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arttrampbelle · 10 months ago
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Unpopular opinion but i feel yuna from the ghost of tsushima game is useless.
And there is better female characters in the game that is more complex,better written,and isn't "gRrlBoss" bait.
I feel she could have been handled better. Tho ultimately I feel she legitimately after healing him and a certain point in the game's story,she's pointless. As other characters seem to be way more important. Again she's ok,but after a certain point she kinda overstayed her welcome in the game. And the 2nd half felt more about her than other characters that seemed way more important than her. At least they felt to me they have more impact on jin than her.
And she gets in the way of taka having character development. And honestly,she does hold him back. And honestly,i feel it's lowkey her fault for taka getting killed ultimately if he was an actual blacksmith,he would know how to use a damn sword. Im sorry,it feels plot convenient to make him kind of a wuss to "be saved by jin and yuna" and then killed off for drama.
I felt he was completely fucked over in the game and some of the "choices" by the characters don't really have the impact they should have.
I still love this game to death but i gotta be honest when i say. Yuna should have died instead of taka. Or at least be out of commission. She's clearly selfish.
And the problem isn't that as all the characters are uniquely flawed. But yuna is the only damn one not actually called out and whenever she is it's a "slap on the wrist and move on" like wtaf?! Like they just ignored the fact she's being a complete bitch. And then oh but she says "soweee" and all is forgiven?!
Yuna has so much damn character privilege in this game it's nauseating.
Jin at least gets consequences for his actions despite being the main character and still being protag so of course he's getting the most but even then he gets some backlash for doing bad things or things "not samurai"
So yeah
Yuna
It should have been you not your brother.
Sorry not sorry.
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rawliverandgoronspice · 1 year ago
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I actually have a crazy amount of respect for Nabsgan, I think Nabsgan shippers are so powerful and I'm not even into ships that much most of the time.
I think what makes me back down and write an OC and kind of get her in a Nabsgan-adjacent dynamic in my own fanwork (sort of, there are notable differences between classic Nabsgan and Saeruk) is that I kind of always felt like Nabooru was one generation younger (it's the "little girl" comment from the Twinrova + the physical differences --but then again OoT is working with 3 polygons and a bad case of Woman Sexification, and also I suppose that anyone would be a little girl to 400 year old witches), and I guess I didn't feel strong enough to dive into the fucking mess that is the "seven years under mind control" situation if there is a romantic undercurrent involved. I'm all for absolute bubbling toxicity if Ganondorf is to be shipped with anyone (I mean, also an extreme AroAce!Ganon appreciator obvs so he doesn't have to be), but I'm kind of hesitant to dive in that sort of territory given the baggage surrounding Ganondorf and his perception in fandom regarding possessiveness and the such. I have a hard time picturing him showing any interest in someone who is incapable of resisting him or biting back when he fucks up, or even agreeing to putting someone he genuinely respects and loves/appreciates in a way that may approximate love in such a mindless state (possessing their body to do weird magic stuff? yes, that's just convenient. actually breaking their resolve until they are a mindless doll he can shape in any way he likes? I think he'd hate the result and wouldn't want anything to do with it --but that's just me!)
Of course, there's always the "he didn't know/he didn't care anymore/he didn't show up when that happened and that's between the Twinrova and Nabooru, he just did not really bother to get involved", but it's still generally loaded territory!!!!
But again, enormous kudos to people willing to work that complicated line, because the dynamic is explosive and inherently interesting.
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gaeulssims · 1 year ago
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˗ˏˋ Navigating trust ´ˎ˗
Ama has the jealous trait and a fear of cheating. This trait and fear came during a period when they were growing apart due to work and them raising their two infants(Alfredo and Chianti) Saul was often working double shifts, while Ama's small bakery stand struggled to gain recognition. In the middle of all this, Ama started having a fear that Saul might be unfaithful to her. They’ve been through their hurdles and was able to talk this out (Ale and Cherry where the results of it..). Saul feeling that something was off, went to this well-renowned restaurant with her to once again adress these fears and ease her mind. Prev | Next
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screampied · 3 months ago
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VENOMIZED?! t. fushiguro
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❤︎ sum. your ex-fiancé needs a favor from you — just one more, he swears! apparently, he’s got some weird “parasite” that for some reason is very attracted to your sweet, sweet scent..
wc. 9.2k
warnings. fem! reader, venom! toji, modern au, pre-established relationship, pining, some spoilers + movie references, reader's a doctor (allegedly), unprotected, venom's dialogue is in bold, venom's tendrils, long tongues, brief bj's, manhandling, getting pounded silly in venom’s suit, choking, size kinks, L bombs, cunnīlingus, twice the stamina, marathons, fīngering, riding toji ‘till he cries, venom's kinda unserious, dīck slipping, cęrvix mentions, spitting on it, bręeding, squīrting, tummy bulges.
an. i��m ovulating and rewatched all three venom movies hear me OUT-
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“pussy.”
“venom, man- please.”
“what.”
furrowing your brows, you stared at toji, the man who you were originally supposed to marry just six months ago. in the flesh, he stands tall behind the door of your office with a sheepish expression. he looks tired, ruffled hair buried underneath a sideways baseball cap while wearing some dingy sweats. “are you talking to yourself?”
“eheh- well,” toji gruffs, darting lime eyes toward your teal scrubs. he’s missed you. to think if he hadn’t been stupid enough to snoop through your life foundation files to expose confidential information regarding their private business practices. his silly little mistake ended up getting you both fired, but fate loved playing in your face because you almost forgot that you were still toji’s doctor at your other job. clearing his scratchy throat, toji sighs. “i’m dyin’ here, doc. need a checkup.”
“she smells good.”
“yeah, she does smell good.”
“what?” you eyed toji, wondering just who the hell he was even talking to.
toji looks at you, scratching behind his neck. “ah- sorry,” and you notice how he’s a lot veinier than usual. toji did a quick scan around the spacious, empty doctor’s office before he slightly tilted his head down. “long story short, sugar, i got a … parasite.”
“PARASITE!?”
“parasite?” you repeated with a deadpan, grabbing your clipboard near your desk.
oh for the love of . .
you thought you’d never see toji again. letting off a sigh of your own, you pat the cerulean-blue hospital bed. “sit.”
hoarsely scoffing, toji makes his way toward the bed before flopping on it with a loud ‘oof.’ scratching his head, he turns toward you as he sees you writing something down—probably information regarding his chart. “so… how ya been?”
“toji, let’s just make sure you’re alright.”
“fine, fine,” he grumbles, getting smacked face first with the thick tension swarming the air that could be cut with a knife.
there was obvious tension between the two of you, and toji was still head over heels in love with you. in fact—he’s never stopped, and he regrets every day choosing his career over his relationship.
if he could start over, hell - he would.
the two of you had plans and everything after getting married. settle down, maybe move out of san francisco, maybe even live near the countryside. you both even had a brief small talk about children too, but seeing you again just reminded him of how much he screwed up.
“what’s . . the problem, exactly? you said you have a what- parasite?”
your sweet tone snaps him out of his thoughts and his droopy, grassy eyes flick down to meet your gaze. “oh- uh, yeah. you’re the only person i thought of comin’ to. last doctor, i went to called me crazy and uh … called a swat team…. ha.”
“ooookay…” you curl a brow inward, hoping the last part was just another one of his unfunny jokes. “and does this ‘parasite’ make you talk to yourself or is that just toji being toji?”
“she’s sassy.”
toji rolls his eyes, disregarding venom’s instigating comments in his head before shrugging. “sometimes. he’s annoying.”
“he?”
“my uh- parasite. he hates being called ‘it.’ goes by venom ‘n everything,” toji explains, his hands still buried deep into the pockets of his cottony sweats. as you glance up to get a good look at him, he’s sweating bullets—all from the sides of his forehead too. “oh, ‘m fine. ‘s just a bit hot in here.”
“the a/c’s on.”
“oh..” toji murmurs, slouching a bit on the bed. to say he’s feeling hot is an understatement. it’s like the more he stared at you, the more he started to feel the unsteady beats of his heart pick up.
ba-dump after ba-dump after ba-dump! and he could even start to hear each pulse through his ears, traveling through his veins.
toji clenches his tense jaw as he tries to listen to you. you’re rambling a bunch of medical terminology about checking his vitals and blood pressure and he’s replying with uninterested head nods.
oh fuck.
venom’s getting excited.
it’s probably been about five months since the little ‘incident’ occurred where he ended up getting venom.
long story short—toji was snooping around the headquarters of the life foundation where he found actual test subjects. not animals, not insects but people. live, living, and breathing people, and before he could even think of pulling out his phone to record the things he saw - bam!
one of the test subjects—a girl, sneaks up from behind and attacks toji.
little did he know that a ‘parasite’ that was once inside her ended up slipping inside of him. the parasite is known as ‘venom.’ to sum it all up toji was a perfect match, the perfect host.
“toji, are you even listening to me?”
“yeah, toji. our wife’s talking to us.”
“shut up.” he grumbles, shaking his head.
“excuse me?”
“not you- ah, fuck,” toji takes off his ball cap, running a hand through his greasy darkened strands.
he’s been so kept in his thoughts that he didn’t feel you checking his vitals and blood pressure which was oddly higher than a usual human.
toji sits on the sheet-covered bed, the blood pressure cuff still wrapped ‘round his beefy bicep before he sighs deeply again. “i don’t.. wanna waste yer time. i doubt you’ll find what’s wrong, er- medically. it’s … hah- hard to explain.”
as you switched the sphygmomanometer off, you concluded with toji’s chart for now before thinking for a moment. “well, if it’s internal and is causing you to behave strangely, maybe an MRI will help-”
“NO.”
toji grows sheepish again. “heh- no, no.. MRI.”
“and why not?”
“sound… uh- sound hurts him. him and me.”
dropping your shoulders with impatience, you tap your foot with a grumble. “look, toji, i’m really trying here but i’m not sure how else i can help you. i don’t even know what this ‘parasite’ thing even is.”
“it’s.. better if i show ya.”
right at his words, your brows raised. show you?
at that moment—question marks were popping up all through your brain, and you were the epitome of confusion. toji sighed, sitting up straight before glancing down at you. “don’t get scared, alright? i won’t hurt’cha, promise.”
“um, okay..” you murmur, crossing your arms as your wrist bristles against your doctor identification badge. the anticipation’s nearly killing you, and you remain quiet as you try to study toji’s next move.
“alright-” toji inhales deeply, and right before your very eyes - he’s changing forms.
he’s still wearing sweats, but within seconds, his body’s starting to get covered with black. it looks like some sort of dark villain suit. he’s waaaay bigger now, and his face’s just halfway covered. as you raise your head, you’re met with the face. the slit, blinking eyes. there’s large, curving eyes that longly curl further up near the back of his head and the teeth-
half of toji’s mouth was now replaced with probably dozens of sharp, honed teeth and an obnoxiously long tongue sticking out of the side of his mouth.
what ….
the ….
fuck.
“pretty little girl.”
the voice sounded far different than toji’s. it’s more pitchy and low, it's screaming with smoky bass and it nearly makes you shudder. toji - or whoever that was, did a quick walk around you and you’re silently gulping.
it’s venom now, and the more he’s in your presence, the more he’s getting a louder smell of your signature sweet scent.
so this is the girl toji’s been whining about non-stop. interesting.
“i- um.. take it you’re the parasite?”
you heard an annoyed growl leave from his mouth before he replies, cocking its head.
“watch it, now. it’s venom, sweet thing.”
“venom, poison, toxin- whatever.” you rolled your eyes, your slight fear subsiding. toji told venom how you were sassy but you, you were intriguing. you didn’t seem the least bit scared and he liked that.
as you took in his massive appearance though, he was just so big, towering over toji entirely even with his head tilted down. venom’s very burly, and you could just see him drooling from his lips from your peripherals. in a tiny frail voice, you murmured. “where’s toji? is he-”
“still here, unfortunately. he’s my shitty host-”
right on cue, they swap back and toji’s back in his body. he rubs behind his neck, looking down at your cute appalled expression. “heh- see?”
“toji, what the hell did i just see.”
“i don’t know- but look, he’s a part of me now and he’s hell-bent on makin’ my life a livin’ hell for as long as i’m alive,” toji let off an exhale. “i didn’t . . just come here for a checkup though.”
your eyes meet his and toji’s demeanor turns more serious now - he’s starting to sweat again, and raven bangs that slit down his forehead nearly shield his eyes. “i- i missed you, sugar. seriously.”
“toji-”
“no, listen,” he grumbles, slowly closing the awkward distance between the two of you. the room grew dead quiet, and the only sounds that could be heard were from the outside of the hospital.
endless chatter and machines along with occasional beeps from the staticky hospital’s intercom. intently, you stare deep into his eyes and his hand softly goes on your cheek. toji’s patiently waiting - waiting for the moment for you to push his hand away, but you don’t.
instead, your body’s first response was to lean into his touch and you could see his eyes slowly widening as he continued to caress your cheek. he didn’t expect that.
“god, i- i’m so… horny-”
…..
“nice one. no wonder why you struggle to get laid.”
you blink thrice, staring at toji and oh- he’s starting to sweat even more. his eye seems to be twitching from venom’s insult and you’re wondering what’s going on through his brain - or who.
he’s not sitting on the bed anymore, he’s standing now, and again, toji towers over you completely.
if you squinted just enough, you’d see the dark bags indenting underneath his eyes. “you look .. really pretty today.”
“i’m wearing scrubs, toji.”
“idiot.”
toji grumbles, trying to disregard venom’s snarky side comments. “i know- i know, i just-” he pauses, his eyes trailing up and down your body. “wait- i think i know how you can help with my parasite.”
“how?”
“heh- do you uh- mind if we go back to your place? ‘m kinda starved-”
♡ ♡ ♡
“o- oh my.. god!” you’d squeal, yet another pretty primal ripping its way out of your throat. one minute, you’re having a heart-to-heart with your ex-fiancé and the next, his tongue’s swirlin’ left and right in between the cracks and crevices of your open thighs. you’d be lying through your teeth if you didn’t miss his tongue.
but fuck it.
you’re whimpering, swollen-glossed lips trembling as you’re hunched over your damn sofa. you’re bent over the arm of the couch as toji’s positioned behind you, using one hand to roughly grip the right cheek of your ass.
like always - he’s just nasty, sliding his tongue in and out of your syrupy cunt, savoring the candy-sweet taste. toji’s all in there—puckering his plump glossy lips as your hips refused to stay still on his tongue.
“hngh- sweeter than ever for me, pretty hah- mama,” toji groans, feeling you writhe again at the shuddering response your body gives him.
leisurely, his scarred lips tickle their way against the outer part of your pussy and you’re already fighting back fat tears. tears of straight pleasure, and he could hear those sweet ‘lil sobs getting caught in the back of your throat every time.
“fuck- dreamt ‘bout tastin’ you again for so long,” and as you’re continuing to fill the room with your repeated, wailing whimpers, toji brings a sticky, wet kiss to your labia that’s just constantly twitching. “mhm, i missed you too, wet girl.”
“ngh- toji,” a soft, gasping moan snatches away from your lungs as your thighs gradually grow shaky. you’re unstable—struggling desperately to cling onto the armrest of the sofa. toji’s tongue was just brutal - its pace was simply relentless, barely giving you any time to get out a single breath.
“fuck- fuuuuck,” and your chest dips inward, hearing that familiar slosh sound sob from between your legs. your tummy nearly does flips, cartwheels, and somersaults, feeling that thick, big stretch of one of toji’s fingers trying to insert its way inside you.
immediately, you’re clamping around him, presenting his stocky fat middle finger with your dripping, slick warmth. you heard a cooing, husky ‘ooooh’ rumble away from toji’s throat as he stared in awe.
“your fingers are sooo- fuck-” you’re cut off by his tongue that’s wetly slurping against your pussy. it’s so loud too, a carnal sound you’d probably never get used to.
toji’s a sloppy man - proud ‘n entirely unashamed, especially when it came to you.
his long, ravened lashes were closed the entire time whilst he was trying to barrel thick fingers inside of your drooling core. you’re just so wet, dampening his fingers within each overwhelming inch that sinks inside your pussy. “baby-” he breathily rasps, hearing the hurried huffs depart from your throat once he starts scissoring his digits inside of you. his fingertips were even bigger, and your toes were just pathetically curling up.
“toji, i want a taste too.”
toji grumbles, nearly forgetting about venom’s presence. already - you had a good portion of his chin dripping with your essence. as toji’s starting to create a decent, sloppy thrusting pace of his fingers, he spits on your clit.
“don’t be greedy. besides my tongue’s longer.”
“fine.” toji rolls his eyes, glancing at the glittery glob of spit that’s straightly cascading down the slit of your cunt.
venom did have a point though -
he could stretch it out to be several feet long. toji’s fingers continued to loudly thrust in and out of your sobbing, wet cunt before he nibbles against your nub. “mmch- sugar, can i try somethin’ with my tongue?”
“o.. okaay-” your voice cutely cracks, and you’re already starting to feel the irregular beats of your heart pick up at a much more frantic speed.
“hah- i’ll have ‘ta take my fingers out for it. might stretch you a bit,” and right as he says that you hear the drenched ‘pop’ sound splash away from between your trembly legs.
you’re damn near hysterical - temporarily pouting once you’re clenching around nothing but air once he pulls his fingers out.
down to his rounded, pointy knuckles — both fat fingers were glossed from top to bottom with streams of your gluey slick.
you heard a ‘whoosh’ from behind you, and your eyes slightly bulged once you felt a bit of drool splatter onto your back. you’re completely bare, and the only thing you currently had on was panties that toji lazily shoved to the side with his teeth earlier.
“bend.”
it’s venom’s voice this time, and the bass gruffly screaming in his tone had you already arching up. you whined, still feeling him shamelessly drooling on your bare backside.
you could hear him snarling quietly, hearing the slopping sound of his tongue rolling straight out of his hanging maw. curled, white eyes stare at your pretty pussy just on display, and venom’s tongue stretched out even farther.
“eyes… lungs… pancreas…” his venomous, deep voice bellows after each word that leaves his dropping, wet lips. the chiseled, sharp teeth that decorated the inside of venom’s mouth were just so shiny.
you felt yourself throbbing at every second he spent widely staring at your body, admiring your nude physique.
large, blinking eyes finally flicker down between your thighs and you moan once he hungrily licks his long tongue across his salivating lips. once he teasingly brings the tip of his tongue to lick between the wet crevice of your leg, you whimpered as he finished his sentence. “—pussy.”
“o- oh.. my goood-” you’d croak, eyes instantly rolling back once the slimy tip of his tongue slaps its way against your hole.
slooowly, it slithers its way down until it reaches your opening. it was so long, the tip already reaching near your navel within half a second. it’s just huuuge, longer than toji’s tongue by a mile. he’s just as ruthless too, dipping his way inside of your inviting cunt without muttering a single word.
you’re holding onto the edge of the couch for dear life, gnawing at the inside of your cheek as his tongue sloppily flops its way in and out of your throbbing pussy. venom’s a tease too, and every few seconds he’d purposely stretch the tip of his tongue even longer just to hear those pretty cries of yours pitch higher.
“uuugh.. s- so long, fuck-” you’d whine, gasping once you felt his flicking tongue occasionally slap against the sprawled arc of your thighs. unapologetically, venom creates a slimy, wet trail and he’s just straight-up licking you everywhere.
he’s not only licking your pussy, he’s gliding his tongue down your legs, around your legs, and of course -
he tends attention to his new favorite spot, your hole.
every time he’d lave the reddened, curly tip of his tongue at that particular spot - you’d let off the prettiest squeal. your eyes nearly popped out of their poor sockets as you’re left a stammering, babbling mess. messily, he swirls his extended tongue around your puckering hole before slithering it back down between the puffed folds of your pussy.
“ ‘m not.. hah- not gonna last, toji-”
venom scoffs, but he could feel toji trying to take over. as you remained awkwardly hunched over the fluffy armrest of your sofa, you just couldn’t get over how long venom’s tongue was.
just thinking about how many feet it was had you fluttering, and not just the kind of fluttering that occurs inside your stomach.
it’s wet, dripping everywhere down your legs as it continues to glissade up, down, ‘n around. you were impatiently spasming on his tongue the entire time as you were still arched over, chasing each incoming breath until your release decided to present itself.
venom’s tongue was widely thick too, and it just couldn’t help but roll its way against the bare left cheek of your ass. you’re practically gasping for air at this point, on the verge of collapsing from the length of his tongue before he delves it in wholly.
“fuck- fuuuuck-” you’d squeak, drool moistly seeping from each corner of your lips.
steamy, hot breath tickles against your thigh as his tongue continued to drag its way through your sloppy cunt. every smacking slosh that you heard from between your yelping legs only grew louder, and you’re just gnawing on the bars of your fuckin’ enclosure.
you’re starting to cutely crawl forward, at least you’re trying to, but you gasp—feeling one of venom’s long black tendrils curl its way around your torso.
“stay, girl.”
you’re moaning, eyes bulging wider once the tip of his tongue occasionally reaches near your pulsating g-spot. he’s so sloppy with it too, purposely diving his tongue at that same spot to make you cross-eyed.
your sweet melodic ‘ooooh’ ‘s only pitched higher, and as his tongue continued to thrust in and out of your throbbing cunt, you felt his tendril delicately caressing down your skin. “ ‘m gonna cummm-” you’d whine out, feeling the pathetic surrendering quake of your legs.
his tongue was just sooo vast ‘n wide - thickly stretching inside of your cunt before flicking the tip of his flat tongue all against your drenched, wet thighs.
within a blink of an eye, you hear a ‘swoof’ sound and toji ends up switching back to his original form. your kaleidoscope-like vision had you seeing bleary white splotches of pleasure. as each lively vein and axon located in your body gets harshly interrupted with a euphoric wave of elation, your high’s finally making its longly awaited appearance.
venom’s tongue which is now toji’s tongue shrinks a bit, and the entire time—you feel it all inside of you. pulse after pulse after pulse . .
the scar that slit down the right side of his lip smeared against your pussy as he takes one big sluuuuurp.
toji groans, grabbing ahold of your rickety thighs before snickering lowly. “c’mon, pretty girl. give it t ‘me. hah- ‘m so thirsty,” he murmurs against your folds, his lips wetly gluing together with the help of your slick cascading down his stubbled chin.
you’re just shaking - your jaw dropped with your toes cutely curled together. toji softly slides another finger inside you and this time, it's his index finger.
your lips spread wide - parting into a cute, surprised ‘o’ once you feel a brief cold band of what feels like a ring. it’s his engagement ring, and after all this time he still wore it.
“f- fuck, tojiiiii-” you’d sob out, furrowed brows contorting as he’s trying to slide in each thick inch of his digit.
you’re drooling, and not just from your mouth.
“never .. hngh- stopped lovin’ you, sweetheart,” toji grumbles, a smoky groan ripping out of his throat once he feels his dick twitching in his sweats.
toji’s hard too, and you could even hear him let off a soft raspy whine once he started to roll his hips against the cushioned couch. “fuuuck- gonna make me cum too, ugh-”
the wet silver band of his engagement ring tickles against the inside of your core, and as he repeatedly pistons his thick digit in and out of your pussy, he kept flicking his tongue at the same time.
you’re shivering, feeling your hips dramatically stutter before the coil buried deep in your fluttering tummy finally snaps.
“fu- fuck!” you’d squall out a pretty near battle cry, purring off little shaky ‘ah’ ‘s once you hear his final, repeating slurps.
toji’s free hand already snuck underneath his sweats, and he was angrily pumping his veiny cock that hid underneath his boxers.
the white stripes of his underwear had ‘lethal protector’ decorated around the upper strip of his boxers in bold white and purple — (venom’s idea of course)
as toji’s kiss-stung lips practically glued against your pulsating clit, he drinks all of your slick juices. the top row of his teeth playfully snags against your nub as his long, dark lashes flutter shut.
but as you’re creaming on his tongue, toji grunts loudly.
his bare shaft that’s hugged around his palm ends up releasing too from the tip, and he grumbles, feeling the inside of his stomach frantically tighten.
toji ends up cumming merely nanoseconds after you, and white splotches end up spraying over his stomach and on the burgundy cushion below you both.
“hah- fuck,” toji growls through honed, gritted teeth. he’s drenched with sweat, and he’s letting off guttural moans against your sweet cunt as his animalistic hips humped against the sofa. “made a fuckin’ mess outta me, pretty girl. just like . . ya always do-”
as you’re still getting over your own teeth-shatter release, you end up sitting up. toji brings his slick-covered ring finger towards his scarred lips, giving it a teasing ‘lil suck before humming in content. “my wife’s always had the sweetest taste.”
“ex-fiancée.” you corrected him, still feeling your thighs quake.
“oh, boo. same thing, sweetheart,” toji pants, and he saw how your eyes immediately dropped further down.
it starts near his chest. toji’s chest was puffed out, and fuck was he buff. his arms were oh-so swole, and your gaze was entirely stuck to his body as he started to take off his sweater.
after that - came his tank top.
it’s dingy, a dirty color of white and you could even see a few curly black strands of chest hair poke near the center part.
as you were openly gawking - you didn’t even realize you were crawling closer and closer toward him..
this probably wasn’t a good idea.
you’d probably regret this tomorrow.
but, again - fuck it.
one more last time with your ex-fiance couldn’t hurt that bad, right . . ?
“heh- come closer,” toji sits manspread, sprawling his beefy vein-covered arms over the edge of your sofa. “i don’t bite but venom might.”
“shut up-” you mumbled, and toji inhaled a sharp breath at the familiar feeling of your touch.
as always - you’re just so gentle, tenderly tender with one of your palms wrapping over his sensitive erect length. it’s like he grew the last time you saw him, and from all the tannish-pink sides, it was overwhelmed with veins.
prodding, lightning-shaped veins.
toji’s rounded tip was a pretty color of pink with splotches of glittery white where a few remnants of cum remained.
grunting—toji’s eyes briefly flap shut and you could see the core muscles in his stomach tightly flexing. a single vein throbs down the left side of his shaft as he feels your tongue flick against his frenulum.
speaking of - his poor, rosy-colored cockhead’s just tearing with glossy globules of pre-cum. you swirl your tongue around, hearing each low growling ‘o- oh fuck,’ leave from toji’s scarred lips.
if it was anything he missed more than you, it was your mouth. you always knew how to wrap your lips around his cock. ardently, toji bites his lip before he sees you reaching between your legs.
humming, he raises a brow as your hot throat starts to finally lower itself against his weighty cock. “mngh- poor baby. need a hand?”
“ ‘m fine,” you grumbled through full lips, almost remembering just how big toji’s dick really was.
seconds later and your lips were feeling tender just from the subtle gaping stretching it created. you’re letting off a symphony of muffled moans left and right as you’re trying to get his mushroomy tip to hit the roof of your mouth. as toji ogles at your bobbling head, he playfully pinches your nose.
“fuck- thaaat’s it, breathe.” he released the grip from your nostrils, hearing a faint noise of a gag.
he was just so thick, and your fingers weren’t helping your impatient fervor at all. you weren’t just throbbing anymore from between your legs you were twitching too.
a lustrous strand of saliva dribbles from the corner of your lips as you moan again - pretty, bleary eyes glancing back up at toji before you huff. with a sloppy, wet ‘pop!’ noise, your drooling lips left his veiny cock.
“hm?” toji lets out a smoky exhale, a wide palm still softly placed on top of your head. he sees the needy little pout gradually spreading against your face before he smears his fat tip against your lips. “impatient, wifey?”
“toji-” you grumbled, not even caring anymore. your body knew all too well what it wanted. “just fuck me.”
you wanted him - maybe even needed him.
toji knew what you wanted too, and god- you just wanted to wipe the smirk right off his face.
it’s like he could read you like a book. after saying just his name though—you let off another gasp once he suddenly lifts you.
“hah- well then. upsie’ fuckin daisey, girl. i gotcha.”
strenuous, hefty arms carry you as he’s stomping down your hallway. emerald-green eyes occasionally leer at the few hung paintings and wall decorations that are displayed on your wall.
of course, toji knew where your bedroom was because that’s exactly where he was taking you.
never before had your jaw dropped wider.
once toji’s aligning his blushing, plump tip against your already sobbing pussy you knew it was game over. toji had you in one of his favorite positions - prone bone.
almost like before, your face was down with your pretty, wriggling ass raised. a long, rectangular mirror was propped up in front of you and toji was just silently drinking in every lewd expression that contorted against your face.
his sweats - his boxers, everything seemed to disappear and all he wore was that same black suit with a carved ‘spider’ looking symbol on his chest.
“mhm- look at how wet she is for me, fuck-” toji grumbles, carnally admiring how your clit was just fluttering with a jumble of aroused pulses.
“you mean us.”
“us, right.” toji rolls his eyes at venom’s remark, forgetting how you couldn’t hear him at all.
you were just drenched, and as he ran a swollen thumb down your slivering slit, he hummed.
if he squinted just enough, your pussy would’ve easily resembled a flower - so so pretty.
toji groans, and you hear a bit of a faint whoosh sound.
right before your eyes as you’re arched over, you watched how he was now wearing all black. like from before — it was the suit, the suit whenever he transformed into venom but toji was still there.
ruffled, black strands nearly blocked both of his eyes before he damply smacks his mushroomy tip against your weeping cunt.
“ngh- toji, don’t tease me-”
“patience, sweetheart-” he grumbles through gritted teeth, and your lips part into an even wider ‘o’ once he’s sliding the head of his cock back and forth against your puffed folds.
your thighs were eagerly trembling - direly waiting for him to just go inside.
toji’s cock was so ridiculously fat - each slap against your pussy with just his tip alone had you dizzy. the minuscule, sizzling buds in your mouth made the entirety of your tongue water as you were just babbling those same whimpers.
“dunno who’s louder.” he licks his lips, still tasting remnants of your cloyingly sweet juices on his tongue. as he’s still toying with you, you moaned once you heard that familiar welcoming squeeelch.
toji’s starting to ease his way inside - already creating a huge, gaping stretch with just his tip alone.
the sweet ‘o- oh shit’ that pours from your syrupy lips was mere music to his ears. tenderly, a hand wraps around your throat from behind, making you look at yourself through the mirror.
his shadow alone, you saw it - venom’s eerily presence, his silhouette shadowing behind toji, and he was even bigger. you gulped, feeling your tummy take a few resists and turns as he’s still trying to make his way inside.
“make her arch more.”
toji brings a hand toward your back, gently pressing down to make you sit upright. he’s just so big, and your brows were already compressing and curling all from his thick size.
he was barely even a few inches in and yet it felt like he was stuffing you to the brim. unsteady, wobbly arms remained pierced into the cushioned mattress as you could just feel toji’s cunning grin from behind you.
“fuck- so fuckin’ big, tojiii-”
“nice ‘n big just for you, wifey,” he purrs, and you’re whimpering once he rubs the frigid band of his wedding ring against your pussy again. the sloshes started to grow more wet after each barreling stretch, and you’re just gasping for air at this point. “c’mon big girl, let's make it fit like old times. gimme that pretty biiiig stretch- fuck.”
toji’s halfway in when he groans, feeling your heart-shaped insides instinctively clench around him. it’s almost cute, and he’s leaning against your ass to where his weight’s just hovering on top of you. the same hand that was holding onto your throat softens its grip, and he gives you a teasing kiss on the side of your mouth.
as your neck raised a little, you tried to wiggle your hips. fuck, you tried something, anything so he could just move.
toji lowly chortles at your cute agitation before gifting the right cheek of your ass with a rude spank.
