#//it's like... bc romantic attraction happens s RARELY for me... when it does it feels like a life or death situation
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troublcmakcrs Ā· 4 months ago
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//what if i gave craig my specific brand of aromanticism where he rarely gets crushes or feels romantic love but when he does he's an absolute deranged little freak about it
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pluviophile-imagines Ā· 3 years ago
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Could I ask what your sexuality headcanons are? I love comparing mine with other peoplesā€™!
Ok second half of this; this is just like. non-students who i Actually have thought about HJBAFV not at all a comprehensive list. Again disclaimer i write all these chars as bi in my fics, also i am bi myself so the vast majority are also bi, and also leaving a lot of these vague so u can imagine ur favorite ship or urself or w/ever
ok lets start this off with Aizawa. I think....... hes another one who's rlly unlabelled, doesnt super care to think it through and define it, but calls himself gay bc his interest in women is very, very rare and it's just way easier to say than explain all that. Definitely do buy into the idea that he had a crush on Oboro in hs but i do NOT buy into the easermic agenda sorry. Definitely not someone who goes looking for dates, but doesn't say no if someone asks him and hes interested (also im not gonna give her a whole section but i saw a hc a while back that the Ms. Joke stuff is literally that shes a lesbian and hes gay and shes fucking with him and i love that so much i just wanted to put it out there)
on the topic of the erasermic agenda: Hizashi's pan and knew it before HS, had a sudden & intense crush on Aizawa for the first month they knew each other and then immediately got over it in favor of a similar sudden, intense, and then immediately fading crush on Midnight. Hizashi and Aizawa r just rlly good friends imo; maybe they messed around for a bit in their twenties but it never went anywhere serious. He dates around a lot, not even necessarily to settle down just to have some fun
Midnight is aro/ace but does get in qprs & gravitates towards women wrt that. Most people dont read vigilantes but theres a woman in that, Kazuho, who i imagine she's been in a long-term qpr with; her relationship with aizawa and hizashi leans a little more towards a qpr than a normal friendship, too, but it's not rlly defined that way
All Might is married to justice queer but v much not interested in relationships. He and that one guy from the first movie are ABSOLUTELY exes and i won't hear otherwise; it's the only relationship he's ever had, and they broke up bc he had to go back to japan. He was heartbroken but did eventually get over him; his lack of romance afterwards is from genuine disinterest and not being hung up on his past. I can see him finding someone else in his later years, after he's retired. Definitely feels like he's not worthy of it tho
Hawks is bi but unfortunately didn't get to figure that out until like Now in the timeline...... if youll let my dabihawks history shine through i think dabi was the reason JHBASFGJHB he was basically brainwashed by the commission to become a hero so he didnt have time to Figure That Shit Out; he knew he was into women bc that was easy & what the commission expected from him but then he started this undercover assignment and met dabi and realized Oh...... Fuck. Hawks is hard tbh, bc i think between the control that the commission has over him and his own convictions as a hero he doesn't pursue any romance (tho he does get crushes or find people attractive) and most of his flings are done to keep up his prettyboy act, not out of genuine interest in being a fuckboy. Can't imagine him having a relationship until well after canon but I do see him being interested eventually
Onto the villains, Shigaraki is unlabelled but probably would call himself queer if asked. Definitely admires women more but isn't very interested in romance; AFO actively encourages him to pursue the things interested in so imo if he were he'd talk abt it more lmfao. I kinda see him as demi as well, not the type to fall immediately but requiring a friendship beforehand; tho unlike Bakugo as i said in my last post I dont think it happens suddenly but rather slowly. Y'all know im a big fan of shigaraki being absolutely whipped for his s/o so i do thing hes a big piner, tho he's also pretty bold and unashamed of his affections. I'm a big fan of him falling for a member of the league or a civilian; definitely can't see him falling for a hero unless the hero was already halfway to turning sides already. I think he's also attracted to intelligence and someone who pushes him to think more abt his ideology...... maybe im just projecting at this point JSHDFBVAJKSHD but my point is that the gender of his partner is definitely the least of what he considers/notices
Dabi is bi and, here's my bold take, demisexual; not interested in sex unless its with someone he loves. Absolutely doesn't even think abt romance for most of the years where he's on his own. He's got revenge to plan. By the time he joins the league that hasn't changed much, and he's demi so he's not interested in sleeping around, plus he rlly denies any attachment to people at all. As I said in that other ask tho I do rlly like the idea of him with Magne, so I think they have a fling for a bit before her death :( it's one of the things that leads him to isolate himself further, unfortunately, even from Jin and the other League members with whom his relationships aren't romantic. I can see him dating someone post-canon bc i think hes gonna be redeemed lol. It could be someone he knew before but they probably didnt date again bc he was v guarded; i think magne was rlly the only person he dated
Magne is pan and heres the kicker: I think shes t4t, which led to a little moment just before she and dabi got together where he was like "she wouldnt be into me :/" but she was into him anyway so all was good. She got around in her circles, mostly casual stuff tho she yearned for something more serious.
Spinner's bi & trends towards women but does occasionally get things for men and they're almost always intense. He thought he was straight for a while even once he joined the league and then suddenly got a crush on Shigaraki (around the time of MVA) and realized otherwise LMFAO he's definitely a hopeless romantic type, the whole mutant prejudice thing makes it rlly hard for him and i can see him being rlly happy with another mutant-type; i feel like as he matures he starts to gravitate towards them
Toga is canonically pan to my understanding, iirc her interest in Uraraka and Deku is the same (and romantic) in canon tho i might be wrong. Poor girl just needs therapy. I like the idea of the two of them becoming her friends over her being involved with them but i totally can get behind her having a thing with Uraraka (and maybe Tsu) at some point post-canon (presuming she gets redeemed), tho I think a qpr between the two/three of them would be longer lasting. And again presuming she gets therapy i can see her settling down with someone, gender irrelevant
Jin is unlabelled bc he hasn't much thought abt it, definitely had a thing for dabi and for hawks which does make me sad on both counts. I think he likes women slightly more abstractly/aesthetically and gets crushes more on men,. The dabi thing fades as they get closer and start to view each other as brothers. In his later years he doesn't rlly care about romance, I think he enjoys the experience of crushing but doesnt like dating people; his found family in the League is far more important to him. But i can see him falling head-over-heels for someone quite suddenly and having a bit of a whirlwind romance. Also someone for whom gender isn't much of a factor
Mr Compress is also queer and also hasn't rlly thought abt it. Definitely leans more towards women; he's like 30 but i like to think he also goes for older partners, 10 or 15 years his senior KJBADSJFHB idk he just has that Vibe with the way he calls himself an old man etc. A lot of the league i cant see sleeping or dating around much, i feel like they prioritize each other, but I do think mr compress gets around more than the others. i can see him having a bit of a fuckbuddy who he catches feelings for
Kurogiri is fun; as Oboro I do think Aizawa's crush was reciprocated, tho he wasn't around long enough for them to act on it :( he's bi, tho kurogiri isn't supposed to have personal interests. I like to imagine the brainwashing isnt as good as AFO wants it to be tho so I like the idea of him falling for someone anyway. I also like the idea of the heroes managing to undo the nomufication and I 100% can see him, aizawa, and someone else (someone he was involved with as Kurogiri) ending up in a triad as a result of aizawa and the third partner helping him through the aftermath of all that shit
Lady Nagant is a manga-only minor character but im in love with her so imma talk abt it. Shes bi and leans VERY heavily towards women, probably spent years questioning whether she was rlly bi or a lesbian before finally having a fling with a guy that she genuinely enjoyed. Has only ever been in long-term relationships with women and I v much think she has a gf at home who stayed even when she was arrested šŸ„ŗ
Finally imma talk abt Natsuo bc i love that boy. He's one of the few unmarried chars with a love interest and he canonically has a gf. I do see him as IDing straight in canon ngl, but the kind of straight where he might actually be bi but his preference leans so heavily towards women and he grew up in a bad home so he just doesnt rlly think abt it bc hes v happy with women anyway. In shiganatsu thoughts shigaraki is the first man he has a thing for; i rlly can see the two of them in a triad with a woman specifically, who helps the two of them find each other and is the one who initiates bc its definitely a weird situation for natsuo
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sour-n-salty-citrus Ā· 3 years ago
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5, 11, 28? ~necklace-of-sin
Hey Cat! Thanks for the asks :D
5. What is/are your least favorite trope(s)?
HMM! Idk if this counts as a trope, but I CANNOT read anything with public sex (MAYBE semi-public but even then it depends). Like idk bajdjsjs I'm super squicky about the idea of someone stumbing in upon or watching the MCs of the fic. Like- MAYBE if its one person watching in a confined space, otherwise, if its like a crowd or smth then nuh uh I'm not reading it. I think maybe part of it comes from a strong sense of second hand embarrassment or smth lol.
Next- I wouldn't say I 'dislike' this trope, but hurt/no comfort. I mean- maybe I'll read it, but I'm a godamn sap, so even in stuff like darkfic I need some kind of closure ;-;. Even if the ending isn't "happy", I prefer bittersweet to just... bitter akdjskd. I need some relief, otherwise it's just Torture Porn? Which can be enjoyable ig but very very very rarely for me.
Oh another one is when a ship is put in the main tags... only to break up/not be the main pair ajdbsj. Like- I read a bkdk fic (bc i was in the bkdk tag) that was about Deku cheating on Bakugou w Todoroki and breaking up, and then the following fic was Kiribaku. LIKE hsjdjasj it makes me so mad! Why couldn't the break up have been referenced in the kiribaku fic?? Why make a new fic! Doesnt make sense to me. It's even worse if your ship is a rarepair/not that popular. Like- I ship Reibert, which isn't exactly a rarepair, but it always shows up as a sidepair. I have to legit filter out the jeanmarco tag bc it takes up the reibert tag, and just has them in the background and it annoys me sm >:/ Wait does that count as a trope-? Whatever.
This isn't a trope, but it's rare I like canon ships. Like- if a ship is implied canon it's like meh :/. I think a lot of the fun comes from the knowing your ship won't be canon and the potential there, so canon ships are kinda "boring" to me. With expections, of course, but yeah. Its like a lot of the potential is already gone, and I think its partly due to lazy writing, bc once characters are romantically involved a lot of writers cba to develop their actual relationship and individual characters. (This doesn't go for fic, more canon stuff).
11. What makes a great ship in your own opinion?
HMM. Well, as mentioned, I think the best ships always tend to be the non-canon ones :"). Idk I just feel like when there's only a platonic relationship on-screen, it means there's so much more to develop and explore in fic and fandom. Generally though, I love characters that are opposites (opposites attract 4 life), but still similar enough to flow off each other and have an enjoyable dynamic. Because you ship Rickorty too, I'll use them as an example: I like how they work as a team and balance each other's strengths, but at the same time can be conflicting and bicker a lot. If you look at my other fave ships (Bakudeku, Shizaya, Frostshield) I think I really have a thing for opposites (and blondes... apparently). I love when there's one half who's honest and earnest, and one who's more reseved and manipulative/complicated. I love ships that bring out the best in each other, and again, act as a balance for each other's strengths/weaknesses. I love the "stronger together" shit, I'm weak for it, and I love the whole "x is soft for y, and y is tough for x". Its *mwah* perfection. I love when the ship gives each other a different perspective on life, makes them change for the better.
I think the best ships are, when you put them in a room together, something interesting is bound to happen.
(Fluff and mushy shit aside I love when ships have a lot of potential for angst too >:D)
28. What is your best shipping advice?
This is a vagueish question so I'll answer as "best advice for a shipper".
Imo, ship what you want and dgaf. Someone will share your ship (someone always does, trust me), and if it's a rarepair, be the change you want to see in the world! Even if you feel like you're the only one making content for something and enjoying it, I guarantee, someone else will be searching for it and be very thankful to find it. If someone wants to talk about their ships with you, and if its not a trigger/uncomfortable for you, let them! They'll probably let you talk about yours in turn. Respect other people's ships, and they'll respect yours. If you don't like a ship, you're free to complain about it, but make sure to complain about the ship and NOT the shipper. Block whoever you want, it's literally no big deal, and if people are being jerks you don't have to listen to them. AO3 is a godsend, its tagging system and bookmarks are a godsend, use them! If you really enjoyed a fic, leave a comment! Please ;-; Doesn't have to be big. Write/make what you want, even if it's for yourself.
The most important thing is to have fun! :D
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butterflies-dragons Ā· 4 years ago
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oh j0nryas know about balticon report, they just think he was being coy (asdjkahs same delusion with s/ns/ns), that he was rambling bc he was trying not to give spoilers. at this point he could go on live and say "no dumbasses there is no j0nrya, there won't be, there never was" (same w pedoships) and they will all be like "omg it is definitely happening in twow, look at how he's trying to divert our attentions, we are onto you george hehehe"
OK letā€™s review, again, chronologically, all the times that GRRM was being coy and trying to divert his readersā€™ attention regarding the ships you mentioned:
The ā€œIt could be very different things to each of those involvedā€ Alternative: ā€œMind you!ā€
JUNE 24, 1999 THE HOUND AND SANSA
Moreta12: I understand, Iā€™ve heard your opinion on that. In ACOK, it seems that the relationship between the Hound and Sansa had romantic undertones. Is that true?
GeoRR: Well, read the book and decide for yourself.
Moreta12: Iā€™ve read the book and Iā€™ve debated those particular scenes with a few others. Half say that itā€™s romantic and half say itā€™s platonic. Iā€™ve taken the romantic stance.
GeoRR: Ā It could be very different things to each of those involved, mind you
Moreta12:Yes, but it seem like evidence points towards romantic undertones. Will the Hound appear later?
GeoRR: Yes, the Hound will be in STORM OF SWORDS. In fact, I just finished writing a big scene with him.
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The ā€œWhy are you asking me about Sansaā€™s sexuality?ā€ Alternative 1: ā€œAre you really asking me when your fave male adult character can fuck a girl, 15 years younger than him, without guilt?ā€ Alternative 2: ā€œWhy are you so gross?ā€
OCTOBER 05, 1999 AGE OF SEXUAL RELATIONS IN WESTEROS
The nature of the relationship between Sandor and Sansa has been a hot topic on Revanshe's board. Sansa's youth has been one focus of the discussion. What is the general Westerosi view as to romantic or sexual relationships involving a girl of Sansa's age and level of physical maturity?
