#//I have a lot to do today (tmr is christmas and then the day after is christmas but visiting my father edition)
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the-great-donatello · 2 years ago
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//when Mikey gets on they are gonna be so confused lol
//Rip Mikey.
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sgwrscrsh · 4 years ago
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winter days: underneath the tree
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☁️a/n☁️ this made my heart very warm to write even though i pulled an all-nighter to get it done because my time-management has gone to shit after finals. requested by @sachirou-senpai​. thank you, ellie, for giving me a reason to bring back my boys. i’ve missed ‘summer on you’ so much. this can be read as a stand-alone or as a spin off of ending b, my fave. either way, merry christmas to my babes who celebrate! i have one more christmas fic for tmr and then i’m hiding away to plan + write an smau.
includes: female!reader, poly!seijoh four, post-timeskip (very minor manga spoilers), lots of domesticity, a little suggestive bit, a lot of eating and sleeping now that i realize, a christmas tree, matching pajamas, a very special christmas gift, makki slapping your ass once, a lil teary moment w tooru, homemade curry + pancakes (but not together), lots of cuddling, lots of love, happy holidays, 4.35k words
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shivering slightly, you unlock the door to the rather spacious apartment you shared with your four boyfriends later into the evening than you would’ve liked. 
yes, four boyfriends. whom you love very much and are loved by in return.
living with four towering hunks has it’s ups and downs, but you wouldn’t trade tooru’s extensive skin care regiment sprawled across the bathroom counter; hajime’s bag of protein powder that he always forgets to put away; issei’s boots that you always tripped over when you came through the front door; or takahiro’s costco-sized box of cream puffs in the freezer that he insisted he would finish by the end of the month, almost half a year ago, for the world.
you made sure to stomp off the snow stuck on your boots before entering the building, but you couldn’t help but sigh at the warmth that greets you once you toe them off.
“ahhh,” you think. “thank goodness tooru convinced us to invest in heated floors.” another perk of having four boyfriends was that two of them brought in enough bank for you to seriously consider becoming their cute little housewife. snorting, you shake your head, though the idea of prancing around in a maid outfit to tease them seemed very appealing. “maybe we should make hiro dress up and clean the house since he still hasn’t found a new job yet.” 
“what’s so funny, sweets?” speak of the devil. makki’s head pops out from the bathroom nearest to the front door, steam rolling out and droplets falling from his hair, signifying that he had just taken a hot shower. wordlessly, you stare at him, lost in thought imagining the water caressing his toned body, but a second later, he gets a better look at you and laughs. “you look like a wet dog!” your glare loses some of its edge when he takes in your own damp strands. 
“did someone say something about a dog?” tooru comes bounding round the corner, and you could’ve sworn he drooped a little when he realized it was just you in the hallway sans dog. turning your icy glance on the setter, you open your mouth to complain about how mean the two of them were being to you when your prince charming comes in to save the day.
“you two, stop bullying the poor girl and let her take a warm bath before she gets sick!” iwa chides as he helps you unbundle the layers that protected you from the snow and sharp winds of the winter. pressing a sweet kiss to your forehead and promising to pick out comfy clothes for you, he ushers you into your spacious en suite where a steaming tub full of rose petals awaits you. hajime chuckles at the starry eyes you give him, heart warming at the love and appreciation shining clear as day on your face, before he leaves to grab a clean pair of underwear, one of issei’s t-shirts, and a pair of his own sweats, knowing you much prefer to wear their clothes at home.
submerged in the bath, you exhale contentedly, eyelids fluttering shut as you enjoy the product of iwa’s consideration and foresight. letting the stress of work and the chill of the outdoors melt from you, you stay in the water until it cools and your fingers prune. a lone thought of how much more you would’ve enjoyed the bath if the boys had joined you flits through your mind, but you jolt when you open your eyes and find issei sitting on the counter with a towel and your robe in his lap, some of the water sloshing over the side of the tub. 
“oh thank god, i was scared you fell asleep and would drown or choke on a rose petal.” you giggle while he wraps you up in your robe before gently toweling your hair dry. “you can’t leave me to deal with the three of them alone.” 
rolling your eyes, you retort easily, “if anything, i’d feel bad about leaving hajime to deal with the three of you alone. the poor man puts up with enough from his team, he doesn’t need you guys ganging up on him, too.”
“well i’ll have you know, sometimes he really enjoys us ganging up on him.” his cheeky quip paired with his wiggling eyebrows earns him a smack on the chest but regardless, you let him sweep you up into his arms and drop you on the massive bed the five of you shared. “get dressed, babygirl. as much as i’d love to spend more time with you naked, i gotta help haji finish dinner.” with a quick peck on your lips, issei leaves you to do just as he said. 
emerging revitalized and relaxed, your mouth waters at the smell of homemade curry, distracted enough to not notice tooru’s arms wrapping around your shoulders and waist. 
“hey, cutie, i’ve missed you,” he sings, face snuggled into the junction of your shoulder and neck. you spin around in his hold to slip your arms around his slim torso, relishing his firm lines against your soft curves. 
“‘ve missed you too, tooru.” and you really did, grateful that all of you were able to take time off work and he was able to come home a week before the holidays, giving the five of you a whole month to spend together before he had to jet back to argentina for his next bout of training and practice games.
“hell yea! group hug!” makki comes running towards you guys, only for you to twist out of his reach at the last second, sending him straight into the sofa behind you. “oof, that was cold, y/n.”
you stick your tongue out at the strawberry boy. “yea, well that’s what you get for laughing at me when i got home. sucker.” still entangled in tooru’s embrace, you feel his body shake with mirth and bite the inside of your cheek to prevent yourself from dissolving into giggles when you see a pout take over hiro’s pretty face.
“dinner’s ready,” comes iwa’s call, beckoning the three of you into the kitchen before you could antagonize each other some more. once you all got your servings of curry, you settle into your proclaimed seats on the large sofa, your body comically small compared to their tall frames dwarfing the cushions. noting the way tooru threw his long legs over iwa’s and how mattsun and makki leaned against each other as they ate, you fold your legs to tuck your feet under takahiro’s thigh and dig in to your meal with some trashy reality show lighting up the tv screen, completely certain that the warmth in your chest was from the company of your loved ones more so than the piping hot potatoes in your stomach.
during breakfast the next day, you blearily rub the sleep out of your eyes before taking a sip of your coffee, a satisfied “ahhh” escaping your parted lips as you lean against the kitchen counter. slowly peeling your eyelids open, you notice all of their gazes were focused on you. “yes? can i help you?” you ask amusedly, awake now that caffeine had be introduced to your tired body.
“how are you still so gorgeous in the morning?” you blink at the dreamy look on iwa’s face propped up in his hands with his elbows on the surface of the island. looking around, you see the other three matching the athletic trainer’s pose and expression next to him. thinking over your messy bedhead, mysteriously stained pajamas, and almost impressively dark eyebags, you want to scoff, but the unfairly handsome men giving you their undivided attention despite all of that (“because of all of that, y/n-chan,” tooru would argue) make you blush instead.
“you’re one to talk, haji,” you opt to remark, hoping to divert their focus from you and your rosy cheeks. “and don’t look at me like that,” your pointed finger swinging wildly between the four of them like the needle of a compass. “you already know you guys are way outta my league, you don’t need me to tell you that.” with one last flourish, you wave your hand dismissively before grabbing your mug with both hands, palms warming against the ceramic.
“as wrong as you are, you can’t blame us for wanting to hear the love of our lives compliment us first thing in the morning as we admire her natural beauty,” mattsun grins once he sees the success his words have at deepening the flush on your face. tooru nods gravely in agreement, but it’s makki’s one-two combo of a wink and an air kiss that breaks you. you roll your bottom lip between your teeth to stifle a laugh but release it immediately when the playful atmosphere takes a heady turn. clearing your throat, you pay no heed to their hungry expressions, knowing full well that they all noticed your little action and how they would react to it.
“a-anyways,” you stutter, “i’m gonna go get ready ‘cause i have things to do today so-” you try to slip by, leaving your empty cup in the sink, only to get caught in your tracks by hiro’s long arms. 
“ah, ah, ah, princess. and where do you think you’re going?” soon enough, you find yourself surrounded by your smoking hot boyfriends and heat up in anticipation of their next moves. 
“this so isn’t fair,” you complain aloud, though you were just as eager as they were to get you out of your worn sleep clothes. 
