#// love it when your lust is always tormenting all of my muses lmao

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@hariolor // cont.

A HITCHED BREATH — it would be a lie to say the woman who stands before her wasn't beautiful ; hair as dark as the night , lips as red as the blood rusting on her weapons , and eyes speaking of unspoken secrets. Nashira looked away , least of all , she winds up falling for whatever wicked spell may unfold upon her. "Tempting , I must say , but you will find my resilience is far greater than what power you think you hold."

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howdy y’all ! lilac’s the name, writing trashlord character’s the game. i hail from a lil island known as australia... so in essence, i am never gonna be online at the same time as anyone else dkjfghdkfjgd. but !! don’t let this deter you. like a lil ol’ boomerang i’ll eventually find my way into your dms and hopefully we can plot/write with all your incredible muses. <3 a lil info about me though, i’m a tea connoisseur, sims enthusiast, and i talk daily about how i consider the barbie films cinematic masterpieces. if i haven’t scared you off and you’d like to get to know my sweet and memey tough boi, please press that readmore to complete your transaction.

⌠LUKE HEMMINGS, TWENTY ONE, CISMALE, HE/HIM⌡ welcome back to gallagher academy, BLUE HAWTHORNE! according to their records, they’re a THIRD year, specializing in AWARENESS TRAINING, BREATH CONTROL, HAND TO HAND COMBAT + COVERT OPERATIONS (CP); and they DID NOT go to a spy prep high school. when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of (a smiley face traced into the precipitation on a mirror after a long and warm shower, a constellation of bruises strewn across your body, impatient foot tapping in the hallows of detention, chopsticks fashioned into walrus tusks over a meal, climbing higher and higher with no sign of stopping). when it’s the (aquarius)’s birthday on 2/13/1998, they always request their CHEESY NACHOS WITH EXTRA GUAC from the school’s chefs. looks like they’re well on their way to graduation. 

( PERSONALITY ! )

( for more details about blue, check out his stats & hcs here ! )

he is playful, jocular, impulsive, and honestly? immature lmao. he is honestly a Soft Jock™

he’s always been looking for the childhood he never got to have, y’know? he does this in the way he’s always cracking jokes, a bit of a class clown, disruptive. a wholesome prank or two. 

he gets in trouble in school more than his fair share, simply for daydreaming or sneaking out. he doesn’t let the institution define him, but he can take orders when needed. he can be very loyal tho, and much like eggsy in kingsmen, if someone asked him to choose between his dog or orders ?? he’s always choosing the dog kdjgf

he is secretly very insecure and always has a need to please. if someone doesn’t like him, he’ll tear himself apart to figure out why.

he’s always telling jokes and always laughing. he’s known for his Memes and is always a good time to be around. social butterfly, gregarious. chances are if you don’t know him, you’ve heard him dkfgjdf

he’s also a bit Anti-( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( sex lmao ) because ya boi has commitment issues so high they’re floating out there in space

he can also be very maternal when the need arises. he is not good at talking about emotions but he’ll give you a meme or a hug to Heal You

he very much reminds me of the human embodiment of a puppy. cannot be alone for very long, has a short attention span, and craves validation lmfao. give him a squeaky toy and he will be Contented

as a soon-to-be spy he can be Tough in the field when he needs to be but he’s also v sensitive. most see him as a macho, just genuinely happy kinda dude but, he truly feels a lot. he won’t let you know that, though.

he struggles academically as he has a short attention span most of the time and thinks too little of himself. however, he’s a lot brighter than most people give him credit for. he’s incredibly creative and a lateral thinker. maths makes him want to die, tho. he does shine in physical trials at least, which is something !

also what’s money? blue does not know. he grew up with hardly anything, and has been working since he could. for this reason he’s quite frugal and struggles to throw things away. 

blue’s troubled past ( explained below ) is something he doesn’t acknowledge, and not a lot of people know about. to many, he’s known as the local Meme Dealer. but to a lucky few, he’s known as a friend who would do anything for you.

most just know him as the moron named after a colour tho.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

( HISTORY ! ) - tw: illness/cancer, death, substance ( alcohol / drugs ) & depression.

blue hawthorne, who never goes by his birthname bc he hates it dfkjgdgdf, was born in the town of sparks, nevada ! 

it was always just blue and his mother, margarette. he never met his father and he was gone long before blue’s mother could even tell him about a pregnancy test. cut off from her family due to having a child out of wedlock, the pair started a life for themselves. all they had was a humble abode in a trailer park. material possessions were lacking, but blue never felt like he went without. 

blue’s mother was by very definition blue’s best friend. they both shared a love of music and ballet, and margarette worked as many jobs as she could to allow for her son to take lessons. starting quite young, at the age of four or five, blue was actually quite good. the usually mischievous and erratic child found structure in the discipline, and it was the thing that brought him the most happiness.

as a child blue was often teased for his interest, and the fact that he was so close with his mother. despite being incredibly short and frail at the time, he was also very outspoken and strong-willed, and never let his peers get the best of him. he danced, he laughed, he bruised his knees at any given opportunity. made a lot of mistakes. what he lacked in possessions he gained in the abundance of joy he felt in his heart growing up. his mother and a few of his close friends were his world.

when blue turned fifteen, everything changed.

