#// so being able to just share stuff and have fandom brainrot viewed by people is really fun for me

[911weewooshow]

So I've had some thoughts (late night ramblinges) regarding Eddie's bro behavior from 7x04. I've seen people post how they hated it and felt it was off about him. And in some ways I do agree with it but also at the same time I do understand his mindset a bit.

Eddie as least from my knowledge and remembrance from the show, hasn't really had many casual friends (outside of the 118). Lena was probably the first friend I feel like he's been shown to have outside of the 118 that he felt comfortable with hanging out with. And that is pre-therapy and that relationship didn't really get that deep as a friendship.

Eddie has always been known to be the calm, never-let-your-emotions show kind of guy. After therapy, he's opened up a lot more but still kind of keep that calm demeanor. And in my head, I kind of feel like I'm happy for him in the episode (and I know people are going to be mad about how he treats buck but just let me cook for sec).

How I kind of see his whole vibe from that episode is coming more from a place of healing. Gradually he has been opening up more and really expressing himself. And a long comes a guy that shares his hobbies and likes and isn't directly tied to the 118. I feel like Eddies usually doing one of the 4 things in his off time. Hanging out with the 118, doing something with Chris (and his family), Dating and doing stuff with whom he is with, and then lastly he's by himself doing whatever. To have someone to share your hobbies and likes with is a very comforting feeling. It's not to say he doesn't love hanging out with others but they don't necessarily share his hobbies.

I kind of like to voice it like how the 911 fandom works. Like we (as a community I figure) have been hyper fixated on this show and to be able to talk to someone who is also hyper fixated on something you like is a hell of a drug.

It's like you are screaming into the void and then it talks back to you.

So in a way I view it as Eddie just being really fucking happy that he's got a new friend and is kind of in a blissful unaware state of how its effecting Buck. It could also be a mix of him thinking that maybe it wouldn't have bother Buck cause when you are a really good place, sometimes its hard to see other people's grief. I also like to think that this episode with those scenes are also shown from Buck's pov simply by how much Eddie's broness is played up.

I find the whole thing rather interesting to see since by Tommy's words Eddie realized how he was acting towards Buck and how it was making him feel. Eddie's not stupid after all and he understands how Buck tends to dive into himself if he thinks someone is going to abandon him (which I will talk about extensively in another post I'm sure, brainrot go brr).

But that's just my two cents about the whole additude shift.

[st6rly]

how dare you write so well it's 12:30 im working on oc stuff saw you posted and now im almost bawling i don't like you /j /lh

no but really that kaeya fic? incredible

wiping your tears away with kaeya's cape thingy. FDJKGHFGLJK any more and you're going to make me blush and have a system reboot- /lh

WAHH BUT THANK YOU FKJDHGFLDKJH im glad people enjoy it hehe <333