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Hi Massi,

4, 7, 9, 25 and 26

EVERYONE SHUT UP, my wife is here 👿

You started off strong 😞 As for number 4 (Whats your favorite feeling?), I'm honestly not sure. Like, I really enjoy feeling sad, but not because I like being sad itself, it's more about the feeling you get after letting go of all that sadness, after crying for hours, I don’t know if I’m making sense AJSJAJJS I love that peaceful feeling you get once you’ve released everything you’ve been holding in for so long, u know? Also, for some reason, being depressed inspires me SO MUCH, my best writing was done while crying or right in the middle of a breakdown JAJSJSJA.

For number 7 (Who do you feel most like yourself around?), I’d say with my friends (my mooties, my irl besties). It’s honestly really hard for me to act “natural” when I first meet new people, which makes it really difficult for me to open up (so if you ever see me acting weird, that’s probably why, sorry 😭) It’s easier on the internet because I’m part of a community that shares my same interests, and most people here are incredibly sweet, but in real life, it’s a very different story 🥲.

For 9 (Best childhood moment?), I can't even give you a totally reliable answer because I barely remember anything from my past 💀 my brain blocked most of it, so what I do know is mostly from what my parents or friends have told me JAJSJAJD. I do remember really enjoying trips to amusement parks or water parks though!! I used to go a lot because of my mom's job and I loved it. (I just remembered Disney on Ice, I used to LOVE going to watch them skate. I don’t remember much, but I do remember being super excited because I could see Ariel skating JAJAJSJDA).

For 25 (If your soul was a color, what would it be?) Mmm, I'm really not too sure, but if I had to choose one, it would be blue! I really love that color and I think most people recognize me for it, you know? It's been my personal trademark since I started my teenage years usjdjsd.

And for the last one (If you could live anywhere with anyone you want, where would it be and who would you bring?), I’d definitely choose a big apartment on the top floor of some building in Canada with my bestie. We’d probably fight 24/7, but it doesn’t matter, love and hate are the same thing 🩷. But seriously, I’d really love to live with her. We've already spent a few days alone at her place (because of course I ended up babysitting someone older than me lol) and we had such a great time! Plus, she’s my safe place and she’s officially obligated to put up with me till the end 👿.

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YOU'RE SO REAL FOR THAT

been less thab 24 hours since i last saw my mother and ive allready cried? 5? times now.

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1... 19... 22... (i copied you a bit just because they are good questions! 😊)

Right?? They're really good 😭

For the 1 (What song makes you feel better?) Is definitely zero o'clock, it makes me cry? Fuck yes, do I love it and hear it everytime I'm depressed? Of course I do 😩😩 it makes me feel like, no matter how sad I am, I will be fine, you know? Like, maybe this was the worst day of my life, but tomorrow is another day, another opportunity, and everything will be fine, I don’t know if it makes sense 🥲

For the 19 (Have you ever written or received a love letter?) Sadly yes 💀 but when I was a child. There was this boy who really liked me. He used to pay my friends to come get me, and they'd go to my window to call me and then run away JAJKSJAJJS. One day, though, the guy showed up and slipped a letter under my door saying he liked me and asking if I wanted to be his girlfriend. And since I didn’t even know him (I didn’t even know his name), I wrote a big NO on the letter. My mom didn’t let me give it back like that because she thought it was too mean to reject him that way JAJSJSJSJA. Though, I’ve never written a love letter myself because I’ve never liked anyone enough, so I’ve never felt the need to 🥲

And for the last one (Name of your favorite playlist?) It's literally called 'Just more inspiration' and I put all my favorite songs in it that I wanted to listen to often without having to jump from smut to angst to fluff KAJSJJSQ. I honestly love it, I adore it 😞🫶

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Chile 😩🤌

It’s honestly wild to see the news and hear how other countries have terrifying presidents when mine is out here being compared to a Care Bear, gets clowned on for being ‘Daddy of the Year’, literally begged Taylor Swift to come to our country, and has pics where he looks like Jesus 😞

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You can totally move here, I can share my house with you 🫂 but I warn you, my country is so random 😭 like, our former president literally died in a helicopter accident while trying to save people. The same president we used to bully because he had tiny dino arms and always messed up his speeches 💔

It’s honestly wild to see the news and hear how other countries have terrifying presidents when mine is out here being compared to a Care Bear, gets clowned on for being ‘Daddy of the Year’, literally begged Taylor Swift to come to our country, and has pics where he looks like Jesus 😞

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AND I FORGOT TO MENTION—there are actual fanfics of him with his political rival 😭😭

(Real photo of him btw)

It’s honestly wild to see the news and hear how other countries have terrifying presidents when mine is out here being compared to a Care Bear, gets clowned on for being ‘Daddy of the Year’, literally begged Taylor Swift to come to our country, and has pics where he looks like Jesus 😞

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It’s honestly wild to see the news and hear how other countries have terrifying presidents when mine is out here being compared to a Care Bear, gets clowned on for being ‘Daddy of the Year’, literally begged Taylor Swift to come to our country, and has pics where he looks like Jesus 😞

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✨soft asks✨

What song makes you feel better?

What is your go to comfort show?

Reading or writing? Why?

Whats your favorite feeling?

How do you like to take care of yourself?

What’s your favorite candle scent?

Who do you feel most like yourself around?

Whats a fabric/texture that’s nostalgic for you?

Best childhood moment?

When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? (or just felt really good afterwards)

Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

What calms you down?

Bath or shower to relax?

Whats something upcoming that you’re excited for?

Comfort food?

What’s something you want to create soon?

How do you feel best loved?

What age in life do you think you’ll feel most yourself at?

Have you ever written or received a love letter?

Tell us about a memory you hold close to your heart.

Tea, Coffee, or hot cocoa?

Name of your favorite playlist?

Have you ever received flowers?

Who is your bestfriend?

If your soul was a color, what would it be?

If you could live anywhere with anyone you want, where would it be and who would you bring?

Do you like to garden? Have you ever grown something?

What are you proudest of?

Are you a kind person?

What do your hobbies look like?

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So… apparently a renowned architect is going to be teaching me for the next two weeks (? Honestly, this is the worst thing that could’ve happened. What does he even mean by demanding thirty-six damn drawings by this Friday? 😃 I mean… sir, are you trying to kill me? At least he seems to have a decent sense of humor, which might be the only thing keeping me alive right now

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This photo is the biggest proof 😭😭

Same arms as Taehyung?? That's weird 🤨🤨 what r u doing Pinterest?? Their wedding?

GIRL

This made me go on Pinterest actually cause I fear he's making me fucking delusional 😃

Anyway Pinterest was very specific and said this is our aesthetic

Pinterest ships me and user @ thv 2k25

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Wait—did someone actually ask Hobi’s sister if she’d just lost a baby????

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Are u asking me if I'm open mindeu? 🤨🤨🤨

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I know this makes no sense, but for some reason, I sometimes miss Yeontan so much 😭 Like, I know he’s not my dog and Tae didn’t even show him that often for me to say I saw him all the time, but sometimes I just remember him and… I don’t know, it makes me really sad 🥲

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didn't know you were fine shyt 😈 (red hair really suit u btw)

I mean... I only brag when my hair's serving 😈 But for real, thank you sooo much, may the hair gods bless you endlessly — not a single follicle shall be lost

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Ta-dan!!!

I really like the result tbh 🙂‍↕️

Guess who dyed her hair (again) 😃

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I'm this close to falling into a depression (uni starts again tomorrow 😞)

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WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE’RE GETTING A MICHAEL X BTS COLLAB???