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acourtofquestions Ā· 3 months ago
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Ugh Iā€™ve been so MIA I hate it šŸ˜­šŸ–¤ but I finally got my hands on a book last night and I canā€™t even
šŸšØKoA kinda round upšŸšØ from the depths of a sleep deprived forgetful quick rambling tired soul fangirling
Aedion screaming please and I take it back as Lysandra stands as Aelin in front of a war
The witch towers with the yielding which is scaring the hell out of me
Aelin reuniting with Chaol seeing him walk and that hug cause healing
And then immediately recognizing Yrene and their moment
And then her and Hasar being the queens they are
Plus Borte being Borte and just so many great characters in one shot
And Iā€™m just so proud of Elide
And guys please for the love of gods just go to Terrasen
And then you have the cadre in all their glory and the ways she describes them which cracks me up because itā€™s like ā€œstern beautiful Rowanā€ ā€œglowing golden Gavrielā€ ā€œFenrys darlingā€ ā€œmiserable bastard Lorcanā€ and their dynamic I just canā€™t evenšŸ¤£ like the two of them have the sibling dynamic down to a science of ā€œwe hate each otherā€¦ but okay maybe not really I guess their fineā€
But then they learn about Maeve and holy shit rip my soul out and slap me with it
And then Aelin crying to Rowan which killed a little bit of my soul and healed it to hear it put into words and then killed it again and then thereā€™s her and Fenrys and Gavriel and Rowan
ā€œIM SO SO TIRED ROWANā€šŸ–¤ (but also why are we having this talk on an ice covered riverā€¦ guys drowning is a real issue, just like scoot back into the forrest please?)
ā€œNo one would have left you like that, no oneā€šŸ˜­ (I did spend like 10 minutes on Reddit trying to figure out what the ā€œdo you want me to tell you about itā€ line meant but Iā€™m pretty sure it was stuff like thatšŸ˜­)
šŸ„ŗā€We fightā€šŸ„¹
Chaol and Yrene need to talk about the baby so they can celebrate for .5 seconds cause there both being adorable again
Also like is there a new third person view cause now chapters end like ā€œ2 minutes in someone chaol never expected walks inā€ but then 4 chapter later the convo starts & then halfway through someone walks inā€¦ itā€™s not even forshadowing its like a preview?
Also are all valg princes princesses?
But like whereā€™s my babies whereā€™s my 13 whereā€™s my Manon? Whereā€™s my Dorian? We need the king and witch queen! How about my flower child whoā€™s all dopey and in love? But also like no news is good news? I WANT AELIN NOWHERE NEAR THE KEYS WITH HER DEATH PLOT THESE DAYS MMM NO and then I thought it was the 13 when the wiverns pulled up but no itā€™s a witch tour greatgreatgreat greatgreatgreatgreeeeeeaaattttt
And have I mentioned Iā€™m dead inside and this book is my world and itā€™s falling apart but in the beautiful perfect kinda way that feels like watching deathly hallows again but better
Also like Iā€™m waiting for Aelin to unleash a fire storm
And itā€™s Rhoeā€™s shieldšŸ„ŗšŸ„¹
So idk this is where we are today
Chapter 51 here I come letā€™s see what Lorcan and inevitably Elide are up to and try to do some better posting catch up since the sleep deprivation is at peak productivity and letā€™s hope all my bbs reunite for a few scenes now and not to die or something cause is that too much to ask
P.S. MOONBEAMšŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£
And I love how he just like āœØKAPOWšŸ’„ shifts I mean minus the trauma portion but the dramatic light flash effect would make Rhys (our lil wedding crasher) proud
PS PS I still love Nox
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ironandglass Ā· 5 days ago
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Hi hello sorry to bother but if it's not too much trouble are you able to tag your arcane act 2 thoughts/spoilers please? I haven't had a chance to watch it so have filtered out the tags and content so I avoid spoilers on my dash!
Oh my gosh I did not realise I had goofed on that, my bad, yes! I went back and fixed all that up. Mwah, thank you for letting me know kindly! šŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ’– It is very appreciated and means a lot!
