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Your Nervousness - Kylo Ren x Reader

Warnings: angst ( talks of anxiety) fluff, some sexual references

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The towering scenery of the planet Actlyon always intimidated you. As one of the many bases of the First Order throughout the galaxy, these was one of your least favorites. When asked what you hated about the planet, you could save them the time of a few hour conversation and just saying "everything". But as companion of Supreme Leader Kylo Ren, you have to put a lid on the subject and just deal with it.

It had been two weeks since you had seen Kylo. You were used to him being away for a long time, but he had never been gone this long. When you last saw Kylo, you were both in the control room of the Finalizer, watching as they determined where a small portion of the Resistance was, and the plan to destroy it. Instead, the Resistance caught wind of the First Order's presence, and escaped before any of the plan was put into place.

"All the better." Hux stated, " by fleeing, they'll lead us right to the Resistance."

You watched as Kylo walked past you, the Knights of Ren following suit. You immediately took after them, jogging just to keep up with the intimidating crew. You were not going to be just sideswiped by him.

"Master Ren!" you called out. Due to protocol with your high status of a prominent family of the galaxy, and your relationship with the Supreme Leader, you had to keep formality in public. But right now, you didn't know how this was going to play out, and it could've been the last time you would see Kylo ever again. Kylo continued his way down the hallway, ignoring you.

"Fuck it." you muttered under your breath , "Kylo!"

Kylo and his Knights came to a halt. He tuned to approach you, the Knights parting through the middle. His footsteps echoed through the cold, metallic hallway. Your boldness melted into obscurity as you weren't sure what was going to happen in the next few seconds. You could see your reflection in the visor of Kylo's helmet, taking note of the closeness between you two.

"Aren't..aren't you going to say goodbye before you go?" you said softly. "I don't know how long this is going to take."

Kylo stayed still, and the sudden bass of his voice startled you. "It won't be long at all, I assure you, (y/n)." That was complete bullshit, and you knew it.

Your eyes traveled down, knowing that meant it was going to be a long mission. Tears welled in your eyes. Kylo sensed your nervousness, hurting him to see you so worried of his departure.

"Hey," he murmured, his voice not loud enough for the vocoder to pick up. He lifted your head up with his hand, cusping your chin gently. "I will be back. In the mean time, I want you to be strong. For me please."

That was the last exchange of words before Kylo set off on his shuttle. You had received word from Hux that the shuttle was approaching Actlyon by evening, and with it, the Supreme Leader in one piece. Waiting was such a pain, and your anxiety was through the roof. You were so worried, you hadn't changed into your nightwear, still wearing the clothes you placed on since the early morning meeting with Actlyon First Order officials.

You jolted as your door buzzed. "Come in." you called out.

"Supreme Leader Ren is awaiting your presence in his office, my lady." the female officer announced.

You were so relieved you could've hug her. You quickly walked out, hurrying your steps to Kylo's office. As confusing as this starship was, Kylo's office was one of the few places that you knew exactly where it was. You approached the door, which was guarded by two Stormtroopers.

"The Supreme Leader has sent for me." you said, pushing past the guards. As the door closed behind you, you were standing in the small hallway, smoothing out yourself, emotionally and physically. Before you could open the door, Kylo beat you to it. Mask off and his clothes caked with substances unknown to you, Kylo looked like shit. He grabbed you and pulled you into his office.

Before you could get anything out, Kylo arms wrapped around your waist, picking you up and holding you tightly. Your arms wrapped around his neck, smiling that he was finally here with you. You held Kylo's face in your hands, kissing all over his face. Kylo's gloved hand gripped the back of your neck gently, moving his lips to yours. You melted into his kiss, feeling all the pent up anger and stress being released between you. You both pulled away, breathing heavily as Kylo rested his head on in the crook of your neck. The smell of burnt leather and fuel filled your nostrils, and should have repulsed you, but instead was very much welcomed.

"Why didn't you send me a message?" you mumbled, twirling your fingers in his long dark locks. "You had me worried for so long."

"Shh." he hushed you, "Let me just relax for a moment."

You nodded, scratching his head softly and slowly. That's all you needed to hear. Not long after did Kylo tell you how he and his Knights tracked down the Resistance, going from planet to planet, to city to city, until eventually they caught up with them, but to a dead end.

