#/ gaku i might have to quit trigger bc im going to punch my dad yaotome

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❛  i’m afraid i might not be able to contain my temper !  ❜ gaku @ tenn

JOHN JAKES’S THE SEEKERS ( 1975 ) STARTERS. accepting. | @lightsmartyr

"You blockhead. Being motivated by violent urges is only going to get us in worse trouble than we're already in." Thus Tenn applies ice to the wound rashly and without any forewarning, threadbare composure barely held intact with a steady tone and an immense amount of focus as he watches his group-mate collide his knuckles against the smooth wall of the room in his outward frustration. There was no mistaking his feeling in his heart-of-hearts; Tenn was just as outraged as Gaku was upon confirming that they were singing a stolen song. The way their fans cheered their love and adoration out for them while they performed it... the bile that laces his tongue as he smiles despite the chagrin that suffocated the base of his throat when pressing on. A performer's duty is to be a perfect entity for the sake of their fans' continued happiness. An idol cannot jeopardize that trust by mixing in their personal feelings on the matter. This philosophy was sacrosanct and unflexible by all means of the word.

"I can't accept it either," Tenn concludes. "It's horrible. But barging into his office without some sort of plan is idiotic at best."