A boy is Westeros is considered to be a "man grown" at sixteen years. The same is true for girls. Sixteen is the age of legal majority, as twenty-one is for us. However, for girls, the first flowering is also very significant... and in older traditions, a girl who has flowered is a woman, fit for both wedding and bedding. A girl who has flowered, but not yet attained her sixteenth name day, is in a somewhat ambigious position: part child, part woman. A "maid," in other words. Fertile but innocent, beloved of the singers. In the "general Westerosi view," well, girls may well be wed before their first flowerings, for political reasons, but it would considered perverse to bed them. And such early weddings, even without sex, remain rare. Generally weddings are postponed until the bride has passed from girlhood to maidenhood. Maidens may be wedded and bedded... however, even there, many husbands will wait until the bride is fifteen or sixteen before sleeping with them. Very young mothers tend to have significantly higher rates of death in childbirth, which the maesters will have noted. As in the real Middle Ages, highborn girls tend to flower significantly earlier than those of lower birth. Probably a matter of nutrition. As a result, they also tend to marry earlier, and to bear children earlier. There are plenty of exceptions.
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The ā€œUnreliable narrator - Part 1ā€ Alternative: ā€œThe much more important lapse in memory that was promisedā€
JUNE 26, 2001 SF, TARGARYENS, VALYRIA, SANSA, MARTELLS, AND MORE
[GRRM is asked about Sansa misremembering the name of Joffreyā€™s sword.]
The Lionā€™s Paw / Lionā€™s Tooth business, on the other hand, is intentional. A small touch of the unreliable narrator. I was trying to establish that the memories of my viewpoint characters are not infallible. Sansa is simply remembering it wrong. A very minor thing (you are the only one to catch it to date), but it was meant to set the stage for a much more important lapse in memory. You will see, in A STORM OF SWORDS and later volumes, that Sansa remembers the Hound kissing her the night he came to her bedroomā€¦ but if you look at the scene, he never does. That will eventually mean something, but just now itā€™s a subtle touch, something most of the readers may not even pick up on.
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The ā€œUnreliable narrator - Part 2ā€ Alternative: ā€œIt doesnā€™t mean what you think it meansā€
OCTOBER 05, 2002 SANSAā€™S MEMORY
[Note: This mail has been edited for brevity.]
ā€¦ this is an inconsistency with ASoS more than an outright error. In ASoS, Sansa thinks that the Hound kissed her before leaving her room and Kingā€™s Landing. In ACoK, no kiss is mentioned in the scene, though Sansa did think that he was about to do so.
Well, not every inconsistency is a mistake, actually. Some are quite intentional. File this one under ā€œunreliable narratorā€ and feel free to ponder its meaning
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The ā€œUnreliable narrator - Part 3ā€ Alternative: ā€œBetter ask yourself about Sansaā€™sĀ psychological stateā€
NOVEMBER 27, 2007 GEORGE R.R. MARTIN ANSWERS YOUR QUESTIONS
Hereā€™s a really particular question (which I realize means it probably wonā€™t get asked in a general interview): In A Storm of Swords, there is a chapter early on where Sansa is thinking back to the scene at the end of A Clash of Kings when The Hound came into her room during the battle. She thinks in the chapter about how he kissed her, but in the scene in A Clash of Kings, this actually didnā€™t happen. Was that a typo or something? ā€”Valdora
GRRM: Itā€™s not a typo. It is something! [Laughs] ā€Unreliable narratorā€ is the key phrase there. The second scene is from Sansaā€™s thoughts. And what does that reveal about her psychologically? I try to be subtle about these things.
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The ā€œThe answer is Noā€ Alternative: NO!
APRIL 15, 2008 FUTURE MEETINGS, POVS, ARYAā€™S ROLE, EASTERN LANDS, AND ASSASSINS
[Will Sandor and Sansa meet?]
Why, the Hound is dead, and Sansa may be dead as well. Thereā€™s only Alayne Stone.
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The ā€œHeā€™s a lot more dangerous than he is romanticā€ Alternative: ā€œBUT THERE IS SAM!ā€
AUG. 21ST, 2009 AS SER JORAH MORMONTā€¦ - NOT A BLOG
weltraummuell: The Hound Oh please donā€™t cast an old guy for the Hound, his scenes with Sansa are so romantic and erotic, I couldnā€™t bear if itā€™d feel creepy all of a sudden. Well, thatā€™s me making demands. LOL
GRRM: Re: The Hound Old guy? No, butā€¦ the Hound is still a whole lot older than Sansa, and was never written as attractiveļæ½ļæ½ you know, those hideous burns and all thatā€¦ heā€™s a lot more dangerous than he is romantic. Ā 
kestrana: The Hound Yeah its a ā€œgirl always wants the bad boyā€ kind of thing although Sansa seems to pull something else out of him. It feels so wrong sometimes but I want to see them together again tee hee.
weltraummuell: The Hound Hehe, George, maybe you didnā€™t intend it, but he turned out to be a very erotic character to female readers. Especially since heā€™s mutilated and dangerous. Makes him unpredictable and vulnerable which is the most explosive aphrodisiac for a girlā€™s fantasy. ;)
weltraummuell: The Hound And I know from discussions on other board other women feel just the same about Sandor. Heā€™s an absolute favourite with the ladies!
halfbloodmalfoy: The Hound LOL, youā€™re such a man. To many of us women, dangerous *is* attractive.
GRRM: The Hound But no one has any love for poor old Sam Tarly, kind and smart and decent and devotedā€¦
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The ā€œThatā€™s interesting...ā€ Alternative: ā€œThey are deeply troubled individuals, Harrietā€
22 JUNE 2012 SWORD & LASER VIDEO PODCAST
GRRM: I am sometimes surprised by the reactions, of women in particular, to some of the villains. The number of women over the years who have written to me that their favorite characters are Jaime Lannister or Sandor Clegane [the Hound] or Theon Greyjoyā€¦ All of these are deeply troubled individuals with some very dark sides, who have done some very dark things. Nonetheless, they do draw this response, and quite heavily, I think, in the case of some of them, from my female readers in particular.
Veronica Belmont: Iā€™m a big fan of the Hound, myself, actually.
Tom Merritt: Of Sandor? Really?
Veronica Belmont: Yeah, the Houndā€¦ Maybe itā€™s not because I feel any compassion towards them, Iā€™m not really sure what the attraction is. Ah, Iā€™m not going to call it attraction, actually. Letā€™s just say itā€™s a fascination, perhaps.
GRRM: [Chuckles] Well, I mean, fascination is one thing, but some of these letters indicate that there really is like a romantic attraction going on there. And I do know thereā€™s all these people out there who are, as they call themselves, the ā€œSan/Sanā€ fans, who want to see Sandor and Sansa get together at the end. So thatā€™s interesting, too.
Tom Merritt: The TV show has sort of played with that a little, and probably stoked those fires.
GRRM: Oh, sure. And Iā€™ve played with it in the books. Thereā€™s something there, but itā€™s still interesting to see how many people have responded to it.
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The ā€œI guess I donā€™t understand womenā€ Alternative: ā€œI'm shookā€
JUNE 23, 2015 GRRM Q&A AT THE SCIENCE FICTION BOOKSTORE IN STOCKHOLM
Question: ā€œIs there any fan reactions that you have been surprised by, like is there a character thatā€™s more popular than you thought or have people been shocked by something you didnā€™t think we would be shocked at?ā€
GRRM: ā€œIā€™m reasonably certain what people will be shocked by. I knew that the Red Wedding would provoke a big reaction and it did. I was pretty confident that, you know, throwing Bran out the window and then killing Ned in the first book would get reactions, and indeed they did. All of those worked exactly the way it did to the extent that things that have surprised me, they tend to be smaller things. I guess Iā€¦ Maybe I should not have, I donā€™t know. How do I phrase this without getting myself in terrible troubleā€¦ I guess I donā€™t understand women, but I was definitely, you know, way back when, surprised by the number of women who reacted positively to characters like Theon and the Hound as dashing, romantic figures. The san/san kind of thing took me by surprise, I must admit, and even more so the women who, and there are some, who really like Theon. So that surprised me.ā€
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The ā€œComfort level of femininityā€ Alternative: ā€œThat's not a reference for romanceā€
MAY 29, 2016 BALTICON REPORTĀ 
My con friend asked about the Jon/Arya relationship again and brought her (impressive) Game book that had all of her references marked out with little flags. She brought up the Ygritte connections to Arya that Jon saw in her. George did not directly answer yes or no if there would be anything romantic between the two.
George did say, despite what readers see as clues to a romantic relationship between Jon/Arya in the books themselves, he did not confirm this so easily but inferred that what Jon saw in Ygritte was a comfort level of femininity. <<< Ā She and I obviously discussed these comments after the meeting and this was the general feeling.
My con friend was referring to George explaining Jonā€™s perception: GRRM replied, ā€œYou know, I donā€™t think itā€™s a reference for that [for romance]. Itā€™s a reference to a certain physical type, and Ā a certain indication of what Jon finds admirable. Itā€™s like someone who reminds you of, you knowā€¦ Other people might be put off by this, you know, hair that looks like small rodents have been living in there. It doesnā€™t put him off because he is used to that.ā€
The ā€œI was making up shit.ā€ Alternative: "I wish I can delete that"
MAY 29, 2016 BALTICON REPORTĀ 
After the Coffee Talk just outside the room:
My Con Friend asked about Arya and Jon again. This time GRRM gave some very pointed replies:
GRRM finished (in the hallway now) by saying that he ā€œwished some past things werenā€™t such strong foreshadowing,ā€ and that he, ā€œwished some new things had stronger foreshadowing then.ā€
Friend: Ok, if you foreshadowed something in the first book, like, really cleverly hidden, would you then follow through on that hint? For sure?..
GRRM: ā€œWell, this goes with what I said before, the story changes and expands as I write. I wish I was able to go back and make revised drafts, but thatā€™s not going to happen.ā€
Here is a transcript of the outline discussion and Jon/Arya portion of the coffee talk:
[question about Jon/Arya]
GRRM: ā€œAlright, youā€™ve thought about this more than I have. I mean itā€™s simple, Jon is very fond of Arya. They were the two odd birds in the Stark family nest, here. They didnā€™t quite fit in with the others, they look like each other, they both had the brown hair, you know, as opposed to the auburn hair of Sansa and Bran and Rickon and Robb. So there was always that closeness between them. And, you know, Arya didnā€™t mind that Jon was a bastard, and Jon didnā€™t mind that Arya was a tomboy, so there is that closeness there.ā€
[question about Jon comparing his lover to his sister]
GRRM: ā€œIf he did it, uhmā€¦ I began writing these books in 1991, and, uhm, I worked on it in 91 and then I got a tv play, so I put it aside to really work on ā€˜Doorwaysā€™ tv pilot and did a tv show in 92-93. In 94 I returned to it [the books] and worked on it. You know, up till then, in my career as a writer, Iā€™d always written the entire book before I opted for sale. Thatā€™s unusual. Most writers do chapters and an outline. They write a few chapters, they outline the rest of the book, give that to the publisher and the publisher says ā€˜oh okay, Iā€™ll take thatā€™.
ā€œAs some of you may have noticed, those who have been paying very, very carefully attention, Iā€™m not good with deadlines. And, uh, and Iā€™m not good with outlines, either. I always hated outlines. So with Fevre Dream and with Armageddon Rag and with Dying of the Light and all my novels, I wrote the entire book. I didnā€™t do chapters and outline. I sat down, I wrote a whole book, and I sent it to my agent and said ā€˜Look, hereā€™s a whole book, and itā€™s finishedā€™. That way I ran into no deadline, it was finished before it even went on the market. And it worked well for me. And my initial thought was to do this the same way, but what happened, you know, was in 1994, uhm, when I returned to it and Iā€™m working on it and Iā€™m very enthused about it and I say ā€˜I really wanna write these Game of Thrones books as the next partā€™. But I was still in Hollywood and Iā€™d just lost all this groundwork on ā€˜Doorwaysā€™, I was still inā€¦ The studios and networks still wanna work with me, so Iā€™m getting other offers, like ā€˜We want you to write this movieā€™, ā€˜we want you to do another tv pilotā€™. And, you know, I took a couple of them and was ā€˜Oh god, I gotta have to put the book away againā€™. Cause I have no deadline [for the book]. You know, when you think Hollywood, they will give you a deadline, you know, they say ā€˜here, son, write this movie, we want it in three monthsā€™.
ā€œSo, I said ā€˜look, if I wanna get back to being a novelist, Iā€™m gonna have to sell this even though itā€™s not finishedā€™. So I had my 200 pages of Game of Thrones at that point, but they wanted outline. I said ā€˜I donā€™t do outlines. I donā€™t know whatā€™s gonna happen, I figure it out as I go. And thatā€™s how I always did it.ā€™ No, we had to have an outline. So I wrote two pages, a two-page thing about what I thought would happen. Itā€™ll be a trilogy, itā€™ll be three books, Game of Thrones, the Dance with Dragons, and Winds of Winter. Those were the three window titles. And, uh, itā€™ll be three books and thisā€™ll happen, and thisā€™ll happen, and thisā€™ll happen. And I was making up shit.
ā€œAnd I had thought that those two pages were long forgotten, because, of course, the books did sell. They sold in the United States and in Great Britain, both. They sold for enough money that I didnā€™t have to take any more Hollywood games. So I was able to say ā€˜noā€™ around. I had a few less [?] to wind up in in 94 and 95. Once I had, I said ā€˜no, I donā€™t want any more movies or tv shows, Iā€™m going to write these books nowā€™. And I started writing the books. And in the process, I pretty much disregarded the outline. The characters took me off in entirely different directions. So, for 20 years I had forgotten that that two-page thing even existed. And then someone in my British publisher, HarperCollins, they got a new office building, uh, brand new offices, and new conference rooms, big conference rooms that they decorated with books and stuff like that. And they named the conference rooms after the writers, so one of the conference rooms [?], and they put up these plastic display cases, including the outline. The two-page outline, yes. [?], they didnā€™t ask my permission, they just put it up. And in that two-page outline, Jon and Arya become a romantic item.ā€
ā€œYou know, I donā€™t think itā€™s a reference for that [for romance]. Itā€™s a reference to a certain physical type, and Ā a certain indication of what Jon finds admirable. Itā€™s like someone who reminds you of, you knowā€¦ Other people might be put off by this, you know, hair that looks like small rodents have been living in there. It doesnā€™t put him off because he is used to that.ā€ā€
[someone says they have 5 minutes left]
ā€œYou know, I was pretty pissed that that outline got out there. It should not have happened. Outlines and letters like that are meant only for the eyes of the editor. They shouldnā€™t go on public display. And, uh, they also [?] my papers on [?], all my papers and correspondence. You know, Iā€™ve been sending that stuff there for years, and itā€™d be, you know, available for future scholars or whatever, just like the papers of many other writers. Somehow, in the back of my head I was like ā€˜yeah, 20 years after Iā€™m dead some scholar will go in and find themā€™. Theyā€™re going in right now!ā€ Ā  ā€
[question if he is still going with the 1991 ending]
ā€œYes, I mean, I did partly joke when I said I donā€™t know where I was going. I know the broad strokes, and Iā€™ve known the broad strokes since 1991. I know whoā€™s going to be on the Iron Throne. I know whoā€™s gonna win some of the battles, I know the major characters, whoā€™s gonna die and how theyā€™re gonna die, and whoā€™s gonna get married and all that. The major characters. Of course along the way I made up a lot of minor characters, you know, I, uhmā€¦Did I know in 1991 how Bronn, what was gonna happen to Bronn? No, I didnā€™t even know thereā€™d be a guy named Bronn. I was inventing him along the way when I was writing, ā€˜Okay, he gets kidnapped. Letā€™s see, there are a couple sellswords there, their names are Fred and Bronnā€™.