“tough shit, babygirl. guess you’re just gonna have to add four more things to your to-do list, huh?” 
naturally, you leave your errands for some day later in the week when you’re able to walk properly again.
the opportunity comes when you rise earlier than the rest of them, a rare occasion where you found yourself graced with the freedom of sleeping on the outside instead of being sandwiched in the middle of the bed. tiptoeing about, you brush your teeth and get dressed, somehow managing to not wake any of the sleeping beauties. you scribble little love-filled messages on post-it notes and stick them around your apartment on your way out, but not without one last soft smile in the direction of the bedroom, the sight of the four of them cuddled together through the door left ajar renewing your motivation to accomplish your tasks and come home sooner. 
with your laptop bag in tow, you set out for your first destination, settling into a corner booth at the coffee shop with a full cup and a pastry. once you finish your breakfast, you pull out your laptop and get to work, scouring the internet for the perfect gifts for your lovably imperfect partners. you rack your brain for any recollection of any moment where they would’ve let a potential present slip into conversation and light up when you come across volleyball print pajama pants. you check the availability of the sizes you needed and upon realizing that they were all in stock and would be delivered before christmas, you place your order without a moment’s hesitation. satisfied with your progress, you pull up the animal shelter’s hours before heading out of the cafe, the barista’s greetings and the jingling bells echoing behind you. 
by the time you return home, it’s late in the afternoon and you’re greeted by a wall of warm bodies as soon as you step through the front door. 
“where’ve you been, babe?” once again, takahiro is the first to meet your return, but this time he plants a sweet kiss on your lips with his long fingers encircling your waist after his inquiry. 
“oh, you know,” you sigh, dazed from the saccharine embrace. “out and about.”
“busy day? hope it was productive.” you nuzzle into tooru’s chest, feeling the timbre of his voice through your skin, and nod.
“as a matter of fact, it was.” their eyes soften at the proud grin stretched across your face. but your grumbling stomach just had to ruin the moment, making the three of you stare at each other before bursting out in chuckles.
“you skipped lunch?” oiks asks, wrapping each arm around yours and hiro’s waists and guiding you into the kitchen. you rub the back of your neck sheepishly.
“i guess so? i didn’t really notice i was hungry until now.”
“good thing we saved your favorite from that chinese place down the street for you,” mattsun comes up behind you and lands a kiss on the crown of your head. you beam gratefully up at him and skip over to the fridge to retrieve the takeout.
“welcome home, love,” iwaizumi emerges from the bathroom to complete the set and gives you a once over. “you look tired.”
“gee thanks, hajime.” he rolls his eyes playfully at you while you wait for your food to heat up in the microwave.
“what time did you get up this morning?” 
“uhhh,” you start, mouth full. at iwa’s stern glare, you swallow before answering, “seven-ish? earlier than i would’ve like for a vacation day but it was worth it.”
“hm, well i’m glad you had a good day at least.” you shuffle over to kiss his cheek before dropping yourself on top of where tooru and hiro were cuddling on the sofa, eyes drifting around the room to take in the holiday decorations adorning the space.
“thanks, haji. but you’re right, i am sleepy.” suppressing a yawn, you lean back against the broad chests behind you and tuck back into the paper container. “can we take a nap once i’m done?”
“sure thing, babygirl.” the innocent smile mattsun sends your way turns mischievous with his added comment. “we really tuckered ourselves out while you were gone.” you nearly choke but makki’s hand thumping your back helps you dislodge whatever food got caught in your throat. iwa shakes his head and looks to the side in an attempt to hide his face, but the reddening tips of his ears give him away. meanwhile, oikawa catches your eye and winks.
“how else did you suppose we keep ourselves occupied when our baby wasn’t home?” you get up to toss your now empty container, shaking your head as you go. 
“i’m glad to see you at least got the christmas tree up before going at it. god, you’re all insatiable.”
“i mean, it’s hard not to be in this relationship,” hajime grumbles.
“aww, iwa,” makki pushes his lips into an overexaggerated pout. “you make me hard, too.” full-bellied chortles escape the four of you, ignoring iwaizumi’s indignant huffs.
“whatever,” comes his miffed reply, but you know he takes all your antics in stride. soon enough, he returns to the living room with a stack of blankets and finds you and issei added to the pile of limbs tooru and hiro founded. somehow, hajime situates himself to fit perfectly in your cuddle fest, blankets sprawled about to keep you warm.
one last yawn leaves your mouth before you mutter a sleepy, “night, guys. love you,” barely registering the quiet “love you”s you get in return as you drift off, the lights adorning your christmas tree twinkling above you.
christmas day, you wake up before the others again, this time more than willing to feign sleep and revel in the warmth of your shared bed. luckily, you don’t have to wait long for your boys to stir. sitting up, you stretch your arms above you head and begin to climb out of bed only to be caught by the wrist and dragged back down.
“haji, please,” you draw out. “we can finally open the presents under the tree!”
“i don’t care, it’s too early for you to leave me, princess.” you hum as he pulls you closer to him, revisiting your mental note that iwa is much more openly (and selfishly) affectionate in the mornings. 
“oi, the rest of us are still here you know.” face buried against tooru’s back, mattsun’s muffled complaint gets hajime to loosen his hold on you. 
“yea, yea,” he props himself up on his elbow to lean over you and kisses the former middle blocker’s temple. “unfortunately.”
“so mean, iwa-chan,” oikawa pipes up, stretching his arm across you to caress your boyfriend’s toned arm before lacing his fingers with makki’s. the pink haired man himself, still half-asleep, squeezes tooru’s hand before sitting up.
“hey, wait. it’s christmas, isn’t it?” takahiro’s question reminds you of the package you received a couple days prior, prompting you to spring out of bed before one of them could reel you back in. the four watch you rifle through the closet and resurface with the pajama pants you ordered.
“merry christmas!” you cry excitedly, tossing each boy their respective pair and eagerly awaiting their reactions. “they’re matching pj’s! look, i got one for myself, too.” thankful that you chose to go to bed in just one of iwa’s godzilla t-shirts and underwear last night, you rush to slip on your volleyball print pants. the boys take in your childlike joy, chests tightening at how precious you are. “hurry up, i want you to try them on so we can match!” at your insistence, they roll out of bed and dutifully don your gifts. 
“oh these are actually really soft,” tooru murmurs thoughtfully, fingering the fabric on his thigh.
“right?” you pipe up, nearly bouncing off the walls. “i wanted to do something to commemorate our first christmas together in this apartment and i thought these were really cute since volleyball is what brought us together in the first place.” eyes meet each other as you all reminisce that special summer, grateful that you stayed close despite your individual journeys after graduation.
suddenly, the doorbell ringing catches your attention. a brief glance at the clock on the bedside table tells you it’s much later in the morning than you though, but you’re quick to answer the door.
“who could that be?” the boys are left wondering, wandering out into the living room in time to see you wave goodbye to whoever it was with a large gift-wrapped box sitting on the floor next to you. 
“babe? who was it?” tooru is the first to ask the question on all of their minds. 
“oh, just my best friend. they wanted to drop this off on their way to their parents’ house.” you gingerly pick up the box and bring it to where your boys were waiting for you. “go ahead!”
“go ahead?” hajime parrots. 
“yea! open it!”
“it’s not for you?” takahiro ponders.
“well yes and no. c’mon just open it already!” you’re bouncing on the balls of your feet at this point. tooru finally takes the initiative to remove the lid of the box, eyes widening when he sees what it hid.
“oh my gosh,” he breathes. the other three nearly knock heads with how quickly they lean over the opening.
“is that-?” a furry little head pops up over the edge of the box, round eyes peering up at the four of them.
“a dog! yes!” you squeal. “he’s a shelter dog!”
“he is?” hiro is in awe, slowly reaching out to cradle the little guy in his arms.
“i met him the other day when i woke up early and ran errands without you guys. isn’t he just the cutest?” big hands dwarf the small pooch as they gently pet his head and stroke his fur.
“does he have a name?” tooru has the good sense to ask. 
“mhm, the lady at the shelter said his previous owner named him ponyo.”
“ponyo…” issei whispered, eyes shining. 
“i know we’re nowhere near ready to start thinking about kids,” you start, the topic of the conversation instantly drawing their attention. tooru even ignored ponyo’s little tongue lapping at his fingers. “but i thought we could use an addition to our family.” 
“y/n, princess, we obviously all love him already, but we’re busy with work- well, most of us are. who’s gonna take care of him?” hajime questions, almost reluctantly.
“i mean, hiro is home all the time since he’s still unemployed (“i said i was looking, damn!”), but i actually got promoted so my schedule is way more flexible and i can work from home most of the time.” your voice trails off bashfully, but they give you no time to be embarrassed, swallowing you up in a huge hug. 
“why didn’t you say anything sooner, baby? we’re so proud of you!” now you know how the dog felt being smothered by their affection, not that it was anything new for you.
