#// ill do these 2morrow
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#waiting for livraz 2 show up^#elendira#trigun maximum#trigun#lg doodles#mo but im like . going 2 complain for five secodns#but i hate working full time i hate it ive awkays hated it i will always hate it and when im dead ill still be hating on it#NOOO ENERGYY(‘!!!for anything . ever .#like ive given up on hobbies bc it feels soo fcking impossible to do anyrhing that isnt cooking dinner and then passing out 4 the night#miserable existence i want to claw my face off#the oast two yrs have been manageable in the sense that i alws had smt to look forward to#hyperfix or whagever. but these past 6 months r grey.DESOLATE‼️‼️‼️devoid of purpose#elendira outstretched hand lets take ibuprofen together#but its lexapro#anyways . ^__^!!~~ hope uve had a good day today#or did smt fun this week#bHELPPPP#walking 2 my car rn actually .. inagine the virgin walk guy thats like this > 🚶#metbh#being let out of my hamster cage . only to return 2morrow
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more wips...........
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my godddd sorry to sound literally fucking insane but thinking abt littollll gru and the minions makes me want to cryyyyy. HIS FAMILYYYYYYY
#mmeeee when im a lonely autistic kid w nobody who loves me and suddenly i have ne billion little thangs who wld die for me and think im epic#to literally just hang out and do fun things with foreverrrrrrrr#minions 1 and 2 credits KILLLLL ME bc 90% of it is just gru doing regular kid stuff. but w the minionsssss WAHHHHHH#like ohhhh my god. his classmates hate him his mum hates him the WORLDDD hates him. but the minions loveeee him. FUCK IT ALL#unrelated rlly i just didnt want to make another post cus i think ive said it before too#i rlly love the idea that he only goes by gru bc its all the minions can say. they cant say felonious LOLLL#cus idk. if i was named FELONIOUS i wld want to make it part of my villain brand#btw theres a lotttt to be said abt. how villains in dmu represent the freaks and the weirdos of society. the rejected and the unloved#why i have mixed feelings on avl gru. if only they were geniuses like me... sigh#also unrelated rlly but i love the theory that lucy might be related to herb and scarlet.#i dont think theres rlly anything behind it but it wld be fun for her motivation to join the avl#anywayyyyy ahhhhhh gru.... aaaahhhh gruuuuu#gonna rewatch rog 2morrow. and thennnnn omg... DM4#welll ig i cld watch 4 tmroww.. but i have work and ill be tiredddd so ill go saturday. else its a rush w the buses etc#MMMMM. actually. hm.#yeah wahtever. saturdau is fine. i can waitttt.#and plus ill b able to get boba again afterrrr. my funny treat
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Tbh the fact that most of the HS projects inspired by edoochan don't usually go beyond 3 chapters is kinda funny to me idk why
Anyways, I'm making dungeon meshi HS
I have no story planned for it (except it is going to have the battle of the bands event). I'll take out any magical element of the original story and make all characters teenage humans. I have no idea how to manage a project like this but auditions for character voices and artists are open RIGHT NOW!!!1!!!!1!!1!1 and composers too bc we want to have a full original soundtrack as well!!!2!111
#sorry if it sounds mean spirited this is meant as a joke#probs ill delete it 2morrow. i just needed to get this out of my brain#u dont mean this in a bad way. but i do think this happens bc the ppl behind these things dont ~know~ how tl manage them#either from writing a story for their series. or the producing stage. or bc they get a big audience they don't know how to deal with#or something idk. these thoughts suddenly dont make sense anymore
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🌻 random in-character questions
🥰 "What would make you feel happy and loved?"
"What a sweet thing to ask. However I'm more concerned with what would make YOU feel happy and loved."
kani note: beig trusted, confided in! being relied on! they would actually say this out loud if pressed on it, however, they would say it with a sense of pride, and not see how this can be a problem.
#ask#anonymous#oc#original character#loskaaja#pluto#tysm for asking!!!!#ask games#now i need to sleep#ill do thee rest 2morrow#i have some other ones to answrt too but these are a bit easier to do since I get yappy if im not restraining#myself to the dimentions of other peoples words
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i dunno if i wanna go to school tomorrow....... i got a text from the principal who explained that the school counselor is on sick leave and wont be back for another month. which means my entire school experience has been completely ship of theseus'd. my mentor had a baby, my counselor is gone for another month, its a new location......... theres a meeting on wednesday that ill go to but. i dunno if i wanna go to school when theres no one there left that im comfortable with :(
#its like. i dunno. ive been struggling with motivation throughout all of last semester#and now theres. like. nobody left i feel comfortable or safe with. so i dunno what to do Its like a battlefield now#i dont think ill go 2morrow actually........ whimpar
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thinking of doing a thing... but not sure who of y'all is around... but........ 👁
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hes so babygirl i need to woobify him NEEOOOOOW!!!!!!!!!