ā€œIt was actually Bronn and Chiggen, and then one of them dies, I flipped a coin ā€˜okay, who dies? Chiggen dies, cause his name is stupid. Bronn is a better name, so Iā€™ll keep Bronnā€™. And then Bronn became quite an interesting character and plenty of these characters take on minds of their own. They push to the front till you [?] speech and you think of a cool line and you give it to Bronn because heā€™s trying to talk, and now Bronn is somebody who says something cool. [?]. Thatā€™s how characters grow on you. ā€œSo a lot of the minor characters Iā€™m still discovering along the way. But the mains-ā€
[question if he knows Aryaā€™s and Jonā€™s fates]
ā€œTyrion, Arya, Jon, Sansa, you know, all of the Stark kids, and the major Lannisters, yeah.ā€
This report appears in the following sources:
fattest leech of ice and fire blog [Source 1]
asoiaf.westeros.org [Source 2] Ā 
westeros.org [Source 3]
The ā€œUnreliable narrator - Part 4ā€ Alternative: ā€œI think I had enough...ā€
DECEMBER 2016 ASKING GEORGE R.R. MARTIN ABOUT SAN/SAN
My question is regarding Sansa Stark. Her sexuality has evolved through every book and yet the memory that seems to stick the more with her in this regard is the night of the Blackwater. So I was wondering if you can expand on your view on what this is, since as before that night her interactions with Sandor Clegane weren't really physical.
The night of the Blackwater, yes. Ahhh... Well, I'm not going to give you a straight answer on that hahaha... Uhmmm, but I would say that ahhh... you know a television show and a book each has its own strengths and weaknesses; there a re tools that are available to me as a novelist, that are not available to people doing a television show. And of course there are tools available to them, that are not available to a novelist, I mean they can lay in a soundtrack, they can do special effects, they can do amazing things that I can't do, I just have words on paper. What can I do, well I can use things like the internal narrative, I can take you inside of territories... thoughts, which you can't do in a TV show... Ahhh... You just have the words they speak, you see them from outside because the camera is external, while prose is internal, and I have the device known as "unreliable narrator"... Ahhh... Which again, they don't have. So, think about those two aspects when you consider that night of the Blackwater.Ā 
[Source]
Most of these questions make me think of Nabokov having to clarified, regarding Lolita, that he didnā€™t write a romance..........
So thereā€™s that,Ā everyone can draw their own conclusions.Ā  God knows that in this fandom:Ā ā€œWe look up at the same stars, and see such different things.ā€ Ā 
Thanks for your message.
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Jackie and Wilson (Barry Berkman X Reader)
WC: 5801
Warnings: Swearing, drinking, sexual implications, angst at the end
Summary: Barry and Y/Nā€™s relationship seen through Hozierā€™sĀ ā€˜Jackie and Wilsonā€™
Tagged: @billhaderlovebot @danny-fucking-mercury
A/N: Hey guys so this was my first time writing for Barry and I hope you all enjoy it bc I really liked writing this!
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So tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes
No better version of me I could pretend to be tonight
So deep in this swill with the most familiar of swine
For reasons wretched and divine
Ā Barry hated his life. He hated that he killed people for money, he hated that he was at Fuchesā€™ beck and call, he hated the anger and the violence. He didnā€™t just hate it though, he was tired of it. Tired of all the red in his ledger. His entire life had been violence and too much blood had been spilled by his hands. The hands that were currently gripping the neck of a beer bottle with a little too much force.
In a last-ditch attempt to find some sort of purpose in his life Barry had sat in on Ryanā€™s acting class and had found that he loved it, and even though every fibre of his body was screaming ā€˜Say no!ā€™ when Sally invited him to join the class at Residuals, he ended up agreeing, and that was where he was. Instead of returning to the shitty motel he was lodged at, he was in a booth at a bar somewhere in downtown LA, clutching his bottle of beer like it was a life raft.Ā 
ā€œSo Barry, did you just move here?ā€ Someone asked, bringing him out of his daze as he refocused his eyes on the people sitting in the booth with him.
Ā ā€œOh uh yeah, from Cleveland.ā€ He responded half-heartedly, just keeping the conversation going for the sake of being polite. The conversation seemed to progress as everyone said where they were from, Barry nodding every now and then to show that he was still somewhat present.
He took a long drink from his bottle, eyes widening slightly when he heard Sally ask him to go dance. He shook his head, wiping his mouth before uttering a feeble excuse as to why he couldnā€™t dance. Sally didnā€™t believe him at all, that much was clear from her face, but she conceded, informing him that sheā€™d be on the dance floor if he needed her. He nodded, watching as she walked away, along with the rest of the class, leaving Barry at the booth by himself.Ā 
He sighed, slumping forward so his head was in his hands. He so desperately wanted to be able to relax and have fun with these people, but he couldnā€™t. He was so deep in all the shit his job entailed he was almost incapable of relaxing.Ā 
Barry took in a deep breath and lifted his head, flagging down someone and asking for another bottle of beer and a shot of vodka. He shot the waiter a tight-lipped smile as he walked away, smiling again when he returned with the requested drinks.
Barry downed the shot first, cringing at how the alcohol burned his throat. Heā€™d done plenty of vodka shots in his life but he rarely let himself feel the pain that came with them. He then started on his beer, watching the oddly lit tavern with a curious eye.
He so desperately wished he wasnā€™t who he was, that he was someone else who was free from the wretched constraints currently placed upon him by Fuches. Or maybe that he was a better version of himself, one that didnā€™t kill people as easily as a child might squash an ant.Ā 
Who was he kidding? There was no better version of himself he could ever pretend to be, not tonight or ever. If he had learnt anything from the class, itā€™s that he certainly wasnā€™t the worldā€™s best actor.
Ā She blows outta nowhere, roman candle of the wild
Laughing away through my feeble disguise
No other version of me I would rather be tonight.
And, Lord, she found me just in time
In Barryā€™s moment of anguish and self-pity, he had failed to notice the woman who had sat herself down opposite him in the booth. She had something that looked like a mojito or another tropical drink in her hand and she was looking him up and down, trying to understand this stranger.
ā€œYou look a little too pretty to be sitting here alone, mister.ā€ She said, and Barry nearly jumped out of his seat. His eyes were wide as he looked at her, his brows furrowing in confusion at her sudden appearance.
ā€œIā€™m sorry, what?ā€ He said, and the woman sighed, holding up a finger as a gesture for him to wait as she took a drink from her glass.Ā 
ā€œI said you look a little too pretty, and now Iā€™m realising maybe a little too sad, to be sitting here alone.ā€ She said, and Barry felt his cheeks start to burn under the scrutinous eye of this obviously drunk stranger.
ā€œYou seem a little too drunk to be commenting on strangers.ā€ Barry said, unusually curt, though he attributed that to the alcohol and the session of self-pity. The woman simply raised her eyebrows before stretching her hand out across the table.
ā€œIt seems we have gotten off on the wrong foot, pretty man. My name is Y/N.ā€ She said, and Barry gave her a quick look up and down before taking her hand in his and shaking it.
ā€œIā€™m Barry. Sorry for being so rude, Iā€™ve just been having a rough time lately.ā€ Barry said, and Y/N shrugged her shoulders, taking another drink.
ā€œWe all have rough times, what matters is how we deal with them Barry. For example, being rude to strangers isnā€™t great but it is better than, I donā€™t know, murder.ā€ Y/N said, chuckling to herself as Barry froze up.
How did she know? Was she sent here by someone? He started to panic, grabbing for his beer and downing most of what remained as Y/N watched on with curiosity.
ā€œMan, youā€™re an interesting guy, Barry. So how does a pretty guy such as yourself end up at Residuals at this hour?ā€ Y/N asked, watching Barryā€™s face change ever so slightly before he answered.
He told her all about how he moved from Cleveland and how he hated his job (that was no lie) and as they talked, and talked, and talked, Barry realised that perhaps he needed someone like Y/N in his life. She was so easy to talk to, and Barry felt he had known her his whole life instead of the few hours he had really known her for.
He thought back to his earlier anger and his wish to be some other version of himself, and he immediately retracted his wish. He had decided that there was no other version of himself he would rather be, because if he was any different he might not have known Y/N the way he now knew her, and he couldnā€™t stand that thought.
As he looked across at her, her face and arms animated as she told a story that Barry couldnā€™t quite remember the details of, he realised that not only was Y/N the one that found him, but by God she found him just in time.
Ā Cause with my mid-youth crisis all said and done
I need to be youthfully felt 'cause, God, I never felt young
Ā As the night started to draw to a close, Barry had completely forgotten the internal crisis that has plagued him before. Instead, all he now focused on was Y/N. The charismatic stranger who he now knew very well, and as he stared into her eyes he realised that she was very attractive and he very much wanted to kiss her.
ā€œEarth to Barry, come in Barry.ā€ Y/N said, waving her hands in front of his face. He jumped slightly, focusing in on the woman who looked at him with a soft smile.
ā€œYou spaced out there for a sec. I was just going to ask if you wanted to get out of here, because itā€™s nearly closing time but also I think youā€™re pretty great and donā€™t want to say goodnight just yet.ā€ Y/N said, wringing her hands slightly as she watched anxiously for Barryā€™s reaction.
ā€œThat sounds great, yeah. Iā€™d like that.ā€ Barry said, and Y/Nā€™s face lit up in a smile. She jumped up excitedly, pulling her jacket on while still beaming, and Barry couldnā€™t help the smile that crossed his face in response to her joy.
She left a bunch of money on the table as a means of payment for the drinks, and soon Barry was hurriedly waving goodbye to the few remaining members of the acting class as he walked out just behind Y/N. They walked for a few metres until they were near the side of Residuals.
ā€œSo Y/N, where did you want to.ā€ Barryā€™s sentence died as Y/N cupped his face, bringing him into a somewhat messy kiss. Barryā€™s eyes fluttered shut instinctively but when he truly realised what was happening his eyes flew open.Ā 
Y/N had her hand on his face and she was kissing him. This beautiful woman was kissing him voluntarily, and he wasnā€™t kissing back because he was analysing it. Fuck, he thought, I should probably kiss her back.
Barryā€™s eyes closed as he returned the kiss, allowing himself to give into the joy that he was feeling. Y/N was somewhat forceful, and before he knew it she had backed him up against the rough wall, tangling her other hand in his dark hair as they continued to kiss.
Y/N broke away and Barry took in a shaky breath, his head falling back against the wall as she began to press kisses down his jawline and neck. His hands were against her back, clutching the fabric of her shirt so tight his hands hurt.
He hadnā€™t done anything like this in a very long time. He hadnā€™t been wanted in a very long time, at least not romanticallyā€¦ or sexually. He was brought from his thoughts by Y/Nā€™s teeth grazing over a particularly sensitive spot on his neck, a groan spilling from the back of his throat.
Barry felt her smirk against his neck at the sound he made, and he knew he was in trouble. Y/N pulled away from him, her chest heaving almost in time with Barryā€™s. She looked up at him and he let out a breathy laugh.
ā€œWhat?ā€ She said, not cruelly or harshly, but with a soft curiosity that made Barry want to smile.
ā€œI feel like a fucking teenager.ā€ Barry said, almost giggling as he uttered those words. The irony in them was that Barry didnā€™t really have the ideal teenage years with the parties and reckless behaviour and everything you see in the movies. He was a good kid in high school and went into the marines pretty much right out of high school.Ā 
Y/N let out a laugh, pressing a kiss to the corner of Barryā€™s mouth. ā€œWell, itā€™s good to feel young.ā€ She whispered in his ear, raising the hairs on the nape of his neck as he shuddered, inhaling deeply.
Barry never really got to feel young, and as Y/Nā€™s lips found his again with more force he realised that if being with Y/N was what being young felt like, he wanted to feel young for the rest of his life.
Ā She's gonna save me,
Call me "baby"
Run her hands through my hair
She'll know me crazy
Soothe me daily
Better yet she wouldn't care
Ā Barry woke up the next morning feeling strangely peaceful. There was a dull ache in his head and an arm wrapped around his waist. Y/Nā€™s arm, he realised, and his heart sped up. He looked down at her, her eyes still closed and her face as relaxed as could be, and he smiled.
He fought the urge to reach down and push her hair behind her ear, and he felt a strange sense of pride flow throw him when he saw the marks that decorated her neck.
He went to close his eyes again but heard the distinctive buzz of his phone. He groaned loudly, stretching his arm out to grab the phone, however his heart dropped when he saw the message. It was from Fuches, informing him that the next hit had been moved to tonight instead of next Wednesday. He swore, putting the phone face down on the bedside table and dropping his head into his hands.
Amongst all the noise and movement, Y/N had woken up groggily. She rubbed her eyes slowly, but when she saw Barry in a state of distress she was wide awake.
ā€œShit Barry, are you ok? Whatā€™s up?ā€ She said, her voice still riddled with sleep as she sat up, looking over at Barry who had lifted his head slightly, meeting her worried eyes.
ā€œItā€™sā€¦ itā€™s just shit with work. You donā€™t have to worry. Iā€™ll go make breakfast, you can go back to sleep.ā€ Barry said, throwing the covers off his legs. Y/N frowned in confusion before reaching out to grab Barryā€™s wrist.
ā€œI know we only met last night but you can talk to me Barry. If we never see each other again then think of it as an inexpensive therapy, and if we do see each other again then itā€™s still inexpensive therapy but you get more sessions.ā€ Y/N said, lightly running her thumb against his wrist and the look he gave her was so full of emotion it almost hurt.
He almost collapsed into her arms, grasping at her oversized shirt as she held him. Barry had been forced to be strong and hold it together for far too long, and there was something about Y/Nā€™s genuine want to help him out however she could that just broke him.
She rubbed his back with one hand, gently running the other through his hair, occasionally pressing kisses to the crown of his head. ā€œItā€™s ok baby, take as long as you need, but if I have to go to the bathroom then youā€™re getting booted, Iā€™m sorry.ā€ Y/N said, and Barry laughed, his entire body shuddering slightly against her as he did.
There was something so soothing about her touch, and he felt that even though they were practically strangers, she seemed to know him in a crazily intimate way. She knew just what words to say to help him out, when to speak and when to remain quiet, and the best part of the morning was that she didnā€™t care.