“uhh, surprise?”
“fuck yea, surprise! god, you’re incredible. lemme make a list of things we’ll need to get for ponyo once the stores reopen tomorrow.”
“actually…”
“you didn’t.”
“i did, with help from my best friend.” going into the lowest cupboards in the kitchen, you show off the bag of dog food and water and food bowls you bought soon after visiting the shelter. “his bed and crate are in the other closet by the washroom.”
“how did we get so lucky?” takahiro asks aloud, making you blush as the others nod in sync, all of them blown away by your thoughtfulness.
“this is nothing. i just wanted to show you guys how much i love you.” you play with your fingers, a little overwhelmed now that the initial excitement has worn off. “oh wait!”
“there’s more?” tooru asks, shocked.
“but wait, there’s more!” mattsun and makki chime in simultaneously, making you laugh as you retrieve the last present. you hop over to where tooru was sitting on the sofa with ponyo on his lap, scooping the dog up and locking the two of you in the bathroom. a couple minutes later, you open the door to let ponyo scurry over to his dads, who coo softly once they see him come around the sofa.
“when did you have time to do this?”
“my pants were a little long, so i hemmed them one night after you guys passed out on the sofa watching your old volleyball matches. i kinda guessed ponyo’s measurements based on standard info i found on the internet, but it fits perfectly so i’m glad!” looking at the little sweater you made for your new family member out of the extra fabric from your pj pants, you couldn’t stop the pleased grin that broke out on your face. “now even ponyo matches with us!”
while your gaze was trained on the tiny dog that was exploring his new home, theirs were stuck on you, your resemblance with a proud mother struck something in them, giving them thoughts of you with their children. yes, children. but for now they shoved those images to the backs of their minds, meeting each other’s stares to confirm they were all in silent agreement.
“we’re gonna make breakfast, you just sit there ‘n look pretty while you watch ponyo, yea?” issei announces before pulling you into a searing kiss as he walks by. 
“not that that’s hard for you,” iwa tags on, kissing your cheek and ruffling your hair following mattsun into the kitchen.
“but i’m always hard for you.” you yelp when hiro playfully slaps your ass, flipping him off as he trails after the other two with a loud hoot. tooru comes up behind you and rubs your sore cheek, spinning you around so that you were face to face.
“why’d you do this to me, y/n-chan?” you meet his frown with a confused look of your own. “now it’s gonna be even harder for me to go back to argentina.”
“oh, tooru,” you wrap your arms around his neck, standing on your tiptoes to bring him close. “you have the next few weeks to spend with us and our new baby.” as if he knew you were talking about him, ponyo pads over to sit by your feet, tail wagging. oikawa sighs melodramatically.
“a few weeks is nothing compared to the months i’ll be gone!” 
“oi, shittykawa, you better not be complaining after everything this morning,” hajime hollers from the kitchen.
“love you, too, iwa-chan!” tooru calls back instinctively then he looks back down at you, his eyes giving away how much leaving will hurt him and it nearly makes you tear up with him.
“tooru, baby, it sucks every time you leave us, but you’re following your dreams and doing what you love. and we want to support you all the way, even if it means doing so from across the world. but with my new work schedule, i’ll be able to call or text you pretty much whenever. and just think how much sweeter it’ll be the next time you do come home to us. so don’t be too sad, okay, my love? we’ll all be here waiting for you.” 
as the last words leave your lips, tooru has you pulled flush against him, arms wrapped tight around your body. his face was hidden, but you could feel the sobs in hot breaths against your shoulder. you guided him over to the sofa and let him cry, petting his hair and peppering kisses on his tear-streaked face until he tired himself out. 
issei, hajime, and takahiro come out of the kitchen with stacks of pancakes and all the fixings, setting them down on the coffee table in front of you once they see tooru snoozing in your lap. iwa picks ponyo up before he could get a bite of your breakfast while you gently shake your boyfriend awake. mattsun and makki set up ponyo’s crate and bedding, leaving him with a toy to keep him occupied while the five of you filled up your plates.
sitting in the living room of the apartment you shared with your four boyfriends on christmas day, stuffing your face with fruit and whipped cream topped pancakes that they made, in matching pajamas with your new rescue dog scampering about, you couldn’t ask for a better gift underneath the tree.
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fallingfromdepression · 4 years ago
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12/6/2020
this is gonna be less about school and more me rambling about my mental health and where i am rn in life. i got triggered earlier and i’m hoping i’ll feel better once i write it all out so then i can hopefully get my mind focused back on trying to do this final assignment due tmr evening that i’ve barely started so that’s what the stakes are. put under a cut bc it’s detailing quite a bit of some of my personal life
so i bought a surprise box from an indie artist that ended up being around $30 total with shipping (not too bad since the box is supposed to include at least $50 worth of merch). i haven’t had a lot of misc purchases ever since i came back home, or at least i’m definitely spending less than i did when i was at school, and i generally like all of this artist’s merch so i thought it was a decent expense. unfortunately i did have to buy it today when i am technically supposed to be working on finals and etc but it didn’t take much time since i was notified abt the restock yesterday and i preferred to buy sooner rather than later (i.e. after all my finals are finished) esp from small businesses that have a limited stock. but since my parent is intimately involved with my finances, they saw the purchase asap and kind of interrogated me abt it esp since it’s not a purchase from amazon or a bigger business.
now the context that makes that latter part more meaningful: about this time last yr, i had a situation where i tried to buy an anime merch through a proxy on twitter. this proxy didn’t have an actual website so i was buying through DMs. when i paid the proxy in advance, this same parent saw the purchase and asked me abt it and checked up on the process without asking for any further info. i made the grave mistake (in hindsight) of being honest and telling them i still hadn’t received the purchase months after i had paid them so then this whole shitshow ensued where my parent was convinced the proxy was conning me (the proxy had proxied merch for other ppl before based on their facebook proxy page) and had me cancel the proxy which the proxy thankfully agreed to except they still wanted some payment since they had still gone through the effort to get the merch supposedly (the wait was due to them not shipping the good out yet) so they said they were only going to refund part of the payment. yet again i told my parent abt this partial refund and that further convinced my parent the proxy was conning me (out of $3) so they were like no absolutely no payment to the proxy. lucky for the proxy, around the time i was refunding the payment i had left home and gone back to school so i told them to refund the full amt and i’d pay them separately so i could pretend this $3 payment was for something else i was buying physically. and very very lucky for me the proxy was understanding and refunded the full amt so it looked like i got everything back and i paid them separately through another app. the thing is i was expecting the proxy to take a while bc i had seen on other twitter accounts that proxied merch through individuals tended to take a while, and it had been abt 2ish months since i made the payment. i understand the concern my parent had esp since they are not familiar with online informal dealings, but the thing is ever since this fiasco my parent has assumed everything i buy from a small business (aka anything they don’t recognize) is me getting conned again.
to a degree i understanding and appreciate the concern, but i’m frustrated bc even with that proxy payment i literally cried that night out of anxiety and concern bc i knew there was a chance i could get conned and i had spent days being like ‘should i do it. oh god idk should i. but i’ve checked up on this proxy through any means possible and they seem ok enough...’ so it’s not like i’m like naive af and being like ‘tee hee con me !!’ like i understand the risk and was willing to do it (and to this day i still believe i would have gotten the merch albeit much later than expected). and my age is considered adult age pretty much internationally so it’s not like i’m a naive af 8yo who doesn’t know the dangers of the internet. yes i haven’t made much online purchases but i’m aware of the scams and try to make sure i’m buying from a trusted seller and if it’s worth it for the price. but i hate having to be so concerned abt my spending habits and whether the package will get here in time before my parent cancels the order out of fear of me being conned “again” at my age. i’ll admit i don’t have a stable job yet but it’s not like i’m spending money every week or even every month. if i wasn’t at home i would be less concerned bc the shipment isn’t going to my home address so the parent can’t scrutinize it but bc it is now, my spending is put under more scrutiny.
anyway my parent’s low-key interrogation shook up my mental state as expected and i had to take a bit to unload on my sibling and cry a little. i know if i wasn’t at home this wouldn’t affect me as much but bc i’m at home and having to deal with it in person instead of over text or a phone call... and the damn pandemic isn’t ending anytime soon so i’m going to have to stay at home for the indefinite future. it’s not like i have a ton of shit i want to buy but i don’t want to have to deal with this trigger every few months (last purchase was back in maybe september or so towards a book publishing kickstarter which i guess bc it was only $15 my parent didn’t kick up too much of a fuss abt since technically i still don’t have the ebook i paid for). i’m not purchasing any christmas presents for friends or anyone so i don’t have that as a cover or anything. but the thing is even once i leave home i have little confidence i’ll be able to be independent and my sibling told me it’ll take a few years for me to get a grasp on things but idk. it just feels so far away in the future and i can’t envision my present self with no motivation or willpower to do it even though i mean when push comes to shove i’ll get it done i suppose. i know the rational outsider’s answer would be ‘well why don’t you start working on that better future self now?’ and i’m like great fucking suggestion and i have nothing to argue against that. i just literally cannot envision my future at this point, even if i act on my vague dream of doing art as a job. maybe once i fucking finish these finals and this quarter i’ll be able to think more clearly but idk. as i said in my last post, i really need to consider seeing a therapist bc being at home and having to handle being under my parents’ control again is really doing a number on me esp as essentially a NEET (partially false since i’m still in edu but i really do be feeling like that since i feel so useless and dependent on my parents at my age when i know others my age are slightly more independent).
i feel like this ended up me rambling about essentially the same things i ramble abt whenever i talk abt my mental health the past few years and idk how much this actually helped unload the burden on my mental state. i just wish i didn’t have to have this trigger bc i would’ve just made the purchase and then not think much abt it until i receive the package. but now i have to have this concern for the future on top of the fucking deadlines i have in the next 2 days.