( illness / cancer tw ) the jubilant, mischievous, but altogether kind-hearted boy was given the heart-breaking news that his mother had been diagnosed with cancer. margarette hawthorne, much like her son, was a fighter - and didn’t let such a diagnosis keep her down. despite their dwindling lack of funds now going towards medical bills, and the fact blue began sacrificing his own childhood as he took to the role of a caretaker of sorts for his mother, he never took his time with her for granted.

things were okay for a while. there was a point where the doctors were convinced that she was going to make it. blue was a fool. blue believed them.

at the age of sixteen, blue lost everything. he lost his place to live, he lost his childhood and lust for life, and he lost the person he loved most in the world. he lost his best friend.

it wasn’t long before the overbearing sympathy from those around him soured blue. he was sick of being bullied, people not liking him, and altogether not being in control of his own life. most of all, he felt so hopeless as his best friend in the entire world was starting to fade. so what did this boy do ? he quit ballet (the thing he’d loved since he was able to stand), he started drinking, he got involved with a very bad crowd and became a frequenter of the local police station. blue became a certified Bad Boy™

blue was sent to live with the grandparents that despised him and never acknowledged his existence before that moment, having met them at his mother’s funeral. righteous and conservative in their views, they had cast aside their daughter when she had blue, and only reached out to her in her final months. for this reason, blue despised these people (he refused to call them family). he tried his best to be appreciative of a house and food ( which was much better than anything he had growing up ). but he was cold. always cold.

( substance tw ) in his latter adolescence, blue fell into a rapid succession of bad decisions. still small, still frail in stature, he found himself at a dissonance with his image and began growing insecure about his looks, the years of torment weighing on him. he found anesthetic in the party scene outside of school, taking to alcohol and drugs as a sedative from the life he felt forced to lead. he couldn’t decide if he hated himself or he hated the world more.

at the age of 17, his rap sheet seemed to grow with each rise and fall of the sun. he was hardly ever ‘home’ and couch surfed. at the age of 17 he’d gotten his own car and lived more out of that than the stuffy house on top of the hill where he was supposed to be. his grades were debris lost in his tumultuous storm, he was always looking for validation from the kids he hung around with and made some very poor decisions in the hopes he’d be liked. in the hopes he’d find a new family.

the partying, the stream of hook ups, his criminal record (mainly with petty theft, a few write ups for public intoxication and fighting), the instability of his living situation and his future all came to boil just before he turned 18. physically he’d started to fill out, and look more like the man people know today. he was no longer frail and no longer weak, and when asked, he used to his fists to forge that path he thought he wanted.

after a dark night, it became apparent to blue that his path of self destruction was hurting no one but himself. things had to change.

through nothing short than a McMiracle (sponsored by Ronald McDonald, bc no one else is rich enough to pull it off lmfao) blue managed to scrape by and complete high school. not well by any means. but he did it.

it was about now that blue had been informed of a small school called blackthorne academy. details were scarce, but what drew the blond’s attention was the tuition ( or lack thereof ). his acceptance cited his physical capabilities as seen through his many years of dance and explained why he was of particular interest to the school. he was suspicious, to say the least. but blue knew he wanted to become something, and to go to this school would not only take him away from a life he wanted to forget, but he would become self sufficient, and be able to leave his toxic family situation on his own terms. 

bidding farewell to the grandparents he was only beginning to know, his grandfather saw no reason to extend her kindnesses, and cut blue off. at the age of 18 he was homeless, with nothing but a car and a handful of pokemon cards he’d had as a kid. not worth anything or even particularly sentimental, he just likes pokemon kgfjfd.

living in his car for a while before eventually crashing with a close friend, blue managed to absorb his days in work before eventually starting his tenure at blackthorne. although blue’s wild days are behind him, there are some things locked in his past that still haunt him. there are doors he never hopes to open again. but he got his fresh start, and is determined to live the life a young blue would have wanted for him, and one his mother could be proud of. and who knows, maybe he could go on and save the world. 

