#& — ambrose • leah : verse .

[thesmuttygazette]

closed for my love, @gravekeeps ˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖

ambrose stood in the doorway, watching leah as she slept . the moonlight streamed through the window, casting a silvery glow over her serene face. she looked so peaceful, so pure, and it only intensified the ache in his chest. he knew what he had to do, even though it was the hardest decision he’d ever make.

he moved quietly to her bedside, careful not to disturb her slumber. every soft breath she took was a reminder of the life she embodied, the light she radiated. he reached out, gently brushing a stray lock of hair from her forehead. his touch was featherlight, almost reverent, as if he feared tainting her with his presence.

ambrose’s heart twisted painfully at the sight. he had never felt more unworthy of someone in his long, tortured existence. she was an angel, a literal embodiment of goodness and grace, while he was a vampire, a creature of darkness and death.

for a moment, he let himself imagine what it would be like to stay, to be the man she believed he could be. but the truth weighed heavily on him, crushing that fleeting fantasy. he knew his nature, his past filled with blood and regret. he could never be the man she deserved.

“leah,” he whispered, his voice barely audible. “i love you more than anything in this world. but you deserve so much more than what i can give you.”

he leaned down, pressing a tender kiss to her forehead, lingering there as if trying to memorize the feel of her warmth against his lips.

“i have to go,” he murmured, his voice breaking. “for your sake. you deserve a life filled with light and love, not shadows and darkness.”

tears stung his eyes, but he forced himself to stand, to take a step back. he watched her for a moment longer, committing every detail to memory: the way her lashes fluttered against her cheeks, the gentle rise and fall of her chest, the soft glow of her skin in the moonlight.

“goodbye, my love,” he whispered, his heart shattering with each word.

with one last, lingering glance, ambrose turned and walked away. each step felt like a knife twisting in his chest, but he knew it was the right thing to do. as he slipped into the night, he prayed that leah would find the happiness and love she deserved, even if it meant he had to suffer in the shadows alone.

[thesmuttygazette]

ambrose’s grip on her hips tightened, his fingers digging into her soft flesh as he took in the sight before him. the contrast of her angelic form, her blonde hair cascading down her back, and the stained glass filtering the holy light onto her skin created an intoxicating vision. her desperate pleas, the way her voice trembled with need, only served to stoke the fire within him, his own desire dark and consuming as he prepared to claim her once more.

he leaned forward, his lips brushing against her ear, voice low and filled with possessive intensity. “you’re mine, leah,” he whispered, each word a deliberate, unyielding promise. “and i’m going to make sure everyone knows it.”

the feel of her slick, warm cunt against his teasing touch had him groaning, the sensation driving him closer to the edge. he couldn’t resist the temptation of her submission, her willingness to give herself over to him so completely. the power he held over her was a heady rush, one he never wanted to relinquish.

“look at you,” ambrose continued, his tone almost reverent as he dragged the head of his cock along her slick folds, not yet giving her the release she so desperately craved. “so eager, so fucking beautiful… you’d let me do anything to you, wouldn’t you?” his voice held a dark edge, a promise of the twisted pleasures he intended to bring her.

when she nodded, her voice rising with conviction as she begged him to fuck her, something in ambrose snapped. the sight of her writhing beneath him, her body begging for his touch, was too much to resist. with a low growl, he gripped her hips more firmly, positioning himself at her entrance. he could feel her trembling in anticipation, her entire body taut with desire.

“then take it, angel,” he murmured, his voice thick with lust. “take everything i have to give.”

with a powerful thrust, he buried himself inside her, filling her to the hilt. the force of the movement sent a shiver of pleasure through him, his cock throbbing as he began to move, each thrust hard and deliberate, claiming her with every stroke. he didn’t give her time to adjust, pulling back only to slam into her again, setting a brutal pace that had her fingers curling tighter around the edge of the podium.

each thrust sent her forward, the wood of the podium creaking under the force of their coupling. the image of her, bent over and taking him so willingly in front of the stained glass, filled him with a dark satisfaction. this was where she belonged—on her knees, pleading for him, a willing sacrifice to his desires.

“do you feel that?” ambrose growled, his voice harsh with the intensity of his own pleasure. “do you feel how perfectly you fit around me, how much you need this?” he punctuated each word with a deep thrust, his cock driving into her with a relentless rhythm that had her moaning, the sound echoing off the walls of the empty church.

his hand snaked around her body, fingers finding her clit and rubbing in tight circles, determined to push her over the edge. “come for me, princess,” he commanded, his voice rough and authoritative. “show me how much you love being mine, how much you need this. i want to hear you scream my name.”

ambrose was relentless, his thrusts becoming more erratic, driven by the need to claim her completely, to leave no doubt in her mind that she was his—body, mind, and soul.

when she thought there could be no acceleration, there was. her blood pumping faster, her pleasure increasing, every heightened sensation reaching the point where she thought she was going to simply fall apart in his arms. she holds onto him tightly and groans in satisfaction when he wraps his arms around her and carries her over to the stage with ease. every bounce of his footsteps pushes his throbbing cock up inside her and she bites her lip as her eyes roll back in pleasure.

behind his head the large stained glass portrait of the holy father himself looked down on her, the light outside filtering in through the various colours. she couldn't help but feel a thrill, a rush of excitement at just the idea of what they were about to do. leah keeps her eyes forward as ambrose brings his lips to her ear, his words and his touch as it crept up her body causing anticipation to build quickly within her.

" yes, yes, yes, " her eyes widen slightly as he wraps his hand around her neck and squeezes, at the same time rocking his hips forward and causing the angel to squeal in pain and pleasure. " god ! " leah whines, squirming in his grip and then gasping as he spun her around. her eyes went out across the room, all those empty pews looking back at her, and she could envision them filled with people about to watch an angel fall.

her fingers curl around the edge of the podium, her cunt slick from leaking with both her own arousal and his cum. turning her head over her shoulder to look back at him, the blonde wiggles her ass seductively, her hair splayed across her back, but he stops the movement when he brings his hands down to hold her hips in place and tease her desperate hole. she was all too willing to oblige him, eagerly nodding.

