#// rakastan sinua niin paljon = i love you so much

[shiroi---kumo]

⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ "Rakastan Sinua." He cries again as he pushes his nose into the the Amestrian's neck and thin but strong arms keep their hold on the man within them.

"Rakastan Sinua niin paljon."

The words leave in a flood as he clings and nuzzles his face in deeper as if he feels like he could push past flesh and hide inside this man's very presence. As if this man is the only solid ground he's ever known. Their worlds have crumbled out from beneath his feet and he doesn't have the strength to keep himself in the air.

How long has he been drowning to finally feel like he has fresh air in his lungs for the first time in what feels likes forever? Mist heaves out of his chest as his mouth hangs open with his sobs and the thick white clouds continue to pool on top of the mattress and then sink further to the floor all around them.

The room is growing foggier by the second as the Misterican clings and sobs. They both are holding onto the other so desperately and the thing about it all is that - there's no shame in it. The prince doesn't feel as though he needs to hide this supreme desire to be held and supported when he's with this man - this human. His best friends seemed to be everything except Misterican and he doesn't know how that quite happened but yet it doesn't seem to bother him.

He will need to bother him later about his Amestris - if he is willing to speak of it. He wants to learn his written language. He wants to learn the quirks of his tongue. He wants to know about his life. He wants Kain to be here forever and always and it's warming to hear him say such things as I love you and I'll be here 'til you ask me to leave.

"I don't want you to." He heaves out as another puff of mist falls from his lips in a thick cloud. "I don't want you to leave. I just want you to stay here with me. We don't need to do anything. Just lay here with me. We can just sleep and I'd be happy."

His words come out fumbled and rushed as his hands twist to grip a little more urgently before they ease and release their hold. Slowly does he back away, with crystal staining jade colored vision.

"Just stay here with me for the night. Please. Just stay here and lay with me. Rakastan Sinua, ystäväni. Rakastan Sinua niin paljon."

|| @forgotten-teammates

Slowly, the technician's left hand finds its way into his friend's hair, just so he can be there to hopefully stick some of these broken pieces back together. His heart is breaking nearly in half as he listens to the sobs coming one after another.

White Cloud, or Kumo, or Pilvi, or whatever other name - Kain doesn't care as long as he can know for sure this man in his arms is held tight because it's so clear he desperately needs it.

The phrase rakastan sinua leaves the Misterican's lips once more, and though he has not one clue what it could possibly mean, the words that follow are more than enough to satisfy. Maybe two hearts are being haphazardly sewn back together with shaking but still-caring hands tonight rather than just one.

In this place, in this room alone he finds everything he's ever needed. And while he can't manage a hug as strong as Pilvi's, he sure as hell can try.

"I think you can," he replies, though the words are not very loud. They can't get past the wall in his throat very effectively, but it doesn't matter because Pilvi will surely hear them given how close they are in proximity.

"Thank you. I love you. I'll be here 'til you ask me to leave."

Not too long ago, he'd said his home could burn. Now he understands that Amestris isn't home. Neither is Wonderland, really - no, he finally gets that home is wherever his friends are, wherever love can be found. That's what home is.

Finally, finally the man lost at sea has found the shore. And his legs are shaking as he stands on solid ground for the first time, but he knows in his heart he'll grow used to it in time and be grateful for the security. His arms are so tired from rowing, but his journey is over and now he can finally just come home.

[hxllfires-gifs]

PAIRING. jere pöyhönen x fem!reader

SUMMARY. in which jere’s girlfriend tries to teach him a bit of english but gets distracted but how cute he is.

WORD COUNT. 558

TEACHING ENGLISH TO someone who didn’t know much at all was more difficult than Y/N L/N had anticipated but she really wanted to help out her boyfriend before the Eurovision Song Contest began. Jere had recently been chosen to represent Finland in the contest so he would need to learn as much as he could within the next couple of months.

That’s where Y/N came in, having offered to help him and teach him; considering she fluently spoke the language, she was most likely the best person to do it. The two were almost always together which was good for English lessons. The two had recently begun doing said lessons and it was cute to see Jere trying so hard, but he often got quite distracted by his girlfriend and he would in turn get frustrated when he got something wrong.

