#!!! i'm very happy heheheh it was such a good week!!

[wannab-urs]

Pedro Pascal Character Fic Recs | Vol 36

AO3 | Kofi | Main Masterlist | The Spreadsheet Masterlist

Howdy folks!

Welcome to my bi-weekly fic rec list! This is everything I read in the last two weeks. There's some seriously amazing shit on this list, y'all. If I counted properly there are 9 fics, two of which are series.

All info provided by the author unless it was blank, in which case I filled it in.

Punish me, Officer Djarin

Din one shot by @beskarandblasters

You've been thrown into an imperial prison for anti-empire speech. During your sentence, a new prison guard is hired, Officer Djarin, and you take a liking to him.

f!reader, reader is able-bodied, canon divergent, uneven power dynamic, brat taming, degradation (scumbag), fingering, vaginal sex, creampie, his glove in your mouth lol, no use of y/n

To Tell You the Truth

Ezra series by @concussed-to-pieces

Our story begins in the Green, after a certain meeting that culminates in an explosive Truxican standoff...

Survival, Worldbuilding, Eventual Romance, Slow Burn, Slow Build, Healing, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Canon-Typical Violence, Extreme Duress, My First Work in This Fandom, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Past Abuse, Feelings Realization, Artist Reader, Reader is a prospector, Outer Space, Sharing a Bed, Roommates, Mutual Pining, Vaginal Fingering, Praise Kink (if you squint), Religious Terms used improperly, Catholics H8 Me, Remember, no man's penis will heal you okay, and fanfictions are not research, But I'm an indulgent fuck so it's okay, Vaginal Sex, big dick energy, Eventual Smut, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Just get it all in there, adoration, Very Flowery Terminology, Happy Ending

Sanguine

Ezra one shot by @marisferasiop

since being turned as a boy into- whatever liminal state of cryptid he is now- Ezra has walked this earth ageless and alone, never finding his place or a partner for long. He interrupts your meal in the city one evening, and brings you home to strike up a deal; feed from him, alone, and keep one another safe from discovery. The fact that he finds his purpose under the soft graze of your teeth and home between your thighs is a nice side effect.

lots of blood, smut, soft yearning sweet boy Ezra, mapuche mythology and monsters, schmoop. Ezra is a subby little sap in this.

Routine

Frankie one shot by @endlessthxxghts

Frankie makes a new routine for himself to help with his mental health. In that routine, Frankie stumbles upon you.

POV switching - stops towards the end, then POVs are combined. Friends to lovers. Slightly scared and reluctant friends to lovers. Slow burn. Canon divergent to Frankie’s Triple Frontier storyline (No history of lady or child for Frankie). Brief mentions of South America and Frankie’s mental health. Brief therapy talk. Overthinking!Frankie, but Reader comforts and reassures him. He’s not insecure the entire time, promise lolol. Hints of angst, but this is me we’re talking about — always will be a happy ending here🫶. No physical description of reader besides coffee shop uniform (no size descriptions used) - any descriptions are neutral, no adjectives to describe (purely things like “your thigh” etc.). No use of “y/n”. SMUT heheheh (making out, cunnilingus + fingering, unprotected P in V sex + cumming inside, breast worship/titty sucking).

Go Your Own Way

Javi P one shot by @schnarfer

Loving you isn’t the right thing to do

1979 Texas, very toxic relationship, sort of enemies to lovers if you squint a bit, absolutely no happy ending for our fuckboy Javier, no descriptions of reader except she has hair and there are outfit references, no specific ages mentioned in 1979 but they would both be early 20’s, Cheating/infidelity mentioned, smoking (OF COURSE), mention of drinking and drugs, two mentions of vomit, the good stuff? we’ve got flirting, kisses and smut; protected PIV, oral (f receiving), fingering, very light dirty talk, couple of light slaps, pet names (cariño, baby), Javier POV, I’ve tried to remove any overt British-isms but some may have slipped in, probably a bit of canon divergence, as well as wild historical and geographical inaccuracies but we’re going for vibes, yeah? and a note, we’re always Fleabag coded here.

Some fools fool themselves

Javi P one shot by @freelancearsonist

You were meant to be a mission—an insider that Javi could wring information from on some of the biggest names in the trade. It didn’t go to plan, but maybe that’s not so bad.

Rated MA for unprotected p in v sex (don’t do this irl pls), oral (m receiving), throatfucking, handjobs, creampie, spanish dirty talk (both javi and reader - translations in footnotes), reader has female anatomy and uses fem pronouns, reader wears a bikini, smoking/nicotine use, cheating (reader is married this is the mob wife fic you all asked for), kind of angsty but mostly just porn with the slightest sprinkling of plot for ✨flavor✨

The District Sleeps Alone Tonight

Marcus P one shot by @whataperfectwasteoftime

I am a visitor here. I am not permanent.

angst, breakups, mentions of Teresa x Patrick Jane

Cabuorir

Oberyn/Din/Reader series by ToricTailor (AO3)

You would have torn the heavens asunder to stop it.

Fix-It, That's Not How The Force Works (Star Wars), Get This Man A New Ship, Smut, Threesome - F/M/M, Reader sandwich, Force-Sensitive Reader, Polyamory, DVP, more

I want it, I got it

Joel one shot by @beskarandblasters

Joel gives you unlimited access to his credit card to shop online while he eats you out.

reader is able-bodied, no outbreak AU, porn with little plot, no age specified for reader, reader sits on Joel’s lap, established sugar daddy relationship, oral sex (F receiving), fingering, squirting, pet names (angel, baby), no use of y/n

Happy Reading!

