#// owww

[wickjump]

gives cross sans my period and the pain b4 i die from agony. he’s got a uterus now and it hates him and he is in so much pain he cries a lot and then hates himself for crying and can’t even focus on the simple things because he’s curled up in bed mindlessly watching videos to help and occasionally texting or whatever but he is in so so so much pain! ahh now i feel better. gonna write this if i can handle that one

[amuhav]

     “Th-thanks. I didn’t think it’d be this scary,” Sky admitted quietly once she settled, glancing at both sleeping babies. “I know it’s not going to be easy, but... Bay really made it look easy, didn’t he? And I know Amir’s gonna be a natural, and you and Ash one day... Truth be told, I think Riv’s fucked,” she said with a watery laugh.      “Mm, well, he has Chad.”      “Eh. I think they’re both in for a rude awakening...” She paused and lowered her voice conspiratorially, despite them being alone. “Doesn’t it worry you, them tryna hide it this much?”      “It’s early, I guess.”      “Still. I dunno, I just worry River’s gonna live in denial until it’s too late. But you’re right; Chad’s pretty level-headed...”      “And they have all of us around to help, too. Just like Bay did. Just like you do.”      Sky gave him a grateful smile, though it still cracked at the edges. “You are... you are gonna be around, aren’t you?”      “Of course.”      “It’s just...” She bit her lip. “I know everyone thinks I’m oblivious, even Amir, but I’m not stupid. I know they don’t talk anymore, Loch. You don’t go from being as close as brothers to the way they are now and that go unnoticed.”      He couldn’t face her as she watched him intensely, and he broke eye contact.      “...You haven’t even been around to our new place,” she said in a small voice.      Loch winced. “I know. I’m sorry.”      “Do you... really hate Amir that much?”      “No. I can’t say we’ll ever be friends, but, no. I don’t hate him... anymore.”      “But Asher does?”      “...Ash isn’t going to get in the way, Sky. We... have an agreement about it.”      “Honestly, Loch, I don’t care what Ash’s problem is—no offence. Don’t get me wrong, I like him. But he’s not my brother, Loch. I want the twins to have their uncle. As much as I’d like Ash to be part of that too, I understand if he can’t do it. But... I... I need my big brother.”      “I’m right here,” Loch croaked.      “Yeah, for now. But I want the person that helped raise me see my kids grow up. I want them to know you. Properly. Not just awkwardly forced to be in the same room during family occasions.”      Loch shook his head. “That’s what I want. I swear.”      “...Okay.”      He could see she didn’t look convinced, even as she offered a weak smile.      “I’ll be around,” he said softly. “I promise, Sky. I’d offer to come over with a meal or something, but... I really can’t cook.”      That at least made her laugh. “I don’t need food. Just my brother. But, same offer I gave Sylvie. You bring chocolates or cake? All the baby cuddles you could ask for in return.”      He smiled, looking back over the twins. “That I can do.”

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[lakes-mistakes]

yk i had to jump on the oakworthy angst train,, im upset but i live for angst

[murdrdocs]

idc how toxic rafe is ik mid s3 him is a “you want it? okay” bf when it comes to buying shit

[trasho-pando2011]

I MADE IT EVEN MORE SAD

[dettiqueen]

i am in absolute horrible shape in every sense of the term. i mean unhealthy, horrible looking, just not doing well in general. SOOOOOOO YK WHAT IMA DO. IM GONNA FREAKINF FINALLY DRINK WATER. FOR THE NEXT WEEK IM GONNA DRINK HELLA WATER EVERY SINGLE DAY, WETHER I WANT TO OR NOT IM GONNA FREAKING TO IT BC EITHER WAY IM GONNA DIE 🤷‍♀️ LETS DO THIS GANG.

[mattmurdockshusband]

brb kms-ing over the ways both of them interpreted “nothing lasts forever”

aziraphale so clearly (to me) meant it as “earth won’t last forever, humans won’t last forever, our earthly goods and life can’t last forever. if you come with me, we can start a new life together. -this- won’t last forever but it /can/ if you Join Me.”

crowley, instead, took it as “the bookshop won’t last, the life we built for ourselves won’t last. the dream you have for us is unrealistic and you know it. -we- wont last. point blank period. we can’t entertain this anymore.”

and i’m Struggling

[water-mellie-seeds]

On the ferry home but i am hurt bafly in so many different placess so if i am not. Arounfdo not be alarmed or surprised . 🫡

[tishinada]

Omg, it wasn't until I went through one of the play areas with the happy Mamool Ja children and parents that I realized those were intended to starkly contrast with what was happening in Mamook...