“ohhh, what’s all this? want me to move, yeah?”
“pleaseplease-”
your words were a soft-spoken mumble, and toji’s just about all the way in now. after he’s bottomed out, his cock stiffens inside of you as you tried to writhe against his hips.
your dripping cunt was still as loud as ever, squelching with numerous pretty sloshing sounds. kissing near the back of your neck, toji whispers hoarsely, “heh- shame, y’er pussy’s speakin’ up for you, pretty mama. but i need ‘ta hear you,” and you moaned, eyes nearly rolling back at the sheer warmth of toji’s chiseled frame laid flat against your flesh. “please what?”
“f- fuuuck me, toji. please- just fuck me.”
within every swallowing inch—you felt toji’s thick, heavy cock trying to squeeze itself in. you’re whimpering, staring ahead with bleary, lust-like eyes as he’s taking you from behind.
he’s so obnoxiously big, but from the inside, he was even bigger.
his sharpened pelvis presents one thrust to you - just a single, vigorous thrust and you feel like you are gonna break.
fall over like you were just some fragile, porcelain doll on the verge of shattering into smithereens. all because of his damn hips. “ugh-” toji grumbles, a small hiss leaving his lips at the sticky contact your sharply slapping ass makes against his lower half.
“i wanna taste her more.”
“knock y’erself out, pal.” toji huffs at another one of venom’s whines, sucking his teeth at how your insides just clamped around him.
your half-open eyes were just wandering everywhere with white flickering through your sockets as your mouth remained agape. the crown of his cock reaches a deep, deep, deep area, and the thing that made you whine was feeling venom’s long tongue.
again.
it’s slick ‘n sticky, slithering out of his dropped jaw as the wet tip licks down the path of your arched spine. he feels you shiver, and toji groans as he’s still ruthlessly pounding you into the creeping mattress. your mind still couldn’t wrap around how abnormally loooong venom’s tongue was, it was so long that he could curl it around your waist if he wanted.
“good .. girl.”
you couldn’t hear him—but you felt his presence, his eerie presence behind you as toji’s heavy weight leans riiiight up against your ass.
your slick was dripping down his cock as he was sloppily sliding his way in and out, each papping sound of thighs causing your ears to ring like bells. fuzzed cotton stuffs your ears as you’re even starting to drool yourself, clawing at the sheets as toji’s fucking you senseless.
“hah- such a pretty girl, that’s it- fuck-” he groans, biting his tongue once he’s met with the sticky sensation of your cunt noisily slapping back against his sharpened pelvis.
hit after hit after hit - and you could just about taste every beat of your heart. his hips were mean, just slamming into you after each filth of a millisecond.
delicately - toji’s thumb caresses the middle part of your throat before he makes you meet his dirty gaze in the mirror. “look,” he huskily purrs, slowing his thrusts down purposely to match your delayed, drawn-out pants.
you shuddered underneath him—moaning once you felt the tip of venom’s tongue snake its way around your trembling thighs. though bleary, droopy eyes and a tongue fully lolled out of your spit-glittery lips, you glanced at yourself in the mirror.
the image of yourself being rammed from behind by toji in his jet-black ‘venom’ whatever you'd call it suit would now constantly be etched in your brain.
as toji’s behind you, his other hand brings your waist up for a better angle. you whined, feeling a bit of his chest hair softly tickle against your spine as he grinds against your ass. he’s thick inside, molding your clammy insides after every primal, eye-rolling thrust.
“there she is, heyy sweetheart,” and his voice drops. it’s a low, guttural low with the right amount of breath that makes you shamefully throb. leaning in, toji playfully licks the side of your cheek before whispering airily. “what happened to all that attitude earlier, hm?”
“ngh, fuck you-” you moaned, gasping once you felt venom’s tendril crawl its way between your legs. it’s so slimy, creating glossy trails of wetness against your already wet thighs before it wraps around one of your legs.
“no, fuck you.” toji grumbles, creating an invisible trail of kisses down your neck.
“make me c- cum then.” you tried to talk back but you’re instantly silenced by the feeling of toji’s heavy, fat cock dipping near your g-spot.
the ridges of his cock that’s got more of a lean curve were enough to have you collapse right there. he’s hitting you good from the inside, massaging through your clingy walls as the two of you both grunt in carnal unison. “oh! fuuuck- fuck, right there, hngh-”
toji brings a hand over your mouth—a palm that muffles your reoccurring whines ‘n whimpers before he hits that same spot again..
he treats your cute ‘lil g-spot like a target, his accuracy is precise every single time. your legs quavered as he felt you twitching - so so close that your orgasm was just like the edge of your strawberry-colored tongue.
“yeah, right - fuuuckin’, there?” and even toji’s voice was starting to tremble.
he’s just about there too - the more he’s whacking his achingly, swollen tip against your tender spot the more he’s feeling his base start to grow more and more full.
you’re whimpering, the syrupy taste of your saliva pouring past the cracks of your lips whilst gluing against his palm. venom’s ravened tendrils remained curled around your thighs too, a tight enough grip to where the hold wouldn't loosen so easily.
“there, toji- pleaaaase,” you’re damn near begging now, sweet pretty pleads of mercy sliding from your lips as the bed groans in the background. he’s deep, massaging your walls as your pussy relaxed squelch after sobbing squelch.
toji’s tip was a blushing, hot red - and each time he pistons his hips, he delves his way even further against your pretty g-spot.
stringently, it prods prods prods until it just can’t anymore and you’re left with your jaw goofily hung open, agape and all as you’re staring at the cross-eyed expression that’s mirrored right in front of you.
your reflection was practically mocking you it seemed, and once you came on his cock again, you let out the most harmonic squeal.
“mhn- there we go, sugar. sloooow, hah- nice ‘n slow, fuck-” his voice pitches hoarsely as he’s gripping both of your swerving hips. as your back’s still laid flat against the plump sheets of your mattress—toji flops right against you.
he’s just close - so so close that you felt the smooth, latex-like material of his suit grind against your skin.
his abs - so naturally sharped and carved, every single row of his chiseled pecs rubbed against your sweat-glossed back and you’re just whimpering out those same pretty babbles for more more more..
with a black quirked brow, toji grunts in your ear whilst venom’s tendrils mindlessly wrap around your waist.
tenderly, his scarred, callused lift your hips just a bit more to get a deeper angle - and fuck, that’s when toji’s just about at his inevitable peak too.
“hngh- cum . . cum insiiide-” you whined, sheeny pouty lips of yours curving into a disappointed frown once you hear and feel the wet, sloppy pop. heavy, ragged breaths collided down your spine as you felt toji’s rough chest lay flat against your back.
his shaft slipped out of you, and you couldn’t help the small ‘lil moan that pried its way from your raw chords. you’re clenching around nothing now, and you even tried to sneak a hand down between your legs.
with a soft whack - you pull your hand back, feeling the brief millisecond feeling of venom’s tendril giving your impatient hand a tiny spank.
“silly little woman.”
“our wife’s always been impatient,” toji snickers lowly, wrapping his palm around his veiny, thick cock. he takes two deep breaths before plap after plap, and he’s just smacking his mushroomy tip against your slobbering cunt.
again.
“toji, tojiiiii-” you’d moan at the occasional tender stings from each playful hit. his tip’s so perfectly round ‘n plump, just gifting your pretty pussy with various hits. “breed me, fuuuck- don’t miss, pleaseplease-”
in his head, he’s counting each sloppy slap of his creamy tip tapping against your folds. he could just hear the sheer neediness in your voice, and that’s when toji starts to align himself again.
you’re throbbing ridiculously - muttering out faint, inaudible whimpers of ‘please’ and ‘fuck’ ‘s as he’s sliding his ruby-red crownhead up and down the drooling slope of your pussy.
“mhm, needy ‘lil thing. can’t go a second without throbbing,” toji groans, watching as your right thigh starts to twitch. as his ripped abdomen presses further into yours, he brings a wet kiss toward your left shoulder blade. “ ‘s that what you really want, sweetheart? for me to finish ins- oh, fuck.”
with a sharp, three-second hiss - toji feels his hips shudder. it’s a warning, a warning that he was about to erupt and fuck, you felt every prominent vein on his ramming cock pulse through your core.
vehemently, his rhythm turns from sprightly to sloppy within seconds and he’s raising your leg slightly. “ ‘m cumming, sugar. better.. hah- pussy better swallow it all like a good girl, ugh-”
with your squished chin resting on top of your arm, you stared at the lewd reflected image of yourself and toji through the mirror that hung across the two of you.
like a madman - he’s drilling into your very being with venom’s dark silhouette hovering over you both.
he’s reaching such deep, tender areas and you’re whimpering after each slapping thrust.
“toji- uuuh- toji, mgh-” you’d whimper, his hits against your ass with his pelvis being so vicious that you could almost taste it.
it’s so powerful - each direct hit that he flawlessly slams into with his cock has your cute, dilated pupils spiraling into permanent cartoony circles. with the help of venom, toji ends up stretching his dick just a few more inches inside of you, and your mouth drops.
his tip swirls its way around your gripping pussy before it’s finally coming to its risqué end.
you’re laid flat on your mattress as nothing but a tiny, inaudible gasp-like ‘fuck’ drags its way from your lips. toji’s cock that stretch stretch stretched just a little bit more ended up gifting the lower part of your tummy with a protruding bump.
he finishes in the rawest, lecherous manner, flooding every corner ‘n crevice of your gripping walls with syrupy, white cum. your thighs that glued together perfectly were greeted with a few welcoming dewdrops of toji’s slick mess. rough, callused fingertips ran ahold of your waist and you could feel him writhing behind you.
hooded, olive eyes zero down your body, and the natural sheet of sweat that decorated a path down your arched back.
god.
“heh- that’s my gi-”
“we aren’t finished,” you uttered, grabbing toji’s bulky shoulders and lightly shoving him on his back. with a surprised yet amused ‘uuf’ he lands as his half-opened eyes stare at the dripping, creamy mess streaming from between your legs. “lie back.”
venom, being toji’s conscious once more, snickers at your audacity as he watches the scene of you straddling his host.
“tojo buddy, if you won’t re-marry her, i will.”
“dude, i told you, it’s toji, and shut the hell u- fuuuck.”
♡ ♡ ♡
position after position after position and you gave toji an absolute run for his money. he didn’t expect at all for you to have as much stamina competing with him and venom combined. you even lost count of how many mind-boggling, eye-rolling, tear-jerking orgasms you’ve got snatched out of you. it’s probably been hours, and you and toji were merely both at your inevitable limits.
he’s stuffed you full with sooo many seconds and thirds and fourths and even fifths of sweltering cum that you felt like you were about to burst.
toji’s entirely milked out - or at least, he thinks he is, and now, you’re straddling him.
you’re straddling him, but from behind.
with lazy, droopy eyes, toji slides the tip of his tongue across the seam of his scarred lips as he watches you move. “mhm, gonna go reverse on me, yeah pretty girl?” he huffs, already feeling the slickly torrid mess stick against his thighs.
you’re reaaaal slow - a torturous type of slow that nearly does toji’s head in. he’s peering at your ass moving, but you’re not bouncing.
you’re not bouncing because he and you both knew that not only were you close again but he was too.
toji’s entire body felt hot, preparing lava. the humid, scorching temperature sizzles and arises after each bestial-like slam of your hips and he grunts. “god, y’er a… hah- little brat, arentcha.”
“aw, do you need a break, toji?”
“yes he does-” venom tried to chime in.
“no- no, i don’t,” toji breathes gruffly, beads and beads of sweat tearing down each side of his face. his hair’s all ruffled and unkempt, black strands nearly blocking his vision as his thick neck tosses itself back. “atta girl, ride it then. ride it like it’s fuckin’ yours, baby.”
slap one - and you moaned, hearing and feeling toji’s harsh palm swat against your right left ass cheek.
slap two - and you gasped, his hand smacking against the right.
and the third and final slap - it’s from venom, and one of his tendrils that sloppily slides from between your thighs noisily slaps against your already full, cum-dripping pussy.
toji’s jaw significantly tightens as he just watches in awe, silently gawking at the familiar sight he’s always loved seeing — his pretty ‘lil wife straddling him, he’s missed it, he’s missed you.
“fuck-” you held in a whine by giving the flat of your tongue a soft nibbles.
his cock from all girthy sides was just so fat, and the curve that stretches through your core every time you spring back down against his lap drives you both up the first street of insanity.
this reversing angle—it’s so intimate, and it’s always been one of toji’s weaknesses.
as you’re winding your hips ‘round in a hypnotic, perfect figure eight, venom’s just nagging all in toji’s ear.
the symbiote’s bored, and by the second he’s only getting more and more aroused. with a low grumble, toji told him to just wait then he’d get his turn. hopefully.
you almost did forget about the whole ‘parasite’ thing, but who were you to complain, let alone ask questions?
your legs sprawled nice and wide, and you’re nearly squatting as your cunt continued to swallow every inch of his cock. it’s so wide too, deeply prodding inside ‘till it reaches that pretty cervix of yours.
the curly, black hairs that stuck beneath toji’s slick-covered shaft tickled you, and you’re just panting continuously like a greyhound.
“sugar, fuck- bring those hips back to me like that, mhm. right there, right fuckin’ there . . please-”
please.
oh, he’s begging.
as you maintained a secure grip on his shaky knees with your hands, you heard the wanton tremor in toji’s voice.
by now, he’s reclined allll the way back against your plush pillows with his legs feeling like complete mush. fuck, you’ve probably rode him to death, because he could barely hold onto your hips anymore.
“toji… hah- cum with me, baby-” you mumbled, feeling his clammy fingertips slither down the sides of your waist.
like a wooden chair—you’re just rocking and rocking, not even minding the constant grunts and bellowing groans of your outdated boxspring that sits beneath your mattress.
it’s just so slick - your pussy, it’s sliding up ‘n down toji’s cock and he heard every clamoring, wet splat. he’s just almost mesmerized at how well you knew how to take him every time. his mouth’s as dry as it’s ever been, and you’re starting to feel that oh-so-familiar fluttering pool of butterflies stir in the lower pits of your tummy.
“heh, you called me baby-”
“shut up.”
“make m- ngh-”
blinking thrice, toji grunts once he feels your hand wrap around his neck. you’re still facing forward—riding him in reverse with your arm extended from behind you.
his neck was just so thick that you could barely bring all five fingers to squeeze his neck. “cute-” toji slyly titters, but his brattiness fatally comes to an end once he’s starting to feel his dick twitch.
his body - it’s rumbling, and your cunt’s pulsing increases after each slapping thrust. the stimulation always knew how to make your head spin, and for a second, it just felt like time indefinitely paused.
torrid, cloud breaths draw away straight from toji’s puffed-out chest and he groans. he’s riiight there, he’s right there and he could feel his creamy tip that’s messily poking around your insides trying to cling around your warmth.
as you’re just vigorously slapping your ass against his lap now, he’s left speechless.
“o- oh, oh sugar- your fuckin’ hips, yeahyeaaah-” and he’s whimpering now, long black lashes sticking together with what appears to be tears.
toji’s holding onto your rotating waist tightly, breathing through his nose as he hears each popping slosh of your cunt preparing to wring him dry for the nth time.
“toji, something’s about to-” you’d blurt, pausing mid-sentence, keeping both hands on his knees. toji’s tearing up at the sloppy, vicious strings of cum that threatens to depart from both pairs of slapping thighs that slap louder after each violent pound.
his dick’s all red ‘n swollen, from top to bottom as it’s covered with veins that paint the shriveling sides. your legs were about to give out at any second and so was his.
toji’s tip which was oh-so round ends up massaging your tightening walls perfectly, smothering your sensitive g-spot with a plethora of sweet french kisses.
“ah-” you squeal, your eyes widening as you’re coming to your end again. your throat - it feels so hot, so parched and you’re just gradually being led to your release. the adequate force of your brutal, tossing hips makes toji’s leafy irises reel further back.
glittery, wet lashes stick together piercing both pads of thumbprints into your ridden flesh — and oh, he’s cumming for what’s probably the umpteenth time now.
you both succumb to pleasure and you’re each hit with rippling waves and waves of swelling pleasure. finally, your legs end up collapsing and your jaw’s left goofily hanging.
you end up gushing, clenching internally as your labored breaths get tangled in your full lungs. it’s so wet, and as toji’s cock remained buried idly past the taut ring of your entrance, he’s pouring yet another milky wad of cum inside of you. it’s thick and smooth like honey, stickily melting inside of you like butter.
“mhm, f.. fuck-” you kissed your teeth, hearing toji’s heavy, defeated breaths exhale from behind you.
the air in the room felt so intoxicating - cloudy. as you sat still on his lap with his leaking cock still lodged inside of you, that same aroma of pure filth and intimacy smacks your nostrils right in the face.
its citrusy with a hint of sweetness, and your thighs couldn’t help but shudder above his.
“good girl, heh- think ya cured me just f- fine.” toji hoarsely murmurs, taking every few seconds to breathe.
two rough hands gingerly raise your hips, widely peering at the frothy, white ring that coats around his tan base. pearly, clear slick of your own mess stuck against your thighs as you let off muffled moans.
everything felt so tender - and in every millisecond that passed, you felt all ropes of toji’s cum plug you to the very fullest. “c’mere, girl-” he groggily murmured, and you gasped, feeling one of venom’s tendrils wrap around your waist.
with a swift movement — you’re pulled closer, breaking the distance between the two of you. toji smashes his scarred lips against yours, slipping off occasional husky whimpers in your mouth as he felt your fingers wrap around his flaccid cock. his whines pitch higher, and your thumb runs down a prodding vein that twitches from your touch.
it’s an intense, breath-snatching kiss that leaves you both gasping for air after each smack of departure from lips. as you moaned in his mouth, you could still taste remnants of your treacly arousal on his tongue.
“i love-” he whispers between kisses, and you slide out a whine once you feel venom’s tendrils swirl around your waist.
heartbeats pulsed rapidly, matching tempos of each other as your tongue disappeared inside toji’s mouth.he grunts, bringing his crimson kiss-bitten lips toward the crack of your jaw as your mouth remains agape.
“-you. s ‘much, f- fuck, you sure know how to milk me, sugar. reminds me of our . . hah- honeymoon.”
“just . . stop talking,” you roll your eyes—still feeling the after-effects of your body’s sensitive convulsions. you still felt so stuffed, still feeling the gooey remnants of cum trickle out of your dewy pussy. as toji’s eyes remained hooded and drooped, he flashes you that same smug grin. “i still- love you too-”
“there’s my girl,” toji huskily whispers against your lips, circling a thumb over the line that curves above the top of your mouth. you moaned, watching as he brought your hand up to his before kissing it -
repeatedly, before he brought your empty ring finger up toward his lips and kissed it. “mwah,” and you felt your pulse pick up before feeling toji’s broad arms pick you up. “up and at ‘em, wifey.”
but once you’re positioned to lay flat on your back, that’s when venom switches with toji again. you’re met with the same overly tall, massive ‘parasite’ with a dozen rows of whetted, white teeth.
venom slowly opens his jaw — showcasing his long, dripping pink tongue that dampens even more once he sees your filled pussy twitching solely at the sound of his venomous, deep voice.
all over his body, he’s covered with veins, and as your eyes trail ‘n trail way down, you land at his abs and stop just below his waistline.
your eyes widened as you felt hands softly grab your hips, and he brought one of his tendrils to make you face the other way.
a sultry-sounding moan escapes out of your raw throat as your face plants against your pillow.
“mmgh-” and you let off a surprised breathy gasp, feeling not one but a pair of two rockhard things slapping against the entrance of your bare cunt.
“toji- ngh, venom- i… is that-”
“now bend for me, sweet thing. my turn.”
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— The guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all?!
Pairing - Vi x Reader Summary - You’ve been crushing on the mysterious, mask-wearing clerk at your favorite record store—cool, quiet, and effortlessly charming. Determined to get closer, you come up with a plan to get his number. There’s just one problem. He’s not a he at all. Vi, your sharp-tongued, short-tempered classmate, has been keeping her double life a secret. But as you fall harder and she struggles to keep up the act, one question remains— What happens when the truth finally comes out? Content - 12.1k words, a valentine special collab with @kkoga (angst monster) , heavily inspired by tgswiiwaga, slow-burn romance, angst → confusion → self-discovery, avoidance & self-isolation, mild language, miscommunication, misgendering (unintentional), emotional distress and sexuality questioning
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You first spotted him at that record store. A tiny, dimly lit shop tucked between a laundromat and a café, stacked floor to ceiling with vinyl, cassettes, and CDs. The kind of place that smelled like dust, nostalgia, and warm, worn-out wood.
And he was there—behind the counter, hood up, face half-hidden behind a mask, rifling through a stack of records like he had been living and breathing music since birth.
You could barely see his face, but a few strands of messy red-pink hair peeked out from under the hoodie. When he finally glanced up—just for a second—sharp, powder-blue eyes locked onto you before flicking away, completely uninterested.
Damn.
You weren’t usually into the quiet, mysterious types. You liked confident, showy people who could match your energy. But there was something about him—about the way he moved, the way he seemed lost in his own world—that made your heart stutter.
And just like that, you were hooked.
So, naturally, you kept coming back.
“Yo,” you greeted casually, leaning against the counter one afternoon, your acrylic nails tapping against the glass. “Got any new recommendations for me today, mystery clerk?”
He barely spared you a glance before exhaling sharply. “You again?” His voice was low, gruff—maybe even a little annoyed.
Cute.
“Duh. You’ve got the best taste,” you grinned, propping your chin on your hand. “Or are you finally gonna tell me your name so I can stop calling you ‘mystery clerk’?”
He huffed, crossing his arms. “Buy something, or go home.”
Oof. Rude. But also… hot.
You tilted your head. “C’mon, can’t a girl just appreciate some good music recs?”
Another sigh. But this time, he actually moved, reaching under the counter to pull out a vinyl. “Here,” he said flatly, sliding it over to you. “You’ll like this.”
You blinked. “Oh? Finally warming up to me?”
Those powder-blue eyes flicked up, unimpressed. “You just won’t shut up otherwise.”
Your heart did a stupid little flip.
Yep. You were definitely into him.
And before you knew it, visiting that record store became part of your routine.
You weren’t even sure why you kept coming back. The mystery clerk wasn’t exactly friendly. If anything, he barely tolerated you. But there was something intriguing about him—the way he never said more than necessary, the way his powder-blue eyes flickered with something unreadable whenever you tried to pry.
You wanted to crack him open. Figure him out.
Make him look at you the way you looked at him.
So you kept pushing.
Vi tried not to react when she heard the familiar jingle of the bell. Kept her head down, shuffling through the stack of records in front of her like she hadn’t already memorized every title.
She had no reason to be nervous.
She’d been working at this shop for months. She’d dealt with all kinds of customers. Music nerds, college students, old guys trying to relive their youth.
But you?
You were different.
You were loud and bright, a walking storm of acrylic nails, glittery accessories, and the kind of confidence that made Vi’s skin itch.
And yet, for some reason, she kept coming back.
Always with that same teasing smirk, the same relentless energy, the same stupid, flirty lines that made Vi's ears burn.
And the worst part?
Vi didn’t hate it.
Which was exactly why she needed to shut this down.
You leaned onto the counter, watching as the mystery clerk sorted through records like he hadn’t just heard you enter.
The usual, then.
“hello,” you greeted, tilting your head to try and catch a glimpse of his face. “You're gonna pretend I don’t exist today, or are we finally on speaking terms?”
A sigh. Then, without looking up, he muttered, “You always exist. That’s the problem.”
You gasped, clutching your chest dramatically. “Wow. That’s the coldest thing anyone’s ever said to me.”
Still, no reaction.
Damn. Tough crowd.
You tapped your nails against the glass counter. “Sooo, what’s the deal? You got a name, or do I have to keep calling you ‘mystery clerk’?”
He exhaled through his nose. “I have a name.”
“Care to share it with the class?”
A pause. Then, dryly—
“No.”
You couldn’t help but laugh.
God, he was so difficult. And yet, the more he pushed you away, the more you wanted to see what was underneath all that gruffness.
One day, you were gonna crack him.
But now, you weren’t sure when things shifted.
Maybe it was the day he let you browse through the records behind the counter, even though he definitely wasn’t supposed to.
Maybe it was the time you caught him humming along to a song playing over the speakers, and even though he noticed you staring, he didn’t stop.
Or maybe it was that night, when you showed up just before closing, soaked from the rain.
You weren’t planning to go to the shop. You were just walking home, feeling restless, when your feet carried you there anyway.
When you stepped inside, shivering and dripping onto the floor, he looked up—really looked up—for the first time in forever.
And for a moment, you could’ve sworn you saw concern flicker in those powder-blue eyes.
“…You’re soaked,” he said flatly.
You sniffed. “Yeah, no shit.”
Instead of giving you his usual annoyed look, he sighed, reached behind the counter, and—
Tossed you a towel.
You blinked, catching it. “Wait, what—”
“You’re getting water everywhere,” he muttered, turning away like this wasn’t a big deal. “Dry off before the old man yells at me.”
You clutched the towel, staring at him in disbelief.
It wasn’t much. Just a small, quiet moment.
But your heart thumped all the same.
Vi cursed herself the second she tossed the towel.
Damn it. That was too nice.
Now she was gonna get attached.
The next day at school, you couldn’t stop thinking about him.
The way his voice sounded, low and cool. The way his hands moved when flipping through records. The way he just knew your taste in music without you even saying anything.
You sighed, resting your chin on your desk. “Ugh. I think I have a crush.”
Your friend beside you, blowing a bubble with their gum, raised a brow. “What, again? Who’s the unlucky victim this time?”
You huffed. “First of all, rude. Second, it’s this guy at the record store. He’s, like, super cool. Doesn’t talk much, but he totally has good music taste.”
Your friend snorted. “So you like him ‘cause he ignores you?”
“…Maybe.”
Before they could tease you more, the classroom door slid open, and a familiar figure strolled in.
Violet.
Vi was a known delinquent. Not the kind that skipped school completely, but the kind that barely followed any rules. Untucked uniform, tie loosened, red-pink hair a mess. She always had a band-aid or two somewhere—probably from getting into fights—and a permanent scowl on her face.
You barely paid attention to her but she looked… weirdly familiar.
You frowned, tilting your head slightly. Do I know her from somewhere?
Before you could figure it out, your friend nudged you. “So, are you gonna keep gushing about your record store crush or what?”
Oh. Right.
You shook off the thought and leaned forward with a dreamy sigh. “Okay, so he’s, like, insanely cool. He barely talks, but when he does? God. It’s like… y’know that mysterious, effortlessly hot vibe? That.”
Beside you, Vi choked on her drink.
You blinked at her. “Uh. You good?”
Vi cleared her throat aggressively, looking anywhere but at you. “Y-Yeah. Fine. Totally fine.”
You shrugged and continued, unaware of the way Vi’s entire face was burning. “Anyway, his voice? Hot. His eyes? Even hotter. He’s kinda mean, but in, like, an attractive way—”
Vi sank lower in her seat, hands gripping the hem of her blazer.
“Oh!” You clapped your hands together. “And he knows music. Like, he took one look at me and picked out the perfect album. I swear, we’ve got a connection.”
Vi shut her eyes. Oh my god, stop talking.
Your friend snickered. “Damn, you’re really down bad.”
You groaned, flopping dramatically onto the desk. “I know. But he’s just so—ugh.”
Vi pressed her fists to her burning cheeks, willing herself to disappear.
This was hell.
She was right there, sitting right next to you, and you still hadn’t realized.
And worst of all?
Now she knew exactly how much you liked her.
Sitting in class, listening to you ramble about your massive, embarrassing, painfully obvious crush—on her—and knowing you had no idea.
Vi had faced a lot of things in her life. Street fights, school suspensions, even the occasional run-in with cops.
But this?
This was worse.
She stared straight ahead, jaw clenched so hard it hurt, trying desperately to tune you out.
No luck.
“…and the way he looks at me? Like, I swear he knows I like him.”
Vi swallowed. Oh, she has no idea.
Your friend hummed. “So why don’t you just confess?”
Vi nearly had a heart attack.
Your head flopped dramatically onto your desk. “Because I don’t wanna ruin the mystery, y’know? Like, what if he’s only cool because I don’t actually know him?”
Vi’s eye twitched. What the hell is that supposed to mean?
Your friend snorted. “You’re overthinking it. He’s just some random guy at a record store.”
Vi exhaled.
Yes. Exactly.
Just some random guy.
And if Vi had anything to say about it, you were gonna keep thinking that for as long as humanly possible.
Because there was no way in hell she was letting you figure this out.
This was a nightmare.
Sitting in class, listening to you ramble about your massive, embarrassing, painfully obvious crush—on her—and knowing you had no idea.
Vi had faced a lot of things in her life. Street fights, school suspensions, even the occasional run-in with cops.
But this?
This was worse.
She stared straight ahead, jaw clenched so hard it hurt, trying desperately to tune you out.
No luck.
“…and the way he looks at me? Like, I swear he knows I like him.”
Vi swallowed. Oh, she has no idea.
Your friend hummed. “So why don’t you just confess?”
Vi nearly had a heart attack.
Your head flopped dramatically onto your desk. “Because I don’t wanna ruin the mystery, y’know? Like, what if he’s only cool because I don’t actually know him?”
Vi’s eye twitched. What the hell is that supposed to mean?
Your friend snorted. “You’re overthinking it. He’s just some random guy at a record store.”
Vi exhaled.
Yes. Exactly.
Just some random guy.
And if Vi had anything to say about it, you were gonna keep thinking that for as long as humanly possible.
Because there was no way in hell she was letting you figure this out. 
Vi squeezed her eyes shut.
If she just… stayed like this. Face down. Motionless.
Maybe—just maybe—she could die right here and now.
Vi needed a plan.
And fast.
Because there was no way she could survive another class period sitting next to you, listening to you go on about your crush—who, again, was her.
The problem was, she had no idea how to fix this.
Telling you outright? Not happening. That was practically social suicide.
Quitting the record store? No way. She actually liked that job.
Avoiding you? Also impossible, considering you were apparently obsessed with showing up at the store to flirt with her alter ego.
Which left her with only one option:
She had to make you lose interest.
Somehow.
Vi groaned, raking a hand through her hair. This was gonna suck.
DAY 1 
You were back at the record store the next day.
Because of course you were.
You’d spent the entire walk hyping yourself up, promising yourself you’d be cool, casual, and definitely not flustered.
But the second you stepped inside and saw him—hood up, mask on, flipping through records like he hadn’t just been staring in your daydreams all morning—your brain short-circuited.
You cleared your throat, pushing down the nervous excitement bubbling in your chest.
“Hello.”
Vi—er, mystery guy—didn’t even look up. “You again.”
You grinned. “Awww, you remember me.”
He sighed, muttering something under his breath. You caught the words so annoying but chose to ignore them.
Because, really, if he really thought you were annoying, he wouldn’t keep talking to you, right?
You leaned onto the counter. “So. Any recommendations for today?”
He slid a record toward you without hesitation.
You blinked down at it. “Wait… this is—”
“Obscure. Hard to find. And way outside your usual taste.”
Your grin widened. “You’re trying to get rid of me.”
“Obviously.”
Adorable.
You picked up the record, inspecting the cover. “Damn. If you’re gonna break my heart, at least do it gently.”
Vi—mystery guy—huffed, finally meeting your gaze. “I’m being very gentle.”
You laughed. God, he was fun to mess with.
And despite his whole act, you knew he didn’t actually hate you.