[giggly-squiggily]

I hope the event is still going, I'm not sure about the time difference... could I please ask for Miss You and Babydoll for platonic Bachigiri with Lee!Chigiri? 😅

*happy noises* AHHH! God I love Chigiri so much kljarjkeajkrejkrjk And Platonic!Bachira! I need to write these two more often- they're such good friends in my heart :3 I've gotcha covered, anon!

Miss You: "When's the last time you smiled?" + Babydoll: "Keep your arms up!"

“Keep your arms up!” Bachira cried from behind.

“What- Ah!” Chigiri yelped, unprepared for the finger drilling into his armpits. “Geahhaha, Bahahahchira, whahaht the heheheheell?”

“Gotcha! Gotcha gotcha gotcha!” The dribbler teased, pulling the redhead backwards so he was halfway into his lap. “Shouldn’t leave yourself wide open, Missy!”

“I whahahahas dohohohoing my hahahahir! Gehahahaha, Bahahahchira quuhuuhuhhit it!” Chigiri tried to elbow him, but his hands were tangled in his braid, leaving his movements fairly limited. “Yohohohou soohohohn of aheahahhahahah-AH!”

“Oo, don’t start swearing, princess! It’s not very nice!” Bachira cooed at him, bringing Chigiri completely to the ground before rolling him on his side, tickling the entire time. “I’ve been meaning to ask you this- but when’s the last time you smiled? I don’t think I’ve seen it once this week! Did you and Kuni have a fight?”

“Whahahahat are yohohohou ehehheven shahahaying? Of cohohohourse nohohohohohot! Gehahaha, cuhuuhut it ohohohu-ehehehehehe!” Chigiri managed to wiggle a hand free from his hair as Bachira’s latched onto his ribs, kneading gently. “Dohohohohon’t!”

“Okay- not a romance problem…do you get into a fight with anyone else? Or is it your knee?” Bachira moved once again to said problem leg, grabbing onto the other one as Chigiri spasmed and squeaked. “Does it hurt when I do this?”

“Thahhahaht’s noohohohot ehehehehven the rihihihihight lehehheg! Gheahhhaha, Bahahhahchihhihihirahhahaha! Iihihih’m fihiihihihne!” Chigiri cried out, kicking his free leg and swatting at the two-toned haired boy, cheeks pink and face hidden in his hair. “Leheheheht me gohoohoohohoho!”

“Hmm…okay!” Bachira smiled, releasing him from his clutches. Chigiri groaned, curling up in a loose ball as he gasped for air, hugging his legs close. “Ahehehe..hehehehe..jeheheherk!”

“Yeah yeah.” Bachira stuck his tongue out before crawling up beside him, propping up on an elbow. “But really- are you okay? You seem down lately.”

Chigiri’s eyes widened some, unprepared for how serious Bachira sounded. Then he smiled, reaching out and flicking his nose.

“I’m fine, really. I’m just having a low energy week. After what you did though- I kinda feel better, so thanks for that.” Chigiri pushed his loose hair out of the way, cheeks tinted a bit pink. Bachira felt his heart swell as his worries vanished.

“Yay! I’m always glad to help, Missy!” He cried, throwing himself onto Chigiri, laughing as the redhead squirmed beneath him. It didn’t take long for Chigiri to start laughing with him.

[pakhnokh]

Hello hello everyone, welcome to this week’s Wangxian ted talk

Wwx is so desperate to friendzone the heck outta Lwj it’s painful, like cmon are you seriously denying bony hands on your waist (also that’s not super great reasoning wwx, the guys taller than you and would definitely be able to see over your head with no problem, trust)

Poor guy

i wonder what this guys thoughts were in this moment, he looks pretty in the dark about the real reason as to why wwx wanted to ride in the back seat but if he does know than that would be sad

Heh 😈

*eyes glint in horrifying understanding*

Everyone who knows reading that panel:

I’m voting for the unhealed scar trope, the other thing is cute and all but since I like to read about my favorite characters suffering (with some resolution) I’ll go hard mode ☺️

And that is the end of dear Arc 2. Thank you pak for providing such an interesting story for me and all the other peeps to read, it’s very interesting so far and the art is so good (especially the hands 🤤) Have a good day/night and I’ll see you again when arc 3 comes out!

(P.s. sorry for any grammar mistakes here, I nearly fell into the pool and I’m still pretty shaken up about it, shaky hands y’know)

Hehehehe thank you for all the comments about the panels! It's nice to have commentary about each and every panel I worked on! I'm very happy you liked the story and art! Thank you so much! See you <33333

[hannie-dul-set]

i just spent the whole day reading nabi!! let me tell you it has me hooked hooked. i cannot wait for the last part !!! I don’t know where to begin from even, I personally enjoy long ones with slow burn in it. sitting down to read something after weeks and this didn’t disappoint at all. I expected a little of hanbin x yn dating moment but regardless it’s so nice to see nothing like that yet. idk if your goal for beomgyu to say that certain flower (i forgot name im sorry) is a correlation to the title nabi ? if it is I WANT TO SAY I LOVED IT SM, I love when authors love these little details ahh. the way beomgyu is ready to break friendship because of things ahh i want a man like that im not even kidding. he’s so precious i love their friendship in general and just everything about them <3 i genuinely enjoyed how you wrote each one of them !! I hope you know i enjoyed and loved the work you put your whole blood, sweat and tears into. I won’t lie when i read title nabi i thought the kdrama nevertheless because of obvious reason haha. ANYWAYS I feel so happy being able to read it and I’ll have a good night tonight 🤍🤍 thank you for writing that and can’t wait for the last part. The whole denials and shit AHHHH

funny enough, i did initially plan to give mc and hanbin a dating moment but decided against it because [REDACTED] BAHAHAHHAHAHAHA......will yap more....once pt. 3 is out hwehehe.

the flower beomiebaby mentioned was a milkweed!! and according to my very brief research, it's one of the flowers that attract butterflies the most so.........u can put.......two and two together HUAHAHAHHAHA i'm so happy to see someone mention this hehehehe.

