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smokedanced · 1 year
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garrus as a war prisoner held by humans in a first contact war/relay 314 incident au
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thelikesoffinn · 9 months
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been thinking about it lately and Ascended Astarion = Dead Dove content and I'm not sure that's really understood, even by the writers. when I finally got around to the character I decided to ascend him with, I was SUPREMELY disappointed by the conversations options following it. it seemed like the dialogue choices were trying to push the narrative on my character that they made this choice w/o considering the consequences and they are bound to regret it. the closest I could get to answering his question of "why did u let me go thru w it?" was "I wanted u to be powerful".
but with that character? my accept Bhaal durge? that isn't the reasoning. at all. (related: "what do u want as a reward?" "ur body" was the closest answer my character could give. otherwise I'd've answered "murder :))")
for context, this run was born of a conversation w my friend discussing supposed content no one had seen bc "no one's that evil". we thought, what's more evil than killing literally every npc? I failed the conceit of the challenge immediately bc I can't handle senseless animal cruelty in my games. killing children? fine (u need a mod to do this in BG3, but I am thankfully plenty delighted to use mods), killing a neutral animal npc? no can do.
so I started this durge (they are the only character that can come close to "killing" Gale with that first interaction) run with the intention of killing everyone except Shadowheart (only a cleric of Shar can truly kill Aylin) and Astarion (bc I need to smooch him). (and there is a mod for playing an origin character as durge, which would have meant playing as Shadowheart, but I MUST smooch Astarion and I don't tend to do het or female romances, unless I'm forced to (*sighs dreamily* oh, Garrus Vakarian). I'm just not interested in that set of equipment in that way, so may as well just make a durge dude.) somehow something went wonky and Halsin ended up joining us and I was so perplexed I just allowed him to stay. (he's meant to attack if u destroy the grove but free him anyway, but instead he just showed up that night and went straight into his Moonrise spiel. is it bc the wolf Silver never aggro'd me and thus survived???) so I fixed the Shadow Curse all while killing every single humanoid and hostile animal in acts 1 & 2. including Thaniel, which makes Halsin's talks later in act 3 of getting news from Thaniel and the Grove hysterical. idk what I did but I sure as hell broke this poor man.
(on a related note, Halsin will give out to u when u accept Bhaal, but will still give u the "u have exceeding my expectations, also we should bang" in the same conversation. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT IT'S DARKLY FUNNY.)
in the conversation when Astarion is expressing surprise that u let him go thru w it, my durge is just like, yes my motivation is that I like to kill ppl :))). it's not a sex thing for him (that is separate from the murder!), but he's still fine w the outcome. yes, Astarion looks down on him, but that's fine! he's allowed to be wrong about that, durge doesn't care. so long as Astarion lets him kill ppl he genuinely just does not give a shit.
(I actually had the idea that if Halsin were to ever rediscover his morals and tried to leave he'd ask Astarion to turn him so Halsin would not have a choice. as I said, this durge *does not fucking care*.)
this is probably the only character I will play that would let Astarion ascend bc I enjoy dead dove SOMETIMES, but not always or in large doses, but I get so few dialogue options that convey that in an rp sense! I don't think the writers/devs REALLY took that into consideration, sometimes. like, yeah, there are going to be ppl making fucked up choices but surely no one would go THIS far! for THIS reason! honey, u need to look up the Dead Dove tag on AO3, there are absolutely ppl making choices for those fucked up reasons.
(and I understand the whole "this confirms to Astarion about sex yadda yadda". even if that's not Tav/Durge motivation, that's how ASTARION would *interpret* it.)
(oh yes, and also, don't let Orin abduct Yenna. it doesn't matter whether u find out in camp or the sewers, Grub will not survive. I was devastated. if I'd known, I would have made sure Halsin was available for her, but she won't abduct a party member or someone ur romancing.)
long story short, I want to play a durge that even ascended Astarion finds unsettling. that's the dream.
Hello there, duck!
Your run sounds delightfully evil! I wish I could play one of those, haha, but I'm too soft hearted. My one evil run with my durge Salira was ended before even entering the grove because I felt horrible after getting rid of Gales hand! Seriously, I can barely take killing the squirrel as durge, and I always save Alfira because I feel horrendous otherwise!