"And that's when we killed them." Kylo finished, sparing you the details of the Resistance spies gruesome deaths caused by the Knights and Kylo. You furrowed your brow in disappointment, hoping that Kylo would've spared them. Even after all this time that you both had been together, it still got to you that you were in a relationship with the mighty Kylo Ren, supreme leader of the First Order, and a killer feared by many.

Taking note of your troubled expression, Kylo brushed his hand over your cheek. You leaned yourself into his touch, placing your hand over his. A faint smile spread over the Supreme Leader's face. That was something you haven't seen in a while, and you would give up anything to see it a million times.

"Now, my love, its time for me to bombard you with questions." you said, getting out of Kylo's lap.

"Like what?" he scowled, leaning back into his chair.

"Have you ate today?" you asked, "have you showered, slept?"

Kylo sighed. "One at a time, (y/n). And no to any of them."

You chuckled. "Okay, that's all I needed to know."

While you ordered a meal to brought up, Kylo supported his head on his fist, watching you take care of him. He always loved to just look at you. And it could be you doing anything, from doing your makeup, to you getting angry over some small thing. To him, you were a walking piece of art, a masterpiece. A strong feeling of affection and love filled Kylo, almost like a fire was lit in his heart. It was like this ever since you and him met. There was never a dull moment, your relationship always filled with intense passion.

Kylo got out of his chair, walking over to you. As you made preperations for the night, you felt two hand snaked around your waist. Kylo placed his chin on your head, rocking you both back and forth slightly. The Kylo Ren that you saw was definitely not the one the galaxy feared.

"I love it when you order people around." he whispered in your ear. You giggled, interlocking your hand with his. "Come to my room tonight."

"Hmm, what for?" you teased, expecting to hear some raunchy responses.

"To sleep, obviously." Kylo replied.

"Ah, sure. To sleep." you said, air quoting. "Because that's all we do when I sleep over in your room."

"This time, I just want to sleep." he said. "I promise, my sweet." Kylo pulled back your hair to the side, exposing your neck. He placed kisses from your shoulder all the way up to your cheek, his soft lips causing goosebumps to spread all over your body.

"N-now, see this right here.."you whispered, your voice wavering from Kylo's teasing, "this is what I'm talking about."

"Just trust me. I want to sleep next to my wife, that's all." Kylo really knew how to reel you in, and you fell for it every time. Heat radiated off your face, burning your cheeks. "And if you would like, we could fuck all day tomorrow. I know that you have been wanting it as badly as I do. We both crave it. Would you like that, my sweet?"

And now, you knew for sure you were going to catch on fire.

Stars, it was so good to be home

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"I'm beat." you said, yawning.

"How are you beat? You haven't done anything all day." Kylo teased nonchalantly as he dimmed down the lights in the bedroom.

"I waited for you, I cried for you, I even put up with Hux for you. So don't say I didn't do anything all day." you smiled, throwing your robe onto a chair.

"Yeah, sure." Kylo mumbled as he snuck himself underneath the black covers, watching as you brushed your hair thoroughly. You set the brush down, giving yourself a once over to make sure you looked alright.

"You're still beautiful. Come to bed." Kylo begged sleepily, laying on his side.

You blushed. "Alright, I'm coming."

Kylo held out the comforter as he always did. You laid right into his chest, his arms, along with the thick black comforter, engulfing you in darkness. The difference between Kylo's room and yours was definitely astounding, to say the least. You would think that the Supreme Leader's girlfriend could get some decent sheets, or maybe some more comfortable chairs.

You laid your arm around Kylo's torso, your leg wrapped between his. You closed your eyes, sighing peacefully. Kylo gave you one last kiss on your head, before turning over on his side. As betrayed as you felt, you needed some air from the sudden heat of another person and his thick ass comforter. It felt like forever laying down, and Kylo was out like a light.

But you were still wide awake. Thoughts swarmed your mind about multiple, worthless topics. Is there a guard at the door? What's Hux thinking right now? Matter of fact, what does Hux even do in his free time? Not like you cared, you just wonder if Hux had a life out of the First Order (which you concluded, he did not).

I want to sleep, you thought. And you kept thinking it, over and over, as if repeating it would inch yourself closer to some shut eye. You shifted positions, fluffed your pillow, counting backwards, forwards. Thinking of leaping fathiers could've helped.