[emperor-palpaminty]

Hello friend! You mentioned that you were looking for requests that weren't on the dark side, so I thought I'd leave this little plot bunny here and if it inspires you feel free to use it!

Tech and reader are snuggled up together having a very light hearted Convo about things they'd each like to try in bed. Maybe tech's making a list on his data pad, we all know cute nerds like tech love making lists. Maybe reader teases tech about how frank he is with sex talks and he teases her back. Idk I just think there needs to be more stuff where fluff and smut mix ya know? Anywho I hope you're having a good week! Sincerely Deeja dabbles

Eeheheheheh yessss, Deeja i know your bio has your age in it but Minors DNI! Discusses smutty topics heheheh😜

Also this is an important conversation to have with your partner and a list is a good idea of boundaries and what you want to try!

"Okay." You plopped on your back, still staring at the ceiling. "Bondage."

"Affirmative. I do not mind some restraints." Tech's fingers flew across his data pad, pausing only to glance over at you. "You?"

A hum left you as you dangled your legs over the edge of the bed, weighing your thoughts. "I'm open to trying it."

"Then I shall put it in the 'yes' list." Tech's middle finger swiped, sliding the text into the assigned spot. "This idea of yours is much easier than I believed it to be."

You sat up, propping up on your elbows. 'What does that mean?"

Tech shrugged as he spoke, the short sleeves slowing off how his arms rolled with the movement. "It simply means, darling, that you think of good ideas."

A pause.

You blinked, sitting up a little more. "But...?"

"There is not always a 'but', dearest." Tech chided. His fingers paused briefly before resuming their path. "... However,"

You groaned. When there was not a but, there was a however or assuming otherwise. You choked back any disdain in words, and you managed, "However...?"

"You do happen to be stubborn about many things." Tech stated. "I am surprised your wants are so pliable. You are not always that way. Normally, from you, there is more..." His fingers waved, gesturing the vocabulary to himself. "... Push back."

"Stubborn?"

"Yes. It is not an insult. You are not nearly as stubborn as Crosshair."

You chuckled, sitting up and making your way to him. You plunked by him, leaning back on the headboard of the bed, eyes skimming over the list. It was true, you supposed- but when it came to Tech, almost everything was okay. If this was your post-war life, together in domestic bliss... may as well take the time to figure everything out. Try new things. See what made him blush, or what he enjoyed. You were happy when he was happy.

If joy was a silly list, so be it.

"I'll take it as a compliment." You turned your head, planting a peck on his jaw. Tech smiled and raised his brow, lowering the holopad after your third, fifth, eighth kiss on his neck.

"What is it that you're getting at?"

"I'm thinking," Your hand moved over his chest, settling against it. The laundry was clean, smelling floral and soft, sweet. "We start knocking stuff off that list. Trying new things."

The man hummed, considering. He turned and lowered the device on the night stand, by his abandoned goggles. "I think that is the next best step we can take. Experimentation is key when it comes to trying new things, after all."

"Trial and error?"

He smiled, turning his head and pressing his mouth to yours. Somewhere in between the kisses, the slow hands, you found that life was good, even in the little lists and moments.

One thing you decided to always be stubborn on was this- your happiness, and that none of it would ever leave you without a fight.

[bunnyboy-juice]

hitting u with the 2-for-1

colors - yellow, ruby, pink?, green, jade

soft asks - 1, 14, 21, 25, 30 !!

hehehehe it was really fun answering these :3c

1) What song makes you feel better?

oh ummmmm hm. if im feeling insecure recently its Pacer by Doechii or IT GIRL by Aliyah's Interlude, if im feeling like Sad and i need to cry but i cant its Into the Ocean by Blue October, if i need full distractions though from my sadness i throw the B52s on (usually my "dont kill my vibe" playlist thats like70s-00s pop & disco & related songs vibes; i really cant pick one song from this playlist or even the B52s bc im such a "put the song on and let whatever happens happen" type of person - OH AND AS I WAS WRITING THIS I REALIZED since its come out ive started listening to Alligator Bites Never Heal (Doechii) in order all the way thru 0 interruptions and that album gives me all the spectrum of emotions and even a good cry sometimes depending on the headspace I'm in

14) Whats something upcoming that you’re excited for?

BIRTHDAYS (my wife's is coming up in a week, mine's in exactly 1 month :3c)

21) Tea, Coffee, or hot cocoa?

this is so hard. . . . . . tea i think tho b/c i love coffee but its hard for me to finish more than 1 cup a day (and sometimes i cant even do that) but i loooooove tea and can have it More often than coffee (hot take: fruity tea lemonades taste better than Most juices)

25) If your soul was a color, what would it be? 

oh! ive actually been told by a lot of ppl it's orange or yellow (specifically warm yellows like sunshine and sunflowers) and i trust everyone's judgement considering how Consistent its been so (:

30) What do your hobbies look like?