“I believe in you.” The girl spoke clearly. She gave him an encouraging smile which he returned and gave a little laugh.

“Thank you.” He had to stop and think before speaking.

She soon explained what she wanted him to do; she had written down some things for him to repeat. He could understand a little bit more than he could speak but it was all good. His girlfriend had faith in him and did think that he was doing well.

“Okei, toista perässäni (okay, repeat after me). My song is crazy and it’s a party.” The sentence was something to describe his song ‘Cha Cha Cha’ since it was a pretty crazy one. It was a great party song that she could see going very far. The first time she heard it, she knew that her boyfriend would impress everyone with it.

Jere took a breath before speaking. “My song is, uh, crazy and it’s party.” He gave another smile before laughing when he saw his girlfriend’s expression.

Y/N could feel her heart melting almost. He was just so adorable and she loved his accent more than she cared to admit. The girl shook her head before pecking his lips. She couldn’t help but to feel that way to be completely honest.

“You’re cute. That was good. English can be very confusing but don’t overthink it.” Her words were true. Even as someone who was able to speak the language, she still made a lot of mistakes and didn’t understand everything. It was just how things were and it was perfectly fine.

“You’re going to do great,” the H/C haired girl reassured her boyfriend. She always wanted for him to do well and succeed at his goals. He really deserved it more than anyone else she knew.

“Rakastan sinua niin paljon (I love you so much).” The Pöyhönen muttered loud enough so that the L/N could hear. He placed a hand on her check before leaning over and kissing her nose.

“I love you too, you dork.” She teased.

The dark haired male turned his head to the side a bit, confused at first, but then his brain started processing what she said. He poked her side as a form of payback for her teasing comment.

“Okay, okay, I’ll stop teasing you.” Y/N held her hands up in surrender.

The two got back to the lesson and Jere did great, making some progress. He was content with how it was going and so was his girlfriend.

[shiroi---kumo]

Words that get used a lot because Kumo is falling back in love with his mother tongue:

kolikko (ko-lee-ko) = coin (Kumo cannot remember the word coin to save his life)

Sateenkaari (sah-ten-kah-ree) = rainbow (this is also another wonderlandian (english) word Kumo cannot remember)

"Rakastan Sinua" (rah-kah-stan seen-new-ah) = "I love you"

"Rakastan Sinua niin paljon" (neen pal-e-awn) = "I love you so much"

"minäkin rakastan sinua" (mean-na-kin) = "I love you too."

Rakkani (rah-con-knee) = My Love

ystäväni (oo-stah-va-knee) = my friend (note: ystävä (ooh-stah-va) means 'friend' + ni (knee) makes it "my friend" )

"mitä kuuluu?" (meet-ah coo-loo) "How are you?"

Opettaja (O-pet-tah-ya) = Teacher

Joo (yoh) = yes

Ei ( A(letter name))= No

Voi Ei (Voy-A) = Oh No

Kiitos (key-tos) = Thank You

"päivä tervehtii" (pie-vah tear(tearing paper) vah - tee) = "The Day greets" (this is how Misterican's say 'Good Morning'

"yö tervehtii" (oo-ah tear-vah-tee) = "The Night Greets"

** Afternoon is not a time of day that exists to Mistericans

"Paska!" (pask-ah) "Shit!"

[musesofthemoon]