" i don't want it, i don't. i need it. " her voice is quiet at first but gets louder with conviction. " i need the whole world to know i belong to you, that i'd do anything for you. please, ambrose, " femme attempts to push her hips back towards him, a whimpering mess as she feels the slightest pressure of his cock. " please fuck me here. "

[switchbldz]

under construction. some muses are included in verses that i'll elaborate on, eventually.

anaïs nkosi, 21 - 23 years old, voice actress (primarily for video games), bisexual, looks like tyla.

luzia 'luz' sampaio, 22 - 25 years old, professional gymnast / olympic medalist, bisexual, looks like juliana nalu.

selina velasco, 28 - 31 years old, pop star, bisexual, looks like saweetie.

judas akamai, 34 - 38 years old, mechanic / street racer / arms dealer / crime boss, heterosexual, looks like roman reigns.

kato savea, 33 - 37 years old, professional mma fighter, heterosexual, looks like jey uso.

kieran savea, 33 - 37 years old, professional baseball player for the san diego padres, heterosexual, looks like jimmy uso.

chantel larson, 30 - 32 years old, luxury real estate agent, bisexual, looks like jade cargill.

kali winchester, 23 - 25 years old, personal shopper, bisexual, looks like uma jammeh.

guinevere 'gwen' jacobs, 25 - 27 years old, luxury travel agent, bisexual, looks like lori harvey.

bria adesina, 27 - 30 years old, elementary school teacher, bisexual, looks like tems.

zuri evans, 25 - 28 years old, wnba social media manager / podcaster, lesbian, looks like megan thee stallion.

memphis stone, 32 - 35 years old, jeweler, heterosexual, looks like odell beckham jr.

iverson west, 21 - 26 years old, professional basketball player, heterosexual, looks like jude bellingham. (alt fc: miguel harichi.)

alyvia 'lyv' woods, 24 - 27 years old, exotic dancer / video vixen, bisexual, looks like latto.

siobhan 'shiv' halton, 26 - 33 years old, celebrity chef / restaurateur, lesbian, looks like zendaya. (alt fc: laura harrier.)

venice collins, 33 - 37 years old, film actress / screenwriter, heterosexual, looks like shay mitchell.

cody zamora, 21 - 23 years old, college student / graphic designer / street racer, lesbian, looks like giovanna ramos.

nadia sinclair, 25 - 27 years old, bartender, bisexual, looks like jorja smith.

kitana ambrose, 30 - 35 years old, street racer / spy / assassin, bisexual, looks like zoe kravitz.

saskia park, 23 - 26 years old, club promoter / gambler / street racer, bisexual, looks like jennie kim.

denver cardona, 27 - 30 years old, unemployed / trust fund kid, heterosexual, looks like jacob elordi.

honey barleti, 22 - 24 years old, socialite, bisexual, looks like leah halton.

yasmeen laheri, 25 - 27 years old, professional ballerina, bisexual, looks like mishti rahman.

valentine st. clair, 23 - 26 years old, professional figure skater / olympic medalist, bisexual, looks like mariah the scientist.

bronx spencer, 30 - 32 years old, surgical resident, heterosexual, looks like keith powers.

seven torres, 24 - 26 years old, dental student / nanny, heterosexual, looks like michelle domingos.

dahlia chambers, 31 - 33 years old, relationship and sex therapist, bisexual, looks like sza.

pippa vaughn, 24 - 26 years old, flight attendant, bisexual, looks like aisha potter.

jameson 'jamie' silver-choi, 28 - 31 years old, f1 driver, heterosexual, looks like charles melton.

jolie summers, 24 - 28 years old, child star / pop sensation / songwriter, bisexual, looks like madelyn cline.

gia forbes, 36 - 40 years old, academy award winning actress, bisexual, looks like beyoncé knowles.

thalia franco, 22 - 25 years old, hotel heiress / nepo baby, bisexual, looks like cindy kimberly.

brent singh, 24 - 26 years old, tattoo artist, heterosexual, looks like central cee.

zeta cameron, 25 - 30 years old, twitch streamer / internet personality, bisexual, looks like doja cat.

knox aquino, 25 - 28 years old, scammer / law school student, bisexual, looks like dominic fike.

cruz tatum, 29 - 32 years old, music producer, heterosexual, looks like mason gooding.

iris abaza, 26 - 29 years old, boutique owner / street racer, bisexual, looks like bella hadid.

maize ventura, 30 - 32 years old, receptionist / arms dealer / street racer, bisexual, looks like alexa demie.

hunter sinclair, 22 - 24 years old, college student / street racer, heterosexual, looks like tyrese haliburton.

supernatural muses.

ember leblanc, immortal / vampire, bisexual, looks like megan thee stallion.

kylar de la serre, immortal / vampire, bisexual, looks like gabbriette.

**all street racer muses are apart of the same verse set in miami, fl — to be expanded upon later.

**all vampire muses are apart of the same verse set in new orleans, la and paris, france — to be expanded upon later.

[celestiel-a]

house keeping updates bc i’m a messy lil bee

GAMORA has been MOVED TO ⇢ @gmra

VALKYRIE has been MOVED TO ⇢ @vlkyried

OLIVIA now has a written MARVEL VERSE

RIRI WILLIAMS / IRONHEART has been ADDED

LEAH CLEARWATER has been REMOVED

to do still (??)