LMAO okay so majority of my hobbies can be described as "arts and crafts" and "very hands on". i love crocheting (im making a baby blanket rn!), i enjoy embroidery (havent made anything major in a while but i think ive got photos if anyone wants to see c:), im not Great at it but i love painting/drawing, im a beginner at machine sewing (ive been handsewing since HS), i like playing with air dry clay a LOT!!! uhhhhhhhh i dunno what other hobbies exist rn but tbh i just love learning to do new things c:

Yellow - every time i see you on my dash you're always so happy and it's so lovely! ( 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 )

Ruby - you are such a gem, you deserve so much better <3 ( 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 )

Pink - biting you biting you biting you biting you licking you biting you biting you (🥺 BITING U BACK 🥺)

Green - wanna go touch grass with me? (yes i love grass, I'll make u a flower & grass crown too)

Jade - honestly you have some of the best takes on this hellsite. (🥺🥺🥺😭 u are so niceys to me)

[divine-misfortune]

Hiya 💚

Just popping by off anon today to say I hope you’re having a good weekend. What’s something that’s made you smile recently? Have you been watered, fed, and provided some sunlight today?

You’re amazing, don’t forget that 🤘

Omg hiiiiiiii

Today's the last day of my work week, so my weekend is just starting ! I've got my best friends graduation party tomorrow and I'm going to exist in such a state of awkwardness because I do not know her family but I love her so of course I'm going -

I'm really excited because a certain someone bought her plane ticket to come see me in October and we've been talking about what we're doing over that week, I get to show her how pretty new England is in the fall :) heheheh friendship :)

It's been a very slow work day and I didn't have anything proper to eat during my break because I was super late today so I didn't have time to make myself anything...so it's been a lot of snacking, but oh I've got a package of dumplings I'm gonna demolish when I get home you don't even knoooow

You're a gem my friend, and I'm always very happy to see you pop up wherever ❤️ I appreciate you so much

[klebald]

hello hello, goodmorning…or good-whatever it is for you, right now it’s morning for me… anyways!

it’s good to know that you remember me—and i appreciate you calling my emoji choice cool! i grew such a liking to that emoji before and after using it (and i still do…) it’s also good to hear that you have many backups, i do have to say once you disappeared i was disappointed since i enjoyed having these little anonymous talks with you, but now i know i won’t have to worry about that!

good luck/job on your midterms! i’m sure you did well, and i read that you’re going out with a B+ to a B? i think that’s still good, what matters is you doing your best… no worries about talking about school, it can be tough and stressful so i definitely understand!! it’s good to hear you had a good halloween, what you did sounds very awesome and it’s nice to know you get to relax now… (even if it’s for a little while).

i’m sorry to hear about the scarring, unless you like it? well, i’m doubtful since you referred to it as disgustingly, and i hope your ankle heals fast so you can get back to walking normally!! make sure to rest well and take care of it + yourself. :)

i’ve been…alright, definitely better, it was my birthday 4? days ago now, that was fun… i didn’t do much except chill (as usual) and hangout with my family.

— 🫀

Hello! Late good morning, that is closer to afternoon-stepping-into-evening. It is dark out. It was morning for me when you sent this, as well. It both saddens and relieves me to know that you were disappointed to see me go. No further worries, though. I will be around as long as you are, fascinating emoji choice and all. You are more than welcome, by the way. I will continue to offer anonymous talks about our day for quite some time, I have little better to do, especially on a weekend. I am also somebody who happens to enjoy the indulgence that is writing about myself and drooooning on. Apparently, others read through it, meaning that this works out well. Thank you for your kind words on my schoolwork, consider me charmed. Heheheh. Hard work is what I focus myself on when I'm not scorching my retinas with my laptop screen scrolling through Tumblr, and it seems difficult to be anything BUT good at that. Managing a B+ is still better than the grades I was pulling say three years ago, so I suppose I'll take it. Next quarter I am really going to try and keep my grade steady as an A for that class, fuck youuuuu, Computer Science. With the way my Halloween went, I really do hope yours went fairly, as well. I would only wish to be even. If not, I will give you a bit of my candy, as I really don't need it all.

Maybe if the scar were in a better place, I would like it. Unfortunately, my knee just happens to look red like I banged it, so there are less pros to it than I would have assumed falling that hard. If only you didn't explode it, or opted for a little bit higher, I could look badass. I hope that my ankle heals quickly, as well, and I thank you for your well wishes. You are very considerate, anon. I just got off of it after being on it for a short amount of time, meaning that I am back to resting indeed, but it hurts enough I cannot manage keeping a shoe all the way on that foot, so I am under the assumption I messed it up pretty badly. There was also me looking like a moron, limping with my foot halfway in a sneaker and the entire thing not even touching the ground that came with it, so I am a little embarrassed to have to had left the house just now. Oh well, I'm the most worried about playing DDR this week with it. Pray that it heals quickly, as you have been, for Dance Dance Revolution (StepManiaX) 's sake! I am also glad to know that you have been alright. The nice thing to do was to check up on you, of course, seeing how long it'd been. Happy belated Birthday! I'm relieved that that went well for you. Sometimes chilling really is what is best for the soul. Take this, a late present of sorts. :-)

[memory-the-unconscious]

Soooooooo, now that we're friends. I no longer find it necessary to apologize for stuff like this hehehehe

what song makes you feel better?

what’s your feel-good movie?

what’s your favorite candle scent?

what flower would you like to be given?

who do you feel most you around?

say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical).

what color brings you peace?

tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good. 

what calms you down?

what’s something you’re excited for?

what’s your ideal date?

how are you?

what’s your comfort food?

favorite feel-good show?

for every emoji you get, tag someone and describe them in one word.

compliment the person who sent you this number.

fairy lights or LED lights?

do you still love stuffed animals?

most important thing in your life?

what do you want most in the world right now?

if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be?

what would you say to your future self?

favorite piece of clothing?

what’s something you do to de-stress?

what’s the best personal gift someone could give you (playlist, homemade card, etc.)

what movie would you want to live in?

which character would you want to be?

hugs or hand-holding?

morning, afternoon or night?

what reminds you of home (doesn’t have to mean house… just things that remind you of the feeling of home)?

