#/attractive as in sexy and desirable. not ethereally pretty and pure.

[veilchenjaeger]

I want to whine a little about the available wlw material. Why ist all so sickenlingly cute, sweet and hyperfeminine? I don't mind that it exists, but I want more options please. It's like going clothes shopping and once again being depressed that the only available colours are all pastels. Why do I have to wait for seasons until jewel tones are in again while thirty different shades of pink are always in stock. On that note, if anyone has recs more in the vein of the locked tomb etc, please giv

Cont. from the pastels ask, because the wordlimit in asks is my personal enemy. I just want my women deranged, dangerous and depraved. Honestly one of the reasons that I love genderswaps so much is that I want the same stories I love so much in fantasy/ scifi but with women. (Also probably because I want characterisation for women that is less in the hyperfeminine/tomboy divide). Recs please? I already read Priory of the Orange Tree. Messing with gender is a plus. Also warcrimes, swords an magic

GODS MOOD. I feel you so much on the genderswap thing, I don't think I'd be this into them if there were just more stories with character dynamics I love where the characters are already women. I want complex female characters who live through awesome space operas, who are allowed to be weak and nasty and fuck up, who are fully fledged people with everything that implies, who might fit into boxes coincidentally but aren't created to fit into them. Sadly, the easiest way to find that is by making some already beloved Blorbos into women sometimes.

Re.: the kind of wlw content available, I both have the same and the opposite problem. I also want deranged women who commit war crimes, which is so fucking rare, but I'm also femme4femme and... I feel like I often have the choice between fluffy pastel Soft Lesbians without depth or interesting stories on the one hand, and awesome stories with deranged women but without any characters I can truly relate to or am attracted to on the other hand. Like, part of that is probably me being unable to read or watch a lot of new things bc I'm burnt out to hell and back, but both wlw-focused fandom and the (few!) good wlw genre stories I've heard of or read seem to emphasise masculinity. (Either bc the main character is super attracted to "traditionally masculine" attributes of another female character or bc the main character herself is masc.) That's great bc butches and masc wlw get so little representation, but... I personally would like to see some fucked up femmes. Please. (Just like I'm bored of mainstream fashion a lot bc it's not pink and frilly enough!)

I think it boils down to there just not being enough wlw stuff of any kind, period, especially wlw stuff with interesting and dark stories.

Anyways, due to aforementioned burn-out, I don't have a lot of recs and you probably already know most of them, but!

PLEASE watch Couple of Mirrors. The whole thing is on YouTube. It's about a famous writer in Republican Era Shanghai, who gets dragged into a bunch of murder cases and involved with a retired assassin who's mostly failing to adjust to normal life. I'm very slowly making my way through this show and I love every second I manage to watch.

You've also probably heard of Please Don't Laugh's novels, but if you haven't, they have deranged women and gender fuckery. I have yet to read them, but I have it on good authority that they're awesome. Carrds for them are here and here.

Also, it's neither SciFi nor fantasy, but A League of Their Own (the show about a women's baseball team currently on Am*z*n Pr*me) is supposed to be really good and has several butch characters.

If anyone has more, I'd also love to put stuff on my endless To Consume list!

[dior-bby]

Manifesting being 99lbs by the end of this week + having my angel look board

Manifesting getting a 100% on my essay + 36 on act

Manifesting Starbucks and chic fil a

Manifesting living a life like my vision board + my green juice girl lifestyle wishlist

Tiny desires:

Ideal body: 99lbs, 5’7, 21 inch waist, fastest metabolism, perfect hourglass shape, perky beautiful nice boobs and butt, toned and fit body with tight abs/visible feminine muscle tone/body like my vision board but 100x better, no jiggle and 0 stretch marks/cellulite

Beauty: -hair that big bouncy defined healthy glossy full luscious and long but also curly and defined with beautiful layers and bangs

-to look photoshopped by divine__woman + goddesswoman/women irl just orgasmically beautiful