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tcrushing4years · 7 years ago
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side hugging goodbyes
12/21/17 so today was the last day of the semester and I had his class but we took our final last week. He handed them back to us today tho so it was cool to see my 100% on paper. we watched a christmas movie in his class and he kinda walked around and made fun of some people or like picked on them jokingly I guess, but he never did to me. me and my 3 friends were going out the door to leave and he was standing over by it to say bye to people and both of my friends give him a side hug. I was like yas this is my shot and so I was gonna give him a side hug too but one of the girls stopped to talk to him after ab star wars so it broke the vibe. It was my turn to say bye so I went to give him a side hug but he like held up his hand for a high five and then realized I was going in for the hug so he gave me a hug and it was a little awk bc of that but it was longer than a usual side hug and it felt so good to be in his arm/nuzzled against him. Me: Merry Christmas! Joseph: Merry Christmas! Joseph: Be sure to tell your mom and *sisters name* that I say Merry Christmas. Me: I will I leave the room and we have some what of an interaction in the hallway directly after that but not really. We had one more block of classes then school was done. I wanted to see him after school tho. I talked it out with my best friend bc I️ wanted to see him and get an actual goodbye so she said she would go in with me to say bye then leave. So we walked into his room Me: we came to say bye! *T (my bestie) stands awk by the door not coming in all the way* Me: you coming loser? T: ya sorry just freezing *joseph opens up both of his arms to give us each a side hug. his back muscles are so defined oh m goodness* Joseph: ya it’s blowing really bad out there Me: I know i’m sooo cold Joseph: finally feels like winter! Me: yup! perfect for break Me: so you doing anything fun over break? going anywhere? Joseph: nah just cruising. gonna take some time off and relax Me: that’s so nice Joseph: what about you? Me: Same thing except 7th wheeling at every social event I attend the next 3 weeks Joseph: 7th??! Me: yeah. All my friends in my core group including T over here are dating so that leaves me as single as can be... always Joseph: I️ was always like that too. It’s cool tho, lot of freedom Me: yeah *T gets a phone call and leaves the room* Me: oh yeah you see star wars tmr right??! Joseph: yes, finally. Im looking forward to it Me: ugh joseph it was sooo good. Life changingly incredible. I loved every second Joseph: seeing how excited you are about it makes me so excited. I love your passion. I am so looking forward to it. We’ll have to compare notes after break Me: definitely. *asks him in a low key way which movie theatre he is seeing it at bc i high key wanna like “run into him” there* Joseph: Are you ready for second semester Me: not at all Joseph: awe why not? Me: because the only thing i’m looking forward to when I️ come back is you. Joseph: I feel the exact same way. Me: looking forward to me? Joseph: ya. you make my day. every day. *I smile fondly at him* Me: I need to go find T Joseph: ya you’re right. we say goodbye and leave. It’s not really anything that interesting but i’m glad I make his day and that we hugged. I love him but I think the time away will be good. Idk if I should stage a “run in” tmr. what do you guys think?
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quarantine day 53 fellaaa
i just realized how long it has been, i mean 50 days = a lot but 53 = more... talking about math😂
today was great :D working on my thesis (it took me 3 hrs to get back on my pace as i stopped for 2 days!) will trying to finish it tmr .. like for real, but i mean it’s now 1:10am so i have my hope but my expectation is very low
as usual we sit outside all day IT WAS SO HOT TODAY LIKE!!! no kidding but grandpa bought new fans for us and it arrives today, he was so sweet🥺
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also besides that sr thingy i’ve been complaining for the past month, my other routine is receiving packages from mr.mail man... i think we will be besties soon lmao! he stopped by our house 3 times today and all of the packages are mine, he didnt even ask for my name anymore 😂
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today t cooked some pasta with baked spinach! so guttttttt, i was trying to work but my computer... seems like it doesnt want me to work soooo i ended up spending half an hour trying to find a lighter because i want to light my candle.. OMG GUESS WHAT, i also broke my christmas lights IT EXPLODED!!! no kidding! there was fucking fire in my room... okay, it’s not that huge.. but still i lost my christmas light :( damm all those years so yep i spent another half an hour finding a shop that sell the lights😂 ...
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and hmm dont know why after that i started to scroll through my highlights in my private account, lots of good memories :) ended up having a really good convo with bremen crew
it’s crazy how a year ago everything was oooo different, i’ve changed a lot
i mean i still have this crazy/overthinking/not normal mindset hahahah but like i definitely changed, dont know what it is but looking through those memories, (i know i’ve said this a lot) those 6 months really taught me alot and i appreciated all those moments and the people i’ve met so much
all i can think was, what did i do to deserve these kindness from them💛🥺
btw i have been clean for like 4 months now, can’t believe it but im so proud of myself eiei so 2020 is not that bad, am i right? lol
okay i think i should go to sleep soon, want to finish my thesis tmr! hopefully i can
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thirdman-seventhson-blog1 · 8 years ago
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Vault Chat
Keep in mind, jack was probably on for about 10 minutes, and there were 200 people on the chat!! Here’s the part of the vault chat that I got.
<Apple_Blossom> check out the paintings of RomIne Brooks... she was friends with Rimbaud@Jack White
·       <Hunter Arias> Thanks for the input!
·       <Jack White> @Rodney Flater hmmmmm......
·       <DonTazeMeBro> @Jack White I have been heavy into Sturgill Simpson, you like him?
·       <MaWaiDu> @Jack What was the last project you weren't sure if you could actually finish?
·       <Christina Kinzler> @KRIST3N Sucks
·       <DanielleMeiling> @Jack White Hi Jack. Any news on when American Epic is getting released?
·       <gabbyalucas> Favorite album at the moment?
·       <RRRecords> @Jack White What is your favorite baseball movie? Mine is The Natural.
·       <Jack White> @MaWaiDu life
·       <Jack White> lot of peoples in here
·       <Nick(Boat)> @Jack White What's your thoughts on United on Chestnut?
·       <MaWaiDu> lol
·       <Trale Merz> Favorite 3 ball parks
·       <Maxman142001> Hints for the next vault?
·       <msmaggie> see you at Zolli for coffee? 10 minutes?
·       <Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino> Lol
·       <Apple_Blossom> @Jack White are the new presses up and running at Cass???
·       <Christina Kinzler> @Jack White Too many ppls boo
·       <Marjorie Hernandez> @Jack White might be worth the investment 😉
·       <Jack White> @RRRecords i like the natural very much, quote me a line from it
·       <bloomooks> We missed you, Jack. That's why
·       <Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino> righhhtttttt
·       <RobScarr> @Jack White enjoyed reading your words in 'the drum thing' book very inspiring as a drummer myself
·       <Bill Vouronikos> what r the chances of another raconteurs album?
·       <Morgan McPheeters> @Jack White Did you have fun in Deep Ellum with WarStick? It's the coolest neighborhood in Dallas.
·       <Billy Daneau> for how long you haven't talked to meg
·       <Mat Kancler> @Jack White looking for interns? I'm your guy!
·       <Kerri Grendel> Jack, you are loved.
·       <RACHELSWENS> Bout time you came on here, i didnt think anyone actually used it
·       <Christopher Merritt> @Jack White - have you heard the new Washington Phillips cd?
·       <Janet Hall> @JackWhite I ordered your guitar pics, can't wait to get them!
·       <Kelly McCleary> @Jack White we're all jonesing for news
·       <Drebin> Thank you for everything Jack. Can't wait to see your next project!
