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Dis is Asher :DD they're just a lil bby
#[🗒️✏️]order-noted!#[🗒️✏️]shroom notes#SORRY DIS TOOK SO LATE TO REPKY#EXAMS MAN EXAMSSSSSS#+other stuff in school 🤧
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Just got back from my friend’s wedding :’) I think it says a lot that I was the only high school friend that showed up
#TBF the others in our friend group back then live in different states now#And flying out for a wedding can be SO expensive.#But yeah idk it just meant a lot to me :’)#And my friend (the groom) was SO happy to see me. And his family was too#That made me really glad 🤧#The fact that he invited me to come at all also says a lot I think#And you know what maybe I cried on the way home in the car but that’s nobody’s business but mine!!#I’m very very happy for him. And his wife is SO sweet and so pretty#It’s just weird yk? Cause in high school I liked this guy SO much#Like I daydreamed about getting married to him some day#So seeing him marrying someone else felt very weird lol#Bittersweet mostly#Sorry this is super embarrassing LMAO but it’s not like I’m ever going to tell this to his face.#I know they’ll be very happy together and I’m so so glad he found someone that fits together with him so well#He’d better come to MY wedding tho. In the future. LOL#Shima speaks#It was a very ‘saying goodbye to your first love’ kind of thing.#Even after I confessed to him in high school (and got rejected) I never really stopped liking him#Like I just never got over it I guess. Even tho I KNEW nothing would ever come of it#Idk sometimes it’s hard to let that stuff go! It’s hard to stop liking someone after you liked them for so long and so strongly#I want to say I’m over it now but considering I was crying in my car:#Well. JFJSJMFMSMSNN#I know I don’t feel that way for him anymore like as a fact but. Idk it was weird—#Again bittersweet. I think I just needed a second to process and really let it sink in#Goodbye to my high school fantasy //waves a handkerchieff#Also MAYBE I saw them be so happy and was like. Why can’t I have that with someone. HUH#Leetle jealous. I need to find me a someone *squint emoji*#Anyway rant over wedding was good I’m just an idiot ;)
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I really love how gmmtv is exploring out more stuffs. like exorcism? in school??? damn I'm in
#and I love these school rebellions shows#gifted and gifted graduation were one of gmmtv's finest series#and by other stuffs i meant midnight museum and umg?#like supernatural and outer spaces 🤧🤧#enigma
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Could you do something like gamer! Spencer Agnew x bookworm! female reader by chance?
Gamer Boy, Reader Girl || Spencer Agnew x reader

⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ masterlist • smosh masterlist ⋆˚。⋆୨୧⋆
summary: you being a reader and your boyfriend spencer being a gamer works perfectly
word count: 528
warnings: none
a/n: yes yes yes omg this is something i’ve thought about a lot! like i’m just a haley out here lookin for my ryan yk 🤧. anyways here’s a cute lil drabble for you!
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You shifted on the couch, your head in Spencer’s lap as you turned the pages of the book you were fully engrossed in. The only noise was the clicking of his controller and the occasional sound effects coming from the TV.
As he felt you move one of his hands came down to absentmindedly play with a strand of your hair, the one still working the controller.
“How’s the book?” He asked.
You smiled as you answered, looking up at him. “Amazing.”
“Yeah? Tell me about it?”
“So basically this mortal girl gets transported to fae and she goes to school there but there’s this prince who has a tail and—”
He laughed. “Bro’s a furry.”
“No shut up, he’s a hot fae prince who just so happens to have a tail.”
“Dude sounds like a jerk,” Spencer said.
“He is,” you nodded.
“Right I forgot, you like grumpy sunshine or whatever.”
“Ok not the right trope, but so close,” you laughed. “You’re getting better.”
“Having a bookworm girlfriend is really enhancing my vocabulary,” Spencer agreed, his hand now moving to your arm, his fingers trialing over your skin lightly. He cleared his throat. “Watch this: that prince guy is not endgame.”
You clapped dramatically. “Not bad. And you’re just jealous because I’d leave you for him any day,” you joked.
“Ouch,” Spencer clutched his chest in mock offense.
“He’s a fictional man, you never stood a chance,” you teased.
“Kiana said I’m written by a woman, but whatever,” Spencer mumbled, looking at the screen now as his game restarted.
“I’m kidding, Spence,” you say, leaning up to kiss him on the cheek before laying back down. He laid his arm over your waist. “But I am making you read this when I’m done with it.”
“Bro not again, I already read that other one about the crows you like.”
“Yeah, and you loved it.”
“Ok yeah, it was pretty banger,” Spencer agreed, “Dude can pick a lock.”
You giggled at his description. It made you smile to remember that he had gladly read one of your favorite books for you and enjoyed it.
You looked up at the screen and watched his avatar make his way through the abandoned house in the game he was playing. He had tried to teach you for hours once but it had ended in you just watching him and providing commentary as he navigated the map.
“So you will read it?” You asked finally.
“Anything for you, babe,” he answered, stopping the game for a second to lean down and kiss you softly.
And then you were both silent for a while as you focused your attention on your book and he focused his on his game.
You enjoyed this. Just being together as you both did things you loved. Spencer rubbing circles on your hip gently as you turned page after page.
It was nice knowing that you felt so comfortable with him that you could share your interests like this. You didn’t have to talk, just be with each other as you both got lost in other worlds. You could do this for hours, you thought.
And you did.
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ˋ°•*⁀➷ ahh hope u enjoyed this loves!! more stuff coming soon! also if u know what books i referenced ilysm 💋
#spencer agnew#spencer agnew x reader#smosh#smosh x reader#smosh fanfiction#smosh imagine#fanfiction#fanfic#reader insert#x reader
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Curtain Calls and Curveballs III
Kenji Sato x Actress!Reader
Synopsis: Your long-standing feud transformed into a legendary public dynamic where you navigate your high-profile careers, and confront your true feelings.
Word Count: 1,629
Genre/Warning: Confessions, Enemies to Lover, Eventual Romance, Slow Burn
Author’s Note: The last part aaaaaa im gonna miss this 🤧
PART ONE | PART TWO
MASTERLIST
With every passing year, you were getting a step closer to your dream. The stage became a set and curtain calls became wrap parties. You no longer had rehearsals, you had takes.
There’s no audience, there’s cameras instead. Your live performances were now edited ones, and changing costumes didn’t have to be done so quickly anymore.
Projected voices and exaggerated gestures were no longer your thing. You were now more subtle—nuanced. Micro-expressions and quieter dialogues became your new thing.
These are the many changes you went through to become who you are today, the It Girl of Hollywood. You were known for your sharp wit and an even sharper tongue; thanks to the thorn on your side since high school.
Your rivalry with Kenji became the stuff of tabloid legend. Your public feud became a part of your brands. This time around, though, it was you who had the unerring knack for getting under his skin.
How the tables have turned, indeed. And Kenji looked forward to your verbal sparring matches even more so than before.
Whenever Kenji had a big game, you would inevitably tweet something snarky. And whenever you had a new movie release, he would make a point to mock you in interviews.
It was a dance you two perfected through the years; one that hid the truth neither was willing to admit. The world knows, oh they do. “The more you hate, the more you love,” as they said.
Your one-of-a-kind relationship with Kenji is all over social media, with fans and fellow celebrities alike piqued by your long-standing rivalry of sorts.
“Okay, (y/n),” your manager said. "I need to brief you on something before we get to the studio."
The two of you are headed to an interview with your one and only enemy, Kenji Sato. The limo you were on glided smoothly through the bustling streets of LA.
"What is it this time?” You asked, raising an eyebrow. “Another last-minute change?"
"Not exactly," she answered. "There's been a lot of buzz on social media about you and Kenji."