@shiroi---kumo gifts: It's not often that he speaks in this sort of tongue to them but he needs to in order for it to carry the approperate effect he thinks. "Ai, Yu - come over here please." He sounds his hands moving forward to take each one of the twin's into his own grasp. Ai his right hand, and Yu his left. "I need you to know from the bottom of my heart, rakastan sinua niin paljon. Olette molemmat niin arvokkaita minulle ja rakastan sinua. So I need to give you both this. They are special to me, and I need you both to have them, alright?" His hands are moving down to the belt where he keeps his bottles of Mist to slide one out of the way to pull out a silver chain sat with a white crystal in the shape of a tear drop. It almost looks glowing and if one were to look closely it looks like the sky has been trapped within it. His hands are moving again as he unlatched the chain and slips it behind Ai's neck to fix it so it's now hanging upon her. Then the Misterican is working again to slide out and reveal a crystal bracelet that is green in color excluding a single white gem that sets at the center, also very much glowing with the sky seemingly trapped inside. This time he moves to take Yu's hand and slip the trinket onto his left wrist with the utmost gentleness and care. "I made them for you." He remarks. "Do you like them? The crystals you see were forged from my own Mist. It is a Misterican custom to give such gems to our loved ones and I usually give them out on special occasions. So of course I would never miss your birthday. Not after you both were so kind to make mine so magical. So now it is your birthday and we can do whatever you desire." He pauses. "Within reason." There's a slight smirk on his lips as he smiles at them. "Hyvää Syntymäpäivää, Ai ja Yu. Rakastan Sinua niin paljon." __ translation: "Rakastan Sinua niin Paljon" -> I love you so much "Olette molemmat niin arvokkaita minulle ja rakastan sinua." -> You are both so precious to me and I love you. "Hyvää Syntymäpäivää, Ai ja Yu. Rakastan Sinua niin paljon." -> Happy Birthday Ai and Yu. I love you so much.

They come over as they are told. And while they aren't quite expecting the hand holding that follows, it's not as though they mind it all that much. And they want to understand what he is saying, they really do, but from the sounds of it, they can just tell that it's meant to be heartfelt and kind. Do the exact words truly matter? As long as they are loved, as long as he loves them, the way he says it doesn't need to matter. They're just happy that he's here...

The children are gifted with Mist upon their person, but they aren't aware of its significance until he vocalizes it. They were crystals made from his Mist, his lifeblood. And there was something about that which felt so special. Like a piece of himself that would be with them always, that he would always be looking after them, no matter where their lives led. Vocalizing that feeling was hard, so instead they could only say words that didn't feel like enough.

A "Thank you!" comes from them quickly. Ai swiftly jumps in for a hug, and Yu follows suit soon enough. "This is the best birthday gift ever..." Ai says with a dreamy sigh. Certainly, they've gotten great gifts in their time, but something so special had to take the top spot. And they wouldn't be taking these crystals off either, not if they could help it.

Of course, that didn't mean they weren't excited about any day they might have planned. Different as their interests may be, there was something they could both agree on. It would certainly be within reason too. They were simple kids, they didn't need to do anything wild and crazy. Well, maybe aside from one thing.

"Well, getting some sweets is a must," Ai states plainly, though the smile doesn't leave her face. "And I like doing the stuff we already do together too but..." She takes a look back to her brother, making sure that he's alright with the request she's going to make on both of their behalves. After assuring herself, she grins. "But, if you're sure it's okay, you always said that you wanted to show us the sky... Could we maybe... Do that now?"

[stars-trash-18]

Don’t Compare

GIF not mine. This is for @miromyhero also so we can all cheer up a little!

Y/n’s POV:

You couldn’t believe it. They lost. You could only imagine how Miro felt after that loss, he was always hard on himself ever since the draft. “I want to prove myself to this team Y/N” he’d always say.

Now you stood in the arena with a handful of the other WAGS, waiting for the boys to get off the bust. Little Makar was holding tightly to your hand, asking in his broken English “papa”? Who knew babysitting would lead you to the love of your life, sure it had only been a few months, but Miro made your heart melt. You remember the day clearly.                                                                                         You were a college student and you desperately needed the cash, so you posted an ad online as a babysitter. Radulov saw your ad and interviewed you, and with a non-disclosure agreement you became his nanny whenever Makar came to the states. Radulov paid well,enough you could quit your other job, paid extra after you started helping the two with their English even offered you an extra room when he saw how far you had to drive.                                                 Then Radulov locked you out of the house and told you to go on a blind date he set up. Little did you know the ENTIRE team set you up with Miro, they saw he looked at you whenever you were around and they knew he would be perfect. So you went and actually had a good time. The rest was history from there.            You were snapped out of your thoughts when Makar took after his dad, screaming and launching himself into his legs. Next you saw Miro, his head looking at the ground, hair hanging down to hide the tear filled eyes. Radu quickly told you he would take it from there and just spend the day with Miro.        You wrapped your arms around Miro’s shoulders, dragging him into your body and just cradling his head against the bend of your shoulder and neck, raking your fingers through his hair. He wrapped his arms around your waist and held on just as tightly, swaying slightly like a boat on the sea, you could hear the sniffle he tried desperately to hide.                                                                           “I let them down Y/n/n, I failed this team,” he said, his words made your heart break, but set it on fire, you quickly shoved Miro off and looked him in those dazzling eyes you got lost in everyday.                                                               “Miro Heiskanen you just played your first season in the NHL, you went to playoffs and beat the odds by defeating the Preds in your first round, scoring a goal, and went to the second round, game 7, double OT, don’t you dare think you let this team down one bit,” You said, holding the side of his face so he would see the truth in your eyes.                                                                         