Otherwise, he wouldn’t always be so prepared for your visits.
You plopped the record onto the counter. “I’ll take it.”
“…What.”
You shrugged. “You picked it out for me, didn’t you? Can’t let your efforts go to waste.”
He stared at you like you’d just confessed to murder.
You smirked, fishing some cash out of your pocket. “Guess you’re stuck with me a little longer, huh?”
For a second—just a second—you swore you saw the tips of his ears turn red.
But then he scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re impossible.”
You winked. “And yet, you love seeing me.”
He didn’t answer.
But he also didn’t deny it. 
Shit.
This was not going according to plan.
She was supposed to be pushing you away, not accidentally making you like her even more.
This was bad.
Very, very bad.
And the worst part?
A tiny, traitorous part of her didn’t hate it.
DAY 2
Vi wasn’t nervous.
Nope. Not at all.
Sure, she’d spent the entire morning convincing herself that you wouldn’t talk to her at school—because why would you? In your mind, she didn’t exist outside of that damn record store.
And sure, maybe her heart did skip a beat when she spotted you walking into class, chatting animatedly with your friends.
But she was not nervous.
The moment the teacher started reading out pairs for the group assignment, Vi barely paid attention—until she heard your name.
And then—
“…paired with Vi.”
Vi’s stomach dropped.
Oh, hell no.
She sat up so fast her knee banged against the desk. A few students turned to look, but she barely noticed.
There had to be a mistake.
You? Paired with her?
“Yo, Vi, chill out.” one of the guys snickered from across the room. 
Vi clenched her jaw, resisting the urge to chuck her notebook at him.
Meanwhile, you turned in your seat, scanning the classroom until your eyes landed on her.
Vi stiffened.
Your gaze lingered for a second, your head tilting slightly, like you were trying to place her.
And then—just like that—your expression shifted into something casual.
“Oh,” you said, getting up from your chair. “Guess that’s me.”
You walked over, dropping into the seat beside her without hesitation.
She should’ve skipped. She should’ve skipped.
“Alright,” you sighed, flipping through the worksheet. “Let’s get this over with.”
Vi swallowed hard, gripping her pen like it was a lifeline. “Yeah. Sure.”
You tapped your fingers against the desk, reading the first question. “Alright, uh… What do you think?”
Vi blinked. “Huh?”
You gave her a look. “The question, dude. C’mon, stay with me.”
Vi’s brain short-circuited. Dude? You just called her dude?
“Right,” she muttered, clearing her throat. “Uh, I guess…” She skimmed the worksheet, barely processing the words. “This one?” She pointed to a random answer.
You raised an eyebrow. “Really?”
Vi hesitated. “...No?”
You snorted. “Yeah, let’s go with something else.”
Vi groaned internally. Great. She was an idiot and you thought she was dumb. This was just perfect.
To her credit, you didn’t seem too annoyed. If anything, you were just amused. You scribbled down an answer, tapping the pen against your chin. “Alright, next one…”
Vi exhaled slowly.
She just had to act normal. Keep it cool. Do the stupid assignment. And not think about how ridiculously close you were sitting.
Easy.
Totally easy.
Surprisingly, it wasn’t a disaster.
The two of you managed to get through the assignment without any major incidents. You mostly did the writing while Vi tried not to make a fool of herself.
And now, as you leaned back in your chair, stretching, you let out a satisfied sigh.
“Alright, that’s done,” you said. “You’re not completely useless, I guess.”
Vi huffed out a laugh. “High praise.”
You smirked, tossing your pen onto the desk. “Gotta give credit where it’s due.”
Vi wasn’t sure how to respond to that, so she just nodded.
A few seconds passed.
Then, just as quickly as you’d entered her space, you got up, gathering your things.
“Well, see ya.”
And just like that, you were gone, off to rejoin your friends, laughing at something one of them said.
Vi exhaled, slumping back in her chair.
Crisis mostly averted.
But she was way too close to being caught.
DAY 3
Vi was not about to let herself slip up.
Not now. Not ever.
So after her shift at the record store, she did what she always did—ripped out her piercings, scrubbed off her black nail polish, and made sure her school uniform looked just normal enough to keep you from noticing anything.
It was foolproof.
…Or so she thought.
Because the next morning, when she sat down in class, she made the fatal mistake of stretching her hands out on her desk.
And you noticed.
“Wait a second.”
Vi’s heart stopped.
She barely had time to react before you grabbed her hand, lifting it up for inspection.
“Your nails…” you murmured, narrowing your eyes.
Vi froze.
Oh shit.
There was still a faint trace of black nail polish around the edges of her nails, smudged just enough to be noticeable.
And the way you were staring at it?
Yeah. She was so dead.
Your brows furrowed in concentration. “This color… I feel like I’ve seen it before.”
Vi yanked her hand away, forcing a scoff. “It’s just nail polish. Who cares?”
You ignored her, eyes flickering in thought. Then, slowly—dangerously—your expression shifted.
Your lips parted slightly. “No way…”
Vi stiffened. Oh god, oh god, oh god—
You snapped your fingers. “The music store guy has the exact same nail polish.”
Vi’s stomach flipped.
Was this it? Was this how she got caught?
You stared at her for another few seconds, tilting your head.
Vi could feel the gears turning in your brain.
And then—
“…Meh.”
Vi blinked. “Huh?”
You waved a hand dismissively. “Probably a coincidence.”
Vi nearly collapsed from sheer relief.
You yawned, resting your chin in your palm. “Man, that guy’s been on my mind a lot lately. Think I should ask for his number?”
Vi’s entire body locked up.
She plastered on the most uninterested face she could manage. “Dunno. Maybe he’d say no.”
You snorted. “Pfft. Yeah, right. I’m adorable.”
Vi buried her face in her arms.
She was going to die.
DAY 4
Vi had been doing so well.
She’d managed to keep you clueless, survived another school day without getting caught, and even convinced herself that she was totally in control of this whole situation.
And then you showed up at the record store with that damn smile.
“Hey, mystery guy.”
Vi didn’t look up. “Back again? We're about to close.”
“Obviously.” You leaned against the counter, eyes twinkling. “And today, I actually need your help.”
Vi exhaled, pretending to be annoyed. “You always need my help.”
You ignored that. “So, I was thinking… You’ve got good taste in music, right?”
Vi smirked. “Clearly.”
“Well, I wanna hear it.” You grinned. “Make me a playlist.”
Vi blinked. “What.”
“You know. A playlist. Songs you think I’d like.”
Vi’s stomach dropped.
Oh, hell no.
That was dangerous. Too personal. Too close. Too much room for slipping up.
She needed an excuse. Something to shut this down fast.
“Nah,” she said flatly. “Not my problem.”
Your smile didn’t waver. “Oh, come on. I know you have a good one in mind. Just send it to me.”
“I don’t—”
“Here.”
Before Vi could react, you grabbed her wrist and pulled her hand toward you.
She stiffened instantly.
Because oh god, you were holding her hand.
Not just holding—writing on it.
Her brain completely short-circuited.
She barely processed the way your fingers traced over her skin, the slight ticklish sensation of the pen gliding against it, the casual ease with which you invaded her space like it was the most natural thing in the world.
By the time she snapped out of it, it was too late.
You pulled back, capping your pen with a satisfied nod.
“There,” you said. “That’s my number.”
Vi stared at her palm like it was a ticking bomb.
You winked. “Send me the playlist, okay?”
Vi swallowed. “Uh.”
You gave her a little wave, completely unaware of the absolute meltdown she was having.
“See ya, mystery guy.”
Then, just like that, you walked out.
Leaving Vi standing there.
With your number.
On her hand.
And the horrifying realization that she had no way out of this.
The second you stepped out of the record store, you bolted around the corner, whipped out your phone, and immediately started typing.
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Grinning, you typed back.
Your phone practically exploded with notifications.
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Your friends lost their minds in the chat.
You laughed, slipping your phone back into your pocket.
This was too fun.
Now, all you had to do was wait.
The second you walked out of the record store, Vi knew she was screwed.
It wasn’t just because you had given her your number. No—if it had been just that, she could’ve ignored it. Pretended she lost it. Lied about never seeing it.
But no. You wrote it on her damn hand.
And worse? You did it so casually—like it was the easiest thing in the world. Like it didn’t completely knock the air out of her lungs and set her brain on fire.
Vi was still standing there, completely frozen, when a low chuckle rumbled from the back of the store.
“You’re still in one piece, huh?”
Vi snapped out of it just in time to see Vander, her adoptive father and technically the shop’s owner, smirking as he wiped down the counter.
Powder, Vi’s little sister, was leaning dramatically against the nearest shelf, watching her with wide eyes. “Vi. Oh my God. You got a girl’s number.”
Vi scowled. “Shut up.”
“Oh, hell no.” Powder bolted forward, practically vibrating with excitement. “Lemme see!”
Before Vi could yank her hand away, Powder grabbed it, gasping at the sight of your number.
“Ohhh, this is so real.” Powder looked up at Vander with a huge grin. “Big sis has a crush.”
Vi yanked her hand back like it burned. “I do not.”
Vander chuckled. “You gonna call her?”
Vi stiffened. “What? No.”
Powder gasped dramatically. “You’re gonna ghost her?”
“I didn’t say that!”
“Then what are you gonna do?”
Vi groaned, dragging a hand down her face. “Nothing. I’m gonna do nothing.”
Powder crossed her arms. “You can’t do nothing. She gave you her number. That’s, like, the universal ‘hey, I like you’ move!”
Vander hummed in agreement, setting down his rag. “Gotta say, kid, it’d be rude to leave her hanging.”
Vi’s face burned. “I don’t even know if she likes me like that!”
Powder snorted. “She wrote her number on your hand.”
“Yeah, maybe she just—” Vi cut herself off. Just what? Just wanted a playlist? Just wanted to mess with her? Just wanted an excuse to talk to her again?
Vander raised an eyebrow. “You look like you’re about to have a heart attack.”
“I’m not.”
“Mm-hmm.”
Vi groaned, shoving her hands deep into her hoodie pockets. “Can we please just close up the store and forget this ever happened?”
Vander chuckled. “Sure, sure. But if she shows up again, I’m making you ring her up.”
Vi froze.
“Wait, no—”
But Vander was already walking toward the back room, Powder following close behind with a devious smirk.
Vi slumped against the counter, exhaling sharply.
This was not how today was supposed to go.
Vi locked up the shop, shoving her hands deep into her hoodie pockets as she stepped onto the dimly lit street.
The air was cool, the usual hum of the city filling the silence. Normally, she liked the walk home. It was quiet, easy—time to clear her head.
Not tonight.
Tonight, her brain was screaming.
Because no matter how hard she tried to push it aside, her palm still tingled where you had grabbed it.
Where you had written your damn number.
Vi scowled, rubbing at her hand as she walked. The ink had smudged a little, but the numbers were still clear.
Send me the playlist, okay?
Your words echoed in her head, over and over, until she wanted to throw herself into traffic.
She could ignore it. She should ignore it.
But that wasn’t gonna stop you.
You’d just show up at the store again, all teasing and smug, cornering her into another conversation.
She hated how easily you did that. How easily you got under her skin.
Vi exhaled sharply, kicking at a loose rock on the sidewalk.
By the time she reached home, her nerves were shot. She slammed the door behind her, tossed her bag onto the floor, and collapsed onto her bed with a heavy sigh.
Her phone buzzed.
Her breath hitched.
She scrambled for it, unlocking the screen—
Not you.
Just some random notification.
Vi groaned, flopping onto her back.
This was ridiculous.
She needed to stop thinking about you.
She needed to end this now.
Without looking, she grabbed a wet wipe from her desk and started rubbing at her palm.
The ink smudged.
But as she watched the numbers fade, her chest got this weird, horrible feeling—like she was making a mistake.
She swallowed hard.
And before she could think about it too much, she grabbed a pen.
And rewrote your number.
Just in case.
Then, throwing the pen aside, she buried her face in her pillow and groaned.
She was so, so screwed.
Vi slumped at her desk, headphones on, phone in her hand, staring at the empty playlist with a scowl.
Making a playlist for someone should be easy. It wasn’t like she hadn’t done it before. But this wasn’t just some random playlist. You had asked for it. And somehow, that made it so much harder.
She huffed and started adding songs at random, going with her usual favorites.
"Smells Like Teen Spirit" – Nirvana.A classic. No way she could go wrong with that.
"The Pretender" – Foo Fighters.Yeah, solid choice. High energy. A little chaotic. Should be your vibe.
She tapped her fingers against the desk, thinking.
"Reptilia" – The Strokes.Good riff, good energy.
"Last Nite" – The Strokes.… Maybe a bit too mainstream? Whatever. Adding it anyway.
She continued scrolling, adding songs she thought you might like—or at least songs she hoped you’d think were cool.
"Do I Wanna Know?" – Arctic Monkeys.Wait. No. That sounded way too much like a confession. She deleted it immediately.
"Are You Gonna Be My Girl" – Jet.Deleted. Way too flirty.
She groaned, running a hand through her hair. Why is this so hard?
At this rate, she was going to end up overanalyzing every song. Should she just throw in some random stuff and hope for the best? Or should she actually put effort into it?
She clicked on a new song.
"Seven Nation Army" – The White Stripes.
Okay. This one could stay.
She sat back, staring at the playlist. It was good. Solid. A little messy, but it fit.
It should’ve been fine.
But somehow, it didn’t feel like enough.
She bit her lip, hesitating—then, without thinking too hard about it, she added one last song.
"Everlong" – Foo Fighters.
Her finger hovered over the screen.
That one was definitely a little too much.
Too personal.
Too… soft.
But instead of deleting it, Vi pressed save.
Now she just had to figure out how to actually send it to you without completely losing her mind.
Your number was still sitting there, clear as day, saved under a blank contact.
She shouldn’t text you.
She should just ignore it.
But if she ignored it, you’d definitely come back to the store, all smug and teasing, asking why she hadn’t sent the playlist yet. And then what? She couldn’t just say no. That would be weird. Suspicious.
Vi groaned, flopping back onto her bed.
This was so stupid.
It was just a playlist. It wasn’t like she was agreeing to a date or something. All she had to do was send a message, drop a few song links, and be done with it.
Simple.
Easy.
Except her hands wouldn’t move.
Her thumbs hovered over the keyboard, typing out a quick, Here’s your playlist, before immediately deleting it.
Too blunt.
She tried again. Here you go. Let me know what you think.
Nope. Too casual. Too friendly. She didn’t talk like that.
Vi groaned, covering her face with one hand. She had never felt so stupid over a text in her life.
Her phone buzzed.
Her heart jumped.
But when she checked, it wasn’t you. Just some random notification.
Vi scowled, tossing her phone onto the bed.
She needed to get a grip.
It was just a text. Just a stupid, meaningless text.
So why the hell was it making her so nervous?
Her eyes drifted back to her phone.
Maybe… just one message.
Just to get it over with.
Her fingers hovered over the keyboard again, hesitating—before she finally, finally typed:
Here’s your playlist.
She hesitated.
Then, before she could overthink it any further, she hit send.
And immediately regretted it.
Vi tossed her phone across the bed, rolling onto her stomach and groaning into her pillow.
Now she had to wait.
And that was so much worse.
You had been checking your phone way too much.
Not that you’d ever admit it.
But, well… it had been hours since you gave your number to the record store clerk, and there was still nothing. No text. No playlist. No reaction.
You weren’t worried, exactly. It’s not like he had to text you right away. But still—what was taking so long?
It wasn’t like you asked for something difficult. Just a playlist. A few songs. How hard could that be?
Your friends had been blowing up the group chat all night.
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You rolled your eyes.
Okay, maybe that was a little funny. The thought of him—cool, quiet, aloof him—nervous over a simple text? No way.
You checked your phone again. Still nothing.
With an exaggerated sigh, you flopped onto your bed, tossing your phone onto your pillow. Maybe you really would have to “accidentally” stop by the record store again, just to remind him.
Before you could dwell on it too much, your phone buzzed.
Your heart jumped.
You snatched it up so fast you nearly dropped it.
One new message.
From an unknown number.
Your stomach did a little flip.
You clicked it open.
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You blinked.
That was… it?
No explanation? No hey, sorry for the wait? No follow-up?
Just straight to business.
You stared at the message for a second before a grin crept onto your lips.
Classic mystery guy.
Shaking your head, you clicked on the link, opening the playlist.
The first few songs made sense. Smells Like Teen Spirit, The Pretender, Reptilia—all solid, all very him.
But as you scrolled further, something caught your eye.
"Everlong" – Foo Fighters.
You paused.
That one felt… different.
More personal.
Your lips curled into a smirk.
Oh, this was interesting.
Grinning, you clicked play.
Then, without missing a beat, you typed back:
You: Took you long enough ;)You: Good taste though. Didn’t take you for a Foo Fighters kind of guy.
And then, for good measure:
You: Guess I’ll have to come back and thank you in person.
You hit send, tossing your phone aside as Everlong started playing through your speakers.
Let’s see how he handled that.
Vi had finally started to relax.
She’d thrown herself onto her bed, tucked herself under the blankets, and convinced herself that it didn’t matter.
Your number was still there, sitting clear as day in her contacts. But if she ignored it, nothing bad would happen.
She could just go to sleep, wake up, go to work tomorrow, and pretend this never—
BZZT.
Vi flinched.
Her whole body tensed as she stared at her phone.
It was probably nothing. A spam message. An email.
Her phone buzzed again.
Nope. That was definitely a text.
Vi squeezed her eyes shut. Don’t check it. Don’t check it. Just sleep.
Her phone buzzed again.
“Oh, come on,” Vi groaned, rolling over and grabbing her phone.
Her screen lit up.
Vi’s stomach dropped.
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Her face burned. Shit.
She knew she should’ve taken that song out.
Vi sat up so fast she nearly flung herself out of bed.
“Oh, come on,” she groaned, running a hand down her face.
She was so screwed.
Powder’s muffled voice called from the next room. “Vi? Why are you having a crisis?”
“I am not having a crisis!”
A beat of silence. Then—
“Oh my God, she texted you, didn’t she?!”
Vi threw a pillow at the wall. “Go to sleep, Powder!”
Her little sister just cackled.
Vi groaned, turning back to her phone.
Okay. Okay. She just had to answer normally. Like a normal person.
She started typing.
Vi: Didn’t realize I was on a deadline.
No, too dry.
She deleted it and tried again.
Vi: Didn’t know you were that impatient.
No, that sounded flirty.
God, what was wrong with her?
Powder’s voice rang out again. “Vi, if you don’t text her back, I will do it for you.”
Vi hissed. “Mind your own business!”
Powder snickered.
Vander’s voice came from down the hall, groggy with sleep. “Both of you, go to bed.”
Vi exhaled sharply, rubbing her temple.
After a full minute of struggling, she gave up and just typed:
Vi: Glad you liked it.
Simple. Safe. Nothing weird.
She hovered over the send button.
Her thumb twitched.
Then, against her better judgment, she added:
Vi: You don’t have to thank me.
There. That should be enough.
Before she could overthink it, she hit send and immediately dropped her phone onto the bed like it was a bomb.
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Powder’s voice rang out one last time, muffled but way too smug:
“You’re so whipped.”
Vi buried her face in her pillow and groaned.
She was so, so screwed.
DAY 5 
The next day Vi found herself immersed in a carnival-style event at the local park. Vander’s friend was holding the event for charity, and he had asked the crew to pitch in. Powder had dragged Vi along, claiming it was going to be "fun" and that she could get free food, which Vi was more than happy to oblige. She had no school today, so why not help out?
Vi was stationed at one of the shooting booths, managing the game for the event. She wasn’t a fan of the loud noises or the chaos of crowds, but it kept her distracted. It kept her from thinking too much about you.
You were still in her head after last night. The playlist. The text. That small, nervous excitement that she couldn't shake. It was driving her crazy. So, she focused on her work and the customers in front of her, pushing all thoughts of you aside.
Just then, her eyes caught a familiar figure entering the park.
It was you.
Her heart skipped a beat. You weren’t just casually strolling through, though. You were heading right toward her booth.
Her stomach did a flip, and she felt her face flush. No. No, no, no. Why now? Why here?
Vi didn’t know how to act. There you were, looking like you belonged at this carnival more than anyone else, as if you hadn’t completely wrecked her calm and composed façade just the night before. Vi’s grip tightened around the clipboard in her hands, her eyes instinctively darting around for a way to hide—anything to avoid a repeat of their last awkward encounter.
Her eyes landed on the table next to her. A pile of carnival masks, left over from a previous booth, stared back at her. One mask in particular—a plain party mask—caught her attention. It wasn’t too flashy or dramatic. It was simple, easy to put on, and most importantly, it would cover her face. Perfect.
Without thinking too much about it, she quickly grabbed the mask and slipped it over her face, adjusting it to cover her expression just enough so that she could breathe, but still stay somewhat hidden.
Meanwhile, you were happily strolling through the carnival with your friends, casually making your way to the shooting booth. You weren’t expecting to win, but you were definitely up for the challenge.
“Bet I can beat you,” one of your friends teased, nudging you forward. “Come on, let’s see what you got.”
You sighed, a bit cocky. “I’ve got this in the bag. Watch and learn.”
Your friends laughed as you took your turn, aiming at the targets. But for some reason, the gun felt heavier than you remembered, and your aim was off. Your frustration grew with every miss.
“Ugh! Seriously?” you groaned as you fumbled with the gun, only managing to hit one target out of five.
Vi, watching from behind the booth, saw you struggling. She shifted uncomfortably in her position, feeling that familiar tug in her chest. She wasn’t sure why, but she didn’t like seeing you upset, even if you weren’t aware of it.
After a moment, Vi stepped forward, pulling her mask down slightly—just enough so it stayed secure but still let her speak. “You look like you need a hand,” she said, her voice a little hesitant. Her stomach flipped at the thought of being noticed. She wasn’t supposed to be the one in the spotlight, not here, not now.
You blinked, caught off guard by her presence. “What? No, I’m fine, really. Just having an off day.”
She raised an eyebrow, though her mouth quirked into an amused smile under her mask. “Doesn’t look like it.” She gestured at the gun. “You want me to take a shot?”
You hesitated. Something about her seemed oddly familiar, but you couldn’t place it. It wasn’t like you’d seen her before, but the way she carried herself... it reminded you of something.
Before you could say anything, she snatched up the gun with an easy, practiced motion. She set her stance and began taking her shots with precision, hitting every target effortlessly.
You gawked at her in silence. Damn, she’s good.
With one final shot, she hit the last target, and the bell rang, signaling a win. The lights flashed above the booth, and she handed you the prize—a giant stuffed bear.
You blinked, completely dumbfounded. “Wait, you really didn’t have to do that. I was just… trying to have fun. I didn’t expect to actually win.”
Vi shrugged, looking just a little too calm for someone who had just stepped in to save the day. "No big deal. You looked like you needed a little help."
But her mind was spinning. Why did I do that? Why did I step in?
Her eyes flicked nervously toward you, but behind her mask, her face flushed red. What the hell, Vi? She cursed to herself. Why are you acting like this?
You blinked again, studying her a little more closely. That odd sense of familiarity crept back, and you couldn’t shake it. There was something about her—the way she moved, how she made everything look so easy. But the mask was throwing you off. Maybe it’s just me overthinking. You tried to push the thought aside.
“Thanks,” you said, awkwardly accepting the prize. “I owe you one.”
Vi, still in a daze, managed a short nod, her heart racing. “No need. Just… enjoy the game.”
You gave her a small smile, but the moment was over. You turned back to your friends, who were eagerly moving toward the next booth.
As you walked away, you glanced over your shoulder, just to see her standing there, adjusting the mask, her posture stiff and unsure, like she was trying to disappear into the background.
Vi’s stomach was doing flip-flops, and her thoughts were running wild. I’m an idiot. Why the hell did I step in like that? Why’d I even try to help her? She doesn’t need me to do that, and now I look like a fool.
She couldn’t stop replaying the scene in her head, the way you’d looked at her for just a second too long, like you recognized her. Oh my god, what if she knows? What if she realizes who I am?
She adjusted her mask a little, trying to calm her nerves. You’re fine, Vi. It’s fine. You didn’t do anything wrong.
But deep down, she wasn’t so sure.
She tried to distract herself by focusing on the next group of carnival-goers who approached her booth. But all she could think about was you—and that mask that probably wasn’t even enough to keep you from figuring out who she was.
Vi barely made it through the rest of her shift.
After you left the booth, she couldn’t stop replaying the moment in her head. The way you had looked at her. That pause when you had stared at her just a second too long. That stupid feeling in her gut that told her she was being so obvious.
She didn’t recognize me, right?
Vi groaned, running a hand down her face. She could still feel the warmth on her cheeks, and the way her fingers had trembled when she handed you the stuffed bear.
"Vi, are you good?"
She stiffened. Powder was suddenly right there, standing next to her booth with a half-eaten funnel cake in her hands, eyebrows raised in amusement.
Vi sighed, adjusting the mask on her face. “I’m fine, Powder.”
"You sure?" Powder smirked, taking a slow bite of her snack. "‘Cause you look like you’re about to pass out."
Vi shot her a glare. “Go bother someone else.”
“Ohhh, touchy,” Powder teased, rocking on her heels. "You look extra weird today. What’s with the mask, anyway?" She poked Vi’s arm. "What, you trying to be mysterious or something?"
Vi stiffened, nearly choking on her own breath. “No,” she said way too fast.
Powder’s smirk widened. “OHHHH MY GOD.” She pointed at Vi like she just cracked some world-ending secret. “You’re hiding from someone!”
Vi paled. “Shut up.”
"You are!” Powder cackled, her blue eyes gleaming. “Wait, wait—who is it? Someone from school? Omg, do you owe someone money? Did you piss off the wrong person?"
Vi groaned, pinching the bridge of her nose. "Powder, I swear—"
Then, as if the universe was hell-bent on making her suffer, your voice cut through the carnival noise.
“Guys! I'm gonna try that game again—”
Vi froze.
She barely had time to react before you and your friends walked back toward the booth.
Oh, shit. Oh, shit. Oh, shit.
She spun around so fast Powder blinked in confusion. “What are you—”
“COVER ME,” Vi hissed, practically throwing herself behind Powder.
Powder snorted. "Vi, you’re like 6 inches taller than me—”
“Shut up,” Vi whisper-yelled.
Powder turned, watching as you approached the booth again, seemingly interested in another round. Her eyes flicked back to Vi, who was literally crouching behind the prize shelf like some kind of escaped fugitive.
Her grin grew wicked. "Wait a second.”
Vi paled. "Powder. No."
Powder gasped, clapping her hands together. “IT’S HER.”
“SHHHH,” Vi hissed, shoving Powder away before she could draw more attention. “Be cool, be normal.”
Powder was not normal. In fact, she was giggling like a madman.
Vi had never known fear like this.
She stayed frozen in place, barely daring to peek out from behind the booth. You cannot recognize me, you cannot recognize me, you cannot recognize me—
Meanwhile, you handed some tickets to the person running the booth (thankfully not Vi) and picked up the toy gun again.
You squinted at the targets, biting your lip in focus. “Alright, I gotta redeem myself. No way I’m losing again.”
Your friends cheered you on as you took your shots—though you weren’t that much better than before.
From behind the booth, Vi watched, her fingers gripping the edge of the wooden counter.
She hated how cute you looked when you were focused.
FUCK.
She turned away, squeezing her eyes shut. Get a grip, Vi. Pull yourself together. You’re wearing a mask. She has no idea it’s you. Just stay put and—
"Hey, where’d the guy from earlier go?"
Vi's blood ran cold.
You were looking around, puzzled, obviously wondering where the masked mystery guy had disappeared to.
Powder, the absolute menace, grinned so wide it could split her face in half.
“Oh, him?” she said sweetly, her voice dripping with mischief.
Vi panicked.
She kicked Powder’s ankle under the booth.
Powder yelped. “Ow! Rude!”
You blinked at her. "Huh?"
Powder scowled at Vi (who was mouthing I will end you from behind the counter), then turned back to you with an innocent shrug.
"Dunno where he went," Powder said casually, rubbing her shin. "Probably went on break or something."
You frowned, disappointed. “Damn. Alright.”
Vi exhaled so hard she felt her soul leave her body.
You sighed, shaking your head before turning to leave. "Oh well. Let’s try the ring toss next."
Your friends nodded, and just like that, you walked away.
Vi didn’t move until you were completely out of sight.
Then, she collapsed against the booth, staring at the sky like she had just survived a near-death experience.
Powder immediately burst out laughing.
"Oh my God," she wheezed, wiping tears from her eyes. "That was painful to watch. I should’ve recorded that."
Vi groaned, burying her face in her hands. "Kill me."
"Seriously, though—"why" are you hiding?" Powder grinned, nudging her sister. “Wait, wait, don’t tell me—you have a crush on her.”
Vi flinched so hard it was like she got shot.
Powder gasped dramatically. "HOLY SHIT. YOU TOTALLY DO.”
Vi grabbed a random stuffed animal and smacked Powder with it. "SHUT UP."
Powder just cackled harder.
Vi groaned, dragging a hand down her face. This was a disaster.
Because, deep down, she knew Powder was right.
She had it bad.
And worse? You still had no idea.
DAY 6
Vi woke up feeling like she had been hit by a truck.
Not physically—though Powder had tackled her in a fit of laughter at least once after the carnival—but emotionally. Mentally. Spiritually.
Because, well… she had hid from you.
Like a total idiot.
Groaning, she shoved her pillow over her face and refused to move.
Maybe if she stayed in bed long enough, the earth would just open up and swallow her whole.
You didn’t recognize me… right?
The thought had been plaguing her all night. You had looked at her funny. There was something in the way your gaze lingered, like a puzzle piece that almost fit but not quite.
Vi groaned again, rolling onto her side.
She should’ve just acted normal. Just played it cool. But nooo, she had to throw a mask on her face and then go and win a stupid bear for you.
She punched her pillow. WHY did I do that?!
And worse—why did she kind of like the way you had smiled at her for it?
No. No, she was not thinking about that.
She needed to get a grip.
With a long, suffering sigh, Vi finally sat up, rubbing her face. It was her day off, and she was determined to not make it about overthinking every embarrassing thing she had done in the last 24 hours.
…Or at least she was going to be determined. After coffee.
She dragged herself to the kitchen, where Powder was already sitting at the table, swinging her legs and scrolling on her phone.
As soon as Vi entered, Powder grinned.
“Morning, mystery guy.”
Vi immediately turned around. “Nope.”
Powder cackled. “You are so embarrassing.”
Vi groaned, grabbing a mug and pouring herself coffee. “Please, for the love of God, shut up.”
Powder ignored her completely. “No, but seriously, Vi, that was painful to watch. I mean, you were full-on hiding behind a prize shelf like a little kid. That was some next-level awkward.”
Vi scowled. “I panicked.”
"Clearly." Powder smirked. "You should’ve just talked to her."
Vi scoffed. "Oh, yeah, because that would’ve gone so well. ‘Hey, remember me? I’m actually the guy you were lowkey flirting with at the record store, except I’m not a guy, and I was wearing a stupid mask all night because I’m an idiot—’”
Powder wheezed. "Yeah, that would've been hilarious."
Vi sighed, sipping her coffee. “I hate you.”
“No, you don’t.” Powder rested her chin in her hand. "Sooo… are you ever gonna tell her?”
Vi nearly choked on her coffee. “Tell her?”
“Yeah, y’know,” Powder said, tilting her head. “That you’re you.”
Vi ran a hand through her hair, exhaling sharply. “She doesn’t need to know.”