“Buzz?” your eyes widened. "What kind of buzz?”
"Well, let's just say the world is very interested in your... dynamic," she replied, smirking.
You took your phone out and started scrolling through tweets, heart racing as you read the comments from various celebrities.
You couldn't help but smile at the comments, a mix of embarrassment and amusement swirling inside you. "Wow, they really think we're... in love?"
It seems like the world ships you two. You can’t blame them. Sometimes you wonder if you’re giving too much away that they’re starting to notice.
But everyone knew already. They have done so since high school. The only ones who didn’t know, or rather, didn’t admit, were you and Kenji.
You were a study-first type of girl when you were a student. And now, you’re a career woman who loves her job. Somehow, there is currently no spot in your life for dating.
Your agency tried, they really did. They tried putting you in a love team with other actors but for every interaction with Kenji, the fans seemed to love it more.
But no matter how you deny it—to others and to yourself—there is something that you refuse to face, a repressed admiration blanketed by faux hate.
Meanwhile, in the studio, bright lights were beaming down on Kenji as he adjusted his jacket. He’s tossing a baseball form hand-to-hand as he waits for you.
In a short while, the door swung open. You walked in with the grace of a seasoned actress, smile dazzling and eyes sharp. You made your way to the stage, commanding attention.
Kenji’s smirk widened as you approached. You looked elegant and sophisticated in the chic dress that you wore. You always did. You were always so beautiful and smart, and all so dense.
“Kenji!” you said with a mock sweetness. “I didn’t know they let amateurs in the show.” You sat down on the couch next to him.
Kenji leaned back in his chair, still tossing the ball. “Well, they needed someone to balance out your overacting,” he replied.
The host, catching the vibe, jumped in with a chuckle, "Welcome, both of you. The dynamic duo, or should I say the dynamic rivals. How are you feeling today?"
Kenji shrugged, his eyes never leaving you. "Feeling great,” he answered. “Especially now that I know (y/n) here is going to try and one-up me."
You crossed your legs and leaned back, matching his intensity. "Oh, Kenji, it's not about one-upping,” you said. “It's about showing the world who truly deserves the spotlight."
The host laughed, clearly enjoying the energy between them, "Well, let's dive right into it. You two have a practically legendary history. Care to share how it all started?"
Kenji glanced at you, his expression playful. "It's simple,” he answered. “(Y/n) has always had a talent for annoying me."
You rolled her eyes, "And Kenji has always had a talent for being easily annoyed."
The host leaned forward, sensing an opportunity. "But there's got to be more to it than that,” he said. “You both always seem to have this... chemistry."
Kenji smirked, leaning closer to you, "Chemistry that explodes, you mean."
You shot back, voice dripping with sarcasm, "Yeah, the kind that blows up in your face."
The host laughed, clapping his hands together. "So, Kenji," the host said. "You’ve got a big game coming up. How do you feel about (y/n) always commenting on your games?"
Kenji chuckled, glancing at you. “Honestly?” He replied. “ I look forward to it. Keeps me on my toes."
You smiled, a genuine one this time. "And I watch every game,” you said. “Gotta make sure l have enough material to roast you."
The host raised an eyebrow, "Sounds like you two are more invested in each other than you let on."
He then turned to you. "What about you?” He asked. “How do you feel about Kenji's constant critiques of your acting?"
"I think he's secretly a fan,” you laughed. “Why else would he watch all my movies?"
Kenji leaned closer, his voice low, "Maybe I am. Or maybe I just like seeing you try so hard."
“You wish,” you met his gaze, eyes twinkling with mischief. "Please, Kenji, you couldn't handle me if you tried."
Kenji leaned ever closer, his voice dropping to a low murmur. "Is that a challenge, (l/n)?"
“Maybe it is,” you met his gaze, heart skipping a beat. "Do you think I do not know about the flowers being delivered to my set—where they come from?”
Kenji was silenced, blush creeping on his cheeks. “Like, come on, Kenji,” you continued. “Flowers, seriously? For who knows since when—just ask me out already!”
The people in the studio gasped at the revelation. Everyone else was on the edge of their seats.
You weren’t dumb to not know where those flowers came from. It started with the very first movie you filmed and it continues until now with the latest one that has just been released.
“If you knew, then why didn’t you say anyt—“ Kenji was cut off by you, “Because I was waiting for you!”
The tension in the air seemed palpable. No one said anything, no one made a move.
“You were too busy chasing a ball! And you were so happy with it, I didn’t want to interfere!” you continued.
“Yeah, well!” Kenji said, thinking of a good comeback. “You were always paired up with another man, I didn’t wanna ruin your love team!”
“Then I’m glad none of them ever worked!”
“Thank heavens! Dinner, later at 7PM, Michelin-starred restaurant, your pick!”
“Fine!”
At that moment, everyone in the room burst into squeals. The floor beneath you shook with the intensity of people jumping up and down at the same time. Even the host stood and did a victory dance in front of the camera.
It felt as if the world rejoiced in unity. This was a memorable day for all the fans that were watching live.
The celebration of each person in the room had blurred as you and Kenji stared at each other. “Took you long enough,” you said softly. Kenji chuckled, “You weren’t so dense, after all.”
Without hesitation, you leaned close and threw your arms over his shoulder, hugging him. He hugged back, tighter, for he was also waiting for this moment for what felt like an eternity.
The screaming in the background loudened at your interaction but none of you paid mind. To you, Kenji’s hug felt warm and comfy and oh-so lovely.
The years, no matter how long it has been, were all worth it for this moment. If there was anyone who knew you best, it was Kenji. The same goes for him.
Your phone, in your manager’s care, beeped with so many notifications. Checking your account on her tablet, she was greeted by over a hundred thousand tweets in just a few minutes.

That night, the two of you didn’t go out for dinner as said on TV. Instead, you treated your team to the dinner at the Michelin-starred restaurant you picked while you, with Kenji, stayed at home.
You found yourselves dancing together in the comfort of your living room. The air was filled with a soft melody, and as you swayed to the music. Kenji realized how natural it felt to have you in his arms.
"You know," he murmured, "I never imagined we'd be here." You remembered high school, the graduation ball, your first dance with each other.
“I think I’ve been in love with you for a long time,” you said, head on his chest.
“Wow you’re even dense with yourself,” he chuckled.
“Shut up,” you replied. “And you’ve always been a dork.”
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queer disabled artist - food help wanted!! (not urgent)


happy pride month - if you're at least somewhat financially stable and wanna help an nb semi-crippled** autistic bitch who's been dealing with appointments and applying to SSDI (my physical assessment is tomorrow!) afford groceries then i would greatly appreciate supporting my etsy store or something, i handmake creepycute stuff, have a sale going, and i'm currently doing free shipping for stickers and bookmarks
also considering the transphobic (and ableist) harassment i've been dealing with online recently i feel like allies might owe me a little something 🤧
✨ sardonicdoll.etsy.com ✨


but if not that then there's also my info below which don't feel obligated because this isn't an emergency, my appetite just hasn't stopped being shot, i only make about $100 a week from my job and keep going in the negatives due to expenses, i seldom have the capacity to cook even simple meals on the stove, and due to all that i've been continously running into the problem of "i can't go out and do [x] thing because i haven't eaten enough"
$badcorpse98
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**my disability situation is such that i have had a half-diagnosed muscular condition since childhood that affects many things include my spine (i have lumbar DDD already), joints, throat, dexterity, other motor skills, stamina/endurance, ability to sit and walk, etc. and i'm currently working on getting all of that sufficiently evaluated and treated thanks to the help of my medicaid + i have POTS, cPTSD, pretty bad ADHD, and more
upcoming tests include a modified barium swallow after the first had abnormal results, a neurologist in hopes of getting referred to a neuromuscular program, potentially a muscle biopsy to rule out certain conditions like congenital myopathies, and seeing an orthopedist since my left leg is apparently malrotated inward and i have had more and more frequent issues with limping and pain in recent years
also i've been out as non-binary since high school, i'd like to get my tits cut off at some point but all the medical shit going on makes that pretty hard, people like to call me slurs a lot due to my androgyny
thanks for reading 😘
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Hector going to practice with lipstick stains on his face he isn’t aware of, so he gets teased by his homies about how whipped he is🤧
Hector Fort: love bites

pairing: hector fort x reader
warnings: 0 i’m aware of
❝I would wear your poison kisses like I wear lipstick.❞
‘I don’t want to leave yet.’ Hector says. Right now we’re in my room, but he has to leave for his football training. ‘I don’t want you to leave either amor but you kind of have to.’ I say while I kiss him on his cheek.