Y/N didnā€™t care that he suddenly collapsed onto her and laid there for half an hour in almost silence, she didnā€™t care that he clearly was suffering more than he let on. She just took every moment as it came, and every time her hands wound into his hair and she called him baby in that soft voice of hers he swore that he wouldnā€™t ever give this up.
Ā We'll steal her Lexus,
Be detectives,
Ride 'round picking up clues
Ā Several weeks had passed since that night at Residuals, and Barry was feeling happier than he had ever felt before. Even though he was still being made to do work for Fuches, it wasnā€™t consuming him and eating away at him like it used to. He almost felt normal with Y/N, something he had spent the last 20 years yearning for.
ā€œHey babe, I really need to practice this scene for class and Sallyā€™s busy so would you be able to run lines with me?ā€ Barry said, causing Y/N to look up from her battered copy of Pet Sematary.
ā€œSure. Iā€™m warning you now that I certainly will not be as good as Sally. I havenā€™t done anything close to acting since the ninth grade. Whatā€™s the scene?ā€ Y/N asked, putting down her book and moving to stand behind Barry, resting her hands on his shoulders.
ā€œItā€™s uh, a scene from A Streetcar Named Desire. Mr Cousineau wanted to challenge us with some more classic plays.ā€ Barry said, craning his head to make eye contact with his girlfriend.
ā€œOh yeah, I remember studying this in junior year. Challenging is the right word for it.ā€ Y/N muttered, causing Barry to chuckle, nodding his head as he picked up the script.
ā€œDid you wanna start now?ā€ Barry asked and Y/N nodded, removing her hands so Barry could stand up. They moved into position, and Barry passed Y/N his copy of the script.
ā€œI tried to memorise my lines, but if I fuck up just give me the right line, ok?ā€ Barry said and Y/N nodded, smiling at him.
ā€œI take it Iā€™m Blanche?ā€ She said and Barry nodded, taking in a deep breath with his eyes closed, clearly getting into character. Y/N gazed over the script and realised that she had the first line, cursing under her breath before starting.
ā€œWell, well.ā€ She said, her lines punctuated by an uneasy (in-character) laugh from Barry, who looked at her meekly.
ā€œI guess it must be pretty late ā€“ and youā€™re tired.ā€ Barry said, and Y/N had to fight her laugh at the slight New Orleans twist he had added to his voice.
ā€œEven the hot tamale man has deserted the street, and he hangs on till the end.ā€ Y/N said, cringing at how stilted the words sounded. ā€œHow will you get home?ā€ She continued, hoping she didnā€™t sound as robotic as she thought she did.
ā€œIā€™ll walk over to Bourbon and catch a streetcar.ā€ Barry said, and as Y/Nā€™s eyes flicked down again she realised he had slightly messed up his words.
ā€œSorry hun, itā€™s an ā€˜owl-carā€™ not a streetcar.ā€ She said and Barry swore under his breath, nodding as he gave her a thumbs up.
ā€œThanks, letā€™s keep going.ā€ He said, prompting Y/N to look at the script and deliver her next line. It said for her to laugh grimly, however whatever she did sounded more like a witchā€™s cackle.
ā€œIs that streetcar named Desire still grinding along the tracks at this hour?ā€ Y/N said, trying to add a southern twang to her accent but failing miserably. She couldnā€™t help but laugh at the situation, knowing she was probably no help to Barry at all.
Quickly her soft laughter turned into a full-blown fit, and soon Barry was laughing as well, watching his girlfriend throw herself on his couch in a frenzy of laughter.Ā 
ā€œGod I am so shit at this. Like so incredibly bad.ā€ Y/N said through her giggles, looking up at Barry with wide eyes.
ā€œI mean, Iā€™ve seen worse.ā€ Barry said, sitting down next to her. She raised her eyebrows, sitting up straight and turning to face Barry.
ā€œDo not bullshit me, Berkman. That was utter trash and you know it.ā€ Y/N said, looking him dead in the eyes and watching as he broke, nodding his head with a tight lipped smile on his face.
ā€œYeah it was pretty bad.ā€ He said and Y/N laughed loudly, resting her head against Barryā€™s shoulder.
ā€œIā€™m sick of all this acting stuff. I have an idea. I think we should just let loose and steal a car, then go on a crazy cool road trip.ā€ Y/N said, and Barry pulled a confused face.
ā€œY/N are you ok? How much sleep did you get last night?ā€ Barry asked, and Y/N waved her hand dismissively.
ā€œThat doesnā€™t matter. Ooh, maybe we could get some cheap cop costumes and pretend to be detectives solving our own little case. That could be fun, right?ā€ Y/N says, taking Barryā€™s hand and playing with his fingers as she spoke.
ā€œWe could always go to the beach in October just for the hell of it.ā€ Barry said and Y/N smiled widely, pressing a kiss to his cheek.
ā€œNow youā€™ve got it. Keep the ideas coming, Berkman. Iā€™ve got all day.ā€
Ā We'll name our children
Jackie and Wilson
Raise 'em on rhythm and blues
Ā Barry and Y/N had been together for about two and a half months, verging on three, and they loved every second of it. Neither of them had ever been with someone who complimented them so well, and Barry was so grateful for her presence in his life.
It was a quiet night. The two of them had been curled up in Y/Nā€™s bed watching one of the cheesy 2000ā€™s rom coms from Y/Nā€™s collection, and once the movie had finished they were content to just lie in each otherā€™s arms in bed.
A comfortable silence had settled over them until Y/N suddenly broke it. ā€œDo you ever think about the future, Barry?ā€ Barry was a little startled by her sudden question and he rolled over to face her, studying her features in the dim bedroom light.
ā€œI donā€™t know. I guess my mind tends to wander sometimes, but I only ever think about the little future-related things.ā€ Barry said, his answer a little basic due to his tired state.
ā€œWell, do you ever think about our future, then?ā€ Y/N asked, a little more hesitant as she waited for Barryā€™s answer.
ā€œYeah, a lot. I feel like such a little kid, but I daydream a lot. Sometimes in rehearsals, sometimes at work, and without fail theyā€™re always dreams about us.ā€ Barry said softly, and the blush that coated Y/Nā€™s cheeks was almost noticeable, even in the dark room. There was a look in her eyes that prompted Barry to keep talking.
ā€œSometimes itā€™s us living together, sometimes us on holiday together, sometimes us married with kids.ā€ Barry said, his voice softening. He didnā€™t want to scare Y/N away with the idea of marriage and kids. Theyā€™d only been together for a few months but he knew sheā€™d be the one heā€™d marry and have a family with.
ā€œYou think about us getting married and having kids?ā€ Y/N said, looking at Barry with more love in her eyes than he had ever seen, and he nodded gently, his hand reaching out to cup her face. Y/N smiled, leaning into his touch as she brought her own hand up to rest over his.
ā€œSo do I. I love you so much Barry, and I want to spend my life with you. Really.ā€ She said, feeling her heart soar as she looked into Barryā€™s eyes.
ā€œAre you proposing to me, Y/L/N? Thatā€™s very unorthodox of you.ā€ Barry said, and Y/N laughed, shaking her head.
ā€œIā€™m not proposing, baby. Iā€™m just saying that youā€™re the best thing in my life. Similar but different, I can understand the confusion.ā€ Y/N said, causing Barry to let out a laugh that was cut short by him kissing Y/N tenderly.
ā€œI like the name Jackie.ā€ Y/N said once they pulled away and Barry looked at her with a raised eyebrow, prompting her to keep talking.
ā€œFor a girl, obviously, and for a boy Iā€™ve always liked the name Wilson. It was my dadā€™s name.ā€ She said, and a look of understanding crossed Barryā€™s face.
ā€œTheyā€™re both great names.ā€ Barry said and Y/N smiled, pecking his cheek as they moved into a more suitable sleeping position, her head on his chest and his arm around her shoulders.
ā€œI canā€™t wait to have a family with you, Barry Berkman. I love you.ā€
Ā Lord, it'd be great to find a place we could escape sometime
Me and my Isis growing black irises in the sunshine
Every version of me dead and buried in the yard outside
Sit back and watch the world go by.
Ā ā€œHey babe, look what I got!ā€ Y/N called to her boyfriend from the front of their house. They had been together for six months and were moving into a tiny house in the outer suburbs of Los Angeles that they had miraculously been able to purchase.
A lot of their friends said they were moving pretty quickly, but Y/N and Barry never listened to them. The moving process was messy and tiresome, but it was mostly finished. They were now just working on minor things, which is what prompted Y/N to go out looking for plants.
ā€œThey had these super cool black irises at the nursery so I picked some up for the garden. Did you know that theyā€™re the national flower of Jordan? The lady at the store told me.ā€ Y/N said, carefully setting the pots down on their front porch.
Barry had emerged from the house and was looking at Y/N with a loving smile. She wrapped her arms around his neck and gave him a brief kiss, pulling away before gently pecking his lips once more.
ā€œFront yard or back?ā€ Barry asked, his hands resting on her hips. Y/N chuckled softly, shrugging her shoulders.
ā€œWhatever you want, babe.ā€ Y/N said, winking exaggeratedly at Barry who just rolled his eyes.
ā€œBack yard it is. Letā€™s go plant these interesting flowers.ā€ Barry said, picking up a pot and looking at it inquisitively as he made his way to the backyard.
ā€œDonā€™t bully the flowers, Barry! Theyā€™re the national flower of Jordan, treat them with some respect!ā€ Y/N hollered as she followed Barry, the other pot clutched in her hands.
Barry laughed to himself, marvelling at how domestic the situation was. Never in a million years did he think he would be planting flowers in the small backyard of the house he shared with his girlfriend, but life is funny sometimes. Even though he still hadnā€™t told Y/N the truth about how he had enough money to afford the house, he wanted to enjoy every moment with her.
The planting of the flowers was fun and did involve a bit of a dirt war, but once everything was properly taken care of, the couple stood in the small garden, Barryā€™s arms around Y/Nā€™s waist from behind and his head in the crook of her neck as they looked at their handiwork.
ā€œI could stay here forever. Just standing here with you, watching the world go by. I love it.ā€ Barry said suddenly, his breath on Y/Nā€™s neck causing hairs to raise.
ā€œIdeally Iā€™d like to be sitting down if Iā€™m watching the world go by, but I get where youā€™re coming from.ā€ Y/N said, and Barry let out a short laugh, pressing a kiss to the nape of her neck.
Barry decided then and there that he only ever wanted to be this version of himself. The one who got to love and be loved by Y/N. The one who got to plant flowers and hold her close to him. As he looked at the garden over Y/Nā€™s shoulder, he realised that in a way every other version of himself was dead and buried in the yard with the irises, and he wouldnā€™t have it any other way.
Ā Happy to lie back watch it burn and rust
We tried the world, good God, it wasn't for us.
Ā Barryā€™s phone had been going off non-stop for the past week. Fuches and Hank had been calling and texting, always inquiring about the big hit he had coming up. Did he have enough ammo? Did he know exactly where he was supposed to be at what time? Did he know enough about the target? Did he make sure to eat breakfast because being a hitman is busy work and can maybe make you forget meals? That last one was Hank, ever the polite criminal mastermind.
He had given Y/N an endless list of apologies and excuses, and he started to think she might be seeing through them. The last thing he wanted was for her to find out (even though he knew that heā€™d have to tell her eventually), least of all for her to find out in such a lazy way as accidentally picking up a phone call meant for Barry.
He was watching an old episode of Family Ties with Y/N, and just as she was laughing at some Michael J Fox-as-Alex P Keaton said, Barryā€™s phone went off. It was another text from Fuches, and he cursed as he saw it.
ā€œWho keeps texting you babe? If youā€™ve got a mistress you might want to be a bit better at keeping it covered up.ā€ Y/N said from her perch on the couch, legs folded under her.
Barry pulled a face, shaking his head. ā€œFirstly I donā€™t have a mistress and the fact that you think Iā€™d ever have one hurts a little, and secondly itā€™s work again. I swear they wonā€™t leave me alone.ā€ Barry said, shoving his phone in his pocket as he desperately tried to ignore the incessant buzzing.
ā€œBabe, hereā€™s a wild thought. How about you try ignoring it? Turn your phone completely off, lie back and ignore it all.ā€ Y/N said, and Barryā€™s face screwed up slightly. He knew she had a point but there was no way he could do that without significant consequences.
ā€œIf you donā€™t do it, I will.ā€ Y/N said, raising her eyebrows as she looked at Barry with a challenging expression, daring him to turn off his phone. He caved under the intense stare of his girlfriend, and he turned his phone completely off and placed it on a nearby coffee table.
ā€œNow how about you turn off the TV, Iā€™ll turn on the radio and we can relax. Maybe we can dance, I donā€™t know.ā€ She said, and Barry nodded, picking up the TV remote and turning the thing off, cutting Steven Keaton off in the middle of his sentence.
Y/N got up, shooting Barry a wink as she moved over to the stereo, turning it on. She smiled at the sound of Jackie Wilsonā€™s voice coming through the speakers, starting to move in time with the beat.
ā€œJoin me, Berkman.ā€ She said, stretching her arms out towards him. Barry smiled and moved closer to her, wrapping his arms around her waist as they swayed to the rhythm of the music.
ā€œYou know what Iā€™ve realised?ā€ Y/N said, her arms snacking around Barryā€™s neck as he hummed in acknowledgement, looking down at her.
ā€œI donā€™t think the world gets us, or at least some of the people in it. They always judge and try and pull us apart in some way, so I think that maybe the world isnā€™t for us, Bear.ā€ Y/N said, watching Barryā€™s face soften at the nickname for him that she used sparingly.
ā€œI think I get what you mean, and just saying, I love how your mind works.ā€ Barry said, kissing Y/Nā€™s forehead as she giggled.
ā€œI love you, bear.ā€
Ā Cut clean from the dream at night let my mind reset
Looking up from a cigarette, and she's already left
I start digging up the yard for what's left of me and our little vignette
For whatever poor soul is coming next
Ā  The hit had gone badly. He had taken almost every measure to make it go smoothly, but he couldnā€™t account for the sheer fight his target gave. He did the job, but he was battered and bruised and angry. Not just angry, raging.
When he got home he just wanted to get out of his gear, have a shower and either sleep or punch a wall, whichever happened first. He pushed open the door of the house, expecting to find it quiet and dark as always. However, he was instead met with a sight he hadnā€™t prepared for. Y/N was sitting at the kitchen table in her pyjamas, dark purple bags under her eyes and a lit cigarette in her hand, the smoke curling upwards like some sort of twisted moth chasing the light.
Barryā€™s mouth opened and closed several times like a fishā€™s, trying to find something to say to his girlfriend. ā€œDonā€™t fucking think about it, Barry.ā€ Y/N said sharply, and his mouth closed fully as he searched for the trademark joy in Y/Nā€™s eyes. All he could find was anger, an emotion he knew all too well.