( WANTED CONNECTIONS ! )

all of these are absolute trash, and i much prefer plotting with specific characters in mind to cater it to our muses and make it unique to them. (~: but i do have a few wanted connections here as a starting off point !! if any of them really call to you though, please let me know as i would adore to have anything listed !! with that in mind, i wanted to include a sample of a few of the connects on the page here to make things a lil easier. 

— *. ; ( co-workers ) || this connection is a little up in the air as i understand that students aren’t allowed to leave campus without staff supervision, and tuition isn’t awfully high if you can’t afford it ! however, blue has no money, and if at all possible he would try and get some sort of job whilst at blackthorne/gallaghers. whether that be doing odd jobs as part of his covert ops classes, or even working for the campus doing things like lawn maintenance, working in the stables, or literally anything that was open ! ( his ‘job’ could even be bringing in dkfjgdf some sorts of contraband to sell to other students, lmfao. nothing illegal, just stuff you can’t get on campus ). this connection is meant for any muses that may also be employed, or want them to be, and these two could be co-workers ! with an admin blessing we can figure out what is logistically possible within the plot, and if your muse already has a job i’d be very interested to have blue be a coworker if you were at all interested !! <3

— *. ; ( protector ) || there are two things blue hates most in this world: liars, and bullies. as an older ( and arguably large ) student, he comes to find someone who is going through a rough time assimilating to life at the academy for whatever reason. on the surface neither of them have anything in common, but the pair form a sibling like bond, and blue is willing to do anything to protect their friend. 

— *. ; ( aggressor ) || blue is very mild mannered for the most part, save for any jokes he likes to make. however, there is someone on campus who absolutely makes his blood boil. whether this person dislikes blue for his lack of wealth and sophistication, his inherent need to never pick sides, or his immediate abandonment of respect for blackthorne once the truth came to light. or perhaps he made a joke in their early days that rubbed this person the wrong way, and a toxic environment has persisted since then. i imagine this relationship has escalated to violence, and for whoever picks this up i’d really love to delve into their hatred and flesh out their angst !

there are plenty more connects on the page and like i said, i am literally happy to plot anything under the sun. (~: 

thank you so much for reading ! if you made it all the way here ?? you’re a h*cking legend lmfao. if there’s anything here that stood out to you please hit me up either on tumblr dms or via discord ( my user is lilac 🍕#1835, or kjgdgdf the person with the crying squidward icon in the gc lmfao ). as there are quite a lot of members here, please like this here intro if you are interesting in plotting/writing with me so i know !! i’ll check out your beautiful intro and Throw (or rather, gently pass you) some ideas your way if you haven’t messaged me first. <3 but thank you so much again for making it to this point, here’s a proverbial cookie for your troubles. it’s double choc chip, enjoy it. (~: 

[krupnick02]

Which of the seven deadly sins fits Jessica the best? Which of the seven virtues?

Yooo, thanks for leaving it open to more than just one for each! also this is kinda spooky bc i was thinking abt this this morning.

You look at Jess and you think “Lust”, right? You’re not wrong, because her very design is based off of it: She was drawn to be seductive, alluring, jaw-dropping and breath-taking! Her mannerisms are constantly flirtatious (she even play-flirts with her buds, man.), and even the way she moves is not without an inch of temptation. She was drawn this way, so she is, without even trying, an avatar of the Lust. 

But while being created to be Lustful, she herself has become Wrathful through life experience. And honestly, who can blame her?

Jess really doesn’t like to talk about it, or even delve into it, but she has been mistreated pretty badly ever since the day she was drawn; Wolf-whistling, objectification, ogling and even daring hands were not alien to her since the day she popped into creation, and she grew her fangs in pretty quick. As she’d say, “I had to.”. She was her only defense back then in a man-dominated environment, after all. It sharpened her strength, her intuition and built a few walls that might not exist today if it hadn’t been for the age. She did eventually gain some friends along the way, but that barely put a stop to anything. Jess had to form her own backbone to start pushing back until she became the standing tall Jessica we know today. Viva la Rebellion.

People romanticize the 30s & 40s, but man, shit was hard back then for women. They had the right to vote, sure, but that didn’t mean everything was smooth sailing! Work was hard to find alone, but even when you found it, you could be fired for just being a woman since there was no protection laws for us back then. Imagine what it must have been like to be a toon woman, with no rights what-so-ever, and the one in charge of you was most definitely a man. ((here’s a cool fact tho: look up Jackie Ormes. she was the first African American lady cartoonist!! not only that, but she touched on issues that were going on at the time with like, no fear, in one of her comic strips called “Patty-Jo ‘n’ Ginger”. that’s cool af. and you know Jess loved her to bits and pieces and supported her jsyk. honestly, Jess has so much respect for this awesome woman.))

