#:: i'll be responding to dms and stuff still im just having a hard time writing rn

[distrxst]

i think it is bed time , night folks

[angelswitxh]

Hello I am Angel :) I'm not too super sure what to post here but here's some basic info

Posts that I write will be tagged with 🪽speaks

Ask responses will be tagged with 🪽responds

I am happy to have mutual and follow back people if we become friends or if you follow me and I like your blog (I do try to check the blogs that reblog my stuff/follow me) BUT I will probably not follow you on this blog unless you are a femdom/nsfw blog with content I enjoy, but I will create a side blog for non nsfw stuff and for non nsfw mutuals! Which you can find right here

Important info under the cut!

× I'm a switch top!

As fun as bottoming sounds it's just not really for me :( sometimes I like to dom, sometimes I like to sub, just depends on my mood and my partner, but I'm mostly trying to explore my sub side right now since it's a sort of newer desire for me, but expect to see posts for both! Sub stuff will be tagged with subby thoughts and dom stuff will be tagged with dom thoughts

× dms/asks are open!

I am single and mostly just exploring. I like making friends and would really like to chat with anyone whod like to say anything, even just hi! I don't bite unless told to. That being said, no one owes anyone anything, I can't promise a response but I will try!

× my pronouns are he/him and I am M4Fem

I don't really like lables for gender and sexuality too much but I use he/him pronouns and I am not cisgender. I'm M4Fem, I'm not straight but i don't really feel any romantic or sexual attraction to masc people usually, not 100% of the time but like 99%

× I am 20

Generally I prefer to interact with people within my age range (19 and up, under 30) since it's where I feel most comfortable, but as long as your over 18 and respectful I'm happy to interact with you :)

× probably no photos!

I have a lot of really identifiable tattoos, and I dont really want to be identified! I might post some with the tattoos covered or scribbled over but we'll see, im really absolutely covered so itd be hard to do. If we become good friends, then I'd be happy to share identifiable photos/other social media, but we have to become really good friends first for that

Im still figuring out kinks and stuff, but once I do I will update this and add them! For now I can say with confidence I am into

As a sub

× mommy kink

× sliigghht pet play I guess? I like being called puppy sometimes and the humiliation of being talked to like a dog

× gentle degradation and humiliation

× slapping/spanking

× orgasm denial

× breast/body worship

× praise

As a dom

× being called sir (maybe other titles? Only ever explorer sir)

× spanking

× orgasm denial

× body worship (giving and receiving)

× humiliation and degradation

× praise

× breeding fantasy

× free use/public

I am definetly NOT into

× feederism

× scat/vomit

× blood/knife play

Probably more but I will update as they come up!

I have plenty of interets outside of kink listed in my bio but I'll include them here as well! Please feel free to dm me or ask about any of them :)

× disco elysium (and story based video games in general)

× art

× dungeons and dragons/baldurs gate

× reading/writing

× Greek mythology (mythology in general really)

transphobes, terfs, homophobes, and any other form of bigot, do not interact. You will be blocked.

Minors for your safety AND MINE do not interact! If you interact and I catch you you will be blocked

Ageless blogs do not interact. Please have your age stated somewhere easy to find on your blog! This Is for both of our safety, even just a "im 18+" in your bio will do

[noxiatoxia]

hi its me the dead anon and i would like to share that maybe 2 nights ago i was up rlly late. and i was figuring out what i was going to write back to ur last response to my other ask when i got really tired

in my strange sleep deprived state i was hit with 'inspiration' and opened google docs. within a matter of a couple hours, from 1-2 am, i wrote a pages long fic where kaoru kills himself and hikaru was so upset and made myself cry so hard i passed out.

when i woke up i looked at it and it really wasn't that good?? but at the same time it was and it made me cry again so. theres that. if you were wondering what ive been doing instead of responding

anyway very sorry about dying. ive really wanted to send u asks but ive been stressed out so im not great at coming up with hcs. very uninspired (besides my weird kaoru suicide fic but. yk)

maybe this says something about my current mental state. maybe not. idk

NOOOOOOOOO HAHSJSOKDFJ I SHOULDNT LAUGH BUT THE IDEA YOU WOKE UP FROM A HALF AWAKE DAZE AND WERE LIKE "FUCK I GOTTA WRITE KAORU KILLING HIMSELF" CRIED, THEN PASSED OUT IS SUCH A FUNNY MENTAL IMAGE.

But like I GET IT!!! same shit happens to me. I'm about to sleep but inspo STRIKES and I HAVE to get it on paper. It actually happened last night... Idk if I'll turn the idea into a full fic I'll post but it was a comedic concept nonetheless

The idea of one of the twins dying always kills me bc it's like... SO fucking sad.... the heartbreak is too much for me... i like happy endings... But like, I get it. Sometimes you just gotta write super depressing stuff. I have before.

The idea tho of one of the twins having a nightmare abt the other dying... Oughh. Like some super vivid nighmare that has one of them bolting up in bed panting on the verge of tears, immediately seeking the other twin and hurriedly waking them up to make sure they're still alive.

Like for example, maybe Hikaru waking up a month after Kaoru had his really bad depressive episode that scared the shit out of him. In his nightmare though...things don't have such a happy ending. And Kaoru does what he worried so much about every night in that dream, and he loses his little brother, and it feels so real.

Hikaru wakes up with a really startled jolt and is on the verge of a panic attack. His first immediate course of action is to turn around and nearly shake Kaoru off the bed, panickedly saying his name.