ā€œIā€™m not going to ask for an explanation, I just want to know something. Are you seeing someone else?ā€ Y/N asked, taking a drag from her cigarette as Barry shook his head violently, taking a step closer to Y/N.
ā€œNo, Iā€™m not seeing anyone else, Y/N. You know me.ā€ He said, taking another step and reaching his hand out to rest on her arm, however she shook her head, taking another drag of the cigarette before speaking.
ā€œDo I, Barry? Do I really know you, because the Barry I know wouldnā€™t come home at one in the fucking morning decked out in black, looking like heā€™s hiding something. Are you, Barry?ā€ Y/N asked, her voice dropping to a deadly quiet as she asked the fatal question.
ā€œAm I what?ā€ He asked, though he knew deep down what she was asking him. He just didnā€™t want to face it.
ā€œAre you hiding something from me?ā€ Y/N said, putting her cigarette out on the kitchen table with a forceful hand. Barry refused to meet her eyes, his shoulders dropping in resignation. Y/N narrowed her eyes, biting her lip as she stood up.
ā€œFuck. Iā€™m going to stay with Natalie for a while. Talk to me when youā€™re ready to grow up, Barry.ā€ She said, storming past him to the door. Their eyes met briefly in the doorway, and Y/N had to look away to stop herself from crying.
She loved Barry with her whole heart, but he was clearly a different person to what he had showed her. There was something going on, and Y/N couldnā€™t be around him while he sorted that out. The door shut behind her and she wiped away tears as she pulled out her phone to call Natalie.
At the same time inside the house Barry pounded his fist into the kitchen table, crying out at the pain. ā€œFuck!ā€ He yelled, slumping down into the chair Y/N was just in.Ā 
He knew this was too good to be true, that it wouldnā€™t last. It was nothing more than a lengthy dream, pleasant and beautiful but finite. In a moment of nostalgia, he found himself going out to the garden. He stared at the black irises, remembering the day they had been plantedā€¦ remembering how it was before what just happened.
In a way those flowers were all he had left of his time with Y/N. The flowers and all the memories, now slightly tainted by sadness like a sepia filter being applied to something that was once in colour.
He didnā€™t realise that he had stated crying until he could taste the salty tears on his own lips, and his hands rushed up to wipe them away. He longed to be back in Y/Nā€™s arms, but instead he was alone in the garden, trying to find what was left of himself.
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goingphlash Ā· 6 years ago
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So, I recently finished An All Too Jagged Snowflake by Redhead aka ColdtomyFlash (asfgjjgddyjjfddsrfiloveyoubutIalsoihateyouwhy!!!) and that got me thinking on coldflash Soulmate aus. And I came up with a new concept. Let me introduce you to *drum rolls*
Soulchildren
Okay so, legend says that a long time ago a magical object was found (a cup that is now lost idk) that could bind two or more spirits together. But thereā€™s a catch: only the true love could survive.
Thus the closest friends, families and lovers were reincarnated in every life, each Bond born with an unique Mark to recognise each other. The Mark expands on the skin during the First Contact on the place that was first touched by their Mate.
Now, a Bond can be platonic, familiar or romantic. Usually a Bond consists of two people but there can be sometimes three (or more but thatā€™s rare).
But Soulchildren, well ... theyā€™re special snowflakes (hah). You see, theyā€™re like, the rarest type of Bond. Having a Soulfamily is like seeing a full lunar eclipse and a meteor shower happening in the same timeā€”a rarity and a sight to behold. Thatā€™s something people dream of but donā€™t expect to actually happen.
How do you know youā€™re a Soulchild and not a Soulmate? Well, usually, a Mark is places in the same place but on opposite ends (if you have it on your left hand, your Soulmate will have it in the same place but on their right hand). A Soulchild has both of the Marks but smaller. And when the First Contact happends, the Extension also appeares on the Soulchild in the same time.
Also, while Soulmates have to wait until the First Contact to Bond and Feel each other, a Soulchild can always Feel their Parents, even though First Contact (of the Soulparents) makes the Bond stronger (to whatā€™s considered a normal level). But Soulparents need to make First Contact with their Soulchild to Feel them.
Now that weā€™ve established the lore, letā€™s get to the plot.
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Barry and Len always wanted to meet their Soulmate. Really. Their whole lives have been shaped by their Mark, a snowflake on their chest/back, respectively.
They just didnā€™t expect it to be like this. While rain was certanly romantic, fighting your enemy-with-benefits during in a dark alley certanly isnā€™t.
But when Coldā€™s bare fist (glove somehow lost in the mud) connected with Flashā€™s neck (cowl down) itā€”
It so was unlikely yet it made so much sense (opposites do attract, especially with Soulmates). Yet nobody couldnā€™tā€™ve predicted that one. As they both stared in shock, Barry shaking his head in denial, hand on the Extension that was cold and hot and electric and now resembled a Lichemberg scar while Len was agap and speechless for the first time in decades andā€”dear Godā€”yet it was real, it was actually happening. They actually wereā€”there was no doubtā€”butā€”Cold and Flash, they wereā€”noā€”this couldnā€™t beā€”it wasā€”it was too muchā€”too muchā€”thisā€”they wereā€”
Danny woke up with a start.
The next day, he started wearing long sleeves.
Danny Fenton was a Soulchild. Soulchildren were supposed to reunite one day with their Soulparents. If theyā€™re lucky.
But Danny was happy with his biological parents. With his actual parents.
There were too few instances of Soulfamilies to have proprer laws for them, especially since the Soulmatch was banned in the 70ā€™s (a law that registered Marks and forced Mates together).
Of course he wondered who they were, how they were like, if heā€™s ever gonna meet them, you know, the usual Soul-whatever stuff.
Of course the Accident had to ruin that too. Even if his Soulparents were ever gonna get used to ghosts (was he supposed to keep his alter ego from them too?), how was he gonna find them if he canā€™t leave Amity Park for too long because: a) he couldnā€™t leave the town unprotected and b) his powers weaken without a source of ectoplasm/ecto-energy and he has to eat a more if he wants to use them (a downside which he learned of during field trips).
All he can do now is stare at the Extension that went from both his Marks to his left fist and neck, feel their strong Bond (wow, thatā€™s a lot of feels coming through. Hope theyā€™re ok) and try to remember that real dream but now everything was blurry (he forgot their faces, what were they doing but their emotions were left like a stain in his brain. Why was having a Bond so bad?)
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Buuut maybe one day something bad happends(TM).
Like, maybe a reveal gone wrong or idk and Danny runs away. And what better place to go than to your Soulfamily. That if he could find them.
So he spends the next days, weeks, on the run, trying to focus on his Bond or even see their dreams (that can be possible if the Bond is strong enough). But all he gets is their just daily angst and feels (again, ARE THEY OK?! Should I really go to them?!).
Luckily, due to writerā€™s convienence, he ends up in Central City(yay!).
There, he ends up meeting Barry and co but they donā€™t Bond ā€˜till much later (your Mark isnā€™t something you show just anyone! Besides, he already tried touching everyone in the last few towns an yikes).
Maybe Barry and/or Len, whose relationship just started getting better, see Dannyā€™s Mark andā€”wow.
And I mean WOW! Barry always wanted to have kids, but a Soulkid?! Thatā€™s his?! Thatā€™sā€”thatā€™s amazing! And he loves this kid to death. This kid that reminds him a lot of Len but thatā€™s also a hero just like him. His kid!
Leonard, on the other hand, is ... conflicted. Yes, he likes kids (especially this kid that reminds him so much of Barry) but he never wanted to be a father, not with his childhood. What if he becomes like Lewis? But he doesnā€™t want to be missing from thisā€”his kidā€™s life. But he also doesnā€™t want to fuck this up like he normally does. Damnit, he expected just a Soulmate not a whole freakinā€™ Soulfamily!
Btw once theyā€™re Bonded they can tell when one of them dies. Imagine Barry and Len freaking out when Danny first goes ghost bc it feels like death (it is), and being beyond relived when he explains it to them and turns back to human (it feels like birth).
And on top of all that drama maybe the Soulmatch is becoming legal again and thatā€™s a problem for them (Dannyā€™s complicated relationship with all his parents, Barry and Lenā€™s relationship etc) and then the GIW come in.
That may seem angsty (it is) but thereā€™s also a lot of fluff and shenaningas.
Now I wanna write that but Iā€™ve got like 4 other fic ideas.
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thezolblade Ā· 6 years ago
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Ship Meme! Tagged by @the-cryptographerā€‹ ~
1) Ultimate Otps:
Which of them have ā€˜ultimateā€™ qualities...? GS Isaac/Alex would be kind of an ā€˜ultimate powerā€™ ship, if they got a plot with twists and turns and character development and reasons to cooperate. Iā€™d expect that more from fic than canon - so many other canons have lots of epic slow burn adventure fics for hero/villain-or-antivillain ships. But so far in GS, for those two, Iā€™ve mostly found (good) crackfic, or non-shippy ā€˜they fight to the death and Isaac wins and marries Miaā€™Ā  stuff that doesnā€™t treat them with even as much nuance as the canon.
Not that I mind mudshipping - my ultimate GS polyship would be something like Isaac/Mia/Felix/Alex(/Veriti/The Ice Queen), with interesting dynamics between every two characters in that set of four (and Mia/Veriti), even with some of the bonds possibly being platonic. Though when Iā€™ve written long plotfic itā€™s very easily gotten platonic/ambivalent/angsty bc it tends so much towards drama, and conflict may drive plots (hence its abundance in plotbunnies), but I find it hard to headcanon characters getting past hurts and grudges very easily; I want to see them make the effort, but it feels like theyā€™d need a lot of time and personal growth to get there, and I might not even figure how well they do until Iā€™m almost 100K words in. And in some very angsty verses thereā€™s no chance. I want to read other peopleā€™s adventure fic too, with fun ideas that manage heel-face turns or antihero plots in a slightly lighter way...
PMMM Madoka/Homura is another ā€˜ultimate powerā€™ ship, if they can get to a point where Godoka and Homucifer can deal with each other as equals again, both with full knowledge of everything thatā€™s happened and the resolve to truly save themselves, each other, and the rest of the universe. :o
Utena/Anthy is quite an ā€˜ultimate realityā€™ ship, when they find their revolution.
2) A ship youā€™ll always šŸ’œ??
The Harvest Moon fan in me is going ā€˜purple heart? thatā€™s not a very high level of affection??ā€™ ...but taking it as an emoji for ā€˜loveā€™... without repeating anything above, pokemon Green/Red is always nostalgic (gameverse Ash/Gary, the names get a little confusing as there are localisation differences and I like the old manga and anime too but havenā€™t watched/read anything recent in those canons).
GS Imilshipping, too, in fic verses where they had a close bond. FE Lucia/Ilyana, I wish they had epilogue content after their support, still mean to write out a plotbunny for them sometime. Soren/Ike, of course, and Tibarn/Reyson.
ToS Lloyd/Colette/Sheena/Zelos, again with strong bonds between all of the pairs in that foursome. They did so much to help each other find hope by striving to save and trust each other, creating a new kind of salvation together.
Skies of Arcadia Fina/Aika/Vyse, Vyse/Ramirez, and Ramirez/Galcian. Never found much fanstuff for it, but it caught the imagination.
3) Current obsessions??
Lots of MadoHomu vibes after getting a oneshot written for them. Confident!Madoka makes both of them happy when theyā€™re not dying; itā€™s a shame she doesnā€™t get much screentime as her confident and cheerful self, since so much of her time as a magical girl passes offscreen. Even while she was more unsure during the series, she demonstrated her desire to protect her friends, and Homura commented time and time again on her kindness - she loves her for it, and when she discourages it anyway, itā€™s because sheā€™s come to believe that itā€™ll be the death of her. If they were truly safe, they could support each other so well - it could be a world away from the desperation that marked the end of Rebellion, when neither of them are at all okay. :s
Also getting quite into darkfic plotbunnies, and I know ā€˜darkshipā€™ is a term in some cases for character dynamics fulfilling their worst potential, descending into violence and destruction that at least one character Does Not Want, but in the verses of those plotbunnies I guess they still fit the label of antiships better than ships.
4) A ship you never thought youā€™d like??
Uh, a lot of the stuff on the gs kink meme caught me by surprise, when rarepairs got suggested and the fills or plotbunnies got interesting - Alex/Ivan, Eoleo/Rief, Alex/Amiti (in a BAD IDEA way). And on lj/tumblr, Mia/Sheba was pleasant surprise too. Not that I ever had any preconceptions about disliking ships, they just hadnā€™t occurred to me.
In FF7, I donā€™t think I expected to see compelling Cloud/Seph or Zack/Seph at first, all those years ago, but I quickly found that there are a lot of good AUs and darkfic. Especially when theyā€™re alongside other good ships like Cloud/Zack, Aerith/Zack, Aerith/Cloud, Aerith/Tifa, Tifa/Cloud etc.
5) A ship you used to like but donā€™t anymore:
Uh idk exactly. I used to read a lot of Buffy fic by ship to find characters whose dynamics were interesting in the show, but iirc I ended up skimming any content that was really ā€˜shippyā€™ to get to the plot and jokes and emotional bonding over real stuff, not random physical attraction, and nowadays I donā€™t think Iā€™d bother skimming so much stuff just bc I hoped itā€™d be interesting and wanted to keep giving it a chance.
6) A ship that should be canon??
Well some that are very strongly implied but not explicitly stated feel like ā€˜yep thatā€™s canonā€™ but could maybe use some more in-universe and author confirmation when not everyone seems to agree - Ike/Soren, Utena/Anthy in some versions of canon, etc.
7) A canon ship you hate???
I like to hate the way darkships go sometimes, but thatā€™s what makes them an interesting story, going ā€˜nooā€™ about charactersā€™ bad decisions, though that usually only works if they had better potential that theyā€™re falling short of, not necessarily in a romantic sense... Canā€™t think of many cases where that happens in canon. Uh I think most explicitly canon relationships are either one option among many routes (and I get tired of support grinding), or Iā€™m a bit indifferent, or if I dislike how itā€™s done Iā€™d still start playing devilā€™s advocate and wondering how it could have been done differently if I spend any time considering it.
Oh in FE Awakening I kinda hated how Virionā€™s flirting in the main plot cutscenes was creepy and painted him as a bad joke, but his supports are much better and some of them are great - how do you explain liking his ships when he has such a bad start (and such bad English voice acting)? I also hated the way the player characterā€™s support options didnā€™t all show up until endgame, so I missed them the first time and had to replay and wait until then to support grind, and then it all got repetitive grinding the same dlc maps so many times over just for such short supports, and the endgame marriage candidates that were most interesting (bc how the hell could the game make that work, with a head of state or a former enemy??) ended up with really rushed and unconvincing relationship development, and the child recruitment maps were hellishly difficult at that point in the endgame, and all in all it got a bit un-fun and not worth the effort. :/
8) A ship you shipped for years??