Jessica’s had friends who were guys, who appeared to be sweet as can be, that turned out to be the original makers of the “friendzone” bullshit, expecting romance and sex in return for their “respect” and “companionship”. That messed her up, man. It broke her heart and made her thorns grow. It made her very prickly towards men, reading them on first glance and questioning their motives when they chatter with her. Even the male friends she has to this day who are not José, Daffy, Bugs or Dakota ((and Duckula & Fenton, I mean, look at them.)) get her mind wandering. She’s scared to be used, and find out these guys she’s grown to are just using her to a means & end. It’s not their fault, it’s just how life since the 30s has shaped her. It takes some years to get close to her, so please don’t be offended if Jess isn’t trusting towards your male muse.

If you try to play Jessica, she’s going to play you right back even harder and torment you out of spite for you. It is her goal for you from then on to dismantle you when she figures out what you have in mind for her. Ain’t nobody allowed to fuck with her without repercussions anymore.

Jess has become more violent since the 30s, too. Where she used to clock men with a pan when they got too close, she’s upgraded to a golden mallet and literal booby traps. She’s not afraid to smack a dude around and make them bleed, and even break a few bones if they disrespect her. She’s not afraid anymore, and it’s all out of self defense. And disgust.

So, closing on this side, Lust & Wrath both fit her deadly sins, worn equally. Born as one and sharpened into the other.

Now, as for Jess’s virtues..

Jessica is Diligence: She is a very work-oriented woman, a self-made hardworker. Work! Work! Work! Make yourself proud, be a woman you’re proud to be. Never give up. Bring on that hard labor, build your skills. She’s constantly busy, throwing herself into work and working at her skills, constantly practicing and never giving an inch on self-improvement. She’s even badgered Lola ( @hoopsheartthrob ) into giving her kickboxing lessons! She’ll likely even badger Tiger ( @the-great-tiger-of-mumbai ) for boxing lessons in the future. Self defense with a mallet & bear traps is all well & good, but if she has no weapons are her disposal, it’d be important to have your own body to back you up.

Sometimes though, Jess can overwork herself. But only once in a blue moon! She can catch herself if no one else will and reel back – but hoo boy, when she overdoes it she just crashes lmao. sleeps 4 a week. Honestly, her patronus is probably a lioness. Babe was running the show even when the men were in charge.

Jessica is Kindness: It’s so, so important to be kind. To children, to teenager, to adults and to the elderly. She’s a toon, and her core is to entertain everyone and be sweet – sure, some people fall out of that, but not everyone. A few bad apples shouldn’t ruin your shine for everyone. She will take time out of her day to help someone and will more than happily throw her career to the side when a loved one needs attention. People always come first over work, and so does their happiness.

Jess has been through truly hideous things through life, definitely. But that’s also taught her why it’s so important to be kind. It’s so important to be supportive and love everyone around you with no restraint. Life can be dark, really dark, hopelessly dark, and she came from absolute abysmal days. To shine some light into someone’s life at least once a day can do a hell lot more than you think. Roger ( @j-j-jeepers ), José ( @jose-carioca ) & Daffy ( @wabbitseezon ) were her little torches in the dark back in the golden age, you see. They helped her through the roughest times of her entire damn life, man. They were an inspiration of how important support can be for someone, and how a little laugh can really help when your heart is hurting.

Jess will go out of her way to be kind. She will always be positive and she will always offer a hand when its needed, and a shoulder when a hug is sought after. She refuses to be cruel intentionally, unless someone is deserving of it. 

and lastly, Jessica is Humility: She loves herself and she says she can talk about herself all day, but she really isn’t that egotistical. She just learned to love herself and refuses to give that up, man. She appreciates herself.

But that’s not all Humility is. Humility is

Bravery: To confront fear and intimidation. Reverence: To respect someone else, and admire them.

I’d say my baby’s brave for what she’s been through. She’s suffered and risen from it, and though she can still stumble, she’s still standing and made herself an even better person for it. She’s brave. 

and god knows, she has so much admiration and respect for the people she knows. For the people she’s heard of but never met. She will sing her loved one’s praises and gush about how amazing they are and spend time telling them why they’re amazing, and that they are inspirational. She will always look for the good in these people and remind them that they have it, even when they’re not expecting it or worrying about it. She wants to remind them that. She has so much love and, as I said before, respect for these people. 

Sorry this took a while to reply to, but I hope it suffices! Thank you for the cool ask - I got to ramble on about Jess for a bit with it hahahsdfg.