“So, Tyler got his first Stanley...” You didn’t let him finish, cutting him off as soon as you knew what he was gonna say with a hand pressed to his mouth.                  “What did you tell me when we first started dating, after multiple people online pointed out that I don’t look the other WAGS, that I’m just a college student and not a model or influencer”? Miro looked like he was thinking,the gears turning in his head, you knew he remembered when his eyes flickered up to you.

“That you shouldn’t compare yourself to others, that when it came down to it everybody becomes accomplished at different times, and that you’re more beautiful than any model that has ever been,” he said, he brought a hand up from your waist and ran it up and down your back before taking your hand in his and kissing it lightly.

“Exactly Miro, we all become accomplished at different times, you’ll get your cup one day and then even more cups, I know it,” you said, kissing his hand and bringing him back into your embrace, he kissed you softly, and you could feel the love that he held.

“thank you sydämeni, you always know what to say,  rakastan sinua niin paljon,” he said, hugging you closely before you began your walk to the car, and then home for a much needed cuddle session.

Boom! done in one sitting (if the errors didn’t tell you) and now i’m gonna go sob over this stupid Finn who stole my heart this year.

[hoeranghae]

Happy Birthday my angel @liamsgrammys ​ ✨🌟💛💞💖🌈🌻

It’s over 4am here and I just finished this drawing. I’ve been making this for so long and it’s finally here !!

I can’t express how proud I am of you and how much you mean to me, so I thought that I could show you some of the love I have for you with a drawing 🌈

I hope you love it as much as I loved making it those 10 thousand hours of drawing daffodils were totally worth it.

Rakastan sinua niin paljon 💜💛

[vampyjoong]

Rakastan kirjoittamista niin paljon rakas. Vaikka en henkilökohtaisesti voi ymmärtää sitä, koska en tunne englantia, ystäväni kääntävät sen minulle. Olen pahoillani, että olet todennäköisesti eivät ymmärrä tätä, mutta rakastan mistä Suomessa!!!

I translated this and it roughly says “I love your writing so much my dear. Although I can not personally understand it because I do not know English, my friend translate it for me. I’m sorry you probably don’t understand this but I love you from Finland!!!”I love you too honey, I hope this is right cos google translate isn’t entirely accurate but here goes Rakastan sinua myös, kiitos paljon ❤️

[gameerica]

:(( Fuck, I hope everything gets better. I don't like to bring my own not important stuff up, but it's awful when family fights. My mom and sis fight like everyday and it's annoying. I'M JUST SENDING ALL THE LOVE TO YOU!!! I HOPE YOU'LL BE HEALTHY AND THE HANDSOME BASTARD YOU ALWAYS ARE!!! I LOVE U SO MUCH ((Minä rakastan sinua niin paljon💙))

Today is fuckin awful my man

-my brother and sister won’t stop fighting

-I’m sick

-my mom has been yelling at me to walk the dog for the past hour even though I am nauseous and have been throwing up for most of the day.

[shiroi---kumo]

⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ Neither pair of eyes look up when footsteps enter room. The historian is perched in bed again, health failing for the day as it had so many times in years long past. Mint green eyes are focused in on the book in pale hands as the man of orange reads over the words as quietly as his mist.

"You can join us if you want Sielu, it's no trouble." The younger of the pair says as the dawn turns only to stop as deep pink meets jade green. "Ah - ah Your Highness I didn't -"

"Am I interrupting something-?"

"N-no not at all."