Have fun <3333

Peace Train, by Yusuf/Cat Stephens (the 10,000 maniacs version is also really good). Also, somewhat paradoxically, Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths.

Emma (2020) or the BBC Pride and Prejudice series (1995)

LOVE autumn scents like cinnamon and chai, but also love musky and woody scents. idk, depends. I also love petrichor candles.

Tulips. I LOVE tulips. Lilies and sunflowers as well. Oh, and white and orange roses

My close family and my wonderful, lovely friends <3. I love you allll <33 xx

physical: i like my hair and my freckles, and i also appreciate the things that my body is capable of doing :) non-physical: The things i really love about myself are my curiosity, my love for learning and reading, and my capacity to explore new realms of art and create something.

I love woody colors, whenever I see them I feel really calm. I also love dark marine blues and greens. Sunshine yellows and oranges make me feel really happy.

@runglorn, @legz2heaven, @riples-on-a-blank-shore, @this-wandering-wind, @kaleb-is-definitely-sane, and all the rest of ye mutuals :) tragically, a lot of my in-person friends aren't on tumblr. BUT I LOVE YOU ALL <3

reading, or looking at the rain

travelling to europe in the next few weeks!!!

for someone i've known for a while, I think i'd love an art date, a museum date, a bookstore date, basically anything where we both get to talk about things that we care about and have fun (and be cute :)) :). For a first date with someone I don't know that well, I prefer to have something also like a used bookstore date or just some setting where I get to talk with that person and find out more about them. Basically, in both situations, conversation is crucial. :)

I am actually doing really well right now. I'm in a very positive space at the moment, and I've been enjoying a lot of creative projects and reading. :)

stir-fried umami mushrooms with ramen/ravioli, sliced avocado, and tofu

100% good omens s1 or pride and prejudice (1995)--does that last one even count? it's a miniseries lmao

i'm going to do five emojis for the five people i tagged earlier. @runglorn: i associate you with the emoji 🕷️. you know why. @legz2heaven: i feel like cheese fits your vibe: 🧀<3 (yes, a lot of thought went into that :)) @riples-on-a-blank-shore: i feel like 🤗the hug emoji really fits. you've been so supportive over the last year and i really appreciate that :) @this-wandering-wind 🍄I love your outfits and i feel like the cottagecore/cute mushroom really works well :) @kaleb-is-definitely-sane I associate you with a love for books and other media. Here's a lovely little hardcover of your fav novel :) 📔love you all <3

I always enjoy having conversations with you about philosophy or life or books or media! You're awesome, and your blog is really cool!

fairy lights 100%

ish. i have a lot of stuffed animals that my grandma crocheted for me when i was really little. and recently, i've started crocheting my own. so yes, ig? lol

connections with people and books and art. i can't just choose one!! help lol

to know that everything will be ok. less seriously, i would give anything for some marzipan covered in chocolate rn

you'll get to a place where you feel comfortable and loved in your friend group and don't constantly think that everyone despises you. lol that was a seriously concern for a few years way back when :)

please, please, buy a cottage in the woods :)

sweaters that people have given/made for me. also, carpenter jeans. love them.

walk in the rain, read, just sit and stare at a blank wall lol

my best friend embroidered a gorgeous anne of green gables reading pillow for me a few years back. i love that pillow so much. thank you, bestie <3

ugh that's tough. I would love to live in the recent film "perfect days". But, if i could retain my basic human rights, i'd love to live an the emma (2020) adaptation. :)

When i was really little, I wanted to be anne shirley with everything in my soul. I think now, I would really love to be mirabel in the starless sea. If we ignored political and social issues, I would love to be a jane austen character, but similar to the issue with anne shirley, i just love having rights that little bit too much 😉

both? 🥺idk, a good hug can heal a lot of things. but i do love hand-holding too, especially when it's cold out.

morning for productivity and happiness, night for poetic value.

there are certain smells that remind me of home--a mix of vanilla and something i can never place. a lot of music by Eternal Eclipse makes me feel a longing for a long-forgotten sanctuary. there are certain comfort foods (generally soups) that have the same effect. certainly a lot of art can do that, as well as writing/poetry. I couldn't possibly list it all :)

thanks so much, @kaleb-is-definitely-sane for sending this to me. I will no longer apologize for sending you absurdly long asks anymore either 😉<3

[a-french-coconut]

Popping in to say I love you Coco. Hope you are having a good week. What’s the highlight of your day, if you don’t mind me asking? 🤭

hkhkgdfgd, I love you too Ebony 💙

My day has many highlights actually !

Today was my last day of school 🥳

And then I ate lunch with my bestie and absolutely destroyer her at card games hehehehe.

I also finished Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, I know I'm VERY LATE but to my defence I had read them in French before (boring it was). I was very happy to see that the English version (the original you might say) was much more enjoyable 😄

As for my week, it is pretty good even if I have an exam Friday...