I stand up, grab his hands and pull him out of my bed. He sighs and says ‘You’re still coming over to my house tomorrow, right?’. I smile, nod and give him one last kiss.
Fifteen minutes later Hector leaves for his training.
‘Bro what happened to your face?’ Marc asked Hector Fort while laughing. Hector looks at him confused and says ‘What do you mean?’. Marc replies ‘Y/n is on your face.’ Hector now realizes what Marc meant and immediately blushes. ‘Shut up man!’ he says while laughing.
When practice is finished Lamine walks over to Hector and says ‘Awh, she stained your face.’ jokingly, Hector gets what he meant and just laughs. ‘Can’t help it.’ Hector says. ‘You’re whipped man.’ Marc says, Hector wants to say something but he realizes that it is true.
Later that day Marc decides to text you.
private chat: marc🦶 & y/n👎
marc🦶:
my son hector forts face is filled with YOU😞 don’t vandalize him like that
y/n👎:
guiu
what.
marc 🦶:
hectors face
red stains
lippy shape
💋💋💋💋💋
does that sound familiar dumbass
y/n👎:
oh!
i did not realize
whoopsies
couldnt help it
marc 🦶:
you 2 are whipped for eachother its disgusting
y/n👎:
yet you love us
a/n: … Hi, I had so many exams and other school related stuff these past few weeks it was awful, I hope I can post more often on here :(
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heyy! not new to urr blog but I really liked your admin!Eren fic and admire your ficss! ><
it's my first time sending an ask here so can I request yandere!Eren and yandere!Levi with sweetheart!reader where reader is transferred to the school where Eren and Levi are popular rich jocks and reader is a sweet, kind and kinda naive nerd? like, she basically focuses on her studies and minds her own business (aka introverted) and she's pretty good looking and cute. Eren and Levi are not really bullies but they like to pick on this new girlie who doesn't seem to fawn over them like the other ladies in the school and they kinda bully her (not exactly physically but like they make her do their homework and run their errands at school) and once they find her working on assignments in an almost empty school library and they can't resist the temptation so they defile her purity.
You can include dub con (reader lowkey admires them as she sometimes saw them helping their juniors with stuff and secretly became their tiny fan after watching one of their school basketball match), sweet pet names for reader, crying, etc., overall soft!yan!Eren and Levi because they lowkey love and spoil sweetheart!reader <3
You can use any other AOT character apart from Levi if you don't like him, there's no problem!🤧 Also, can I be "🐝" anon? ><
-> thank you for respecting the fact that I don’t write Levi🥹 I used Jean instead so I hope that’s okay (bc jock!eren and Jean, eat me alive rawwwwwrrree)
-> thank you for all the details this is heavennnn!!
-> and 🐝 is all yours! Welcome :)))
-> I kinda twisted it but I hope it’s still okay!
⚠️: DUB CON, degradation, threesome, anal 🫣, loss of both (hole LOL) virginity, crying, light bullying, coercion
You transferred to an elite private school, hoping to quietly focus on your studies.
You’re a quiet girl—shy, and introverted, always minding your own business and keeping your head down.
Eren & Jean are the school’s star athletes, known for being cocky, charming, and untouchable.
Girls throw themselves at them, teachers adore them, and guys either admire or envy them.
You acknowledge their presence, thought they were pretty handsome, but they’d probably never look your way so why waste time, right?
So you ignore them.
They somewhat knew who you were. Private school is small, word gets around.
They also know the effect they have on people. So when you straight up ignored them, they’re intrigued.
Then obsessed because how dare you ignore them?
They start messing with you just to see you react.
It was perfectly plotted. By some luck, Jean was your lab partner and with him tagged along Eren.
They were a golden duo, sly and flirtatious.
They didn’t make you feel uncomfortable. Instead, they spoke to you like they’ve known you for years. Made you talk about yourself, where you came from ect ect.
They noticed how easily you got flustered and they turned it into a little teasing game to get a reaction from you. You were just too easy to walk all over, it was fun to them.
Eren steals your books, making you chase after him like a little pet.
Jean forces you to do his homework, smirking as you scribble away, completely flustered.
“C’mon, sweetheart. You wouldn’t wanna see me fail, would you?”
They make you run errands for them, knowing you’re too soft to refuse.
You’re not exactly afraid of them, but they’re too pushy, too overwhelming, it’s easier to just go along with it.
Plus, you wanted them to like you because they’re pretty popular. Maybe others might befriend you too just by association.
They start calling you pet names, sweetheart, baby, princess, just to see you blush.
Eren teases you mercilessly, invading your space, leaning in too close, pulling at your hair playfully.
Jean is smoother, acting like he’s doing you a favor by “letting” you help him.
Despite everything, you secretly admire them.
You once saw Jean helping a struggling junior with basketball practice, his usual arrogance replaced with patience.
You also know Eren shuts down pointless (but damaging) rumours.
Sometimes their influence on everyone is good.
They force you to come to every single game. They were making it pretty far and insisted that you were their good luck. They’d wink at you after scoring or sometimes Eren would run up to you during half time to drink from your water bottle (they have plenty of water bottles and energy drinks but eren specifically likes the taste of your water LOL)
It was hard not to fall despite the teasing you faced everyday. But you were too shy to ever confess so you kept it deep down.
When you capture the attention of the two popular boys at school, people are gonna talk.
Rumours started to spread that this is what they do. They make a girl feel special, use them then kick them to the curb. So many girls have left the school because of how humiliated they were afterwords.
It really got in your head and it just made sense. So you did the only thing you could do. And that was avoid them.
It wasn’t easy. You went to school early, and left late. You stopped going to class and had to find new areas to study to avoid the two. You’d pick a spot and sit there all day.
One evening, you’re working late in the almost empty school library, focused on an assignment.
You don’t notice them approaching, until Eren slams his hand on your desk.
“You’ve been avoiding us, baby. That’s not very nice.”
Jean sits beside you, trapping you in, his arm draping over the back of your chair.
“Missed this pretty, little face. We’ve been looking all over. You’re not one to miss class.”
You stammer, confused and nervous
“S-sorry. I’ve been really busy. Do—do you need help with something?”
Eren tilts your chin up, making you look at him. “I need help with understanding why the fuck you think it’s okay to avoid us.” His grip on your chin tightened, “what? You’re too incompetent to keep up with school? We’re too much of a distraction? Tell me your reason.”
Jean’s fingers trail over your wrist, his voice low and sweet. “Don’t be mean, Eren. Our girl is just overwhelmed, isn’t she. Maybe we can help then.”
“N-no! I- I just don’t like you. I don’t like this thing we have going on and I know what you guys do.” You shouldn’t have said it. You froze the moment you realized what came out of your mouth.
They freeze too until Eren’s face twists into amusement. You’ve crossed a line and all of you know it.