·       <Pabs> Any plans to tour last Dead Weather's album?
·       <Rob Frost> too many peoples. i go sleep now
·       <Francscoxvier> Greetings from Saskatoon
·       <gabbyalucas> So so so stoked about the new Lillie album. Huge fan of her stuff. Can't wait another second!
·       <Apple_Blossom> ha
·       <Abbie Stein> @Jack White have you listened to Cindy Wilson's new EP yet?
·       <gabbyalucas> So many people, slightly breaking the chat haha
·       <Maxman142001> @jack have you picked up any new guitars lately?
·       <Kate Cox> Favourite Nick Cave track?
·       <Mandy Thomas> Loved the last Vault Package...it was my first! Came on Christmas Eve!
·       <Marjorie Hernandez> You draw quite the crowd, jack!
·       <caity> Did you guys get a lot of new subscribers for the package? I loved the vault package, the pendant is dope!!! !!! !!! !!!
·       <Breanna Gibitz> Jack. I think you're great. just wanted to say that.
·       <Christopher Merritt> This is insane btw
·       <Karen Proffitt> I think we missed you.....
·       <LordKhan> @Jack White You can't spell it, but it eats pretty good, don't it?
·       <Lindsey Crooks> It's been so long! I thought you might have died.
·       <Sarah Sparks> @Marjorie Hernandez what up lady?! Did you have a good b-day?
·       <Jack White> @Kate Cox red right hand
·       <Mallory McClain> @Jack White thoughts on any of the festival lineups that have been released? they seem a little lacking imo
·       <MaWaiDu> @Jack would you ever open up a new upholstery shop?
·       <caitinlv> @Jack White big ups to Bump Bailey
·       <Christina Kinzler> @Jack White Whats the word on the pressing plant opening?
·       <Lucas Marinho> What kind of drumsticks do you use, Jack?
·       <STL_Ben> remember 10 minutes ago when there was only 4 people logged in?
·       <gabbyalucas> I'm actually in class right now. I cant learn knowing Jack's online
·       <RACHELSWENS> See what happens when you leave us for too long
·       <Rodrigo Cortes> Live at Disgraceland was awesome
·       <jen&juice> Did you have a nice Christmas with the kiddos?
·       <KYLOSIS> Congratulations on 30 Vaults!
·       <Mommaboat> @Jack White missed you at New Years!!
·       <RRRecords> @Jack White "pick me out a winner Bobby"
·       <Mommaboat> @Jack White love me some Lillie Mae
·       <tanzaib> New raconteurs lp this year
·       <Sarah Sparks> @Jack White did you ever watch
·       <Bill Vouronikos> what r the chances of another raconteurs album?
·       <Jack White> @caitinlv you mean baortholemew bailey
·       <Vinnie Vrhovnik> Holy shit this is moving fast today
·       <Billy Daneau> why the single on the last vault package wasn't red and blue just one color
·       <RACHELSWENS> Hi Jack! What did you do for the holiday?
·       <TWS_Andre> The Raconteurs I miss them so much!!
·       <Sarah Sparks> aky Blinders"? great soundtrack (mostly because of you!)
·       <Jessica Russell> @jJck White I've missed you! Best twitter notification all day
·       <Norm bethune> @Jack White Any live shows coming up Det or Nash
·       <Christina Kinzler> @Jack White Missed you at the Magic Stick
·       <Apple_Blossom> @Jack White would you consider using the film from 2 against 1 to make an official video from the film 2 Guns??
·       <MFSSkinny> @Jack White Pick me out a winner, Bobby
·       <KYLOSIS> @Sarah Sparks Great show!
·       <Breanna Gibitz> I'm running out of wall space for all the rad stuff you guys put in packages
·       <Maxman142001> @jack white - have you given Blackwell any tips on his drumming?
·       <Bill Vouronikos> what r the chances of another raconteurs album?
·       <gabbyalucas> Hey Jack, what did you get for Christmas?
·       <Jack White> @RACHELSWENS hunted whompus kitties
·       <KRIST3N> I recently framed some of my favorite TMR silk screens. Wanda looks so purdy in her magenta mat board
·       <DonTazeMeBro> @Jack White its 8 below zero in Minnesota want to visit
·       <MaWaiDu> @Jack favorite episode of Twilight Zone?
·       <LordKhan> Red, it took me sixteen years to get here. You play me, and I'll give ya the best I got.
·       <Isfeld> @Jack White any vacation plans for the summer?
·       <Pabs> Btw congrats you guys have the best customer service!
·       <Sarah Sparks> @KYLOSIS right?!
·       <Morgan McPheeters> @Jack White Did you like our twitter submissions for the Tin Man scavenger hunt contest? That was really fun
·       <Tuesday Cummins-Smith> @Jack White did the shop girls get their top hat from The Rad Hatter?
·       <Jack White> @LordKhan suit up
·       <Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino> meow
·       <KYLOSIS> @Sarah Sparks Better soundtrack!
·       <Sarah Sparks> catty wampus!
·       <Apple_Blossom> @Jack White is it a blizzard in Nashville now??
·       <Abbie Stein> @Jack White I thought you would like this...I found a 1956 Ford Thunderbird Christmas post card flexi disc at an antique store recently!
·       <Christina Kinzler> @Jack White What is the word on the Diecast RRS? Is that going to happen?
·       <Janet Hall> @JackWhite Tour some more please!
·       <MFSSkinny>
·       <RACHELSWENS> You hunted whompus kitties over the holiday?
·       <Jason Koffman> How about releasing a Slim & Slam LP?
·       <Breanna Gibitz> JACK, will you fund a replica TMR store I can live in? I love the style of it there
·       <caitinlv> @Jack White when a guy runs into the wall like that he should be called Bump
·       <AlleyOops> When are you coming back to Austin? :D
·       <chuck hosner> Working on a new solo album by chance?
·       <MaggieMay> Jack. Any plans to release the Masonic lazaretto show?
·       <Billy Daneau> solo album?
·       <Hannah Geere> Did you enjoy being on Prairie Home Companion enough to come back to Minneapolis again in the near future??
·       <Lucas Marinho> I don't like to be this guy, but please come to Brazil. There's so many new bands around my city. I'm surge you'd love them
·       <Cameo Kraft> Have any new years resolutions??
·       <KYLOSIS> @Jack White Are you in the touring mood this year?
·       <Apple_Blossom> @chuck hosner !!!!!
·       <Bill Vouronikos> what r the chances of another raconteurs album?
·       <Jack White> @KYLOSIS hmm...
·       <Jack White> @KYLOSIS hmm...
·       <Maxman142001> @Jack White have you been to Johnny Walkers new studio?
·       <jo7981> Would you ever come to Newfoundland again?
·       <staci freeworth> @jack I love all the cool things you are doing but I must admit, I miss some jack white music......
·       <Breanna Gibitz> I truly want my house to resemble the style of TMR in Nash
·       <Lucas Marinho> sure*
·       <Isfeld> @Jack White Gotten into any new bands lately?
·       <Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino> Stop don't even tease like that!
·       <EngineDriver> Have you seen the new Star Wars?
·       <Apple_Blossom> @Jack White are you going to play on OJs new release?
·       <DonTazeMeBro> @Jack White Fuck YES
·       <Sarah Sparks> @Jack White a soul like you can't sit still for long!
·       <Jack White> @jo7981 god i hope so, i loved newfoundland
·       <MaWaiDu> @Jack I saw Karen perform with Rufus Wainwright at the Roman for Christmas, did a great job
·       <DonTazeMeBro> i will take this as a yes
·       <Patricio Pinto Castro> @Jack White new raconteurs record soon?
·       <Mandy Thomas> I'm with KYLOSIS....touring?? come to Texas!!
·       <MaWaiDu> Ryman*
·       <Able_And_Want> 2017 is a good year for touring
·       <KRIST3N> My New Years resolution was to go to a Jack white show...help me out!
·       <KYLOSIS> @Jack White Canada misses you!
·       <Jeff Harrow> @Jack White how's the upholstery business
·       <gabbyalucas> How do you think this year's gonna go in comparison to last, jack?
·       <jen&juice> I visited Galco's! What's your favorite soda or pop? Which is it?
·       <Michael Stevens> @Jack White will we ever get the full Worlds Fastest Record show?
·       <Kate Cox> do you have a cat?
·       <Jonathan> you should invite Ryan Adams to do something at your headquarters. He tweeted the other day that he's a big fan of you and what you're doing after teasing his fans with record booth recordings from the machine at electric ladyland
·       <Breanna Gibitz> If you do tour this year, please don't skip Cleveland, Ohio :) We miss you
·       <Mat Kancler> @Jack White Looking for interns? I'm your guy!
