#// tfw you have a mom friend who moms you but you don't have a lot of friends and just gotta assume this is the norm

[clonerightsagenda]

HDM Season 3 Episode 2!

This season sure has a lot of dramatic zooms and weird shaky camera angles.

Mary is in Ogunwe's world? She sure is getting around a lot more. There must be a lot of windows left open.

I wonder where the Gallivespians get the leather for their outfits. Cow leather would be too thick for them to work with easily, I think. Mice, maybe?

"His chest is moving." Do angels need to breathe? Frankly still disappointed by the reliance on human looking angels, they are not like that in the books.

"Only the knife can kill Metatron." Times have changed. Have you tried a gun? Or Buffy Summers with a rocket launcher? Or canonically just a rock

Angel torture chamber, ok.

I'm gonna be real honest, while I do think adding in some more of the adults maneuvering behind the scenes is helpful, I also think these seasons have had a lot of unnecessary padding and probably could've been 6 episodes each.

Angels know British Sign Language. Good for them. Will is not following proper interpreter etiquette though, and instead speaking through Bathalomos. Rookie mistake.

Ama is entirely unbothered by Will's missing daemon. I suppose it's hard for the show to emphasize that when they don't bother to animate people's daemons half the time.

You can almost see #girldad Ogunwe's respect for #fuckthemkids Asriel tanking in real time.

I thought MacPhail was cardinal, but now he's father president? Cardinal Father President Fuhrer Commander King Bradley

Will popped Pan straight into his shirt. Daemon taboo who. I support stashing your bestie's soul in your hoodie pocket.

Liveblogging my liveblog now lads but I thought to myself, "I filled this piece of paper with notes, I need to remember to put it in the garage recycling", did so so I wouldn't forget, then came back and sat down and realized I couldn't finish typing out my liveblog because I'd just recycled my notes. I had to go retrieve them.

Mrs. Coulter and Father Garcia tense standoff where neither one really wants to personally merc a preteen

tfw your friend's mom prods you on the stomach in a weird way and then desperately tries to invite herself along on your rescue mission (you are rescuing your friend from her)

The Gallivespians having mechanical wings is making me think of LepRecon from Artemis Fowl

His Dark Materials is the saga of the custody battle from hell between two terrible parents who only remember they have a kid when she's useful to them

Hey I think if Iorek is here already that means they cut him eating Lee Scoresby. Tragic.

[hopefromadoomedtimeline]

'You bein' silly. Come on.' It's naptime now. He had his chance to make a good decision for himself and he fucked it up, so she's going to choose for him. After she makes him a cup of Sleepytime blend and a plate of cookies, she gives him a long shoulder rub to help his muscles relax. Once he's fed and unwound, she leads him by the hand to his bed where she lays him down on his bed, loosens his clothing and takes off his boots for him, then tucks him beneath a heavy, soft blanket.

'Rest, baby,' she insists as she runs her fingers rhythmically through his hair. 'I keep watch for you, no worry.' 

Trunks... isn’t quite sure of what to make of all this.  He’s insistent that she doesn’t need to do anything for him, though the look she gave him afterwards makes him reconsider the choice to fight this too much. This wasn’t like it had been an ordinary occasion, but then again, the gesture of resting and relaxing for once wasn’t such a bad idea. It was a very tempting idea actually, and after a bit more internal debate, he decides that if only for this one time, he can go along with this treatment. Plumeria had earned his trust enough to earn some leeway, and seeing how she seemed to know what she was doing and he did not; following her lead seemed to be the safe bet. It’s not often, or really ever, that someone would go out of their way to give him a meal. Outside of his mother that is. It’s a bit of a change, as well as something Trunks can only try to adjust to as best he can. And for the most part, it works, he finds himself relaxing as she gives him tea and cookies, followed up by a rather nice massage. He’s curious if she had done this often for her friends, or if his constant refusal to properly get a good night’s sleep had caused her to take matters into her own hands. Ultimately, he doesn’t find himself voicing the various questions that pop into his head as despite  his unfamiliarity with such a situation, he can admit it’s nice.