They can’t resist anymore. You try to stand up, to escape the awkward tension but Jean grabs your wrist, yanking you back into the chair.
Eren leans in close, voice mocking but gentle. “You think we’re gonna let you leave after what you said, sweetheart?”
Your heart pounds. They’ve never been this intense before.
Jean tucks your hair behind your ear, “especially without an apology? You know better, sweetie.”
Eren slides a hand up your thigh, gripping the hem of your skirt. “I’ll tell you what. You let us between these pretty thighs, and all is forgiven, alright? If not, I’ll go down to the dean myself and get you expelled from here.”
Your eyes widen, tears filling quickly. “N-no. Please don’t. It’ll destroy my transcript.” Your voice soft, vulnerable, just how he likes it.
Eren stands, lifting you from the chair and onto the table. Eren works on your bottoms as Jean rips off your top.
They litter your body with marks, Eren between your thighs and Jean nipping at your soft tits and collarbone.
Eren plunges two fingers in and you squeal.
“Acting like you don’t want this, but you’re fucking soaked.”
His fingers are rough and you’re clinging to Jean, sniffling on his shoulders.
Jean chuckles when you whimper. “Aw, you crying already? We haven’t even started, sweetheart.”
Everything happens too quickly, before you know it Eren’s piercing through your virginity. He’s being as gentle as he possibly could but fuck, the mess you are right now had him running laps.
You wanna cry but Jean’s mouth won’t let you. His tongue is down your throat, sucking the air out of your lungs.
“Fuck! You’re so fucking tight, princess.” Eren kisses your shoulders and jawline, letting you adjust before ruthlessly rutting into you.
It starts feeling good after a while. Especially after Jean starts rubbing your clit as he praised you for taking it so well.
Eren nips at your jaw, his tone half-command, half-praise. “That’s it. You’re such a sweet girl.”
Soon, both men are standing and you’re in between. Jeans behind, Eren’s still nestled in your pussy.
You knew it was coming, Jean had been prepping your ass with his fingers and when you whined, he shut it down with, “you owe me, baby. You gave him your virginity, but what about me, hm? Do you not like me?”
It was Eren’s turn to eat your face. He did so as Jean pushed in and you sobbed in his mouth.
“Hurts—please.”
“Shhhh, that’s alright. You’ll get use to it, baby.”
He slowly pushed it, let you adjust before both men started thrusting in sync. You knew it was too much, they knew it was too much, yet they couldn’t stop themselves.
They had always talked about having a threesome and you were just a perfect fit. The place wasn’t ideal but whatever, still worked.
The library was filled with noise that should never ever fill it.
You’re clawing Eren’s back, overstimulated, spent and sore.
The blood had tried between your thighs and so did Eren’s cum from the first two rounds.
Jean closed in from behind, allowing both of them to thrust deeper into you.
He kissed along your jaw like Eren did as you melted between them.
They were close, twitching inside of you. When they came, they didn’t bother to pull out.
They stood there with you in their arms, peppering your tear-streaked face with kisses.
Jean strokes your hair, whispering, “Shhh, sweetie. You’re fine, you needed this.”
They pull out before Eren sets you down on the table and you slump against him.
Jeans gives you his jacket to cover up because your uniform was practically torn off.
Eren puts it on you before picking you up, stroking your hair. “You did good, baby. So good, m’so proud of you.”
Jeans collects your things and they take you out to his car.
Rip to all the people studying in that library🙏
Not edited!! So sorry for any mistakes!!
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Staying on my knees and pleading all the JJK writers on tumblr—
Could anyone POSSIBLY write a fluff fic with college or school au with Sukuna x reader, where reader is just ordinary chill girl minding her own bussines and trying to get with her shit and Sukuna..
Well..
Just Sukuna
Tall intimidating man with one and a half friend (tattooes and stuff go well too) (maybe a bike too 🤠) who's feared almost by whole college
One day he's starting to show every day in Mc's sight, AGGRESIVELY trying to catch her attention, but Mc just think that he's threating her and shit her pants every time he popped near her
But that's just the way he is 🥺🥺 Big softy just doesn't know how to catch a girl's attention the other way 🤧
I suck in good writing so if somebody like the idea you're free to take it!!! (I'm literally BEGGING you to take it)
Please, tag me if you decide to write it, I will be thrilled to death
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Can I pls request a boyfriend hc for Mattsun? 🥺🤲 one where it’s longterm like, highschool to waaaay into adulthood type of longterm.
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mastukawa issei x f!reader
a/n: when i tell you i squealed reading this request ✋😭 THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING ANON! AND YES BAE I’M WRITING THIS just a word of warning tho, i’ve never written for mattsun before so i had to do a little research, hope i didn’t mess up his character 🤧 anyway i hope u like this! and thanku for reading :)
cw: i may or may not have gotten carried away, f!reader, timeskip spoilers, established rls, tooth-rotting fluff
how you got together:
probably met him in your first year of high school, and got together after becoming really close friends
you made friends with hanamaki first because you were classmates, then one day he invited you to study together with his friends and that's when he introduced you to mattsun
you realised you shared a lot of classes with mattsun and you just clicked once you started talking
of course, you got acquainted with oikawa and iwaizumi as well
you had a group chat with makki and mattsun, and the latter often texted you after school and after practice
you had similar interests and music tastes and stuff (and of course enjoyed teasing oikawa together)
you and mattsun also started studying together (probably tutored each other in some subjects too)
the both of you started catching feelings as you grew closer and by the time you were halfway through your second year, the two of you had FATTEST crushes on each other bUT NEITHER OF YOU DID ANYTHING ABOUT IT AHJKDHSK i swear it pissed your friends off so much
anyway, makki and oikawa made a bet with mattsun in year 2, in which mattsun would have to confess to you if they didn't make it to nationals that year
iwaizumi told them to cut it out (they didn't listen)
oikawa knew mattsun wouldn't want to jeopardise his friendship with you by confessing, so he used that as an incentive for mattsun to train more LOL oikawa's actually evil
but they lost to shiratorizawa anyway so mattsun had to confess to you
he went to your class during lunch the very next day with a small bouquet of flowers and a note
he wanted to just leave it on your table and leave before anyone saw him, but you just HAD to walk in right at that moment
"what's that?" "...it's for makki" "then why is it on my table, issei?" "...because makki likes to sit at your table" "but makki's not even in this class"
anyway he ended up with the girl of his dreams that day and now he's secretly glad seijoh lost that game lol
you graduated together after dating for 1.5 years, and took a really beautiful grad photo together (he had the absolute biggest smile on his face, even makki had never seen him smile that wide before)
there was one photo with his friends in the background cheering as he bashfully gave you a kiss on your cheek (YOU GUYS ARE SO CUTE MY HEART IS ABOUT TO EXPLODE)
you also had a ton of photos photobombed by oikawa and makki in the background - and a few more taken when iwaizumi was dragging them out of the frame by their ears
dates with him:
he brought you out to dinner for your first date
he listened to oikawa's advice to take you to dinner because "girl's like the classics" and since oikawa was the only one in the team who had had a girlfriend before, mattsun decided that maybe he had a point
iwaizumi reminded him that oikawa got dumped his girlfriend but anyway-
it was a decent, slightly fancy restaurant in the city area and yes, he insisted on paying (he's been spoiling you from the very start)
he also got all dressed up for it - and i mean, suit, pants, flowers and everything
he was blushing the whole time
after that, you guys started going on different types of dates, depending on whether you're more of an extrovert or an introvert
dates include going on picnics, going to the arcade, movies, night markets and festivals, aquarium, museum, etc.