DESCENDANTS & MARVEL VERSES for MACY VAUGHN 

MARVEL VERSE for JOHN AMBROSE

replies but don’t look at me deojfgreoijertg

[thesmuttygazette]

closed for my darling other half, @gravekeeps ˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖

ambrose stood at the doorway, unable to cross the threshold, his entire body tense with frustration and need. the sight of leah on the bed, her fingers exploring what was his, had him seething with barely controlled rage. his claws dug into the doorframe, splintering the wood, his breath coming out in ragged snarls as he watched her, helpless to do anything but stand there.

she was playing with him—deliberately, cruelly—her soft moans and teasing touches designed to torment him. his fangs throbbed in his mouth, his hand tightening around his cock in a futile attempt to alleviate the ache. but it wasn’t enough. it would never be enough. he needed to be inside, to feel her warmth around him, to claim what was his. and she knew it.

his eyes were glued to her, the red glow burning in his gaze as she moved her hand lower, brushing against herself with that same teasing rhythm. his growl echoed through the room, a deep, primal sound of frustration. his grip on himself tightened, stroking hard and fast, but it did nothing to calm the furious hunger inside him.

“fuck, you’re going to regret this,” he snarled, his voice rough with need. “you think you can tease me like this? you know exactly what’s going to happen the second i step in there.”

he could hear the way her breath hitched, the little whimpers escaping her as she continued, but still, she wouldn’t give in. she kept taunting him with that damn smirk, letting him see every detail of her pleasure while he was trapped just out of reach. it was maddening.

“you love this, don’t you?” ambrose’s voice was a low growl, his eyes locked on leah's every movement. “making me watch. making me wait.”

he fisted his cock harder, his claws raking the wood as he imagined tearing into her, devouring her with a kind of vengeance he reserved only for moments like this. but nothing he did would compare to what he had planned for her. the moment she lets him in, the moment she spoke those words, he would ruin her.

“when i get my hands on you,” he promised, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper, “you won’t be able to walk. i’ll make sure you remember this.”

[thesmuttygazette]

ambrose’s eyes gleamed with a dark satisfaction as he watched her excitement unfold, the way her body seemed to tremble with anticipation at his touch. the leather collar hung loosely in his hand, the small charm reflecting the flicker of light in the room, and he couldn’t help the smug grin that spread across his face.

❛ such a good girl, ❜ he murmured, his voice dripping with approval, ❛ you’ve more than earned this. ❜

he let her reach for his hands, feeling the warmth of her lips as she whispered against his ear. the softness of her touch, the sweetness of her words — it all made his pulse quicken in a way that only she could. he allowed her to pull back just enough to meet her gaze, the unspoken question hanging in the air between them as her eyes drifted to the leash behind him.

ambrose leaned in, his breath brushing her neck as he whispered, ❛ it’s all for you, my baby. ❜ he paused, letting the weight of the moment sink in, feeling her excitement, her need for him. his lips grazed her ear before he added, ❛ every bit of it… for my perfect little pet. ❜

he pulled back slightly, lifting the collar in his hands, holding it just above her neck. his smirk widened as he met her gaze, watching the way her eyes sparkled with hope and desire. ❛ now be still, love, ❜ he said, his tone low and commanding. ❛ let me see just how pretty you look in your collar. ❜

with deliberate slowness, he wrapped the leather around her throat, fastening it with care, his fingers brushing lightly against her skin. as the charm settled against her collarbone, he reached for the matching leash, holding it up for her to see.

❛ think you can handle being mine completely? ❜ he asked, his eyes never leaving hers, a challenge in his voice, though laced with affection. ❛ because once this is on, baby, there’s no going back. ❜

closed for my dandelion baby @thesmuttygazette .

" oh my gosh, baby. is this because i've been such a good girl ? " her voice is low and sweet, lashes fluttering softly as she scoots closer to him and looks down at the leather collar he holds in his hands. she sees the small charm dangling and grabs it, grinning at the sight of his name etched there in the metal. the gift ignited something in her, a soft sigh of appreciation falling from her lips as she leans forward and presses her lips to his cheek.

she reaches for his hands then, pulling them up, moving her lips to his ear to whisper, " will you put it on me ? " before gently nuzzling her nose against the side of his head. her eyes drift down, a delighted gasp departing her as she sets her sights on something else sitting behind him on the bed - a matching leather leash. her eyes sparkle with uncertainty and excitement, her arousal spiking at the idea of playing with these things .. of being a perfect little pet for him to enjoy.

" wait ! is .. " she pulls back to meet his gaze, " is that for me too ? " her hope is all too clear in her voice, biting her lip and wiggling her body happily.

[thesmuttygazette]

ambrose’s grip tightened on leah’s hips , her every word like gasoline on a flame that already burned too hot inside him . the sacredness of the place only seemed to heighten the raw , carnal desire that coursed through him , making his every touch more possessive , more demanding . he could feel her need , hear it in the desperate edge of her voice , and it echoed his own relentless hunger .

her request stirred something dark and dangerous within him . ambrose had always been drawn to her strength , to the fire she tried so hard to keep hidden , but now , as she asked him to defile this holy place with her , he knew there was no turning back . she was his — completely , utterly , and he was going to show her just how much she belonged to him .

without a word , he wrapped his arms around her , pulling her close as he began to move them toward the podium . his cock throbbed inside her , the tightness of her pussy sending waves of pleasure through him with every step . ambrose could feel her trembling in his arms , her body already reacting to the thought of what they were about to do .

he leaned down , his lips brushing against the shell of her ear as he whispered , his voice low and filled with dark promise , ❛ you want to be claimed in front of the altar , leah ? you want me to show you how much you mean to me , here , where anyone could see us ? ❜ his hand slid up her body , fingers curling around her throat as he pressed his hips forward , thrusting deep inside her as he growled , ❛ i’ll give you everything , baby . i’ll make you mine in every way possible . ❜

with a swift , possessive motion , ambrose spun her around , pushing her down over the podium , her hands bracing against the cool wood as he positioned himself behind her . the sight of her , bent over in such a sacred place , her body open and ready for him , sent a wave of primal need through him . he lined himself up , his cock pressing against her entrance , teasing her with the promise of what was to come .