Powder blinked. “She thinks you’re a dude.”
"She assumes I’m a dude,” Vi corrected. “I never said I was."
Powder gave her a look. "Vi, you literally avoided correcting her every time she called you ‘him.’"
Vi groaned. "It’s not that deep, Powder."
"It is that deep!" Powder threw her hands up. "You like her! And now you’re stuck in this dumbass mess because you couldn’t just say, ‘Oh, by the way, I’m a girl.’”
Vi pinched the bridge of her nose. “Okay, one—I don’t like her. And two—”
"BULLSHIT." Powder pointed dramatically. “You are so down bad.”
Vi turned red. “I am not.”
Powder leaned in with a wicked grin. “Then why’d you win her a stuffed animal, Vi?”
Vi froze.
Powder gasped, smacking the table. “OH MY GOD.”
Vi wanted to die.
“You so like her,” Powder cackled. “Ohhh, I’m telling Vander—”
Vi slammed her hand over Powder’s mouth. “Don’t you dare.”
Powder muffled a laugh against Vi’s palm before pulling back, grinning so smugly.
Vi groaned, rubbing her temple. “This is a disaster.”
"No, this is hilarious," Powder corrected.
Vi ignored her, downing the rest of her coffee like it was alcohol.
After a long silence, Powder spoke again, her tone suddenly too casual.
“Sooo… what if she comes back to the record store today?”
Vi froze.
She hadn’t even thought about that.
You had said you’d come back.
Vi’s heart did an annoying little flip.
Powder’s smirk widened. “Ohhh, you’re so screwed.”
Vi put her head down on the table with a thud. 
DAY 7
Vi sighs, rubbing the back of her neck as she leans against the counter. It’s been a busy Saturday, and she’s been thinking about you more than she’d like to admit. Every time she catches a break, her mind drifts back to the way you’d smile at her, the way your eyes would light up whenever you walked into the shop. She tells herself it’s nothing, just a passing distraction. She’s supposed to be focused on work, not daydreaming.
She glances up at the clock.
4:00 PM.
Still no sign of you.
Vi frowns. It shouldn’t matter. It’s not like you’ve been coming every day. Maybe you’re busy. Maybe you’ve lost interest. She shouldn’t be disappointed. She doesn’t even know why she cares.
She pulls off her cap and mask, letting the cool air hit her face. It’s probably better this way. She can stop overthinking, stop wondering if you’d show up.
Meanwhile, you’re sprinting down the sidewalk, your heart pounding with a mix of frustration and nerves. You’re late. Traffic’s been hell, and now your stomach is in knots. You promised yourself you wouldn’t think about it too much, but how can you not?
You reach the record store, hand hovering over the door handle, and then—
You freeze.
There she is.
Vi.
The mask and cap are gone. The moment your eyes land on her, it’s like everything else fades away. The voice. The posture. The way she stands, leaning against the counter, the easy confidence in her movements.
Oh my god.
It was her all along.
The realization hits you like a punch to the gut, and your stomach lurches. You’ve been crushing on Vi—the girl behind the counter—this whole time. The girl who was always right in front of you.
Your pulse quickens, blood rushing to your head as a mix of panic and disbelief crashes over you. You can barely process the flood of thoughts, and then it hits you even harder: she knew. She knew you thought she was a guy, and she never said a word. Never corrected you. Never let on.
What the hell? Why didn’t she say something?
Your fists clench at your sides as a wave of humiliation floods your chest. Did she think it was funny? Was she watching you, letting you stumble around, thinking you were flirting with some mysterious guy while secretly knowing you were completely wrong?
A sharp heat rises in your face as embarrassment claws at you, twisting into something more uncomfortable. You want to leave. You want to forget about all of this, but something’s gnawing at you. Something deeper that you don’t want to confront.
If Vi never corrected you, then why the hell were you attracted to her in the first place?
You stop yourself, heart pounding in your throat as your stomach churns. This isn’t just about her being a girl. You didn’t care about that before. Or at least, you didn’t think you did. But now? It’s impossible to ignore.
You take a shaky step back, your chest tightening with all these conflicting emotions you can’t name. Confusion. Embarrassment. Frustration.
And yet, there’s something else, something undeniable, twisting at the pit of your stomach.
You can’t go in. Not now. Not when she might see the look on your face. Not when you don’t even know what’s going on in your own head.
Without thinking, you turn and rush toward the curb, hailing the first cab that passes by. The ride back feels like an eternity. You sit there, arms crossed tightly over your chest, staring out the window as the world blurs by. Your mind is a whirlwind of thoughts, looping in on itself, never quite settling on anything.
By the time you step through the door at home, you can’t shake the feeling that something’s changed. You’re unsettled. Conflicted. And you still don’t have the answers.
“Home so soon?” your mom’s voice calls from the kitchen, but you don’t even acknowledge her.
“Yeah, changed my mind,” you mutter, your voice lacking conviction as you head upstairs.
You slam the bedroom door shut behind you and collapse face-first into your bed, groaning into the pillow.
This is so stupid. Why do you care this much? Why does it feel like your entire world just shifted, and you can’t even keep up?
But the worst part? You still like Vi. You like her. And you have no idea what to do with that.
Everything feels like one big mess, and you’re stuck at the center of it.
 DAY 1 
Vi walks into the classroom, headphones stuffed into her bag seconds before entering. She lets her eyes wander around the classroom, and her gaze lands on you. You had been talking to your friends for the past few minutes, rambling on about boys or whatever the hell you guys could ramble about.
Vi places her bag next to her seat, and sits down. She took out her textbook, silently waiting for you to greet her.
Five minutes had passed, and it seemed as if she hadn’t even existed to you. Your friends started asking about ‘’the mysterious clerk’’ you had liked. Your expression faltered— for just a split second. But no one else noticed. You told your friends nothing new had happened, and brushed the topic aside.
Vi’s eyes dimmed. I mean, you hadn’t said anything bad. It was—  whatever.
DAY 2
Okay, she had definitely done something wrong. You talked about her yesterday, only answering a question, your friend asking for new updates on ‘’the mysterious clerk’’. You didn’t visit the shop either, Vi finding herself disappointed at the fact you hadn’t shown up. It was—  whatever.
DAY 3
‘’Hello? Vi? You there?’’ Vander says as he shakes his hand in front of Vi, trying to catch the clerks attention. Vi snaps out of whatever daze she had caught herself in.
‘’Ah— Vander? Yes sorry, I zoned out there.’’ Vander lets out a light laugh, and tells Vi it’s not a big deal. Vi curses to herself, as Powder exits the bathroom. 
‘’Saw what just happened. You good sis? You never zone out like that.’’ Powder was worried. Vi had been zoning out a lot these past few days; her sister never does that.
‘’Yeah no I’m… I’m fine. Just tired Powpow, schools been a lot.’’ Powder frowns. She was sure there was more Vi wasn’t telling her, but she knew Vi wasn’t in the mood.
‘’Okay, don’t forget to take care of yourself.’’ Vi sighs in relief as Powder starts to mind her own business. Vi doesn’t know why she keeps thinking about you— she barely even knows the girl. So what if she knew her favorite songs? So what if she knew you liked eating strawberry ice cream more than chocolate? It wasn’t that big of a deal— it was just little things. She didn’t even care that much.
DAY 4
Vi watched as you laughed with your friends, all of them sat near you. Back then— you’d try to include her in all the conversations, talking about ‘’the mysterious clerk’’. But now? You had barely spoken a word about her—  or rather, him. It was starting to concern Vi. She doesn’t recall doing anything offensive. Vi sighs. She had come to terms with her caring— even if she didn’t know why. It was quite the headache, but maybe, a part of her— had been missing you all this time.
But still, the girl had no idea why. So Vi had held it in, hoping today would be the day you finally decided to ‘’grace’’ her with your presence.
DAY 5
Vi was losing her mind.
She had no idea what was going on.
One day, you were all smiles, flirting, laughing, hanging around the store like you belonged there. Then suddenly—nothing.
You didn’t show up. You didn’t look at her in class. You didn’t even acknowledge her existence.
It wasn’t just weird—it was wrong.
Vi sat on the couch, tossing a stress ball up and catching it repeatedly, her leg bouncing. She hated feeling like this—like something was out of her control. She just needed to know what the hell happened.
She threw the ball harder. It smacked against the wall and hit her in the face.
“Dude,” Powder said from across the room, watching the whole thing. “What’s up with you?”
Vi scowled, rubbing her forehead. “Nothin’.”
Powder raised a brow. “Mhm. Right. That’s why you just took yourself out with a stress ball?”
Vi grumbled something under her breath, slumping back.
Powder hopped onto the couch beside her, nudging her shoulder. “Come on. You’re acting weird. Did something happen at school?”
Vi hesitated.
Did something happen?
She wracked her brain for answers.
You had been fine the last time she saw you at the record store. You even—she swallowed—flirted with her. You had laughed, teased her, looked at her in that way that made her ears burn.
And then?
Radio silence.
Powder poked her. “You’re thinking way too hard about this.”
Vi groaned, covering her face. “She’s ignoring me.”
Powder blinked. “Huh?”
“She—” Vi huffed, dropping her hands. “She was talking to me just fine before. And now? She won’t even look at me.”
Powder frowned, tilting her head. “Did you say something to piss her off?”
“No!” Vi paused. “…I don’t think so?”
Powder deadpanned. “Vi.”
“I didn’t!” Vi groaned, dragging a hand down her face. “I have no clue what I did.”
“Okay, okay, jeez,” Powder said, raising her hands. “So, what, she just randomly started ignoring you?”
Vi clenched her jaw, leaning forward. “It’s not just that.”
The way she looked at her was different now—like Vi was something she didn’t want to be near.
Like she was some kind of problem.
And Vi hated it.
She didn’t even know why she cared so much.
It wasn’t like they were close. It wasn’t like she was owed anything.
Hell, she barely even knew this girl.
But still.
Something about being shut out so suddenly burned.
Powder nudged her. “If you really didn’t do anything, maybe she’s just dealing with her own stuff.”
Vi exhaled sharply, running a hand through her hair. “Yeah. Maybe.”
“Give it time,” Powder said, patting Vi’s arm. “If she wants to talk, she’ll come to you. If not, then, y’know… whatever.”
Vi grunted, crossing her arms.
She hated waiting. Hated not knowing.
But what else could she do?
So, for now, she’d do what she could.
Wait.
DAY 6
You chewed on the inside of your cheek, staring blankly at the ceiling. The past few days had been… weird. Confusing. Your mind had been running in circles ever since you found out about Vi—the Vi who worked at the record store, the one who had been effortlessly cool, a little smug, and—God—the one you had definitely developed a crush on.
Except, she wasn’t a he.
And somehow, that had sent you spiraling into an existential crisis.
You sighed, rubbing your temples. This was ridiculous. It wasn’t like your feelings had changed overnight. Vi was still Vi. The same Vi who made you laugh with her dumb little comebacks and messed with you in that annoyingly attractive way. The same Vi who made your heart do flips every time she said your name.
So why the hell did everything feel so different now?
Then it hit you.
It wasn’t that you liked Vi because you thought she was a guy. It was because you liked her. You liked her—just as she was. The way she could be effortlessly confident one moment and somehow make you feel like the only person in the room the next. The way she could listen even when she acted like she didn’t care.
You liked Vi.
The realization settled deep in your chest. It wasn’t a bad feeling, just… unfamiliar. You’d never let yourself think about girls like that before. Not seriously, at least. But now that you were, it felt kind of terrifying and freeing at the same time. The fear wasn’t in liking her—it was in not knowing what that meant. Not knowing how to deal with it.
You flopped onto your bed with a groan, burying your face in your pillow. Maybe this was just a phase. Maybe you were overthinking it, letting your mind go to weird places.
But deep down, you already knew the truth.
It wasn’t just some fleeting thing. You liked Vi. You liked how she said your name in that low voice, like she had all the time in the world for you. You liked how she made you feel, how her presence felt like both a challenge and a comfort at the same time.
And maybe that was okay.
Maybe it was okay that you didn’t have all the answers. Maybe it was okay to not have everything figured out yet.
For now, you just let yourself feel. You didn’t need to understand it all, not right this second. All you needed to know was that, for the first time in a long while, you were starting to let yourself want something. Someone. And that was enough for now.
DAY 7
You didn’t expect to feel so nervous. You’d spent the last few days trying to convince yourself that this wasn’t a big deal. That it was just a conversation. That Vi would probably be completely chill about it.
But standing outside the record store now, you felt your heart pounding in your chest. You hadn’t planned on coming here today, but somehow, your feet had led you to the front door.
Vi jolts out of her thoughts when the sound of the door chime cuts through the quiet of the store. She quickly stands upright, her gaze landing on the door as it swings open. She expects the usual group of customers, maybe a few regulars, but then her heart stops when she sees you standing in the doorway. Your eyes meet hers, and for a split second, the world feels like it slows down.
You’re here.
You, who she hadn’t seen in days. You, who had left her hanging without so much as a word. She doesn’t know if she’s relieved or frustrated, but she definitely doesn’t know what to feel when she sees the look on your face—your cheeks flushed with embarrassment, your posture tense.
“Y-You’re back,” Vi stammers, her voice catching as she takes a step toward you. Her breath feels stuck in her chest as she watches you take a hesitant step forward.
There’s a tense silence that fills the space between you both. Vi fidgets with the sleeve of her jacket, unsure of what to do with her hands. Her nerves are firing, her thoughts scattered all over the place. She hasn't felt this way in a long time—so unsure, so vulnerable.
“Yeah…” you say, your voice quieter than usual. You run a hand through your hair, looking away for a brief moment before your eyes dart back to hers.
Vi stands there, waiting for you to say something more, but instead, the words feel like they’re stuck in your throat. You’d had the whole ride back to think about what to say, but now that you’re standing in front of her, it’s as if your mind has gone blank. All the questions you’ve been harboring about what happened between the two of you, about why you hadn’t seen her, they’re all jumbled up inside you. You want answers, but at the same time, you’re not even sure if you’re ready for them.
Finally, the silence stretches too long for either of you to ignore.
"Why didn't you tell me?" you blurt out, the words rushing out of you before you can stop them. Your voice is small, but the frustration behind it is clear. “Why didn’t you say anything? You knew I thought you were a guy... and you let me believe that. Why?”
Vi’s eyes widen at the sudden outburst. She hadn’t expected you to confront her like this—not now, not after everything that had happened. Her mouth opens, but the words don’t come out at first. The shock is evident on her face, her mind racing to piece together what you’re really asking.
“I…” Vi stumbles over her words, feeling heat rush to her face. “I wasn’t trying to— I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable, okay? I didn’t know what to do… I didn’t know how to tell you without it being… awkward.” Her voice falters, her nerves taking over as she nervously scratches the back of her neck. “I mean, you came to the store, and you were all friendly, and I didn’t want to mess that up. I thought if I told you, you’d stop coming, and I didn’t want that.”
Your chest tightens as her words hit you. You had always suspected there was something more to her silence, but hearing it from her mouth makes it all feel real. Vi was caught between wanting to be honest and wanting to keep things easy, and in doing so, she pushed you away without even realizing it.
"Why didn’t you just tell me the truth, Vi?" you ask, your voice softer now, but still laced with confusion. "Why make me figure it out on my own?"
Vi bites her lip, looking down at the counter, clearly struggling with her emotions. “I didn’t want you to think I was… I don’t know… trying to trick you or something.” She takes a deep breath, meeting your eyes with a mix of vulnerability and frustration. “I liked you, okay? And I didn’t want to scare you off with the whole… ‘girl’ thing. But I get it. I messed up.”
Your heart pounds in your chest as you process her words. You didn’t know what to think, or what you even wanted to hear. Part of you still feels betrayed, but another part of you can’t deny the flutter of something else at the thought of her liking you back.
"Why didn’t you just say it from the start?" You step closer, your frustration building again. "I didn’t care that you were a girl. Why would you think that would matter? It’s not about that."
Vi looks like she’s been struck, her face flushing even more at the implication. She swallows, the weight of your words settling in her chest. She wants to say something—anything to explain herself—but the words are trapped in her throat.
"I’m sorry," she whispers finally, her voice strained. "I didn’t mean to make you feel like that. I just… I didn’t know what to do. I still don’t."
The air is thick with the tension of your unsaid thoughts. It’s clear you’re both stuck in this moment, unsure of where to go next. The truth is hanging between you, but it’s messy and complicated. There are no easy answers. No quick fixes.
You take another step toward her, and for the first time in what feels like ages, you see something in Vi’s eyes—a kind of hope, mixed with fear, but also something softer.
"Maybe… we could just start over?" You suggest hesitantly, the words leaving your lips before you can second-guess them. "Like, just talk? Without all the confusion?"
Vi’s eyes widen in disbelief for a moment before her lips pull into a small, nervous smile. "I’d like that," she says quietly.
And just like that, it feels like the weight of the past few days lifts, even if just a little. You both know there’s still a lot left to figure out, but for now, the awkward tension has broken, and maybe that’s enough for now.
Vi steps closer, her usual confident demeanor back in place, though her eyes still hold that vulnerability. “You sure? I mean, I might be a little awkward,” she says with a sheepish grin.
You snort, feeling lighter than you have in days. “I think I can handle awkward.”
Vi laughs, the sound soft and genuine, as the air around you both shifts into something more comfortable. Maybe you don’t have all the answers yet, but at least you’ve started figuring it out—together.
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sugarushwriting · 2 months ago
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cherry popper aftermath — sunghoon
sunghoon x reader
adult content featured, read at your own discretion
“you two are absolutely sickening.” heeseung looked at both you and sunghoon with disgust.
all you two were doing was being a lovey-dovey couple. to be fair, no one was used to the two of you not arguing.
“would you rather us being fighting, trying to rip each other heads off?” sunghoon defended.
“yes.” heeseung, and 3 other of your friends said in unison.
you and sunghoon giggled and gave each other one last kiss to disgust your friends.
“anyway,” your roommate began, “are you all going to soobin’s party tonight?”
“of course.” heeseung replied closing his text book. he stood up from the picnic table you all sat at outside. “im gonna go and try and get half my paper done beforehand knowing ill be extremely hungover in the morning.”
heeseung bid his goodbyes, and soon all your other friends left too.
“do you want to go to the party tonight?” sunghoon asked.
you nodded. “of course, why wouldn’t i?” you asked confused looking at your boyfriend. you smirked, “why got other plans for me?” you teased pulling him closer by his shirt.
breaths apart sunghoon smiled, “maybe. maybe i just want to watch a movie with my girlfriend.”
“or?” you teased out, waiting for sunghoon to give you an alternative option.
he smiled with a chuckle, “or i wanted to just fuck my girl to where she goes dumb.”
your core ached and you immediately clenched your thighs. “oh.” you said softly, surprised but also not surprised by his filthy mouth.
sunghoon loved your reaction, and kissed your nose. “come on, let’s go study for that exam before we go out tonight.”
you groaned, “once a nerd, always a nerd!”
you really just wanted to be dicked down by sunghoon. you couldn’t get enough of his tongue, lips, teeth, hands, fingers, and of course his dick.
after he took your virginity, he made you come three more times the next morning. three. you were exhausted by the afternoon, not even caring for the activities that day. you were only concerned with the activities sunghoon had planned for you.
was you becoming a sex addict?
or maybe just a sunghoon addict?
you were addicted to him like a drug. his dick was the drug, of course his dick the dealer. or is it your orgasms that are the drugs so he’s the dealer?
you were deep in thought, you hadn’t even noticed sunghoon stop mid walk until his hand tangled with yours pulled you back.
“oof,” you groaned surprised. “what’s wrong?”
sunghoon went still, eyes straight ahead. your eyes followed to where his was and your smile dropped.
it was taehyun.
your ex.
sunghoon’s old high school friend.
whom you’ve always told you didn’t have a thing for.
taehyun was staring at you both, face flat. he turned away and walked the other way.
“what the fuck is he doing here? he goes to university 5 hours away!”
sunghoon swallowed, “he may be on break due to exams. he is friends with soobin, too.”
you sighed. “should we skip the party?”
sunghoon shook his head, “soobin may be disappointed if we don’t.”
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you both should’ve skipped the party. it was tense. taehyun did not take his eyes off of sunghoon and you. mainly you.
you were uncomfortable mainly because you knew that look of his. taehyun wanted you. you were just thankful sunghoon didn’t know that look.
but he did. sunghoon recognized that look from taehyun. taehyun used to give you that look in high school. sunghoon always wanted to punch the look right off his face.
sunghoon did all he could do to make it known you were his. ass slaps. ass grabs. hand in your pocket. hand teasing the hem of your bottoms. kisses to your nose, ears, cheeks, neck, your lips were his tongue met yours for a sloppy kiss.
you thought he was just drunk and horny. no. sunghoon was sober and seething red. he was becoming annoyed taehyun wouldn’t remove his eyes from you.
he was jealous. possessive. his hands clenched at his sides.
“hoon, are you okay?” you asked kissing his chin. sunghoon looked down to you meeting your eyes. lust. you were for sure turned on from all the attention he gave you. sunghoon gave you. not that ex of yours.
“do you think if i was to fuck you here out in the open, hed finally take his eyes off you?” sunghoon gritted.
“ignore him baby.” you sighed and ran your hands through his hair. “im yours, only yours.” you leaned on your tiptoes to kiss him.
sunghoon was more of a gentleman than this. but he could not hold himself back anymore. with taehyun staring at you like a piece of meat, the closeness of others, the outfit on you tonight, he needed you. now.
he needed for you to scream that you belonged to him as you creamed on his cock.
he had a pride and possessiveness of himself that he was the one to take your virginity. his name was the one you moaned while you pleasured yourself with your toys. his heart swelled in his chest as he realized you were always his. even when you didn’t think or believe it.
before you could get a say, sunghoon was dragging you to the upstairs bathroom, taehyun watching every moment.
you gasped once your back hit the door of the bathroom and sunghoon was already tugging his pants down.
“usually i would love your body as it should but right now i just need you screaming my name.”
you swallowed seeing the lust in his eyes. you’ve had a feeling sunghoon could be possessive. the first time you both were intimate he found pleasure knowing you were thinking of him always.
you nodded. “use me.” you said and pulled his lips to yours by the back of his neck.
he quickly undressed you enough to were your cunt was on display for him. his fingers teasing your folds as his tongue teased your mouth.
you just groaned and whimpered in need, and a loud moan escaped between your lips when three of his fingers entered you, your head being thrown back against the door.
you lifted your right leg as much as you could to hook around his waist for his fingers to gain better access. “hoonie.”
sunghoon nibbled on your neck, your orgasm close. “fuck im close already baby.”
sunghoon quickly removed his fingers, a pout on your face. he smiled. “you’re coming on my cock like the slut you are.” your cunt ached at the words.
sunghoon turned you to face the bathroom mirror, your front half leaned against the counter, him standing tall behind you, giving your ass a slap.
“watch us through the mirror cherry.”
the nickname. you nodded quickly and sunghoon easily slipped his cock into your greedy and waiting cunt.
“so tight cherry. like our first time all over again.” he sighed and pulled out to the tip, to literally slam back deeply.
“fuck! sunghoon!” you moaned loudly. you bit your lip after realizing how loud that was.
sunghoon’s finger came to your lip, tugging it. “don’t hide those pretty sounds from me. let me know how good i make you feel.”
you nodded, and sunghoon pulled back going back to his fast paced thrusts, hitting you deep and at a perfect angle.
his fingers gripped tightly on your hips, for sure leaving impressions of his nails. “mine. always been mine, cherry.”
“yours.” you half whimpered out, these back shots nearly killing you both in a good way.
“fuck so good for me cherry. always been.”
sunghoon was rambling as he was trying to make you both come at the same time. claiming you as his, grabbing your neck in the process, sloppy kisses between you both, nips at the skin, grabbing any surface possible.
you started to clench around him. “hoon, im—,”
“i know cherry. i know your body. responds so well for me.” sunghoon moaned.
his thrusts sped up, becoming sloppy, a free hand wrapping around your hips to use a finger on your puffy clit.
“who do you belong to, cherry?”
“you sunghoon, i belong to you!”
with one last sloppy thrust, you both came, explosively shall you say, as he pulled out to come on your backside, tilting your head back so your lips met his.
bathroom strong of sex. you both breathed heavily as that was the most intense sex you’ve had. to others it may have not seemed like anything but his words, touches, roll of his hips. the emotions were heightened and there.
you really did belong to him.
he helped you clean up, and kissed you lovingly once you both were back dressed. “need a minute before we go back out?”
you nodded. sunghoon smiled and kissed your forehead.
sunghoon knew, but unknowingly to you, taehyun followed you both up the steps. sunghoon saw the shadow of feet under the door.
he only hoped taehyun finally got the hint you were no longer available to him. that you always belonged to sunghoon himself.
and now that sunghoon had you, he wasn’t letting you go.
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scorpioriesling · 23 days ago
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hii🫶 could you please write a spicy enemies with benefits for xaden?
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Love Hating You
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Pairing(s): Xaden x reader
Warning(s): 18+, mdni, nsfw
Summary: The routine between you and your sworn-enemy was familiar; however, these new feelings between the two of you, weren't.
SR’s Note: This was spicy and yummy yum yum... oof I needed to write another Xaden smut story, lol. I think it’s obvious, but in case not — this takes place before Xaden and Cat are even a thing, so wayyy way back, lol. Enjoy!
Tags: @mellowmusings @rcarbo1 @lilah-asteria @kitsunetori @velarisdusk @nctsawrus @lreadsstuff @freakishfandomfiend @littleemissperfecttt @loveofmychips @bodhidurrans (inbox me or comment if you'd like to be added!)
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"You're... so fucking annoying,"
Xaden's breathless gasps came as his gaze centered on your lips, fully wrapped around his cock. You drew your head back, releasing his length with a lewd pop.
"I think you mean..." you trailed off, your right hand slowly pumping him. "Delicious? Magical? Sweet?" You flicked your eyes up at him, a devilish smile curling your lips. He huffed, rolling his eyes.
"I think the last thing I'd ever call you is 'sweet', that's for sure."
You gripped his cock harder, and he sucked in a sharp breath through clenched teeth. You smiled to yourself, wrapping your lips around the tip of his cock. You continued staring up at him through your thick lashes, delighting in the way his breaths ran ragged.
"Fuck," he sighed, his large hand finding the back of your head. His fingers slid effortlessly through your curls, pushing your lips closer to his hips. You coughed as the length of him slid deeper down your throat, and though he was eager, he took it slow with you.
The small noises coming from your throat as he fucked into it had him tossing his head back, reveling in the way your throat constricted around him. His dick pulsed with need, precum wetting your tastebuds in that familiar taste you frequently desired.
After a few sharp thrusts, he yanked his cock from you with a gasp. His fingers tugged your hair, pulling your lips from him before he completely lost control.
"Get up here... now."
You staggered to your feet, working to regain balance on your high heels. Xaden's fingers curled around your waist, working to hoist you up to your full height. You let out what sounded like a giggle as he shoved you against the bed, and the immediate flare of concern within sparked at the unusual sound.
Xaden stepped between your knees, his palms toying with the hem of your dress.
"Did you think that wearing this," his eyes darkened as they roved over your body. "Was the best choice tonight?"
You chuckled, reaching your fingers up to toy with a strand of his onyx hair.
"What, your ego too big to admit my dress distracted you from your little..." you paused in thought. "Girlfriend, is it? What is Cat to you anyway?"
Xaden's brows narrowed as his gaze refocused on your face.
"She's not my girlfriend," he growled, his hands sliding along the skin of your waist underneath the shimmery fabric. Your breath hitched at the touch, and his eyes flickered for only a moment. You swallowed, and he tracked the lines of your throat with his eyes.
"Yet." You said as his hands found the roundness of your breasts. He squeezed playfully, and your eyes flared. Xaden leaned in, his teeth grazing the delicate skin of your neck. You moaned softly, and he nipped lightly at the skin there.
"Better be glad," he mumbled, his fingers finding your nipple. He pinched softly, and this time you gasped. "I don't think she'd appreciate her 'boyfriend' doing this with her best friend... especially on her bed."
Your bottom lip drew between your teeth as you groaned, your hands leaving the crimson sheets in favor of tangling in his hair. He shuddered at the soft tug, his gaze finding yours again.
"Maybe she would," you said suggestively. "Maybe she would like the idea of-"
"Gods, do you ever stop running that mouth?" Xaden snapped, his frown lines reappearing. You returned the gesture, your fingers leaving his hair in favor of raking down his back.
"You're the one who dragged me in here," you accused. His left hand left your breast in favor of wrapping around his leaking cock, drawing the head closer to your opening. He pressed it against your panty-clad pussy, his gaze boring into yours. He was silent as his opposing hand left your breast to yank at your panties, tugging them over your knees and letting them fall wherever they pleased. His bare, needy length pushed past your entrance, and your eyes widened up at him in anticipation.
"Must be some dress huh, for you to pull me in here and fuck me on your not-girlfriend's bed?"
His eyes darkened as he pushed in, just as slowly as the last time he fucked you.
"I think we both know it wasn't because of the dress."
You didn’t have the capacity to register what he was implying. His cock filled you in the most exquisite way, every vein and bump rubbing along your gummy walls as you took him inch by inch. He sighed in pleasure when he was finally seated to the hilt, his eyes closing softly as he enjoyed the feel of you wrapped around him. Your lips parted as you clenched around his length, raking in the feel of him inside you once more.
When he began to move, it was fast; his restraint had broken the minute he'd seen you enter the party tonight, but now it was a fully lost cause. His fingers gripped the flesh of your hips as he slid his dick into you, over and over and over. His gaze fell on the silvery fabric bunched around your hips, the way it glittered and shone in the dim light and stretched across your midsection in the most enticing way.
But it was when his eyes met yours again that he found it hard to look away. The way your cheeks flushed as he pounded into you, those lush, full lips open as silent moans escaped-
"So beautiful," he whispered. Your eyes opened, wide and round as you looked up at him. The few coherent brain cells were working overtime in your head, and you couldn’t quite accept the compliment he’d just given you.
"What did you say?" You asked, not even quite believing what you just heard. Xaden shook his head sharply, trying to shake off his ‘misspeak’.
"N-nothing," he said gruffly, one hand slipping from your hip to instead push your knee closer to your chest. "You just… take me so well."
You scoffed, trying to keep your tone even despite the ragged breaths coming from your lips.
"That's not what you said," you accused, and Xaden looked away. His cheeks flushed a light rosy shade. "You said-"
"Flip over."
You stared blankly up at him, trying to find any trace of emotion in his stone-cold expression.
"W-what?"
He pulled out of you, his fingers pushing your knees to the side onto the mattress.
"Ass up. Now."
You scowled, and he helped move you to the new position. You barely braced your weight on your forearms before his palm was pressing down on your upper back, the other pulling your ass higher in the air for him. You gasped when he spanked your ass, the slap ringing out loudly in the otherwise quiet bedroom. His breath was hot as it grazed the shell of your ear, and his voice came out low and commanding.
"I know you like it rough -- don't lie to yourself."
Your pussy clenched at his dirty words, and he chuckled lowly at the small action. Despite your hatred for the man, you’d admit he knew your needs better than anyone else; that was what kept you coming back to him time after time, anyway.
His cock prodded your hole, and you moaned loudly when he slipped it all the way in.
"Gods... Xaden... you're..." you squeaked, and you felt his fingers closing around the back of your neck.
"Delicious?" He asked, ramming his cock into you. "Magical?" He asked again, driving in even harder.