def a ton of home dates too - ordering food and doing skincare together or just cuddling
as broke highschool kids, you probably went to less expensive places, except for the occasional event, eg. after major exams, on you birthdays, your anniversary, after winning a game, etc.
lots of cheap after-school lunch dates though
milestones together:
you were each other's firsts, so you both lowkey didn't know what you were doing but you learned together
probably had your first major argument/conflict/disagreement after about half a year of dating? but you learned to resolve it in a healthy way pretty quickly
if you're not a confrontational person, then mattsun was probably the one who initiated the conversation after the argument
he probably cycled to your house in the evening just to apologise to you and talked things out
he can be a little blunt sometimes so resolving conflicts with him are usually very direct
after that, you slowly learned from each other's habits and signs and rarely get into heated arguments anymore because you know how to resolve conflicts peacefully through ✨communication✨
it was a pretty important milestone when you first met each other's families/parents, which was about a few months after dating
your parents knew you guys were friends first but had never met him until you started dating
he's a pretty nonchalant guy but meeting your parents for the first time was probably one of the most nerve-wracking moments in his life (i think it's a universal experience)
they love him tho
if you have any really young siblings or cousins, they'd probably use him as a free climbing activity
he has an older sister and a younger brother and they absolutely ADORE you
like from the moment issei introduced you to them, they were like "ISSEI WE WANT THIS ONE"
moving in together during or after college
you guys were one of the cutest campus couples like your relationship was the PEAK of all college relationships
like EVERYBODY wanted a relationship like yours and mattsun's
the little things:
he looks like his love language is gift-giving, followed by quality time but that's just my opinion
so you can expect lots of little gifts from him
he also always initiates a lot of dates because he wants to spend time with you
walks you home every chance he gets
ALSO FLOWERS
in high school he'd pick flowers from the school garden and give them to you, he'd either visit your classroom during break or give it to you when he sees you in the hallway or even between classes
probably pissed off the school gardener once for picking too many flowers but they became good friends and now mattsun always gets fresh flowers for you
idk why but this man gives "he'd get you flowers every time he passes by a flower shop bc 'why not'" vibes
mattsun would 100% match outfits with you on a date "just for the aesthetic"
mattsun in a black turtle neck, jacket, a thin silver chain, more flowers, and a fancy restaurant for a date
he'd probably make a spotify playlist for you, either of songs that remind him of you or of songs that are special to both of you
he would carry your bag for you when you go out, even if you insist that it's not heavy, doesn't matter how feminine it is, he'd gladly carry it on one side while holding your hand on the other side
you send tiktoks to each other every day (and by that i mean A LOT of tiktoks) and he watches every single one that you send him and he always replies to them. either with an emoji or a short reply, he just wants you to know he enjoys your tiktoks
will send you every "send this to the prettiest girl you know" tiktok he comes across (which is also very often)
takes candid photos of you when you're not paying attention, probably has one as his lockscreen too
post-timeskip hcs:
you're close to the seijoh 4 and hang out with them almost every time they meet up
and since you're mattsun's +1 who's been around them since high school, you're invested in the other guys' love lives too
sometimes you and mattsun try to set them up with people for your own entertainment to help them out a lil
you and mattsun are like a package deal, if you're invited to something, he's coming with and vice versa
you and mattsun would probably ditch an event together once you're tired or sick of it
you probably saved all the dried petals from all the flowers he's given to you over the years and got your wedding guests to throw them as you walked down the aisle together (you saw someone do this on tiktok and when you told him after the ceremony he actually cried)
if you guys own a car, you would probably take turns driving the car every day and drop off / pick up the other from work
if you don't then you'd meet at a bus or train station nearby and head home together every day
the two of you would 100% take naps on the bus or train together with earphones in
since he works in a funeral home, i feel like he'd have tons of flowers at his workplace, so sometimes he'll take a few home for you
either that or he knows the best flower shops in town and he'll often pick up a bouquet on the way home
also tells you stories from his work

a/n: ok i'm out of brain juice for this one but i hope you liked it! i hope i didn't write him too ooc too 😭

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Can I request dohwa ha, Daniel park and Kim soohyun with a gyaruo boyfriend 🤧🤧
Gyaruo is basically the male version of a gyaru, if you can’t, it’s alright!! ><
Unique Taste.
Male Reader.
Requested.
Request Rules.
Masterlist.
[R/B/N} - Random Band Name
Daniel Park:
He never really understood such aesthetics before.
I mean, he come from poverty, didn't have enough to buy new clothes everyday, he was bullied everyday back in his old school. He didn't know how to dress or even like a aesthetic.
And when it came [Name] to, he was the complete opposite. Somehow, he always had extra money to buy new clothes, accessories and stuff. [Name]knew the difference of aesthetic and lifestyle and even had one and lived by one.
Daniel never really knew why people do so but he does his best to understand his boyfriend's choice.
It makes him happy, so why should he complain about it?
And now he was in [Name] room, it was dressed in everything that screamed gyaruo. Tiger prints wallpaper, baby blue paint, hairspray littered across the room, a vanity filled with makeup, accessories and other hair products.
Daniel sat on the comfy bed while humming to himself while [Name] was busy styling his hair. His eyes drifted across the room before landing on [Name], styling his hair with a straightener and hairspray.
"I'm vey excited for today Danny! I can't believe we are going to the [R/B/N] today! I have been waiting for them to do a concert here!"
[Name] cheered happily, Daniel smiled and hummed he scooted closer to his boyfriend. The boy put down his straightener and looked at Daniel.
"And I'm really glad you're going to be with me!"
Daniel nodded and smiled, [Name] kissed his cheek. "I don't really know anything about this band.. I haven't heard their music too.." He said.
"Oh yeah! Wait!"
[Name] took out his phone and began to play the band's music and it was...
"That's good.."
Daniel didn't know what to say when he heard the music but [Name] seemed to love it, so he won't show his confusion at the type of music his boyfriend was listening to.
"I know right! It's so good! I like how they sing and their music!"
He fanboyed as Daniel just nodded, staring at his boyfriend's beaming face. He smiled and just stared at [Name] who went back to styling his hair.
Staring at his makeup and hair everything.
Even if Daniel didn't understand the aesthetic his boyfriend chose, he still love how it made his boyfriend very happy and that will the only thing that will matter to him.
Soohyun Kim:
"Stay still!"
"I am still! It's just too hot!!"
"The AC is on!"
"Still!"
Soohyun was currently in his boyfriend's room, hair being styled by his boyfriend. [Name], Soohyun boyfriend, who happens to be a gyaruo wanted to style Soohyun.
And of course, Soohyun being the simp that he was towards his boyfriend, said yes of course. What h was gonna say when his boyfriend was giving him puppy eyes? You expected him to say no?
Of course not. And besides it was nice to be pampered by his own sweet boyfriend.
But of course, he was practically sweating by the heat of the straightener. It was too much, even when the AC was on. The heat was still getting to him.
Was this what [Name] had to deal with everyday? How did he live? And the chemicals from the hairspray. He may be hallucinating at this point.
But hey, it made his boyfriend pamper on him and he'll take it any day.
"And there!"
Soohyun opened his eyes and saw his hair, and damn it really was different. [Name] put down the straightener and looked at Soohyun in the mirror, beaming at how handsome he was.
"Ahh, you look so handsome Soohyun!"
He touched his hair and it was hard from the hairspray, but damn it did he look good. And having his boyfriend gush over him didn't help his little ego.
Smooch!
[Name] leaned away and smiled brightly at Soohyun. "That's a thank for agreeing to my request." He said as the male just stared at him with a blank face.
"How about in the lips instead?"
"Alright!"
