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Jinyoung: 😏

Jackson: what?

jinyoung: 😏 your cute

Jackson:😳 🥹 ❤️

Ahgases: go on; we are not present.👀

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NESTFEST DAY 2 – mark crying + penguin huddle

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Jackson’s ending ment for NESTFEST Day 3 *while in tears*:

“I don’t want to do this. I’ll just say one thing. I said this to you earlier, look at me…what I want to say is you 6, thanks for being friend of my life. when I’m 60, what would matter then? I ask myself that. Who will have some tea with me? Some beer with me? I couldn’t think of anyone. This industry, the reality is all about profit. Everyone chases money. But it’s all in vein it can all vanish tomorrow. What matters is genuine friends who don’t care about that. So thank you, and thank you fans.

Before going to bed last night, I watched our debut performance and I remembered how GOT7 project was about to be canceled and the foreigners were about to be sent back home. Then JAY B hyung in front of the fridge, told me and Mark that he couldn’t send us home. If we do this, we’ll do it together. If we die, we die together. I’m so thankful. Without that moment, we wouldn’t be here on this stage. Thank you hyung. Something funny, during the project. JYP was in front of Cube so we said with Mark if it doesn’t work out we can go there and debit with BTOB we can tumble better…

We don’t know how long we’ll live, hope you’re happy in your time…it’s not about supporting us it’s about finding your own happiness. Thank you for helping us debut as GOT7. I don’t know what I’ll do and when but this is real. We’ll come back all of 7 of us.”

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GOT7 CHAOS, I USED TO PRAY FOR TIMES LIKE THIS

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It's actually funny how humans decided "fuck living in caves with all these creepy crawlies", got out of caves, built houses that have all the nice parts of a cave without any of the yucky parts, and then all the little bugs and spiders and other creepy crawly creatures that used to also live in caves thought "sweet, new and improved caves" and moved right back in with us.

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hello?

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"Theseus Wrestling the Minotaur"

- Michael Leonard

1968

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FOR THE LAST TIME

👏 APOSTASY is the rejection of a faith after having professed it;

👏 HERESY is selective belief in only some of the tenets of a faith one professes, or belief in tenets contrary to those of a faith one professes;

👏 BLASPHEMY is derogation of the honour due to God.

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His smile 🤭

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my psychiatrist just diagnosed me with 19th century russian literature character

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with all due modesty this was a fucking banger of a text message for me to compose after 10 hours in the emergency room and 30 hours without sleep

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think about this every time i watch videos about youtuber drama

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I keep thinking about all of the disabled activists and people before me who stranded themselves on the 4th floor of buildings for weeks and crawled up stairs and fought with airline staff and schools and doctors and refused to stop existing in the face of injustice and bigotry no matter how big and scary and hopeless it seemed. Every time I get angry and scared the protests that lead to the creation of the ADA pop up again and remind me that disabled people are so much fucking stronger than anyone has ever given us credit for, and I can't help but be proud of that. And I know not all disabled people feel like we should take pride in our disabilities and have flags or whatever, but I think not just living, but thriving, in spite of a world that wants us dead and gone, in the face of both illness and persecution, and how we've not only bought ourselves forward, but uplifted the disabled people around us, secured more equal futures for everyone who will come after, and truly changed the way so many abled people have seen us for the better is something to be damn fucking proud of.

We have always been here and we always will be, there will never be a world without disabled people because being disabled is not bad, it's a natural part of the human experience and yeah it sucks some times but even when it sucks we have fought to build beautiful, unique, happy lives with people, both like us and not, and that should be celebrated.

The first sign of human civilization is the healed femur. The body of the profoundly disabled person who would have needed help to even just eat being carefully laid to rest after decades of a full, happy life. The medicinal plants showing even before we were entirely human we were doing what we could to not just survive, but alleviate suffering while we're at it. Above everything, evolution selected not the baby who can walk and eat and be quiet, but the one that can ask for help.

Disabled people are not just angry cockroach motherfuckers who refuse to die, we are proof of humanity's HUMANITY. Proof that natural selection selected a species that takes care of each other. From healed femurs and medicinal plants to vaccines and IVs and insulin to now, we are driven to help one another, we are at our strongest when we don't leave our most vulnerable behind. And I am living proof of that. My mother is living proof of that. Every disabled and chronically and/or mentally ill person I know is living proof of that.

And I don't know about the rest of you, but will carry that shred of humanity's true nature inside me like it's my fucking soul. I am scared and angry and hurt, but I have a lifetime's experience being scared and angry, and I can shake off the kind of pain that would make Atlas crumble to dust like it's nothing but a stiff fucking breeze. Disabled people have always been here, turning fear and anger and pain into joy and beauty and connection, and I'm not going to let everyone who came before me down. I'm not going to give up. Not now, not ever.

It's okay if you're disabled and you've hit your limit, you're too scared and tired and hurt, I won't blame you. But I won't abandon you, either. I might not be able to right all of the wrongs in the world, but I'll be strong, I'll carry all of you with me, I will not give up.

As I've said before, society hates a cripple who won't die, so we must spite them and live anyway.

Please, live anyway. I know if anyone can, it's us.

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thinking abt the food critic that wrote abt a michelin star restaurant that served him 12 different kinds of foam and rancid ricotta and olive ice cream…