#//I'ma cry yall

[rubbarband]

//Before the year ends I wanted to let you know that I've enjoyed every thread and interaction we've had both in and out of character. I've always struggled to try and reach out to other people that I've been wanting to rp with but I've been using the way you approached me as an example and it's been working wonders. I always smile when I see your blog (threads or not) on my dash, in my notifs or in my inbox. And I can only thank you for being so patient with me. You and Des have been such a joy to get to know adn I hope this continues on into the new year. <3

2023 is almost over!

With the final month of the year here, it’s your chance to send the mun or muse something you’ve wanted to tell them!

-

@ask-ultimate-fashionista

// Ya'll are really too kind. I enjoy our thread too, I always like trying to surprise my partner. For the good of course- and I've always had a small hurdle interacting with the world of Dangan ronpa- you helped me branch out actually! And helped me improve as a writer as well. Not to mention I'm flattered that you use my method of communication, I also have issues branching out so that way's helped me with my nervousness.

Also Fuji/Mond forever //

[lazy-b1rdy]

HOLY SHIT WHAAAATT

124 FOLLOWERS??!?

I haven't seen my follower count in some time with me being sick rn but holly smokes!!

didn't know so many people liked my silly tsp drawings and I'm so thankful for all of you!!!!

I thought that i should do something for this big milestone, and as unoriginal as it is with many people doing this, i want to draw your tsp characters!!!!

Everyone can submit!

It can be literally anyone!! And you can give me up to 2 characters to draw!

(I'll maybe do even 3 but only if i have the motivation)

(i also wanna do this bc i wanna do sum fanart for but I'm a nervous person lol)

So pls give me anything and I'll try to draw everyone ♥️♥️♥️

(it will take a bit of time bc as i mentioned i am pretty sick rn but I'll still try my best!!!)

[ali-tosheva-99]

😭😭😭

yall why'd they cancel dbd I'ma cry

[raywasheresoyeah]

Hello fellow homosexuals! Anyway happy pride month! I was going to make art of one of my OC's but then the hyperfixation nation attacked, and I lost motivation to finish it, but it gave me the motivation to make and finish this!

I present to you! Some Creek art!:

OH YEAH AND ONE MORE THING! I will bet yall', that the second I lose this hyperfixation, I'ma look at this post, and cry! (:

(Bonus: Do yall see the myisterion reference I did? Hint for another drawing?)

[donovankinard]

Rise and Fall Of A Midwest Princess - First Listen

Before I Listen... I know next to nothing of Chappell's music. All I know is she's a queer person from America, and I'm pretty sure she's from a red state? And she likes to make big! statements about queer people in red states (go her honestly). And also that some of her lyrics are questionable. So! I am in my bedroom with my headphones, a clear floor ready for dancing, and this tumblr post pre-formatted for my thoughts on each song. Cannot wait!!!!! Getting started now.

P.S. I'm using a four-step-scale: skip, playlisted, green heart, life altering

Feminominon

oh thats funky. thats-

the stuttery piano in the back is gorgeous

the backing vocals!!!!!

oh oh oh the. the production wow

okay um. the switch lmao

GET IT HOT LIKE PAPA JOHNS

i love the melodies in the verses

lo *hiccup* ver

can you play a song with a fucking beat she fucking ate that

oh like a talking bridge???

the scream oml

ok so that was. interesting.

not the best lyricism i've ever heard but it was vibey?

idk, i didnt love it.. not the strongest start to the album imo but. i'ma keep going!

skip

Red Wine Supernova

acoustic?

nope ok

oh thats gay alright

agh the vocals????

"fell in lvoe with the tyhought of you now im choked up face down burnt out" ????? bitch slay

AGH THE VOCALS

RED WINE SUPERNOOOOVAAAAAAAAA

the lyrics have some interesting choices but she ate

okay yeah not playing this around my parents.

baaaabyyyy why dont you come oooooveeeeeer

okay im vibing

the "okay yall, lets pick it up now" is so gdsklfjdlkfjdslkfjdslfdsj

i really like that she's used very obviously country elements and accents but kept true to pop production. its so fun

CROWD VOCALS MY BELOVED

CROWD VOCALS OVER ACOUSTIC MY FUCKING BELOVED

green heart

After Midnight

oh thats. interesting

sick beat though

some really interesting sounds happening. in my ears.

dancing DANCING IM DANCING

i lvoe the use of crowd vocals on this album????

"i kinda wanna kiss your gf" "i kinda wanna ksis your bf" bisexual? i've heard that she's demi too actually

THAT IS BESIDES THE POINT THIS IS A VIBE FOR THIS PANSEXUAL SLUT

who has two thumbs and is vibing *points thumbs at myself* this guy!!!!!

holy fuck that was just so. fun

green heart

Coffee

PIANO?????

PIANO TRACK????

SAD?????????

agh her voice jdfslkjfdslkfjdskl

oh my god. oh my god

"i'll meet you for coffee cause if we have wine youll say that you want me i know thats a lie"???????? BARS

im going to cry this is sickening

THE BRIDGE

THE BUILDYP ADN TEH BACKING VOCALS OH OH OH

oh.. the. the resolve is. oh

emotional destruction. i need a minute.

life altering

Casual

this is the one about someone eating her out isnt it. *sigh* here we go

^ i say taht like i dont love songs about sex. anyways

oh this is. this is interesting

i love the synthing throughout the album

this is so much. slower than i expected????

oh this is actually kind of sad at the same time???? jfkdsjflkdsjflksdj

the bridge? i. i died

this is actually really beautiful. if impossible to play around my parents

green heart

Super Graphic Ultra Modern Girl

this is so. drag queen coded????

the beat???

the gasps fdsklfjsdklfjdslk

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH

dancing im dancing

im up im up im up

this is pop like pop hasnt been in a decade. good lord

FJDKSFJSDKLFJSLKDJFSLKJ AHHHHHHHHHHH

ultimately just. a strong sapphic-meets-girl power anthem. wow. im truly so impressed.

playlisted

HOT TO GO!

i know the dance but i've never heard it

oh oh what the fuck is that oh fdsklfjdslkfjdslkfj

like the wind chimey noise

oh this sounds so. rocky horror??