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wanderer helps Reader study!
reader asked Wanderer to help them “study”
You and wanderer were in the library, somewhere that most people don’t normally go. You and wanderer sat in front of each other. Wanderer was just explaining random stuff but you were just starring at him not paying attention to whatever he’s saying.
“Are you paying attention?”
wanderer asked. At this point it was obvious that you weren’t paying attention.
“I am paying attention!”
you argued back.
“If you get an F then its not my fault”
Wanderer shrugged. But you wanted to study with him just to get closer to him, You had already studied and knew a bit more than Wanderer probably.
“Well at least stop looking at me”
He frowned, your eyes still continued to pierce at him despite him telling you to stop.
“Is this a starring contest now?” He frowned.
“Whats the area of this strange deformed square again?” He sighed. But deep down you know wanderer still has a soft spot for you despite how annoyed and dumb you can be.
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IM SO SORRY IF I TOOK LONG TO POST THIS, I didn’t have lots of motivation lately and school stuff and my birthday was a few days ago (may 1st) and i celebrated my birthday yesterday (may 5th) and last night i got dehydrated because i was at my cousins house and both my cousins parents and my parents when to casino and there was no water and I drink a lot of water. 🤧
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schools of thought: part 2 🦊
A landoscar college AU, told through social media
to catch up, check out part 1 here
author's notes
thank you for your patience and the kudos on part 1 🤧 irl stuff happened and i worked on a different story for a while before getting back to this one
ignore timestamps, they don't really matter
if you enjoy it, please consider liking / reblogging / commenting! 💙
—————we pick up at the federation U library———————
lando's studying late. it's a tuesday, and there aren't too many people there - just him, linda the librarian who isn't particularly impressed at anything or anyone, and a couple of other students on other islands of desks, stuck in their own world.
lando doesn't find academic work impossible per se, it's more the sustained attention that gets challenging. and contrary to how he seems, he does actually work hard at his core modules. even if he isn't sure exactly to what end, yet.
the screen's blazing bright and lagrange's theorem is starting to make his brain statick-y, so lando rubs his eyes. one of those advice pages on tiktok said changing tasks could help sometimes to refocus on his studying. something about crop rotation or switching channels of the brain or something. if it's on social media, it must be true.
so he opens his design software instead and makes a party invite.
he sends a prayer to the holy trinity of tiesto, guetta and darude for his very basic photoshop abilities. and an extra hail-van-helden for the free software that he pirated off charles.
the party playlist is already whirring in his head. definitely some garage smashed with some old school hip hop, and he's sure there's a way to get some hans zimmer piano in there. whatever, it'll work.
satisfied with his efforts, lando sips from his hydroflask. (the drink is one part instant coffee, one part spicy honey, and a lot of hot water. carlos gives him shit about it all the time, but carlos is spanish and generally prone to dramatics when it comes to coffee and just about everything else.)
still focused on his important task of Procrastinating His Stabilizer Equations, lando texts max.
linda, to her credit, only glared at him once when he started humming kid cudi under his breath.
and judging from experience, max and charles are going to be a while, so there's nothing for lando to do but stare at the wall and keep working on his playlists. oh, and his math assignments.
meanwhile, oscar gets a ping from logan.
what is there to say about the meeting really, oscar thinks. uneventful. ———————earlier——————————
the first project catch-up with lando, they'd met under the campus bee statue. a sunny afternoon, but the campus was quiet, half of them having decamped to the nearby hills or beach for a change of scenery. it was just the pleasant and tolerable buzz of other students enjoying the warmth and doing university student things. he'd spotted a couple of people with picnic blankets out. he hadn't brought a picnic blanket, thinking this would be a quick meeting.
lando had appeared in a blur of white and orange, like a y2k elf. ear piercing, music festival rubber bracelets and all. in a t-shirt that said i'm acute angle.
"'sup osc!" lando said.
"that t-shirt's gramatically incorrect. technically." oscar had replied.
"whaa-aat. but more to the point, it's funny."
"i guess. did you do the reading yet? thought it'd be good to talk roles and responsibilities and maybe a project timeline."
"timeline?" lando said, as he tossed his backpack down and flopped on the lawn. lando extracted two heinekens from a side pocket and went through a complicated manouvre of opening them with his room keys. "thought we'd maybe crack open a beer and just chat, matey."
i'm not your matey, oscar thought. i'm a passenger to whatever train of chaos it is that you're driving and i'd like to get off.
oscar's skin prickled as he realised the double meaning of get off. he also tried to not think too hard about how overfamiliar lando was acting towards him. the worse thing was: there was a bigger part of him that was probably willing to let lando get away with it.
lando seemed to be ignoring whatever existential crisis oscar was going through. instead, lando was going on and on about philosophical youtubers and sparknotes. lando was so animated when he spoke, too: hands always in gestures, as if excitement buzzed directly out of his fingertips and onto oscar. there was a sparkle in his eyes, blue sliding into grey, that made oscar want to sit on his hands. because they were the kind of eyes they wrote about in regency novels, the windows to the soul kind of melodramatic nonsense. that would make him want to do stupid shit. like, get-in-the-way-of-the-project-grade kind of stupid shit.
so it took oscar a lot of energy to focus in that first meeting. he thought he did a pretty decent job picking up the thread of conversation, around the part where lando had called foucault's theory "the indiana jones thought thingy."
"i think you mean archaeology of knowledge."
"right! right." lando said, as he beamed up at him.
oscar had suddenly felt overly warm, then. probably just the sun on the quad, he thought to himself. he was from australia, so technically he should've known better, and worn adequate SPF. he'd have to set a phone reminder for that at a later point. he refused to be fooled again by the european summer and its apparently hypnotic effects. even if those hypnotic effects were probably mostly caused by a menacing parallel phenomenon that oscar would call solarus landonitus.
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later, oscar's cooks dinner, and tries to decipher the instructions on the back of a frozen bag of beef mince. pato and logan are away at a football game across the border in italy, an overnighter thing.
his phone vibrates. it's lando.
oscar's hands hover over the letter keys. a party? he couldn't think of anything worse. but lando said a couple of friends, and it's true oscar hasn't really partied, and he thinks hanging out with his D&D friends doesn't really count. there had been that one instance in first year when oscar had gone to try and meet logan and pato at the ministry of sound, and he'd accidentally ended up at the ministry of state government building. after that, he'd figured parties weren't really fated for him.
but. lando, social butterfly lando, campus personality lando is the one asking. and logan's right, oscar probably does take himself too seriously.
osc types and deletes at least four different responses before be replies. he is an eng lit major, he tells himself. surely he should be better at crafting his words than this. but sometimes it is what it is.
so it isn't a commitment, and it isn't a hard no, either.
oscar stares at his phone. it's gone quiet. lando's moved on – probably uploading an instagram story. or smashing his too keyboard loudly in a public space as he solves a polynomial. or making a new and unlikely EDM song out of radiator noises, or whatever it is that lando "i'm so cool" norris decides to do with his free time.
oscar is studying the dorm kitchen tiles, thinking about not thinking about lando, when his pasta water boils over. it hits the induction stove with a loud hiss.
"shit!" osc yelps. he grabs a nearby dish towel to wipe it up.
the pasta ends up both soggy and under salted, but he eats it anyway. mind turning all the while.
——————stay tuned part 3 (hint: party party)————————
p.s. if you want to be tagged/notified on the next part/updates just lmk in comments or DM and i'd be happy to!!