Kaoru of course wakes up sleepy and confused, barely awake as Hikaru begins to squeeze the air out of him with a bear hug. He's mumbling some things Kaoru can't piece together in his tired state, but Kaoru can tell he's really upset...so he just holds Hikaru and sleepily mumbles some reassuring things to him, and it does make Hikaru feel better, just to hear him alive and well...

Also since I'm a sucker for close physical affection between the twins I like to think Hikaru sometimes kisses Kaoru on the cheek. He did it more when they were younger, but he still does it I think under special occasions. I think this would be one of them... He was just so broken up in his dream and it scared him so so badly, so as Kaoru is stroking his hair lazily and sleepily murmuring reassurances to him, Hikaru sniffling as he's trying NOT to burst into tears, he kisses Kaoru on the cheek. Kaoru makes a small confused noise because he isn't expecting it, but he gives Hikaru a kiss back. He basically ends up passing out after that bc he's barely awake as is but Hikaru stays up long after that, holding Kaoru and just listening to his steady, deep breaths and resting heartbeat. Just taking in the fact his brother is still here and alive.

He eventually falls asleep once dawn begins to filter through the curtains.

Also it's okay for not sending asks!!! Life is tough and busy. Your health & happiness is far more important!!! I really love your hikakao and ouran asks in general they are my day's highlight. But I'm here if you just want to send general asks about whatever :) DMs are always open too!

[cameron-allen]

No Smut. I will not do ERP (erotic role play)- No Exceptions.

However, fluff is completely acceptable and I am willing to insinuate intimacy occuring if the RP warrants it with fade to black. Please message me to discuss.

Angst, hurt/comfort, and whump are 100% welcome!

Please censor your language usage

Swearing, cussing, vulgarity, explicit, etc should be limited where possible

However, I do recognize some character personalities prevent the mun from eliminating this type of speech completely. In this case, I ask that you please use astrix or symbols to censor such times like so: b%$#@ or b****. Your cooperation is greatly appreciated.

I also acknowledge that slippage happens. I let the occasional slip up slide without much of a remark, but if it becomes a pattern, I’ll send you a little reminder in messages. It’s not a big deal, I won’t get upset or anything unless you are deliberately disregarding my request. But I trust that deliberate disregard is not going to happen because the RPC has a lot of respect and dignity, right folks? ^_^

Submissions!!! 

Send in Head Canons about our thread or about one of my muses in general!

Not an RP'er but you wanna write something? Submit a Drabble with your URL!

Asks and DM's are always open.

My characters may be demi straight and old fashioned, but mun and OC’s alike are still kind to all (Unless your character is flirtatious towards Symona. She won’t spare feelings to turn anyone down, but that’s because of her personality and her being damaged but check out her bio for more info on that whole issue…).

If you are stuck message me! We can always bounce around ideas to see how we can spice things up.

I do not care how long it takes you to reply. I have partners that take months to send one response because life gets in the way. That is okay with me. I do not voluntarily/knowingly drop threads unless we have discussed it first.

I am tentatively stepping my foot back into the rpc waters, my muse is currently quite selclective, so please dont expect me to reply right away or to maintain muse for long periods of time. This is not to say that I drop threads at random because I do not. It will mean, however, there may be periods of time when I will not respond to certain threads. I am a long term rper, so even if its been years, I will do my best to pick the thread back up if you are still willing. Im pretty laid back about reply times and reply lengths. I hope that I'll be able to return to non-selective rp, but until then, Im trying to not kill my currently finicky muse by taking it bit slower.

I do rp on discord. It is currently significantly favored over tumblr rp. Your best bet to get more active replies is to talk to me there. My discord handle is ThePurpleOneRemade#7530 and I strongly recommend anyone who wants to plot with me to try contacting me there for rp. I am open to new fandoms and AU's but my only real hard fast rule is that I cannot and will not do doubles. I am incapable of rping a canon character. It is someone else's muse and I do not have access to that character's head or intimate enough with their history or with what inspired them to begin with. This is why I rp OC's. That said, im open to any of your muses agaimst any of my girls in however many threads or dynamics or au's you want or can handle.

I do have a select few triggers and squicks. Anu visual image of the Joker (from Batman, regardless of style or verse; text only is fine), Beetlejuice (both the movie and the character), and Chuckie (from the horror film). My biggest squick (besides smutty stuff as outlined above) is probably using any kind of medical terminology frivolously. Specifically, terms like Depressed, Triggered, meltdown, Autism, Psychopathy, Sociopathy, and Narcissism. If you want to include any of those in the rp by name, please run it by me first just so I can be certain it isn’t being used incorrectly due to pop psychology and media portrayals.

However, I want this to be a safe blog. Let me know if you have any triggers or squicks that we need to avoid. And if you follow me, please do not hesitate to let me know if something should be tagged (ESPECIALLY WITH TUMBLR’S FILTERING SYSTEM!!!!) or if I need to avoid anything in our individual threads. I promise I will not be upset.

I RP on mobile. This means there is a good chance I will not be able to see or access your rules or bios. There are two ways you can make this accessible for us mobile users: Copy them to individual posts on your home page and put the individual post links in your blog description OR… send your page links via messages so that I can open it in browser. Otherwise, your links are going to just put me at the top of your home page every time on the app.

If you have ANY questions or concerns, contact me or send me an ask.

I look forward to RP'ing with you ^_^