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dutybcrne · 1 year ago

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If he happens to get kicked out of the tavern earlier than his usual exits or even on nights he decides to skip out on drinking entirely, Kaeya will always make his way to Crepus’s grave and stay there for a spell. He asks for no forgiveness nor weeps, rather talks quite animatedly as if the man were still there, updating him on the recent happenings and joking lightly in his complaints about Diluc and the Knights. Sometimes, he can swear he almost hears the man’s voice in the wind.

That, is at long last when the tears start to fall.

#hc; kaeya #//He never begs for forgiveness nor says he’s sorry bc he doesn’t feel he deserves to #//Is almost scared he’ll get a sign Crepus actually recents him from beyond #//Or worse; that it will break the damn and Kae will end up screaming and wailing #//WHY did Crepus use the Delusion? WHY did he have to leave them?#//WHY couldn’t he be there when Kaeya needed him most?#//WHY did he have to be so kind and take in someone like him?#//Kae can only ignore it all and pretend all is fine to hold the line #//Maybe then he can be happier in the moment too #//As soon as he starts getting weepy; he bids his goodbyes and hightails it out of there #//Looking for a nice wasp nest to kick up to process the feelings welling up #//Usually hunting down hilichurls or Treasure Hoarders #//Anything but wallow and be consumed by his unprocessed sadness

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