An important one...

I guess I'll let you know how it went (either way I'll be screaming, now wether it is of joy of utter despair is left to the future to decide)

Feel free to pop in whenever you like, I'll suppose I'll do from now on !

[carmenized-onions]

SIGH you got me good with this one I fear

Okay so the chap is still fresher in my mind this time since I read yesterday!! Itemized yap sheet incoming below based mostly on the order they happened

1) Yoooooo

That just cracked me up okay. Had to add. But also like. I love them. I love that Tony is so nervous to catch up with Richie bc it means talking abt mikey, but also relieved and excited ish to talk to richie bc it means talking abt mikey does that makes ykwim

2) AAAAAAA listen the way that Carmy thinks about Tony to calm down?? Like hes having a panic attack and he thinks about Tony and is calmed slightly by smelling her shampoo in his hair literally makes me ILL

2b) kinda related but also like not ?? But Anyway Like. Carmy like unsure whether or not he is actually scared/believes Richie when he says he could end his relationship with tony got me like on my knees in my workplace when I read that bc UGH he has absolutely zero confidence and i just want to kiss his face okay. Also him not really wanting to share tony with Richie is so real of him actually. Like he wants Tony to just be his and that's so sweet.

3) if we dont find out the chip storyline ill riot if only for Carmy's sake cause like Carm, im also now very intrigued that Richie didn't immediately blab when prompted but also go richie thats very cute

4)AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Scream break mb

5) last one but like the painting??? The way that it starts with the beef and has like pictures of before and stuff and the mid point is mikey and then it has pictures from like the building process and ends with the The Bear sign? IM DECEASED YOU KILLED ME THATS SO GOOD WHAT LITERALLY WHAT

6)okay im i liar whatever could i edit the post yes will i no. I digress. Last one fr. So the way both their lil povs end with them saying on friday they'll do right by each other??? Im so gone actually wtf

Anyways as always i adore you and your writing RAAAA

HEHEHEH GOTCHU!!! GOT YOUR ASS!!!

yoooooooo -- The next convos are really some of my favourite to write, i get to amp up the funny and math out what their texting styles would probably be, it's fun!!

Also yes, it's very much that part of grief where it's like a knife to talk about them, but it's also nice, it's weird when in the grief process, everyone around you acts like that person just simply Never Happened in fear of being triggering-- It's nice for Tony and Richie to get to talk raw!! Even if it's anxiety inducing to lead with it!!

2. Hehehhehe, he does it a LOT, When he called her before, trying and failing to get her voicemail, when he was having an episode in the diner and then Tony came back and he became Normal mostly. Grounding Tool but it's a Person

3. listen baby, I don't put a gun in the first act just to not fire it. I've had this backstory since chapter two. And honestly, I was extremely nervous that someone was gonna guess it and I was being too obvious. Thank God, no one has, yet-- But also no one's guessed, so like, feel free to throw in your guesses, love to hear em.

4. AHHHHHHHH!!!! Here let's see, during this scream break what can I give you...

This is what I'm screaming over, personally. This is Chapter 10 alone, LMAO. AND I'M NOT EVEN DONE LMAOOOO. The goal for me is to get it out this Friday, so it's like, timely and on theme. But we'll see how tired I am, this work week. Might've just gotten a commission (that I honestly don't want to take lmaoo) so we'll see. Fingers crossed. It's definitely gonna need me to take my eyes off it for a day and come back to, so keep your fingers crossed, for me.

5. OH GOOD! I was worried I described it poorly; there's always that fear, when you have to make the thing that's like the thing of the story, and if it's not good then what the FUCK WAS IT FOR!!!!!????

I'm vv happy to hear it killed you, is what I'm trying to say. I also thought the idea was very sweet. Hehhehe

6. You're always free to yap on end, never fear such a thing. Yes!! Their POVs start and end the same way, which is just like, a cute lil touch, yknow. Two anxious mfs. In the club tnnnnn, trying to do right by each other if it fuckin' KILLS them

thank you thank you thank u as always i love to hear this and i hope u enjoy Friday whenever the FUCK it comes out.

[borathae]

I want more of aaol kookkkkkkkkkk 😭😭😭 I finished reading it a week ago and it has been on my mind like foreverrrrrr ,fuck you for writing so good:(((((((

I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT ARGHHHH

I enjoy this reaction very greatly JFADJSFJ thank you so much for telling me this heheheh I'm so happy that you love aaol so much!! Also listen!! Me!! I need aaol!kook on a daily tbfh fajdsfj

[baeshijima]

To: Sophie

Subject: Today's wishing sessions

Omg omg omg okay so so hear me out,

I wanted lyney's bow. But I never pulled a 5* from the weapon banner, so, I'm at like 55-60 ish pity (yk, from building pity) I do a ten pull...

It turns gold, I'm happy.

I get my 2nd copy of the jade spear, not so happy (because Cyno is using it and I don't have any other characters who need the weapon)

So I'm like, "a 2nd Jade spear, haha, very funny" (but internally grateful that I selected the bow on the epitomised path + contemplating whether or not to refine the spear)

I see that I have some primos to spare (I'm skipping the 5* character this patch hehe), and so I do another 10 pull...

It. Turns. Gold.

I'm super, super surprised.

Boom. The first great magic.

I'm giggling and all, I get two 4*, I'm satisfied...

And then... SKYWARD SPINE COMES UP ON MY SCREEN

I. Was. So. Shook.

It was my first time pulling on the "scammy" weapon banner for a 5*, but it went so well hehehe!!!!

