILLY LITTLE THOUGHTS.. but i will shut up now LOL. time for you to switch to a different station, because the jj radio show is over!! (LMAOO OK ROLEPLAY)

3005: not bad not bad! rap isn't my favourite genre but the lyricism is great and it's honestly really nice to listen to while staring out a window :DD

追われてる: the intro was funky in a good way! love the rhythm and it's catchy in a way that has me bobbing along to it.

make luv: not really my vibe but the chorus is enjoyable. smth id put on my fic writing playlist ngl 👍

100,000 - unfinished: THE SWITCH UP AT THE BEGINNING AYOOO??! from the heavy rap to sudden vocals then merging the two is so 😩😩 i love the vibes of it. “a hundred thousand light years to go” ‼️‼️‼️‼️ i love how the words are staggered; it’s jerky the speech but it works so well

trick me: again, the song itself isn't for me specifically but the lyricism is to die for. "freedom to us has always been a trick // freedom to you has always been who ever landed on your dick" LIKE HELLO??? YES I LOVE THIS audibly went "ooooh" when i heard it. the rap is amazing too

1 thing: ok the intro ok it's nice its nice. OOH THE VOCALS I LIKE THIS TBH it's so fun??! if i weren't hacking my lungs out id totally get up and dance very badly to this (pretend like im an edit or like part of a clip compilation or smth yes yes)

two moons: the beginning is very cool, i like the beat and the rapping! ok when it picks up around 0:59 and they start saying two moons and stuff 💥💥💥 honestly did not expect to like this as much as i actually do :00 added it to my main playlist too 😼😼

the 7th sense: "OPEN YOUR EYES" OMG I LOVE THE CHORUS like my eyes are open and im sat. I GET WHAT YOU MEAN WITH THE MARK LINE!!!! nah ok this is going on the main playlist bc yes.

taking what’s not yours: THIS??? SLAPS??? i don't listen to enough tv girl shit i should be- the beat is such a good walking song i will climb a mountain listening to this. “ooh, i still have your lighter // ooh, i still have your book // ooh i still have everything you bought, but you never took” this right here. makes me want to- *explodes*

iii. telegraph ave: OMG THE DROP thought this was going to be a slower song but. the shift. the switch up 😫

omg this was fun!! pls music recs are amazing i love getting them

[onlyseokmins]

Lads anon back again and I’m having too much fun lmao. I thought the pining and longing was bad with Zayne, Caleb is probably the worst of the bunch and I am kicking my feet/crying over here at every interaction. In these dire times I need me a freak obsessed with me like that idc

Hi lads nonny <3 LISTEN idc what anyone says about his red flags!! I'm soooo color blind and invested and living my bestest life. When I say friends to lovers, when I want a childhood friends to lovers done right -

I have to say infold slayed pretty hard with his characterization 😩 I was mildly concerned about his debut but likeeeee was not let down. The way they combined the trailers with his various lines from different cards too was pretty slay.

I just got his level 51 affinity call and cried at his question (won't spoil it rn haha) 😭 I finished almost all his tender moments too and they were so good? Stage Observer was among my top 3 favorite visually and it did not disappoint. And his secret times had me twirling my hair... I have to go through the other boys soon too but like *sits down* I saw someone on here say he makes you feel absolutely wanted, how he's for the eldest sibling/only child who wanted someone to look out for them, ugh SO TRUE. I love how expressive his eyes are, like you can see the incredible yearning especially in Hidden Waves and Rain's Embrace. Like he's a smart, physically adept man who will cook for you and do anything for you. Okay maybe he wants to lock you up for himself but idrc OKAY 😂

[salaciousslut]

How has your day been so far, sweetheart?<3 also im ngl sometimes when i listen to Igual Que Un Ángel by Kali Uchis i think of you🫣

I'd trust you with my life if i ever blacked out tbh! I dont trust many people around me when im drunk but you give off a really safe feeling so if it were just us two i would maybe over do it on the alcohol 🫣 the thought of being hung over is so scary to me tbh!! I never wanna be hung over! And if i drink on an empty stomach im fucked like im just real drunk off one shot its not fair 🙄 i hope you'd have fun with us if you got drunk with us!! but im ngl i think i was a lil weird last night due to unfortunately getting a bit horny but y'know thats life😩 im just glad my friends werent able to tell cause that's between me and whoever i wanna tell. Normally though we are just big dorks abour anime, movies, and random tv shows, and i cant shut up about music half the time. 🤭