By the time he’s in the bed, he finds himself a bit more willing to allow sleep to get a hold of him than he was before. If he had more energy or much ability to focus, he might have been a bit conscious about someone going through this effort to help with a rather unfortunate habit. But for now, no such thought comes across to him. He instead eases into a more restful state, and attempts to keep his eyes shut as she runs her fingers through his hair. He doesn’t think he’ll actually manage to get sleep immediately, but if he at least makes the active effort to he might just be successful.  A long, deep breath comes out of his mouth. His eyes pop refused to stay close for the moment as he looks up at her, appreciative of the effort she put out for him. “I know you didn’t have to do any of that for my sake, but I’d be lying if I didn’t say it was very kind of you. Even if it was because of a dumb decision on my part... Thank you.”

[faerune]

😱👪❌ and 🌱 for diana?

Does your muse have any specific fears? Where did those fears come from? Besides some of the deeper fears like rejection/imperfection, Diana is terrified of clowns. She's pretty sure it stems from her parents taking her to the circus as a kid and a clown scaring the bajesus out of her. Diana brings it up sometimes to tease her mom because her mom feels so bad about it she's always like YOU QUIT IT. Diana, dramatically: I was TRAUMATIZED.

What is your muse’s relationship with their parents like? Was it always this way? Really, really good compared to a lot of my other OCs lmao. They're so incredibly supportive and proud of her. They love her and show it frequently even if it's not verbally - her dad loves to spend time doing stuff with her and really encourages her hobbies while her mother is kinda helicoptery and very doting. Whenever Diana is feeling bad her mom makes her favorite food :') They also love each other a lot which goes a long way growing up in a house where your parents are partners and clearly love each other. She's always really wanted something like that when she's older and getting married. Diana does kind of have...a lot of pressure on her from her parents too. They don't do it on purpose but they just want her to do her best all the time and sometimes Diana's best isn't what they expect. She's already a perfectionist and overachiever and I think a lot of that comes from the confidence and expectations her parents placed on her when she was young. She's also their only kid so it's like...everything is riding on her.

Is there something your muse struggles with that they might never overcome? What is it? Why do they have so much trouble with it? I think her perfectionism and her being hard on herself is never really going to go away no matter how much love and reassurance she receives from her family and friends that they love her no matter what. Her parents only want her to reach her full potential but tfw gifted kid burnout will definitely catch up with her eventually. Diana has a hard time realizing that she's not going to be magically good at everything which is a hard blow to her ego. I think that Diana places a lot of value in the things she sets her mind to and gets really down on herself for failing. I just think it's who she is and how she was raised.

 What themes are relevant to your muse? Family (blood or chosen, she's lucky enough to get a chance with both), getting out of your shell, loving despite your fear, reaching for the stars, ambition is not a dirty word, to have a full life you need love in it, finally finding your place/your people.

[verobatto]

Destiel Chronicles

Volume LXXXVI

It was a love story from the very beginning

Lovers Separation (Part II)

Hi my friends!!! I bring to you another meta from season 12, this time a very meaningful episode, because it showed another foreshadow of lovers separation. Ugh, and tonight's episode... Like... Okay.

I will start now before crying all over hehehehe.

Gwen and Marcus: a love tragedy

The episode starts with these two lovers, having fun in the woods. But, pay attention to their wardrobe.

Marcus is wearing blue (Castiel) and orange with a tone of beige, just like the trenchcoat. And Gwen is wearing Green (Dean).

They sat quietly to enjoy the evening...

The tent is a mix of green and blue (Destiel) and Castiel mirror seats in a green chair while Dean's mirror seats in the blue. The colors and the scene are pointing at DESTIEL, so, what is about to happen, will be a foreshadow of Destiel tragedy at the end of the season.

Now... The dialogue here:

GWEN: I’ll miss this.

