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              the world hasn’t seemed right in so long now. small towns all seem to all share a collective consciousness, so how long until her secret affair got out ? even worse, how long until she had a child and was officially stuck forever in her marriage ? the summer heat sits thick and oppressive, only worsened by her growing bump, pressing out against her shirt. she still refused to buy maternity wear, that would mean coming to terms with her situation. 

               “ i don’t even know what to do anymore, winnie. ” accent is laid on thickly, everything down to the cadence of her voice letting on how she’d given up. shoulders slump, one hand permanently resting on her stomach. “ earl’s run all my savin’s dry, not that i had much to begin with. all because he thought we needed the ugliest damn stroller i’ve ever seen. i ain’t never gonna be free, am i ? even if i left, he’d just track me down. ”

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character study   ——   traits & characteristics   *//  jenna hunterson classic novelist aesthetics.   ( bold for definitely ;   italicized for partially )

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JOHN KEATS.     the lavender in sunsets,   flowers in the rain,   sunlight slipping through clouds,   lazy summer afternoons,   the heavy scent of musk,   flickering candlelight reflecting off the gold titles of books,   fireflies on a cool summer night,   being wrapped in fresh bed sheets,   the ache of wanting what you can never have,   dripping sunlight like gold,  loving someone so exquisite,   soft lips and soft whispers,   fingers through hair,  names of lovers carved in trees,   broken glass,   the insistence of being perpetually dreamy.

F. SCOTT FITZGERALD.     crisp winter skies with cold bright stars,   mahogany wood, the solitude of an early autumn morning wrapped in fog,   empty bottles on stacks and stacks of books haphazardly placed in a messy room,   bruised arms reaching out into the darkness,   cigarette smoke just barely hiding the scent of alcohol,   a wall of books all poetry and old and weathered,   the way tragedy strikes in your heart but ends up stopping your breathing for a moment,   your favorite sweater,   parties spilling into four a.m. with the stars above spinning and dancing,   the contrast of blood against snow,   a purple split lip oozing blood,   black eyes fading to blue to pale skin,  the butterflies of falling in love for the first time,   the statues falling apart over time in cemeteries,   the romanticization of self-destruction.

FRANZ KAFKA.   the weight of dread that sits heavily in your stomach when thinking about the future,   decrepit houses cloaked in mystery from children telling stories of people who died there,   the way not even light can escape a black hole,   the rich smell of old books,  delicate veins in the wrist,   ghosts filling lungs,   shattered bones,  raindrops on the tongue,   rusting metal,   nostalgia that aches,   the way hope feels like a plastic bag over your head.

H.P. LOVECRAFT.   the anxiety felt when staring into an unknown cave,   pouring rain and mud,   a child’s fear of the dark,   thinking so many questions about your existence as you stare at the vast expanse of never-ending ocean,   the silence of three a.m.,   ouija boards and urban legends.

JACK KEROUAC.     the brisk pine air of being on a mountain,   travels without a destination,  those nights where you’re missing three hours of memory,   screaming to a lifeless desert about how you’re so alive,   coffee shops late at night,   car rides at night spent speeding and laughing in the dark,   naps spent in the sun,   novels highlighted and underlined with notes and epiphanies in the margins,   the way uncertainty sits on the shoulders,   ignoring flaws and loving life,   wind through hair,   depression as fog in the brain, impossible ideals, a quiet sunrise,   walks alone,   when you think about trying to discover all the secrets to the universe,   dazzling people,   open lands stretching out into infinity,   falling in love with being alive.

EDGAR ALLAN POE.     the ocean’s horizon inseparable from fog,   hollow bones,   a preserved heart held in hands,  twinkling stars above an old graveyard,   the way everything turns to dust,   silent black birds with eyes full of wisdom,   self-inflicted flames,   perfection depicted as a rotting corpse,   death as bricks in the heart,   lips barely brushing against each other,   glassy glazed eyes,   biting into a lemon,   heart-shaped bruises,   rotting flowers on a grave,   dried blood and spilled liquor,   the hush of dusk when it begins raining,   the intimacy of a secret.

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        like for a starter from jenna hunterson from waitress !