"...Sweet?"
Your eyes rolled back as his fingers flexed around your throat, limiting your air inflow in the most divine way. You groaned in a high-pitch as he shoved your face further into the mattress, his cock driving deeper inside of you.
Your sassy response was drowned out against the silken sheets, and Xaden breathed out a heavy sigh. His gaze was fixated on the way your ass reverberated against his hips, the way it bounced as your skin connected with his was...
What was it, though? Mesmerizing? Intoxicating? He couldn't help but let his thoughts wander as he continued driving into you, simply entranced by the way your walls felt clenching around him. He’d never admit to his feelings, thoughts, or anything else for that matter — all he’d do is deny, deny, deny until the day he died.
It only took a few more thrusts before your breathing labored and your walls began to quiver.
"Xaden - Oh Gods, Xaden -" You cried out against the sheets, and he bend over you to speak directly against your ear once more.
"Cum for me baby," he growled, feeling his own impending release tingle at the base of his spine. "Let that pretty pussy cum all over my fucking cock."
His words were your undoing as you released with a shudder, every ounce of pent-up orgasmic bliss pouring from you and coating Xaden's length. He groaned as he released inside of you, shooting cum deep in your pussy. His hands gripped and squeezed your ass as he regained control of his breath, and his gaze fixated on the back of your head.
"C'mere," he mumbled, and you turned to look over your shoulder slowly. He helped navigate you onto your back, his palms gently bracing your lower back as he laid you down gently. He stretched his arms before you, and you couldn't help but study the intricate swirling tattoos of his tattoos stretching across his toned body.
He smirked, dropping his hands and leaning in, dropping to both palms on either side of your head. You laughed as his nose brushed yours, only scolding yourself minutes later.
The silence stretched between the two of you, the tension palpable as his eyes searched yours. You could practically count each gold fleck in those gorgeous orbs, and the way his lips drew closer...
But, you’d never actually kissed before. Sure, he’d been quite literally inside of you many a time; but kissing?
You leaned in without thinking, allowing your lips to press against his. He breathed in deeply through his nose, lowering his head to yours as he kissed you right back. His right hand moved beneath your head, his fingers threading through your hair as he cradled you and drew you even closer to him. His lips moved against yours, the surprise dwelling in both of you as you quite enjoyed how the other tasted.
No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't stop; he loved the way your mouth felt on his. He'd never tasted anything like this, felt anything like your lips before.
But, just as soon as he let himself go there, he stopped himself. And, so did you.
"We need to head back-"
"We should get going-"
You both stopped, your words entangling with eachother. Xaden smiled, actually smiled before he drew back, rising to stand once more. You hated how you immediately missed his touch.
"I'll take these," he said, bending to pluck your panties from the ground and shove them in his pocket. You scoffed, rolling your eyes as you watched him fidget back into his button down.
"For what? A souvenir?" You teased, sitting up straight and ruffling your hair. He shoved his feet back into his shoes, staggering for the door in that refined elegance he so proudly showed off.
"No," he said softly, looking to you once more before turning the handle. You raised an eyebrow, dropping it as you took in his fixated expression.
"More like a reminder that you're..." he looked down, not quite finding the word. Your face softened, and you felt the slight tugging of your heartstrings.
"...real?"
His soft grin widened, and he turned the handle to let himself out.
"Something like that."
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cloudedangels · 4 days ago
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A TEST OF CONTROL (18+)
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2.3k words. PART 1/? not for minors! shoo! Pt 2 -> here
After being stood up three times, MC decides Caleb won’t earn her forgiveness without enduring some playful punishment. What starts as teasing quickly becomes a torturous test of Caleb’s self-control as she takes charge, drawing out every ounce of his restraint.
(Self-Indulgent and heavily inspired by 2-3 of Caleb’s lines in the cafe)
cw/tags: f!MC(reader), slow burn, unresolved sexual tension, dom!mc, sub!caleb, pilot!caleb, established relationship, teasing, punishment kink, edging, light power play, breath, withheld pleasure, delayed gratification, soft dom/sub, emotional tension, begging, dirty talk, gravity evol, fluff and smut, romantic smut, pining, touch, reward/punishment, kisses all over, oral tease, tension relief, switch dynamics, intimacy, NSFW, dominant/submissive, dubcon (mild), restraint, light pain play (scratching), suggestive language, mature themes, power imbalance, sensory teasing
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MC is getting very, very annoyed with Caleb. He's canceled spending time with her twice with “emergency business” for the fleet. And even though when things like this happened before, Caleb tried his best to make it up to her, this time she figured she wouldn't be pleased until he received what she deems as a fair punishment. She sits on her couch, arms folded, waiting and waiting.  ‘I can't believe he canceled two days in a row and still has the nerve to be late today!!’
She flips through channels before hearing light boots and the sound of dangling keys. Then a soft rhythm of knocks follows. 
“It's open.”
She hears the soft click of the door but doesn't get up from the couch. Instead, she turns away and pouts, her head resting on the armrest. The footsteps come closer until Caleb is in front of her face, squatting down to eye level. 
“Hi, pipsqueak. Are you mad at me?” His big pretty eyes look like a sad puppy's.
“Guess.” She pokes him in the forehead with her finger, frustrated at how fast she wants to forgive him. “I was excited to see you. Two days ago, yesterday, this morning…” She scowls.
Caleb tries to hide a smirk at how bratty she's acting, knowing this show she puts on is a necessary and very cute step towards quick and easy forgiveness.
“I'm sorry, cutie,  you know I hate making you wait. The fleet—”
She pushes a finger to his lips before he can finish. “Shh. It's done anyways, no use explaining it again. But… I still haven't come up with a proper way to punish you.” She sits up properly on the couch and turns off the TV, the motion turning her away from him. But not before seeing his somewhat surprised expression.
He comes to sit next to her on the couch and suddenly her head is being turned to him. “Punish me however you like, I'm all yours, pips” She glares at the use of his gravity evol and shoves him onto his back as soon as he lets go of her face. 
“However I want, hm?” She hums.
Caleb lets out a soft “oof” as he lands on his back, laughing under his breath. His arm flops over his forehead like he's fainted. “Ah, Cruel Mistress, striking a defenseless man,” he groans dramatically.
MC narrows her eyes. “You don't look very sorry.”
He peeks at her through his fingers. “Maybe I'm just waiting to see what my punishment is.”
She climbs over him slowly, straddling his hips, and he swallows a bit too obviously. Her hands rest on his chest, steady, firm.
“You made me wait,” she says, low. “You got my hopes up. And you know how I get when I'm disappointed.”
He nods quickly. “You get pouty.”
“And a little mean,” she adds with a smirk, “Don’t you dare forget that.”
“Dangerous combination.” His voice is breathy now, no more teasing. “What are you going to do to me, pipsqueak?”
She leans in close, brushing her nose along his jaw. “You’ll find out. But not all at once. You’ll get it in doses… like I got my disappointment.”
His breath gets a bit heavy. There's no hiding the rises and falls of his chest as he searches for ways of maintaining control of himself. He doesn't touch her, his arms slack at his sides, his right arm hanging off the side of the couch. 
MC looks him in the eyes now, her face centimeters from him, and something dubious lights her expression. She holds his face in her two hands, their breath still mingling softly as Caleb searches her face for her next move, holding himself completely still. Her hips press into his abdomen, her arms across his chest,  her head tilted as she moves his chin down to look at her. “I know what I will do.”
He swallows again his Adam's apple bobbing. “Yeah? What is it, then?” His voice is a bit husky and low, she can almost hear the restraint. 
“Your self-control test is in order, I think.” She whispers into his ear, the action making him shiver beneath her. 
“My self-control test?” He says softly, eyes darting across her face for any sign of not meaning what she said. “Then do you want me to pass with flying colors... or fail miserably?”
She hums, low and thoughtful, the sound skimming along the shell of his ear. “That depends…”
Her fingers trail from his jawline down to the collar of his shirt, brushing barely-there touches that make him twitch under her. Her hips shift just a little, barely, but enough to remind him who’s in control.
“On?” he asks, and it’s a little breathless, a little desperate.
She meets his eyes again, her expression unreadable for a beat. Then, with a wicked little smile:
“On how entertaining your struggle is.”
He lets out a breath that sounds like a laugh caught in a groan. “Oh, I see. You want a show.”
MC nods, mock-innocent. “I waited three days. Seems fair I get some entertainment.”
“Then I hope you enjoy watching a man fall apart, your highness,” he mutters, trying to keep still even as her hands dip just under the hem of his shirt, palms warm against his skin.
She pauses, enjoying the tension curling tight between them. “You’re not allowed to move unless I say so,” she adds, brushing her lips against his cheek – but not quite kissing him. “And no evol. If I even feel a tug of gravity...”
“I won’t,” he promises instantly. “No evol. No hands. No movement. Just...” Torture.
She chuckles, finally settling her weight more firmly on his hips. “Exactly.”
His hands clench at his sides, his breathing uneven, and she can feel the tight coil of restraint beneath her like a drawn string.
“I should be mad at you more often,” she muses aloud. “You’re kind of cute like this.”
He closes his eyes with a strained smile breathing softly out his nose in an ironic chuckle. “Glad I can be of service.”
“Good,” she whispers, and leans in again. “Because I’ve just barely gotten started.”
His eyes flicker open at that, dark with anticipation and lust. She sees it all –  how tightly he's wound, how badly he wants to move, touch her, flip them over. And she also sees how hard he's trying not to. Her hands, splayed open, find their way slowly up his torso as she moves her hips, straddling him lower. He bites his lips, eyebrows knitted, breath catching as she can feel through their pants exactly how much he's holding back.
“Take your shirt off, Caleb.”
He doesn’t move. Not at first.
His eyes search hers, questioning, hopeful, desperate for permission, because technically, that would mean breaking the rules. And she's made those rules very clear.
So she just raises an eyebrow. “Huh? You need help understanding basic commands now, Pilot?”
That’s all it takes.
Caleb sits up slightly, just enough to reach behind his neck and pull the shirt over his head in one smooth motion, jaw tight the entire time. She watches the shift in his shoulders, the flex of restraint even in something so simple. He drops the shirt to the floor beside the couch without taking his eyes off her.
“Much better,  good boy.” She drags her palms across his now heaving chest, letting her nails trace faintly, enough to make him suck in a breath through his teeth. She's always loved his muscles, and as they flex with tightly bound desire she drinks him in with her gaze and careful touch.  
“Remind me to never upset you again…” he groans, laying back down as she pushes him gently. 
“You won't forget, I'm sure.” She smirks at him, truly enjoying him being so helpless.
“Please, can I fail just a little, pipsqueak?” He begs huskily, almost making her weak enough to forget her plan, but it's not enough.
“No way. Pass this with flying colors like you have everything else, my sweet Valedictorian. Perfect marks. Be a good boy.”
He nearly whimpers and she revels in it. 
“You’re taking this seriously,” she whispers, letting a finger trace the edge of his ribcage, “I appreciate the effort.”
“I’m trying so hard,” he grits, voice tight, strained, barely holding onto control. “You have no idea.”
“Oh but I do.” She grins devilishly at that, leaning in and planting a kiss to his throat. 
He trembles beneath her. His muscles are tense, breathing shallow– but he doesn't move. Doesn't grab, and he doesn't flip her over like she can tell he's dying to. His pulse thumps erratically against her lips.
“Three days,” she mutters softly, breath hot against his throat. “Do you know what that does to a girl?”
“I’m learning,” he groans, eyes fluttering shut like he can’t take looking at her anymore without breaking her so called “rules”.
She leans in again, lips at the shell of his ear. “And if I decide I don’t want to let you pass this test?”
He grunts – wound up, helpless, so full of wanting it cuts through the air like static. “Then I’ll fail spectacularly,” he whispers, “but only if you make me. I'm already on the edge of it.”
She giggles softly, unable to contain how that pleases her. Her hands delicately grace his throat, resting there as she kisses just below his ear, then his jaw, the corner of his lips.  She slides her hands down his trembling body like reading scripture in braille as she kisses his throat (twice), his chest, his ribs… 
When her hands rest they are on either side of his waist, thumbs brushing up and down his stomach. His fists clench as she kisses his sternum, just above his belt, darting her tongue out for a millisecond. He twitches his hands, and in his pants. 
“I'm one move away from failing, MC," his voice is a husky groan as his head is thrown back, hands balled into shaking fists. "Is this a punishment... or...?”
“…Or?” she echoes, voice low, breath warm against his skin. She doesn’t lift her head. She just hovers there, lips parted just above the line of his belt, her fingers now resting unbearably light over his hip bones. The control in her touch is both maddening and deliberate. Calculated.
“...Do you want to keep going?” Caleb’s voice is gruff, harsh with self-control and want. “If you keep going, I won't be… able… to let you off the hook. Even if you claim you're doing… it on a whim…” He's breathless, frustrated, his knuckles turning white with gripped restraint. 
Her reply is syrupy and as sweet as it is torturous. “Shh… Are you forgetting” Another kiss to his sternum... “Who” A kiss to the cool metal of his buckle. “Is in charge?” Her breath hovers below his belt, her mouth centimeters away from his clothed arousal.
“Please…” Caleb chokes out,  desperately hanging by a tight thread of control. 
She lifts her head at this, allowing the word to linger in the air for just a moment before responding with a sweetened smile and a whispering voice. “You sound so desperate, Caleb… I like this… the sound of you begging for me… Music to my ears.”
He groans and it's deep and guttural, pained pleasure wrapped in reverence. His eyes flutter open, just enough to meet hers through the haze of desire and restraint.
“That’s because I am desperate,” he grits, voice shaking. “For you.”
Her lips curl into something between a smirk and a smile, satisfaction, maybe. Or mercy, laced with a promise she hasn’t decided to grant yet.
“You’re doing so well,” she whispers, almost mockingly tender as her fingers dip just under the waistband of his pants, but don’t venture further. Her touch is light, barely there, a spark without flame. “And you’ve been so obedient.”
His hips twitch, bucking just slightly beneath her, involuntary, restrained.
“I told you,” he breathes, “I’ll do anything. Just… please.”
She hums again, eyes half-lidded. “Mmm… you almost sound like you're sorry.”
“I am sorry,” he groans. “I’m so sorry.”
That does it.
She sits up slowly, eyes locked with his, hands dragging up his sides as she speaks.
“Good. Because only good boys get what they want.” A beat. “And you’ve been so good for me.”
He barely has time to exhale before she leans in again, this time with intent.
And then, all at once, she kisses him hard, pushing him flat against the couch again as the dam of tension finally, finally snaps. His hands rise, cautiously at first, then urgently, moving to grip her waist, as he grounds himself in the fact that yes, finally, the test is over.
She moves to unbutton his pants and undo his belt,  pulling it out of his pants and tossing it to the floor with a clank. Suddenly, Caleb's evol is hovering her above him, suspending her in air until he flips their positions. 
He's lifted up above her his hands and buff arms on either side of her head. “I might… fuck” he kisses her collarbone while moving one arm to take off her shirt. She lifts her arms as he pulls it up and off her, and the fabric joins his on the floor.
“You might what?” She asks him, her voice cracking with anticipation.
He bites her neck, drawing a mangled moan from her at last. He's breathing like an animal and already damp with sweat. “I might have… run out… of self control.” 
“You earned it… do your worst– and don’t make me wait for it.” She mutters, gripping him tightly. Knowing that with him, she always gets what she wants. One way or another.
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lefteagleblizzard · 1 month ago
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ℑ'𝔩𝔩 𝔡𝔬 𝔦𝔱 𝔞𝔤𝔞𝔦𝔫 Joel Miller x male reader
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Summary: Jackson gave Joel a roof and too much time to remember what he did to save Ellie. Tonight, he comes home to you heavy with guilt and you remind him why he’s still worth holding on to. Even if that means getting pinned to the couch and fucked ‘til exhaustion.
Tags: Set shortly after the prologue of The Last of Us Part II, specifically after Joel plays “Future Days” for Ellie and gives her the guitar. Male reader. He/him pronouns are used towards the reader. Some small angst. Humor. Intimacy between Joel and reader. Established relationship. Smut. Gay smut. Top Joel Miller. Bottom male reader. Anal sex.
This was written with game Joel in mind, since I personally prefer the video game way more than the TV show in general.
ℳ𝒶𝓈𝓉ℯ𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉
Words count: 2800
The place was too quiet for Joel’s liking. Snow crunched under his boots as he stepped up to the porch, air sharp with frost. Twilight had smothered Jackson in a cold blue hush and inside the windows, yellow lamplight glowed warm and soft, beckoning him in.
Joel’s hands ached faintly from the chill, from the strain of chords played on a guitar with worn strings, from the weight of words said and unsaid with Ellie only an hour ago. That song still lingered on his tongue along with the way she stared, silent and distant. It carved into his chest like a serrated knife, slow and cruel.
The door creaked open under his palm. Home smelled of gun oil and coffee, leather and you. Not just your cologne, but your sweat and skin, the faint spice that clung to your shirts and the citrus cleaner you used only on the countertops and nowhere else, which annoyed the hell out of him but made him feel whole.
You sat sprawled on the couch, lithe and loose-limbed, bare forearms gleaming faintly from the soft lamplight where your sleeves were rolled up to the elbows, cleaning your weapon with dedication and love. The black steel body of your sidearm lay stripped on a worn cloth, every part methodically lined. A M92FS variant that had been modified with a full wrap suppressor.
Joel grimaced, tossing his gloves into the basket by the hearth. “The hell’re you doin’?”
“Just givin’ a bath to my love while waiting for you,” you muttered without looking up, voice casual and amused.
He huffed out a breath like a bark, but his lip twitched. “So I’m just chopped liver now? Your gun gets your affections, I gotta earn ‘em?” Joel ambled toward you, broad shoulders rolling in the flannel he hadn’t changed out of since morning.
You didn’t lift your eyes, only shrugged like a brat. “You ain’t suppressed.” That earned you a scowl and Joel let it stew for a moment.
His silence loomed heavy in the air while you waited, pretending to polish the barrel, when the couch dipped violently beside you. His warmth hit first, then the sheer bulk of him pressed in, arms coiling around you, thick callused hands dragging you in one smooth, irresistible sweep into a bear hug so intense it stole your breath.
“Oof—Joel—!” You twisted, gun clutched awkwardly in your hand as his biceps locked around your ribcage, chest to chest, crushing and hot.
His beard scraped across your cheek like rough wool, patchy in some spots, thick and wiry in others, sharp enough that when he pressed in, nose burying into your neck, it left behind a ghost of sting. Hot breath flooded your skin, humid and male and his, each exhale like steam scalding your collarbone.
Your own fingers had slipped up his back, gripping fistfuls of plaid as your face pressed into his shoulder.
You stayed like that for a long, molten minute, tangled and silent. His chest was a stone wall, but not cold, all his weight crushing against you, your chest pulled into the furnace of his body so tight your ribs protested. One massive hand splayed against your lower back, fingers hooked over your spine. You felt his lungs rise and fall, heard the low vibration of a hum building in his throat, barely audible.
His arms squeezed tighter and you nuzzled your mouth against his jaw, voice soft, too soft to match the steel pressed between you.
“If you squeeze me any harder,” you muttered, breathless and wry, “I’m gonna fire a shot just from muscle memory.”
The briefest hitch of his lips against your neck. Not quite a laugh, a smile that never fully made it.
You added, “And if Maria catches me discharging a round indoors again, I’m sleeping in the fuckin’ stables.”
Joel hummed, low and quiet, a chest-deep vibration that rumbled from his sternum into yours.
He pulled back slowly and damn it, you missed him the second he did.
Your body ached for that heat the way a house misses its fire in winter. His absence left behind the cold, and your limbs floundered for a second like you’d been unmoored.
Without a word, you flipped the safety on, laid your sidearm on the coffee table and turned toward him fully.
Joel was staring where you put the weapon on. His face was hard angles, brow knit tight, eyes dark and unreadable. The scar that cut down the bridge of his nose pulled slightly when he squinted. His jaw clenched under the scruff, a tendon flickering just beneath the skin.
Salt-and-pepper hair curled messily against his temples, still damp from melted snow, shirt unbuttoned low enough to show the beginnings of chest hair coarse and gray. His jeans were faded, clinging tight to thick thighs, knees spread apart where he slouched on the couch.
He was so real he hurt to look at.
You slid your hand over his shoulder. Gripped it and squeezed.
He didn’t flinch nor did look at you.
You let the silence stretch, humming with the weight of everything between you. His hand was still resting on your thigh, unmoving but heavy.
When he finally spoke, it was low and hoarse. “I keep tryin’ to think if there was somethin’ else I coulda done… somethin’ better. A third option. But I keep comin’ back to the same damn thing. She was lyin’ there on that table. And I…”
His jaw clenched. He looked away. You felt his thigh twitch under your hand.
“I couldn’t let ‘em take her.”
You didn’t answer right away, just leaned in closer, pressing your side into his, your chest brushing the curve of his bicep, the soft scratch of his flannel warming the skin beneath your shirt.
“She’s still alive because of you,” you said finally, voice quiet, steady. “That’s what matters.”
Joel huffed. It wasn’t a laugh. It was bitter. Empty. “She doesn't see it that way.”
“She’s angry. She thinks she lost her purpose. But she didn’t. She’s just not ready to see that yet.”
He shook his head, lips curling tight like a man refusing comfort he craved.
“I lied to her.”
“You protected her.”
You shifted your hand to his, fingers slipping between the spaces of his knuckles, callused flesh dragging rough against your slightly smoother skin. You gripped him tight and he didn’t pull away.
“She was unconscious,” you continued. “She didn’t get to choose. You’re right. But Joel there was no guarantee that doctor would’ve found a cure. No proof. No trials. No control tests. Just hope. A one-in-a-million shot. And you were supposed to gamble her life on that?”
His jaw was a hard line, shoulders hunched like he was bracing for a hit.
“You saw the lab. You saw how rushed everything was. That doctor had little backup. No oversight. You think people like that deserved to make that call?”
He didn’t answer, but his grip on your thigh tightened.
“Would’ve been one thing if they asked her. If she understood. But they didn’t even wake her up. They just strapped her to a table like she was a fucking slab of meat.”
Joel flinched visibly. You saw his fingers flex against his own knee.
“She was a kid,” you whispered. “She is a kid. You did what any father would do.”
He sucked in a sharp breath through his nose. His fingers dug harder into you, enough to bruise.
“I ain’t her father,” he said, but the words rang hollow in his mouth.
You stared at him. Let it hang. “Are you sure about that?”
He didn’t look at you.
Didn’t have to.
The truth was there in the stiff line of his back, the way his throat worked as he swallowed, the flash of white in his knuckles.
“She’s not gonna stay mad forever,” you said, softer now. “She can’t. Because someday she’s gonna understand what it means to love someone so much it terrifies you. So much that you’d do anything to keep them breathing.”
Joel’s breath hitched. You leaned closer, your nose brushing the edge of his cheek, your lips just shy of his jaw. “She doesn’t know that kind of love yet. But she will. And when she does…”
You reached up, cradled his jaw in your palm, fingers scraping into the scruff that lined his face.
“…she’ll come around,” you finished. “And when she does, you’ll be right here. Like you always are.”
Joel turned to you slowly. His eyes were darker now. Not just from grief. From something deeper.
“You really believe that?” he asked, quiet.
“I know it.”
You slid your hand from his jaw to the back of his neck, pulling him forward till your foreheads touched. His breath ghosted against your lips, wet and warm.
His voice dropped to a rasp. “You always talk like you know how the world works.”
You smiled faintly. “Nah. I just know you.”
All at once, he surged forward, mouth catching yours in a bruising kiss. His lips crushed against yours while his hands slid to your waist, firm and slow, dragging you across the couch until you were straddling his lap, your thighs bracketing his hips, a soft moan slipping between your lips as his tongue tasted the back of your teeth.
When he finally pulled back, his forehead pressed to yours, both of you breathing hard.
“You keep talkin’ like that,” he rasped, “I’m gonna have to find a new way to shut you up.”
“Don’t threaten me with a good time.”
He chuckled. This time, it was real.
One of his palms pressed flat to your lower back, shoving you flush against him, the other rucking up your shirt so fast the hem caught under your arms. You had to yank it off over your head blindly, his teeth nipping your collarbone the whole way through, that beard scraping across your chest like sandpaper, leaving angry trails of red heat everywhere it touched.
“Joel—fuck—” you gasped, and he didn’t wait.
Didn’t flinch. He’d already stripped you halfway down your thighs by the time you looked down, your underwear snagged on one ankle, cock already hard and leaking as the cold hit you. Joel just grunted, rough and low and hauled you in again, grinding his hips into yours so you felt all of him. Thick, hard, pulsing through denim like a weapon holstered between his legs.
His eyes flicked down once, saw how hard you were, how wet your tip was against your own stomach. That flicker of a smirk returned as he dragged his palm down your back until it cupped your ass.
“I missed gettin’ railed somewhere clean for once,” you spoke breathlessly, panting already as his fingers kneaded your ass through your skin.
Joel snorted. “What, you ain’t missin’ those old motel floorboards? Remember those nights?” he muttered, dragging his tongue down the center of your chest. “You always were loud.” His grin was hot against your belly.
Your laugh turned into a gasp as he grabbed you harder, fingers dragging along your crack like he was mapping out a route he already knew by muscle memory.
He shoved you back into the couch, hands pushing your chest until your spine hit the cushions, then dragging your thighs up over his shoulders like he was setting you on display. Your legs spread easily around him, instinctive. His hand didn’t leave your skin for a second, tracing up your inner thigh until his fingertips ghosted over your balls, then lower, brushing your rim and making it twitch, hips jerking up, choking on a noise that made his eyes go dark.
He stood just enough to tug his jeans open, cock springing free. Thick and red at the tip and already leaking, angry and pulsing like it had opinions. You reached for it without thinking, stroking him with both hands, smearing the slick over his head, feeling the weight of him twitch against your palm.
He didn’t even grin. He just reached behind him, grabbed the bottle of lube you’d stashed in the side drawer of the coffee table—bless Jackson’s modern comforts—and popped it open with his teeth. Poured a wet stream right onto his fingers, then dropped his hand back between your legs like it belonged there.
“So this is what civilization gets us.”
Joel smirked, crouching back in front of you. “Yeah, well,” he said, coating his fingers, “as much as I like watchin’ you limp the next day, I ain’t gonna split you open dry when I got the fuckin’ option.”
The first press of slick fingers against your entrance made your spine arch.
“Relax,” Joel rasped, voice quiet now, intense. The first finger slipped in with a slow stretch, curling slightly until your mouth dropped open and your head hit the cushion.
Joel’s free hand gripped your thigh, spreading you wider. Two fingers now, fucking in and out of you slow, precise, scissoring until your hole softened around him, greedy for more. You were panting into the crook of your arm, already shaking.
You needed him in you. Now.
“Joel,” you gasped, reaching for him, spreading your legs wider, “please—”
And he gave it to you.
He slicked himself up, slow and unblinking, his eyes never leaving your hole as he lined the head of his cock against you. He pressed forward just the crown and watched you clench, breath hitching as he then successfully bottomed out in one long, unbearable thrust.
“Fuck—Joel—fuck fuck—”
You weren’t used to taking him this deep this fast, not since those frantic nights in half-collapsed houses. But here, now, with four walls and a fire and time, Joel took it slow—not gentle.
He buried himself to the hilt, hips snug against your ass and stayed there, grinding down into you like he was trying to make space in your body for him.
“You good?” he asked, breath harsh.
You nodded, fingers digging into his arms. “Move.”
He grunted, pleased.
Pulling out halfway, shoved back in with a groan, his head dropped to your shoulder as he started to fuck you in earnest. Hard, deep thrusts that rocked the couch, made the frame groan beneath you. The slap of skin-on-skin filled the room, your moans spilling out fast, raw, without shame.
Your cock was pinned between your stomachs, rubbing against his belly with every thrust, wet and leaking. You writhed, clawed at his back, kissed him through gasps and sweat and curses.
Joel’s voice was ragged against your ear. “You always take me so good.”
“Yes—fuck, yes—always—always—”
He grabbed one of your legs, shoved it higher on his shoulder, changing the angle—and you screamed, back arching as his cock hit that perfect spot, that place inside that made your vision white out.
“There—Joel, there—”
He didn’t stop.
Kept fucking you hard, fast now, the rhythm brutal, his groans getting louder, more guttural. You clenched around him, nails raking down his back, so close you were shaking.
“Gonna come,” you gasped. “Joel—I’m—fuck—”
Exploded between your bodies, thick ropes of cum painting your chest, your stomach, soaking both of you as you cried out, full-body shudder wracking your bones. You didn’t even realize you were sobbing until Joel groaned loud, cursed, and slammed one last time inside you. Hips twitching as he came, cock pulsing deep in your gut as it flooded you, hot and thick, filling you with heat.
“Fuck—fuck—goddamn—”
He collapsed over you, breathing like a freight train, body still jerking from aftershocks, his cock twitching in your hole as his hands gripped your thighs.
You trembled, still full of him, walls fluttering around his length.
Joel didn’t pull out.
Not right away.
“…y’know,” he panted, “we got a clean bed six steps from here.”
You groaned. “Yeah. But this couch has history now.”
Joel laughed, rough and honest and yours. His arms slid around you from behind, dragging you back into his chest, his cock softening inside you, still nestled deep and claiming.
He kissed your shoulder. Slow. Gentle.
And for once, there was nothing left between you but the heat of home.
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cameronsbabydoll · 2 months ago
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Hey, so i was wondering what it would be like if the pogue boys + bimbo!reader were at a party, and she got really drunk and they had to help her get home. Btw love this series so much!
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The party is in full swing—loud music, sweaty bodies pressed together, the scent of cheap beer and weed lingering in the humid air. You, in your tiny sparkly dress and sky-high heels, have had way too many fruity cocktails, and it’s starting to show.
John B and JJ had already been watching you from across the room, snickering to themselves every time you giggled at a stranger’s compliment or tripped over your own feet. Pope had been the only one actually concerned, but even he was at a loss when you started twirling in the middle of the living room, sloshing your drink everywhere.
“You good, sweetheart?” JJ asks, grinning as he catches you by the waist when you stumble. You blink up at him, glossy-eyed and smiling.
“Mmhmm!” you hum, throwing your arms around his neck dramatically. “JJ, you’re like... the bestest ever. Like, soooo hot. But like, not as hot as John B. Or Pope. But like—"
JJ throws his head back, laughing his ass off while John B just raises an eyebrow, amused. Pope, however, looks like he wants to disappear into the floor.
“Oh my god,” Pope mutters, rubbing his temples. “She’s wasted.”
“I’m not wasteeed,” you slur, pointing a manicured finger at him. “I’m, like... a little drunk. Just a liiiiittle.” You try to demonstrate with your fingers, but you totally miss and end up smacking JJ in the face instead.
JJ cackles, catching your wrist. “Yeah, baby, you’re gone.”
John B takes a sip of his beer, watching you sway like a Bambi on ice. “Alright, who’s taking her home before she starts making out with a lamp?”
“I can take myself home!” you announce, stumbling toward the door. “Watch me.”
You get about two steps before tripping over your own heels. Pope barely catches you in time, his hands awkwardly hovering as if he doesn’t even know where to touch without it being inappropriate.
“Okay, yeah, we’re getting you out of here,” Pope sighs.
John B snorts, handing Pope the car keys. “You’re the responsible one. She’s your problem now.”
Pope glares. “You guys are literally the worst.”