❛ beg for it , my angel , ❜ he commanded , his voice rough with desire . ❛ tell me how much you want me to take you here , where anyone could walk in and see how much you belong to me . ❜ his hands gripped her hips , holding her in place as he waited , savoring the moment , the power he held over her .

" lose yourself, then. i've got you .. " her lips meet his with ardent intent, one small hand of hers on the back of his neck to hold him in place right there where she wanted him. he had saved her, restored in her the will to not only live, but to fight against what she felt was unjust in the world. she was empowered to stand up to her father, a far stronger girl now than she'd been before ambrose had become such an anchor in her life.

she was sure he didn't know either, what he did to her. could she even begin to find the words to describe all she felt she owed credit to him for ? his hands on her body move everywhere without hesitation, his possession of her so complete that he skimmed over her skin anywhere he liked. she shivers slightly at a particular graze across her lower back and moans as he pulls back to part from her only enough so that their lips no longer touched.

" show me how much, tell me, " she kisses him hard, still holding his head. " i need you, " her voice is a desperate whine, her hips shifting towards him as he surges forward and stirs his cock inside her, his cum mixed with her juices squelching and leaking out of her as he keeps a tantalizing rhythm while he speaks.

" take me over there, " her breath is a hot and heavy whisper as she turns her face and points towards the podium at the back of the room where the church's sermons were delivered. " i want you behind me, " leah moans, her pussy tightening at the sheer idea of him continuing to defile her in such a holy place.

[thesmuttygazette]

ambrose’s eyes glinted with a mix of passion and determination as he gazed down at leah . the playful bite , the tender kiss , and her whispered confession all set his heart racing . he felt the gravity of their forbidden love , but that only made him want her more . he traced his fingers lightly over the fresh and older marks on her hips , feeling a swell of pride and possessiveness .

❛ leah , ❜ he murmured , his voice husky with emotion . ❛ you don’t know what you do to me . every time you look at me, every time you touch me , i feel like i’m losing myself in you . ❜

he kissed her again , deeper this time , pouring all his love and need into the kiss . his hands roamed over her body , feeling the warmth of her skin and the softness of her curves . he pulled back slightly , his forehead still resting against hers , their breaths mingling .

❛ i love you , ❜ he repeated , his voice firm . ❛ and i will prove it to you every single day . starting now . ❜

with a growl of desire , he shifted his position , his hands gripping her hips as he lined himself up with her . he moved slowly at first , savoring the sensation of being inside her , of their bodies moving in perfect harmony . he pressed his lips to her ear , his breath hot against her skin .

❛ i’m going to fuck you so hard you’ll remember this moment for the rest of your life , ❜ he whispered , his voice a low , seductive promise . ❛ i’m going to make you feel everything i feel for you , every ounce of love and need and want . ❜

he seemed determined to ruin her, and she was determined to do the same to him. as his lips meet hers once more she moans and hold his head, running her tongue across his lesser lip and then biting down on it to tug backwards and hold his gaze before she lets go and kisses him again, much softer this time.

the words shouldn't thrill her but they do, the nature of their relationship forbidden not only here on earth by her father but across the cosmos. two beings so different at their very core should never have enough in common to be as close as she felt to ambrose, but here they were. against all odds. to her, that was everything. she'd put him in the center of her own world without hesitation.

" ambrose .. " she breathes out shakily, her chest fluttering with the confessions spilling from him. her eyes flicker down between them to where their bodies met and she winces slightly as he rubs his hands over the tender markings forming on her skin over some older ones that still colored her curvy hips.

leah wants to say more, but he beats her to it. he surprises her with how forthcoming he's being with his emotion and her heart soars, her eyes closing as his forehead comes to rest against hers. " i love you too, " she blinks, her lips grazing his as she speaks, giving him a featherlight kiss before a wide, radiant smile takes over her features and the redness in her cheeks deepens substantially. " i love you so much, " she nuzzles her nose against his and kisses him again.

her arms wrap around him and she squeezes him tightly to her, moaning as he tells her exactly what she wants to hear, as he promises her the world she sees for them. " mmm, you can start proving it right now by fucking me again .. "

[thesmuttygazette]

ambrose’s breathing was ragged , his body pressed firmly against hers , grounding him in the reality of their shared ecstasy . her words , laden with sweet blasphemy , sent a shiver down his spine , igniting a fire deep within him . his lips captured hers in a fervent kiss , tasting the remnants of her blood and the intensity of their passion .

❛ and i'm your devil , ❜ he murmured against her lips , his voice hoarse and filled with reverence . ❛ you are my everything . my light , my darkness . my salvation and my damnation . ❜ his hands roamed her body , tracing the contours of her skin , memorizing every curve and mark he’d left on her .

as she rolled her hips , her movements slow and deliberate , he groaned , the sensation almost too much to bear . his hands tightened on her waist , guiding her rhythm as he lost himself in the depth of their connection . ❛ you’re mine , ❜ he repeated , the words a solemn vow . ❛ forever . there’s no one else i want , no one else i need . ❜

he pulled back slightly , his eyes searching hers , filled with a raw, unguarded emotion . ❛ you say i’m a dream , but you’re my reality , leah . you’re everything i’ve ever wanted and more . ❜ he leaned in , pressing his forehead against hers , their breaths mingling in the space between them . ❛ i love you , ❜ he whispered , the words heavy with sincerity and a depth of feeling he could no longer deny . ❛ i love you more than anything . ❜

his hands moved to cradle her face , thumbs brushing over her flushed cheeks . ❛ and i will spend every day proving that to you . you’re mine , and i am yours . always . ❜ he kissed her again , a tender , lingering kiss , sealing his promise with the touch of his lips against hers .

it's like her own orgasm evokes his, his thrusts growing hungrier, more direct. he sought to claim her in every way, marks of his possession painted on her porcelain skin as he told her over and over again what she knew to be true, what she believed with all of her heart and soul. she belonged to him. she wanted to.