H-O-T-T-O-G-O YOU CAN TAKE ME HOT TO GO

fdjs,lfjdslkj vibes

shes pop-girlie-ing like very few pop girlies have pop-girlied. just. pop anthem. absolute pop antehm

i lvoe the ad-libs

we're officially halfway. lets go.

playlisted

My Kink Is Karma

i have heard Things about this track so. lets go ig

oh oh?? oh

thats very ldr. i dont like ldr as a person but musically this feels a bit ldr.

ah the high vocals

HOLY SHIT. HOLY SHIT THE THE THE

"my kink is watching yOOOOOU" fklgjdsklfsdjklfjdsklJKLFJDSKLFJDSLKFJSDLKFJDSLKFJDSLKFJDSLKJDS

"no need to be hateful in your fake gucci sweater" djskfjdskfjs

this is so twisted and im so here for it

the vocals are just insane. im sat. im so sat

green heart

Picture You

oh her voice i-

that nostalgic chord progression is so. jfkldjfls

backing vocals abcking vocals gjdfksjsdklfjdslk

oh this is sad but horny but sad

the vocals im shook. my gob is smacked. my flabber is gasted. my be is wildered. how do i live after this

im literally just dead

green heart

Kaleidoscope

oh no is this sad too????

i love the electro production over the piano? its gorgeous

her voice is just beautiful. its just so beautiful

how it works, i'll never know....

im just going to sit in the corner and fucking sob

sorry theres so few notes i was too busy fucking crying

life altering

Pink Pony Club

i have heard this exactly once. (i was at a festival on friday and they played this between sets - i couldnt hear chappell or the production over the crowd tho so. its ok

is this just the universal queer experience actually

GOD WHAT HAVE YOU DONT YOURE A PINK PONY GIRL AND YOU DANCE AT THE CLUB

the bridge i...

this is lowkey a very sad and very real experience for so many queer people and. fdjskfjdslfjsdlkfjdslkj

this was vibey and i loved the statement!!

playlisted

Naked In Manhattan

oh dear is this about sex

oh??????

"boys suck" :(

ok this is gay sex then

"in new york you can try things" 🤝 "you can want who you want, boys and boys, and girls and girls"

i mean it was ok? she has much stronger songs on the album lyrically and musically and this one was just kind of. there lmao. not really a thing for me

skip

California

acapella intro okayyyy

oh this is sad

YOU HAVE REASONS TO STAY NOW CHAPPELL. YOU HAVE REASONS. YOUVE MADE IT.

"to think i almost had it going, but i let you down" :(

the music industry is such a fucking bitch yk

i really liked it, v v sad, but probably not my favourite favourite? still really strong track, js a lil repetitive

playlisted

Guilty Pleasure

last track lets go

the very minimal backing with all the vocal flooding is so fdlsjflks

oh never mind.

it feels kinda icdiwabh-y

yodelingcore

so that was. an experience

skip

The Album.

overall, the album had a lot lot lot of huge positives and a few little things i wasnt a fan of. it's a really strong pop album, it has everything you could expect in an album. its got diverse emotions and vibes and its got pop anthems and its got stuff to dance to and stuff to cry to and stuff you can do both to and it all flows seamlessly. there were two, three tracks i didnt fall in love with, but there were far more that i did. i absolutely applaud chappell because this album beautifully captures her struggles nad successes, a lot of which are somewhat universal for queer people. i really loved her use of crowd vocals and backing harmonies, i thought that was really beautiful, and i love how there was electronic production on acoustic instrumentation, i thought that was quite impressive and really fit this modern theme of like, the return of 80s production. i'm going to have another listen to some songs and them im going to listen to gracie abrams tsou album (which i still havent heard) so!!! if you want to see my thoughts on that, i'll post that in a few hours. also just posted my hmhas first reactions<3

[xxkissesforchanniexx]

Hey Hey!

Seven minutes in Heaven was SO GOOD

THE DRAMA!?!? I LIVE FOR IT 🤩

Omg it gave Wattpad in the BEST WAY POSSIBLE. It wasn't that one cringey horrible one direction smut me and my friends used to read aloud in the basement type shit. This was that good I'ma squeal about it in my room kinda thing.

I love love love the trope where the player/fuckboy character actually falls for the girl and we got a little bit of that. But then I felt super bad for Hyunjin cause he liked y/n and then Seungmin was just like nah. But glad Seungmin claimed her. Like I said THE DRAMA

Had a fun time reading this and I really like your works. Also I'ma Lil drunk if you couldn't tell 😀

-🐺🐺 Luv u

I’m glad you liked it 🥹 after writing it i felt bad for hyunjin too 😭

You guys are really making me wanna cry like i DID NOT think I’d make it this far but it’s thanks to all of you so 🥹 yeah i love yall 🫶🏾

[aemndxx]

𝓇.cameron. ┆ babydaddy!rafe 𝓍 babymama!reader.