JJ, completely unbothered, throws you over his shoulder like a sack of flour. You squeal and kick your feet, pounding your fists against his back. “JJ! Put me down, you big... big strong jerk! You’re like... the most annoying, stupidest—ooh, your arms are really nice.”
JJ smirks, flexing as he walks. “I know, babe.”
Pope just shakes his head, following behind with John B.
You’re sprawled across the backseat of the Twinkie, legs draped dramatically over Pope’s lap, head resting on John B’s shoulder.
“You guys smell good,” you mumble sleepily.
John B grins, amused. “That’s just the beer and sweat, sweetheart.”
You pout. “Nooo, it’s like… manly smell.”
Pope groans. “Please stop talking.”
JJ, driving recklessly, laughs from the front seat. “Damn, Pope, she’s kinda into you.”
Pope’s entire face turns red as you trace a little heart on his arm with your manicured nail.
“Popey,” you purr, batting your lashes.
“Jesus Christ,” he mutters, physically removing your hand.
JJ and John B are having the time of their lives, laughing their asses off.
“She’s gonna hate herself in the morning,” John B snickers.
JJ nods. “Yeah, but this is gold while it lasts.”
Getting you inside is a whole event. You insist you can walk on your own, only to immediately collapse onto JJ, dragging him down with you.
“Oof—babe, you gotta warn a guy before you throw your whole ass body at him,” JJ laughs, adjusting his grip on you.
“You’re comfy,” you murmur against his chest.
Pope physically separates you two, sighing dramatically. “You’re done. Bed. Now.”
“But my dress is too tight to sleep in,” you whine.
All three boys freeze.
John B snaps his head away so fast you’d think his neck might break.
JJ, however, looks way too intrigued.
Pope, already done with this entire night, throws a blanket over you like you’re a problematic parrot he’s trying to put to sleep. “Goodnight.”
You huff, wrapping yourself up in it like a burrito, before passing out on the couch.
John B sighs. “Well, that was an adventure.”
JJ smirks. “We should get her drunk more often.”
Pope shoves him. “Absolutely not.”
But as they walk out, they all exchange one last glance at you, completely knocked out, your sparkly heels still on, and lip gloss smudged from the night.
They wouldn’t admit it, but… they kind of liked taking care of you.
Even if you were a literal mess.
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pedge-page · 7 months ago
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Nobody Knows My Girlfriend is a Werewolf
Joel Miller x Werewolf F!Reader
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Here's my late halloween contribution!
Warnings: monster sex, werewolf!reader, brief rimming, ball nipping, oral m!receiving, breeding kink, battle of dominance
18+ ONLY
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‘HeY! Tommy—shh!—no sorry not you I’m just—fuck, stop that!”
Burying the receiving end of the phone into his shirt, Joel puts his finger to his lips to shush you before shoving your clawed hand away. He puts the speaker back on his ear. “Sorry we—“
A strong growl rumbles below Joel.
“You got a dog or something?” Tommy chuckles on the other end.
“Uhhh--“ Joel looks down at you, now on all fours and nudging his clothed sack with your pointed snout. “StoP! Shit--“ he tries to push your nose away but you keep coming back, inhaling deeply through your blackened sniffer with heightened senses. You let out a low howl from your throat of approval, pawing at his jeans now to get them off. “Y-yeah— I mean no! We’re watching a friend’s dog—“
“You gonna keep it?”
“Wh-no. She’s being a —very-bad-dog!” He enunciates at you. “I’m gonna tell them she can’t play here anymore when she’s like this.”
You scoff, knowing deep inside your wolf brain he’s full of empty threats. 
If you really wanted to annoy him, you’d crush his phone under your foot, pin him down, and force you needs onto him. you'd actaully done that before, only to wake up with little memory next to a Joel who looked like he got hit by truck.
You were actually being a VERY good girl tonight given the circumstances.
He pushes you away with finality, walking away towards the bedroom.
You should try to behave, but its so difficult once this shape takes form. It's like asking a kid on halloween to wait to open candy until he's out of his costume and washed up for bed. you couldn't communicate with him, your wolf-like vocal cards unable to form words. But your gestures lead to pretty obvious intentions, and Joel was not getting it one bit.
Luckily, he isn’t prepared when you pounce on his back, making him grunt an “oof!” And falling flat on the bed.
“Joel?” Tommy asks, concern laced in his voice from the other end of the call.
“Shit—Yeah I’m—alright…stubbed my toe.”
You flip him around like he’s nothing. In your current state, he actually does weigh nothing to you. He tries not to yell as you start literally tearing his jeans off, the shredded denim falling by your side.
He coughs, trying to play it cool as if some monster didn't just rip all his clothes off with a single swipe. “I’m gonna have to—“ your sharp teeth pull down his boxers, revealing his rapidly hardening cock. A devilish grin spreads across your elongated mouth, salvia pooling in drops and falling to his stomach.
“Don't!—F-FUck!” He yelps as you wrap your sticky, long tongue around his member, a full 360 covering from base back up to the tip. Your warm breath is fanning his mushroom tip as your tongue jerks him off, granting you a hum of approval. Joel’s eyes go a little crossed, leaning back into the pillow and feeling himself float. “Tommy—No I’m not getting off right now—“ he furls his brows, unable to put his eyes on you and instead, pushes his palm along your furry forehead, knees digging into the matress trying to get away from your grip.
You growl again at his profuse denial of you. 
Shredding his shirt off as well, your leathered paws glide roughly over his chest and soft stomach.  You lick over his nipples, down to his naval and soaking his happy trail with slobbery kisses before returning to suckle his cock easily in your mouth.
In human form, Joel’s girth is impossible to take in one go, leaving you often choking and having to jack the rest of his member with your other two hands. But when you’re in wolf form, with your now larger frame and more importantly, longer chops, he fits just perfectly without any trouble. You had gotten pretty good at avoiding scraping with your larger teeth, instead now pressing your twitching nose deep into his pelvis while his cock breaches your throat heavenly. He closes his eyes, arched up in bliss and forgetting his brother on the phone.
“Tommy—I’m—not feeling great… this dog…I gotta—I’m—“
You flips him over again to his face, your tongue slitting between his ass cheeks and gliding over his taint. Joel lets out a shocked whine when you prod at his hole, glazing over it until slick from your saliva coats his entrance enough to slip the very tip inside. 
“‘Mgonnahavetocallyouback—“ Joel smashes the end call button with stumbled fingers. 
“You’re not putting anything in my ass tonight,” he groans as you lap at his entrance. 
You snap at him angrily, nudging his balls with your nose again. He feels your teeth nip along them as gently but hungrily as possible, hoping he’ll finally take the hint.
“Do you want me to fill you or not?” He asks, turning over and tossing his phone.
Your tail wags excitedly, fast panting jiggling your belly.
You lean back, spread your legs, as two clawed fingers spread your hairy folds. He can see it glistening with hormonal juices even with the slick fur around it. You lazily roll your paw in circled motions, a general amount of your wolf pussy juices dribbling down below and fillinig the room. Tongue lolled to the side with a heavy look in your eyes, your quick breaths dry you out, licking over your chops over and over again as Joel positions himself between your legs, his leaking cock in one hand.
“Ugh—wait—“
He reaches behind him to fish a few viagra’s, knowing even he will tire after a few round of half dozen, but you’ll be needing his seed pounded deep into your womb for at least 15 times tonight.
He mounts you like a dog, one foot propped up on the bed while the other steadies on his knee. “You gonna be a good pup tonight?”
You shake your head no teasingly, spreading yourself wider for him.
“No? How else am I gonna fill ya with a litter?”
You whine out dramatically, pleading with him. He keeps slapping his dick along your slit, giving himself a good warm pussy soaking without actually doing you any favors. “Not sure you’re worth breeding with pups since you’ve been so—“
Your jaws snap shut with a vibrating growl. One whole paw wraps around Joel’s waist as you hoist him towards you, his dick finally penetrating your walls. You let out a delicious howl, using him to fuck yourself. 
“HEY I’m not—shit baby—not a fuckin—toy!” It’s so easy for him to get lost in your cunt, internally much warmer and almost sucking him back in for more. You’re probably meant to take another werewolf’s cock, a werewolf’s knot, something proportionate, but you always go feral for Joel. And Joel’s a blessed guy down there. You enjoy the fact that you can be stretched wide in human form, but needing no preamble in wolf form.
And wolf or not, Joel Miller has breeder balls. The scent alone of his seed swimming inside them sends you into early heat each time, leading to nights like this where you’re biting at his sack then pinning him down until he dumps load after sticky load into your womb.
He doesn’t have a knot, but having human cock in werewolf pussy has its perks. Like how he can push deep inside, his balls snugly pressed against your entrance until they slip inside too. The two of you groan lowly as he ruts himself inside you. Your walls practically swallow his cock and balls all in one, refusing to let him pop them back out. Warm and wet, you can feel all of his twitching inside you, ready to give you those pups you’d been begging him for. Whether he understood that or not from you, it didn’t matter.
Joel grips your fur tight as he splatters his cum inside you. Maybe this time, it’s deep enough that it’ll take.
Even so, you’ve got the rest of the night to find out.
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ihavethedreamiesx · 9 months ago
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Good Enough | Jisung [NSFW]
Park Jisung - NCT Dream
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Rating: M (18+) MDNI
Word Count: ~6.1k [more than half is smut btw]
Pairing: Jisung x AFAB!Older!Reader
Genre: Reader-Insert, Smut, Some Plot, Friends/Roommates-to-Lovers, Absolute Filth
!!This is smut…if that much isn't clear you should probably leave now!! MDNI!
Summary: Jisung is tired of his noona treating him like her little sweet baby.
Warnings: She/Her Pronouns used, Pet Names (Noona, Sweetheart), Swearing, Very Dirty Talk, Kissing, Lots of Tongue, One Spank, Oral (M! & F! Receiving), Deepthroating, Face-Fucking, Rimming (Just a tad), Size Difference, Size Kink, Soft-Dom! Jisung (oof), Sub! Reader, Breeding/Creampie Kink, Overstimulation, Squirting, Unprotected Sex (Use a condom! Reader is on the pill)
Author's Note: I had a mental breakdown while writing this lol. This might not acutally be the filthiest thing I have written, but it feels like it because of who it's for…for some reason. It's hard for me to believe that Jisung got so fucking hot, because I remember him sitting on Taeyong's lap, but he's a MAN now. i'll sit on his lap
P.S. FUCK
Revised (1/31/25) - I forgot to change the name to (Y/N), so I fixed it!
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“He’s my precious.”
“Your roommate…is your precious?” Jisung hears voices creeping in from the living room. Groggily, he glances at the clock on his nightstand, head peeking out of his blanket cocoon. He’s still jet lagged after getting back from Korea, so it’s about 3 pm.
“Yes. And he’s not just my roommate-“
“He’s your precious?”
“Yes. But! I was going to say he’s my best friend… and my precious baby boy.
“Seriously? Isn’t he only like two or three years younger?”
“My precious baby Jisung.” He huffs at your coo, dropping his head back on his pillow in annoyance. For some reason his summer trip back home to see his parents triggered something in him. He missed you horribly and you were pretty much the only thing he talked about. Once he was informed by his mother that he’s likely fallen in love with you, he’s…upset. More with himself at first for not realizing it, but then looking at how you two interact, he got cranky. He is not your precious baby Jisung, he’s a man dammit, has been for nearly four years. Do you see him that way though? Not even remotely. He’s a step above a puppy, at least you accept he’s human. But you constantly go on about how cute he is, and sweet, and ‘a bean’; whatever that means. You’d even called him your son on a few occasions, and ever though they’re mostly in jest and unserious, now they really piss him off. Jisung doesn’t want you to see him as your son (maybe give you one) but what really is bugging him barely makes sense. He’s only heard you say it once, but it sticks in his mind…
“You realize half of the people on campus want to fuck him, right?”
He’s in his final year of college, and the only reason you’re still in college is because you stuck around to work for the IT department. Your friend’s question is not news to him, but he’s much too shy to go for any of the advances he’s received. He’s also much too in love with you, but he hadn’t known that till literally last month, but it makes sense.
“Not allowed.”
“Why?”
“Precious baby.”
“He’s not a baby, (Y/N). Not even close.” You don’t reply for a bit, and he can vividly picture your distasteful expression.
“He might not actually be one, but he’s my baby. My baby Jisung.”
“(Y/N).”
Your friend’s annoyed tone is not nearly strong enough to match the level he’s feeling. Definitely not able to continue his nap, he sits up aggressively from his bed, kicking at his blankets before wrangling his comforter and throwing it to the floor. Resting his elbow on his knee, he then rests his forehead on his hand, trying to breathe out his ire so he can leave his room without being visibly grumpy.
“My sister wants to ask him out.”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“No one is good enough.”
“No one?”
“Nope, not even me.”
That’s it. You said it. That simple thought is what really sets him over the edge. You’re the only one good enough, no one else can even be close to you in his eyes. Finally, the anger boils over and he climbs off his bed, putting a sweatshirt on so quickly that he has to wrestle it in his haste. You keep the apartment so freaking cold… You must hear him wrench his door open because your conversation immediately stops. He storms down the hall, even his socked feet are heavy on the laminate wood floor, so much so that when he comes to the mouth of the hallway, you’re looking at him with a shocked expression. You’re sitting at the coffee table with your friend Yuna, various papers spread on the surface while your friend studies for her graduate classes. Your green snake Squishmallow sits on your lap, and he wants to grab it and throw it across the room, suddenly jealous with how close it’s pressed to your chest.
“Ji?” It’s clear you don’t think he heard your conversation, but Yuna immediately realizes, starting to gather her homework.
“I’m gonna go.” She nearly shoves the papers into her folder and throws everything else in her bag.
“What? Why?” You turn back to her, and he then realizes what you’re wearing. Your slightly damp hair has moved out of the way, revealing the design on the back of your baggy t-shirt. It’s his.
“Wait, Yuna?!” You try to get up and go after her as she dashes from your apartment, shooting Jisung a look as she shuts the door. You have to shove the table to get up quicker, and even as you stand, you still clutch the plushie to you. Jisung exhales harshly, storming forward and grabbing your Squishmallow and yeeting her onto the floor.
“Woah?! What’d she do to you?” You motion to her with your hand, giving him a questioning look. You start to bend to pick her up, but his hand grabs your wrist, pulling you back up and toward him, making your balance falter. Your bewildered eyes scan over his face, but you still have no anger in them; not even annoyance. You can’t get mad at your baby boy.
“Ji?” His big hand easily holds your wrist, and you squeak when he drags you even closer to him, so much that you can feel his breath flutter your hair over your forehead. His brow is furrowed, lips pressed tight to each other, but he can’t seem to meet your eyes.
“Hey, you okay?” Your other hand comes up to brush some of your hair away from your face, only leaving it down so it can dry. Your fingers then move to his face, trying to brush his bangs out of his eyes. Having you so close and seeing how far you have to reach makes him realize just how small you are. He’s well over half a foot taller than you and he wonders how small you’d look under him… When your fingers brush his cheek, his other hand grabs yours, easily swallowing it in his grip. Jisung holds your hand, pulling closer, and lays your linked hands over his heart. With his other, he yanks you the last little bit closer, so you’re pressed to him, wide eyes rapidly scanning his face. Your head’s tilted back, almost painfully so, still not recognizing what’s happening. The hand around your wrist moves so his thumb can rub your skin till it presses against your palm. Your gaze goes to your hand then, shocked at how small it is compared to his, and you seem to be registering how small you are compared to him in general. Had he really grown so much since you’d met him four years before? Your gaze goes back to his face, finally seeming to notice that his face has changed as well. Yes, he’s still cute, but he’s become devastatingly handsome, maturing into a…man. No, he isn’t a baby anymore, but you’re in denial. Even now, pressed against him, even able to feel his toned muscles through his sweatshirt, you keep trying to convince yourself he's still your baby Jisung.
“Jisung?” You exhale his name, so quiet that if he wasn’t so close, he wouldn’t have heard. Your eyes follow his when they flick down to watch your lips move when you whisper his name.
“What makes you think you’re not good enough for me?” His voice rumbles through you, its deepness shocking you for some reason. When did that happen? You’re so thrown off by the pitch of his voice, you barely register his question.
“Huh?”
“No one else is good enough for me…because they’re not you.” His hand drops your wrist so his arm can wrap around you, and he presses his cheek to the side of your head. He nuzzles your soft hair, the familiar scent of your shampoo soothing his anger some.
“What?” You stand still, stiff even, trying to process what’s happening.
“I don’t want to be your baby Jisung anymore, noona. I just want to be yours.” He’s a bit surprised with his sudden eloquence, but he just chocks it up to all his upset burning away any shyness he as in the moment. The anger’s faded, and he’s just upset, tired again, praying in his head that you’ll get the fucking hint. Your hand, the one he lets go, has rested on his chest for balance, then he feels your fingers clutch the fabric of his sweatshirt. With his fingers wrapped around your right hand still, he can feel that your pulse has quickened, and you’re minutely shaking.
“Y-you…?” You swallow hard, tongue running over your lips, mouth feeling dry.
“I thought I just had a crush on you. I don’t. I love you.” His softened voice floats right into your ear with how his head rests on yours. The back of your nose and throat burn as you swallow hard, tears sparking in the corners of your eyes. When you hiccup, snigging, he flinches, pulling back from you. It’s only just enough that he can see your face, his arm still around you, hand still in his over his heart.
“Noona.” He sighs softly, dipping and kissing the corner of your eye where a tear has slipped down your cheek. Nope, that makes it worse. You burst into tears, chest heaving, and he pulls you back into him. You’re…dramatic sometimes, cry easily…too easily, even. Jisung loves to tease you for crying at a commercial where a little girl brings a quilt out to her sheep in the barn close to Christmas. You also tend to cry around puppies.
“I-I…I-!” Your breath is heaving too much for you to really talk. His nose nuzzles your hair, and he kisses the crown of your head. You sniff, taking a few deep breaths.
“I love you too…” You whisper, if you were to speak any loud, your sobs would take back over. He doesn’t know, but while he was gone you had been in a much similar situation. You went to visit your parents as well, but it’s just an hour or so drive, not practically across the world. You missed him so much, and wouldn’t shut up about him, but your mother knows you well enough to read between the lines. Because it startled you, having romantic feelings for Jisung, you became even more dramatic with the ‘baby Jisung’ talk. He is your best friend, and so of course you love him, but you can’t admit you’re in love with him. You’re so worried about ruining your friendship that you just ignore your logical thoughts and pretend you haven’t fallen for him. Nearly fighting him when he pulls back from the hug again, you stay pressed to him, not wanting him to see your face. Not only is it red from your blush, but it’s also blotchy from your crying and your nose is close to running.
“Noona.” He huffs a laugh, trying to get you off of him. You grip his sweatshirt tighter.
“(Y/N).” Jisung is fully laughing at that point, partially from your actions and partially from how ecstatic he is that you love him back.
“No.”
“Noona.”
“No.” Finally, with a bit more force, he pulls back so you can see each other’s faces. The warmest smile you’ve ever seen is on his face and you freeze when he leans in closer. His forehead bumps your and his nose crinkles, cringing a bit at his own actions, but it makes you giggle; which makes it all worth it.
“Since when?” you ask. He laughs bashfully, lips pursing.
“I didn’t realize how bad it is till a few weeks ago when I was still in Korea. But…I knew before that. Something made me realize…”
“What?” You’re shocked when his giddy but shy face falls into one of panic.
“W-what?” His face blooms red, all the way to the tips of his ears and he tries to bow his head to avoid your gaze, but you can just look up into his eyes.
“Uh, well…” He clears his throat, trying to pull back further but he doesn’t let your hand go.
“Jisung?” You press with a fake stern tone.
“I…had a dream.” He fakes a cough to try and hide his voice crack.
“Yeah?” You’re clearly not understanding that he’s so reluctant to say what it was, because it was filthy. It even had made Jaemin blush. The extreme embarrassment in his eyes when they finally meet yours clues you in better. You step closer, a coy look spreading over your own face, and he takes a step back. His hand is still holding yours though, so he isn’t that desperate to get away. He clenches his other hand into a fist, bringing it up and pressing his mouth to his forearm to hide his face.
“Was it something bad?”
“No! Uh…” With each step you try to get closer, he backs up, till his back hits the wall.
“Was it naughty?” You tease, and he sneers at the cringey word. Your eyes, still a bit puffy from crying, are creased with amusement.
“Uh, I mean…”
“Did we do something dirty?” Your head tilts up to look at his face as he tries to hide, fingers clenching yours jerkily, the digits desperate to wiggle.
“M-maybe.”
“What?” You smirk, trying not to giggle. You’re always more open about sex stuff, not quite like Jaemin or even Donghyuck, but still more than him.
“No.” He’s throwing your method of deflection back at you.
“You know,” you get up on your tip toes so you can whisper into his ear, “if you tell me, we can do it~?” Your suggestion makes his whole body freeze, blood turning to ice. He nearly gasps when his blood then rapidly heats, the sound of his pulse whooshing in his ears.
“Are you sure?” he whispers, needing to make sure because even just the slightest detail would reveal too much if you aren’t. You nod with a hum, then gasp when he switches your places, hand cupping the back of your head, so it doesn’t thud into the wall as he pins you to it, his other forearm holding him up over you’re your head. You can only blink in response, looking at the conflicted expression on his face.
"I don’t want to hurt you.” What the hell had he dreamt? You’re dying to know…
“You won’t.” Jisung’s eyes meet yours, brow furrowed in worry.
“I could.”
“You could, but you won’t. Plus…” Your hands come up to mess with the strings of his hoodie.
"Sometimes a little pain can feel good." Jisung searches your face and sees the determination in your eyes. The hand on the back of your head buries harshly into your hair, tugging at your scalp as you gasp when his mouth seals against yours. Your teeth clack against his with the force of the kiss and you whine, trying to match his fervor. You can’t. His leg nestles between yours, pressing close and against your core, and you have to rise up onto your tip toes. The fingers in your hair twist the strands around them and he tugs harder, tipping your head back more, compensating for him looming over you. His knee hits the wall, his leg literally hitching you up an inch and you moan at the pressure. Jisung sneaks his tongue into your mouth then and your breath is rough out of your nose, saliva drooling from the corner of your mouth. Panting hard, he pulls back, eyes searching yours. His arm against the wall moves down to your side, still holding him up but also pressing into your waist. The hand in your hair leaves, the tips of his fingers soothing the slight sting he left on your scalp, then cups your jaw. Your face looks so small cupped in his palm and something carnal -feral- rises in him.
“You’re so little, noona.” Jisung’s tone is nothing like you’d even heard from him. His hooded gaze focuses on your mouth when his thumb easily reaches to press against your lips, his fingers still stroking the back of your head. You watch his brow quick up when you take his thumb between your lips, sucking on it. You expect a blush to erupt, for his voice to sputter, or for him to pull back. No. He smirks.
“Do you have any idea what I want to do to you?” Your head has to tilt up once again when he presses even closer, chest to chest, leg still wedged between yours. You wonder if you’d soaked through your panties and thin shorts, and if he could feel it. Then again, he’s in sweatpants, but you can feel the fabric clinging to your folds and he’s only kissed you. Yes, his thigh is pressing against your covered cunt, be he isn’t moving you on it.
“Tell me?” you whisper when he removes his thumb, eyes focusing on the shine of drool left on it. If you didn’t know him better, you would take his intense expression for anger, but even with knowing him so well, you can’t read his face. Jisung slips his hand off your jaw, fingers pressing to the back of your neck, thumb resting under your chin. His face comes close once more, so close his lips brush slightly over yours as he speaks.
“I want to fuck you so hard you can’t walk for the next three days. I want to fuck you so stupid you can’t even speak, just whine, and beg for more. I want to make you cum so much that your cute little pussy stings. I want you to swallow my cock and I want to cum down your throat.” You’re going to pass out, you’re sure of it. With how quickly the blood rushes to your core, your head swims. Where’s your sweet little Jisung gone? How long has he been thinking like that? He can’t even meet anyone’s eyes if sex stuff gets brought up around friends. But his words are thick with lust, and they swim into your ears and fog your brain like a drug. Your thighs twitch, body shuddering when a devilish grin spreads over his gorgeous face. He isn’t cute right now; he’s destructively sexy, and it takes your breath away. You don’t think you can ever see him as your sweet little friend again…
“What do you want, noona?” The pet-name even comes out different, he says it with near reverence, the single word a one-eighty from the four words preceding it.
“I want… I need you to do anything you want to me.” His grin falls, he groans, and his tongue is back in your mouth. He can taste the candy you’d been eating while you spoke those fateful words, eagerly circling your tongue with his. You keen a whining moan when the hand at your neck tightens slightly, his thumb pressing into your windpipe. Your breath hitches, somehow where he grips it gives the same heady feeling without actually restricting your breathing. What steals your air is the pleasure you’re feeling just from his kiss. Your hips jump, desperate for some friction, grinding your covered pussy against his thigh. Helpfully he presses into you more, lifting you against the wall more, the weight of gravity pulling you onto him harder. The arm at your side that’s been holding him up moves -he's just using his knee now for balance- and his fingers tease along the waistband of your shorts. You whimper when his hand continues, sneaking its way into the back of your shorts and panties, the hot pads of his fingers meeting your slick folds. You shiver and take heaving breaths when he removes himself from the kiss. His other hand’s still at your throat, but he releases the light pressure, making your heavy breaths easier to control.
“You’re soaked, noona. For me?”
“Fuck, yes, Jisung.” Expecting a kiss when he moves closer once more, he grips your jaw, tilting your head back, thumb hooking your bottom lip. You let him move your jaw, holding your mouth open, waiting for his next move. His grin breaks when he lets a glob of spit fall from his lip and into your awaiting mouth. Without needing a prompt, when his thumb leaves your mouth, you swallow.
“Good girl, noona.” Slowly, he pulls away from you and the wall, stepping back only enough that he can take his hoodie off. He goes ahead and lets his shirt underneath go along with it and your heart leaps.
“Fucking hell.” You gasp, reaching forward to eagerly run your fingers over him. While he isn’t necessarily to the level of Jeno or even Jaemin, for having a dancer’s body he still has muscle. When had that gotten there? He barely wears anything tight, let alone without sleeves, so you had no idea. He feels a wave of bashfulness rising, so he takes control once again, pulling your small hands from his skin.
“Off.” He prompts and you grab the hem of his shirt you’re wearing, and he finishes the job, tossing it down the hall. Clicking his tongue at your bra, you start to reach around your back to undo it, but he beats you to it. With an easy flick, it snaps open, and you let it drop, wide eyes staring at him. Where the fucking hell had he learned to do that?
“Jaemin.” He must’ve read your mind and that makes plenty of sense. Not able to even process your next move, he scoops you up easily, pressing you back into the wall. You squeak, wrapping your mostly bare legs around his waist, fingers digging into his shoulders. He’s more or less eye-level with you now. He drops you a bit, preferring you under him more, and his nose nuzzles under your ear. He feels the goose bumps rising on your skin against his, his top just as bare as yours. His hands once again bury under the waist band of your shorts, fingers so long that the tips slip out of the leg holes of your panties, cupping your ass perfectly.
“God, Jisung~!” Your body twitches when his light nuzzles immediately turn into open mouth kisses, then he sucks hard, working the skin with his lips and teeth. Popping off of your neck, his tongue runs over the flesh, blood rising and pooling at the surface. The fingers on his shoulder tighten, the blunt edges of your nails digging into his skin, and his own hips jump then. You’ve been trying to ignore the tent in his pants, but he grinds his hardened cock against your cunt, only a few layers of fabric between. Jisung seems to be big in every way…
“You still on the pill?”
“Yes, why?” You shudder once more as he licks at the third hickey he’s left, this one on your collarbone.
“I need to fuck you raw.” He groans as your cunt throbs, easily feeling it against his cock even with the clothing barrier.
“Want to pump you so full, my cums dripping out of you for hours.” Your eyes roll back as you whine, throwing your head back. You squeak when he jostles you up higher, those beautiful and surprisingly sinful lips sucking in a nipple. Sighing at the feeling, he isn’t pleased with the gentle noise, and so he nibbles your peak instead. You yipe like a dog -ironic since he’s planning on fucking you like one- a little dazed by how high up the wall he has you. Despite the altitude, he seems to be easily holding you up, though he’s able to use the wall for help. When his mouth moves to your other breast, he smirks at the red and swollen nipple he leaves. Your body feels like it’s on fire and you both still have your pants on.
“Can I fuck you raw, noona? Feel your pussy cling to my cock?” His mouth is at your ear again, having dropped you back down to an easier level. His dick hasn’t even entered you and you feel too stupid to talk.
“Please~” You mewl, and your submissive tone makes him groan. Jisung’s hands leave your shorts, shoving them down off of you as he partially lets you go. Your feet dangle slightly as you toe off the last of your clothes, then you yelp as he slings you over his shoulder like a sack of rice.
“J-Jisung-?!” You yelp as his hand smacks your ass, most likely leaving a big red print on your skin. The sting of the spank sends tendrils of fire right to your cunt as he storms down the hall toward your room, your bed is bigger than his. You flinch at the slam of your door as he closes it, huffing as he practically drops you.
“Knees.” He prompts -orders- and your body easily obeys. Going down the rest of the way to the floor, you sit with your knees in an ‘M’, gazing up at him with big glossy eyes. You’re trying hard not to gape at the bulge in his sweatpants, or to run your gaze hungrily over his bare torso.
“Go ahead, noona.” He nearly laughs at your eagerness, quickly reaching for the waistband of his pants and pull them off, his hard cock bobbing in the air before you. Your wide, enraptured state on his dick gives him a rush of nerves and pride all at once. While you come to terms with your fate, he shoves his sweatpants to the side, and you shuffle forward. Whimpering, your hand wraps around the base of his cock, big and pretty like him. Swallowing, your eyes meet his.
“C-Can I get something?” Your request throws him off, but he nods, and you scramble up and to your nightstand. Trotting back over, you stand demurely before him, holding the item out with both palms up. He takes the little bottle from you, looking at it.
“Throat numbing spray?” His brow crooks and he looks at you, biting your lip with a giddy glaze over your eyes. It still has plastic wrap on the nozzle. Nodding once, you sink back to your knees, and he groans low when you open your mouth wide, tongue out.
“Why do you have this, noona?” His tone is slightly patronizing as he tears the plastic off, then spritzes the watermelon flavored spray into your mouth. Swallowing a few times, the dull sensation you could even register before fades, leaving a very minute feeling in your throat.
“Guess.” You giggle, hand wrapping back around his cock. Jisung buries his hand in your hair again, tugging hard to make you look back up at him.
“You’ve used it before?”
“I’m not a virgin, Ji.” Your normal, casual tone doesn’t sit right with him in the moment, and he twists your hair again, the stinging twinge makes you moan softly.
“One for me now?”
“Yes~” You nod to further emphasize your point, and his grip loosens. With a much softer hold on your head, he presses you closer, letting you take over. Swallowing a buildup of saliva, your tongue swirls around the head of his dick, eagerly lapping at the salty taste of his precum. He’s barely half-way in your mouth when the head hits your numbed throat, your jaw protesting some already. His eyes shut as he groans, only fluttering open to watch you take his cock even deeper down your throat. The spray helps you not to gag, and you swallow over and over, holding your breath, your nose pressing to his groin. Your hand falls, landing next to your other one as you press your hands to the floor. Pulling back enough that you can breathe, you twist your head like a curious dog, eyes searing into his.