(Fun fact, on all five runs I've done Yenna just vanished at some point and grubs was left standing in my camp, which was like...eh?)
And yes, Halsin is always somewhat of an issue, isn't he? He's just running around, causing mayhem in peoples games because he seems slightly bugged out, haha. I had one run, where he wouldn't go to the spot where we save Thaniel because he joined the fight against Marcus at Last Light and somehow got stuck, for some reason. Same run, none of his vocals would play, which was also very interesting. Everybody would make noise when they climbed or got hurt but Halsin was always silent and just there! And in another run the dude really straight up hated me - he was so mean and snappy, I swear to god he wanted my Durge dead - and then he suddenly went: "Hey you're super cool and strong and I just want to gently fuck you beneath the moonlight if you'll let me" and I was like: Say what.
Regarding the dead Dove: I've talked to people of Discord before, and some of them mentioned something similar a couple of times, but personally, I do think the writers actually knew what they were doing here!
Of course, I do agree that it relies heavily on the regret notion and that it somewhat shoehorns you into a certain narrative corner, I noticed that too when I was ascending him for research - I hated doing that, but all for the asks, haha - but I thought it was really fitting for what it is!
The bad ending, that is. I know we all somewhat forget that because of how people view him as a character, but ascension is the bad ending. Even on an evil run, where your character may have considered all options, it is very likely that Tav hasn't accounted for one very important part of being a true vampire.
The obsession.
It's still somewhat mild in the game, though definitely there, but it will only get stronger as time goes on, and it will probably get to the point that the only escape is death. Either his or Tav's. So, in the end, ascension will come with an armload of regret and the writers were making sure we know that.
And, on top of that, even if we let him ascend in a pursuit for power - or in in your durge's special case: murder :) - we still cast spawn Astarion aside because he doesn't fit our needs, thus making it very clear to him that who he is isn't enough and his behaviour is the price we now pay.
It's pretty much the same with all the other companions as well - justiciar Shadowheart and ascended Lae'zel, for example. However, it doesn't bother us as much, because we have different expectations towards ascended Astarion than, for example, dark justiciar Shadowheart. We don't expect a positive narrative here, a narrative where becoming shady-shar's loyal subject isn't an objectively dumb decision to make, so we don't mind the dead dove as much. It's exactly what we've been expecting - and Aylin even warned us how Shadowheart would change upon becoming a dark justiciar - so yepp. This went exactly how we thought it would and this is what we wanted.
Astarion, however, is a somewhat special case, because his bad ending is, by far, the one that gets the most romanticised. He's so heavily romanticised by so many, that the bad parts nearly start to fade, even with those who don't like the ascended ending. It becomes just 'the other ending', if you will.
And yet, it's still the bad ending.
Ascension is the bad ending for a character that we've somewhat given up on. That we misunderstood so deeply, mayhaps, that we traded his entire being for power and, quite frankly, beauty. We showed him that he isn't enough, we let the boy run and hide the only way he knew how and now we're faced with the consequences and yes, it's really dead dove but...what did we expect?
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mun questions.
i’ve gotten some ooc questions lately, so i decided to just answer them all together in one post!
Does this blog do MAs?
I’d be open to it, sure! Whether or not I accept depends on my mood though, but I like the idea of having MAs be kind of mini-events that we can have in between the major ones! I will draw the line at any sexual MAs though.
If I’m in the mood to do an MA, I’ll definitely put out a call for it!
How mun feel about mpreg?
It’s not my cup of tea, sorry!
Do you do rps?
I used to, but I don’t anymore. I find running an ask blog to be less stressful, funnily enough ^^
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Thank you, anon~!
So Edith is Nyo England, if I understood correctly. Has Gilbert met any other of the nyotalias ? What is his relationship with them if yes?
Do you mind me asking what exactly Arthur and Edith personify, if there are two of them?
I think I can answer both of these questions in one go! So in my canon, the nyotalias don’t exist in the same way as they do in regular canon, in a sense that not every nation has a direct female counterpart. And I also have to mention that Edith is my sister’s OC and the way Arthur is characterized is also based on her headcanons!
Edith and Arthur technically represent two different things: Arthur is England proper and Edith used to represent East Anglia back in the days when the Isles were stilled ruled by the Heptarchy. Nowadays, they both officially go under the name ‘British Empire’ for simplicity’s sake.