MARCUS: I’ll miss you. And I get it. I mean Washington has the best veterinary program in the country. You got in. I mean, you have to go. But people make this long distance thing work all the time, right?

Dean's mirror is not using the words correctly, Green should say I WILL MISS YOU. But is Marcus (Castiel's mirror) the one who says words correctly. And the long distance lovers is talking about the separation too. Is a blatant Destiel scene.

After this, we have Marcus going for more wood, and Gwen finds the ring in one of his boyfriend's gloves.

This ring represents the bond, but also, it represents like the Locket in the previous episode, the Destiel mixtape. Is a visible sign of their romantic love for each other.

Then, the tragedy, because Marcus (Castiel's mirror) dies.

The words I should say

Dean and Sam arriving to the crime scene, and the mixing dialogues...

[Sam and Dean exit Baby at the crime scene, Sam talking on the phone to Mary, Dean talking to Cas]

DEAN: Oh, really?

SAM: Oh, that's great, Mom. Oh.- No, we're -- we're fine. We, uh...

DEAN: - It sounds like somethin'.

SAM: Yeah. Love you, too.

DEAN: All right, Cas. Let us know.

Why they mixed these two phone calls? Just like the mixing scenes Berens likes to write to show a point, this time, Perez mixes two chats. In which Sam ends the phone call with 'I love you too' to Mary, and Dean with 'All right. Let us know.' So, Sam is foreshadowing Dean's journey into expressing the L word, first to Mary, second to his Dad, third to Sam and the family that is TFW, and last, but truly very meaningful, the I LOVE YOU to Castiel.

Why? Because Cas already said it, but Dean didn't answered I LOVE YOU TOO, those are the words Dean needs to say.

Pay attention now to Gwen's house...

She's dressed in green again, mourning Marcus. The coaches are red and blue, (Destiel again, but red showing Dean's anger after Castiel's death).

She explains she tried to kill the hellhound with an axe. This weapon represents anger too.

And then we have this scene between Crowley and Lucifer:

Gif set credit @amal-albuloshia

This represents revenge, and ANGER, and is a foreshadow too for Dean and his crusade to kill Lucifer, saying yes to AUMichael. Because is Lucifer the one who will kill Castiel, and is Lucifer the one that haunts Sam.

But, returning to Gwen, and the words Dean should say... We had the car scene with her and Sam and this dialogue:

GWEN: I... [ Sighs ] I don't think I even know what “okay” means anymore. Marcus… going camping was my idea. I took him out there even though I knew. I knew it was over. I liked Marcus. He was sweet and kind. And he loved me. [inhales deeply] More than I ever loved him. More than… If I'd just told him… If I… Why couldn't I just tell him the truth?

SAM: Gwen...

GWEN: Yeah, but I didn't. [Voice breaking] I lied. I lied to make things easier. I… I'm sorry. I… We should go.

Regrets, the words she didn't say, she loved him. But she lied to herself she didn't to give it an end, but Marcus wanted to be with her. So she regrets to say those words. The same occurs with Dean. Dean couldn't said the L word back to Cas. Why? Because he is not ready, he keeps pushing his feelings down, repressing them. But he will learn how, slowly. Gwen is here Mourning!Dean, just like that widow in 11x15.

Sam lying to Dean vs Cas lying to Dean

We had Dean saying thank you to Crowley because he saved Cas, that meant a lot, the same way Benny saved Castiel in Purgatory, Dean shows gratitude.

At the end of the episode we had Cas lying by the phone to Dean, and Dean suspecting something was wrong.

Gif set credit @shippershell

Castiel hates it, he doesn't like to lie, and mostly to Dean, but Dean feels deep inside something nos off with him.

Now... The scene in which Sam admits he's working with the BMoL caught my attention because Dean forgives him immediately.

DEAN: Well, okay.

SAM: Okay?

DEAN: What do you want me to say? Do I like it? No. Do I trust them? Hell, no. But you're right. We work with people we don't trust all the time. I mean, hell, I just Liam Neeson'd it up with Crowley. So if you wanna give this a shot, then… [ Scoffs ] Fine. But the minute-- and I mean the second-- something feels off, we bail.