-embody the energy of these pins/boards on my angel look board

-be the perfect mix ofy ideal beautified types + exactly what they and the world would be considered perfect/be beautified

-natural vs angel makeup + perfect clear soft smoot glowing glass skin + long dark thick lucscious full define curly hair down to my back + my superstar beauty script

vs/90s supermodel, french baby doll, ethereal/angelic, otherworldy, sexy, fantastical, exotic beauty + being prettier than angelina/madison/candice/adriana/90 supermodels/megan/kardashians/kristina and being the most beautiful stunning gorgeous seductive sexy woman on earth bar none/no one can be prettier than me

-perfectly symmetrical face + fit and exceed the golden ratio in a good way + have perfect feminine and stunning harmony angle ratios etc to my face and features

-addicting seductive unforgettable intense extreme jaw dropping eye widening graceful classy timeless head turning captivating glamorous yet natural and charming beauty that captures everyone including the cameras eyes + such an intense beauty that I trump supermodels actors kpop idols and everyone else in the world, every person on earth knows I’m the prettiest hottest and most gorgeous person to ever exist, I only am and look the most beautiful in every room I walk into, no one can compare to me not even Adriana Lima Beyoncé Rihanna Chris evans etc, my face card never declined that how beautiful I am, look perfect and beautiful in everything color clothing etc(it all makes me pop enhances my look and I make everything look beautiful luxurious expensive, and amazing), make everyone be in awe shock and admiration for me, make everyone including men nerveous excited and turned on to talk to me, beauty that makes Chris evans brad pity bts and other hot rich and famous men attracted nervous intimidated to me (like wow she’s so stunning do I even deserve to speak to her can’t take my eyes off of me) , people feel like I believe on runways magazine billboards museums and movies for my beauty, people can’t stop looking complimenting and admiring me for it

-have 10x the beauty Megan fox supermodels vs angels top Hollywood actresses Madison beer Kristina pimenovaa ig models etc have bc I’m top tier and unparalleled in how beautiful I am (I could never be ugly even if I try). Even at my worst (which is true perfection) I’m 100x prettier than everyone else it’s impossible for me to not be in the prettiest

-have a perfectly striking fascinating high face and commercial face (in the Naomi Cindy Yasmeen Devon aoki way not in the ugly chic way) that has perfect bone structure that’s a perfect mix of strong shape smooth soft defined lean thin etc

-become 1 million times prettier thinner richer every single day + major glow up every single second

-considered the most beautiful by everyone and every culture/country + have top tier visuals I could be a kpop visual or top supermodel + literal eye candy/euphoric to look at + insane natural beauty everyone sees how pure natural and genetic your beauty is (no filter not bs no surgery just raw beauty) + every facial feature/general appearance is perfect

-most pretty privilege ever + overalls divine charismatic alluring interesting and eye catching presence + inner beauty matches outer beauty

-just a perfectly sculpted defined and created face hand painted by gods and the angels even plastic surgeons and goddesses can’t compare and give me the immense beauty I have that’s how unreal it is + perfectly photogenic audiogenic and videogenic/the camera loves me effect/always look the most beautiful in every photo video and audio it’s insane how good I look in every medium style etc

-beauty so powerful everyone says wow! And fuck man she’s gorgeous! + perfect flawless clear smooth even glossy and healthy skin

-naturally thin, tiny, toned, sculpted supermodel body + ideal scent + fast metabolism and 0 need to work out to have a perfect body + gjg/ppp lifestyle

-the most beautiful powerful strong healthy versatile clear charming smooth and siren like singing voice + to be the best singer in the world/industry and perfect singing and performance skills + raw unmatched natural talent

New affirmations:

I’m the woman who has it all + everything in my life is perfect

I always get what I want despite the odds

I’m a master at manifesting everything I want/it’s so easy for me to manifest anything and everything I desire

I’m the greatest manifestor in existence no one manifest faster quicker and easier than me