when he kisses her with her blood on their lips and whispers a plea to god she feels a surge in her chest she can't explain, her hand coming up to grab his face. " i'm your god, " she says as she pries away from the kiss just enough to speak, so sweetly, and such incredible blasphemy for an angel.

her lips hover over his, and she presses gentle kisses to the corner of his mouth and his cheek, her hand still holding his face as she feels his cock pulsing inside her and knows that he's drawing close. her name on his lips signals her, " oh, ambrose, yes ! " she buries her face into the crook of his neck to quiet herself, her hand on his face sliding down to gently grip his shoulder.

she can't help the chorus of moans and whimpers that emit from her shuddering body, her legs tightening around him as his hot seed coats her sticky walls, a sigh of satisfaction at the feeling of warmth in the pit of her stomach. " mm, yours, " she speaks, barely above a whisper, tilting her head forward to kiss him as she tantalizingly rolls her hips into his to fuck his cum deeper inside her. " you're a dream i don't want to wake up from .. "

[thesmuttygazette]

ambrose reveled in the sight and feel of leah surrendering to him so completely . her wicked grin and the way she arched her back to expose her chest sent a thrill through him , his need for her intensifying with each passing second . he leaned in , his tongue trailing over her skin , tasting the salt of her sweat and the sweetness of her essence . the sharp cry that escaped her lips only spurred him on , the sound echoing in the vast space around them .

his grip on her hips tightened , his fingers pressing into her flesh with a possessive intensity . he wanted to mark her , to leave traces of this moment on her body that would remind her of his claim . ❛ you’re mine , ❜ he growled against her skin , his voice rough with need . ❛ all mine . ❜

her encouragement , her desperate plea for him to take all of her , fueled his primal desire . he felt her pussy tighten around him , the sensation sending a shiver of pleasure up his spine . the way she clung to him , her body trembling with the force of her orgasm , was intoxicating . he continued to move within her , each thrust deep and deliberate , using the slickness of her juices to drive them both closer to the edge .

❛ oh my fucking god , ❜ he groaned , his lips capturing hers in a fierce , blood - tinged kiss . her eyes , filled with raw emotion and pleasure , held his gaze , grounding him in this moment . he could feel her body convulsing around him , her orgasm wracking her with waves of bliss . the sight of her , mascara running , cheeks flushed , and lips swollen , was a vision of pure , unadulterated desire .

❛ you’re so fucking beautiful , ❜ he murmured , his voice hoarse . his own release was building , a tidal wave of pleasure threatening to crash over him . ❛ leah .... ❜

with a final , powerful thrust , he buried himself deep inside her , his own orgasm ripping through him with an intensity that left him breathless . he held her close , their bodies entwined , as he poured himself into her , their shared ecstasy mingling in the air around them .

as the tremors of their pleasure subsided , ambrose pressed a tender kiss to her forehead , his fingers gently caressing her skin where they had once gripped so tightly . ❛ you’re mine , ❜ he repeated softly , a promise and a vow , his breath warm against her ear . ❛ and i’m yours . always . ❜

his digits dug so hard into her hips that she knew they'd leave marks, small bruises would litter her skin for days and every time she looked at them she'd feel a small thrill at the reminder of their making. being littered with the remnants of his presence was something she deeply enjoyed. " lose it, " she encouraged with a wicked grin, her back arching against the wall to push her chest towards him. one of her hands moves to the front of her dress and she tugs it down to expose herself to him.

adrenaline shoots through her as he dives in towards her neck and chest, the warmth of his tongue against her skin causing her to whimper and moan and then, as his hips ravage her, a sharp cry from her echoes in the large, high-ceilinged room. she's only able to occupy herself with worry about the possibility of someone having heard it for a fraction of a moment. " take me, ambrose. take all of me, " her pussy tightens around him, clenching at the sweet sensation of his cock buried inside her.

the way he claimed her caused her to slip further into her dizzy, cock-drunk state. she'd been so desperate to cum for so long that she found herself already getting close. " a-always, " she pants, nodding her head and crashing her lips against his own, some of the blood from his mouth painting her own lips in the passionate kiss. she pulls back just enough to look into his eyes, gripping onto him as his hoarse confession accompanies her descent into overwhelming bliss.

" ambrose, baby, " she coos loudly as she keeps her eyes on his, her thighs squeezing tight around his hips as her body tremors with her explosive orgasm, cumming all over him as he keeps going, using her sweet juices as lube to keep fucking her into the wall. she was a mess, mascara leaking at the corners of her eyes, her cheeks flushed and her lips kiss-swollen and tinged with her blood.

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ambrose reveled in the sight of leah , her delicate blue sundress bunched up around her hips , a picture of corrupted grace pinned against the wall of their holy sanctuary . every thrust was a declaration , a sinful communion that had him teetering on the edge of ecstasy . the way she kissed him back with such fervor , her tongue meeting his with equal hunger , only spurred him on . he loved the way her tight cunt clenched around his cock , making it nearly impossible to hold back .

he groaned into her mouth , each thrust harder than the last , his grip on her hips tightening to keep her steady against the wall . the sensation of her blood on his lips sent a shiver down his spine , awakening the darker cravings within him . her shudder as he tasted her , the way she moaned into his neck , drove him wild . ❛ god , leah , ❜ he growled , his voice a mixture of desperation and desire . ❛ you make me lose my mind . ❜

her words , the way she admitted her need for him , fueled the fire in his veins . he felt an almost animalistic satisfaction in knowing she ached for him just as much as he did for her . her fingers tangled in his hair , tugging gently , made him groan louder , the pleasure - pain sensation heightening his arousal .