◟ ㅤᡣ𐭩ㅤㅤ ݁.﹒ lil busy 2day but i'ma try n get some fanfics out to yall tonight . <3

thinkin' about szn3 buzzcut!rafe bein' your babydaddy—he's more grown, a full man now, a leader and now in charge of his father's company. rafe takes the role of being in charge very seriously, he takes even more serious care of you as though you both are still lovers, still together. he'd do anything you'd ask of him—if you call him up crying and need him at 3 o'clock in the morning? it ain't even a problem, rafe is up in an instant, holding up his phone to his ear while trying to calm you down, saying sweet nothings and rambling about whatever the fuck nonsense he can think of to keep you from crying, while simultaneously rushing around his bedroom at tannyhill, frantically throwing on a black hoodie and a pair of sweatpants. no matter what, rafe still acts like y'all are still together, that you're his girl, so no matter how little the problem actually is, rafe is dropping everything to go and take care of you. usually, he refers to you as his lil mama, his girl, baby... still desperately in love with you, and still tells his friends and family that you're his girlfriend, and that when the baby comes, he's gonna put a gorgeous, massive rock on your little ring finger and marry you. of course, you scold him for doing these things, always shy and sweetly bashful when rafe says such sweet, loving, romantic things to you and about you. and oh, you absolutely loathe but secretly love how he's always doting on you—you especially love that no matter when you ask for it (all shy n cute n shit, makin' rafe smirk) or how you need it, he'll give you a nice, hard fucking with those deep, long strokes that make you purr like a newborn kitten, or if you're needing a more gentle and tender touch, and some sappy words, then he'll give it to you all gentle and make love to you. whatever you need, rafe'll spoil his babymama without blinking an eye—you're gonna be the mother of his child soon, so of course you're still his girl, and if he plays his cards right, you'll be his little housewife even sooner.

[bma-2020]

i havent made a new fancy one so we’re sticking here n u kno the drill.

[moze-xoxo]

OKAY YALL I'M TALKIN ABOUT MSPAR CLASSPECT STUFF AGAIN.

TL;DR: MY CURRENT GUESS FOR MSPAR IS HEIR OF BLOOD

so nepeta and sollux pesterquest just happened and putting my deeply personal and emotional reactions to the whole ordeal aside they gave me some REAL ideas about mspars classpect.

But anyways i had some thoughts skewing either bloodbound or hopebound??? like what??? yeah hope is very minimal, more in whispers. bloodbound is still pretty strong in my mind.

also i’m being pulled stronger into the direction of heir as a class.

So my two biggest hints here are

1. the choice in sollux’s route “tell him nothing’s wrong.” 

2. the group ending in nepeta’s route, explicitly how mspar saved jade and then instead of *dying* (the normal option) jade, dave, and nepeta saved their ass.

so my only real inclination toward hope as an aspect is the sollux bit. it almost seemed like believing/speaking something into reality?? that whole ass manifestation of safety and truth???

like. it just was gonna totally NOT be fine. and then it like. was. because you chose it to be.

sollux as a mage of doom KNOWS when things aren’t good. like. he has experience with things going to shit. under most circumstances, trusting him when he says things are gonna go south is smart.

BUT LIKE YOU CAN JUST SAY NO??????????

so the main point i listed was the group end. it makes SO much sense if we’re thinking bloodbound here. i mean fuck. you accidentally spark days of friendship between the PURRFECT PEOPLE. (early javepetasprite whaaaat) 

and that *kind of* makes me think hope? but then again, another element of the classpect system that has to do with embodying things and allowing things into reality is the HEIR class!!! going by taz od’s class analysis, heir is a passive class. this makes sense in sollux’s route in particular if we think about it like mspar is allowing things to become a certain way in favor of sollux and their potential friendship together. allowing things to be good by reassuring, rather than actively getting involved all aradia style yknow lmao

okay okay so to nepeta’s point

oh man oh wow there’s so much to her route when i say i cried i do not mean fake internet lie crying i was crying here in public at the bakery after work. man. (but then again i always am deeply personally affected by nepeta content and like ------ this fucking delivered ok)

you put yourself in a position where you need help from others, and they provide. fuck they save your LIFE. (DAVE LITERALLY HOLDS YOUR ORGANS IN AND USES HIS EXPERIENCE WITH GORY ORGAN WOUNDS FROM BRO TO S A V E  YOUR  L I F E. YALL I’M STILL CRYING ABOUT IT)

inspiring others, giving spaces for things to work out. but instead of coming from a place of movement and freedom, escaping an old world like earth, it’s coming from a place of love and friendship and history. 

unlike john, an heir of breath, who brings people together and allows freedom and escape from earth by literally embodying and becoming those ideals,

mspar brings people together and allows deep ties to form. allows bonds to spark. expidited shipping???? i mean come on.

so consider a pattern. 

so far in all the pesterquest routes i can remember, every time you take a weird bold selfish unexpected move, you die. it’s a fail route.

but when you embody what a true friend would be, when you allow space for the other person, when you let friendship hapen, shit goes stunningly perfect. 

i mean fuck. you are literally friend-SHAPED. you LITERALLY emBODY the PERFECT FRIEND.

okay so my official point. i think more definitively than before that mspar’s classpect is HEIR OF BLOOD.

[fenesvir]

the band!au is quickly becoming a widofjorssik prequel with a central widomauk follow up because @losebetter is a thirsty, thirsty goblin and I am an Enabler of the highest degree.

[sucuretcannelle]

Enlightenment quotes:

"Ah, so the children ain't here right now? Y'all best be fine with me cursin then"

"Orion over here made the speech 24 fucking hours! Can you believe that shit? I have respect for this bitch but come on, I got dressed up to stay here for a whole day, and I know damn well some of you are gonna fall asleep."

"Why do I look old- I'm like, 21. I'm not old, just tired"

"*Cinna kneeling down in front of a kid to give them a tulip*"

"I have like 9 more hours- Alright should we act out Hamilton? I call Angelica."

"Ayo if I die- wait hold on why did some of yall start crying??"

"I didn't hold Ori at gunpoint to do this" "She did" "Stop-"

"Am I a god? Nah bro, you don't gotta respect me that much. I'm just some random kid."

"Ain't I just the most fun guardian? I hope you don't hate the gift I'ma give y'all."

“I remind you of your mom? Is that a compliment or an insult- STOP THATS SO SWEET-”

"I don't know how laws apply to me tbh"

"If I kill someone, it counts as divine punishment? Nice."

"I don't plan on traumatizing you guys on purpose, I'll kill on my own time"

"This is a perfect time to think about how my life led up to this and how I'm gonna regret it"

"To that person who says that the book reminds them of how people actually sit down and watch the Kardashians, fuck you. Mostly because you're right."