Oh, oh and! On my alt, I had gotten amos' bow like some weeks ago, and I was like "man I want a Tighnari" so I could make use of that bow + I needed a dendro unit

So, after all that good stuff on my main account, I was like "why not try my luck on lyney's banner"

Some three stars, I'm skipping my singles.

A gold. I barely registered the fact before my finger hit the skip option... I WAS LIKE AT 10 PITY!!!!

IT WAS TIGHNARI!!!! (Yeah I lost the 50/50, but I also won hehehe! Plus, next 5* guaranteed!!!!!)

Well... guess you could say I failed successfully on both accounts hehehehe

🍀

WOOOO CLOVER NONNIE GETTING THE Ws !!!! u got three 5* weapons on main and got the standard chara u wanted on ur alt goddamn 😩😩

[yesyourstalker]

Neta: so I take the slices of carrot cake and I kind of put it together and they make a whole cake

Warabi: so what you're making a wedding cake out of frozen carrot cake that's been in your freezer for 2 years?

Neta: no! I hate carrot cake. I don't like the texture but whatever he wants I do for him. I don't even know if we're going to get married. Honestly, I don't think I want to get married anymore. I was married. It wasn't great at the time but what kind of settled made peace............. Wow! So as if she knew I was talking about her.

Warabi: I'm going on break

Neta: hey syl.

Sylvia: hey Net........ How are you

Neta: I'm alive and medicated. How's your eye?

Sylvia: you know it's still glass. How's your ear?

Neta: still gone. Hehehehe.... But really how are you?

Sylvia: I'm good alive and medicated I heheheh.... I'm actually doing great! I'm engaged!

Neta: That's amazing! Sylvia, finally marrying Rift. He seems like a good guy. Cirrina seems to like him.

Sylvia: yeah... Of course he can't replace her actual dad. How is she?

Neta: doing good. She's at a turf war game right now. She's been going frequently. I think she might want to be on a team maybe when she gets to high school.

Sylvia:hmmm You know I hate those things. All it does is just glorify war and romanticize the shit that we've been through....... I swear surface culture........they have no respect for anything. They treat everything like it's a game.

Neta: come on Syl lighting up. It's different up here.... It's......... *sigh* I don't know. I should feel the same way too, but seeing her play. Hanging around with friends and acting normal. Having a childhood....... I don't want to take me away from her like it was taking away from us....... Just seeing her smile and laugh and I can't take that away from my little girl.

Sylvia: *sigh* I guess you're right......... As long as she's safe and happy. How is surface world anyway?

Neta: It's good, I got tanner hehe.... It's great! I'm really happy up here.... Got a nice store. Working my own business....the apartments are kind of small but I don't think I'm going to be staying there for long.

Sylvia: you still seen that metalopod guy? Hehehehe you two look very happy. It's kind of weird seeing you in a magazine. Was not a good picture. Terrible angle.

Neta: they never get my good side............. It's complicated right now. It's not bad complicated....... It's kind of like a waiting game right now...... You should meet him you'd like him............ Do you ever think of coming up to the surface??

Sylvia: no, I'm not going back. It's too much for me. I only went up there for missions. That's all I associate it with now. Every time I'm up there my guard is up and everybody is a threat I-......I can't..... I'm sorry

Neta: I feel the same way about the bunkers.... I can't go back down there............ever.... Is it different down there since the war is over?

Sylvia: It's really different! I wouldn't even call them bunkers anymore. We have shops, we can legally purchase and enjoy surface media now! Better plumbing, better homes. We have nicer light panels now! Of course the nicer areas have glass! Apparently they're working with jelly-co installing glass sheets so we can actually see the sun without going out to the surface!...... Which honestly is ridiculous because glass is a lot cheaper than artificial sunlight

Neta: *pffth*........I guess they're still treating sunlight as a luxury now and not as a right........typical....

Sylvia: Don't try to make this political. We'll be here all day hehehe...... I just wanted to catch up and ask if I'm able to have Cirrina over for a week. It's next year to be at the wedding and maybe....... Do you want to come too?

Neta: I think we can arrange that to happen. She'd love to see you get married....... I don't know about me though. It may change of aesthetically but........... It will always be a prison for me.............*sigh*..... I-

Sylvia: I get it. I completely understand Neta............ This place was not kind to you or anyone at that time

Neta:...............*sigh*................ Maybe I'll try going down there for a visit........ I want to see what music they have I can put in my shop.

Sylvia: whenever you saaay........... Maybe I can try going to the surface just to see cirrina play....... I also want to see how small your apartment is.

Neta: hahahahah shut up. See I knew you were going to do this. You always have to make fun of me about something!

Sylvia:wah wah wah.......... you shut up! If you're coming underground you better wear something nice not ugly clothes they wear up to the surface. They're like walking billboards. It's tacky, everything has to be branded. It's crazy.

Neta: RIGHT???. We used to just take blank shirts and draw pictures and shit. These kids have to have name brands. Do you know how much Toni kensa cost? It's like 100Gs for a pair of black and white shoes not the sales price!

Sylvia: I'm telling you surface dwellers don't take anything seriously. They don't know the value of money. They don't know the value of anything they just-

Neta: I thought you said we weren't going to be political.

Sylvia: be quiet............ The baby's crying. I got to go. Bye Net.

Neta: I got to pick up cirrina and see you later syl........... She's getting married. Maybe I should reconsider..