when she smeared her blood on her neck and chest , it was as if a primal switch flipped inside him . he leaned in , his lips and tongue tracing the bloody path she’d made , tasting her essence mixed with the salt of her sweat . ❛ fuck , ❜ he murmured against her skin , his thrusts becoming even more urgent . ❛ you drive me insane . i need you more than anything . ❜

her possessive echo of his words , the way she claimed him as hers , made his heart pound harder in his chest . there was something so sweet and yet so fierce in her voice , a juxtaposition that left him breathless . ❛ you’re mine , my angel , ❜ he whispered fiercely , his lips brushing against her ear . ❛ only mine . always . ❜

his movements grew frenzied , every stroke of his cock inside her a testament to his overwhelming need . he felt her tightening around him , her body responding to his every move , and it only drove him closer to the edge . ❛ i never want to be without you , ❜ he confessed , his voice raw with emotion . ❛ you’re everything to me . ❜

she's a picture of grace with her little blue sundress bunched up to her hips, pinned against the wall of her church with thoughts of god's name in vain rolling over and over again through her mind as her lover's cock plunged over and over again into her tight little cunt. ambrose drove her crazy, made her forget about everything else around her in a way that could easily be so dangerous.

she kissed him with everything inside of her, her tongue parting his lips and deepening his hold on her as he groaned into her mouth and captured her hips in a firm grip against the wall. he's relentless as he fucks into her, every thrust seemingly angling to find a way deeper inside of her, the head of his cock practically threatening her cervix with each slap of his heavy balls against her.

as she brings her hand up to him she keeps their lips locked, only parting when she ventures to offer herself to him - teasing him, tempting him with the blood she knew he craved. her body shudders when his tongue darts out to graze her palm and she sees him come away with the red on his lesser lip. " oh, fuck, " she tries to strangle the words by burying her face in the crook of his neck as his powerful thrusts intensify, such dirty words from an angel.

" you made me .. need you so badly. you made me ache for you, " her eyes roll back as she nods breathlessly at his question. " i like knowing i can make you ache for me too. " leah tangles one hand in his hair now, tugging gently on dark gold tresses as he kisses her and he brings her bloody hand to smear some on her neck and her chest just above the sweetheart neckline of her dress. " you're mine, " she echoes possessively, such a sweet sound despite how powerfully she felt it. " i never want anything else, anyone else, only you. "

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ambrose reveled in leah’s eagerness , the way she responded so intensely to his praise and touch . seeing her so willingly submit to his control , so openly crave his attention , filled him with a deep , possessive satisfaction . she was his , and he intended to remind her of that in every possible way .

as he felt her rock her hips toward his hand , her whispered acknowledgment of his effect on her sent a jolt of primal pleasure through him . ❛ that’s right , ❜ he murmured , his voice low and rough , ❛ i did this to you . and i’m the only one who can . ❜

her gasp of surprise and delight as he pushed her against the wall was music to his ears . ambrose moved with purpose , every action precise and deliberate . the way she wrapped her leg around him , offering herself so willingly , made his blood boil with desire . when he thrust into her, her tight , wet heat enveloping him completely , he nearly lost control . the scream that almost escaped her lips was silenced by his ferocious kiss , their mouths clashing in a desperate , hungry union .

he could feel her trembling around him , her body squeezing him tighter as she lifted her other leg to wrap around his waist . ambrose groaned into the kiss , his hands gripping her hips firmly , holding her in place as he began to move with a steady , relentless rhythm . each thrust was deep and powerful , a testament to his overwhelming need for her .

her hand , slick with a touch of her own blood , came to rest against his face . the sight of it , the scent , the taste — it all drove him wild . his tongue darted out , tasting the metallic tang of her blood mixed with the sweetness of her skin . he growled low in his throat , his hips snapping forward with renewed intensity . ❛ you drive me fucking insane , ❜ he breathed against her lips , his voice a mix of adoration and raw need .

ambrose’s movements grew more urgent , his control slipping as he lost himself in the feel of her . ❛ you like this , don’t you ? ❜ he growled , his voice rough with passion . ❛ you like knowing how much you affect me , how much i need you . ❜

he kissed her again , harder this time , his lips claiming hers with bruising force . his hands roamed her body , one sliding up to cup her breast , the other anchoring her against him . ❛ you’re mine , leah . always . ❜ his words were a promise , a vow , as he drove into her again and again , determined to make her feel every ounce of his devotion and need .

the praise from him felt good, felt like she deserved it, like she'd earned it the way he said she had. leah couldn't help how eager she was for the man, he'd been successful in taking over her life and she had no problem in devoting herself completely to his every whim. he made he happy, took care of her, and thrilled her and fulfilled her. he didn't treat her like she was too fragile, or too naive to learn ..

the word reward had thrown her into a state of dizzy enjoyment, a reverie that only amplified her pleasure as he swiftly slips his hand beneath her dress. she knows she needs to be quiet and bites back on the louder noises threatening to spill from her mouth. " y- you did this to me, " she rocks her hips towards his hand as soon as he makes contact, her body immediately responsive though his touch was still restrained.

she's not sure how she expects him to respond to her desires, but it seemed that he's entirely sure. he moves without any warning besides the deep growl that sounds almost more animal than human, his hands on her body directing her backwards as a slight gasp of surprise and delight escapes her. the blonde smiles as her back hits the wall, lifting one leg up around him as he pushes up her dress and drives himself inside her to the hilt in one smooth jolt of his hips into hers.

a scream threatens to depart her but he's quick there too, his lips on hers with ferocity, with intention as she uses her leverage against the wall to lift her other leg up around him and squeeze her thighs around his waist. she kisses him hungrily, both of her palms open and holding him - one hand on his shoulder and the other, the one still bleeding slightly, coming to rest against his face with the blood on her hand near to his mouth. if he wasn't already frenzied, she knew that this would guarantee it.