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WHAT ARE YOUR HEADCANONS ON SOAP? 🥰🥰🥰 unless you've already done this before then I am so sorry 😓
relationship with soap headcanons
warnings: sfw, fluff, some angst, relationship arguments, family trauma mentioned, religious trauma, homophobia, bad dad
a/n: my fav cod man is soap so this took my top priority!!! i think about this man a lot, 09 and reboot version. reboot is my fav though, realistically, he's who i would actually get with. here’s all the things i’ve thought about him, there’s probably more tbh… OK OK HERE :))
childhood hcs
johnny soap mactavish comes from a large family of 5 siblings, he's the second oldest. it's elsie, him, blair, callum, and olivia.
growing up in a family of mainly girls got him on that respect women juice. he would always have to make sure his younger siblings are ok and aren't you know, being bullied. his parents were adamant on 2 year age gaps between them all.
his cousin, jack, was an sas operator and that was what made him want to join. they had to call security forces to arrest him out at some point because he kept sneaking in to watch them do stuff lol
elsie left for uni with her bf to live in soho when johnny was 16, the same year he would talk to recruiters around his hometown, driving hours and then getting rejected the same day due to his age
9th grade (year 10) chemistry got him obsessed with stem and its *explosive* results. he aced chemistry and then took advanced chemistry and physics just because he loved it so much
after this, as soon as he turned 18, he went to sign his papers THEN graduated school (he's just like me fr). his mom was so worried for him, especially when her sister told her about the danger that jack would get himself into. in the end, he promised he'll always call her and his siblings
his dad's an ass, hes an alcoholic, a cheater, a *bitch*... he would always take the kids to church on sundays and twisted the religion into a reason for his behavior. claiming that johnny's mom being at home was just "their culture"
she makes a killer shepherd's pie though
always had had some sort of love-hate relationship with the catholic faith. on one hand, it was nice to know there's always at least someone watching out for him, but after hearing the constant belittlement from his father, claiming he wasn't "manly enough" for not willing to give his life up in the service, he started to resent the “all merciful”.
he ended up blaming god for all his faults, letting him take accountability. this especially happened when he got diagnosed with adhd when he was 17, his dad didn’t believe in mental health. his mom was only a bit better about it, they both refused meds for him.
he's bisexual, leans towards women though. found this out after a truth or dare game in junior year (year 12) and some beers in a closet
at one point, callum acccidently let it slip at dinner when johnny had first moved out that he had met a cute guy and their dad screamed and yelled at the whole family, especially their mom, about "raising a fucking whore of a son, dragging the family down to shite"
blair called and told johnny a few days later and johnny rushed his work as quickly as possible and begged his chain of command for a few days off to go back home to his family
his family gets loud…like really loud. there’s 7 people what do you expect?
it gets especially bad when it’s sunday morning and you gotta get 7 people awake and looking their church best for an hour and a half 😔
johnny is the quickest everything there is, which has its downsides too. he could run and swim the fastest in the family, but he was also the quickest eater…meaning he’s on dish washing duty. he’s quick at that too so by the time everyone’s finished, he’s washed all the other dishes that took to make dinner
broke his arm chasing a cat through someone’s yard (he was 14)
had a goat scream and kicked him because he wanted to give it a hug
he got a part time job at a local bakery in 10th grade (year 11). the pay wasn’t much but neither was the work really. olivia, who was 9 at the time, made him promise that he’ll get her a doll to have tea with. her tea set had 4 cups but only one of her, so she must get another one to join her! he kept his promise; he ended up getting three dolls for her
he can make amazing soda bread and brioche loafs now too, still keeps a starter from the owner of the bakery to this day
he had a mountain bicycle that he would take everywhere. had room behind his seat for packages and his backpack, which he would tie down. that thing had such a loud bell too, would ring constantly to “let people know hes coming and get ready”
was terrified of selkies for some reason, always had the window closed and made callum sleep by it while he slept by the door
wasn’t much of a troublemaker, but would get into trouble with his adventurous heart.
got lost in the woods once and after a while of fake courage, he sat down and cried until elsie found him. he was 20 yards (13 meters) away from the clearing 😭😭
laugh at that guys, mf was 15
personality & relationship hcs
johnny is such a fun lover. he’s handsome yeah, but what makes ppl flaunt over him is his humor. he’s what jessica rabbit said “he makes me laugh”
such a charismatic and charming person, gets it from his dad. he could talk about just about anything, also the type to strike up a conversation with a stranger at the grocery store. then end up with their number and a date or helping them dog sit
this isn’t always a good thing though, one time before he was medicated, he would talk on and on, his story becoming incoherent due to the amount of self-interruptions he made, that a group of guys got so annoyed at that pub, they punched him.
he was young, 19, and couldn’t fight, so he didn’t win and came back to the barracks with a nasty black eye
he likes to be the big spoon, has to hold something in order to sleep
feel like he’s the type to wrap his arms around a pillow and lay on his stomach to sleep
speaking of sleeping, he HATES sleeping with socks on. he tried it one day and he just shivered at the feel of it, woke up and his socks were missing (he found them under the bed)
i also feel like he sleeps like a log, unmoving once he finds his comfort, i also think it's because he had to sleep in the same bed as his siblings at one point and he didn't want to wake them by moving, so he got accustomed to being a still sleeper
one time he accidentally got into a fight at a bar when a guy kept being misogynistic and was arrested and kept in jail for the whole night until one of his civilian friends bailed him out
johnny's the type to race you in the rain to the car. again, he's quick so he's always ahead of you but then he slips from the rain and ends up all wet and muddy and in the car.
his favorite thing to do is hear you laugh. he'll do anything to hear you laugh.
whenever you're sad, he'll purposely stub his toe or trip down the stairs or make you kiss his "owie" (a papercut) to get you to cheer up. like yeah it hurts like a fucking bitch but seeing you sad hurts more than a silly tumble
number one date event is city exploring and hopping. like cafe hopping, pub hopping, museum hopping, restaurant hopping, anything that makes you get up and get going with time to sit and chill at the same time.
feels like he can eat a lot, he's the type to eat your food if you end up not liking it or being too full
when he gets home from missions and the initial excitement of seeing you dies down, he also dies down and nap for hours until it's the middle of the night and he gets up to eat something.
he loves naps. feels like he needs a nap time every day if it was possible
he's a very kind lover, he's easy going so its not hard that sometimes people take advantage of this and push his buttons until he can't take it anymore
causes a huge blowup because he can have a nasty temper whenever he bottles stuff up and pushes things aside
not a physical manifestation of anger, but definitely a verbal anger, will say things he doesn't really mean just to say it and realize right after the words leave his lips that he fucked up
but he'll stake out in front of the guest bedroom in which you've locked yourself in until you come out and he gets the chance to forgive you
the type to stand in the rain and hold a sign saying sorry right outside your window, a very cheesy romcom style (gaz made him watch them)
he loves you more than anything and loves you even more than you can keep up with him and laugh at his jokes, no matter how awful they are
he wants 4 kids by the way
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tell me the mizzen thoughts i beg
YES HI I LOVE TALKING ABT HIM
okay so to preface mizzen is my fave character in the series if i am thinking abt the hunger games im probably thinking about mizzen and / or district 4 ( d4 tributes get behind me )
anyways recently ive been mostly thinking abt his family dynamic and how it intertwines with his relationships in the book. i feel like he lives in a pretty matriarchal household , purely self - indulgent but his mom is a single mother in my eyes. i also think he has an older sister whom he really looks up to / tries to emulate , leading to his close relationship with coral and pippa , two strong women who entered his life when he was incredibly vulnerable and needed support. also just him in d4 in general. who were his friends?? did he have to work?? we know he's good w a net and has basic trident skills so maybe he had to do stuff w that. did he do well in school?? what was his dynamic w his siblings?? what was his favourite subject??
