#//Much to the chagrin of others who don’t appreciate his lapses of dignity as much
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I laugh a bit thinking of Jiyan as like. The type of guy to go ‘I can fix them’ only to end up Worse in some way afterwards-
#✧ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//A man who at times tends to mirror those he looks up to/is fond of; whether he likes it or not#//Esp in attempts to get closer to them; regardless of how their ideals may conflict#//Love the idea of certain ppl being a bad influence on it and him not realizing just how much so until he catches himself and freezes#//Most definitely had a Crisis the first time he caught himself acting like Geshu Lin#//Profusely apologized to his soldiers and everything for pushing them so hard; no matter if it would end up losing him respect#//Actually helped on the contrary; but now he has a Fear he’s going to act up like him again#//And every time he does; he takes it so damn hard#//For more reasons than simply not wanting to be the ruthless kind of leader he was#hc; jiyan#//There we go; that’s there now lol#//smth smth; it’s both a comfort and a curse to him; to yet have traces of his presence in his life even now#//He hopes he never stops haunting him#//Anywho; I do like Jiyan getting to be more mischievous after hanging around Rover more too hdbdb#//Gets to act like a rookie recruit all over again; truly feels so liberating#//Much to the chagrin of others who don’t appreciate his lapses of dignity as much#//But Rover deffo can make him for left enough stifling formality not to care abt that in the moment#//So it’s cool bdbdb
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