·       <RRRecords> @Jack White "I guess some mistakes you never stop paying for."
·       <ThirdSon> @Jack White Time for a TMR NYC, right?
·       <matthewvh> @Jack White Any idea on when Pokey's Blue Room show will be released?
·       <KRIST3N> Rochester, Buffalo...even Syracuse!
·       <RobScarr> @Jack White will there be a vault package dedicated to Icky Thump in its 10th year (this year)?
·       <Trale Merz> Top 3 MLB ballparks
·       <Roxxan> @ThirdSon Oooh. Yes. TMR NYC please!
·       <Shane Rennie> Yes!! We need a Ryan Adams live at third man!
·       <Morgan McPheeters> @Jack White Please come to Dallas if you tour again! Deep Ellum :)
·       <Nick(Boat)> @Jack White, what have you been listening to in the car lately? RTJ3?
·       <David Jamieson> going to spain for my honeymoon -- any favorite spots you can pass on?
·       <Jessica McConaughy> @ThirdSon LA first!
·       <Bill Vouronikos> what r the chances of another raconteurs album?
·       <Aidan Abbott> Jack, will you come to my high school graduation?
·       <Karen Proffitt> How about Cincy?
·       <Jack White> @RRRecords "you had an amazing gift, but it's not enough....i think you're a loser"
·       <RACHELSWENS> Yeah play in buffalo
·       <Apple_Blossom> @Jack White favorite tracks in paramount 1 and 2??? i just picked both of the up
·       <DonTazeMeBro> @Jack White tell Ben we need another contest soon, pick a number trivia anything
·       <Billy Daneau> any tour youre thinking about?
·       <Maxman142001> @jack white any pop up stores for TMR in 2017?
·       <Jeff Harrow> @Jack White how's the upholstery business
·       <Abbie Stein> @Jack White you should come hang out in Athens, Ga! SO much music history
·       <Jack White> @Aidan Abbott no
·       <Travis Krause> @jack white What was the last thing you listened to?
·       <Travis Krause> @jack white What was the last thing you listened to?
·       <Rick Kanas> Will TMR ever put out the Complete Tommy Johnson Recordings?
·       <Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino> Was so close to getting into Jimmy Fallon, walked around the city all day :) but I missed it by one person. Performance was one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen
·       <caitinlv> "we have two lives, the one we learn with and the one we live after that."
·       <LordKhan> I coulda been better. I coulda broke every record in the book.
·       <RACHELSWENS> It's cold and dark you'll like it
·       <Christopher Merritt> @Jack White - how's about some more Sun Records reissues...?
·       <tanzaib> What's next to be released on tmr
·       <thirdgirlll> @Jack White do you own any pets
·       <Jettkoral> @Jack White can I have a job
·       <Aidan Abbott> Please
·       <KRIST3N> @Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino watching jimmy now
·       <Jack White> @Christopher Merritt yes!
·       <thirdgirl> @jo7981 i'm from newfoundland too! ten years since the one note show :)
·       <gabbyalucas> What did ya get for xmas, jack?
·       <MaggieMay> Love vault #30. Thank you!
·       <Brandon Attal> Tubbalicious says hello Jack & he would like his butt scratched
·       <Michelle Erb> Hows the record plant coming along?
·       <Vinnie Vrhovnik> Jack can you send the RRS to CLE to break up my boring shitty winter a bit?
·       <Apple_Blossom> @Travis Krause weve been missing you
·       <MaggieMay>
·       <EngineDriver> Thoughts on what's happened to Conan's show?
·       <Jeff Harrow> @Jack White how's the upholstery business
·       <Lucas Marinho> What is you favorite MUTANTES song, Jack?
·       <Christopher Merritt> @Jack White - more Prisonaires please!
·       <Angela Bell> Jack, what are you listening to today?
·       <Mommaboat> @Jack White. Come to Indy with Margo Price for my birthday! 💙
·       <Apple_Blossom> hahaha
·       <LazyDynamite> What does Third Man have in store for the new year
·       <Janet Hall> @Jack White HI Jack!
·       <Jack White> @gabbyalucas not much, a skeleton of a sea lion from 1918
·       <rscott11> @Jack White Are the Dough Rollers still making music?
·       <Billy Daneau> vault number 33 will be awesome
·       <MaWaiDu> @Jack have you seen the movie La La Land?
·       <Mallory McClain> @Jack White have you heard about Jessi Zazu of Those Darlins? She's a badass musician who's been diagnosed with cancer. It'd be cool if TMR would put out a record or something as a benefit.
·       <Sierra> @jack white I'm listening to your acoustic in Idaho right now. It's my favorite!
·       <MFSSkinny> @Jack White "my life didn't turn out the way i expected"
·       <Shane Rennie> How many guitars do you currently own?
·       <Breanna Gibitz> @Vinnie Vrhovnik YES PLEASE
·       <Breanna Gibitz> @Vinnie Vrhovnik YES PLEASE
·       <ThirdSon> @Jack White what color is Lillie Mae picking for her limited edition LP?
·       <Marjorie Hernandez> Jack, what things from third man can we expect this year? Or maybe just expect the unexpected?
·       <RRRecords> @Jack White "I could have been better. I could have broken ever record in the book."
·       <Apple_Blossom> @Jack White we've been missing you too
·       <Jeff Harrow> @Jack White how's the upholstery business
·       <Bill Vouronikos> what r the chances of another raconteurs album?
·       <Stoffel> how about another green series
·       <Breanna Gibitz> we need it in Clevland
·       <Jack White> @Shane Rennie 33
·       <Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino> lol damn
·       <DonTazeMeBro> @Jack White what is the best new album you heard this year
·       <Patricio Pinto Castro> @Jack White what have been you doing?
·       <LazyDynamite> I heard your an antique clock collector?
·       <LordKhan> I just quoted that!
·       <LazyDynamite>
·       <Morgan McPheeters> @Jack White I'm finally seeing Margo Price in March in Dallas-- can't wait!!
·       <KRIST3N> Jack can I apprentice at your upholstery company. Please?
·       <Abbie Stein> @Jack White did you ever meet/work with Johnny Cash before he died?
·       <Jack White> @Stoffel they dont sell well, but i dont care
·       <Jessica McConaughy> @Jack White much love! (Gotta hit the road and catch a flight) 💜 Thanks for being awesome
·       <jen&juice> Have you heard of Reignwolf? Would make a killer blue room show- lucky to have great bands to see here in Seattle
·       <Jack White> @Abbie Stein never met him, wish i had
·       <gabbyalucas> Saw Karen's Instagram post of the kids' first day of school, warmer my heart. You have a beautiful family, you should be proud :)
·       <Nick(Boat)> @Jack White, United on Chestnut ever going to press records again?
·       <MFSSkinny> @Jack White "I coulda been better. I coulda broke every record in the book"
·       <tanzaib> Has cass pressing plant started yet
·       <tgonger> For 2017 - produce or perform?
·       <Maxman142001> @jack white got any old Detroit material to release on TMR this year?
·       <Cameo Kraft> Any random thoughts for today??
·       <Ira Washburn> Jack, what sound do You prefer- Rhodes or wurlitzer?
·       <Sierra> @jack white what is your favorite song to play live?
·       <Stoffel> @Jack White
·       <rscott11> @Jack White Are the Dough Rollers still making music together?
·       <Jack White> almost bought cash's house, but didn't want to live in a museum
·       <MaggieMay> Jack, the lazaretto Masonic show was life changing. Thank you
·       <Jeff Harrow> @Jack White how's the upholstery business
·       <Breanna Gibitz> I've been reading a book about Cash. It's been great, such an interesting dude.
·       <LordKhan> @Jack White What's for dinner today?
·       <RobScarr> @Jack White you going to get the new Tesla model 3?
·       <Patricio Pinto Castro> @Jack White new raconteurs record soon?
·       <Apple_Blossom> @Jack White its also haunted
·       <Stoffel> @Jack White i love them, would love to see another one some day
·       <Jessica Russell> @Jack White any big surprises in store for us in the coming months?
·       <Abbie Stein> @Jack White the one in Hendersonville?
·       <Tracy Christian> Barry Gibb took that off of your hands.
·       <LazyDynamite> Can you play a banjo clock
·       <KYLOSIS> @Jack White The JC museum is my second favourite spot in Nashville.
·       <Jack White> @Maxman142001 so much you dont even know! lot of production from me in detoit, but i wonder if people would like a vault release of some of it or not
·       <Christina Kinzler> @Jack White Any chance of a diecast RRS??
·       <Jack White> @Abbie Stein mmm mmm
·       <Sierra> Of course!