Most of the above. Also stuff like Saiyuki Sanzo/Goku, GS Alex/Felix or /Saturos, Jenna/Sheba, Karis/Sveta, Pokemon Misty/Erika, FE Florina/Lyndis, and, uh, probably stuff that Iā€™m forgetting right now.
9) A ship everyone šŸ˜ but you donā€™t care for?
...Was there anything? Some of the cliche stuff bugs me, but Iā€™d usually think ā€˜what about writing the dynamic this way and maybe adding poly?ā€™
10) Favorite rare pair???
Mm what's rare? Any gs Alex!ships at this point...
Edit: I forgot to tag anyone, so. If meme time sounds like fun, @sazandorable, @meganekkomeguca, @droory, or anyone who feels like it?
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silver-handed Ā· 7 years ago
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Keldrin and Nev for the uncommon questions :3c
a a a h i didnā€™t see this but Iā€™m doing it now and puttin it under a readmore bc that is a lot
Keldrin
QUESTIONS FOR YOUR OCs
Whatā€™s the maximum amount of time your character can sit still with nothing to do?
He can sit still forever if he has work or anything like that to do, but with absolutelyĀ nothingĀ to do? Iā€™d say a couple of hours, just people watching if there are others around, otherwise pacing
How easy is it for your character to laugh?
He can get a lil laugh pretty easy, but full on laughter is kinda rare for him now.
How do they put themselves to bed at night (reading, singing, thinking?)
Because the fucker never sleeps/goes into hisĀ ā€˜tranceā€™, he can go into it pretty easily whenever he finally does.
How easy is it to earn their trust?
It takes a long while to earn his full trust tbh
How easy is it to earn their mistrust?
Pretty easy, he doesnā€™t put trust in people by default. But to get him to never trust you takes something very dumb, or very cruel
Do they consider laws flexible, or immovable?
Considering his profession, Iā€™d say he thinks they are very, veryĀ flexible
What triggers nostalgia for them, most often? Do they enjoy that feeling?
The smell of rasberries and woodsmoke always remind him of someone he used to know. He likes it in the moment, it feels warm and lovely, but then he comes back and it just puts a deep pang of sadness and longing in his chest.
What were they told to stop/start doing most often as a child
Depends on the stage of his childhood, but usually to stop hiding or climbing shit, and start focusing
Do they swear? Do they remember their first swear word?
He swears a lotĀ and nah, he thinks he was very very young tho
What lie do they most frequently remember telling? Does it haunt them?Ā 
hmmm, something along the lies ofĀ ā€œIā€™ll get you and it will all be okay, I promise.ā€ He knew when he said it that it was a lie, and it bothers him so much
How do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)?
One of two ways: presses for more info in the moment, or pretends he understands and then goes and researches it on his own so he does understand in the future
How do they deal with an itch found in a place they canā€™t quite reach?
He normally rubs up against something if itā€™s somewhere like his back
What color do they think they look best in? Do they actually look best in that color?
Blacks and navy blues and he looks damn good in them
What animal do they fear most?
A turtle named Lucifer that really, truly, honestly wants to kill him even though heā€™s done absolutely nothing to it
How do they speak? Is what they say usually thought of on the spot, or do they rehearse it in their mind first?
If he has time to rehearse it in his mind then he does, but if he doesnā€™t then its whatever comes to mind first and then he frets over it and feels dumb forever afterwards
What makes their stomach turn?
Considering his line of work, not a lot really. Anything involving kids or drowning really bothers him, however.
Are they easily embarrassed?
By others? not really. tho every other time he opens his mouth or does something awkward he hates himself for an age.
What embarrasses them?
Misspeaking or messing up something simple he should be really good at. Also sexual stuff doesnā€™t embarrass him per se, but attraction directed at him from someone he is emotionally into? heā€™s so fucking awkward
What is their favorite number?
17. It just feels right
If they were asked to explain the difference between romantic and platonic or familial love, how would they do so?
Heā€™d think about it for a long while before just...laying it bare the way those emotions make him feel, describing it very much in something like levels of warmth he gets from each
Why do they get up in the morning?
Got a guild to run, people to repay (doesnā€™t matter if theyā€™re alive or not), and pure spite
How does jealousy manifest itself in them (they become possessive, they become aloof, etc)?
He gets either broody or sometimes slightly passive aggressive, but reels it in pretty quick bc he doesnā€™t wanna make an ass of himselfĀ 
How does envy manifest itself in them (they take what they want, they become resentful, etc)?
He gets a lil resentful, but tries to hush up about it
Is sex something that theyā€™re comfortable speaking about? To whom? .
If itā€™s personal friends heā€™s know a while, sure. If its someone heā€™s going to sleep with but isnā€™t really into on an emotional level, sure. Heā€™s not comfy speaking about it with anyone else tho, other than a long term partner.
What are their thoughts on marriage?
Heā€™s been married in the past and very much enjoyed it, and heā€™d not hesitate to marry someone he truly, deeply loved
What is their preferred mode of transportation?
Walking or horseback riding. He loves the convenience of teleportation circles but he isnā€™t big on actually taking them
What causes them to feel dread?
Not hearing back from a member of the guild in time always sets him on edge, and when something bigger is uncovered by something that was supposed to be simple (Mr. Scratch, the painting, etc.)Ā Ā 
Would they prefer a lie over an unpleasant truth?
He always wants the truth, lying to him is one surefire way to either make him mad, or make him distrust you
Do they usually live up to their own ideals?
He tries to, but feels like he falls short tho he does pretty decent
Who do they most regret meeting?
The previous guild leader, and a couple ofĀ ā€˜friendsā€™ from the past just after he took over that tried to use him
Who are they the most glad to have met?
Alabast, the council, his late wife, his parents, Elizabeth and her parents, the investigators, so so many people that he loves so much
Do they have a go-to story in conversation? Or a joke?
Not really, he does have a couple of missions from when he was young that he talks about a lot
Could they be considered lazy?
not really, he sometimes zones out and doesnā€™t work but heā€™s also...way way to into working and taking care of everything himselfĀ Ā 
How hard is it for them to shake a sense of guilt?
This man has never shook a sense of guilt in his lifetime
How do they treat the things their friends come to them excited about? Are they supportive?
Heā€™s very excited and wants to hear about it!! if he doesnā€™t understand it then he wants to know more about it
Do they actively seek romance, or do they wait for it to fall into their lap?
He kinda waits for it to fall into his lap, but he also pushes it away due to emotional baggage and fears and personal issuesĀ Ā 
Do they have a system for remembering names, long lists of numbers, things that need to go in a certain order (like anagrams, putting things to melodies, etc)?
He sometimes makes little sentences out of them, but for the most part its pretty easy for him to remember stuff like that
What memory do they revisit the most often?
The memory of his wedding is high up there, and also the memory of losing his wife and trying to make things right
How easy is it for them to ignore flaws in other people?
Pretty easy, he runs a guild of very flawed people and he just wants to help them
How sensitive are they to their own flaws?Ā 
Ā Very. this man nitpicks all of his own actions and flaws and always worries or puts himself down
How do they feel about children?
he l o v e s babies and kids and always wanted some of his own
How badly do they want to reach their end goal?
he kind of feels like heā€™s sort of already there? he just wants to make the guild as nice and reputable as it can be, and every time good new blood comes in he feels closer to that goal
If someone asked them to explain their sexuality, how would they do so?
ā€œThere are a lot of very attractive people out there and I appreciate each and every oneā€
QUESTIONS FOR CREATORS
A) Why are you excited about this character?
Heā€™s just...heā€™s a very wonderful and good man that has had a lot of dark shit happen to him and i just wanna see him develop and interact with people
B) What inspired you to create them?
Ahhhh i just...really really wanted to do something with a thieves guild, and he just sort of sprung up from there?
C) Did you have trouble figuring out where they fit in their own story?
Not really? he sort of fell into place!
D) Have they always had the same physical appearance, or have you had to edit how they look?
I went back and forth on a few small things like hair color, but heā€™s been pretty solid!
E) Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?
I would love him and die for him and i like to think heā€™d like me to!
F) What do you feel when you think of your OC (pride, excitement, frustration, etc)?
Pride! heā€™s a good boy and that he is so loved just makes me very very happy and proud
G) What trait of theirs bothers you the most?
He refuses to take care of himself and always puts others first, even when its to his own detriment. Also, he drinks a lot, but no one has really caught him or called him out on it yet and it doesnā€™t really affect him too too much bc he doesnā€™t get drunk on the job very often, but still.
H) What trait do you admire most?
He cares so so much about his people and works so hard to help them
NevĀ 
QUESTIONS FOR YOUR OCs
Whatā€™s the maximum amount of time your character can sit still with nothing to do?
A little while, but not too long. He gets fidgety and anxious and starts tapping his foot n stuff
How easy is it for your character to laugh?
Pretty easy! Nev loves to laugh and be merry
How do they put themselves to bed at night (reading, singing, thinking?)
He does a lot of thinking, and he finds it easy to fall asleep to the sounds of other people talking or the sounds of someone else in the room either doing simple stuff quietly or falling asleep themself
How easy is it to earn their trust?
Easy! be good to him and be part of the guild and boom youā€™re in
How easy is it to earn their mistrust?
Pretty hard. He still trusts blake in a way, even tho Blake was an ass to him
Do they consider laws flexible, or immovable?
Again, very flexible
What triggers nostalgia for them, most often? Do they enjoy that feeling?
Sunny days in alasain down by the docks remind him of being young and training, and it makes him feel all warm and fuzzy inside
What were they told to stop/start doing most often as a child
When the guild first took him in, before Keldrin took over, he was yelled at a lot to stop crying and start doing what he was told
Do they swear? Do they remember their first swear word?
A fair bit, but growing up around criminals means it was when he was very young
What lie do they most frequently remember telling? Does it haunt them?
He remembers telling someone looking for Keldrin that he hadnā€™t seen him at all, no sir, not been through here, when Keldrin was taking over the guild. It doesnā€™t haunt him really, heā€™s quite proud of it
How do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)?
Questions a lot more than anything
How do they deal with an itch found in a place they canā€™t quite reach?
Like keldrin, rubs up on something, but is more likely to do it in the open
What color do they think they look best in? Do they actually look best in that color?
Browns n whites! he looks very nice in blacks, however
What animal do they fear most?
Owlbears scare him for some reason and he hates it bc theyā€™re also so c o o l
How do they speak? Is what they say usually thought of on the spot, or do they rehearse it in their mind first?
He tries to take a minute to think about it bc it helps reduce his stutter
What makes their stomach turn?
The thought of anything happening to Ruby or Luna or his family at the guild
Are they easily embarrassed?
pretty easily! he gets bashful and shy quite often
What embarrasses them?
If he takes too long to say a sentence he gets embarrassed and frustrated with himself, and anyone calling him cute or handsome both embarrasses him and makes him happy. Also, explicitly talking about sex gets him
What is their favorite number?
32
If they were asked to explain the difference between romantic and platonic or familial love, how would they do so?
Heā€™s another one that talks about them in sensory fashions, but compares em to food! Romantic is sweet and warm like a a fresh red velvet cake, friendship is sweet and tangy like key lime pie, and familial is just warm and comfy like a chocolate chip cookie (is it obvious nev likes food)
Why do they get up in the morning?
To make the guild proud and to take care of Ruby and to kiss Luna
How does jealousy manifest itself in them (they become possessive, they become aloof, etc)?
He kinda of pulls back and gets a lil down, like he knew it was coming
How does envy manifest itself in them (they take what they want, they become resentful, etc)?
he doesnā€™t really get envious? other people have their stuff and he has his. and if he really wants it he can find a way to get itĀ Ā 
Is sex something that theyā€™re comfortable speaking about? To whom?
He is never comfy talking about it b u t he wants to, heā€™s just never gotten the chance to before tbhĀ Ā 
What are their thoughts on marriage?
He likes the idea of it, but never thought he would until recently
What is their preferred mode of transportation?
he likes to walk and he thinks boats are cool!
What causes them to feel dread?
Thinking about Lunaā€™s missions and her going on them worries him, especially if keldrin ever seems worried. Also, the thought of Rubyā€™s mom coming back for her or hurting ruby
Would they prefer a lie over an unpleasant truth?
unpleasant truth normally, but if its something really bad then heā€™ll take a lie
Do they usually live up to their own ideals?
He doesnā€™t think he does, and he hasa really high ideals, but he does pretty good most of the time
Who do they most regret meeting?
Again, teh previous guild leader and the person who kidnapped him
Who are they the most glad to have met?
Keldrin and Luna and Ruby! theyā€™ve all really helped him in a lot of ways over the years
Do they have a go-to story in conversation? Or a joke?
not really, he likes to listen to other peopleā€™s jokes n stories more than tell his own
Could they be considered lazy?
nah, he throws himself into his work and tries really hard to do good and do right
How hard is it for them to shake a sense of guilt?
kinda hard, but he gets over it eventually after talking to people about it
How do they treat the things their friends come to them excited about? Are they supportive?
Nev gets very excited right along with them and talks to them about it and loves to listen
Do they actively seek romance, or do they wait for it to fall into their lap?
Heā€™s wanted to actively seek it but heā€™s been too shy in the past, and then it fell right in his lapĀ Ā 
Do they have a system for remembering names, long lists of numbers, things that need to go in a certain order (like anagrams, putting things to melodies, etc)?
he has a little tune in his head that he puts em to
What memory do they revisit the most often?
Meeting and kissing Luna, finding ruby, and that night at the guild when he was a little kid
How easy is it for them to ignore flaws in other people?
Very easy! he never has an issue at all with other peopleā€™s flaws
How sensitive are they to their own flaws?
Pretty sensitive, as heā€™s got low self esteem, but he can also ignore it every now and then
How do they feel about children?
He likes em but never thought heā€™d have any and then. welp. Now heā€™s a happy dad and wouldnā€™t trade it for the world
How badly do they want to reach their end goal?
He doesnā€™t really have one? he just wants to be a damn good thief and take care of his family and live a long life, and he wants that pretty bad but he also knows that heā€™s taking the steps towards that every day
If someone asked them to explain their sexuality, how would they do so?
*vague hand gestures* also the will smith pose towards luna
QUESTIONS FOR CREATORS
A) Why are you excited about this character?
Heā€™s a sweetheart who has nowhere to go but up and is gonna see and do so much and just. ahhh Iā€™m excited for his excitement and him seeing the world??
B) What inspired you to create them?