"WE DO NOT TALK ABOUT THAT PART. WE DON'T TOUCH THAT 50 SHADES OF GRAY BULLSHIT" "THAT WAS A PART OF THE BOOK?" "OBVIOUSLY" "AND YOU READ THE WHOLE THING???"

"SO IT WAS YOU WHO MADE THAT FANFIC?? JAIL."

[haya-haya-iamthatiam]

Thoth Part 2 - All Seeing Eye/Phoenix/Enoch/Peacock/Trinity/Iblis/Melek ... HEAVEN2 years ago (edited)Wow! So now I'm a bit confused. 2 Enoch's I knew that already but how it applies to today is the question. Been studying the book of Enoch for about a year now and nothing in that book hints that Enoch is anything but a servant of Yah,  So suggesting that Enoch is Thoth sounded a bit disrespectful, I immediately said to myself, "well this Enoch he's speaking of must be the one descended from Cain's ass cause he can't be working for Satan while simultaneously cursing him and his children and obeying Yah!?!,....we all know that a house divided cannot stand so idk what this guy is implying",....that is until I began to see the parallels between Enoch and Mercury,..I'm supposedly  a "so called Gemini" so I know a bit about being a messenger being sent to earth and communication (my greatest weapon), and can't deny that Enoch was in fact a messenger of the God's as was Mercury between Heaven and the underworld and suddenly had a thought. First off, we know from the Bible that Men sit a little lower than the angels but once seated in Heaven sit higher than the angles and will be their judges. We have names and bodies on earth but once seated in Heaven will also be given greater responsibility, names, and bodies. Fact #2: We see on the earth that everything made for Yawah/Yaweh (I think one form is masculine, one feminine and the creator is both combined, just a theory til I learn more),  Satan pretends to steal, corrupts and claims as his own. For instant it is rumored that the original word for temples in the Logos is pyramids but has now been dedicated towards devils, the rainbow has now stands for gay pride, and our third eye is now being called the eye of lucifer.           So here's a theory to consider til we learn more:........what if Enoch WAS in fact holy, taken up to Heaven, promoted to archangel status, renamed and transformed into Mercury The Messenger and from there we got the recordings of Enoch,...but like ALL, later became deceived and later fell from grace, and lost his power like all the rest and we only got half of the story because they are using the once righteous,.. now fallen,.. to lure us into blindly following their asses right to hell. Satan using the blind to mislead the blind. Explains why his book was once included in the Logo's for he once WAS Holy (As was Solomon for instance), but then later got removed once some ancient truth seekers discovered Enoch aka Mercury's fall. Bible says AAAAALLLLLL  (don't get it twisted) have fallen short except for "The One",...Jesus/Yahshua the only one Satan could not tempt, or deceive into worshiping and working for him. Maybe the book of Enoch is Enoch's story BEFORE his fall. It does allude that Enoch began feeling a little sorry for the fallen and compromising a bit, but also shows how he tried to resist,...maybe he like some of us at a time or another put up one hell of a fight, so he is to be respected for at least going further than us but like all eventually FELL short too and was also deceived and now has to wait for the second coming just like every one else.                Jesus(Yashuah) said he came to set the captives free and the book says he stole the keys of hell from Satan. Now were all just waiting for him to come back down and use them. Is he not coming to set free the dead in Christ (according to this Krist just meaning knowledge). Could Enoch aka Mercury be one of those Yashuah will  helped to loose and escape hell and deception  along with Adam, Eve and the rest as well?                     1More thing I got from this, Bible say's the first shall be last and the last shall be first. I learned here that Satan was the first created being, we humans the last. In the Bible(Bable same thing cause we're All confused by it at 1time or another), Yah doesn't kill satan after the battle of Armageddon he only locks him away for 1000 yrs! I was like wtf, but then says after that hell will finally be destroyed. Back to my first shall be last and the last shall be first,...Is it possible that since satan was the first to enter into heaven but refused to humble himself will he after seeing even the rocks (we're the rocks you guys, rocks are hardened soil, we are made of soil) cry out, will he finally humble himself not wanting to become upstaged by a fn rock and finally humble himself yet be the very last to do so? Bible say's "when my people humble themselves and call upon my name that they too will be saved". Is satan not part of Yah's creation as well? If you had a first born son who went astray would you stop at nothing to save him if you knew you could? ESPECIALLY being your FIRST BORN!? It also says if the HEAD or (1st born in a family be corrupt the lump is yet if the 1st born be saved the whole lump is blessed)? Could it be that Yah is actually saving his first born so he no longer mis-influences and leads astray the rest of his creation yet satan's so stubborn that he will be the last to bow?  Is this why we are to LOVE our enemies with their fucktard asses? lol, just saying. Sounds to me like Satan's stubborn ass could be the true prodigal son. Read that story again yall. Just a few things to consider. We humans were created last after ALL his creation but are making it in first because we are not made of fire, are mere dirt similar to rocks! Yet we're obeying Yah. Sort of how Yah uses "the weak to confound the mighty". How many "so called weak women and children are making it to the throne of Yah 1st and putting mighty grown ass men to shame?" If we can do it, fuck is wrong with the men? Could that be Yah's entire plan for all that he created? Created men to give angles and all created before humility and no excuse? Hmmm? Shit got me thinking!!!! Also explains why Celebs are tricked into feeling sorry for and worshiping Satan.  Meanwhile I'ma use Satan and his minions as an example of what the fuck not to do as they should have but now I kind of get it. Making me more compassionate for the "Lost Ones" as Lauryn Hill stated.                                So sorry yall,...We all know how this generation HATES reading fundamentals with their slave Massa said he'd kill me if he catches me reading asses so I'm done! I type on my laptop not phone for a reason, this shit ain't for the spiritual and mentally lazy or faint of heart..that's for sure. Go read the entire Bible as I did, a few missing books along with the Apocrypha, Part 1 & 2 of this ish,... & then come back and complain about how long MY comment is but I don't give a fuck so...do this shit cause I HAVE too, rather be feeding my face & chilling, got what I needed out of this, now onto the next video from Mr. Ahau while I cook cause unlike some of you,...I CAN'T GET ENOUGH! MY SALVATION is at hand. In all I do I'm tryna gain some TRUE understanding while slipping out a few cheat sheets to those who are studying in this class with me. If that's not you,....simply ignore my comment "ESSAY" or whatever the fuck, & move it along love. Thank you & Yah Bless.