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vvelegrin Ā· 11 months ago
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man another thing that's been very nice about having moved out of my dad's house is that... i am under no obligation to convey anything to anyone <3 i don't have to tell my parents about my doctor appointments, i don't have to tell people my intentions, i don't have to defend making purchases or arranging my life in a way that makes things easier or more pleasant because people don't even have to know about these things in the first place.
it's really fucking nice.
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leave-me-alone-please Ā· 19 days ago
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How can I survive this winter?
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dragons-and-yellow-roses Ā· 1 month ago
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Had an ADHD assessment a few years ago and the fuckwit that assessed me said, as a direct quote, "You're too smart to have ADHD." Like that's not any type of paraphrasing, that stupid fucking statement is burned in my brain forever and has been since I heard it.
I talked to my psychiatrist about getting a referral to a different psychologist for assessment, and she agreed and sent it in.
Today I got a call that said they don't agree that I need reassessment, and I'm welcome to pursue it elsewhere, but they won't provide reassessment. Which is just.
I don't even know where to start with that one. I just needed to get it out. I'm so tired.
#'we really dont think youre adhd so were not even going to let you pay to check again'#WHAT#thats an option?#they can just say that they really dont think its a problem for me so they wont waste their time?#the first fuckwit that assessed me said im too fucking smart to have adhd!!#thats not a fucking compliment and every professional ive spoken to since then has said 'yesh thats not right tey for reassessment'#i just had to write this down because#this morning i was showering before work and they called me and left a message#so i checked the message right before work cuz i saw it was them and i assumed they wanted to set up the reassessment#because i got a referral. but theur message literally just said that bullshit#and because it was right before work i had to pack that away#because trying to deal with that in addition to a shift at fucking mcdonalds wouldve killed me#but because i set it aside i just keep forgetting about it. so i needed to write this down to remind myself#that this is my life and this is the bullshit i get to deal with in this life#im so tired. i dont even know what to say here. what to think or anything#'youre too smart to have adhd. we're so sure of that that we're not gonna check again. waste someone else's time. bye!'#i wish the world worked the way healthcare 'professionals' think it works#what a beautiful world it would be. you could lose weight just by trying and when you lose weight all of your health problems disappear!#you cant have any mental health problems if you are smart or seem kinda normal or are a woman#i am resisting the urge to. i don't even know. i want to do something angry and destructive but i don't even care#at least now i dont have to drive two hours and pay $160 just to be told that i am too smart to have problems#and actually all of my problems are due to my anxiety and the fact that im female#god i wish that was the case. ill go on t if it makes my problems valid. would you like that?#what do i have to do to convince people i have problems? i will fully physically transition to be taken more seriously#would that help?? would that fucking help???????????????#anyway. i was about to say i wish i wasnt mentally ill. but i dont#being mentally ill is chill. its like a roommate that lives up there and weve lived together awhile so its chill#the only problem are the idiots they pay to deal with mental illness. at this point i dont think they have qualifications#theyre just bringing in men off the street. and theyre the real problem. goodnight folks#dont have the audacity to be mentally ill in this economy. its not worth it
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proserpine-in-phases Ā· 2 months ago
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If I have one piece of advice when it comes to your personal but professional email is to recognize that it is going to be your personal but professional email sooner than i did and never ever give it away freely
And never. EVER. give it to a politician
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loch-n-ceol Ā· 3 months ago
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Breaking news:
Your girl has fucked up by overwriting a collection of gmod addons
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imalittleredtorvette Ā· 2 years ago
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short666bread Ā· 1 year ago
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casiavium Ā· 1 year ago
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All of these "who has more anything gender!" polls are just. white man without extreme body builder muscles v white man without extreme body builder muscles. The gender is "masculine" stop pretending it's universal
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medicinemane Ā· 10 months ago
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One big mistake people make is deciding that because someone they don't like enjoys something, that mean the something is bad
Easy example from my own life, Max who I'm no longer friends with and just... there were elements of a decent person in there once, but I don't think so anymore... anyway, Max likes Infected Mushroom
So my dad and my Mr Dumbass of a friend decided that Infected Mushroom is a bad band and it's like...