SAM: Yeah. Of course. Deal.

The way Dean immediately forgives his brother and the way Dean won't forgive Castiel in 12x19 shows us the difference between FAMILY LOVE and ROMANTIC LOVE. Is because in the first, is family, and in the second, it hurts more because ranting reasons.

To conclude

This episode, just like the previous, talks about separation by death of two lovers. Is the foreshadow of the incoming tragedy at the end of this season.

Shows us too regrets, because Dean didn't said the words he needed to say, but it also starts the L WORD JOURNEY, our hunter will start soon.

I hope you like this meta, see you in the next one!

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If you want to read the previous metas from this season, here you have the links.

Vol. LXXV, LXXVI, LXXVII, LXXVIII, LXXIX, LXXX, LXXXI, LXXXII, LXXXIII, LXXXIV, LXXXV.

Buenos Aires, November 1st 2020, 8:15 PM

[verobatto]

TFW: Loosing Synchronization

TFW meta. 15x01 meta spec. SPN spoiler

Okay, second meta here!

I'm not gonna talk sweet to your ears tonight, because I noticed a couple of things... Sad things but.. well, we 've been already told about Castiel going away... **Sobbing**...

Let's do this for once...

Sam and the shot in the soulder

Okay my dears... I want to show you this two scenes from season 14 that caught my attention and I asked @agusvedder the gif...

Dean using a blue handkerchief in Sam's head. He's hurt... And now this one from the last episode from s14...

Gif credit @starsmish

Is the same handkerchief now in his wounded shoulder... We need to make the connection between the head and the wound by that special weapon... When Castiel tried to heal it... We had this...

Gif credit @agusvedder

Is that the Sammy who drank demon blood with his psychic powers?? Okay, don't let me put my expectations too high, but, this is one of my specs... Remember? No? Well... Here is the link to Psychic!Sammy from s14.

Okay, I think o was clear with that point... Maybe this special wound that can't be healed, is leading us towards one Sam with powers? I hope so...

Now we have to talk about Sam and his fears... The clown.

He was trying to defeat this clown (the symbolical representation of his fears) and he failed each time, Cas saved him twice. The only presence of that ghost made Sam being erratic and unfocused. That's why he shot Cas mistake.

The good thing is that was ONE SPELL (magic) the thing that helped them to get rid from the ghosts, and Sam saying SHUT UP to the clown, to his fears, is good, very good thing.

Finally, we saw Sam saving that little girl and her m, and then he was accompanying them outside the car. That's Sam. So kind that my heart is melting. But this represents too the lost. Sam said in the last episode from s14 he had lost enough. In the beginning of this episode he doesn't have time to mourn his son (Jack) and he watches him laying on the ground in that crypt with pain and sorrow. So saving one family it represents a lot to him.

Dean recalling his past as a torturer, and pushing away Castiel

When the demon mentioned he's a Dean fan, because he's a legend as a torturer, I thought damn... Dean is gonna freak out. But no. He took it as something that happened in his life, and he already moved on.

He's more worried about the cage... (OMG is open! Hello Adam! Wellcome back!)

Now, when he cut Castiel off... (Dean... You brat) he goes to talk with Sam... And the dialogue is like another dialogue we saw between the brothers so so many times. Sam is the one with hopes, seeing the light by the end of the tunnel. And Dean is a little bitter... As he had been being lately... Gee.

But... When he mentions YOU AND ME AGAINST THE HELL'S SOULS. He doesn't even count on Cas anymore. It was I BELIVE IN US, IN ALL OF US, to JUST YOU (Sam) AND ME.

That's it, something is broken. That's why he's pushing Castiel away. And he will regret this... As I said in my Destiel meta... Ripped heart...