Im the same way!! i just unfortunately occasionally have some like autism/adhd moments where suddenly ive focused too much on trying to actively listen and end up not listening, so if i ask you to repeat yourself a few times its either bc of that or the fact that my audio processing stuff is kinda crazy at times. But i know i'll enjoy hearing you talk<3

Tease me as much as you want to<3 and by all means go ahead and be a menace. Either way im gonna end up with my fingers inside you🥰 i wanna make you melt, i wanna see just how much you need someone inside of you<33

Its sweet that you wanna spoil me<3 like it feels like a crime that youre calling me kind when you keep talking about taking care of me and spoiling me and im just saying nice things. Like i should be taking care of you, youre the princess here sweetheart<3 and i swear to you im thriving under any circumstance, the universe wakes me up every morning by gently kissing my eyelids hehe🤭

I hope to show you my smile and see yours, i dunno how you feel about video calls, but maybe when im comfy with it and if youre comfy with it (and after ive been in your dms a little while) we can do a lil video call! Just an innocent little hang out between a butch and a pretty girl<3 I'll let you know if you feed it too much in that case, I could use a lil more confidence just not too much. I can teeter on the edge of entitlement if i let it go too far, and i hate who i am when i act entitled like that version of me is such a dick and not even in a hot way.

its been okay, ive been studying all day because i have a big exam on monday which is soooo boring but im trying my best! and omg i just listened to the song and its so pretty!! im really honored that you think of me 🥺☺️ ive listened to a few of kali uchis stuff and its sooo good!!

aww yes i take care of my people!! im the mom friend so i gotta make sure everyone is alive and safe! but hehe i hope u werent horny because of me 🫣 if it was then oopsies sorry babe! and i love big lil dorks!! im a lil nerd myself so i totally understand!!

its okay i know what u mean! i have auditory processing issues too but im very understanding and well always do as asked so u never have to worry being around me!

ahh youre soo swoon worthy, i want you inside me now!!!! 🥺

youre saying nice things because you are nice and kindhearted! plus i just like seeing other happy!! and we can take care of each other!! none of that one way shit!!! its give and take!! hehe im kissing u on the nose and temple rn 😘

yes yes i love video calls, im the type who if u give me permission to call u whenever, ill learn ur schedule and just ft out of the blue bc i miss ur face and presence. i know how u feel tho so please take ur time!! hehe handsome butch and a pretty princess on the phone is too powerful tho, everyone else needs to watch out

okay i understand!! but dont be too hard on yourself okay? u deserve good things

[sungbeam]

XNONIE PRESENT!!

ok beam i didn't read ur jacob fic yet b/c i saw that u posted an eric one... & i KNOW that the jacob one goes first but eric is eric so i'll read it laaaater (i'm kinda busy rn)

I WANTED TO REPLY TO U AFTER READING UR TBZ STUFF & LISTENING TO THE SONGS U LISTED!! i really loved listening to ur song recs! i got to a majority of the songs u wrote down & as of now i'm a "she's the boss" fan!! i can't wait to get into them more <3

also ur racer changmin writings... i'm a little feral.

how have u been beam?? & how was quantumania?? (idk if i asked that yet so if i did... pretend i didnt <3) i'm gonna watch it w/ my cousin when we link up this march soooo no spoilers please!

ithinki'llexposemyselfafterreadingurjacobfici'mreallydebatingit

OMG XNONIE BESTIE WELCOME BACK !!!

LOL SKFNKSJF DONT EVEN WORRY ABT IT 💀 take ur time bro that's a lot of wordage so i completely understand, plus uni is an absolute butthole akfnksnf but yeah read them in whichever order u like !! they're meant to be able to stand alone, and the plots aren't completely dependent on each other either so all good ✨✨ just very excited for u to read them!! ☺️☺️

AHHHHH UR A SHES THE BOSS FAN HONESTLY AS U SHOULD ‼️‼️ she's the boss is SUCH a banger dude 😩🙏🏼 so glad u enjoyed my recs :'))) i have not been able to watch a lot of the content they've been feeding us w, but if u ever get severely wrecked by one or all of them, pls do feel free to drop the simpery into my inbox 🤲🏼🤲🏼 we can be not normal abt these dudes together LOL

WAHHAHHAHAHA U READ THE RACER CHANGMIN AUS ???? SEE U GET IT RIGHT THE APPEAL CUZ HES BEEN WRECKING ME FOR AWHILE NOW. i literally have a whole plot figured out and as soon as i'm done w stupid finals, i'm diving straight back into writing (hopefully)

ahhh i've been okay :') good days and bad ofc how have u been ?? <3 hope uni's not kickin ur ass too hard and i hope all is well or at least okay !! I HAVE NOT WATCHED QUANTUMANIA YET I'M WATCHING IT ONCE I GO HOME IN MARCH FOR SPRING BREAK SO DONT U WORRY BESTIE I AINT SPOILING NOTHING FOR U TRUST EXCUSEMEURGONNADOWHATAFTERREADINGTHEJACOBFIC?!?!

