#/ took me entirely too long to reply to this sorry bby ilu :*

[sickfcks]

he   feels   out   of   place   when   he   is   here.   even   though   he   understands   more   now,   understands   most   of   what   people   say   around   him   in   a   language   that   isn't   his   mother   tongue   …   he   still   feels   out   of   place.   knows   he   doesn’t   belong   here,   doesn’t   go   here.   it’s   not   like   many   made   an   effort   to   make   him   feel   differently   but   –   kota   is   trying   to   be   okay   with   it   for   the   sake   of   cody.   he   could   suck   up   a   night   of   quietness   in   a   place   full   of   people   every   now   and   then.   could   bear   coming   back   here   years   after   the   few   times   he   wrestled   in   a   wwe   ring.   the   grief   of   failing   to   set   foot   here   had   passed   so   long   ago   …   it’s   a   small   price   to   pay   now   that   he’s   holding   his   boyfriend   closely   to   his   chest,   a   hand   running   over   stubbly   bleached   hair,   tip   of   his   nose   pressed   against   his   temple.   ❛   all   okay   ?   ❜   kota   lowers   his   voice,   not   letting   go   regardless   of   eyes   on   them.   

summerslam based starter for @sickfcks ( kota )

beaten and bruised after the match, cody quickly makes his way for kota, a little more eager than usual to find him for support. tonight feels a little bit different than usual. like there’s a weight on his shoulders or something stupid like that. he’s not all that good when it comes to talking about things out loud and instead he just wraps his arms around kota the moment he finds him. he’s cody’s support system in a way like no other, years and years after all of that trouble they’d been through and now he was able to be a little more real infront of him rather than playing pretend