#:unholy crusade - activity involvement update:

[hells-sirenqueen]

{ It's been a while since I've made a little ooc update and considering how busy tomorrow is going to be; I feel that it may be important to at least say something in case I am a no show or late online.

Only those from my OG Eden Squad are kinda informed about this but my health hasn't been the greatest. Just about every day I have been waking up throwing up / feeling nausea & constant coughing. Plus scars I had from a surgery three years ago are still causing me problems. I thought they were taken care of back in June but things have been getting worse. I also, unfortunately, have this thing where stress manifests into physical pain. So I've been having a lot of chest pains, which hasn't been fun. But I've been doing my best to push past all that. I know things started off because of my Lilith taking the plot bait for this event I dubbed after things became at least friendly between Lilith and Adam.

On top of all that, my day off from watching my brother's kids is going to be used doing something I am honestly dreading. My mother has decided that this week she wants to do remodeling and move around rooms. My knees and wrists are kinda shit from work injuries. So moving furniture isn't going to be fun.

So between some lingering health issues and moving shit around, I may not be available tomorrow until 10pm EST. I do apologize if that delays anything for activity for the event going on tomorrow.

I will say that I am enjoying this event, despite how stressed my muses are. Not gonna lie, I have legit cried last night and a bit today for my two main gals, Lilith and Rosie. Both for different reasons.

I held an event back in May for a Blood Rose Ball on my Rosie account and though I had a surprising turn out during that event, it didn't give me the level of feels and character development that the Unholy Crusade has given me, mostly for Lilith.

I've dealt with character deaths before but the literal feel of death and dreaded tension in the air actually feels real.

Kudos to our dear Big G mun and muse for keeping myself and everyone else in the group on the edge of our seats. We are all excited to see what happens tomorrow.

I may be late to the party, but let's hope we don't have too many casualties. If I suddenly stop replying after ten minutes, I'll be back. My body is just being a bitch. :u I'm expecting to bury at least character, especially one that is rather weak due to her loss of power but we'll see if my skull dice work in her favor. Those are my lucky DM dice and boy does that woman need luck.