[pollyoxycotrain]

How I View the signs

Aries - Sibling / Hustler

Listen, i'ma make it quick, my better half, I know I never put yall in my top 3, but it's because y'all above that (sun sign), I love you all, and I just want to see you guys succeed in whatever endeavor you swear to, again, I love ya, take care homies.

Taurus - So Beautiful

Other than Pisces, Taurus is the sign I adore the most, just sit and awe at them, they're awesome people, like Awe-some, not AWESOME!!!!, I just find they're so...Nuturing, careful, even if they're rough with you it feels safe.

Gemini - Literally Sprite

Alrighty Gemijews, listen, yall fucking wild, the end.

Cancer - Blue Goddess

I find with Cancers they're always very Attractive in every way not just sexual, they're fun to be around, and I like them alot, but relationship wise, I'd probably keep it minimal, like friendship would be best, but damn...sometimes they get me going cray.

Leo - All Bark No Bite

Honestly, for being in sextile, I'm starting to hate this sign, I'm OK with Leo Sun, but I Especially hate Leo Moons, I find most Leo Moons either talk A TON OF SHIT, and most of the time without anything physical, or they think they're above everyone else, tbh most of the time it's both let's be honest...I feel like these are the annoying fucks to talk a ton of shit, but then if you hit them or get physical they'll be the first to cry, wail, and call the police, honestly, WORST moon sign I've ever experienced, I don't collaborate well with Scorpio moons much, but I feel like with all the shit they bring, they're still not as bad as Leo Moon, keep in mind Scorpio moon can be materialistic, petty cunts, with the same (youre beneath me) attitude, but they can be some of the best Lovers, and I think this really is one of the best moon signs, because I find genius in them, scorpio is one of the best signs in general in my opinion, Creativity is so deep in their core, yet they're just so smart, passionate in whatever they find important, pack all that into the moon and I think in reality it makes for one of the best, at least the Pros are, the cons are really really bad though. I'd still put Scoprio moon in A tier, Leo Moon in F or whatever is the lowest Tier)

Virgo - A Hazed Vision

I'm very 50/50 on Virgo, I like them, but I find I'm more 50/50 with Virgo than I am Capricorn, I like virgo, and I look up to them tbh, but most of them I find are kinda....meh, they can either be the greatest Philosophers of life or they're down right weird, but idk, there is always this weird thing I find with Virgos, even the best, I can't hardly touch them, i idolize them a little tbh, and I love them all dearly, they're one of my favorite signs, but I find once they're hurt I find they just kinda self destruct...and it makes me sad.

Libra - Cute but ugh

Not much to say here, like cousins to me, usually were good friends, and I might have a crush or two, but the ones that I do usually have HEAVY or dominant Scorpio inner planets....so yeah, yall cool ig.

Scorpio - I Luv U

Idc who reads this, I'm sorry Mom. This is the Dommy Mommy Sign for me, I love Scorpio's so much (Especially Sun sign), I just find they can give me exactly what I want and need (in any sense), this is definitely a wifey sign for me, one of my favorite signs.

Sagittarius - Luv/Hate

I always find these fuckers (Sun Sign) attractive, I find they'd be a cool wife if you could catch one, but idk, I just find them to be more of a sibling sign to me than anything, I hate to put that and then say this...the fact I have a crush on SO MANY OF THEM, but, idk, I either love them to where I'd consider something serious, or the worst is I find them annoying, hypocritical, judgmental and sometimes similar to Leo moon, they talk a lot of shit, but mostly behind your back, sometimes they can be more so two faced and if I had to pick any sun sign to stereotype as two faced it would Sagittarius, but I think it mostly depends on moon signs I'd say tho (Pisces or Leo 🤮) (Aquarius or Libra 💖)

[ainektemperance88]

One of my fav songs of the album 🖤

I know that but being around, in that atmosphere and seeing how people move, you know,

Seeing how, how they make records, you know, what kind of record they make

I'm just like, I don't want this shit for myself

And I don't ever want niggas to try to pull me into that.

'Cause I've been told a couple times like, "Hey, do this shit man, do that"

And I'm like man, I don't want, I don't that for me man.

And if I keep tellin' y'all I don't want that shit for me

And y'all keep, you know, tryna nudge and push...

I understand y'all got your vision and y'all got your formula but that shit don't work for me man.

I'm not gonna conform, I'm not settling for that shit.

'Cause if I do it once and it pop, I'ma have to keep doing that shit over and over again.

You can't build no fanbase like that.

You, you become, you become, you become a fuckin' song instead of a person.

That shit, I'm not, I'm not tryna be that man.

Ummmm, migraines from overthinking

I'm tryna let go, I'm tryna let go

Let go of the past, man that shit been tryna creep up, up

Contemplatin' on if I'm really as strong as I thought, bitch I might be

Quick to pull me down but as much as I've seen, I can't fall, it's unlikely

Shit get a little twisted up

I put my troubles in the dirty then I mix it up

I'm bouta change my number

Like I haven't switched enough

This is home

And you ain't Zone 6 enough

Gone

I'm from East Atlanta Zone

If you ain't from it

Take your ass home

I let my heart talk, keep my mental strong

Speak the whole truth 'til my money long

Half of them don't even know your name.

I don't want that, I want people to know who the fuck I am.