Nobody understands Castiel's silent pain

When Dean asked Cas to stay in the car and watch the demon, he said no, bc he couldn't even see his face. And he were waiting for some understanding from Dean. We didn't have that, but Dean rolling his eyes. He didn't understand the huge pain Cas was feeling for Jack's lost. He didn't even have time to mourning him and now his corpse that they should be burning with a hunter funeral, is possesed by a demon, an abomination, as he named him.

But no, even Sam and Dean were agreed accepting his help. Poor Cas... Nobody understands his pain. We do.

Then, Sam shot him, it wasn't on purpose, but that mere action is symbolic. It represents he is unsynchronized with Sam. Cas and Sam were the perfect team. They compliment each other so so we'll, as I pointed so many times. But this graphic scene, shows us they're not in the same page now.

We had one scene in which the mom was trying to hide her daughter from the monster (the clown) and it caught my attention the girl was dressed in pink (remember pink in episode 14x15? Representing Castiel's happiness?) Okay, so this woman was tryin to hide the happiness from the monster... Mmmm is this telling us Castiel will reach happiness and will try to avoid the Empty??? Let's see...

In another scene we had this same girl watching a black puddle, like hypnotized... And wow, the monster almost get her. 🙈🙊😭

The last scene, Castiel watching Sam walking the woman and the little girl, longing his family, longing for Jack. With a sad expression in his face... And when Dean was asking him how was he... Castiel was softening his face, he was about to talk with Dean, to really talk with him about how he felt, he said GOOD, BUT... And Dean just cut him off... And Castiel's face again with such a pain...

Damn... This is a sad meta. Because my angel is sad... 😭😭😭💙💙💙💙

To Conclude:

There's something wild happening with Sam's elbow wound, and is connected with his mind and maybe, with his past as a psychic.

Dean had moved on about his last as a torturer. But he's still mad at Castiel, and he's pushing him away from him.

Castiel is feeling odd, nobody is understanding his pain, and he will eventually leave the team. Not feeling it like the family it was once.

I hope you enjoyed this one too, see you around my friends!

If you want to read the previous meta, is here.

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Buenos Aires, October 11st 2019 12:10 AM

[verobatto]

War decision/Heart decision

The break-up of TFW

Supernatural 14x19 "Jack in the box" meta/spoiler alert

Hello my dear Fandom. How are you?? I'm here with the second meta from this episode, you can read the first part here. I hope you enjoy this it took me a little of investigation and stuffs...

Ok... Things are getting wild and... Idk what they are doing people, really... I will just present to you the evidence as always with a little spec that I think I'm not the one thinking about it... Is just a painful equation with the clues we have till now. Ok. Let's start this trip...

Castiel is in a Holy Mission

Castiel, being an angel of the Lord, keeps his mission and his promises, as i talked in my first meta. To ANY COST. I want you to keep that in mind. Ok? Sobbing...

Castiel's mission is his promise to Kelly, so from the beginning, he marks the limit. He won't hurt Jack. He will help him and guide him.

But he asks for help to Heaven, and there's Dumah. Dumah is behaving weird, but not so. Beacuse she is on charge now, and the power of being the chief, corrupts. But Castiel didn't know about her intentions first.

And what was Dumah looking for? She wanted to find the Nephilim and control him, control his powers... By using a very manipulative speech, as AUMichael and Lucifer did. But she was successful. Beacuse she smartly used Sam and Dean's names with him. And the innocent child fell for it.

And then, she used him to PURIFY EARTH, by killing innocents... But pay attention to the three heaven punishments they mentioned in this episode...

Lot's wife became a pillar of salt. (Gen. 19:26)

Lot and his wife lived next to Abraham lands, but Lot hated Sodoma because they were sinners and bad people. Then one day an angel of the Lord ask Lot to take his family with them and to run and to don't look behind because God was about to burn Sodoma and Gomorra because he was tired of them. So Lot did as the angel said, they run away, but his wife disobeyed and look behind, and immediately became a pillar of salt. The lesson here: God saves the obedient and punishes the disobedient.

The man who received this punishment was writing about how Church lies. So against the Church Holy mission.

