tadvisharvari

[tadvisharvari]

i gave you my heart and you dropped it like it was never meant to be cared for in the first place.

[tadvisharvari]

and who would not fall for his whiskey eyes?

and how do i help myself? how do i not fall every time i see him around? looking at him from a distance, admiring but cautiously, almost always ready to look away so quick he wouldn’t notice my very existence. he’d smirk, and that’s the sunshine to my day. i think of it and something inside me jumps. the kid in me feels joy.

he grooms like he’s about to go for a fashion model audition, but that’s how he exists. perfect. out of a f*cking book. dark hair and whiskey eyes. so perfect. would make anybody’s jaw drop. i mean, how can someone not fall for him?

©️sharvari tadvi, 06:40 pm IST, 19/12/24

[tadvisharvari]

loving you cost me the shine in my eyes. you took the light out of me. and i let you. because i was in love.

(i am still in love)

©️ sharvari tadvi, 07:41 pm IST, 08/12/24

[tadvisharvari]

now we wish we could bury parts of us that failed, but then they grow roots so deep, the damage reaches to the very core.

©️sharvari tadvi, 01:54 pm, 05/12/24

[tadvisharvari]

we were brilliant children but now we are just mediocre adults with no shine in our eyes.

©️ sharvari tadvi, 08:59 pm IST, 29/11/24 in @selfeducorner’s comment section on IG // here: 08:01 pm IST, 03/12/24

[tadvisharvari]

and sometimes, the only way to heal is to let them leave your heart, but again, for that, you’ll have to let them crack your heart open.

(to heal is to walk over the pieces of your heart, only this time, you’re used to the breaking)

©️sharvari tadvi, 09:19 pm IST, 28/11/24

[tadvisharvari]

‘brave to leave when you’re in love?’, well i wouldn’t know ‘cause i’d always choose to get hurt by him than the absence of him.

©️ sharvari tadvi, 7:00 pm, 24/11/24

[tadvisharvari]

being the one who loves more hurts? try forgiveness — it’s the darkness people put on a pedestal.

©️sharvari tadvi, 08:24 pm IST, 23/11/24

[tadvisharvari]

and if you notice carefully — depression has a big smile.

©️ sharvari tadvi, 07:35 pm, 19/11/24

[tadvisharvari]

sirf itna chaha tumhe humne, ki tumhe humse ishq na hua aur hum tumse nafrat bhi na kar sake.

©️ sharvari tadvi, 09:20 pm, 17/11/24

[tadvisharvari]

because i’m the rain you thought was a drizzle, would get you soaking wet that you’d gasp for air. but i’m also the rainbow that comes after, but you’d not wait so long for me, ‘cause why would someone?

©️ sharvari tadvi, 01:30 pm, 14/11/24

[tadvisharvari]

" uske dil mein usne mujhe mehfooz rakha tha, bas shikayat yeh thi ki kaid rakha tha."

©️ sharvari tadvi, 10:20 pm, 13/11/24

[tadvisharvari]

“ tumhe samjha nahi hota toh alag baat thi, mein samjha bhi deti, par tum toh samjhna chahte hi nahi the.”

(ye toh wahi baat hui —mein tumhe rok rahi thi par tum ja chuke the)

©️ sharvari tadvi, 04:46 pm, 9/11/24

[tadvisharvari]

“pyaar karna sikha diya tumne par pyaar kar na sake, aisa kyun?”

(pyaar karna sikha ke chale jaate woh log jo theher kar pyaar nahi kar paate)

©️09:11 pm, 16/10/24

[tadvisharvari]

but what good is a love that lets you slip away like sand grains? like someone not important enough to hold onto?

09:38 pm, 7/10/24

[tadvisharvari]

when it comes to what i feel for you, and how much i feel for you, “i love you” falls short.

[tadvisharvari]

you let me grow, that’s why i knew i shouldn’t let you go.

©️02:22 pm, 03/09/24