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ambrose’s eyes drank in every detail of leah’s flushed , desperate state . the sight of her struggling to maintain composure , her skin marked by her own nails , was intoxicating . he felt a surge of power and desire , savoring the control he had over her .

his grip on her face tightened slightly , his thumb brushing over her bottom lip . ❛ you were so good , enduring it for me , ❜ he murmured , his voice low and velvety . ❛ but now , it’s time for your reward . ❜

he scanned the room , ensuring their privacy before letting his hand slide down her body , grazing her waist and slipping under her dress . he moved with deliberate slowness , savoring her anticipation and the way her breath hitched in response .

❛ you’re so needy , so ready , ❜ he whispered , his fingers finding her soaked core . he teased her , rubbing just enough to elicit a moan but not enough to satisfy . ❛ oh, that's a good girl ... ❜

her whimper sent a thrill through him .

his smirk widened , reveling in her desperation . ❛ as you wish , ❜ he growled , feeling his own arousal intensify . he pulled her closer , pushing her back against the nearest wall , lifting her dress higher . his movements were swift , commanding , driven by a primal hunger .

❛ hold on tight , ❜ he instructed , positioning himself and entering her in one smooth motion . the sensation made him gasp , and he took a moment to relish the feeling before starting to move , each thrust deep and deliberate .

capturing her lips in a searing kiss , he swallowed her moans , the thrill of their forbidden act heightening the intensity of his passion . the taste of her , the feel of her tight around him , was electrifying . he moved with purpose , driving them both towards the edge , each movement a testament to his dominance and her surrender .

though she'd felt his eyes on her the entire time, she was positively burning now as the slow, methodic beat of his footfalls made its way towards her. one small hand is still clenched into a fist, a method of holding herself together by digging long nails into the flesh of her palm. this time, however, she'd gone slightly too far with it - broken skin and drawn the smallest amount of blood from the tender skin of her hand.

his voice both chills and thrills her as he utters her name, turning over her shoulder first before slowly turning her body towards his. her core ached, but her clit was throbbing and desperate for any form of friction .. she'd never felt so stimulated and so deprived at the same time. weakness pools at the back of her knees and she wilts at his words, exhaling shakily and smiling up at him while he expressed his pride for her.

tensing in anticipation, she wonders if that was exactly the plan all along .. stimulate her and yet deprive her of touch so that then any minor form of affection turned her into a puddle. she felt it now as he touches her hair, still avoiding his gaze until his grasp ventures easily to maneuver her and demand her eyes meet his. the lewd compliments along with the hold he has on her face bring her to a deep blush.

" mmm, yes sir, " she says, quietly at first before she swallows and speaks up a little louder, confident for the moment that nobody else was within earshot. " i thought about you the whole time .. it was torture, " a pout curves her supple lips before he's leaning towards her and her eyes close at the sensation of his lips against the shell curve of her ear. he was giving her the encouragement, all the reassurance she needed to ask for what she wanted. right now.

" fuck me, please, " femme practically blurts out, her body so impossibly worked up that her brain was clouded by one thought alone. she reaches down and slips her hands under her dress, tugging at her underwear and prying them down to her knees before letting them fall the rest of the way to settle around her ankles.

he still held her face, and she whimpered softly. " i need you now. here. "

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ambrose leaned casually against the doorframe at the back of the church , his eyes never leaving leah’s flushed and trembling form . he could see the tension in her posture , the way she shifted on her feet , and the subtle quiver of her lower lip . the sight of her struggling to maintain composure amidst the congregation filled him with a dark , thrilling satisfaction .

as the last few people filed out of the church , he pushed off the doorframe and made his way towards her , his steps slow and deliberate . he enjoyed drawing out her anticipation , making her wait for his touch .

❛ leah , ❜ he murmured , his voice low and filled with a possessive edge as he approached her . ❛ you did so well , baby . kept it together in front of everyone . i’m proud of you . ❜

he reached out , brushing a strand of hair away from her face , his touch gentle despite the intensity of his gaze . ❛ you look so pretty like this , ❜ he continued , his hand trailing down to cup her chin , lifting her face so she had to meet his eyes . ❛ all worked up and desperate . ❜

his thumb brushed over her trembling lower lip , his eyes darkening with desire . ❛ did you think about me while you were sitting there , sweet girl ? about how i was watching you , knowing exactly what you were feeling ? ❜

ambrose leaned in , his lips brushing against her ear as he spoke . ❛ tell me what you want , my angel . i want to hear you say it . ❜

he pulled back just enough to see her face , his fingers still cradling her chin . the sight of her flushed cheeks , her dilated pupils , and the faint sheen of sweat on her skin made his own arousal surge . he could feel the heat radiating from her body , the subtle tremors that betrayed her need .

❛ go on , ❜ he urged , his voice a mix of command and encouragement . ❛ tell me what you need , and maybe i’ll give it to you . ❜

closed for my love @thesmuttygazette .

what was a normal hour and a half long sunday service had felt far longer today, her mind completely occupied by the small vibrating device tucked inside her. when she sat down in the third pew from the back like always, she crossed her legs at the knee and smoothed her hands over her sweet little sundress before she reaches into her bag beside her to retrieve her bible.

it was then that the first wave hit her, small squeak slipping past her lips as she makes eye contact with an older woman in the row in front of her who turns at the noise. " sorry, " she mutters softly, biting down on the inside of her cheek as the small bullet in her pussy delivers a few more powerful vibrations directly to her core. leah stifles a moan and blushes deeply, sinking into the seat with her legs clenching tighter together and her fingernails digging into the bible she clutched on her lap.

the angel barely made it through the sermon without ending up eyes crossed and drooling, but by the end of it the fabric of her white cotton panties was stuck to the puffy lips of her leaky, desperate cunt. she'd thought of him the entire time, pictured him pumping his thick cock to the idea of her coming undone around all those people .. and in such a holy place.

she shivers, her body still tense with anticipation even though the device between her legs had been still for some time now as she waited for the rest of the congregation to depart the room. " ambrose, pleeease, " femme whines under her breath, finally slowly standing on shaky legs and looking around waiting for him to arrive.