I see manifestation results and movement in the 3d instantly. The 3d conforms as soon as I affirm bc the time lag doesn’t exist

I only have positive thoughts and only those thoughts manifest

I have a perfect self concept and mental diet

Manifesting is easy quick fun and glamorous for me

I’m the operant power and god of my reality I control everything within my reality

I don’t chase I attract what’s positively meant for me will find me + my desires want and chase me a 100x more than I want them

I manifest everything I want in 24 hours or less

The world needs a beautiful soul face and mind like mine I will be a superstar I will be huge and successful

I’m the most ethereal angel walking this earth

I’m wealthy healthy inspiring pure and precious

I’m on the right path aligned with my higher value and self

I’m pure I’m gentle I’m love

I have a beautiful soul face of an angel and heart of gold I’m that dream girl the world desires with pure intentions

I’m an elegant woman who stands her ground I carry myself with respect and love purity in my heart

My unique characteristics and loook make me presentable and adored

I’m doing amazing my life is unfolding beautifully

I’m blessed for all I have and all that’s to come I have such an amazing inner and outer beauty i inspire people and there’s so much love and abuance around me

I’m simply the most precious luxurious lush and beautiful angel you’ll ever come across you’ll never score another person like me I’m irresistible and irreplaceable and everyone knows It

In effortlessly attract the fame and attention I desire my aura is magnetic to others

People love for who I am it’s easy for me to catch others eyes

I am so divinely protected and divinely guided

I will and am loved successful healthy happy wealthy and stable

no manifestation of mine is far beyond my reach.

I’m the most beautiful person in the world not even supermodels and goddesses compare to me

I’m so perfect 90 supermodels want to be me

I look like a pocket Venus and Aphrodite in the flesh

I’m the blueprint for Aphrodite, even Greek goddess wanna look like me I radiate sexiness beauty and glamour

-I look gorgeous naturally I’m truly a natural beauty

I have perfect 10 dimensional wellbeing + all my needs are met (meaning you will have perfect mental, emotional, physical, spiritual, intellectual, environmental, financial, occupational, social, and romantic credits to haute subliminals)

I’m divinely blessed everything good flooded into my life

I’m so overwhelmed with abundance luck love and opportunities

I am wealthier happier and prettier than the meaning of the words themselves

It is done and creation is finished there is nothing less for me to do

I’m so spoiled and treated like a princess I love how much blessed lucky and beyond amazing I am

Everything always works out for me

My manifestations always come to me, no matter what

I'm always safe, no matter what my intrusive thoughts say

I frequently see signs that my manifestations are coming

My manifestations are inevitable

My desires gravitate towards me without a speck of resistance

I manifest without fail every single time

I know exactly how to persist in the wish fulfilled

I am almighty

The world is my oyster

“I am important, I am deserving and I am worthy.”

abundance is my nature state, my success is inevitable.”

I’m unforgettably beautiful stunning and gorgeous it’s impossible not to gasp at or notice my beauty

My life and manifesting skills are getting better and better every single day

I’m the most charming interesting sweet seductive person alive

Life gets better each and every single day.

I feel SO amazing, happy, and fulfilled more than ever before.

I’m detached from my desires manifestation is no big deal to me

Through imagination and faith, I can have whatever I want

I do not have to lift a finger to make it so

Everything in my life is perfect

I’ve manifested everything i want/i have everything i could want

Im the woman who has it all

All my desires manifested easily effortlessly and instantly

I’m the operant power

I have the best mental diet and self concept I only have positive thought

I am happy confident at peace sexy loved beautiful wanted worthy wealth safe and secure limitless

-I am a manifesting powerhouse I always get what I want so quickly and easily I’m such a powerful manifestor it’s insane how easy manifesting is it’s like blinking to me

-I don’t chase I attract what’s positively meant for me will find me + my desires want and chase me a 100x more than I want them

I’m literally the best/master at manifesting xyz/it’s easy for me to manifest xyz/xyz is so easy for me get