Mahi: she sounds nice. I can run the store If you're going to be underground for a while.

Neta: yeah thanks no problem. It'll be next year I have enough time to prepare myself and just to ......... mahi.... Were you listening to my conversation?

Mahi: just snippets of it You're next to the cash register. I couldn't help it here.

Neta: no, not that part. The fact that you can understand it. When were you going to tell me you know octarian?

Mahi: You never asked.

Neta: ..................................

Mahi: also, if you don't like carrot cake, you can just like get spice cake which is like carrot cake without the carrots but similar flavor

Neta:.......... Go on your break. I can't. I can't deal with you right now. Hahaha You're ridiculous hehehe You knew everything I was saying? what if I was talking shit huh?

Mahi belongs to @fish-at-fish-fish-resort

[hypnified]

Could I please get a ship, Blue?💛

I'm kinda tall with dark curly hair and brown eyes. I try really hard to be nice to everybody but if someone crosses a boundary or upsets someone I care about I'm not afraid to put my foot down. Mostly I try and spread kindness and brighten peoples days. I play guitar and sing every now and then. I like making art and reading, and I'm baking something like every week hehehehe 💛

Bear-

Okay maybe this is a little obvious but he quickly came to mind, so here's some thoughts.

Bear is mostly nice to everyone, so your kindness is something he'd really appreciate. Just you being around would brighten up his day by tenfold, whenever he gets the chance he'd annotate books for you! He's not really bothered if someone crosses a boundary of his, as I've mentioned previously he won't defend himself. But if it's someone that he cares about he'll defend them without a second thought.

Knowing that you bake would be the absolute highlight of his week, his love languages consist of words of affirmation, acts of service, and quality time. Bear just wants to be around you, he just wants to spend time with you. You're his entire world, and he'd never let you doubt that even for a second.

Occasionally, he might even tell you random facts about space. However, he doesn't do this too often so it's usually a nice surprise. If you've had a rough day, you can usually find sticky post it notes littered around with reminders, doodles, thoughts and poems!

Bear is also the most likely other than probably glowstick to get a tattoo dedicated to you, it's no secret that out of all my ocs he probably has the most tattoos other than Storm, Barks and Erix.

While he doesn't get jealous very often, sometimes it happens he just thinks you deserve better but he will never tell you this.

Please tickle him, his laugh is so contagious so it's worth it!

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Irais

I had to include Irais too before I move onto the third option. Once you break down his walls he's so soft but that won't stop him from denying it at every opportunity he gets. Commander "I'm not soft" Irais.

In his opinion you bring out the best in him, and to be honest you do but he might never admit this. While Bear will probably tell you about space, he'll tell you about different flowers and their meanings!

He's not really good with people but he cares about you, so he tries. Irais doesn't take kindly to people crossing boundaries. Sometimes you'll catch him buying books for you when he can, but he'll deny it. He just hates feeling vulnerable even if you two are close. Irais will do anything he can to make your day easier, cooking could go a few ways really so he might not. Overall, he admires you so much.

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Joystick

Joystick, okay hear me out this is a weird one. He's a chaotic, unhinged, hectic pilot so at first this one kinda seems out of place compared to Bear and Irais. I believe he can actually cook, so I can guarantee he's going to cook for you at every opportunity, he gets a little excited and he sometimes cooks too much! He'd absolutely love to listen to you play your guitar, it gets him so giddy!

He will compliment your art at every opportunity, you're so talented and he's so proud of you! Honestly, he couldn't be prouder. He's actually fairly protective but he will tone it down if you're uncomfortable with it, he just doesn't want anything to happen to you.

Oh you're baking? He's more then happy to be your taste tester!

[purplejan]

I was tagged by the lovely sandra @glittertrail gracias cariño, this one was so much fun 🥰

✨ 16 questions for 16 mutuals ✨

1. Are you named after anyone?

yes!! i shortened my name to cece here but it really is celeste, i always joke with my mom saying she chose it in her hippie era (although to me she never left that era kcjnwjecwe) but in reality it was after a telenovela character from one of the telenovelas she watched at the time.

2. When was the last time you cried?

last week, had a lil argument with my parents so,,, it's all good now

3. Do you have kids?

i don't and also don't want any of my own, i am however eternally hopeful my brothers have kids so i can be the fun aunt hehehehe

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

i don't think so?? tbh i'm not that witty or funny ckwjnkwen

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

probably hair and smile

6. What’s your eye color?

brown

7. Scary movies or happy endings?

happy endings cause i don't watch scary movies oops

8. Any special talents?

being the one to make good food after going out with friends when everyone is too lazy/dunk to do so. my friends are always so thankful lckwnkew <3

9. Where were you born?

chile

10. What are your hobbies?

singing, going dancing, cooking, walking around the city and sightseeing.

11. Do you have any pets?

yes i do <3 we have tanguito, and three dogs; picicin, applepie and chuchi. their names make no sense and my brothers are to blame for that kcjwnkjwe

12. What sports do you play/have played?

none kcjwnwjek i'm terrible at any team sports like stupid stupid at them.

13. How tall are you?

1.48 cm, very short indeed

14. Favorite subject in school?

history was my absolute favorite for sure like it was the only class i actually really cared about having straight a's ckjwnkwej and also music class was always a fun time for me.

15. Dream job?

i would adore to be a public defender but tbh i don't know if i have it in me cause it's a lot and i'm literally a 22 year old teenager kcjnwekjwenk hopefully in the future i feel like it's something i could actually do and do it well.

16. Sunset or sunrise?

sunsets

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