There’s a lot more that goes on with that but the only thing you need to know is that they are a messy pair of siblings who get along only on a professional level because there are wounds that run deep there. And that while Arthur considers himself to be the ‘official’ rep (as in the one that handles all the official political / military functions because he’s the man), Edith is really the one who pulls strings from the background, sets up negotiations, responds to dignitaries, etc. One of the first pieces of advice Reiner gave to Gilbert as a new kingdom is that if he wanted to get something done right away, he should write directly to Edith.
Reiner and Edith are also pretty chill with each other and mutually bond over memories of being wild children before the church came along.
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THE MEGA RP PLOTTING SHEET / MEME
First and foremost, recall that no one is perfect, we’ve all witnessed some plotting once which didn’t go too well, be it because of ourselves or our partner. So here, have this, which may help for future plotting. It’s a lot, yes, but perhaps give your partners some insight?       Anyway BOLD what fully applies, italicize if only somewhat
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tagged by @deivorous​ tagging: Everyone
Mun Name: Onyx  Age: 25  Contact: Discord
Character(s) I rp: Kaien Shiba, Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez, Meranni Mahariel, Drea Hawke, River Hawke, Caius Cousland, Dane Trevelyan, Castille Lavellan, Taeros Lavellan, Akio Matsuda, Misty Shephard, Cameron Shephard, Keith Kogane, Kuron, Matt Holt, Garrus Vakarian Which muse(s) inspires you the most atm?(At the moment): the Shephards Current Fandom(s): Bleach, Dragon Age, Mass Effect, Voltron Fandom(s) you have an AU for: Not many My language(s): English Themes I’m interested in for rp: Fantasy / Science fiction / Horror / Western / Romance / Thriller / Mystery / Dystopia / Adventure / Modern / Erotic / Crime / Mythology / Classic / History / Renaissance / Medieval / Ancient / War / Family / Politics / Religion / School / Adulthood / Childhood / Apocalyptic / Gods / Sport / Music / Science / Fights / Angst / Smut / Drama / etc. Themes/Genres you have an AU for: Not all of them need aus
Preferred Thread length: one-liner / 1 para / 2 para / 3+ / novella. Asks can be sent by: Mutuals / Non-Mutuals / Personals / Anons. Can Asks be continued?:   YES / NO    only by Mutuals?:  YES / NO. Preferred thread type: crack / casual nothing too deep / serious / deep as heck.
Is realism / research important for you in certain themes?:   YES / NO. Are you atm open for new plots?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS. Do you handle your draft / ask - count well?:  YES / NO / SOMEWHAT. How long do you usually take to reply?:  24h / 1 week / 2 weeks / 3+ / months / years. I’m okay with interacting: original characters / a relative of my character (an oc) / duplicates (haven’t tried, no opinion yet) / my fandom / crossovers / multi-muses / self-inserts / people with no AU verse for my fandom / canon-divergent portrayals / AU-versions (as main or only verse). Do you post more ic or ooc?: IC / OOC. Are you selective with following others?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS.  
Best ways to approach you for rp/plotting: Literally like a starter call, jump into my askbox, I’m not a scary person.
What expectations do you hold towards your plotting partner: Legit follow my rules and be nice to each other, I’m not a hard person to get along with.
How do you usually plot with others, do you give input or leave most work towards your partner?: Throw stuff at each other until we find an idea we can both agree on.
When a partner drops the thread, do you wish to know?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS. - And why?: Because I track threads through rpthreadtracker and I gotta know when to remove threads from the tracker. - Will you tell your partner?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS.
Is communication in the rpc important to you?  YES / NO. - And why?: Because it’s important to get to know rp partners and feel comfortable going to them about anything. Whether it’s wanting to ship with them or even just wanting to let them know that there’s a problem in threads or anything. Avoiding problems is the start of issues with rpers and can lead to unnecessary drama. 
- Are you okay with absolute honesty, even if it may means hearing something negative about you and/or portrayal?: I prefer it.
- Do you think you can handle such a situation in a mature way?  YES / NO.
Why do you rp again, is there a goal?: This is a hobby, I like getting to know my partners and my muses. I learn new things about them in new and different situations.