-i manifest things faster than i can even comprehend

-I only have positive thoughts I never worry or doubt my power

-I always get what i want

--I manifest on a deadline perfectly every single time/I always get what I want despite all odds

Manifesting is so fun effortless and exciting for me

I always have faith and belief in the law and my manifesting powers

I’m naturally thin/genetically blessed

I have the body of a goddess face of angel

Everything I do gives me my perfect body

My body is the kpop, modeling industry and skinnygossip standard. I’m truly skinnygossip thin. I’m pure thinspo

I won the genetic lottery, from my looks to my personality to my life and riches

-I’m the most beautiful striking and supermodel/goddess like women to ever exist I’m the whole package

I have gorgeous feminine facial features and expressions I look like a pocket Venus and Aphrodite in the flesh

I’m the blueprint for Aphrodite, even Greek goddess wanna look like me I radiate sexiness beauty and glamour

-I look gorgeous naturally I’m truly a natural beauty

-I am the most precious diamond to ever exist and my beauty stuns people/makes people weak in the knees

I become a 100x better prettier richer and smarter every single day

-My needs are always met financial safety protection spiritual mental physical emotional home food water etc )

Everything is just handed to me, all opportunities come to my front door and beg for me I never have to work for what I want

I have perfect 10 dimensional wellbeing (meaning you will have perfect mental, emotional, physical, spiritual, intellectual, environmental, financial, occupational, social, and romantic credits to haute subliminals)

I’m divinely blessed everything good flooded into my life

I’m so overwhelmed with abundance luck love and opportunities

I am wealthier happier and prettier than the meaning of the words themselves

“i’m a better performer than beyonce, mariah, doja, britney, the pussycat dolls and the spice girls… combined

I’m beyond naturally talented at everything I want I’m a supernatural genius that doesn’t have to work or train for anything

I’m the best and most talented at anything i choose the moment i choose it

[bexconfident]

Ethereal

-> pairing: guardian angel!hoseok x human!reader

-> genre: pure fluff, guardian angel au

-> summary: So soft were the clouds he slept in, always watching over you. Then when he could be with you, he swore he’ll cover you in the softest cloud

-> note: Idk if I’m a fluff writer, so don’t be disappointed and also thats why its a little bit shorter than my other ones. Ethereal means a light that is not from this world. Btw I absolutely adore this gif

Hoseok was a guardian angel but he thought, he believed, that you were close to being one yourself. He titled himself as God’ s helper and your guardian angel. The handsome guardian angel had one purpose, to protect you. To keep you safe. Hoseok protected you from everything as good as he could, unknowingly on your side of course. It wasn’t time to meet you, to touch you, to smell you. He had to wait and protect you from up on the clouds. Your guardian angel had to see everything you went through. He saw how you looked as a baby, absolutely adorable he had to note. The memory was as fresh as it could be, burned in his brain. He saw how you started getting taller and older. Every time a birthday of yours came rolling around it filled him with despair. He loved seeing you happy, he sure did. But every time you got older his wait lasted longer. His wait to meet you finally. Hoseok saw all the embarrassing things you tried to hide, he couldn’t understand why you tried to hide them. They were absolutely charming in his eyes. Your protector also saw your teenage phase. He saw how you started to grow into a beautiful woman. Your body making his mind go crazy with sinful thoughts. Those thoughts weren’t allowed in heaven. But as soon as he got down he would fulfill his sinful desires. Every experience in your life he watched with happiness, not the dark episodes a life has, but the ones that make a comfortable warmth go throughout our bodies. The ones that make our hearts gleam. When he saw you be in love for the first time, his heart cracked a little. He had a heart, it just didn’t beat. His feathers fell from his graceful wings. It hurt him. Hoseok felt relieved when you left your first love. He was the one that was sent to protect you, not someone that just comes into your life. The guardian angel system was pretty simple. When you die and you did something good for others you become a guardian angel, simple as that. God, the man Hoseok never saw in his life, chose the human the guardian angels were sent to protect. Hoseok had a lucky fate. He could protect someone as lovely as you. He thanked god for that. Hoseok thought that your life was so unique but still ordinary, he never saw something so full of positivity. He just had to look in a mirror for that. Your perspective of your life was different. You always labeled yourself as ordinary, as plain. Hoseok loved things that were ordinary. Your life wasn’t the greatest or the worsts. Friends of yours always titled you as luck, they told that must love you and gave you a wonderful guardian angel. You were always perplexed, what did you luck have to do with god and guardian angels. Sometimes you thought, if a guardian angel existed, that your angel was way too obsessed with you or he was completely love struck that he made such choices. He was completely love struck. When you were little people told you about guardian angels, you never quite  believed it. There were a lot of people that didn’t believe in them, it seemed like something so unreal. A bunch of people believed, they believed and prayed that they would see their guardian angel flying down.