·       <Morgan McPheeters> @Jack White Do you like Hamilton the musical? Ever thought of doing a collab w/ Lin-Manuel Miranda?
·       <EngineDriver> Jack, check out the album Piper in the Holler by Tim Cummings. He does Appalachian songs with smallpipes accompanied by banjo, guitar, etc
·       <Celina Johnson> @Jack White Do you have a house in Tulsa?
·       <Natalia Fallon> Any chance of a guest appearance at Loretta's Ryman shows?
·       <Jeff Harrow> @Jack White how's the upholstery business
·       <Breanna Gibitz> We'd pretty much like a vault release of anything. Well, me at least.
·       <jo7981> you know we would
·       <Apple_Blossom> @Jack White stooges vault possible???
·       <Abbie Stein> @Jack White that would have been pretty cool
·       <Jack White> @Morgan McPheeters i prefer the millard fillmore musical
·       <MaWaiDu> @Jack Hardest worker you've ever worked with?
·       <Ashley Lorenz> Did you do anything with John Doe when he was in Detroit?
·       <Ashlyn Scoggins> How was your New Years?
·       <gabbyalucas> What's TMR's stance on internships? I'm heading over to Nashville for college to study the music industry and interning over there would be a dream!
·       <RACHELSWENS> Can you upholster something for me
·       <Sarianna> That's an amazing Vault idea
·       <Vinnie Vrhovnik> Dude you know we'd love the Detroit stuff in a vault
·       <Keith Thraen-Borowski> Favorite record store in midwest (outside of Detroit)?
·       <Hannah Geere> @Jack White thanks so much for releasing Get Behind Me Satan on vinyl, it's always been my favorite
·       <jesssy> @Jack White so i have this old, tattered chair.......
·       <Michelle Erb> Yes we want oldies from Detroit!! At least I do
·       <Jack White> @MaWaiDu you're looking at him
·       <Peppermint7> are you going to make it back to L.A. for the Grammys?
·       <Angela Bell> Upholstered anything fancy lately? Besides famous couches...
·       <DonTazeMeBro> @Jack White I would like the Margo Price austin city limits as a vault
·       <Maxman142001> @Jack white I'd love to see a reissue of Von bondies Nite Train!
·       <Melissa Gonzalez> @JackWhite yes a vault release please ❤
·       <Isfeld> @Jack White Any TMR event in europe this year or the next?
·       <Breanna Gibitz> Do you have a favorite guitar you always go back to?
·       <Jack White> @Maxman142001 me too!
·       <Jack White> @Breanna Kibitz yes
·       <Bill Vouronikos> what r the chances of another raconteurs album?
·       <Marjorie Hernandez> @Jack White has record store day officially been moved to April 22nd this year instead of the 15th?
·       <Jeff Harrow> @Jack White how's the upholstery business
·       <KYLOSIS> @DonTazeMeBro That was a great perforamnce!
·       <Aidan Abbott> You sound just like my dad
·       <EngineDriver> Can we get a blue series of trad. Scottish and Irish tunes? You could record my seision group here in Denver!
·       <Apple_Blossom> oh well...
·       <DonTazeMeBro> I know Christie V from the Von Bondies
·       <LazyDynamite> What kind of antiques do you collect
·       <DonTazeMeBro> I used to work with her
·       <Nathan Wiseman> Jack! Thank you for the newest vault release! I absolutely love it!
·       <RRRecords> @Jack White can I pitch batting practice to you someday? It would be an honor to strike you out.
·       <jen&juice> Yes Detroit Vault!
·       <DonTazeMeBro> at the Mud Pie
·       <Robert Cowley> Any of the Glastonbury shows gonna be in the vault soon
·       <Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino> Always? What color is she?
·       <Melissa Gonzalez> @JackWhite any new year resolutions?
·       <Jack White> @DonTazeMeBro that must be after i worked with them
·       <Mallory McClain> @Jack White Do you like Gibson electrics? I know you're a fan of the vintage acoustics
·       <MaWaiDu> @Jack what are you working hard on now?
·       <Patricio Pinto Castro> @Jack White something special about the 20 years of the white stripes?
·       <Rodrigo Cortes> Who would you like to collaborate this year with?
·       <Sarah Sparks> @Jack White RTJ sold out at Marathon! You gonna be there?
·       <gabbyalucas> Trying to teach myself bass. Any tips on self-teaching?
·       <Ira Washburn> @Jack White u like David lindley?
·       <Jack White> @RRRecords you can't strike me out
·       <DonTazeMeBro> In Minneapolis
·       <Morgan McPheeters> @Jack White saw you and your elephant on American Pickers reruns. Picked up any cool treasures recently?
·       <Eileen Corsano> hi Jack Happy New Year
·       <Jack White> @gabbyalucas one string at a time
·       <Abbie Stein> @Jack White heard from Loretta lately? Her Christmas album was great
·       <Breanna Gibitz> Have you ever visited the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame in Cle?
·       <trickster> @Jack White is Vault #31 ready to be announced?
·       <Sierra> @jack white what is your favorite thing to drink/eat?
·       <KRIST3N> Jack please come to Rochester ny. It's where Son House came to hide
·       <tanzaib> @Jack White how about the upholsterers unreleased tracks
·       <Jack White> @Breanna Kibitz nope
·       <KYLOSIS> @Jack White American Epic, what up?
·       <jacqu_marie> did Trump ask you to perform at the inauguration?
·       <Karen Proffitt> How about Breakstone concert for a vault?
·       <jesssy> @Jack White have you aquired any new instruments?
·       <RRRecords> @Jack White I hear you can't hit a curve ball...
·       <LazyDynamite> did you have say in what music went into mlb the show?
·       <vickendom> If you wanted to test a turntable, what would be the 1st vinyl you'd play?
·       <Marjorie Hernandez> How's warstic doing, jack?
·       <Jack White> @Breanna Kibitz and i've never been invited to see it
·       <Michael Stevens> @Jack White you should come back down to Austin during SXSW, I know this great record label that throws great parties away from all the chaos. ;)
·       <Rick Kanas> "the magic eye sees all"
·       <Nick(Boat)> @Jack White, did u get a chance to see the Dirtbombs/Soledad show in detroit over NYE?
·       <Vinnie Vrhovnik> Jack in inviting you to the Rock Hall
·       <Jack White> @vickendom the beatles revolver, check the left and right signals
·       <caitinlv> this chat is sticky tiday
·       <Jeff Harrow> @Jack White how much would one of your couches cost
·       <Alwaysin3s> @Jack White Jack I hope this New Year blesses you and keeps you well. That you find inspiration in the little things. Peace and love to you dear man
·       <Apple_Blossom> @KYLOSIS great question... its likely gonna be on the tele in parts or serials
·       <Rodrigo Cortes> Yes! SXSW!
·       <DETROITSAINT> @JackWhite I could hear records pressing during the blood drive! Is it close?
·       <MaggieMay> JW III your bens did a great show on NYE
·       <Breanna Gibitz> ever have a desire to visit the Rock Hall just on a whim? Sad you haven't been invited ha
·       <EngineDriver> Can we get a blue series of trad. Scottish and Irish tunes? You could record my seision group here in Denver!
·       <vickendom> Thanks man!
·       <Mandy Thomas> I love Revolver!!! come back to Dallas Jack!
·       <Isfeld> @Jack White Any TMR related events in Europe some day soon?
·       <Maxman142001> @Jack White will "Thats where it's at" ever get released?
·       <Morgan McPheeters> @Mandy Thomas Amen!
·       <Ira Washburn> When is your Detroit pressing plant going to be up and running?
·       <Jack White> @Rick Kanas "i bet you i can tell right now, within a dollar either way, how much money you have on you.........you got ten bucks."
·       <RACHELSWENS> Jack have you ever met Paul McCartney? He's my hero.
·       <MaWaiDu> @Jack I relate to your song about entitlement, maybe the most true lyrics you've written, entitlement is everywhere!!!
·       <DonTazeMeBro> Margo coming back in April to First Avenue have you played there
·       <LazyDynamite> When will Tom Waits do a blue series?
·       <Eve Jarman> Revolver's my favourite beatles album. Not a bad shout ;)
·       <EngineDriver> Did you see that Beatles Eight Days a Week doc?
·       <Nick(Boat)> @Jack White, any plans for a third store?
·       <Patricio Pinto Castro> @Jack White come back to latin america soon please
·       <Rick Kanas> "...and the silver?"
·       <gabbyalucas> Bought my first vinyl copy of Lazaretto and I must say I was quite surprised when I discovered the hidden tracks. You weirdo :) can't wait for the new record to be even weirder
·       <Jack White> @RACHELSWENS i saw him nearby once
·       <STL_Ben> @Jack White you have released both mono and stereo recordings......when will we see a quadraphonic release from TMR?
