#//honestly he’s bad at the whole cool mysterious loner thing he’s trying to cultivate because that’s not really him | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mechahero · 2 years ago

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Thinking about Lambda and his particular sense of introversion/really weird attempts at masking his emotions outside of his home. He makes more effort in not showing what bothers him, but at the time it ends up being counterproductive because he still ends up wearing his emotions on his sleeve.

#//honestly he’s bad at the whole cool mysterious loner thing he’s trying to cultivate because that’s not really him #//a part of him yes but not ALL of him #//there’s too much of his actual self that wants branch and reach out the second he’s around people #//a sense of longing tied with the knowledge that getting to know someone will end in heartbreak the second they’re tired of him #//it’s in its way it’s own special hell #//wanting connection but knowing that it’s not meant for him #//so being by himself is all he has. it will the only thing he’ll ever be allowed to have #//by both people and himself #//he doesn’t like it but he has no choice so he has to #//aughghghghgh this guyyyyy #backup log {ooc}

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