#& just avoid basically everything even tho ik that would make me feel worse & ppl would be upset with me
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U can tell foods been getting to me bc I literally had a nightmare about a miso packet last night
#thoughts#oni talks#haha I’m doing just fine#I’m feel better bc bestie gave me good words last night I didn’t see till this morning tho#which is good bc I started feeling like garbage this morning so it helps me feel less garbage#I still feel kind of ashamed of not waking up early and getting breakfast#but at least it’s earlier than yesterday & I am not skipping breakfast due to having a breakdown over hot dogs#so I mean I’d say that’s something at least#kinda not looking forward to the accountability for my actions tho#I’m gonna attempt to get back on track today but also I’m ahhh#I think I stayed up late last night bc I really didn’t want it to be today bc I felt so awful#and I have SO MUCH to do today that it’s kind of overwhelming#especially bc I’m not allowed to catch up on sleep or do fun things#like yesterday I was too panicked and upset to hangout even though I REALLY WANTED TO#& today I’m Lowkey sad bc I probably won’t have time#but also I have so much to do & I feel like I can’t do anything to recharge & tbh w/ some of it I have no idea what I’m gonna do#& it’s honestly stressing me out a lot & I feel like bleghhhhh#anyway I’m go attempt to eat brunch(?) idk I still feel bad for not following the advice/rules but idk#hearing someone say I am trying makes me feel like I can actually do things today bc a part of me rlly just wanted to stay in bed#& just avoid basically everything even tho ik that would make me feel worse & ppl would be upset with me#I’m just bleghhhhh I hope I can at least kind of exist today :/#tw food
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