But not one hint of sleepiness.

Eventually, you just said fuck it and got up. You carefully got up, as to not wake Kylo. You grabbed your robe and headed to the living area. You took your datapad, and flipped through the numerous events and special occasions that were coming up. You read up on the planets that you were to visit alongside Kylo, and their customs. Embarrassing yourself in front of Kylo was the last thing you needed, but knowing him, anyone who would point out your mistakes would be swiftly met with a blazing lightsaber.

You started planning your outfits and speeches while you heard shuffling from the other room. Looking up, you saw Kylo emerging from the bedroom. Rubbing his eyes, he looked at you as you continued working on your datapad.

"Its too early, starlight." Kylo said, crossing his arms.

"I couldn't sleep." you replied, meeting his gaze.

Kylo strolled over to the couch, and plopped down next to you. He placed his hand on your back, rubbing small circles. "You're stressed. I can feel it."

You hummed in response. "I am."

"Tell me why." Kylo murmured. He gently took the datapad out of your hand, placing it on the other side of him. "What's stressing you out?"

You shrugged, honestly not sure what was stressing you out. You've had trouble with anxiety ever since you were a teen, but you weren't sure why you where it came from, and why you had it. It came out of nowhere, making minor situations into paranoia and doubtful thoughts in your mind. Sometimes, you had control over it, and other times, you let it run rampant. Right now, it was running everywhere it could reach.

You felt a small pressure on your head, knowing that Kylo was trying to read you through the Force. As much as it annoyed you when Kylo did that, you were glad he did it this time. It was hard putting into words what was bothering you, and this is exactly what was needed.

"Ah."

The pressure left from your head. The use of the Force by Kylo was more comforting than it was strange. For some reason, it was how you and him bonded. For prisoners, you couldn't say the same.

"Well?" You replied softly, "what's your diagnosis?"

One beat of silence. Two beats of silence. Finally, Kylo motioned you to come closer, taking a hold of your hand. "You're stressed about me."

"Of course." You replied, "we discussed this earlier." You intertwined your fingers between Kylo's, his palm sweaty.

"We did." He mumbled. "But there's a difference between hearing it and feeling it. I thought I really understood what you were feeling, but.." Kylo shrugged. "Fuck, I feel guilty."

"Why? Because I'm stressed about you?" You said, sitting up. You took Kylo's face in your hands, his eyes averting from your gaze. "Yes I do stress about you, but my love, please don't feel guilty. At all." Kylo quickly met your gaze, and looked away.

"I'm not just saying this to make you feel better, you know. I understood what was in store when you asked me to be yours, and I still keep it in mind. Always." Kylo eyes shot up to yours after hearing your voice crack. "But I always think you're going to leave, and never come back. T-that someone will hurt you, and I'm not there to save you. And that fear weighs on my conscious all the time, Kylo."

Your tears flowed down your cheeks, your soft sobs racking your body. He hated seeing you cry, and at every opportunity that you were going to, he would try his best to stop it immediately. But by doing just that, Kylo realized, while gazing in your pained eyes, that maybe that was one of the contributing factors to your stress.

This time, he was going to gladly welcome your emotions, and ease his starlight's anxiety.

"I-I'm sorry." You croaked, swallowing the lump in your throat. "Please don't be mad at me."

Kylo shook his head, facing you as he wiped your tears away with his hands. "I could never be mad at the one person who is my reason to fight."

You laughed softly. "You're bullshitting me."

The corners of Kylo's lips upturned into a sympathetic smile. "I've never lie to you, have I?"

You sat in his lap, your head on his chest, your eyes gazing up into Kylo's. "Not once."

Kylo stroked your hair, kissing your forehead. "Is there any way that maybe you could put me to sleep with the Force?" You asked, the lines between joking and actually asking blurred.

"That's not how the Force works." Kylo said. "So what I need you to do is sit here and relax."

"That sounds like you're trying to use the Force, it really does."

"I'm not. Please shut up."

You giggled, your chin resting on his shoulder. Kylo lazily traced his fingers on your back, your back muscles relaxing instantly. It wasn't the Force, but it sure did feel like it. Maybe that's how Kylo knew how to do this. How and when did he learn how to do this? Who help him, he didn't just read these techniques in a book, someone must've taught him but who-

"I can hear you. Loud and clear. No it's not the Force, and you taught me."