God must have loved him. God gave him the opportunity to meet you. Hoseok didn’ t have to wait anymore. He could finally come down to earth and meet you. He was excited. An excited guardian angel made rash decisions, especially Hoseok. The guardian angel just flew down to earth. As the angel breathed in the scent of the earth, he coughed. The angel hoped you smelled more desirable. His wings were tucked in the corner of his brain. He just had to think that he wanted them and they would appear, he probably would never think of them again, he had you now. His clothes consisted out of a light white shirt and black pants. Black shoes were at his feet, the had a nice shine to them. His hair was tousled and a pretty brown. Hoseok had to note that he looked so different from what he looked like up in heaven. He still looked pretty decent. “Hopefully decent enough for (Y/n)” muttered the guardian angel. Making his way to the coffee shop you wanted to got to, he pondered what he should say to you. He saw the familiar coffee shop he always saw from above. As he made his way inside, a pleasant smell made its way through his nostrils. The guardian angel ordered a coffee, he paid for it with money he had in his pocket. He never needed money when he was in heaven, it was so different here. But Hoseok was willing to keep up with the difficulty if he could stay next to you. He thought that with you by his side, earth could become his new heaven. The hot beverage was placed on the table in the corner by the window; your favorite place. As you walked inside and got your drink the heart of the angel beat faster. A heart beating was new to him. It made him feel weird, it made him feel like he could die any moment. He felt like he was human again. He wasn’ t. Your sparkling eyes made their way to his table. The guardian angel locked eyes with you for a moment. He flashed you a small smile. He sure wanted to gleam brightly right now, but that would be too forward. You sat down befor him. He couldn’t help but look a little bit lower than your back. Sinful, sinful. Sinful thing were now allowed, great. As you sat down and started putting your study supplies out, your open pencil case flew to the floor and all of your pencils were sprawled over the floor. Hoseok sprang up, he had to help. It was his purpose. He quickly picked up each pencil and put them back. You uttered a thank you. The angel asked if you wanted to change places, you looked so unhappy when you saw him sitting there. You refused. He asked if you wanted to join him at your favorite table. A gleaming smile was painted across your features. You couldn’ t resist, he seemed so nice. The moment you sat down, Hoseok started talking up a storm. He had so much to say. He heard your cute laugh, he made you laugh. Hoseok gleamed from happiness. It was almost like he had a light surrounding him, he made you feel relaxed and happy. He must be an angel, that’s what the female before Hoseok thought the whole time. That thought was foolish and almost made you laugh out loud. The male before you sure was sweet, but he also was devilish sexy. How his shirt was buttoned down to show the right amount of skin, his collarbones and his jaw line was incredibly attractive. The man stole your favorite seat, a complete stranger, was talking to you as if he knew you forever. In fact, he did, you just didn’ t know that. You learned that his name was Hoseok. The man, Hoseok, started living here not long ago. He was fairly new. Great, somebody that you didn’t know. Somebody you could hang around and talk about the things he experienced before he came here. You hoped that he wanted to hang around you too.