I want people to know what I stand for.

I want people to be personal and know,

"This is 6LACK, this is what he believe in"

What we need to talk about

Get gone, get gone, yea yea

Got the past whispering in my ear

He flaw, she flaw, what's wrong?

I got troubles, and they won't leave me alone

It seems like everybody got something to say

Everybody got a look they tryna get off of their face

Everybody got an opinion

And I don't want one

Trying to tell me a better way to do some shit

That you ain't ever done

Sips drink in the booth

Black down to my shoes

Kick shit with my troops

Kicking shit, Ryu

You not with the shit why you

Front for those who don't matter

When they not thinking about you

If I learned anything

It would probably be to listen more than I talk

And don't brag about what I got

Just multiply what I brought

I never dwell on a loss

Never give a nigga sauce

He might run off with it all

Get gone get gone Yea yea

Got the past whispering in my ear

He flaw, she flaw, what's wrong?

I got troubles, and they won't leave me alone

Get gone get gone

Got the past whispering in my ear

He flaw, she flaw, what's wrong

I got troubles, and they won't leave me alone

On the record, off the record

Feel like I'm more of myself than I've ever been

Which is something you gotta come to face with

I thought I was fully myself 24/7

But nope, like right now is how I'm supposed to feel all the time

How I'm supposed to be all the time

How I'm supposed to think all the time

Now I know going out of this, leaving this

That will follow me. It doesn't end with this

I take it, I live with it every day

I see the people around me

I feel so much

I wanna put it in words

Try and figure where to go with it

But I just feel so much

I know they don't even feel as much as I feel

That's alright

That's alright

We have 2 different purposes

Clearly my purpose is some shit that's way fucking bigger than me

Then it gets completely quiet when im at the beach

I know I'm one person but I kinda feel like this ripple effect is gonna impact a lot of people

I feel God talking and when he talks everything else is silent

Summer 2011

Almost lost my faith in god

Same time I never prayed so hard

Took control of my life so I wouldn't have to take no job

Press play I couldn't take no pause

I'm from east Atlanta 6 they don't play that shit

In east Atlanta six you better make that lick

Or they be at your front door with that gun doe

Know them niggas Nick Cannon with the fucking drum roll

East side till a nigga die

Beast mode till a nigga cry

Sensei make a nigga fly

Shit hard but you gotta try

If I can do it, you can do it

Time to be a better guy

I found the answer ridin' down Candler

I'm late for court 'cause traffic on Moreland

I'm trying to preach to yall what's important

So hard for me to ignore ignorance

I don't know why I feel it's my place

I know you see the pain in my face

I call the shots and move at my pace

But I understand its all a big race

I understand you want that big face

They offer and hey

Its hard for me to say

I wouldn't bite the bait they threw me

Be cautious where you play

It's darkness in the A

Be cautious where you play

It's darkness in the A

Be cautious where you play

It's darkness in the A

Be cautious where you play

It's darkness in the A

A-town stomp on the old me

Used to ride through the hood with the slow creep

People gon' love what they don't need

I remember what the OG's told me

You better shine bright when the lights down

Less talk, more show, nigga pipe down

'Cause words ain't shit but your thoughts out loud

And thoughts are the opposite of showin' nigga's how

Be cautious where you play, there's darkness in the A

Be cautious where you play, there's darkness in the A

Be cautious where you play, there's darkness in the A

Be cautious where you play, there's darkness in the A

[anotherphasenothingpesornal369]

WORLDLESSCHILD

Why try yall life my life 2 different prices both was down to make the sacrifice buy neither of them would take the plight dangerous niggas stalking after dark no probally baby bubddy parked tired all of actors thinking that your smart I'ma paint picture fuck a work of art all the times we live we really die so hold on to every holiday and ancient rites playing the dummy fools ain't even break ya back I'm a getem all you can bet on that heardem through the great vine he already sent a break line and even hit my line guess it was being time but them killas still on grind the damn near overtime but I ain't finna waste ya time casue I'm on to the best kind of sleep no time to say goodbye don't cry momma they gonna get it overnight drizzy reflux on a hundred bruh I ain't fucking wit ya Jimmy like fucking ya wishing shine I'ma get you quit the ties IDGAF if you ain't dying I'ma make sure you get you hangtime they giving warning fuck main line Cruzing on Robbie on the line come hard motherfuxker better overshi e becasue I been waiting for you Slade lies come and think you gotten till he bank side full flank from the back that shyt ain't sliding ifeel the beam on wind shine I got twenty right behind ya bruh it ain'tnever gonna happen bruh becasue you rookie and you got caught cuz the be the realest that's I drop cuz I on never fxk oops bruh I'll never let see me drop cuz

[celestialallstars]

Episode #6: “Can i PLEASE get a blindside.” - Jared

ok so basically the game has been sooo quiet and ive like.  felt dead. idk. i had a breakdown last night bc of it and i cried on my couch (KNOW THERE WAS A LOT MORE THAN THIS LKSDJGKLDSGLS I WOULDNT CRY PURELY BC OF THAT) but yaaa and now im better but like the entire day i was throwing up in class (or like feeling anxious im exaggerating sorry) about going home.

i didnt want mo out but with that being said i didnt want anyone out?? after i mentioned to him that stephen/mo were targeting each other, rhys came to me with the idea that like him jared chloe and i should make a chat, and i was down for that bc it would secure my positioning and like ALSGKSDG who'd flip on an alliance THIS early.. right?? right..

chloe was really not talkative with me. stephen/jared were active so i appreciate that immensely. im just thrown off. i dont really know who i can or cant trust.