You patted his chest, letting him know you heard him. Kylo moved his hands to your hair, massaging the nape of your neck, up to your scalp. Tugging gently, scratching behind your ears, your busy continuing to melt into his. Your mind wandered into off into thoughtlessness, nothing to think about or to care about, except for one thing. One little piece, a message now ingrained into you, for you to carry from now on. That you were not alone in what you were feeling, and that someone will be there for you.

And that's what helped you finally drifted into a deep sleep.

"(Y/n)?" Kylo whispered, patting your back. Hearing your small snores, Kylo got up carefully, carrying you to your bedroom. Placing you gently in your spot, Kylo took the comforter and placed it on you. You grabbed ahold of the pillow, softly cradling it. Your face was so much at peace, compared to how you looked earlier. But it didn't matter to Kylo. Every face you shown each other had been a gift, and any emotion you had is better than no emotion.

Kylo quickly made his way to your side, slipping underneath the covers. You flipped yourself to face him, your noses just inches from each other. As Kylo closed his eyes, he wondered what brought him ease. It didn't take him long though, because it was right in front of him.

Over anything, above all everything, you were his peace. His relaxation. His purpose.

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(A/N) Thank you guys for reading, it means a lot. I'm sorry I have not posted in a while, 2021 has definitely had a rough start for me and my family. I'm hoping for the rest of the year to have mercy on me and everyone else. This is going to be a bunch of one-shots that I'll make in between the Spike Spiegel x Reader fic chapters, which I know for sure another chapter is supposed to be out neeoow.

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GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA -- DID YOU KNOW?

GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA — DID YOU KNOW?

      ARE YOU SUBSCRIBED TO THE BOB NICHOLS GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA REPORT? Breaking/Exclusive 2021.12 There is Evidence Someone is Attacking the US with Deadly Levels of Radiation and it is being Covered Up       LISTEN! I Spit on Your Grave | Pro-Nukers Spread Death and Pestilence. Always.  

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PERMANENT NOTICE: US HIGH RADIATION ALERT

PERMANENT NOTICE: US HIGH RADIATION ALERT

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GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA – 2020.7 by Bob Nichols

  Total Gamma Radiation in the US since 2010 = 42.906 Billion CPM; or  42,906,429,723 CPM. 

Email questions to Bob Nichols at duweapons@gmail.com 

First published on 6/20/2020 in the Bob Nichols Veterans Today column; subscribe…

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Your Cumulative Radiation - Million a Week Club by Bob Nichols

Your Cumulative Radiation – Million a Week Club by Bob Nichols

Bottom line, this is way too much radiation for humans to take.

Million a Week Club –YRTW 2019.32– Your Cumulative Radiation

Bob Nichols – first published on August 31, 2019 in the Bob Nichols Veterans Today Column

  Excerpts:

Dr. John Gofman, Medical Director of the Livermore Nuclear Weapons Lab famously called that kind of thing “premeditated murder.”

This nuke stuff gets real serious, real…

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[ YRTW 2019-28 ] MILLION A WEEK CLUB - Your Cumulative Radiation by Bob Nichols

[ YRTW 2019-28 ] MILLION A WEEK CLUB – Your Cumulative Radiation by Bob Nichols

This radiation stuff does NOT go away at the end of the year.

Million a Week Club – YRTW 2019.28 – Your Cumulative Radiation

First published by Bob Nichols on August 3, 2019 in the Bob Nichols VeteransToday column

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Targeted Individuals by Area – It is the number of Targeted…

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MILLION A WEEK CLUB – YRTW 29 – Plus More Cities

MILLION A WEEK CLUB – YRTW 29 – Plus More Cities

    Facing a Dying Nation

By Bob Nichols  August 3, 2018

  Are you in a city that gets a Million Counts of Radiation a Week? First, how on earth are you going to find out? That is a secret, isn’t it? Radiation?

Summary

The nearby Targeted Population of US nuclear power plants is 160,876,377 people by the official 2010 US Census with a measured:

2,332,978,925 [that’s Billion]Gamma CPM YTD in…

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GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA 2020.9

GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA 2020.9

ALERT: NE US Radiation out of control

By Bob Nichols July 31, 2020

First published in the Bob Nichols VT column.  Subscribe to get email updates.