Core and his family eaten by the earth. (Num. 16:31)

Gore and his family rebelled against God and Moises, so God talked with Moises asking him to take the rest of the people and stay away from Core's tend. He did as God said, and immediately the land broke and devoured Core, and his family, and the tend with all their things.

The lesson: Those who don't listen to God will be hardly punished.

In this case was a woman who said miracles are lies.

King Herodes is eaten by worms (Hech. 12:23)

An angel of the Lord released Peter from jail, and king Herodes ordered to kill the guards. The people was not agreed, and because he was playing to be God taking those decisions, an angel hurt him and the worms ate him.

The lesson: Those who trying to play God by deciding who dies and who lives, receive the Heaven punishment.

Here the man who dies at the hospital was the good shepherd who lead the sheep's that we're stoñwn buenas Jack. And you can see in that scene being the priest, a pic about Jesus as the good shepherd.

Everytime it was an angel of the Lord who execute the Holy Mission, and this time who will receive the punishment by Castiel's hands??

Dean is suffering and taking hard decisions

Making use of his First Born duties and with the whole mess that he is feeling inside, Dean talked about his mom in front of that hunters. And he used jokes in his speech... Trying to say goodbye with a smile. But he is struggling inside with the pain. Jokes are a defense mechanism of avoidance too... But he says GOODBYE MOM anyway.

After this we had a violent entrance coming from AUBobby, who killed a monster in the middle of them with an axe... Remember what the axe represented? I talked about that in this post.

So the axe represents the JUDGMENT AND THE ANGER. So accurate with the following events in this episode and I guess it will be in the nest episode too, related with Dean's actions...

Sam asked Dean to stay with them to talk about Mary and Jack, and he didn't want to. He is avoiding again the pain of talk about his mom, about Jack.

Gif set credit @shirtlesssammy

But Sam and CAS knows Dean very well...they know he acts like this, trying to push his emotions very down inside of him. Even so, Castiel tried... Look at the angel's sad face full of pain and feeling guilt... Yes... Because they didn't talk yet about it. But Sam asked him to leave his brother because he needed time... So... He just makes that question ... And Dean answered in avoidance again.

And after this we had Dean crying alone in the woods... Handling with his own pain.

Then, Sam asked him how he felt... (Like Castiel asked him before) and he answered with another question not related to his feelings at all, but with Sam researching... Avoidance again.

Sam trying to comfort him with the speech that he must being repeating to himself to feel better about Mary's death. "She is in a better place", but Dean is furious "Angels are dicks." Same vibes from season 7 when he was talking with Kevin in the basement about angels... He was disappointed there with Castiel. But this time we had a parallel in this same episode with the man who didn't believe in angels and Heaven. And we know what happened there...

Then... Dean takes the war decision, the hard decision, and convinces Sammy to follow him. He build the speech Sammy has to use with Jack. He is asking Sam to lie. Sam isn't at all convinced but he goes his brother's directions anyway.

When Jack answered Sammy's prayers, using the word FAMILY, the one who gives the speech is the first born again, Dean. He contains his pain and anger when he had Jack in front of him. And he fullfil the plan.

He is hunting Jack... Because he is feeling the boy become a monster, and as I wrote in my first meta, he had told Jack in season 13 he will kill him if it was necessary.

This is a train of bad decisions... And we don't know where it leads... But... We had a lot of clues talking about "silver steak through the heart" as my friend @emblue-sparks and I had repeated a million of times since 14x06 Optimism when it first was mentioned... They repeated the same way to kill in 14x16, and in 14x17 we had this...

Gif credit @agusvedder

So... Is this foreshadowing the end??? Who will stop the sacrifice in the Moriah mountain in the morning at episode when Dean will try to kill Jack? Who will be the Heaven executor in Holly Mission??? I don't even want to think it...

And this...

Pic credit @weirddorkylittlediana remember Dean was walking in 14x17 surrended by this kind of yellow signs? And we related it with Sammy asking Dean to stop... Well... There's so many ways to finish this season I'm so scared...