OK ALSO SIDE NOTE CHRIS SENT ME [IM NOT EXAGGERATING] 55+ MSGS SPILLING TEA ABOUT HOW THE TUATHA HAD AN OG ALLIANCE WITH EVERYONE BUT MITCH + MAYNOR - which i knew about but LASKGLDKS AHHHH. and he leaked that stephen wanted kori/bryce targeted and i leaked that to bryce to further stephens target. IM JUST SO MESSY LOL

also i kind of predicted a swap likeee omfg. and i dont know how i feel. i kind of felt safe on my tribe??? but like.. oh no. anyway, my tribe isnt super dominant in challenges or anything (compared 2 the other tribe who has bryce/stephen/drew), but i think we can win a lipsync since we have a woman, gay men, and a metrosexual male who has an outgoing personality (and i mean that in the nicest way obviously). IDK I HOPE WE WIN BC THAT TRIBAL WAS HORRIFIC AND I LOVE MO SO MUCH AND AHH.

ill probs give a video soon in more depth with what chris said. yalls deserve it.. oops period.

I HOPE YALL CAN FORGIVE ME. im eating hotdog. bye bye love u all.

Wow I like the whole tribe! Alyssa is probably my front runner of talking and honestly she's great! I am in her spell ahhhh but hey JARED is here too woo! I think at least with Mitch and Zach too I'll be safe but I'll see! This challenge could either go really well or really badly for us but I'm excited to do anything creativity!!

I absolutly love my tribe at the moment, i'm getting along well with alot of them except Kori who i haven't spoken to much at all but im confident in our abilities to win! Jared is talking a little bit about wanting the game to pick up a little bit and i agree to some extent however blindsiding someone just for the sake of a blindside isn't smart gameplay so im just gonna lay low nd continue making those strong bonds here there and everywhere to hopfully come out on top should we end up at tribal

Can i PLEASE get a blindside

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hi it's 6 am but rhys fucking filmed vertically so if we lose he automatically has my vote

I feel good but also scared. I dont think I'll do as good of a job as I hope, but it also is turning out decently so far. My biggest concern is time. With having work tomorrow, I can only do the editing on my lunch break of 90 minutes, then whenever i get home which probably wont be until 6, given the upload time that leaves me with about 3 hours in total. Hopefully I'll be able to work with Rhys and Jack's stuff, as i think it'll be easier for me to do it then. Regardless, I'm gonna be a zombie but LOL this is the second Wednesday in a row I stayed up late except this is not for school and instead of 3 hours, ima get 2 hours of sleep haha that is so sad and funny and heebee jeebee zoinks, alright goodnight

Two things: 1) there's really nothing quite like making a fool of yourself multiple times in a single org, just to be immune for one round. 2) i am horrible at looking for idols

So Matt just told me he thinks we’re gonna have a double tribal right before merge which is like ew I hate that throw it out please, speaking of throwing out uh Kori can go because he’s wearing on my nerves like yes we’re gonna get things done on time calm down please and thanks.

these people are actually delulu if they think that video is winning. no fucking way we are winning. time to go to tribal!

So the swap has happened, and I get what is almost probably my worst case scenario player-wise. All of my close allies, with the exception of Kori, are currently on Cyrena. Meaning that winning immunity isn't even really good, since it puts them in danger.

I think there's a way to make this bad situation good though. Getting to finally work with Michael, Matt, Loris, and Drew can actually be a blessing in disguise. If I get on their good sides now, they might clue me into their plans once merge rolls around. That's the hope, anyway. For now my goal is just to survive being swapped with a bunch of people I've barely spoke to!

The past 24 hours have been major toughie for me. Staying up late and then trying to manage editing a video, work, and time constraints, and I won't lie, its been exhausting, but I didn't want to let my tribe down, or anyone down I guess. A little ways through, I kinda felt pretty defeated and then learning at last minute it was due an hour before I predicted made me panic A LOT internally, but it does seem like the tribe likes it so if we do lose and if they do vote me out, I can look back at this and feel like I did something right.

Well a lots happened and to be honest at times life and this game move too quick for me to even remember if I've mentioned it. We swapped, and I'm trying to just keep myself afloat however I can.

The challenge was overly stressful and I have no idea if we'll pull it out. Editing has been so stressful and I've found new appreciation for the people that do it. I just hope whatever I whip together will just be enough so that I can breathe and really take stalk of my new situation.

So, I haven't been around a whole bunch recently. However I'm glad we didn't go to tribal, that could've been  a reason if my name came up. So I'm glad I have time to more cement my bonds on this tribe and keep my name out of peoples mouths.

We JUST WON IMMUNITY WOOHOO. I was kind of nervous with a music challenge considering the only other one I did previously I did not do the greatest in :P. Both videos were amazing and im so glad Eve and Jones's mom liked ours significantly greater than the other one! As far as my position is concerned, I am reunited with Jared and our relationship is still strong I think so that's good. Stephen I am HOPING will be ok by just latching on to Kori at least for premerge. Those two are still the ones I trust the most, but I also like Alyssa Chris and Zach. I WISH i could connect more with jack, but i feel like every time we play together it gets more difficult to hold a conversation, so that's a yikes. Jared myself and stephen are diligently working on the idol search, but it's likely already found. I'm pretty sure there are too many components for someone to just find it by themselves

WELL. Im a target tonight! God we really do love that for me. We really do. Kori, eat my fucking ass. You leave me on read all the time. And then you have the NERVE. THE ACTUAL NERVE. to be like "omg stop slipping in my dm's!" Boo if you didn't leave me on read constantly then maybe i would actually want to speak to you! an actual moron. And then STEPHEN HAS THE FUCKING AUDACITY to me like "ya lol i'll be at tribal i'll make the decision between you and Kori at tribal!". BOI. THAT IS NOT HOW YOU GET TRUST IN SOMEONE. Its fucking ridiculous. Thank god Michael is in my corner, hopefully drew and bryce too. I am NOT getting 15th right now, no way. I am BETTER than this. i am going to make it work, tim gunn style. maybe its time to break the fajitas and channel their energy once again

Why do I go on the initiative literally ever? I'm clearly bad at it, I wasn't even remotely thinking things through and I SHOULD have let Stephen or someone else suggest someone but no I had to be mildly greedy and wanna send home Matt whom I barely DM.