To July 29, 2020 TGR CPM One Week Annualized City, State Date Read 2019 TGR CPM 88,601,041 Portland, ME. 7/30 78,648,600 84,000,679 Raleigh, NC. 7/30 72,873,751 66,350,688 Worcester,…

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GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA 2020.8

GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA 2020.8

Bob Nichols – July 11, 2020

The Jan 1, 2020 to June 30, 2020 TGR CPM INCREASE of 1,895,703,663 cpm over a period of 4,368 hours = 433,998  cpm per hour Nationwide.

Just to be clear, that’s: one billion, eight hundred ninety-five million, seven hundred three thousand, six hundred sixty-three CPM.

More specifically, the first six…

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GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA 2020.7

GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA 2020.7

PERMANENT NOTICE:  US HIGH RADIATION ALERT

Bob Nichols – June 20, 2020 GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA – 2020-7

The Jan 1, 2020 to May 31, 2020 TGR CPM INCREASE of 1,592,791,963 cpm over a period of 3624 hours = 439,512.1310706402 cpm per hour Nationwide.

That’s just 151 days. That’s way too much Gamma Radiation for any of us.

The…

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GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA 2020.6

GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA 2020.6

By Bob Nichols May 23, 2020

For 10 years and 4 months, The Gamma Rad has stealthily INCREASED at the average rate of 322.5157638014621 CPM Per Minute. Your individual amount will vary. Whatever, that is Way Too Much Rad for us to take.

Hmm, wonder what the fitting punishment is for these Crimes and for the Psychopaths committing them.

As guidance, remember that the Nuremberg Trials after World…

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GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA 2020.4

By Bob Nichols – April 18, 2020

GAMMA RADIATION IN AMERICA 2020.-4 41,832,919,903 cpm That’s 41.832 Billion cpm

TOTAL CPM:

forty-one billion, eight hundred thirty-two million, nine hundred nineteen thousand, nine hundred three cpm.

That’s 41,832,919,903 CPM. There are only 320 Million Americans, Estimated. How much did you absorb…

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Million a Week Club - YRTW 2019.34 - Your Cumulative Radiation

Million a Week Club – YRTW 2019.34 – Your Cumulative Radiation

“This high Rad level is NOT SURVIVABLE, it IS KILLING you and yours… Any questions?”

By Bob Nichols

September 14, 2019

  YRTW 2019 34

  TOTAL GAMMA RADIATION (TGR) USA 2019+2018 TGR 14,592 Hours 2019 TGR  01/01/2019 To 08/31/2019 2018 TGR 2014 TGR CITY ST.  TARGETED INDIVIDUALS 2010 Census134,179,421 49,720,328 84,459,093 77,53…

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MILLION A WEEK CLUB – YRTW 42 – Plus More Cities

MILLION A WEEK CLUB – YRTW 42 – Plus More Cities

MILLION A WEEK CLUB – YRTW 42 – Plus More Cities

Facing a Dying Nation. On to 4 Billion in ’18, 5 Billion Rads in Q1-2019.

By Bob Nichols

November 3, 2018

MILLION A WEEK CLUB – YRTW 42 – Plus More Cities  Radiation poisoning is cumulative. Did you think the Gamma Rad goes away at the end of the year?

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MILLION A WEEK CLUB – YRTW 35 – Plus More Cities

MILLION A WEEK CLUB – YRTW 35 – Plus More Cities

By Bob Nichols September 15, 2018

Total Gamma Radiation Reported in the USA – Week 35

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radWeather Report – YRTW 35

Tables of Poisoned American Cities Million a Week and January 1 to September 8, 2018 Published September 15, 2018 Gamma and Beta CPM by City and State in the US

+ More Cities Above…

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MILLION A WEEK CLUB - YRTW 22 - PLUS MORE CITIES

MILLION A WEEK CLUB – YRTW 22 – PLUS MORE CITIES

  Facing a Dying Nation

MILLION A WEEK CLUB – YRTW 22 – PLUS MORE CITIES By  Bob Nichols  – June 16, 2018 ‘

Are you in a city that gets a Million Counts of Radiation a Week? First, how on earth are you going to find out? Folks, that is a secret, isn’t it? Radiation?

This is a Bad situation for all exposed to the Rad. Now included, for the 22nd Week of 2018 just passed, all cities above 22…