wait i just realised i turned him into prim whoops 😭 coral and mizzen as katniss and prim parallels or smt even tho they are barely similar
( editing to say: i personally headcanon mags to be mizzen's older sister for no reason other than sad bcus there is NO canon evidence to support that )
for a tribute so young he lasted an incredibly long time in both the book and the movie , surviving a couple pretty close encounters ( moreso in the book but in the movie too , ) only being stopped by extraneous factors ( teslee's drones and gaul's snakes. ) id love to see how far he'd last were it to have been " fair " ( though i argue that technically teslee didn't do anything to crazy all she did was manipulate the capitol's faulty tech which , though im sure the capitol didn't like it , is really their fault that it was able to be manipulated so easily. ) im also interested in how she managed to do that but that's another topic.
i don't usually think abt the mentors a ton ( besides festus and the usual sejanus and coriolanus ) but ive been thinking abt pippa a lot recently. idk just their relationship in general , ik it's not that realistic to think they formed a pseudo - sibling bond in the time they spent together but let me dream 😭 she obviously cared about him more than coriolanus' unreliable pov would let us see cus he was too busy claiming lucy gray and being mad at sejanus for existing. you're the pippa expert im sure you have better thoughts on their relationship ( which i NEED to know btw i love reading your writing. )
unrelated but his actor was perfect he looked so little ( obviously because he was young filming it ) it made me even sadder having to put a face to the character
okay final one i think but i canNOT stop thinking abt coral and mizzen. did they know each other before the games?? were they just super close immediately because they were thrown in the situation together?? are they family friends?? they obviously had this incredibly close connection that honestly i don't think we saw between any other two tributes in these games. they seemed to be able to speak to each other without words and she trusted him with things im sure she wouldn't trust tanner or treech with ( taking her trident to find lucy gray for example. ) ugh she just protected him and was softer with him and he was rlly one of a few people to see past her angry protective exterior i wish we could've seen them outside of this because i love them sm.
no i don't like mizzen wdym 🤧
delilah be normal challenge ( impossible )
#these are all incredibly surface level and basic analysis#but thank you for letting me ramble lol#none of it makes sense but shh#mizzen#mizzen tbosas#tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#tbosas spoilers#asks !!
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assorted stuff i read — jan-may 2025
been planning to make a recap post like this if just for my own reference for a while. anyways, this has been kind of a weird reading year for me... i've read a lot of danmei, finished very little manga (apart from serialised stuff i'm following) and reread a couple of faves. mostly i've just been reading stuff that appeals to my id (i dont mean that as a diss. i love a book that will match my freak) but i hope i'll be able to get through more non-fiction as the year continues.
the list till now:
americano exodus — park ji-eun
the winter prince — elizabeth wein
lady midnight — cassandra clare
thousand autumns — meng xi shi
devil venerable also wants to know — cyan wings
married thrice to a salted fish — bi ka bi
i can do it — jiang zi bei
immoral sex — anthology
captive prince & prince's gambit — cs pacat (reread)
the game of kings — dorothy dunnett (reread)



1. americano exodus — it's a pretty long webtoon about a magical girl boy who has to pretend to be a girl because of convoluted fantasy politics reasons and also presumably the author's own kink. messy storytelling at parts, but the abusive dynamic between the protagonist and his mother was very well-executed. the art and fight scenes are great, it's got well-developed female characters and lots of whump for our main guy. im ngl towards the end it felt obvious the author wanted to wrap it up quickly; the plot got messy but the emotional threads were satisfactory. it'll be catnip to people who like sexy evil moms and forcefem.
2. the winter prince — i came into this expecting one thing and got something else entirely. so i've been an arthuriana head since i was... 9? and read roger lancelyn's greene's king arthur. and i knew the winter prince was about mordred, but it also melds together elements from welsh myths (specifically the mabinogion iirc). it takes all these influences and does its own, very remarkable thing. it's about mordred and it's about familial abuse (in general, and also specifically incestuous abuse) and trying to be better than the monster everyone thinks you are/is trying to make you into. excellent prose, some of my favourite first person pov, a very well done creeping sense of dread.
3. lady midnight — i would not have read this if it was not for @iridescentscarecrow 🤧 (take responsibility!) and im grateful they told me about the dark artifices, bc i haven't read cass clare since i was in middle school and ended up pleasantly surprised by lady midnight. i think it helps that the emotional core of the book — to me, at least — is about the blackthorn family. it's very indulgently ya, but it's good at what it does, i liked all the tropes and the way they came together. it's like a comforting predictable meal, still delicious and kind of nostalgic.



4. thousand autumns — i literally inhaled all the volumes one after another. i'm kind of surprised by thousand autumns' rep for being... boring? too heavy on politics? because precisely my favourite thing is how connected both yan wushi and shen qiao are to the world around them, how their ideologies form their personalities and therefore result in their clashes against each other. this was just such satisfying wuxia — great fights, heartpounding descriptions, aura farming off the charts, and to cap it all off, a tense enemies to strangers to friends to estranged to ??? to everyone-thinks-we're-lovers relationship. i'm so fond of this book, it really is a treat. with that said, there were some plot points i kind of eyerolled at, even tho i did get what they were aiming to build towards... so while i do love thousand autumns, i guess i have minor quibbles with it. i'm excited to see how meng xi shi's writing develops in peerless.
5. devil venerable also wants to know — this book is a comedy and a clever metanarrative poking holes at narrative conventions and tropes (specifically found in web novels) and it's also freak4freak liege lord/his right-hand man yaoi. and it's got such charming side characters. dvawtk is fun and funny and at 81 chapters, pretty short! i liked it a lot and binge read it in one afternoon.
6. married thrice to a salted fish — i wanted to like mtsf so bad, and i actually do love a lot of elements in it. i like how ruthless the main ship is, i love our petty protagonist, the kind of guy who'll take a life for an eye, i think its a creative take on transmigration tropes, but something i did not like was how... unthreatening the antagonists felt. i think its to showcase the appeal of the main ship being a power couple? but i like to see my power couples struggle. mtsf felt flat to me; i'll try to revisit it when the official tl comes out and see if my opinion changes.




7. i can do it — it's an e-sports danmei, about professional league of legends players. the author is so good at writing interpersonal interactions that are funny, awkward and feel so real. im ngl it feels like... a sports anime with a canon yaoi main storyline built into it? i have never played league of legends in my life and do not plan to it, but the author writes the matches so interestingly... and putting aside the structure, the romance sidesteps all annoying senpai/kouhai, idol/fan cliches by making the protagonist have friends, interests and a life apart from his admiration of the love interest; and their romance ended up just being really sweet with enough umm... brat taming? to keep things interesting.
8. immoral sex — yeah this is a yaoi anthology with three dark short stories; i specifically loved doku to sex by harada (if you've read harada before you know her mixture of psychological horror and unrepentant filth), but the other two stories were pretty fun too. cw for noncon, incest and monsterfucking.
9. captive prince & prince's gambit — i actually have reread the whole capri trilogy before, i think this might actually be my third reread? literally have nothing to say except maybe a nuclear fujoshi event happened inside my mind. i feel like capri gets an outsized rep for debauchery bc a lot of people outside the... 2010s slash idfic sphere read it? anyways. gotta love fiction where the author is just unapologetically constructing scenarios to explore their kinks with their barbie dolls.
10. the game of kings — honestly reread this because i was pushing @ciaran into reading it and wanted to refresh my memory... i feel like this has to be one of my fave books ever. i ended up rereading the whole thing over a day and a half and it felt like i had a comfortable warm bath. i love how unapologetic dorothy dunnett is with her style. i feel like i could be given a paragraph of her writing mixed in with dozens of other snippets and still be able to identify her. love the ensemble cast, the incisive multiple perspectives, the shenanigans, the politics and plotting, the family issues, and of course... the legend himself. i'm probably gonna reread it and gush about it again in a year lbr.
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