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m0e-ru · 2 years ago

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the more I answer certain questions about my au and inevitably vomiting about it it still isn't enough. like there's so much there's just a lot and it's crazy like I'm taking you to a storage unit and pulling up the shutters and flashing a light around for a few seconds and that's it and we walk outside and I own the whole building and another one in a different city because it's that crazy like. the only properly published content I can offer is non chronological one shots and I'll rewrite the introduction twenty seven times in a week and give up and say nothing about it entirely yknow

#kommento #// can't do a critical analysis of my au because I can't cite anything because I haven't published anything like this information is not #// properly released yet like damn how am going to tell you how fucked up nanako and mim's relatiohsnip is. how #// important naotos shadow is as th last shadow mims going 2 manage as a cumulative representation of all that theyve learned whil managing #// I have said literally nothing about it but everything I say has three layers to it minimum that no one but myself is going to understand #// I can't tell you to play a game or read a book because you need to jack into my head because it's STUCK THERE!!! and I am SICK!!!#// whining about being a creative won't get me anywhere I wish I had more time to make things and share things because it would be so #// fun and whimsy and that im not chasing anything and I should stop being afraid of things AHHH 💥💥🌋🌋#// anyway yeah plotting down a timeline to make myself feel better and get my head together. hehe. goodnight I love you all

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