I already flopped editing the video, and now here I am flopping the social/stategy game that I love playing supposedly.

Of course I tried reaching out to Michael and Drew FOOLISHLY because I wanted to build trust and maybe work with them. So naturally Michael tells Matt because ofc they'd be close as would Drew probably since he and Michael have been together since Day 1. As it stands I'm stuck praying Loris is gonna vote with me and it just sucks because I'm so bad at this game.

I'm trying to keep a cool head right now because there's still time. Stephen and I are trying to work logistics, see if we need to switch the vote to say Michael in case of an idol, but I'm not sure Loris/Bryce would be on board for that.

There's a pretty good chance that I'm definitely dead. But I'ma fight to the bitter end!

Today I learned from Stephen that Kori is in some dangerous water. He I guess said Matt's name to Michael who told Matt and now them and Drew are voting Kori. However Bryce and Stephen and perhaps Loris are all voting Matt. Now this is good if it works because honestly that group having to endure their numbers dwindling is good for my game. It only leaves Jack and Alyssa but I think we better be careful because I can see both of them slipping through the inevitable war zone that is gonna be happening.

Today's been a pretty informative day for me. After losing the immunity challenge by a hair, I was worried because I didn't think I had bonded very well with my current tribe through One World, luckily for me, that doesn't seem to be their biggest concern at the moment.

During the initial stages of the vote, I talked to Kori and the two of us decided Matt would be the easiest target to take out. I was leaning towards voting Matt because we hadn't talked very much, so hearing Kori was on board right away simplified things for sure. Bryce and Loris both seem to be on board with it too so I shouldn't have anything to worry about at this point.

In the morning, things got a whole lot more complicated. Matt found out he was the target through Michael, and began his campaign to get Kori out instead of himself. I'm not entirely sure why Michael decided to do this, but it doesn't make much of a difference at this point. Matt campaigned to me, and I sorta pretended to be on the fence. I was listening to what he said, but Kori is realistically one of my closest allies, there's no way I'm voting him out to side with people I had just met.

Once campaign season got under way, I had a conversation with Chris. Chris tells me that on original Orfeo, him, Loris, and Zach believed there was an alliance of Chloe/Sharky/Drew/Michael formed. This explains not only why Sharky was seen as an easy boot on swap-Tuatha, but also why Michael wants to keep Matt instead of Kori. With Chloe re-joining after tribal, him/Drew/Chloe/Matt would form a tight majority. Without Matt, they're a minority.

I proposed an idea to switch the vote from Matt to Michael or Drew. I said it was because I was worried about an idol, but this alliance is the real reason I wanted to do it. However, Kori, Loris, and Bryce are comfortable with the status quo and since it's not my neck on the line I didn't feel the need to push too hard.

Me, Kori, and Bryce now also have an alliance with Loris, which is cool? I haven't gotten very close with Loris yet but he seems like a smart player tied to Chris and Zach which spells good things for us working together in the future. Assuming I survive this vote and have a future, of course.

hi I think I might make it past final 15 that’s nice umm... I suggested an alliance of me Bryce Stephen Kori to counter the potential power of chloe Matt Michael and drew once chloe joins our tribe because my brain is massive. but now we’re like scared for idols . scary shih anyways like how r u I’m good.

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oh huh tribes r gonna be even again next round... so I have to make this conf by default just in case of a you know what wait no anna u said no more 24 hour challenges QUEEN ... thank god I can’t be bothered to delete this so she’s being SENT

Right now there's so many things running through my head with the introduction of Matts vote steal, because realistically i could convince him to give to me or i could keep him around as a potential shield. I don't want to do it to the guy but also a vote steal could shift the tides of the game in my favour later down the line. so it's a difficult decision and one id rather have more time to contemplate.

Wooo ok operation vote steal is a go and next round we’ll be swimming in green hopefully but with one world sis og tribe lines just ain’t it!

God im over this tribal. Like ugh these people really are under Kori's mist so like im probably going home. Do I think i might be able to survive? a small glimmer of hope says yes, but i'm not confident. God im just... so annoyed at this. Im clearly on the outs here and I just HOPE i can pull through i just am so scared. I know if i do leave though that I have fought my damn hardest to stay tonight. Im trying to think of the positives because its hard to do so because im being sad atm.. UGH. the fajitas really have failed me tonight, their light has dimmed and their guidance is no more. i am now with the darkness. we r one.

Oh my fucking god my heart is breaking. Matt is basically in such a deep hole he's going to go home, unless he plays an idol. And Alyssa has an idol. And she doesn't think it's smart to use it on him because Michael says he's just gonna go home next round. His social game hasn't been up to snuff and they're gonna boot him regardless, so she wants to keep us with power and let him go. And I agree with her. Which kills me. I'm usually able to just be a robot when it comes to this like yes I will make the smarter decision if it means I'll be emotionally torn, and this is such an instance. Luckily, it's not my idol to give up. Yes Alyssa says it's "our" idol but it's her call end of the day. I just... fuck. This is all stars man. And I'm actually starting to feel, for once.

Well it's about an hour before tribal and at least on it's surface it would seem Matt is going. I'm not confident though because any number of things COULD happen. I'm hoping there's no idol play, just because I feel like pre-merge just isn't a good look for me.

If Matt does pull something off, then kudos to him, and if it's me that'd make this my final confessional for the season. I've had such an amazing time playing and while I feel like I've been playing a lower key game on purpose I feel like I'm doing what I can to really come into my own. I hope the bonds I've made are gonna stick and that everything works out for us.

But if it doesn't I guess I'll have to find a way to be ok with that. This has been such a unique All-Stars experience so far, and I hope I can take what I've gotten from it and make myself better for it. (Also highkey hopefully this isn't my last confessional and I'm getting sentimental for no reason.)

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Kori is voted out 4-3.