·       <DonTazeMeBro> the natrual
·       <Ashlyn Scoggins> Jack, do you type with both hands or just one?
·       <Abbie Stein> @Jack White what happened to the wax-o-rama in Nashville
·       <Mandy Thomas> Going to see Margo at The Kessler!
·       <MaggieMay> @jackwhite. I think a bone marrow registry during the blood drive would be awesome!
·       <Marjorie Hernandez> Spent New Year's Eve in the Ryman this year... ever think about doing an acoustic show there yourself, jack?
·       <Troo> Hi Jack !
·       <RACHELSWENS> I dont think that counts.
·       <Jeff Harrow> @Jack White how much would one of your couches cost
·       <jen&juice> I was at The Gorge when you played the whispering sea and it was incredible! @jack what are some of your favorite venues?
·       <Cameo Kraft> Have any plans to open a new store anytime soon??
·       <Melissa Gonzalez> @JackWhite are you currently reading anything interesting? Or have a recommendations?
·       <Jack White> @gabbyalucas those tracks took a long time to write and record
·       <chudd13> @Jack White "you can't spell it but it eats pretty good"
·       <Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino> what make JW smile?
·       <Nathan Wiseman> @JackWhite will the Dead Weather tour again?
·       <Jeff Harrow> @Jack White how much would one of your couches cost
·       <gabbyalucas> I'm sure! But they were quite the surprise
·       <DJRobbyRob> @Jack White Anything in the works with Dolly Parton?
·       <Apple_Blossom> @Jack White did you like your colored pencils?
·       <vickendom> I did "The Sound of Music" & Maria Callas' "Carmen" for 2 different TMR turntables.
·       <MaggieMay> Jack white, give your blood.
·       <ashleyredefine> Hello Jack-O!
·       <Maxman142001> @Jack White have you recorded any solo material since the break?
·       <RobScarr> @Jack White isn't one of them about smoking weed? haha
·       <MaggieMay> Like the poster
·       <Jack White> @Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino a woman asking if i'd like to go for a ride
·       <MaWaiDu> @Jack we really appreciate your time, it's awful kind of you
·       <Brandon Attal> My niece loves Weird Al, any chance you will release something from him?
·       <Hunter Arias> That white house Hey Jude performance was great! cool to see you could be there
·       <Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino> When can I pick you up?
·       <Jeff Harrow> @Jack White how much would one of your couches cost
·       <Jack White> @Hunter Arias i think paul was there
·       <Alwaysin3s> @Jack White nice
·       <Kelly McCleary> @Jack White Wanna go for a ride?
·       <Breanna Gibitz> What do you do when you start falling for someone but you know it just won't work?
·       <Apple_Blossom> did you here about the pipelines in cleveland and detroit???@Jack White
·       <LazyDynamite> I love the new Tribe Called Quest... Ego is awesome!!!
·       <KRIST3N> Jack would you like to go for a ride?
·       <Apple_Blossom> very sad
·       <Able_And_Want> Do you ever just pop in unannounced to talent shows at kids' schools or malls or places like that. I get worried about the future of our world, and then I see kids genuinely loving the music they're playing and dancing too and it makes me feel a little better. There's a lot of talent out there to be nurtured!
·       <Jack White> have to go y'all, getting this pressing plant up and running is not easy....
·       <Mallory McClain> @Jack White any news on the Luck Reunion sessions w/Margo et. al.?
·       <Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino> I can chauffer you :)
·       <Jack White> have a good day
·       <Rodrigo Cortes> Ever been to Marfa, TX?
·       <Cameron Fucile> good luck!
·       <Rodrigo Cortes>
·       <Rodrigo Cortes>
·       <RACHELSWENS> Bye boy
·       <Breanna Gibitz> have fun with that! Thanks jack
·       <ashleyredefine> Bye bye
·       <Ashlyn Scoggins> Keep working hard boo :)
·       <KYLOSIS> Thanks for hanging out with us!
·       <MaggieMay> You too!!!
·       <Kelly McCleary> nice! bye!
·       <thirdgirlll> @Jack White❤❤❤
·       <Brandon Attal> Word
·       <Jack White> make sure to do something positive for someone else
·       <Daryl-Anne Fletcher> Bye Jack
·       <Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino>
·       <Marjorie Hernandez> Later jack!!
·       <Rick Kanas> take care Jack!!
·       <tanzaib> @Jack White any news on the release of Voscovo stuff
·       <gabbyalucas> Have a good day man, thanks for this!
·       <Melissa Gonzalez> Have a nice day JW!! ❤❤❤
·       <DJRobbyRob> @Jack White Thank you!
·       <meohmy> @Jack White Thanks, Jack! Love you!
·       <bloomooks> You too, Jack. Thanks for dropping in
·       <DonTazeMeBro> will do
·       <jen&juice> You have a better one!
·       <STL_Ben> and time to funnel back down to 4 people
·       <Jack White> without them knowing about it....
·       <Breanna Gibitz> thank you
·       <Hunter Arias> Thanks! Have a great day!
·       <Sierra> @jack white bye jack💙☺
·       <Apple_Blossom> @Jack White thanks
·       <Janet Hall> Will do
·       <Sarah Sparks> love you! Best of luck in 2017
·       <thirdgirl> thanks jack, happy new year to you
·       <staci freeworth> thansk for saying Hi jack. Miss your music!!
·       <Mommaboat> @Jack White 💙💙💙
·       <KRIST3N> My bf will appreciate that advice
·       <Melissa Gonzalez> Always ❤
·       <Dina Grace Zoe Sciortino> love you
·       <RRRecords> @Jack White peace and love, peace and love
·       <LordKhan> Thanks Jack!
·       <Sarianna> Thank you for saying hello!
·       <ashleyredefine> For sure!
·       <Rodrigo Cortes> Happy New Years Jack!
·       <STL_Ben> DOH I missed jack! What did he say? Who has a transcript?
·       <Sierra> You're the best ❤️
·       <DJRobbyRob> I missed like the first 13 minutes
·       <Nova_Jane> I just found out that my friend is Billy Wayne Davis' cousin. Small world!!! :)
·       <Mandy Thomas> @Hunter Arias---Mother Nature's Son was amazing!
·       <caitinlv> have a good one Jack & taje care
·       <MaWaiDu> bye
·       <Mandy Thomas> @Hunter Arias---Mother Nature's Son was amazing!
·       <Mandy Thomas> @Hunter Arias---Mother Nature's Son was amazing!
·       <Michael Stevens> have fun!
·       <Mommaboat> @Jack White 💙💙💙
·       <Mandy Thomas> Bye Jack
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allhisdays · 6 years ago
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23 December 2018
dear diary
RIP. my little Fuji left us today for fishies heaven. :( i think he was 3 or 3,5 years old, which is pretty good for a store-bought fish and considering the fact that he had been quite sick. i mustve written about it before but those last few days i could tell that he was in really bad shape and i wasnt sure he’d make another christmas. i guess my estimations were correct. it was a matter of “when” he would go this time not “if” i could cure him.  this morning i couldnt find him in his tank; i knew he had gone on the bottom to die. so, goodbye, Fuji. i dont have it in me to take on another fish just yet, maybe after the winter is over and ive spoken to my online friend who used to breed bettas and knows a lot more about them than i do so i dont make the same mistakes. we’ll see. right now it’s just me and my floofies, which isn’t a bad thing. i am in fact relieved for Fuji, he is no longer struggling and it’s something else to worry about. :/
anyhoo. so i didn’t get any work done today. wasnt in the mood really and it is sunday after all. i find it really hard to psyche myself into working on what for 15 years has been a day “off” for me - the Lord’s day. so i made some festive cookies instead - they’re amazing, chocolate crinkles (ooh yea!), and i rearranged my desk a bit now that there is more room without the tanks. my dog died on a 23rd of december... it was like a billion years ago but i always remember her. so in contrast it feels good to have a very lively doggy and pair of pigsters with me on this particular day. :) 
christmas eve tmr. w00t. mum and i will have a small festive dinner together and then we’ll celebrate w everyone else on the 26th. that should be... interesting!!! i’m not sure where we’ll fit them all, they might need to bring their own chairs, lol... the tree is all up and decorated, there are presents, a nativity scene, festive foods mum says i can’t touch (party pooper!), and some decorations here and there but nothing excessive. and of course most importantly there is Jesus whom i celebrate in my heart every day , i am grateful for Christmas and the chance to pause and reflect on the great MIRACLE and MYSTERY of God coming to live amongst us to save us... mind-blowing stuff...
night x
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