I just really wanted a fully sweet dude in this story tbh
C) Did you have trouble figuring out where they fit in their own story?
not really, he was one of the early characters :P
D) Have they always had the same physical appearance, or have you had to edit how they look?
pretty much the same, ye! he was a lil slimmer at one point but other than that heā€™s been pretty steady
E) Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?
I would kill for Nev in a heart beatĀ and I hope so!
F) What do you feel when you think of your OC (pride, excitement, frustration, etc)?
Just very warm happy bubbly feelings bc heā€™s such a sweet cutie
G) What trait of theirs bothers you the most?
He is a little naive still somehow, and a lot of people take advantage of that and he let em walk all over him
H) What trait do you admire most?
He is just so good and trusting and will give the shirt off his back to help someone in need in a heartbeat
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jaderpt Ā· 8 years ago
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ā€”ā˜† so iā€™m finally making a list plots iā€™d like to do. iā€™ll also state a couple quick facts about myself to kinda,,, help with the plotting process! All of that will be under the cut and if youā€™d like to plot and if youā€™re down for anything I mentioned just like this or message me as usual!
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ā€”ā™” FACTS ABOUT ME
my name is bia!
iā€™m 16 years old and i prefer she/her pronouns.
iā€™m fine with rping over anything but my replies are quicker and better if we rp over kik.Ā 
if youā€™d like one of my writing samples,Ā hereā€™s a link to one of my char blogs.Ā 
i prefer playing males but iā€™m fine with playing females and nonbinary characters as well!
if we plot i can assure hcs, playlists, moodboards, ask memes, etc. etc will be included.
i prefer playing OCs.
iā€™m not a big fan of using gifs but ,, by all means, use them!
iā€™ve got a ton of things i wonā€™t rp but theyre typical things so i feel no need to say them.
if youā€™ve got a kik, imessage, or twitter, itā€™ll probably be easier for me to answer you quicker.
now on to plots iā€™d like!
ā€”ā˜† WANTED PLOTS*
Ā *theyā€™re mainly copied from other posts so creds to the original plot writers! but some will be really short and not detailed but thatā€™s because if one of the short ones seem interesting iā€™d like to plot it out w/ whoever is interested.
Muse A is a famous celebrity and Muse B is just a fan. Muse A has gone public with their Snapchat profile meaning anyone can add them. Muse B adds Muse A, and accidentally sends Muse A a snap that was meant for a friend. Ā Instead of ignoring the snap sent from Muse B sent them, Muse A replies back because they find the other attractive. Thus, creating a relationship though Snapchat - which would soon translate to texting, calling, skyping all that kind of stuff.
a plot where muse a and muse b happen to be neighbors and one night muse a cooks all a perfect meal that took them like 4 hours and they arranged the table all nice and stuff and thereā€™s wine for the occasion and they end up getting stood up by their date or boyfriend and meanwhile muse b is like out of toilet paper or something so they knock on muse aā€™s door and notice theyā€™re upset and they notice untouched food on the table so she like come inside and sit at the table and just start digging in and muse a doesnā€™t even care they are just like whatever but basically it becomes a regular occasion and muse b always comes over with a bottle of wine and muse a cooks and this weird casual relationship of some sort blossoms except they arenā€™t labeling it as dating idk i kinda want this
Ā  plot where MUSE A has just had her heart ripped apart by her boyfriend of eight years, who has not only cheated on her but left her for the other woman. devastated, she is forced to move back home with her family and rebuild the fragments of her life sheā€™s been left with. one day whilst walking around town, she bumps into MUSE B, someone who was in the year above her at school and went out with tons of girls. they werenā€™t really friends but they used to have a little thing for each other. basically he wants to catch up with her and go out for some lunch and heā€™s instantly captivated by her like wow, how could this guy have let her go?? but yeah MUSE B has to slowly pick up the pieces of MUSE A bc sheā€™s still completely hung up and in love with her ex. like sheā€™s such a fragile little thing that is now riddled with trust issues and needs protecting and he is just raring to jump in and be with her but he has to wait for once his life and yes. PLEASE.
okā€¦ soā€¦ m and f are both celebs. m is very cocky and a big ladiesā€™ man who loves to sleep around and party and all that. f is a little pop star who keeps to herself and never creates drama and is well-liked by the public. m and f meet at an event one night. all m can think about afterward is f and how cool and different she is, while f never wants to see m again after living up to his reputation for being a bit of a jerk. SO m starts to do everything in his power to make f like himā€¦ and f starts to like him but in the most pure way possible ?? and they get along so well and genuinely have fun?? like sheā€™ll call him when heā€™s going to be interviewed on tv and make him watch it over the phone with her ?? and m will text f ā€œIā€™m coming over and Iā€™m bringing you flowersā€ and f will say ā€œā€¦ I want ice cream AND flowersā€ and sheā€™s not being a snob sheā€™s just being adorable ?? and m will do anything for her ? but f is still fearful of his rep? but m will still drop everything to just come over and cuddle with f? and just angst and fluff and !!!
i really want a plot where this totally sweet girl is dating this total ass and he prob cheats on her all the time and is so shitty to her but she stays because sheā€™s sweet and caring and heā€™s all sheā€™s ever known and they used to be so in love but anyways heā€™s totally one of those guys who brings around his douche friends and they sit on the couch and talk about chicks and drugs and partying and she is supposed 2 be the regular house wife gf who brings them food and sits next to him when they watch movies so he can flaunt her and just be /: a dick /: ANYWAYS his fellow douche friend starts to slowly be like god this guy is so awful to her and he starts following her out of the room instead of staying to high five his friend for cheating on her w some club girl and idk he just generally starts hanging out with her more while her bf and his other friends hang out in the basement or some shit and theyā€™ll like sit on the porch while he smokes and they just talk or heā€™ll help her make food or ANYTHING and it can go so many cute ways tbh like ? he could be listening to the friend brag about sleeping around one day or see him being shitty to her like yelling at her for nothing ro smth and just be like DAMN Iā€™VE HAD ENOUGH and finally break and yell at his friend and fight for her and accidently admit that he thinks sheā€™s totally amazing and heā€™d cherish her sm or he could kiss her one night while theyā€™re talking and they could start sneaking around behind the friends back or anything so !Ā 
i really, really want a plot where muse a is a naive, sweet, romantic, whimsical little thing with a whole lot of optimism and sunshine in their veins and muse b is the complete opposite; a total player who has someone new in their bed every weekend and hates responsibilities and just spends a lot of their time fucking around. somehow these two have been friends for a while, despite their differing personalities, and one day muse a ends up having to move out of their apartment due to a fire or an infestation or something and muse b is the one who offers to put them up for the time being. itā€™s all well and good except muse a has terrible nightmares constantly and one night muse b is sick and tired of it (and deep down a little concerned) so gets into bed with muse a until they stop crying and shaking and fall asleep in muse bā€™s arms instead. cue awkward muses sleeping in the same bed every night and it actually helping muse a a lot with the nightmares, and lots of cuddling and feelings ensue. muse b, being the player they are, are terrified of the idea of liking someone but muse a is pretty much already head over heels and ANGST !!
an au where our muses are roommates and they can barely come up with enough money to make the rent every month so one of them suggests they make a sex tape and sell it to a website and the other muse is totally not into it until they get a foreclosure notice and when they finally agree to it itā€™s such a big hit that they keep making more and more
OK BUT CONSIDER THIS !! the landlord accidentally rented out the same apartment to the us and now we have to share?? bonus points if they already know/hate eachother bonus BONUS points if they rage an all out war to see who can get the other to move out first.
muse a and muse b had always been the ideal couple. they were always happy and enjoyed each others company until muse b ended up going into a slump. muse b went through a very tragic incident ( up to the player!!! ). muse b didnā€™t want to do anything besides staying home alone, watching old reruns of cartoons, smoking marijuana, and eating unhealthy foods. muse a realizes that theyā€™re hurt and upset but is deeply saddened by their life choices and tries their best to get muse b back to their old self. muse b is tired of all of the ā€œnaggingā€ from muse a and needs constant reassurance of muse aā€™s love for them. muse a is stuck in a constant cycle of wanting to end the relationship and wanting to better muse b.
gimme a plot where ā€¦ basically, muse a is this corrupted soul, always drinking too much, getting too high, they can barely function and muse b is basically their saving grace, always coming through in the middle of the night after a drunken phone call asking for a ride home. and muse b only does this because theyā€™re a good person at heart, but they canā€™t deny that muse aā€™s actions actually disgusts them. but theyā€™ve known each other for too long and muse b always promised theyā€™d never let muse a down, because they know theyā€™re the only thing thatā€™s STABLE in their life. and this has become their routine, muse a texting/calling muse b when something goes wrong and muse b coming around to rescue them. thereā€™s not much to their friendship beside that, these days, because muse a doesnā€™t really acknowledge them otherwise. and muse b just settles with the fact that theyā€™re being used, but they canā€™t bear to leave muse a alone, knowing that they probably wouldnā€™t survive without them ā€¦ but then ONE NIGHT, when muse b is carrying muse a into bed, tucking them in like they usually do and theyā€™re about ready to say goodnight until muse a, who is completely out of their mind intoxicated, mumbles something barely audible that sounds a lot like ā€˜i love you.ā€™ muse b thinks to brush it off, until muse a continues professing all these FEELINGS like ā€˜i really fucking love you, please, donā€™t leave me tonightā€™ and muse b is just STUCK. because muse a is so bad for them but muse b is the only good thing in their life ā€¦ so they stay.
muse a always struggled with staying home and not getting into trouble. they were always out partying and getting high and being completely reckless (maybe bc of some emotional/at home issues??? idk maybe not it up to whoever plays them.). muse a has a cocaine addiction and its very serious, they also have a tendency to hook up with random people. in comes muse b who is the exact opposite. the two meet and begin dating (lots of interpretation here bc i wanna figure this part out with whoever i do it with.). their relationship is pretty toxic between muse aā€™s drug addiction and constant hookups even though muse aā€™s feelings for b are very real. muse b realizes the relationship is unhealthy and feels as if muse a is more in love with their drugs than they are with them.
muse a and muse b have always been best friends and definitely had hidden feelings for each other. now those feelings have to be hidden away as muse a has been arranged to marry muse c. muse c is manipulative and is too emotional for their own good. muse a isnā€™t in love with muse c and most likely never will. muse b is of course jealous and has plotted out a plan to get muse a out of the arranged marriage. itā€™s the day of the marriage and muse c is standing at the altar while muse a is conversing with muse b in the back. muse b slides muse a a copy of the plan and heads outside awaiting muse a. muse a and b end up driving away in muse bā€™s car with just the money they have and end up staying in different cities. (think of roadtrip stuff ??)Ā 
Muse A and B were best friends. They snuck into places late at night, got high, sat on roofs, and were generally reckless together. Their relationship was purely platonic and nothing more until something happened. Muse A experienced a major tragedy (idk what it is its up to whoever plays them!!!) which causes Muse A to lash out and explode on Muse B the argument gets intense and there are definitely words that they regret saying. The two end their friendship and muse b goes away to a foreign country to do their studies because of their parents. After being away Muse A realizes their mistakes and realizes a bit more. They realize maybe what they felt for muse b wasnā€™t platonic and they had to do something. Muse a cant help but text muse b with an ā€˜I love youā€™ and then they wait.Ā 
muse a was always everyoneā€™s personal ray of sunshine, making everyoneā€™s day instantly. then somehow muse a met muse b who was the exact opposite and they instantly hit it off. muse b was the towns drug dealer, always doing drugs and generally not a good influence on anyone but somehow muse a and muse b started dating. muse b taught muse a everything they knew. from muse aā€™s first time to muse a learning how to roll a blunt, muse b was the one who taught them that. muse a turned into an almost exact copy of muse b. muse a gained confidence, turned to drugs, hung out at parties, and became gloomy instead of that sunshine everyone knew. everything was good until muse b started cheating on muse a. muse a had a soft spot for muse b and would practically do anything for b. muse a on the other hand knew it wasnā€™t right and tried to leave countless times but each time muse b would never let go of muse a and fill them up with words that sounded nice and appeared to be an apology but the problem was, muse b never meant them. Ā the problem is, when muse a gets caught up in muse bā€™s drug business will muse b continue to not care about them and let muse a get in trouble or will muse b snag muse a so they can skip town and maybe rekindle what they had?
idk about you but iā€™m a sucker for the we just had sex and itā€™s the morning after and i woke up to an empty bed and how could i be so stupid of course you left me alone but wait youā€™re in my kitchen cooking me breakfast and iā€™m so relieved trope
muse a and b are both college students. muse a was the top of their class, getting straight aā€™s, and taking almost all ap classes; they didnā€™t have anything to complain about. then one day something tragic happened ( death of a loved one ?? accident of some kind ?? idk its up to whoever plays them ) and muse a completely changed. their grades plummeted and they quickly fell into a pit of sadness, consuming themselves into their art and writing. all around muse aā€™s dorm hung unfinished and finished painting and crumpled up pieces of creative writing. word quickly got around about muse aā€™s current situation and there was a lot of talk going around. then in comes muse b. they didnā€™t care about school, smoked weed, partied, did drugs and lived life to the ā€˜fullestā€™. muse b had never talked to muse a in their life, but they werenā€™t a fool and new better than to talk about them behind their back and not try to do something. muse b tried to talk to muse a through trying to get paired up in various projects. the two started talking and created an inevitable bond. it was almost impossible to say that they werenā€™t in love. muse b quickly found interest in muse aā€™s art and writing and they found out they share the same feelings about wanting to leave the town they live in. muse b suggested getting away and muse a agreed, not caring where they went as long as they were together, which brought up many questions. where would they go? would they go? how would their new life turn out?Ā 
i need a famous ship where theyā€™re both insanely busy with album recordings & red carpets & tours & theyā€™re trying to make this whole long distance relationship work but with the time differences & going months without seeing each other itā€™s difficult, not to mention all the rumors & shit. but then thereā€™s all the cute things like showing up on tour to surprise each other & going to award shows together & just finally seeing each other again after going so long with only facetime dates, missed calls, & late night texts to get them by. honestly idek where iā€™m going with this i just know that i really want it ??? but like this or message me & we can figure everything out k cool
aight but how about a plot thatā€™s like ā€œi met a boy thatā€™s super rich so iā€™m gonna start dating him just so he can buy me nice things. im gonna play with his heart and flirt with his rich friends behind his back. whoops heā€™s actually nice and he really likes me. i might like him back. Ā what do you mean you found out i was just using you for your money?? come back i think i feel in love with youā€
iā€™m going to bed soon probably but give me a long distance plot where muse a is famous as fuck and creates a fake fan account on twitter/tumblr to feel kinda closer to fans and itā€™s all good and no one really knows itā€™s him and itā€™s all good and heā€™s getting to know what fans want from him but then enters muse b, whoā€™s so completely in love with muse a and his music. the two begin to talk and they become friends and soon theyā€™re texting constantly and she tells him everything and fangirls about her idol to him and theyā€™ve both caught feelings really badly. so one day muse b gets a little scared that sheā€™s being catfished so she asks muse a to video call her. out of fear of losing her, he agrees and, surprise bitch, itā€™s her fucking idol.