“Ready?” You moan and his hands are back in your hair, hips jumping, burying his cock back inside your throat. Despite the numbing, tears spring to your eyes, a slight gag leaving you. Holding still like a good girl, Jisung pumps his fat cock into your mouth and down your throat, breathing harshly through your nose when you can.
“Fuck, you feel so good, noona~” He sighs, head thrown back, making sure not to use full force as he rolls his hips. Even with him holding back, you can feel the strength of his movements and you feel a puddle of wet forming on the laminate floor under you, cunt clenching around nothing.
“You better swallow it all, (Y/N).” He tries not to whimper, but he can’t help it, letting you inhale deeply before burying his cock all the way down your gullet, pumping thick strands of hot cum down your throat. Your core spasms, eyes fluttering as you eagerly swallow over and over, the heat of his release warming through you. When you woke up this morning, you never dreamed you’d be eagerly swallowing Jisung’s cock as he cums buckets down your throat. As the last little wave dies, he quickly removes his still half-hard cock, brow furrowing with worry as you gasp for air. Tears are flowing down your cheeks, face red and messy, but you open up, tongue out, to show him you obediently swallowed every drop.
“You’re so fucking good, sweetheart.” You gasp softly, the pet-name going straight to your needy cunt. Jisung uses his index finger to gather the saliva and pre that dripped down your chin, letting you lick it off.
“Get on the bed, it’s my turn.” As soon as his fingers retracts, you stand quickly, albeit shakily and go to stand by the bed.
“W-which way?” His hands on your shoulders turn you to face the bed, back to him. With a shove, you fall onto the mattress, chest pressing to the surface, hips bumping the end of the bed. You then hear a light thumb, and his hands are back on your ass-
“Fuck!” You gasp as his thumbs spread your soaking folds, blowing a stream of air against your fluttering core.
“Did you cum when I did, sweetheart?”
“Y-yes.”
“Good girl~” You can hear his smirk, then you cry out as you bury your hands into the sheets, his tongue burrowing into your hot cunt. Jisung easily holds your hips still, his arm wrapping around the front of your legs, his free hand splayed over the small of your back. When his tongue leaves your pussy, it swirls over your clit, and he sucks it in once before running through the slit of your folds and wiggling back inside. He does this a few more times, eagerly drinking your slick.
"Fuckfuckfuck-" You shudder, not even able to warn him as you next orgasm hits, much stronger than the small one you had not even five minutes prior. He holds you down as your body shakes, gummy walls fluttering and throbbing around his tongue.
“You taste so good, noona.” You barely hear him lick his lips, pulse still whooshing in your ears.
“A-ah?!” You squeal when his hands part your ass cheeks, his tongue moving up from your soaking cunt and swirling over your pucker.
“J-Jisung!?” You gasp harder, not sure hot to feel about the sensation. Grateful you took a shower not even two hours ago, you still aren’t really expecting his tongue to go from your pussy to your ass.
“Don’t worry, noona, I just wanna taste today.” He laps over your pucker once more, then pulls back, huffing in amusement at your still twitching thighs. You’re already tired, he can tell, but he’s painfully hard again. Jisung’s thoughts run rampant as he tries to decide how he wants you as he fucks you first. Your pose will do just fine…
“Hm, so wet, sweetheart.” He stands so he can lean over you on the bed, one hand by your head to hold him up, the other hand leading his cock to run through your folds. You know it was big in your mouth, but feeling him at your entrance makes you shiver. As the head of his cock starts to breach your walls, the burning sting makes you sigh in delight, the heat of his skin scorching through you. Breathing hard, trying to relax, your cunt flutters still as he buries deeper, slowly. His deep, low groan fades into a chuckle as he watches your pussy suck in his cock. At the last inch, he snaps his hips, filling you fully, head pressing against your cervix.
“Ah, fuck~!” You white-knuckle the sheets, toes curling, forcing you to tip-toe, his pelvis presses against your hips. You breath raggedly, getting used to not just the burn his fat cock forces from your walls, but the stinging pleasure the same burn forces through you. You haven’t been fucked in way too long, and you’re already sure no one will ever feel as good as Jisung does right now. You’d needed him, not just any guy, but him. That’s why you haven’t tried looking for a date, your subconscious knowing you need your sweet friend to rail you stupid. Jisung breathes hard as well, trying to let you get at least a little used to the stretch, but your sticky, wet heat feels too good.
“I need to move, (Y/N).”
“Please~” You whine, squealing with delight as he pulls back no more than halfway, then slowly back in. It’s like he’s sucked the air out of you, then forced it back in, but his next thrust makes you see stars. As he leans over you, hips battering your ass with hard, shallow thrusts, his hands lie over yours, weaving his fingers through yours. The sweet move is overshadowed by his animal pace, your whimpers and squeaks just as feral. He’s still trying to hold back some, but when he can’t hold back a hard snap, he feels the same flutter as before and grinds his cock into you as you cum, spurts of slick coating his groin and balls as you squirt around him. Your shudders and pulses last nearly twice as long and when you finally lie still, he starts back up himself. Your cunt stings slightly, not ready for the friction once more, but the pain just fuels the pleasure. Without the bed underneath you, you’d have melted onto the floor, not strength left. Wanting to protests when he unweaves your fingers, he falls forward, his chest to your back. Not too tightly, he wraps his arm under you, across your collar bone, then down to your chest, pulling you up just enough that the arm around you restricts you, forcing your elbows to stay at your hips. Your nails dig into the fabric under your lower stomach, Jisung easily holding you up just a bit from the bed. His other arm also snakes around you, his hand splaying over your lower stomach. You’re sensitive there, more than most people, and just the pressure alone makes you mewl. Jisung presses harder, able to feel the bulge of his cock below your skin and as he settles into position, you realize why he’s holding you so tight: he’s holding you in place. His next thrust starts with only the head of his cock inside, then he barrels his dick back into you, fucking you with abandon. You gasp, not able to even squeak or moan, mouth open in a silent scream, drool dripping from the corners of your mouth.
“Ji-Jisung~! Please, fuck-!” You breathe out, your next orgasm washing over you, leaving the friction painful. The pain crests hard and fast as he continues to pound into you, fading back into pleasure. So much of your release and wet spill from your fluttering cunt that it drips onto the floor, down both of your thighs.
“I’m going to cum, noona. Full you up, yeah?” He whimpers deeply, almost groaning, hips faltering slightly.
“Yes, yes~! Jisung~!” He drops both of you to the bed then, pressing you down into the mattress, gouging his cock as deep as he can, and pumping your protected womb and cunt full of his hot cum. It spurts out in globs with your own cum, dripping a bigger puddle onto the floor, the hard pulse of his cock even stronger as he fills you. Your vision blurs, ears ringing as you cum once more, grateful that he stills, actually really hurting at that point. Reveling in his full weight on your back, he then registers he’s laying on you like that and pulls up just a bit.
“You okay?” He nuzzles the back of your ear.
“S-stings…” You get out hoarsely.
“Ah…” He winces with you as he pulls his still half-hard length from you, more globs of jizz and slick leaving your cunt.
“I don’t think I’ll walk for four days…” You mutter. It takes him a second to register what you mean before her bursts into laughter, pressing his sweaty forehead to your shaking shoulder.
“Good enough?” You ask and he hums.
“Fucking perfect.
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𝐈𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐌𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬 | 𝟏𝟎 |
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[ 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 ] | [ 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 ] | [ 𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ]
#1 Rule of Fake Dating: Don’t make it your go-to excuse for everything.
You learned this the hard way after telling Abby you had a ‘date’ to get out of her study session invite. Her eyes widened to proportions you never imagined possible as she gasped and demanded the full story of how you met your soulmate.
Before you could spin a convincing lie, your phone rang. The familiar ringtone makes you smile. For once, you were actually grateful for his annoying ass.
“What’s up, Brooky?”
Cole’s long-suffering sigh nearly makes you burst out laughing. “I’ll buy you a drink if you promise never to call me that again.” 
You bid Abby a hasty wave goodbye, watching her slump back down in disappointment over not getting any juicy details. “Depends on how expensive it is.”
“You do realise that I don’t get paid for my heroism.”
You wince. “That’s so true. You guys should really talk to the mayor about that.”
“Right?” His voice picks up, clearly hitting a sore spot. “I mean, I already feel bad enough living off Cyrus’s goodwill, especially with all of us there.”
Sandwiching your phone between your ear and shoulder, you adjust the bag on your arm and hum in agreement as he continues. “Plus, I don’t know. Master Wu’s insistent on us doing everything for free, but I think the renovation costs might’ve made him reconsider taking on a few private requests.”
“What kind of requests?” You unintentionally tune him out as you exit the university grounds to look for him. Standing on your tiptoes, you scan the crowd. Nothing. You frown, craning your neck in hopes of spotting that familiar mop of black hair. “Where are you?” you mutter, your voice slipping into irritation.
“What was that?”
“I said–”
A firm tap on your shoulder cuts you off. Startled, you spin around and instinctively lash out, your fist connecting with someone’s side.
“Oof!” A pained grunt follows as Cole doubles over, clutching his ribs. Despite his wheezing, he still manages a crooked grin. “Is this how you treat your boyfriend now? Should I be worried?”
“Oh my god!” Your hands fly to your mouth, eyes wide with horror. “I am so sorry! You can’t sneak up on people like that!”
Straightening up, Cole gives you a mock-wounded look, still rubbing his side. “Noted. Next time I’ll announce myself with a trumpet.”
“Good,” you reply, crossing your arms but quickly softening. “You’re okay, though, right?”
“Define ‘okay,’” he teases, but his attention shifts as his gaze flicks over you. His brows furrow. “Uh… are we matching right now?”
You blink, glancing down at your outfit — a brown dress paired with a white bag — before looking back at him. He’s wearing a white shirt and long brown khakis.
It hits you both at the same time.
“No.”
“Oh, absolutely not.”
You gape at each other in shared offence.
“This is ridiculous,” you mutter, shaking your head.
Cole narrows his eyes, gesturing between you. “Who’s copying who here?”
“Obviously you copied me,” you reply, placing a hand on your hip.
He snorts, crossing his arms. “Sure, because I definitely planned to match my soulmate’s outfit for a date in public.”
“It’s not a date!” you hiss, glancing around as a few bystanders glance your way with interest.
Cole raises a brow, an all-too-amused smirk spreading across his face. “Oh, so you do admit I’m your soulmate? As in, accepted it?”
You groan, punching his arm lightly. “You’re impossible.”
“Maybe,” he says, stepping aside to take your bag. “But at least I’m fashionable.”
“Don’t push it, Brookstone,” you warn, stepping past him. He simply shrugs, an easy grin on his lips when you hand him your bag without a second thought. He slings it onto his shoulder, starting to walk with you. 
“So, where’re we headed?” 
“I’ve got a lesson with Master Wu today, remember?” 
“‘Course I remember,” he huffs with a wounded tone, placing a hand on his heart. “What kind of boyfriend would I be if I didn’t?”
“Okay,” you say, stopping abruptly in the middle of the sidewalk and turning to face Cole. Your tone is calm, but there’s a certain edge to it that makes him pause. “If you’re going to keep up this boyfriend act, then you better be prepared for the consequences.”
Cole raises a brow, clearly amused. “Consequences? Like what? You making me carry your bag for the rest of my life?”
“Worse,” you reply with a smirk, resuming your pace. He follows, though the grin falters ever so slightly. Good. Let him wonder. Let him wonder and forget till the day you fill his entire room with tiny rubber dildos, enough to make an army.
You’re just about to elaborate with another (hopefully) ominous sentence when a familiar voice calls out your name from afar.
You turn to see Holly heading your way, her usual bright energy radiating even from a distance. Next to her is a boy you don’t recognise at first, but when he comes into view you realise he’s the brother you met the other day. 
“Hey,” you greet, waving as they approach. Cole glances at you questioningly but stays quiet.
Holly’s eyes flick to Cole, curious. “Who’s your friend? Is he…?”
You spot the perfect opportunity and take it, turning to Cole with a sickly sweet smile. “Oh, where are my manners?” Taking a step closer, you thread your arm through his. “This is Cole.” You bat your lashes for effect. “My boyfriend.”
The words that leave your mouth feel like poison, and you immediately feel like you’ve taken a nosedive straight into the fiery depths of hell. In your peripheral, you can feel Cole glance at you, his smirk widening.
Bastard.
Holly’s jaw drops. Her brother rolls his eyes at her reaction, crossing his arms. You recall his name starting with an L, trying to scrounge up his name from the tangled ball of yarn you call a memory when he suddenly speaks. 
“Calm down,” he says casually, shrugging like he’s commenting on the weather. “They’re probably just soulmates. You don’t have to make such a big deal out of it.”
Holly scowls, swatting at the hand he’s using to poke her arm. “I know that, Leo. I was just surprised to see her, that’s all.”
The sudden mention of it makes you flinch. Fake dating or not, the fact that the truth is out there in its purest form of the word soulmates is enough to trigger the nerves in your chest. After spending so long denying it, you’re suddenly supposed to accept it?
Leo notices your reaction and shrugs again, unbothered. “Holly told me about you not finding your soulmate. Till now, I guess.” His gaze darts to Cole, “Honestly, it’s not everything people make it out to be. Besides, the whole thing is overrated anyway.”
The ease in his tone catches you completely off guard. For a moment, you forget Cole’s smirk or Holly’s wide eyes. Your lips twitch upward into a small, genuine smile. “You’re not wrong,” you admit softly, meeting his gaze.
Leo’s grin widens ever so slightly. “Glad someone gets it.”
Cole, apparently done being ignored, steps forward and extends his hand. “Cole,” he says, flashing a friendly smile. “Nice to meet you.”
Leo takes his hand, shaking it firmly. “Leo. I’m this dumbass’s brother,” he elaborates, gesturing to Holly who looks ready to shove his head into the wall. You wish you could do the same to your fake boyfriend.
Your gaze flickers to their hands, catching the subtle shift in Leo’s expression; a raised brow, the slightest tilt of his head. It’s quick, almost imperceptible, but you see it. Intrigue.
The handshake ends, and Leo steps back, his expression slipping back into its usual nonchalance. Holly doesn’t seem to notice anything as she starts talking to Cole about something you barely register.
“Oh, wait,” you say, digging into your bag. “Do you have Instagram? I should follow you.”
Leo nods, pulling out his phone as you exchange handles. Just as you confirm the follow, Cole’s voice cuts in, laced with over-the-top concern.
“Babe,” he says, the word so dripping with mock affection it’s almost painful. “You’re following another guy on Instagram? I’m starting to feel... jealous.”
You shoot him a side-eye glare that he ignores entirely, his grin widening. You can practically hear the smugness dripping off his words. Fighting the urge to shove him into the nearest wall, you plaster on an exaggerated grin. 
“Jealous?” Leo echoes, smirking slightly.
“Of course,” Cole replies, slinging an arm over your shoulder and pulling you closer till you’re all but squashed against his chest. His very broad, muscular chest. “My Snugglebug here doesn’t just hand out her Instagram to anyone, you know.”
Snugglebug. 
I’m going to kill him. Slowly. Painfully.
“Oh, but my love,” you say, voice sugary sweet as you lean into him, batting your eyelashes. “Don’t be jealous. You’re the only one for me.”
Cole’s smirk falters for a split second, and you know you’ve struck a nerve.
“Good,” he replies, recovering quickly. “Because I was thinking of getting us matching Instagram bios. Something like, ‘Forever & Always’.”
Holly bursts into laughter, while Leo watches with what you can only describe as amused bewilderment.
“Oh, that’s adorable,” you coo, patting his cheek. “But I was thinking something simpler. Like, ‘My Rock’.”
“Perfect,” Cole echoes, his voice dripping with mischief as he gently tilts your chin to face him. “I’ll change mine to ‘My Light’.”
Oh. Oh, he’s dead.
Holly clutches her stomach, still laughing, while Leo shakes his head. “You two are... something,” he mutters, his tone dripping with amusement.
You force a smile, plotting Cole’s imminent demise. “Aren’t we just?”
Cole squeezes your shoulder lightly. “The best couple, right?”
“Oh, come on,” Holly finally bursts out, half-laughing. “You two are insufferably cute.”
“Cute,” Leo echoes, though the shit-eating grin on his face makes you want to bury yourself six feet under and pray no one ever comes to your funeral. Scratch that, no funeral needed for your demise.
You step away from Cole, letting his arm drop, and shoot him a glare that promises retribution. He just grins back, smug as ever.
“Let’s go,” you mutter, grabbing your bag from him and stalking past Holly and Leo.
Behind you, you hear Cole chuckle softly. “Anything for you, Snugglebug.”
You don’t look back, but the intense heat in your cheeks are enough to tell you he’s won this round. 
It’s only after you board the bus after waiting for ten minutes, hike up the mountain stairs (you’d gotten used to it at this point), and stormed past a perplexed Zane to grab some water and chug it down that you finally deign Cole with a scathing glare after the agony of silence.
“What’s wrong Snugglebug?” The bastard’s as smug as ever, leaning against the counter with a knowing smile. He tilts his head innocently, though his eyes gleam with mischief. “Did you want to take it to the next level? Change our Facebook status to ‘Taken’, perhaps?”
If not for the fact that the glass you’re drinking out of being classified as monastery property, you would’ve hurled it at his head without hesitation. Instead, you take a deep breath, set the glass down with no more than a soft clink, and plaster the tiniest smile on your lips. 
“Cole?”
He’s wary now. You take a step toward him, the very picture of serenity when he suddenly takes a step back, slowly moving away to the other side of the kitchen. “What’s wrong?” You ask sweetly, watching him awkwardly smile back in response as his arm scrambles for something behind his back. “What’re you looking for, Cole?” 
“Nothing,” he says, though you pick up on the smallest of trembles in his voice. “Just… loving how relaxed and completely okay with everything you are. Have I ever told you that you’re the best out of all of us?”
“Not at all,” you hum, stepping closer and closer to him until he’s flattened himself to the refrigerator door, looking down at you hesitantly. “The best, you say?” 
“Mmhm.” He nods slowly, and you watch his Adam’s apple bob as he swallows. Your lips twitch ever so slightly, lifting your hand up. His eyes widen, gaze fixated on your hand as it swings down toward him.
And lands on his shoulder in the form of a gentle pat. 
“Okay.” He watches you move away, heading to the sink to wash the empty glass. “I’m gonna go to Master Wu’s class now. You’re on bodyguard duty for the whole week, right?” 
You can sense how flustered he is when he mumbles out confirmation, turning around and watching him stiffen noticeably when your eyes meet his. “Sounds good!” You chirp, placing the rinsed glass onto the dishrack and leaving the kitchen without another word.
— — — — — — 
“Here’re the rubber... ducks you ordered.” 
Zane holds out a small, nondescript package. His tone is neutral, but the slightest tilt of his head gives away his curiosity.
It had been two days since the whole fake boyfriend debacle with Holly and Leo, with Cole behaving more quietly ever since you cornered him against the fridge. He’d laid low, keeping jokes to himself and bristling each time you sent an emotionless smile in his direction.
But this morning, he’d seemed back to his old self, slipping in snarky little comments about your relationship. 
Earth Ninja or not, you were thisclose to snapping the next time he referred to you as Babezilla in front of Kai.
But right now, you have more important things to focus on. Like the package in Zane’s hands.
“Thanks!” You say, grabbing the bag from him and clutching it to your chest like it’s some precious heirloom whilst grinning like an absolute madman.
Zane doesn’t move. He doesn’t speak. He just... stares. His eyes linger on the tightly wrapped block in your arms. You’re pretty sure if you poked him he’d teeter right before falling.
You can practically see the gears turning in his head, calculating every possible reason for your delivery. When his eyes narrow ever so slightly, you know you’re dangerously close to being interrogated.
You pat his shoulder, offering him your best reassuring smile. “Don’t ask.”
He blinks, his head tilting further. “But I wasn’t—”
“Don’t.”
Zane lets it go, though the way his brow furrows suggests this will remain an unsolved mystery he’ll revisit later.
Fat chance, my guy.
Clutching the bag tighter, you make your way toward Cole’s room. His music isn’t blasting through your head like it usually does when he’s nearby, a sure sign he’s out on patrol. Perfect.
As you reach his door, you take a deep breath, preparing for the task at hand. Operation Dildo Baggins was officially a go. You’d been sitting on this idea for a while with no official target, and now, with Cole’s recent antics (antics being the kindest possible way to describe the utter humiliation and embarrassment you’d been subject to with nicknames like Snugglebug, Babezilla, and worst of all…Babycakes), it felt like the perfect time to strike.
Slipping inside, you survey the space. His room is a mess, but it’s a mess you can oddly appreciate. Weights in one corner, a pile of laundry in another, and his bed unmade. The mattress practically has a Cole-shaped indent in it, while pillows lay haphazardly around.
You pull out the bag and unzip it, grinning at the contents. Tiny, brightly colored rubber dildos, all varying in size, shape, and shade. Some even had glitter. A stroke of genius, if you said so yourself.
Now, where to start?
You’re halfway through Operation Dildo Baggins when a sharp inhale makes you freeze. You slowly turn, expecting to be busted by Cole himself, when you see a wide-eyed Jay and Kai in the doorway.
Jay’s lips are parted, his gaze darting to the opened package on the floor, where its contents are spilling out, while Kai stands there with his arms crossed, one brow arched in silent amusement.
You glance from the sparkly pink palm-sized dildo in your hands to the two of them, trying to form a coherent explanation. 
“...It’s not what it looks like.”
Jay erupts into a fit of giggles, pressing himself against the open door while he chokes on a shaky inhale. Kai steps inside, admiring your handiwork. You relent. 
“Okay, it’s exactly what it looks like,” you relent, stepping down from the footstool you’re using to hide one of them above the closet. “It’s revenge. Or as I like to call it, Operation Dildo Baggins.”
Jay lets out an absolutely unhinged wheeze, sliding down the door frame as he laughs uncontrollably. “Dildo Baggins?” he chokes out between gasps. “That’s — oh my god — that’s genius.”
Kai strolls in, folding his arms as he surveys the chaos of tiny rubber dildos strewn across Cole’s room. “So,” he drawls with a smirk, “does this have anything to do with you being called–”
“Don’t,” you cut in sharply, jabbing a finger at him before he can utter the cursed nickname. Your glare is enough to make him pause. “I still have a coupon for another bag.”
He wisely shuts up.
“Anyway,” you continue, clutching the sparkly pink offender in your hand, “if you two idiots are here, you might as well help.”
Jay perks up immediately, eyes gleaming with mischief. “Oh, I am so in,” he says, practically bouncing as he steps over to inspect the pile, picking up a few he deems worthy. Kai shrugs, amused, and picks one up, flipping it idly in his hand.
“Alright,” you announce, “we’ve got to be smart about this. No obvious spots. Think subtle, think devious.”
Jay nods enthusiastically, like you’re outlining the master plan to a heist. “Subtle and devious. Got it.” Then, with an impish grin, he holds up Cole’s clear shower gel bottle, tilting it slightly to reveal the viscous blue liquid inside. “Ooooh, this is a good spot.”
You gape at him. “Jay–”
Before you can finish, he unscrews the cap and carefully slides in a few glittery dildos, where they sink and swirl lazily in the gel like the most ridiculous snow globe. He beams proudly.
“Perfect,” he declares, holding it up like a trophy.
Kai snorts. “That’s evil.”
You groan, pressing a hand to your forehead. “Teamwork truly does make the dream work,” you mutter, but you can’t help the small grin tugging at your lips as you snatch the bottle back and shove it into Cole’s shower bag.
“Focus, team,” you say, regaining your composure. “We’ve still got plenty more to hide.”
Kai tosses a dildo into the air, catching it with ease. “I call dibs on his sock drawer.”
Jay claps his hands together, rubbing them like an evil mastermind. “And I’ve got ideas for his weights.”
You’re fairly certain you’ve assembled the worst accomplices in history, or maybe the best. Either way, the amount of gleeful scurrying, whispered plotting, and the sheer evil glint in their eyes makes you think you’ve found your partners-in-crime for life. Operation Dildo Baggins had been an unparalleled success.
By the time you’re done, it’s time to unwind in the game room, the massive TV already aglow with the chaos of Overcooked’s cartoonish kitchen. Jay thrusts a controller into your hands while Kai rummages through the kitchen for snacks. They’d insisted you stay for dinner, and honestly, how could you refuse? A day of dildo-hiding makes a girl hungry.
“Okay, new plan,” Jay says, resetting the level for the third time. “You stay on cooking duty. I’ll chop, Kai delivers. We’ve got this.”
“Pretty sure you said that the last two times,” you deadpan, cracking your knuckles and adjusting your grip on the controller. “And yet, here we are.”
Kai returns with a bowl of chips, plopping down beside you. “Third time’s the charm,” he says, tossing a chip in his mouth. “Now stop arguing and start chopping.”
The game begins, and chaos ensues. You’re barking orders like a drill sergeant. “Jay, the tomatoes! KAI, THAT PLATE IS BURNT. WHY IS IT BURNT?!”
Jay is in another fit of giggles as he accidentally throws a perfectly good onion into the trash. “It slipped!”
“HOW DOES AN ONION SLIP?!”
“Guys, calm down–” Kai starts, but you cut him off, voice rising in desperation. “No calming! DELIVERY! We need that plate out NOW or we fail again!”
The door opens behind you, but you’re too focused on the timer ticking down and the chaos on the screen to look. The sound of a water bottle being uncapped and a few long gulps makes you hyper-aware of his presence, though. Not to mention the fact that you’d heard the faint melody of his usual playlist approaching the monastery which had made you accidentally throw away a good pot of cooked rice.
Cole.
You can feel his gaze on you, but there’s no time to address him. Not when Jay’s standing in the middle of the screen holding a pot and doing nothing useful.
“Jay, fuck off! Kai, DELIVER THE PLATE!”
“I’m trying!” Kai protests, nearly tipping over his drink in real life as he frantically mashes buttons.
It’s no use. The timer runs out, and the screen flashes a giant FAILED in bright red letters. You drop your controller with a groan, leaning back against the couch.
“That’s it. I’m done. You two are hopeless.”
“Hey,” Jay protests, “I’m great under pressure! Just… not in a fake kitchen.”
“You’d starve if we ever got trapped on a deserted island,” you mutter, reaching for a chip.
“Looks like you’ve got everything under control here.”
Finally, you glance over your shoulder. He’s leaning casually against the doorframe, his water bottle in hand, watching you with that infuriating smirk. Also, he was wearing a sleeveless tank top which, you hate to admit it, looked good on him. But also, his arms had the slightest sheen of sweat. 
In conclusion, gross and yucky.
“Care to back that up with action, or are you just here to talk shit get hit?” you shoot back, crossing your arms.
“Oh, I’d destroy you,” he replies smoothly, taking another swig of water.
You snort. “Please. You’d fold under pressure faster than Jay did when I asked him to deliver a plate.”
“Hey!” Jay protests, only to pause. “Okay, that’s fair.”
Cole chuckles, setting his water bottle on a nearby table. “You sure about that? I’ve got quick reflexes and perfect hand-eye coordination. I’d mop the floor with you, just like I did when we sparred.”
“Big talk for someone who hasn’t even touched the controller,” you retort, a spark of competitive energy flaring up in your chest. “Also, I totally let you win.”
“Oh, this I’ve got to see,” Jay interjects, scrambling to set the game to player-versus-player mode. He tosses a controller to Cole, who catches it effortlessly.
“I’m not kidding,” Cole adds as he strides toward the couch. “You’re about to witness greatness.”
“Yeah, yeah,” you scoff. “Hope you’re ready to eat my dust.”
Before you can say another word, Cole leaps over the back of the sofa in one fluid motion, landing right beside you. You blink, startled by the sheer grace of it, but quickly mask it with a scoff.
“Fancy moves won’t save you here, Brooky boy,” you mutter, gripping your controller tightly.
“Oh, I don’t need fancy moves to beat you,” he says, leaning slightly closer, his smirk infuriatingly confident. You shove him away with disgust, suddenly aware of how close you are. Before you can move away, however, Kai makes himself comfortable and manspreads. You roll your eyes.
“Bring it,” you reply easily, choosing your avatar.
Jay, already giggling in anticipation, hits start. “Let the carnage begin!”
The match starts, and the game becomes a blur of chaotic, fast-paced action. Your fingers move furiously over the buttons as you fight to keep up with Cole’s surprisingly sharp gameplay.
“You’re getting slow,” he taunts, the familiar chime of bells signalling completed orders going off non-stop for both sides.
“Slow?” you hiss, eyes narrowing. “I’m just warming up.”
Kai leans back with a laugh, munching on chips. “This is better than TV.”
For a moment, your eyes dart to your competitor. Cole’s leaning slightly forward, his full focus on the screen, brows furrowed in concentration. The corner of his mouth twitches upward, that stupid smirk never quite leaving.
Then, it hits you. The scent.
It’s faint at first, but the more you notice it, the stronger it becomes. A warm blend of spiced cinnamon and vanilla, rich and inviting, like stepping into your kitchen during Christmas to sneak a few cups of hot chocolate with your mother. A pang of nostalgia washes over you, unbidden and completely out of place. You shake your head slightly, trying to ignore how oddly comforting it feels.
How does he smell this good when he hasn’t even showered yet?
Your avatar stumbles on screen, moving erratically as you remain stuck in that memory. Cole notices instantly.
“Losing your touch already?” he snorts, glancing at you out of the corner of his eye.
The sound of his voice yanks you back to the moment. “What? No!” you snap, glaring at him as you hastily mash buttons to catch up.
“Sure looks like it,” he teases, that insufferable grin widening.
Without thinking, you shove him with your shoulder. He barely budges, laughing as he nudges you back. Your heart is racing in your chest, though you quickly chalk it up to the pressure of the game. 
The timer on the screen counts down to the final seconds, and your competitive streak kicks into overdrive. Your fingers fly across the controller as you focus all your energy on completing as many orders as possible. The kitchen on screen is pure chaos with ingredients on every inch of floor space, chopped cucumbers everywhere, pots almost overboiling, but somehow, you’re thriving in it.
Also, a part of it is on fire but with five seconds left, you’re prioritizing getting the food out rather than extinguish it.
“Come on, you’ve got this!” Jay cheers, leaning forward in excitement.
“Not a chance in hell,” Cole counters, his tone light but determined.
With a final flurry of button-mashing, the round ends. The results start to tally, both of you subconsciously leaning forward in anticipation. When the screen reveals you’d beaten him by two completed orders, a triumphant cry tears itself from your throat.
“I am unstoppable!” you declare, throwing your arms up like you’ve just claimed the title of world champion.
Jay hits a button on the controller, triggering cheers from the speakers. Kai sets off a party popper he somehow produces on cue. Confetti rains down, and you take a mock bow, basking in your victory.
Cole leans back on the sofa, swirling his water bottle in one hand, a soft grin playing at his lips. “You’re really proud of yourself, huh?”
“Obviously,” you say, spinning around to face him. “Beating you at anything is worth celebrating.”
His grin widens, and there’s a flicker of something in his gaze. Amusement, sure, but also a hint of challenge. “It was beginner’s luck.”
You scoff, crossing your arms. “Excuse me? I’ve been playing this longer than you’ve been doing your ninja stuff.”
“I’m just saying,” he drawls, sitting up straighter. “If we played again, I’d wipe the floor with you.”
Kai lets out a low whistle. “Oh, he’s laying it down now.”
Jay, grinning from ear to ear, grabs another controller. “This I have to see.”
Your eyes narrow at Cole, your competitive streak kicking into overdrive. “Fine. Rematch. But let’s make it interesting.”