Wishlist, be it plots or scenarios: I don’t really do wishlists of my own? If someone has an au idea they want to thread with me it’s as easy as saying “Hey I have an idea I want to see about threading with you.”
Some specific characters I really want to develop relationships with include:
All of them
What Type of Starters do you prefer?: Set everything up so that I am able to respond.
What Type of Starters do dislike, can’t work with?:Don’t give me something like “___ Was a bitch. She was such a bitch that no one liked her.” I once got a reply like that but it was a full ass paragraph of sentences like that. I won’t respond to anything like that at all.
What type of characters catch your interest the most?: Soft bois.. sometimes the rough guys with soft hearts. Really it depends on muses. I don’t care about the muses personality as long as I’m cmomfortable with the mun.
What type of characters catch your interest the least?: uhh honestly it depends if I can connect or the mun and I don’t talk, I can’t really write with others that well. 
What are your strong aspects as rp partner?: Angst, I can do that asleep. I am also decent at fluff.
What are your weak aspects as rp partner?: I don’t know? I haven’t really been told anything I need to work on? 
Do you rp smut?:  YES / NO / UNKNOWN. Do you prefer to go into detail?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS. Are you okay with black curtain?:  YES / NO. - When do you rp smut? More out of fun or character development?: I don’t.
- Anything you would not want to rp there?: I keep it light on triggers. IF I have anything even remotely triggering come up on an rp it’s usually tagged immediately. Are ships important to you?:  YES / NO. ( I don’t know what this question means?) I don’t need to ship, but I have fun with it!
Would you say your blog is ship-focused?:  YES / NO
.Do you use read-mores?:  YES / NO / SOMETIMES... Only if things get suggestive. Which is Incredibly rare with me.
Are you:  Multi-Ship / exclusive multi ship / Single-Ship / Dual-Ship  —  Multiverse / Singleverse
- What do you love to explore the most in your ships?: the dynamics of the ship? Watching the muses grow?
- What is your smut tag?: I use EC // more than anything
Are you okay with pre-established relationships?: YES / NO. - And what kind of ones?: Acquaintances of circumstance, Rivals, Enemies, Allies, Sibling like, Fracción, Parental, Ex, Employee/Employer, Significant Other (tentatively)
► SECTION ABOUT YOUR MUSE.
- What could possibly make your Muse interesting towards others, why should they rp with this particular character of yours now, what possible plots do they offer?:
Because they want to? Not because of anything I say?
- What interests your Muse(s) in general: Depends on the muse
- What do they desire, is their goal?: Depends on the muse
- What catches their interest first when meeting someone new?: Depends on the muse
- What do they value in a person?:   Depends on the muse
- What themes do they like talking about?: Depends on the muse
- Which themes bore them?: Depends on the muse
- Did they ever go through something traumatic?:   Depends on the muse
- What could possibly trigger them?: Depends on the muse
- What could set them off, enrage them?: Depends on the muse
- Is there someone /-thing they hate?: Depends on the muse
- Is there someone /-thing they love?: Depends on the muse
Is your Muse easy to approach?: YES / NO (???) - Best ways to approach them?: Depends on the muse - Where are they usually to be found?: Depends on the muse
Something you may still want to point out about your muse?: Depends on the muse
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streetsteel · 5 years
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Hello ‘t is I c: – [accepting]
💙 - Are there any muses you’ve been considering trying out?
Many! Many, many, many. Some I’m considering going back to, some I almost made blogs for… If I have to name only one, though…
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MY BOY GARRUS VAKARIAN. I love him so much, he’s got such a cool character arc and I’d love to RP him. Though I have no idea of what the Mass Effect RPC even looks like and that’s scary.
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tyvani · 7 years
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Tag Game
Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 10 blogs!