Sam trying to do right but...

Sam is handling with pain as he can...

Gif credit @ohsamulet

Sammy is talking to himself here too. He knows his mom is happy with his dad in Heaven and that's a good way to let her go.

But after this Dean came with the plan and Sam just couldn't handle it. It was too much for him. First his mom, and now deceive Jack to lock him in the Mal'ak box for ever. A horrible eternity alone... The thing that made him lose it that time with his brother, now... He is listening again that horrible plan. He knows Jack is dangerous now, but he doesn't now the person who is making him doing those bad things.

And he is a dad too. He had raised that child so he can't believe how things are happening now. He is like frozen. Not thinking too much about it... Following his brother lead...

And he prays to Jack... And when he had Jack in front of him, innocently talking about "the accident", not having a reasonable view about that, he knows Jack is clueless, as always. And he can't talk... So Dean spoke for him. Dean said the words he was expecting from him to say it. And he followed his lead again. For Sammy should be like living again another nightmare... Not being able to wake up from the previous one.

And Jack entered inside the box. And now he felt the worst thing on Earth because that's not how Sam Winchester acts. He always find ANOTHER WAY. He is the one who KEEPS FIGHTING AND INVESTIGATING. Why not this time? Maybe because the pain of loosing his mother is overwhelming to him, and he can't think about another thing. He said I CAN'T STOP THINLING ABOUT MOM. So that's the thing. HE CAN'T THINK NOW ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE.

But when Castiel arrives... He breaks that nightmare and brought back Sam to reality.

As he did in 14x15...

Castiel looked at Sam searching for that Sam he knew. And he founded him. He was regretful and in pain.

How he will act in the next episode? Gah... Idk...

Jack and the mirrors

Jack is still alone, but he doesn't wanted to be anymore. He is regretful and he wants Mary back, right there, with him. He misses his family, and in the middle of that, Lucifer appears again. Trying to make him feel the same that AUMichael did with Dean and the Empty with Castiel...

Gif credit @deans-top-13-zepp-traxx

Yes, but Jack said DEAN MAKES MISTAKES TOO. Dean is his role model. He trust him.

The encounter between Jack and Dumah was particularly similar to Jack's encounter with Lucifer and AUMichael too. The manipulative speech, using Sam and Dean as an excuse, and the name of his mother, made him choose to follow her lead. And he committed horrendous crimes under Dumah twisted guidance.

The next step was to take control over Heaven .. as a new God...

Pic credit @empty-cass

We knew who had being sit in that throne before... One of them was Lucifer and maybe Godstiel too, so the parallel is very blantant. Any angelical being had twisted intentions. All of them except one...

Gif credit @faramaiofnerdwoodforest

And this happened in 13x19...

So... Jack doesn't have bad intentions... He is just like Castiel sitting there... And he has his mother essence inside of him...

And now amazingly making angels from people... That was weird Supernatural... But well... Good way to restore Heaven. Who wants to be an angel??

Another mirror was Jack inside the box... Afraid of being lonely calling desperately for his dad's... Dean mirror in 14x12 when he had that horrible nightmare...

And Lucifer strikes again... And this time because Jack was so afraid and he felt alone in that darkness... He listened him. And he released himself from that prison ...

I saw him talking in that Cemetery with Castiel, it looked like a cozy conversation between a dad and a son... And I liked it... Let's see what happen...

To conclude:

TFW members are right night in different pages. Mary's death is the central cause of the pain and bad choices.

Jack is innocent an manipulable... Very dangerous in wrong guidance, because he has not soul, so he just uses logic resolutions for problems.

Castiel is doing his own path by trying to find another way, and keeping his promise to Kelly.

Dean is angry and mourning his mom, trying to handle the pain, but stuck in his feelings, making bad choices.

I hope Sammy to wake up and to try to bring back his brother.

The end is near and I just can't stop thinking we are going to suffer horribly. Thanks a lot writers... Don't worry... I didn't need my heart anyway...

C-u later my friends!! 💕💕

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