[chryzure-archive]

i want you to know that as soon as i finish reading the book i’m reading rn i’m FINALLY going to finish the caraval series, i’ve been putting it off for way too long 😭 I’VE ADDED SO MANY OF YOUR RECOMMENDATIONS TO MY TO BE READ LIST… i want to read the cruel prince and the bone witch as well :3 (at least… i think that’s what it’s called???? IF I’M NOT RIGHT THAT’S A LITTLE EMBARRASSING). but i am humbly extending my own recommendation in case you haven’t read it yet… six of crows. if i tried to describe everything i like abt it we’d be here all day but i feel like it’d be up your alley ^_^ AS FOR MUSIC… what artist have you been listening to a lot lately? what are your fave tamino songs? :3

IM SO EXCITED FOR YOU TO READ IT 👀👀👀 cannot wait for you to meet mistress luck, PLEASE, i need someone to understand my obsession with her 😩 she’s soooo pretty and cool and i wish she were a more important character, ESP SINCE SHE WAS APPARENTLY JACKS’S BESTIE???? why’D WE JST DITCH HER, THEY WERE LITERALLY HOUSEMATES……..

also also also YOU’LL LOVE THE CRUEL PRINCE, i jst KNOW IT. cardan’s such a little bitch and jude’s seething all the time 🖤🖤🖤 i love them. also i have a chrysijacks au for it and i need ppl to understand that it’s actually VERY romantic that chrysi literally kills jacks in that au. i swear it is.

YEAH HEAH YEAH, ITS THE BONE WITCH AND JFKSKCJFKDKSJCJDJDJDDJSMKSKFSKXN SCREAMING CRYING YELLING ETC ETC…… I LOVE THAT SERIES SM, i know i’d already reread it earlier this year BUT i’ve been thinking of rereading it again 😭😭😭it’s jst SO GOOD.

i haven’t gotten the chance to read it, but 👀👀👀 it sounds REALLY good, plus my therapist also recommended i read it, so i’m getting this recommendation frm two ppl i trust w my life. i shall read it as soon as i get my hands on a copy 🥰 (side note: my therapist, who loved six of crows, also loved the bone witch, so 👀 do w that what you will!!!!) BUT YES, I SHALL READ IT SO WE CAN TALK ABT IT TOGETHER. IN DEPTH. i will go to the bookstore this friday to purchase it 😌

HAHA, MOSTLY TAMINO…… yeah, mostly tamino 🤧 him and isaac dunbar, actually!!!! i have ear worms for both of them, even tho they are both VERY different vibes.

FAV TAMINO SONGS ARE:

w.o.t.h (of COURSE, how can i not be obsessed w this song?? i’ve been listening to it nonstop 🖤)

chambers (SO GOOD, same level as w.o.t.h 😭)

cigar !!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMFG I LOVE CIGAR. the way he sings “right then, she kisses my skin/i don’t know what this is or where to begin” *SCREAMING INTO MY HANDS*

fascination. of course 🖤

tummy is so fun :)

seasons…. i love seasons sm.

PERSEPHONE…… juno was stunned i’d never heard it, but it’s an obsession now :)

crocodile!!!!!!!

indigo night, i mean. i mean. come on.

every pore………. WHEW!!!

habibi !!

the first disciple!!

admittedly, i need to listen to more (i am staring enviously at my friend’s tamino vinyl collection 💔💔💔) but i feel like i’d disintegrate on the spot if i listened to tamino for too long because i love his voice too much 😭