Mr Dumbass, you've been to a concert of there's with me and Max and another person (didn't care for the way the venue did things), you like them or at least have liked them... I'm pretty sure you introduced them to Max
They didn't become a bad band magically because one idiot likes them
Like people just lose the ability to judge things on merit when there's a chance to shit on something that someone they don't like enjoys and... it mostly screws you over and makes you look like a fool, you know?
So try not to do that, try not to shit on something just cause someone you don't like likes it
#cause it would be hard for me to say specific people here; but I certainly see it happen#and it's a trap that even smart people fall into#also don't forget that maybe people you like actually enjoy whatever it is and you're being an asshole to them for no reason#like evaluate things based off their merits; that's all I'm arguing for#anyway; in other news Max enjoyed Infected Mushroom wrong#see... he hate anything with vocals (unless it was something like U2 that his mom played him when he was young)#he had this idea he was enlightened for not liking vocals because... well cause he was a snob and liked feeling smart#so a lot of their best tracks he couldn't stand and would skip#and like listen... they've got some good instrumental tracks for sure#but sorry something like Becoming Insane grabs me a hell of a lot more because it actually speaks to me#also like... voice is an instrument... and it's one I have access to#I honestly often find myself singing the chorus to Wish; in fact anytime 'the game' comes up; all it does is triggers me to sing that#'I play the game; the one that will bring me to my end; I'm waiting for the rain to wash who I am'#I'd sing the rest of it but I don't have it memorized other than stray lines like#... well I know it as being like#'I want to - to - to -... and to bring it all back; I want to - rewind - - - - - and enjoy the consequence'#so you see why I can sing either of the main verses and only have the chorus#but nah; Max is an idiot and enjoys them wrong so I don't really care about his opinion#doesn't make them a bad band dummies; one of you even likes them#don't be 5; don't just go opposite of what someone else likes to spite them
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succubi-tch Ā· 10 months ago
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lycanthian Ā· 11 months ago
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the urge to nick my dads beer is back and stronger than ever
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feleshero Ā· 1 year ago
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I'm gonna switch to mobile/discord for the rest of the night. Thank you, to literally all of you, for being here today. I got out of work 10 hours ago and I've been having pure high spiced good times here with y'all since then.
thanks for letting me come back too, that was really nice. I know y'all didn't have to do that.
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storm-and-starlight Ā· 1 year ago
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having a mild freakout over forgetting a major canon event that actually influences literally everything about the character whose POV I am not only writing in but whose character arc is literally the driving factor of this entire goddamn fic
#like. the thing that is DRIVING ME NUTS is that I have been sitting here#trying for WEEKS to figure out an appropriate backstory event to drive the specific character development that I need for this fic#and it's right there! in canon! this ENTIRE TIME!#and not only did I forget about it I didn't even bother to skim the wiki!#me! who prides themself on writing things in-character and as true-to-canon for characters as possible!#and it isn't. actually. a huge issue. there is plenty of space in the narrative because like I said#I've been trying to come up with this kind of driving event for a while now and this just happens to slot in perfectly#because like... the themes of the character are all the same and the themes of the FIC are playing off the ones in canon and fanon#and since it's all connected it connects in the fic too#which means I don't need to do a bunch of edits to like... scene order and content I just need to slightly shift what they're about#and specifically what the main is thinking ABOUT while they're happening#which isn't really all that hard as editing goes#HOWEVER#I am both agonizing over the amount of editing I am going to need to do to the sections that drive character motivation#AND the sections wherein that character motivation and backstory drives character ACTION and therefore the plot#(this fic is like thirty thousand words already this is not a small task)#and I am also fully tearing my hair out over being enough of a dumbass to NOT EVEN THINK TO CHECK THE WIKI#WHEN I WAS ALSO AGONIZING OVER NOT BEING ABLE TO FIGURE OUT THE RIGHT KIND OF BACKSTORY#BUT IT WAS THERE THE WHOLE TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIME :(#anyways yeah I'm kind of an idiot and I've just made a whole bunch more work for myself because I was too confident in my own skill to just#check the fuckin' wiki and actually reread canon
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manicdragondreamgirl Ā· 1 year ago
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Nothing can make a bitch more hateful than a SINGLE hour ā€”the FIRST HOUR OF A DAYā€”at a job where everyone pretends they can do her job better than sheā€™s been doing it because they read something in the news recently
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