*please remember most of the plots donā€™t belong to me and came from various posts in my plot tag.
ā€”ā™” if you read all of this and still want to plot! please donā€™t hesitate to like this or message me!
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carlpalmer Ā· 8 years ago
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Question tag game thing i was tagged by @cause-the-cat-is-dead thank you so much!!!!
A) What does the last text you sent say? And to whom? ā€œaa thatā€™s cool, have a nice trip!!!ā€ to my friend lmao
B) What does the last text you received say? And from whom? ā€œahhhh yeā€, from my other friend
C) What time do you wake up most mornings? ā€œmorningsā€.. now im on a break i wake up at 2 pm smh. but i will wake up around 6:40 am next week when college starts god have mercy on me
D) Are you afraid of walking alone at night? walking alone at night is the scariest thing u could do holy shit E) What do you do to relax at the end of a stressful day? listen to music, watch tv shows, read some fanficĀ 
F) Where did your last kiss take place and with whom? in one of my past lives if it ever happened
G) Do/did you get into trouble a lot at school? rarely. id always get away with the shit i did bc no one even suspected the quiet kid!!!!! lmao
H) Do you enjoy your job? If unemployed, are you content being so? im @ college rn studying languages and dont have a job, and im happy bc if i did id be Dead!
I) Do you often pick up on double entendres and innuendos? god idk if itā€™s too subtle then i can be quite slow to understand it
J) Have you ever been offered drugs but declined? never been offered
K) Have you ever met someone who has completely altered your way of thinking? i dont think so, ive made up my own mind after meeting several people tho
L) Have you ever been offered drugs and accepted? never been offered
M) Tell us something weird that turns you on. ...iā€™ll pass this question N) When did someone last admit romantic or sexual feelings for you? Was the feeling mutual? no one gives a flying fuck about my existence lmaooo
O) What is something you have given a lot of thought to lately? SO MANY THINGS but iā€™ll say only one thats making me super confused: am i bi or the attraction i feel for men is only a result of compulsory heterosexuality? P) When did you last swallow your beliefs to avoid an argument or confrontation? last time people were slutshaming this girl. i didnt like her for other reasons but that was shitty and i call people out sometimes when the disorder permits me but that day i felt bad i couldnt bring myself to say anything lol
Q) Do you usually initiate hugs? rarely
R) Are you a very affectionate person? iā€™m internally affectionate but i donā€™t let it show. i have no idea why, but itā€™s super hard for me to physically and verbally express affection irl i always feel awkward or uncomfortable aaaa
S) Can you roll your own cigarettes? ive never even smoked lol
T) What are you looking forward to? getting my hair cut tomorrow!!!! i canā€™t believe ill have short hair again
U) Do you have any tattoos. Do you want any/more? id probably want some but im too scared of needles haha!
V) Are you mentally strong? im pretty weak but im trying my best
W) Are you physically strong? im the weakest person in the entire world please dont ever fight me its unfair
X) Do you think youā€™re a good person? i could be a lot better thatā€™s for sure
Y) Name one thing you wish you could change about your life right now. i wish i had a lottttt of money so i could make the people around me happy and live with less worries AND be in an eternal break!
Z) What do you usually eat for breakfast? i dont eat in the morning bc it makes me feel sick all day tagging: @chencake @mikerutherford @horsegirl1995 @tiinkers-tales @thenineofusĀ @gayusoctgayvius @alexlifesonofficialĀ @dalliscar @piratejenneĀ @auritus @exxogenesisĀ @bruceyiffinsonĀ @dirtydeetaurasi please feel totally free to ignore this if u donā€™t wanna do it!! c:
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archive-dcgausscr Ā· 8 years ago
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Break down these two adorable idiots or u aint a true ho
well with my title as a true ho on the line, i guess i have no choice.
send me a ship and iā€™ll break them down:
how did they meet?
i feel like they ran into each other at the central perk and like immediately clicked. oh my god like chan was waiting for the gang to show up and he was reading the same thing tris was reading, and tris was just like aH I HAVE TO ASK HIM ABOUT IT. which is weird because he never does that, but he also never sees someone reading the same thing he is.
who developed romantic feelings first?
chandler! andĀ he was all cute and anxious about it, Ā in a true chan fashion!! but it was mostly becauseĀ he had no idea whether or not it would be well received, and it was cute? oh my god tristan was so endeared. honestly, tristan followed behind pretty quickly. i donā€™t think he expected to fall as hard for chandler as heĀ did.
who is their biggestĀ ā€œshipperā€?
phoebe!! oh my god, she called it before it happened, and i think out of anyone in the group sheā€™s able to see how their energies sort of help sort the other out. chandler keeps trisĀ grounded, and trisā€™ typically stoic nature sort of evens chan out; and they do all this without stifling the other andĀ ahhhhĀ itā€™s phoebe. phoebeĀ ships them, and it definitely helps that she and tristan really click. aLSO ALL THE FLIRTING WITH HIM I LOVE PHOEBE AND TRISTANā€™S FRIENDSHIP I WISH WE HAD A PHOEBE
when did they have their first kiss and under what circumstances?
it wasĀ after their thirdĀ date andĀ chan was sorta fumbling as he walked tristan to the door and he just went for it, and it was kind of rushed considering chandler was nervous af and booked it right after. but the next timeĀ they hung out they had like a PROPER kiss in which tristan actually got to reciprocate and it was sweet and ahhhhh
who confessed their feelings first?
chan, both times around. i mean in terms of saying he was attracted to tristan and in terms ofĀ saying it went deeper than that. but thatā€™s mostly because tristan doesnā€™t usually talk about that sort of stuff. heā€™s more likely to show you how he feels than tell you. plus i feel like considering they were friends first the transition wasnā€™t really like WHOA HOLY SHIT I LOVE HIM it wasĀ just a slight upgrade (well not upgrade but whatever you wanna call it) from platonic love.
what was their first official date?
they went for coffee!!
how do they feel about double dates/group dates?
as longĀ as itā€™s not with ross tristan is down!! i mean, tris spends so much time with his friends it couldnā€™t be that big of a deal? andĀ tristan has so fewĀ people he really considers friends that heā€™s rarely the one setting up double dates.
what do they do in their down time?
the play video games and watch movies and tell bag jokes/puns and they lay around on the bed or on the couch all day and they eat a lot and tHEY JUST UGH ITā€™S CUTE THEIR DOWN TIME TOGETHER IS CUTE
what was the first meeting of parents as an official couple like?
ohh well first time chan met tristanā€™s family (sans his father) was thanksgiving, and they were all super excited to meet him, so that went really well. as for tris meeting chanā€™s parents? i feel like given the fact that his parents hate each other it was a lil awkward and tense but it had nothing to do with tristan, and separately tris found them to be vaguely pleasant people. at the same time i donā€™t think tris could really LIKE chandlerā€™s parents considering all that weird childhood-related trauma chan suffers from. but still, heā€™s perfectly pleasant/civil.
what was their first fight over and how did they get past it?
THAT TIME CHANDLER MADE THAT REALLY INSENSITIVE COMMENT ABOUT TRISTAN BEING HOMELESS AS A TEENAGER BUT IT WAS WEIRD BECAUSE TRISTAN DOESNā€™T GET OUTWARDLY ANGRY HE GETS QUIET ANGRY SO IT DIDNā€™T FEEL LIKE A FIGHT, BUT IT DEFINITELY WAS. FORTUNATELY IT BLEW OVER QUICKLY ONCE TRIS SAID WHAT HE NEEDED TO SAY AND CHAN REALIZED HE WAS BEING AN ASS
which one is more easily made jealous?
i wanna say chan, in the sense that, for once tristan feels really secure in a relationship? like usually tristan wants to kill anyone who breathes in his s/oā€™s direction, but i guess with chan itā€™s less of a dONā€™T YOU STEAL HIM FROM ME and more of a LOL FUCK U HEā€™S MINE. so i think chan is more outwardly jealous at times, makes jokes and kinda mean sarcastic comments because heā€™s uncomfortable and all. maybe says something self deprecating?
what is their favorite thing to get to eat?
thatā€™s a tough once because tristan just loves food. i mean, i know chan has a tendency to like food most people enjoyed in their chilldhood (ie, mac and cheese with cut up hot dogs, or grilled cheeses and chips) so they probably meet somewhere in the middle. like diner food? or like advanced mac and cheese~ bc manhattan has tons of mac and cheese spots let me tell you.
whoā€™s the cuddly one? whatā€™s their favorite cuddling position?
hereā€™s the thing, i donā€™t think either start off super cuddly, but then once they start sleeping together (like literally sleeping, not sex) they wake up all tangled in each other and, once chan gets like used to it they both super cuddly? because tris is just MINE and chanā€™s just tHIS IS NICE.Ā 
are they hand holders?
kind of? sometimes? i think theyā€™re just usually touching each other in some way, like someoneā€™s got their arm wrapped around the otherā€™s shoulder or on their waist. like they seem like the time to absentmindedly touch the other
how long did they wait before sleeping together for the first time? what are the circumstances?
they waited quite a while before finally having penetrative sex. it was one of those things where, tristan knew heā€™d ultimately have the be the one bottoming and he was super uncomfortable about that, and in general the whole thing was pretty new for chan. so they slowly built their way up to penetrative sex, and by the time they got there there was so much trust ?? and it was just ?? it was great. i donā€™t think it was one of those things where they planned ahead of time like WEā€™RE GONNA HAVE SEX TONIGHT but rather a super heat of the moment decision, that neither regrets, thatā€™s for sure.
who tops?
chandler. iā€™m sure one day that get to a place where they switch, but chandler for a while.
whatā€™s the worse fight theyā€™ve ever gotten into?
they donā€™t really fight, they have like small arguments? and those usually resolve themselves pretty quickly. theyā€™re so prone to talking it out nothing really gets to fester and turn into a bad fight. so, they havenā€™t realy had a bad fight let alone one they could say was the WORST one.
who does the shopping and the cooking?
chan does the cooking, if thereā€™s any cooking. i think shopping is pretty evenly split between the two, like tris will do the shopping no problem, but so will chan? and sometimes theyā€™ll go together. itā€™s more about whoever can go get the groceries more easily. like when they live together tris will probably get them on his way home from work because he takes his car rather than the train
which one is more organized and prone to tidiness?
tristan i guess, in the sense that he doesnā€™t mind messes as long as theyā€™re organized and contained. he gets really depressed when things get too messy. that whole your room reflects your mental state thing for him realy rings true. at the same time i donā€™t think chandler is especially messy, so this never really comes up and isnā€™t much of an issue.
who proposes?
chandler!! i dunno how, but i do know it was him, because proposing wouldā€™ve never crossed tristanā€™s mind. not in the way where he doesnā€™t want marriage, but he wouldnā€™t expect chandler to want to spend the rest of his life with him.
do they have joined bachelor/bachelorette parties or separate?
separate. tristan doesnā€™t wanna see ross, and i think what theyā€™d really enjoy doing would end up being different? like tris would wanna go party with his friends and chan is a lot more mellow in that respect. no strippers for either of them though.
who is the best man/maid of honor? any other groomsmen or bridesmaids?
well itā€™s their wedding and they can do what they want so either ross and joey, or ross OR joey for chan, but tris would definitely choose his brother. i think ultimately a good bend of both their friends end up in the wedding party.
big ceremony or small?
small and nice.
do they have a honeymoon? if so, where?
y E S. i think they kind of float around western europe for a few. like itā€™s on the longer end of a honeymoon, like a couple weeks rather than one. (definitely had their wedding at the end of the year so they could blow all their PTO/sick days without having to suffer any real consequences.) start off in england maybe? and then head over to spain and work their way over
do they have any children? how many?
i want to say yes. and honestly, i think they could very easily have the four kids that chan wanted. tris loves kids, in a way heā€™s always wanted a big family, and i donā€™t see him having any qualms about having four kids. so iā€™m sticking with four. and they can have chanā€™s cat with a bell around his neck, but tris does kinda want a dog. soooo thatā€™s something theyā€™ll ultimately have to discuss.
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marshfirc Ā· 7 years ago
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SHIPPING INFO // answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog. REPOST. donā€™t reblog.
WHATā€™S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE?: anyone who has followed me since @seulerose was active on @mxrcer knows that i ship elona and mercer super hard. which is ironic, bc at first they were just gonna be friends and business partners. (since elonaā€™s a mage who has been with the college of winterhold for at least twenty years, she has access to, arguably, the largest library in all of skyrim. she can get books for him that heā€™d be unable to obtain otherwise.) it was only after many interactions with katherine (and lots of discussion ooc) that i really started to get invested in the ship.
WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?: iā€™m not super picky tbh. fluff, angst, toxic ships, smut (so long as mun and muse are 18+) - iā€™ll do it all. smut probably wonā€™t happen very often, if ever, given that elonaā€™s an argonian and if her partner is anything but that it could be very difficult to write. i live for angst, tho. gimme that sweet, sweet angst.
HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?: elona, at the moment, is in her mid-forties, so... anything more than maybe eight years would be iffy. i refuse to rp anything involving pedophilia, though, so please donā€™t ask me to.
ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?: elona, being an asexual, rarely feels attraction to others. sheā€™s not easy to ship with, honestly. especially if the other muse isnā€™t an argonian themselves. so, i suppose you could say iā€™m fairly selective with romantic/sexual ships, but familial ships are always open. (elonaā€™s the mom friend tbfh)
HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEYā€™RE CONSIDERED NS.FW?: hands wandering below the waist, hip grinding, and clothing being removed is when iā€™ll start tagging it as n.sfw. the content may or many not be put under a read more depending on how my partner goes about it themselves.
WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH?: canā€™t say that there really are any. elonaā€™s very particular lmao
DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?: absolutely! especially if you really feel like our muses have clicked. chances are that if i feel like thereā€™s chemistry between them, iā€™ll wanna ship it too.
HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?: not very often. most of my muses are set on one character (in their main verses). iā€™m not a huge fan of shipping myself, but if they happen, they happen.
ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?: more or less. like i stated above, if a ship happens, great! (iā€™m also in love with unrequited feelings too sign me the fuck up)
ARE YOU MULTISHIP?: yes! each ship will have its own alternate verse unless all muns have agreed to something otherwise.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?: uh... outside of my own canon x oc ship, i canā€™t say i have one
FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?: donā€™t force it on me. there has to be chemistry between the muses. ask me if youā€™d like to explore a potential ship. otherwise iā€™m not really picky.
tagged by: i stole it from @arcuhnecrom tagging: anybody who feels like it uvu
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