#//it probably is but im sorry if its not? i can always retag or change the wording on the warning if thats a problem for anyone

[mechahero]

@outofthiisworld asked- 18. entry made discussing a childhood memory. (there are…..too many good ones to choose from oough) dear diary (accepting)

(slightly long post and a brief mention of child abuse under the cut. it's one line but still.)

I kind of just remembered this one thing that happened when I was a kid and I don't really have anyone to talk to about it, so I guess I'll put it here? It's not like I got anywhere else to go with this.

I remember this one time me and my sister were goofing around doing, I don't know, anything? We were what? Around 6 or 7 at the time? Anyways, I think we were playing with this metal barrel we found in an area near our house? Yeah. Like, we just took turns climbing into it and rolling each other down a hill. Which looking back on it now, we should NOT have been playing that thing! That thing was rusty. I'm surprised neither of us got hurt! But that's not really the point. It was fun though, I won't lie. And then Mom caught us.

She was so fucking mad. I mean, she's always mad but she was pissed about the barrel. Which I guess I can get but also I still don't really get it? Anyways, getting screamed at and not being able to sit right for a week? Totally worth it. I'd do it again.

...I miss my sister.