A head of orange is raising, soft mint meeting jade moons as a smiles stretches out behind the man's mask.

"Minun Pilveni. What can we do for you, Highness?" (My Pilvi)

That's enough of a welcome for the prince to enter as his weight shifts from side to side making his way across the room to take a seat beside the bed the historian occupies.

"What are you reading? Sorry I haven't -"

"Nonsense. I know you've been busy, Pilvi. There's no need for apologies. I'm just glad you're here and you're okay."

The Dawn shifts to pull a second chair up next to the young prince so he can join their conversation.

"Highness, we are aware that things that been complicated for you and for Sielu. We know Revon has needed your presence far beyond anything we could understand. It's alright that you've taken some time. We waited for you for sixteen years. Waiting a little longer is no trouble."

Jade drops down to his lap as hands stitch together to twist fingers into themselves. Fingers picking awkwardly at fingernails while the boy turned man starts fidgeting with what to do and what to say.

"I - I missed you both so much. I was so scared I lost you. I - did some pretty foolish things when you disappeared and I - "

A hand is moving from the lap of the man of pink to rest upon fidgeting hands in hopes of calming the lunar prince's nerves.

" -whatever you did is done, Highness. All that matters is you're here with us now."

There is a drop of his head as he nods, listening to the elder's words as the pink star speaks only for the orange to chime soon after.

"Come here, Highness. Come set with me. Let me hold you. It's been so long and I -please let me be this selfish."

So he rises, moves to shift himself up to the edge of the bed so he can perch himself next to the man of orange only for the starlight to reach forward and envelope him in his arms. Softly is he brought to the elder's chest, just as softly as tears start to rain like falling stars weeping from a sunlit dawn.

His mask floods back, lips pressing down with love behind the motion as they gently rest into snowy hair. His family. His binds. He's missed them all so much and how Opettaja Valo is acting now ... Is how he should have known it was all a trick.

This was the truth of it. This is what the man was really like. There was no ulterior motive or grand scheme to whisk him back into hell's grasp this time. This time it was just Opettaja Valo and Opettaja Aamunkoitto and this time he was safe.

He should have known. He should have known they would never be apart. He should have known Aamunkoitto would never leave Valo's side. Not with the state of his health and not since it seemed the state of said health hadn't improved even in all these years.

"Rakastan Sinua, Minun Pilveni. Paljon. Niin Paljon." (I love you my Pilvi. A lot. So much.)

And the scent of books and fresh ink is filling his senses to the brim. The smell of fresh tea and the soft dew of the morning. This was Opettaja Valo. No dust or mildew.

This was Tähtien for truth this time.

And he finds himself sinking into his hold. He finds himself sinking into his arms and melting against his chest so he can listen to the heartbeat that has always been a tad bit weaker than most but still proud all the same. He's sinking and he doesn't mind going under this time.

It's been so long...

The bed sinks down. There is weight just behind him and strong arms are reaching forward to wrap both himself and Valo within the embrace of the rising sun. He feels so small like this. He feels so small as he is neatly tucked into the space between both of them, and he doesn't have it in him to move because as Aamunkoitto's head leans down, he can feel the tears dropping onto his shoulder.

He's always been a crier. Despite the frowns and deep voices. Despite the strict rules and unwillingness to accept any of his tomfoolery, Opettaja Aamunkoitto has always been so quick to cry.

"I missed you so much, Highness. I was scared. So scared we lost you. I didn't know what to do. How to keep going. It was miserable. We thought you were -"

"But I'm not." The youngest sounds as he allows his body to fall into a low purr. "I'm not and I'm okay and I'm right here in your arms. I'm alive and you're not dreaming Opettaja. I promise you, I'm not a dream. I'm really here with you."

The tears rain harder. Both their souls storm. A torrential downpour that had been held a bay for so many years too long.

Both men can only hold on to him so tightly. Both men can only thank the heavens that he's okay. That he's alive and he doesn't know how to tell them the truth so for now he'll just allow himself to curl into their presence and he'll allow himself to be tucked away from the world where he can be safe within their arms.

He's no longer a child, long since grown into a man but for the next few moments he'll remain their boy just as they remember him. He doesn't have the heart to tell them they have to let go.