He raises an eyebrow. “What, like a bet?”
“Winner gets to change the loser’s contact name for them. No swapping, no amendments. The name has to be kept and can only be changed through official Overcooked Betting.” 
Cole eyes the hand you put forth, waiting patiently for him to shake it and accept the terms. 
He takes it.
The stakes are set, controllers gripped, and tension hangs in the air as the rematch begins. The sound of clattering plates and sizzling pans fills the room, each of you hyper-focused on the chaos of the Overcooked kitchen. You’re determined to hold onto your victory streak, while Cole, equally motivated, keeps throwing glances your way, his smirk bordering on smug.
“Focus on your side, Cole,” you snap, dodging his attempt to distract you as his elbow inches closer to your ribcage. You swat it away with your arm, using the side of your head to bonk his shoulder.
“Multitasking is my specialty,” he shoots back.
Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Cole stealing glances at you between frantic moves, his expression equal parts focused and amused. You push harder, refusing to let him win.
Jay and Kai are on the edge of their seats, munching snacks as if watching the most gripping movie of the year.
When the final seconds tick down and the scores flash on the screen, you let out a loud groan. He’d beaten you by one order.
“No!” you cry, dropping the controller in defeat.
The tension leaves his body, relaxing against the couch with the air of an accomplished man. “Hand it over.” He puts his hand out to you, palm side up. You eye it, wondering if it’d be too late to order more rubber dildos. 
“A bet’s a bet,” Kai reminds from beside you. Groaning, you fish out your phone from your pockets and toss it into his hand. He unlocks it easily, having seen your password before during another study session where he’d kept himself occupied with books while you furiously rushed an overdue essay. 
With every ominous tap tap tap of his fingers against the screen, you bristle. His expression is infuriatingly focused, as if he’s crafting a masterpiece.
When he hands your phone back, you snatch it and glance at the new contact name. Your eyes widen in horror.
He’d changed the contact name from ‘Cole Brookstone - Ninja’ to ‘Cole <3’. It’s so simple, yet the heart he’d added after his name makes you wince. Your fingers ache, inching toward the edit icon before he hums disapprovingly. 
“Can’t change it,” he remarks offhandedly, peering down at his nails with a frown. You can see the corners of his lips struggling to remain turned down, knowing full well the bastard is busy laughing his ass off internally. “You made the rules, not me.”
“Fuck you.” 
“You wish.” His childish retort eggs you on, and you stick your tongue out childishly in turn. He makes a face, only to stop when you raise a fist and hit his side - lightly. He groans in exaggerated pain, clutching his waist. 
“How could you, Babycakes?” 
Jay’s loud gasp makes the heat rush to your face and coloring your ears crimson, narrowing your eyes. You can practically see Jay’s expression as he files away this juicy tidbit for later use.
“You did not just call me that,” you hiss, jabbing your finger at Cole’s chest.
“What? It’s your nickname for me,” he says innocently, though his eyes gleam with mischief. “Thought I’d return the favor.”
“That was not my nickname for you!” you snap. “It was–”
“Oh, I know,” Cole interrupts, cutting you off with a smirk. “It was ‘Cole Brookstone – Ninja.’ So professional. So... boring. I thought we meant more to each other than that.” He blinks innocently as he looks at you, his smile bordering on evil.
“Boring?” you echo, your tone dangerously low.
“Yeah.” He shrugs casually, like he isn’t goading you on purpose. “No creativity, no flair. Just straight-up boring.”
Your jaw drops, and you lean forward, pointing a finger at him. “Excuse me? You don’t get to talk about creativity when you put a heart after your own name. How is that not boring?”
“It’s not boring because it’s cute,” he counters smugly. “And admit it, you winced because you thought it was cute too.”
You open your mouth to retort, but Kai’s voice cuts through the bickering before you can let loose a string of curses you’re pretty sure would’ve gotten you banned from being around the monastery’s classes for elementary students.
“Okay, enough.” He steps between the two of you, holding up his hands like a referee breaking up a particularly petty fight. Also, he’d somehow produced two yellow uno cards from seemingly thin air, waving it at you both in warning. “You’re acting like toddlers fighting over crayons.”
“He started it,” you grumble, folding your arms.
Cole snorts. “Oh, grow up, Pumpkin Pie.”
Kai sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. Then, as you part your lips to fire back, he glances at you, a meaningful look in his eyes that reminds you of your earlier enacted revenge.
So, you press your lips together, taking a deep breath. Think mini dildos hidden in his pillow. Think glittery ones floating in his shower gel.
Suddenly, all the tension leaves your body, and you open your eyes with a serene smile.
Cole notices the change instantly, narrowing his eyes in suspicion. “What’s that face?”
“Oh, nothing,” you say calmly, turning away from him with a shrug. “Just decided to be a good sport and a role model for the younger generation.”
Kai catches the edge of your smirk and shakes his head, muttering, “You two are exhausting. Not even Nya was this much trouble growing up.”
Cole watches you carefully for a moment longer before relaxing back into the sofa, though the wary look doesn’t completely leave his face. “You’re up to something,” he mutters.
“Maybe I am,” you reply, not bothering to deny it. “What’re you gonna do about it?”
He frowns, aout to say something before you’re interrupted by Zane walking into the room wearing an apron that’s an almost offensive shade of bright pink. You have to double check to make sure you’re not just seeing things. 
“Dinner is ready,” Zane announces before scanning your faces. “Have I interrupted something?” 
No one moves or responds. The mention of food acts like a switch flipping in everyone’s heads.
“Nah, you’re good buddy,” Kai groans, standing and stretching dramatically. “I’m starving.”
“Same,” Jay says, bounding after him. He throws a playful arm around Kai’s shoulders as they head for the dining room. 
You follow at a more leisurely pace, Cole casually falling into step beside you. Neither of you speaks, the earlier bickering melting into a comfortable silence as the scent of freshly baked bread and herbs fills the air.
When you reach the dining room, the table is set with steaming dishes spread across it. Master Wu, Nya, Lloyd, and Pixal are already seated, pausing their discussion when you all enter. 
For a moment, you notice the way Master Wu and Lloyd change their grave expressions into a wide smile, though there’s still a solemn tint to their eyes. Part of you bristles, but curiosity is easily buried by hunger. 
Without a second thought, you and Cole gravitate to seats next to each other. It’s unconscious, natural, and nobody comments on it outright, though Nya raises an eyebrow as she glances between the two of you.
You happen to look up and meet her gaze, raising a brow in silent question. She just smiles and looks away to chat with Jay.
“Wow,” Lloyd says, leaning forward to inspect the spread. “Zane, you’ve outdone yourself. Again.”
“Is that herb-crusted salmon?” you ask, practically drooling.
“And garlic knots,” Cole adds, pointing to a heaping basket.
“Correct,” Zane replies with a slight bow of his head. “I’ve also prepared a vegetable medley with a lemon-butter glaze and rosemary roasted potatoes.”
“It smells amazing,” you say, eagerly reaching for a garlic knot.
“Smells amazing?” Cole laughs as he piles his plate high with potatoes. “It looks like a five-star restaurant in here. Zane, you’re spoiling us.”
“Preparing meals for my friends is not spoiling,” Zane replies evenly. “It is an expression of care.”
“You’re the best, Zane,” Lloyd says, already chewing on a piece of salmon. “Seriously, I don’t think I could go back to eating instant noodles after this.”
“Not with Zane around,” Pixal chimes in, a small smile tugging at her lips. “He would somehow make them gourmet.”
Jay leans toward you, whispering theatrically, “Don’t let him fool you. Zane’s just trying to make sure we can’t eat anywhere else without missing him.”
“You say that like it’s a bad thing,” Nya teases, nudging Jay with her elbow.
“Not complaining,” you quip, popping a piece of garlic knot into your mouth and groaning. “Oh my god, this is ridiculous. Zane, how do you make everything taste so good?”
“Precision,” Zane answers simply.
Cole nods, as if Zane’s simple explanation made more impact than any of Master Wu’s advice ever did. “I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again: Zane is the kitchen ninja.”
“More like the ninja chef,” Nya says, smirking.
“Or the ninja of nourishment,” Lloyd adds, earning a snort from Jay.
Master Wu chuckles softly, his hand resting on his teacup. “It is good to see you all enjoying yourselves. Bonding over food is an ancient tradition.”
“Especially when the food is this good,” Cole says, digging into his plate with gusto.
“Damn, leave some for the rest of us,” Nya says. You can only stare with begrudging respect as she spears a roasted potato off of Cole’s plate with a cartoonishly long fork that extends to his plate without the need of standing up. She catches you looking at it, grinning widely as she pops the stolen goods into her mouth. “Like it?” She asks through mouthfuls, carefully waving it around. “Crafted it in the workshop today.”
“Hey!” he protests, but it’s half-hearted. 
“Sharing is caring,” Pixal says lightly, passing a dish to Lloyd, who is too focused on his meal to notice her amused smile.
You scoff playfully. “Not with these potatoes. If you guys aren’t fast enough, I might empty the whole thing.” Glancing over when you feel a nudge, you roll your eyes at Cole’s earnest gaze. “Fine, I suppose you can have a piece.”
Kai gags. “The couple are so sweet it’s disgusting.”
“Not a couple,” You and Cole automatically reply in sync, shovelling more food into your mouths and munching. You don’t have to lift your head to see the sceptical glances exchanged, putting aside your usual snarky replies to focus purely on enjoying every bite of Zane’s cooking. 
“You wonderful, wonderful man-droid.” You mumble out between bites. Zane nods his head in humble thanks, Cole muttering a similar sentiment. 
The rest of the meal passes in a flurry of light-hearted jabs and never-ending enthusiastic praise for Zane’s culinary talents (all of which which the man-droid rightfully deserves). Plates were cleared, dishes stacked, and as the group slowly disbanded to their own devices, you found yourself lingering in the quiet warmth of the dining room, helping Master Wu wipe down the table.
“Thank you for letting me stay for dinner so often,” you said, glancing at him with a soft smile. “And for letting me hang out at the monastery so much. It’s… nice to be here.”
Master Wu paused mid-swipe, his wise eyes crinkling with warmth. “The monastery welcomes those who find comfort within its walls.”
You tilted your head at his cryptic tone, sensing there was more to his words. “That’s… oddly specific.”
He chuckled softly, folding the cloth in his hands. “You are exactly where you are meant to be, young one. Even if the reason has not fully revealed itself yet.”
You frown, your brows knitting together. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
He gives you a knowing look, one that somehow carries both gravity and lightness. “You will understand when the time is right.”
Before you can press further, the sound of footsteps draws your attention. Cole appears in the doorway, hands shoved into his pockets with a relaxed grin.
“Ready to head out?” he asked, his voice casual but his gaze lingering on you for just a moment too long.
You glance back at Master Wu, who merely nodded as if to say the conversation was over.
For now, that is.
“Yeah,” you say, grabbing your jacket and stepping toward Cole. “Thanks again, Master Wu.”
“It is always a pleasure to have you here,” he replies with a small bow, his tone warm. “Safe travels.”
Cole holds the door open for you as you step out into the cool evening air. Comfortable silence falls over you both like a warm blanket, walking toward the doors. The stars twinkle above, and there are barely any clouds above you both to obstruct the view. 
One of the perks of living on the peak of a mountain, you suppose.
“Did Wu drop one of his cryptic wisdom bombs on you?” He asks after a beat, his tone teasing.
You huff in amusement. “Something like that.” You pause, tugging your jacket. “Do you ever understand all that weird cryptic stuff he sometimes spouts? Just last week he was telling me about not jumping out of a well.”
Your response elicits a laugh from him, the sound deep and easy. You find yourself smiling at it, a warmth in your chest as you look at him. “Honestly?” He sighs, hands deep in his pockets as you make your way down the stairs. “I just smile and nod, then just hope I’ll figure it out somehow.”
“Really?” Your interest is piqued. “How about when you saved the world and all that? Couldn’t have done it without deciphering his mysterious sayings.” 
He grins. “You should’ve seen the way we were all racking our brains, trying to understand what he was saying. It was worse at the start, before we all knew Lloyd was the Green Ninja.”
“Worse? How?” you ask, your curiosity pushing a teasing smile to your lips as you both reach the end of the stairs and make your way over to the bus stop.
Cole shakes his head, his grin widening. “We were clueless, running around like headless chickens. Wu would drop some riddle about balance or destiny, and the rest of us would argue for hours about what it meant. There was this one time–” He breaks off, laughing to himself.
“What?” you prod, nudging his arm gently.
“There was this one time Wu told us we had to ‘look inward to find the strength to move forward.’” He mimics Wu’s calm tone, his expression mock-serious. “So naturally, Kai thought it meant we needed to meditate or something. He sat us all down in a circle and tried to lead a group meditation. Jay couldn’t stop cracking jokes, and Nya fell asleep within five minutes.”
You burst out laughing at the image. “What about you?”
“I just sat there thinking about how hungry I was,” he admits, shaking his head with a self-deprecating chuckle. “Turns out, all Wu meant was that we needed to believe in ourselves. But, you know, saying that plainly wouldn’t be very ‘Master Wu.’”
“Of course not,” you agree, grinning. “Mystical vagueness is his brand.”
As the two of you reach the bus stop, you glance at him. “So… did all his cryptic advice ever help? Like, for real?”
Cole nods, his expression softening as he looks at you. “Yeah, it did. Sometimes not right away, but it always made sense when it mattered most. Like when we were trying to stop the Great Devourer… or when we were facing the Overlord. Those were times when his words stuck with us, even if we didn’t get them at first.”
The bus pulls up, and the two of you step on. Cole fumbles briefly, patting his pockets with a furrowed brow before finally pulling his transit pass from his back pocket. “When you travel by dragon, bus passes don’t exactly come to mind,” he mumbles defensively. You roll your eyes with a playful smile as you both settle into seats near the back. As the city lights blur past the window, you glance at him again, catching the thoughtful look on his face.
“What about you?” you ask, leaning slightly toward him. “Was there ever a moment where something Wu said clicked for you?”
He smiles, but it’s a little more subdued this time. “Yeah. Back when we were stuck in the Cursed Realm, Wu told me, ‘A leader doesn’t just carry others; they let themselves be carried, too.’”
You tilt your head, intrigued. “What did that mean?”
“It meant I didn’t have to do everything alone,” he says quietly. “Back then, I felt like I had to shoulder everything for the team. But Wu was right. Being a leader means letting the people around you support you, too.”
You let the thought sit for a moment, then give him a small smile. “Sounds like solid advice.”
“It was,” he agrees, glancing at you with a faint smile of his own. “Even if it took me a while to figure out.”
The two of you share a quiet moment, the conversation lulling into another comfortable silence as the bus hums along. It’s only when you notice his reflection in the window with his expression relaxed, the corners of his lips slightly curved… You feel the odd warmth in your chest again.
“Thanks for sharing,” you say softly, your voice barely above the hum of the engine.
He glances at you, his grin returning, playful now. “Don’t get used to it. I’m not usually this talkative.”
“Oh, I won’t,” you reply, smirking. “Wouldn’t want you to ruin your mysterious tough-guy image.”
The bus finally reaches your stop and the both of you tap out. Your apartment building is within view, but a part of you lingers, your footsteps slower as you approach. “Got any plans for next Saturday?” 
You hum in thought. “Only to pick up the cake I ordered a while back.”
“Oh. I’ll tag along.” You glance at him, mildly surprised at the statement. He catches your look, raising his brows in question. “I gotta stock up on croissants. It’s been ages since I had some of his cinnamon rolls too.”
“Where do you even find the space for all that and not gain weight?” You ask, though it’s more to yourself in jealousy than an actual question. Unfortunately, he hears it.
“Having a gym in-house does wonders when you can’t sleep.” His voice is tinged with something you recognise instantly — sorrow. You’re about to ask, but decide against it when you see the look on his face. 
“You can pick me up in the afternoon then,” you say lightly, looking at a random streetlight. He hums in agreement. “And let’s try not to match again.”
That gets a chuckle. “Don’t you mean ‘try not to copy me’?” 
“You’re impossible.”
The lift is only a few paces away. You feel him stop, turning to see one hand shoved into his jacket pocket, the other hanging loose at his side. His posture seems effortless, but there’s something steady about it, like he’s rooted to the spot. The faint light from the hallway catches the curve of his smile, his gaze soft and lingering, almost bordering on fond as he looks at you.
“Goodnight, Snugglebug.”
Scoffing, you enter the lift and press the button to your floor. “Goodnight, Brookstone.”
For tonight, you’ll let him get away with this one.
— — — — — — 
It’s around midnight by the time Cole reaches the monastery. He’d taken his time on the way back, stopping by a convenience store to pick up some pre-cooked chicken breast, planning to microwave one as a snack after tonight’s gym session.
He grabs his headphones from the lounge but pauses, setting them back down onto the table. 
She’d probably be asleep by now, right?
He leaves without his headphones, entering the gym where Lloyd is busy doing his usual sets. Both of them were the more regular visitors, having encountered the other far too many times at odd hours to instinctively understand the dark rings under their eyes and haunted tinge in their gaze. 
“So,” Lloyd breaks the silence, glancing over as he lowers the speed on his treadmill. “Your soulmate, huh?”
Cole exhales sharply, the weight of the question hitting heavier than the bench press he’d just finished. He’d been waiting for Lloyd to bring it up but didn’t expect it to be now, in the middle of their usual workout session. “Yeah. We’re not exactly eager about it either,” he says, walking over to the bench and starting a few stretches. His tone is casual, but there’s a hint of tension in his shoulders. “It won’t impact my duties.”
“Oh, I wasn’t suggesting that.” Lloyd raises his hands in assurance, though his thoughtful gaze is now fixed on his teammate. “I’m just saying, it must be exciting, right? Meeting the person you’re supposedly destined to be with.”
Cole snorts, shaking his head. “Destined. Right.” He shifts his position, stretching out his arms. “It’s not like that. We’re just... soulmates in name. That’s it.”
Lloyd hops off the treadmill, grabbing a towel as he narrows his eyes at Cole. “Sure doesn’t seem like it’s just a label.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Cole asks, arching a brow.
Lloyd shrugs, leaning casually against the nearby wall. “I mean, you’re... different around her. Like when you got all defensive when Kai tried to eat her fries the other night.”
“She was clearly going to eat them!” Cole protests, the words spilling out faster than he intended.
“And how you knew her favorite bubble tea order?” Lloyd adds with a sly grin.
Cole freezes for a second before recovering with a huff. “She mentioned it once.”
“Uh-huh.” Lloyd tilts his head, his smile widening. “And that time you made sure to save her a spot during movie night, claiming it was ‘just coincidence’ when she showed up?”
“Coincidence,” Cole insists, though the tips of his ears are turning pink.
Lloyd’s smile falters, his expression softening. “You really don’t see it, do you?”
“See what?” Cole mutters, crossing his arms defensively.
“How much you notice about her.” Lloyd’s voice is quiet but steady. “The little details. The way you remember stuff she’s only said once, or how you pay attention to what makes her laugh or what annoys her. It’s not just about being soulmates, Cole. You care about her, even if you’re too stubborn to admit it.”
He scoffs, shaking his head. “I don’t—”
“Last week, when she complained about being cold, you handed her your jacket without thinking,” Lloyd cuts in, raising a brow. “No one even asked you to. And don’t tell me that’s just duty or being polite.”
For a moment, Cole doesn’t say anything, his jaw tightening as he looks away. “It’s... nothing. She’s part of the team. That’s all.”
Lloyd lets out a soft laugh, pushing off the wall. “Whatever helps you sleep at night, man. Just don’t wait too long to figure it out. Soulmate or not, people don’t stay in one place forever.”
Cole scowls at his retreating back. “For the record, this is worse than when Master Wu tried giving us the talk about the birds and the bees.”
He can vaguely make out the casual “deal with it” that Lloyd remarks as he turns a corner. Rolling his eyes, he shoves all lingering remnants of their conversation into the back of his head before continuing his workout.
After two more hours pass, he finally decides he’s had enough, heading to the kitchen where he’d dropped off his chicken breast from earlier, waiting for the microwave to heat up when he spots a text from you that he’d missed.
He picks it up, reading it before his brows furrow in confusion.
What’s a Dildo Baggins?
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nameless-jamie · 4 months ago
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Can we get some PA and Jamie’s mum and Simon interaction? 💙💙💙
The Tartt's
Masterlist
Jamie Tartt x fem! PA reader
TW: cursing
A/N: Sure, I love this idea. Guys keep sending me more ideas, love your requests. Ready for some pushy loving parent moments?
As his personal assistant, Y/N had gotten used to handling all aspects of Jamie Tartt’s life—from scheduling his training sessions to making sure he actually showed up to interviews on time. But coordinating a surprise visit from his mum and Simon? That was a new challenge entirely.
The last few weeks Jamie was very well-behaved. He was still annoying, but he worked hard to show up on time and make Y/N's life as his assistant and friend way easier. He was also very hard-working and trained his ass off. That paid off because he scored 5 goals in the last three matches!
As a little treat Y/N wanted to surprise him with his favourite people in the world. His mum and step-dad Simon. They live 3 hours away from Richmond in Jamie's hometown Manchester. He doesn't have time to visit them much, so any updates Georgie, Jamie's mum gets, are from Y/N.
Y/N and Georgie text and call often, not only to keep her updated on Jamie's life... Georgie and Simon had always been a fan of Y/N, calling her love and darlin’ whenever they met or talked. Asking Jamie where Y/N is at, whenever he FaceTimed them. Georgie would gush about how lucky Jamie was to have Y/N keeping his life in order, while Simon, in his usual dry humor, would mutter something about her being the real MVP of the family.
Georgie is also sure that Y/N is going to be her daughter-in-law... But she wouldn't rush those kids. She just knew.
And now? Well, now, they were showing up at Nelson Road to surprise Jamie at training.
Y/N stood outside the training ground, scrolling through her phone when she spotted the familiar couple heading toward her. Georgie’s face lit up the second she saw her.
“Y/N, my love!” Georgie beamed, pulling her into a warm hug before Simon wrapped an arm around her shoulders in greeting. “Oh, it’s been too long! Jamie giving you any trouble? Bet you’ve got your hands full. Love that boy to pieces, but he's a bunch of work sometimes.”
Y/N laughed. “You have no idea. But he's been good the last few weeks. I missed you guys so much and I know he's missed you too. So let's go surprise him!”
They started the walk to the pitch. Simon snorted wrapping an arm around Y/N and Georgie. “Reckon you’re the only reason he’s not showin’ up to training in his bloody dressing gown, right Y/N? By the way I brought your favorite shortcakes.”
"You guys spoil me and I'm not even your daughter!"
Georgie linked arms with Y/N as they headed toward the facility. “Who says you're not our daughter! Honestly, love, I don’t know how you do it. If Jamie were my boss, I’d have quit ages ago. Does he still sleep bottomless?”
Y/N blushed after hearing Georgie call her, her daughter. “Oh, believe me, Georgie, I've considered quitting like every day,” Y/N joked. “But then who else is going to make sure he eats actual food instead of just protein shakes and gummy bears?”
Georgie shook her head fondly. “That boy. Honestly. You are a saint, Y/N. And you know you’re basically family at this point, right? He should just marry you already...”
Y/N smiled, warmth blooming in her chest. “Well, I—”
Before she could finish, a voice interrupted from across the pitch.
“Mum? What the fuck?”
Jamie stood a few feet away, brows raised in confusion as he took in the sight of his mum, Simon, and Y/N looking very chummy.
Y/N grinned. “Surprise.”
"Language, Jamie!" Georgie shouted, angry at Jamie's fruity outburst.
Jamie blinked. “Why—how—”
"Surprise, baby!" Georgie squealed, throwing her arms wide, and before Y/N could even register it, Jamie was bolting across the grass, launching himself at her like a six-year-old.
She oofed at the impact, but Jamie just clung to her, his head buried in her shoulder.
“Mum,” he muttered, voice muffled but so full of love. “What’re you doin’ here?”
Y/N folded her arms, grinning as Simon walked up beside her. “He’s such a mumma’s boy.”
Simon chuckled. “The biggest. Watch this.”
Georgie’s face lit up. “Oh, Jamie, look at you. You’ve been eating well, right? Getting enough sleep? Moisturizing?”
Jamie sighed, leaning into her touch like an overgrown golden retriever. “Mum, yes. I’m fine.”
Georgie turned to Y/N. “Is he lyin’ to me?”
Y/N smirked. “You know what? He has been skipping breakfast.”
“Mum, no I haven’t—”
Georgie gasped dramatically, smacking his arm. “Jamie! That’s awful for your metabolism! You need to eat in the mornings, baby, I told you this!”
He turned to Y/N, slightly betrayed that she told on him, but happy. “You did this, huh? Brought them 'ere” he gestured towards his parents.
“Obviously.” She crossed her arms. “You haven’t seen them in ages, and I figured you could use some family time instead of annoying me all day.”
Georgie beamed, patting Jamie’s cheek. “She’s right, you know. You’re lucky she puts up with you.”
Jamie scoffed, blushing a little. “Yeah, yeah. Everyone loves tellin’ me how lucky I am to have her.”
Simon clapped a hand on Jamie’s shoulder. “Well, mate, you are.” Then, with a smirk, he turned to Y/N. “Tell me, love, how long you plannin’ to put up with him before you make it official?”
Y/N choked on air. “Wait, what?”
Jamie turned bright red. “Simon, mate, shut up.”
Simon ignored him, grinning. “Oh, come on. We all know it’s gonna happen eventually.”
Georgie nodded enthusiastically. “Absolutely. I’ve already decided Y/N’s my daughter-in-law, whether you two want it or not.”
Y/N laughed nervously. “Jesus Christ.”
Jamie groaned even louder, now totally embarrassed. “Bloody hell.”
“Oh, don’t act like it’s a bad thing,” Georgie said, waving him off. “You love her.”
Jamie scoffed, folding his arms, but there was a telltale blush creeping up his neck. “Mum! I do not. Don't say stuff like that.”
Simon raised an eyebrow. “Really? So why’d you spend all last Christmas on FaceTime with us, complainin’ that she wouldn’t answer your texts?”
Jamie’s face flamed. “I did not—” He turned to Y/N. “I didn’t, okay?”
Y/N grinned. “Mhm. Sure.”
Georgie nudged her playfully. “You should’ve heard him, love. Walkin’ around all moody, muttering, ‘Dunno why she’s ignorin’ me, I’ve been proper nice to her this year.’”
Simon snorted. “Proper sad, it was.”
Jamie groaned. “I hate both of you.”
Y/N, thriving off of his suffering, smirked. “Aw, Jamie, you missed me?”
He huffed. “You know I did.”
The way he said it—low, almost begrudging, but completely honest—made Y/N’s stomach flip.
Georgie waggled her eyebrows. “See? You do adore her.”
Jamie rolled his eyes dramatically. “Right, well, this has been proper fun for everyone except me. I need to shower.”
He turned to Y/N, eyes flicking over her with something way too mischievous.
“Fancy helpin’ me pick out my clothes, love?” he teased. “Heard my mum...You are my future wife, after all.”
Y/N scoffed, trying to ignore the heat crawling up her neck. “You’re impossible.”
Jamie winked. “You love it.”
Georgie sighed dreamily. “God, you two are ridiculous.”
Simon nodded. “Just date already.”
Jamie and Y/N groaned at the same time.
“No one asked you!”
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leashybebes · 2 months ago
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queer feelings - 7
one | two | three | four | five | six
Buck is aware that he is…not giving the best account of himself, but he can't seem to get a handle on it. Alannah's gorgeous, and funny, and interesting. And she's bisexual. She's bisexual like him, and he apparently can't be normal about it.
He's talking too much about being bi, and he's distantly aware that he probably sounds like a sheltered kid on his first day at the LGBTQIA+ society in college. Not that he'd know, really. But it's how he imagines that would feel.
"Like I went on a date with this girl," Buck says, "And I mentioned that my ex was a guy and she got - really weird about it."
"Oof," she says, taking another sip of her drink. "Yeah, been there."
"Yeah?"
"Mm-hm. I mostly date other bi or pan people now."
"Oh?" Buck's not sure what to make of that. She seems really nice, and he wouldn't be sitting here with her if he'd only checked the box for interested in women. Like, they have this thing in common, which is nice, but it's also…a prerequisite?
"I've met way too many straight guys who are a little too into it, and a decent number of lesbians who are just straight up weird about it," Alannah's saying, so casual and unbothered, and Buck wants to listen to her talk about it for hours.
He feels a familiar wave of outrage on her behalf, but it's tempered by the knowledge that - that that's him too, now. He gets to be annoyed about that for himself, too. 
"That really sucks," he says.
She shrugs, casual and elegant - she really is pretty, and Buck's interested in her, but he doesn't know if that's because he's interested-interested, or just because she's the first person he's really met who uses the word bisexual like it's simultaneously not a big deal, and also like it's kind of the bedrock of who she is as a person.
"Biphobic assholes are always gonna be out there. Too gay for the straights, too straight for the gays. But that's not all people. It's not even most people if you don't surround yourself with assholes."
It feels like getting hit in the back of the head. Too straight for the gays. Huh. 
"It doesn't matter," she goes on. "But it is important. You get me?"
"Uh. Not really," he admits, and she smiles.
"Okay. Like - was the fact that you fucked women the most interesting thing about you before you came out?"
Buck almost chokes on his beer. Alannah rolls her eyes and smirks at him.
"Guess not," he admits.
She shrugs. "But it was an important part of how you saw the world, right? Like I said. Doesn't matter. Is important."
"I get it," he says. And he does. It doesn't matter. But it's important. God, it's really important.
She nabs the last fry from the basket between them and looks at him, considering. "I mean this in a nice way," she prefaces.
"Uh-oh," Buck jokes, and she smiles at him, leaning forward a little.
"You don't have a ton of queer people in your life, right?"
"Um." Well, there's Hen and Karen. There's Josh. There was Tommy. That's not a lot of people. But as like, a proportion of the people he does have in his life, it's not small. That's a depressing thought, all of a sudden. Not the relative queerness, but the size of his network. "I guess," he admits.
She smiles at him again, realer this time, a little lopsided. She's so cute.
"You might wanna work on that," she advises, and Buck thinks he will.
They move onto other topics - the things about themselves that are more interesting - but that thing she said about too straight for the gays keeps ticking around in his head. Is that what it was? Was that part of it?
"Can I see you again?" he asks at the end of the night.
She hesitates. "You're a good guy, Buck. But I don't think you're for me."
"Oh. Oh, sure," Buck says. "Friends?"
"I'd like that," she says, and she seems sincere. "You know, I actually have a friend that's gonna adore you."
It's the nicest brush-off he's ever gotten. The best failed first date he's ever had.
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batsnake--113 · 2 years ago
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They have been living in my brain rent free since even before the pilot. (I'm insane)
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Ok you guys let me indulgde here I feel more comfortable doing here than twt.
I just love opposites attract kinda characters and that whole characters that are arguing constantly that everyone thinks they are dating and they try to deny it (Lie) and the "Oh you wanna kiss me so bad it's pathetic". I feel Jax is the kind that would be very flirtuous but the moment Ragatha does it back he crumbles like a cookie (He likes when she's assertive too) as for Ragatha she gets annoyed by him but eventually she learns what buttons to push to get back at him and she thinks that's cute. They try to act like "WE'RE NOT DATING" then go smooch in the corner. Their love language is teasing and trying to one up eachother and cuddling bcuz Ragatha is so extremely soft (Spooning, you can guess who is who).
Oof --
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