tagged by @girlhugger​ (No, I did not forget all about this >_>)
Name: Lara Nicknames: L, Tomb Raider, Lara Croft, Squirtle (v new) Gender/Pronouns: Cis Female / She/Her Star Sign: Gemini Height: 5’4″ Time: 8:40 PM (Upon starting this) Birthday: June 14th Favorite Bands: Brick + Mortar, Daft Punk (does this count?), Fleet Foxes, Evanescence, Musafir, Studio Killers, The Ink Spots, Three Days Grace (I don’t actively listen to a lot of bands /: ) Favorite Solo Artists: Eptic, Habstrakt, Kendrick Lamar, Madonna, Odesza, Pogo, Rihanna, Róisín Murphy, Skrillex, Solar Fields Song Stuck in your Head: None specifically right now, actually Last Show: Ghost Adventures Why did you create your blog? I did it to follow a Garrus Vakarian blog, after I’d just beaten Mass Effect 2 and fallen in love with the game (and him) What do you post? Personally post? Primarily just my own thoughts, complaints about my life, etc. I reblog TONS of fandom stuff, though. Lots of art, some current events. Just... so much stuff. Last thing you googled? roisin murphy (I don’t know how to make accents on a keyboard) Other Blogs: I have my creative blog for my art and writing, I have a NSFW blog now that pretty much just gets nice NSFW art reblogged to it, I have a couple URLs saved that I wasn’t sure if I wanted to use, had a couple RP blogs that are both retired, and then one other blog AO3: ElementCrystal Do you get asks? Not regularly, but I get pleasant surprised every once in a while :) How did you get the idea for your URL? It was a name I made up a long time ago, and I continued to use it to give myself a neutral name people couldn’t make fun of me for (since it doesn’t mean anything) I Follow: 239 Followers: 399 Average Hours of Sleep: 5-7 hours Lucky Number: eh...? Instruments: It had been the flute, but I’m long out of practice. It was never a passion. What are you wearing? T-shirt, leggings, and pajama pants. Dream Job: Successful Author Dream Trip: A multi-week-long trip to Japan Favorite Food: Cheesecake Significant Other: Nope. I still need me-time. Last Book I Read: oof... I’m so bad about actually reading books anymore. It was either Kamikaze Girls or Mockingjay Top 3 Fictional Universes: Mass Effect, The Elder Scrolls, Steven Universe (based on universes I would actually enjoy being a part of) I tag @personeh, @deanmaka, @zenjestrr, @llamasgotoheaven, @athemys, @roaminromans, @princesstsuka (three short of 10, but I’m not sure who else to tag at present that would be comfortable with me doing so)
And, of course, none of you have any obligation to do this
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macgyvertape · 8 years
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Thoughts on Trooper Act 1: or what is it people like about Aric Jorgan?
So I just finished playing Trooper Act 1 today, starting from midpoint of Taris story-line. I have to say I’m enjoying the class story a LOT more than I thought I would from Ord Mantell intro.
Things I like: the story of Act 1, the very different way you can play trooper (seriously a lot of room to do very different character rp), and I really like my second and third companions of Elara Dorne  and M1-4x.
Things I don’t like: the dialogue lines in this class REALLY don’t give you a good idea what you will actually say, also Aric Jorgan and his romance.
As everyone knows you and Jorgan don’t get along in the prologue, and then can continue to not get along as you go after Havoc Squad. The story seems to say you have about the same level of experience, but I’m confused as to why the writers have him keep lecturing you. It seems like either a) they deliberately made him have this unlike-able character trait, or b) it is supposed to be some sort of mansplaining of how to trooper from a char who is always salty.
What I’m confused at when he develops feelings for you. I really enjoyed flirting with the SIS agent Jonas on Nar Shadda, but what seems to come out of no where is Jorgan’s jealousy. Like seriously he reacts SO harshly to it, and you can call him his jealousy. Then after Nar Shadda I got the convo where he is talking about cleaning weapons and then starts flirting with me (It’s also awkward flirting too, makes Garrus Vakarian’s calibrations line look smooth). You get several other options for flirting too, but it seemed somewhat ill timed. There was no conversations of growing closer together as you hunt down traitors together, nor real bonding moments when you do his first personal quest.
In the end I’m just glad he has enough character for me to dislike him right now, rather than being forgettable. Feel free to chime in, I went looking for discussion of Jorgan and couldn’t find much.