This was going to be perfect, just like you. Hoseok asked you on a date after talking to him almost every day after that encounter at the coffee shop. The handsome angel had already everything planned out. First he would get you from your home, your safe place. He told you to dress however you wanted, you looked pretty in everything. Then you both would go to the coffee shop you loved so much. You would order your favorite drink and something sweet, he would do the same. Hoseok had so much in his head, so many things he was going to tell you about. Everything was really cheerful, he wanted you to enjoy this date. He also made sure he had tons of compliment he could give to you. He would pay for everything. Afterwards he would take you to the train station. The train would arrive and you would be filled with anticipation of what would happen when you stepped out of this train. Hoseok would try to make you laugh again, your laugh was like music to his ears. The train would stop and the both of you had to walk a little bit to get to the destination, it was going to be worth it. If you didn’t like to walk anymore, Hoseok wouldn’t think twice and he would carry you. When you got there, your eyes would glimmer with excitement. A sunflower field would be displayed before you. A hill was nearby, he planned on going with you up there. Right now, the sun started to set. Red, yellow, orange was painted across the whole sky. Sunflowers were displayed at the bottom, they gave the whole scene a sense of bliss. A bliss that lets all your worries sink deep to the bottom of your mind. You stared at the sky. Hoseok stared at you. He couldn’t help but to smile. The date he planned, worked out the way he wanted. A small, pleasant smile was across your features. “Beautiful, angelic” Hoseok voiced those thoughts without thinking. You turned your head. “The sky is really beautifulll” you continued “Thank you for taking me here”. “I didn’t mean the sky”. You blushed, you looked shy. After your laugh, this was his favorite thing about you. “You don’t have to thank me for that, I could do something like that for you every time”. Many, many days passed after that date. You started seeing your life and the world in a different light, you started seeing the life you lived like Hoseok did. Your life was a blessing, how your body worked was a wonder. You started appreciating the littler things, like how your legs could carry you all day. Something so ordinary nobody really looks at. Ordinary things were beautiful in Hoseok’s eyes. Ordinary things should be appreciated because without them everything would be harder and different. It would be out of the ordinary. After meeting Hoseok you didn’t just change your view in life, you also started smiling more often. Happiness was now all throughout your body. If somebody would ask you if you could describe Hoseok in two words, those two words would be glee and angelic. He always looked like an angel, he really did. Even after he stood up or was up really late. Hoseok and you had never fights. The friends of yours that had relationships were jealous. You had found somebody that was almost like your guardian angel. If somebody had told you, that there were humans in this world that were almost like guardian angels you would have started believing in them earlier. Months ago you would think you weren’t sane when you resembled a human to an angel., but now you thought that Hoseok was close to that. Your guardian angel would never tell you that he was your guardian angel. Sometimes Hoseok just wanted to scream out that he protected you every day. He didn’t, it would ruin it. This it, a relationship so beautiful he wanted to drown in it. When he first met you his favorite thing was your laugh and the shy look you sometimes got. Now, they were the late night talks where he got to hear your thoughts, your deepest desires. He never had a chance to hear them and now he could, he appreciated them so much. You two could talk for hours with no end in sight. He loved you deeply, fully. He told you that every moment he got. Especially the late night talks. “I don’t know what I will do without you Hoseok” a tired voice said to him. Your form was in his arms, as it should be. Your warmth combining. “Don’t think about it, I will never leave you”. “How can you be so sure about that?”. “I just know it”. “Your way too optimistic”. “I know, but you wouldn’t love if I weren’t”. “That’s true”. Hoseok wished that he could take you up to the soft clouds, just for a moment. To make your worries disappear. The clouds were so soft, sometimes he missed them But he never ever wanted to leave your side again. He surely wouldn’t give you to someone else. Someone else who would protect you. That was his job his purpose. “I’m going to stay by your side till it’s over angel”. With this sentence he also swore he is going to protect you like a guardian angel even better. He swore he’ll cover you in the softest cloud some day. He had to. His purpose was protecting you till it’s over.