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ambrose's heart felt like it was being ripped apart as he looked at leah—his angel. just saying her name had stirred feelings in him he had tried to bury, but they were rising up now, too powerful to ignore. he watched her closely, his gaze lingering on her soft features, the warmth and light she always carried. it was that light that had made him walk away. that purity he thought he didn’t deserve.

“leah,” he began again, softer this time, as if the weight of her name was something he could barely manage. “you don’t know how hard it was to leave you. you’re… everything i could never be. so pure. so good. every moment i was with you, i felt like i was tarnishing something sacred.”

his voice cracked slightly, the vulnerability in him spilling out as he continued. “you’re an angel. my angel. and i’m—” he paused, shaking his head as if the words were too painful to say aloud. “i’m nothing like you. i thought I was protecting you by leaving, by keeping myself away from your light because i didn’t want to dim it. i didn’t want to drag you into my darkness.”

he dropped his head for a second, taking in a shaky breath. “i thought… you were too pure for me. that i would destroy everything beautiful in you, just by being close. i’ve done things, leah, things that i’m ashamed of. i didn’t think you could ever understand.”

ambrose finally lifted his gaze again, searching her eyes, looking for some hint of understanding or forgiveness. “you deserve so much more than i could give you. but the thought of you out there without me, of someone else being by your side, protecting you… it killed me. so i stayed close, watching over you without you knowing. i couldn’t stay away completely, no matter how much i tried.”

his hand hovered near her once more, but this time he didn’t stop himself. he gently touched her arm, his fingers just barely grazing her skin as if he still wasn’t sure he was allowed to. “i was afraid. afraid of hurting you. afraid of tainting you. but you deserve the truth. you deserve all of me, no matter how broken i am.”

ambrose's eyes softened, his voice barely above a whisper. “i thought you were too pure for me, too perfect. but if you’ll have me… i won’t run anymore. i can’t.”

just saying her name the way he did felt intimate, tugged hard at her heart and left her vulnerable to him. she was giving everything she had towards resisting his advances but it was so hard after everything they'd been through to maintain that distance. it didn't feel better even when he accepted responsibility, the blame placed down on her in a way that had her tilting her head and looking up at him quizzically. she was the problem ?

she doesn't move when he steps towards her but she watches his hand carefully, tense in anticipation of his touch and poised to pull away from it. he doesn't finish the extension though, doesn't reach out to her, just hovers for a moment before dropping his hand in the space between him. leah looks down at it, her gaze following the rapid descent before she inhales deeply and pulls her eyes back up to meet his.

" protect me from you ? " he was right though, all the action of him leaving had done was hurt her deeply, completely. he surprised her further with the admission that he had continued to make himself a part of her life without her knowledge right since he'd left her. how often had he been there in the background of her life, watching her ? she knows that she should be furious at the thought but there was a tiny part of her that was comforted by the fact that he was there.

leah licks her lips slowly and folds her arms across her chest, throwing a glance back towards the girl she'd been sitting with and mouthing ' sorry ' before turning back to ambrose. " let's go then, " the blonde mutters softly, looking into his eyes and becoming far too lost far too quickly there. " tell me everything, all of it. "

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ambrose’s heart ached as he listened to leah’s words, her pain evident in every syllable. the weight of her hurt was almost unbearable, knowing that he had caused it. his own emotions were a storm inside him, a mix of regret, guilt, and the desperate need to make things right, even if he knew he never truly could.

“leah,” he began softly, his voice thick with emotion, “i know it’s unfair. you have every right to feel that way. and you didn’t do anything to deserve what i did. you were perfect, and that was the problem.”

he took a step closer, closing the distance between them, his hand hesitating before reaching out to touch her, but he pulled it back at the last moment. he wasn’t sure he had the right to do that anymore. “i left because i was scared. scared of how much i loved you, how much you meant to me. i thought i wasn’t good enough, that i’d end up hurting you even more if i stayed. so i ran, thinking it was the right thing to do, to protect you from me. but all i did was hurt you worse than i ever imagined.”

his voice wavered as he continued, “i’ve been watching you, from afar, because i couldn’t stay away. i couldn’t just leave you completely, even though i know i should have. i’m so sorry for that, for everything. i don’t expect you to forgive me, but i need you to know that i never stopped loving you, not for a second.”

ambrose swallowed hard, the guilt heavy in his chest. “you gave me your heart and soul, and i shattered them. i know i don’t deserve your kindness, or your understanding, but i’m here now because i want to try and make things right, if you’ll let me. i want to give you the closure, the answers you deserve, even if it’s too late for us.”

his eyes searched hers, pleading for even a sliver of forgiveness, or at least the chance to explain. “please, leah. let me tell you everything. let me show you how much i regret what i did. you deserve that, at the very least.”

her chest feels tight, her emotions solidifying into a knot there that sat heavily. the admission, even though she had been expecting it, still struck her as she accepted the reality that he had been there all along. even after abandoning her he continued to impose himself upon her without her knowledge .. and for the first time in as long as she can remember leah just felt numb.

it was a lack of feeling that came on starkly, her attempt to disconnect herself from something that was actively causing her pain. his apology was almost dull in her ears as her heart thudded loudly enough that she swore it was all she could hear - a sickening metronome backdrop to the explanation he tried to offer her for his behavior.

she presses her lips together and perhaps has some fruitless hope that the act of doing so will help her hold herself together as she process everything he was standing here telling her. " this is so unfair, ambie, " her voice cracks as he steps closer to her, her gaze falling between them, the request from him one that she would ultimately humor even if she shouldn't.

" but okay. tell me why .. " she urges. " if i mean so much to you, if you love me like you always said you did then why would you leave me ? i have spent every single day wondering what i did to deserve it, " despite how hard she was trying to keep her emotions in check, she felt the sting of tears in her eyes and frustratedly blinked them back. " you had my whole entire heart and soul, you took it with you that night and i haven't been alright since. "