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i hate the stupid ddlg/nsfw dont interact because i AM child friendly on main i just. when im not completely regressed there is a point at which im small but still able to regress. there is a point at which i can be able to do things and be okay. i vent regress and i cope regress a Lot and part of that is being able to safely process what happened to me by being able to Choose now. its my choice. i can choose who and when and give my complete consent. it has never been my partner, who enjoys that, requesting it of me while i am regressed, because i am completely in control of the situation. because i AM child safe and vent regressing most of the time and when im like that its not okay to even ask. and they dont. i have never once in my Many years been requested to do that, because it has always been my choice

(untagged on purpose i hope that it doesnt show up in searches because of this) but like. if it does can you maybe question why youre so aggressively against a kink between two consenting adults?

like i get not wanting the Blogs to interact with you but like. youre never gonna see the nsfw stuff unless youre looking for it because i keep my blogs 90% sfw. why does the slime blog have to say dni. why do the include sfw regression. its between two consenting adults, who arent actually doing anything to hurt people. its… not real. and its not hurting people.

but when im overwhelmed i can take comfort in that word. when i say that word they know i trust them with the whole world. when i say that they know i trust them even when im that vulnerable. when i say that word i get to feel safe. makes me able to lean into the comforting part of being small.

i… it makes me feel safe about being small. as opposed to my normal scary regression with flashbacks. when i get to do this i get to have fun. i get to feel *really really good* i get to experience safety and trust and the ability to stop it if it ever gets too much. i get to experience complete indulgence in anything i want while im small.

why do you guys hate that so much? why do you hate a real victim being able to process and recover and feel like they have *autonomy* so Fucking much. sorry for the bad words i just. i dont! get it! why! why do you hate me! why do you all hate me! why am i not allowed! why do i not get nice things why cant i have a pretty flag or look at the pretty pictures why do you think im so bad! im just. small. and want to choose to have a choice this time. want to feel good (occasionally) when i am small.

why are you so! stupidly! anti kink! …attacking “acceptable” groups first… is the first step to that list growing. from kink and swers to tr@ns people to poc (even more than before) and. whos next. whos next! because they picked a hateable target first. but i… i didnt do anything wrong. ..but i think maybe you did. maybe..you. hurt people. for no good reason.

i think saying sfw interaction only is… okay. or saying child safe pfps and comments only but. i cant reblog or press like? you wont even know! its just… mean to me and means everybody hates me which makes me vent regress.

… sometimes i hate all of you. gd youre awful. sometimes you just hurt me because i cant even look at the pretty pictures because of you. and thats so! stupid

… km