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smokedanced · 2 years
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* knowing your partner well can potentially make writing a lot easier. repost, don’t reblog.
name : havu. pronouns : they/them & ey/em. preference  of  communication : discord (my handle is on my rules page). if you aren’t willing to use discord, i will communicate through tumblr ims, but i struggle a lot with focus there as the chatbox is tiny and typing long messages directly there (as opposed to copy paste to notepad) is near impossible. as long as you fill out my interest tracker that’s enough communication for me if you’re not up for ooc chats! name  of  muse(s) : i was going to just link my muse navi but... why should i not list all 24? charlie bradbury, clara oswald, claude narcisse, dean winchester, ella finnegan, eloise bridgerton, ever hayes, garrus vakarian, hannibal lecter, hugo “hurley” reyes, iris hunt, jeremy bradshaw, jillian marks, juliet burke, kenna de poitiers, mary stuart, paul randolph, river song, sansa stark, the tardis, the tenth doctor, tyrion lannister, will graham, wren shepard. on solo blogs: castiel & the thirteenth doctor. experience / how  long  ( months / years ? ) : since circa 2006 = 16 years? on tumblr since 2013 = 9 years.
best  experience : i don’t want to really put experiences or people above/below each other in how much i appreciate them. best experiences tend to be when either muses, muns, or both really click and we end up building extensive storylines together and our muse dynamics end up mattering a lot! but i gotta honorary mention orion @starfalled who i love dearly, and lured into tumblr rp, and all our late night talks about our muses, especially our castiel & francis (shh i know i play cas on a solo blog and not here) wordlbuilding; and lexi @anderwhohn / @vortexparadox / @immortaljackal / @starkastichotmess who’s become a close friend through tumblr. everyone else i talk ooc with, especially the people to whom i’ve mentioned that i feel comfortable/relaxed around, as that doesn’t... happen often with my level of awkwardness and social struggle. but honestly just everyone with whom i interact ic with is a good experience one way or another!
rp  pet  peeves / deal  breakers :   :: deal breaker: fandom anti/”purity culture” rhetoric/behaviour, harrassing other people, policing what kind of fictional content other people can write/enjoy. :: deal breaker: bigoted behaviour and/or beliefs. :: deal breaker: time limits on reply speed. you’re valid if you need replies within a timeframe! but seeing as i struggle with executive dysfunction, i can’t oblige. :: pet peeve: people assuming i’m not interested in a thread/dynamic if i reply slower than to other things. i don’t engage in interactions i’m not enjoying. it annoys me to no end when people accuse others of lying of their interest or think they know my mind better than i know it myself... again, i have severe executive dysfunction. just because i want to write a thing doesn’t mean i can. just because i can write something doesn’t mean i can write another thing. it’s not an excuse for “i just don’t want to so i’ll say i can’t”. i actually can’t. my nervous system is built differently than yours. it physically makes it hard to initiate action. i don’t like it when people decide they know my limitations better than i know them, neither do i like being accused of lying. i don’t fake interest. i don’t have the energy for that! :: pet peeve: excessively purple prose (poetic prose is neat though!), english isn’t my first language, it’s hard to comprehend. multiple spaced text (double is fine, 3+ and i. start. reading. it. like. this.) autoplay on blogs. red font against dark background is the only thing that makes my eyes hurt.
plots  or  memes : i prefer plotting... even though i struggle to extensively plot prior to writing :P i prefer to plot at least to the extent of tossing around a few ideas ooc. i’m glad to wing it too, though. and as for first interactions i probably actually prefer memes? to get an idea how our muses vibe and how our writing styles vibe. but for long term writing, i prefer to plot at least a little bit. it’s not necessary though! and i know that i suck at it half the time anyway.
long  or  short  replies : entirely depends on the thread. i have a preference for 2-3 paragraphs, but i will do novella, i will do one-liners... i think it should be normalised that during a single thread, the reply length can vary from novella to single para and that’s ok. that’s just a natural flow of narration? if you’re setting scene or backstory it’s heftier! if you’re writing an action sequence it probably should be shorter for that part! fuck matching length.
best  time  to  write : when i feel up to forcing myself. yes, i have to force myself most of the time, and no, that doesn’t mean i don’t want to write. once again, i have severe executive dysfunction. i have to force myself to do things i want to do every day. that is legit just my life. if i didn’t force myself to start something, i’d never do anything fun. me needing to force it doesn’t mean i don’t have fun with it.
are  you  like  your  muse(s) : i can relate to at least some things with most if not all of them, i would think, but no, none of them are like me enough to say that they are... like me? eloise or the doctor are prob the closest but they also are super far from being like me.
tagged by: stole it from @innerwar tagging: steal it! tag me!
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