And I wanted to cry all over again. Several things that Bakool Ja Ja said make much more sense now. And why Gulool Ja Ja loved his adopted children so fiercely.

I wonder how much involvement Gulool Ja Ja had in creating things like the playground in Tuliyollal?

[straightlightyagami]

eye is infected :(

[patternwelded-quill]

Myka's (New) Intro!

I'm going to make me a fresh 

Writblr Intro

Just like revising a story!

I kinda-sorta did before, but not really, so here's a new one. I'll also be rolling the status updates for my fanfics in here for those of you following me for my apparent obsession with Ranma and elves...

My name is Myka, she/her. Nice to meet you!

I'm a trans swordsmith, armorer, jeweler, and watchmaker. I'm also an artist and author, and like all creatives, I have my days where I love my works and days where I hate them and think they're trash. For example, I did the trans flag colors on the rank pips of my PFP, but they're too tiny to see, so I'm planning to redo it out of frustration!

I'm here to build friendships and community. So feel free to send me a message or an ask about metalwork if you're looking for answers or curious. Tag games are great, too, I try to get to them within a day or so of the notif.

Original Works:

Red Angel Saga (Irae, Interitus, Impere): The story of Relarial, an elven mercenary warlord and grandmother, as she attempts to avenge the death of her family, recover from that terrible loss, and return to some semblance of a life she understands. Rated R (for Relarial, hah!) for ultraviolence and the fact that she can't avoid constant profanities.

-Status: Book 1 is being revised/rewritten, book 2 is rough drafted, and book 3 is outlined and halfway drafted.

Blades of Fate (Iron Fist in a Velvet Glove): Captain Malekah Thaynn was a divisive figure, known to some as a hero and others as the 'Butcher of Borderwatch.' The latter helped get her tossed into a dark hole for years until someone thought she'd be useful to their ambitions. But you don't pick up the epithet of a butcher of anything by playing nice with assholes.

-Status: Book 1 is a rough drafted hot mess, but it's my hot mess, I guess.

Fanfiction:

Wet Behind the (Long) Ears: What if Ranma was knocked into the 'Spring of Drowned *Elf* Girl'?

-Status: Chapters 1-6 posted. The rest of the first arc is rough drafted, aprox. 35-40k words. Chapter 7 is a mess but coming together!

The Stone Will Sing: Thematic companion to WB(L)E. Maybe Ranma's so short as a girl is because it was a young dwarf girl who drowned in Nyannichuan. Or perhaps the Khazad didn't die out, but vanished as a distinct race. Worldbuilding crossover with LoTR.

-Status: First chapter posted, linked above. Will add more as the muse demands. If this fic doesn't piss off some Tolkien scholars, I didn't do my job right.

Twice the Curse? Double the Fun!: Ranma discovers that P-chan is actually his old frenemy Ryoga. But somehow the Lost Boy managed to get himself *two* Jusenkyo curses. ...or, did he? One-shot for muffinmoonn.

-Status: Drafting, using as a nice palate cleanser when I get stressed with other writing.

Once We Were Warriors: OC Relarial is isekai'd into a 1996 Tokyo shared by Ranma 1/2 and Sailor Moon. This was prompted by a convo w/ a friend about our OCs as Senshi.

-Status: Book 1 is posted on A03, book 2 is rough drafted, and book 3 is being outlined.

[faun-the-fae]

I’d like it if my joints would simply Not Hate Me. However god is a five year old with a stick and by god am I am interesting pile of dirt

[ghost-guard-13]

OH MY FUCKING GOD I JUST FINISHED THE FIRST SEASON BUT I GOT IT FROM THE LIBRARY AND THEY DONT HAVE SEASON 2 ON DVD YET ND I HAVE TO WAIT GODDAMIT BUT IT WAS SO GOOD AND I STARTED LISTENING TO THE PODCAST AND OMFG WHY IS IT SO GAY?? IT HURTS😭

[theinkedfoxsl]

me, googling workouts ppl with limited mobility can do:

me, does it:

my shoulder: goodbyeee<3

[hyuuukais]

me vs this headache rn