#treasuresposting#he was maaaaaaade for me to draw him#this is the alwin situation again#designed just for me<333#yes he engaged children in combat what about it<333#so funny that you never fight a person in treasures#like let me stab gustav out of love#like the end of hannibal#gonna draw him 2morrow#i have a sylv piece im halfway thru ill finish that too i promy#dq hyperfixation GO#me playing dragon quest on my dragon quest ds next to my dragon quest 11 sylvando corkboard while watching a video essay about dragon quest#im autistic about skyrim and dq in such different ways#i can identify every single npc in the game#i do mean every npc#but i have no strong attachments to any of them#except cicero neloth nd muiri#but dq?#i know fuck all about the lore or whatever but i rotate all of the characters in my brain CONSTANTLY#i once infodumped to a room of people sylvandos entire backstory and arc#with diagrams there was a whiteboard involved#im autistic about skyrim in theory (i dont even play the game that much)#but autistic about dragon quest in practice (if i go a day without some form of dragon quest in my life i will genuinely feel ill)
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You used to be able to have stacks past 64 with nbt trickery..... you might even still be able to, I will have to check soon.
last night i had a dream that i was playing minecraft and i noticed i had 77 blocks of cobblestone in one slot instead of it being capped at 64 and it was so jarring to me that it literally booted me out of the dream. like sure you can fly now and your childhood home is a pharmacy but 77 pieces of cobblestone? unthinkable. wake the fuck up.
#i still have an OLD nbt editor#from fucking Alpha days#and it still works!#so ill boot it up 2morrow n do some testing.#bc u can still Easily have tools w Negative Durability n such#so i think above 64 stacks is feasible....
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i deep cleaned my kitchen and my bedroom today and it collectively took 5 hours but it was awesome and im so glad i did
#the bathroom and living room are still disasters but ill sort them 2morrow#rain speaking!#i would have been able to do more but i have therapy in 5 minutes and didnt get out of bed til 10#but thats okay i rly needed the rest
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gahhh i wanna take art history and religious studies classes but i dont wanna do homework or go to school. i just want 2 learn. guess i must read more
#everyday i wish my mental illness hadnt fucked over my relationship to education#its hard cause i genuinely love the work and learning and im Good at it. its just really really hard for me. and i cant keep up#i dont think i can go back to college (nor do i want college debt) but idk what to do without it. and ive missed that experience at the age#ppl do it :/#not my fault and no one judges me for it but idk how to get over and not feel like ive lost these last few years of my life#hmmm this is getting sad thank god for therapy 2morrow
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I finally got myself 2 watch a movie I've been meaning 2, and started reading another chapter of my book, so I'm in a good mood now ^_^ bc of that, I'm gonna watch another movie and read another chapter . maybe even listen to a CD
#a good cycle#well. 2 me#i like 2 read n watch dvds and listen 2 my cds vut usually i feel 2 :/ 2 want 2 do anythin so when i is go ahead and do 1 of them#i feel better. so then i do sum more#an then i go 'okay :3 enough 4 1 day. ill do smth else 2morrow ^_^'#an then i either do. or i feel :/ again#cycle#rivers rambles <3
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Bff 4 life let me classpect him 2day my life iz so awesome
#i am so in love how do i stop suffering from catholic guilt so i can do that. Better.#faggot bismol textpost tag#I should make a tag 4 when i vague abt my bff buuuut uhm im lazy n tired so#ill do that shit 2morrow#♦️
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got to fast again 2day im feeling so good
#hanging out w my friend after school 2morrow#hopefully i wont eat but if i do ill have fated for a while beforehand#maybe i could even use it as an excuse to skip dinner
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going 2 lay down now
#aaand post#idk if i will draw 2morrow... i have to do homework n i want to video game so i dont think ill really have time for it#to keep it real i am dying out here
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figured id do a lil diagram of what ill look liek around comicon encase anyone wants to see me ^_^
ill take a photo 2morrow mornang before we set off but!! if you wanna know beforehand, ill just be in a bad Larry cosplay with my ita bag (that has lights in it), handing out stickers and sweets to ppl who take photos with me :] (but mostly these lil things are for ppl in artist alley i buy from kghgkshkghs)
#comicon#london comicon#mcm comicon#cosplay#pokemon#im going to save the good grade stickers for artist alley ppl unless i have spares left over. otherwise you might get what ive listed as#either “c grade” or “f grade” KSJGKHGSKHS. there is literally no inbetween. some of these turned out. so bad guys.#its kinda funny but also. what the hell did they do to them that they look So bad. anyway.
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