[kissofbelladonna]

what’s ur fav songs rn :-)

omg hi, so i have a lot so im only going to do my top 10(ish) so in no particular order and also why or how:

head over heels - tears for fears : so i have always loved this song because my dad loves 80s music but i recently rewatched donnie darko and so it lit my love for it again, as well as this one obi wan kenobi edit on tiktok

caminando - isadora : it has such a happy melody but it's actually quite sad if you know the lyrics. i like to view it more as hopeful, the singer is just waiting (walking) for the right one :)

government hooker - lady gaga : this is definitely tiktok's fault. it's all over my fyp and i am obsessed with every bit of the song from the beat, the lyrics, to her voice 😩 although, originally, i heard it from an anakin and padmé edit a month or two ago...

science vs. romance - rilo kiley : love love love this song so much. i scream it in my car every morning on my way to work skdkkskd shout-out to my friend aaliyah who introduced it to me

on the deck of a spanish sailing ship - songs for a new world : this musical but specifically this song has had me in a chokehold. it's such a heavy song that it stays with you. you listen to it and begin to out yourself in the singer's shoes and feel horrified because this is something very real. i cry almost everytime i listen to it.

i only have eyes for you - the flamingos : this song is hauntingly beautiful and i literally listened to it on repeat for three days straight for hours at a time skfjskdks

can't take my eyes off you - frankie valli : this song is an all time favorite of mine!!! i actually danced my father-daughter dance with this song for my quince 💞

contra la corriente - marc anthony : ive known this song for years but for some reason it's been the only song i can listen to while i write this one not quite fix it star wars fic but considering the lyrics, it makes sense!

little girl blue and the battle envy - skating polly : this song really resonated with me the first time i heard it. a while ago, i felt like i most most of my autonomy and the song touches on that topic so it's a favorite for now!

i love you for all seasons - the fuzz : this song reminds me of my mom and i love my mom so thus it's a favorite. literally anything by the fuzz is my favorite simply because i associate it with her 🥰

dream boy / dream girl - johnny o. : this song slays in every single manner. it's soooo good. when i listen to it, they're actually singing about one person and not each other so it's actually about someone who identifies as both a girl and boy. funny story actually, i actually thought that's what the song was talking about when i was a child. i should've known i was under that trans umbrella when i thought that LMFAO

one more hour - tame impala : i heard this song again very recently and actually listened to the lyrics and immediately assigned it to anakin skywalker so now it's a favorite of mine <3

[wyldwon]

…”…. First I want to acknowledge Enu Monay for giving me the courage to post this! Thank you Queen for speaking on your journey in reclaiming sacred sexuality! 🙏❤️🤗

Please go read her post and show her love! Because what she wrote is HUUUUGGGEEE medicine!

Ok, so let me just say holy shit do I struggle with sacred sexuality.

I was told as a tiny child into her teen years

“You’re a whore just like your Mother.”

Raped the very first time having sex.

Failed marriages/relationships that encompassed this narrative that I’m just a whore so I should take what I can get.

“Because girls like you…”

All the years of abuse because

“Damn that pussy.”

“You’re just so sexy.”

“I gotta feel you inside.”

As a small child I watched a woman bend men to her like a child playing with a daisy. I learned how to batt my eyes and smile real wide in order to make men feel like men. I mean that was my grandmothers message to me:

You can make a man feel like a man without ever putting your lips on him.

Fuck! I was 5 when she started telling me those things. Grooming me to be whatever she wanted. And there was no one there to stop her.

I learned that sexuality was a weapon that I could use or it could be used against me. And if I didn’t want it to be used then I needed to be the first to strike. Strike fast and strike hard.

And that never worked out for me. That mentality never agreed with my system so I experienced many years of pain and suffering.

Needless to say, I have no fucking clue what sacred sexuality truly is. I didn’t even know it was a thing until I started taking peeks into some of the YouTube videos from Sabrina. Tbh they’ve freaked me out. Lol

I have a hard time listening and sitting with it. Because there’s still soooo much hurt underneath the surface.

I’ve had tears, rage, wilin out, insomnia, peace, calm, and major fatigue trying to dive into this whole concept of sexuality. Of the Sacred Prostitute.

Which btw when I had heard that a while ago I threw my shoe at the screen and told Sabrina to fuck alllllll the way! I love you woman! I was just totally scared shitless 😩😩🙋‍♀️

Now I’m leaning into it. Leaning into what that actually means and feels like for me.

I’m not through this process yet. I know there’s still some layers to go. But right now, I feel sooooooo good about me. About my past (that actually has nothing to do with this rn moment)!

So beautiful and wild. I’m curious to know more. Understand at the deepest level. Explore all of what this sacred sexuality is.

And to walk in all of who I am….”….