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What was your past relationship like? How long ago was it? Do you like your doll to be clingy? Sorry for spamming asks, I'm just so curious. What are your hobbies?

Aw, it's barely a spam at all! Sorry for the days late reply though, anon. I didn't want to half-ass my response because I wasn't feeling okay >_>.

My past relationship was ... I think around a year ago by now. I can't say much about it. I don't like to hold resentment towards her even if I did eventually learned that, sometime after we broke up, she was just dating me until someone better comes along for her. Big oof and I do still regret the time and energy I've spent on her, but it's all in the past now - just moving on.

I do find clinginess adorable. Only towards me, and only once I'm comfortable with them, of course. I want to be the only person that will ever witness such a cute side of my precious doll. I want to be the only person that can shower them with love and attention, anytime I can.

My hobbies? I like reading about psychology, but classic literature the most! I also like cooking, writing and baking <3.

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Born to say "You only need me. Stop spending time with your friends and stay with me forever."

Forced to say "Have fun, sweet doll. I'll be here if you need anything. <3"

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Please stop. LMAO (This is actually pretty accurate, especially the subconsciously part.)

i made a quiz :D it's for what kind of yanblr blog are you. just a silly one, don't think it'll be super accurate but i think it's fun ^_^!! please take it and reblog with what you get :D

made with the help of @crushingcasanova !!

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{Words by José Olivarez from Citizen Illegal /@fatimaamerbilal , from even flesh eaters don't want me.}

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It's agonizingly difficult to control my feelings for you. To remain nonchalant in your presence is a constant struggle. I try so hard to be gentle with you despite all these consuming thoughts, because that's what my sweet doll deserves... You deserve a love that is so gentle, and so passionate. You deserve to be taken care of exceptionally well, cherished like a priceless treasure. But I know better than anyone else that the love I hold for you isn't as simple as passion. I want to be with you all the time, to know every little thing that goes on inside your mind, every single detail of your days. I want to keep you in my possession for every second I will spend alive. I want to possess you. I want to mold you in a way that fulfills my desire to have complete control over you. To ensure you're completely dependent on me and that you'll never, ever leave my side. I don't know any better way than this, my precious. I love you too much.

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What age do you prefer your doll to be at? Do you have a limit?

Age limit? Someone not a minor and someone not way too older than me.

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You're exhausted of me? Precious, I never expect you to do anything for me. I've told you time and time again- all you have to do is to be mine forever. I'll love you, worship you, take good care of you. I'll do anything and everything for you. There's no reason for you to be exhausted of me. Why do you call me exhausting? All I've been doing is loving you, trying to be your perfect boyfriend. I'm trying to give you everything you've ever asked for, my sweet doll. Why can't you see it?

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About me + Boundaries

Hi, I'm Sylus. 22. He/him. INFJ-T

Yandere MBTI type 1: RAHS

Yandere MBTI type 2: CDDCF

I'm demiromantic and grey-asexual. It takes a long time for me to even start feeling connected with someone, romantically, and even more so for sexual attraction. In all honesty I value emotional intimacy so much more than physical one. I am also someone with high functioning BPD. My blog might have some posts related to it.

My current posts are not directed to anyone, but as soon as that changes I will be stating it. It's just me reminiscing the words I like to write, my fantasies about having someone to obsess over.

This is a sideblog, as my main blog is rather personal and empty. So please do not expect a followback from this one. Please also do not ask for the @ unless I share it with you myself. Same goes for asking my discord tags.

Boundaries

I will preface now that my DMs and asks will be closed every now and then. I am simply not one for constant interaction especially with multiple people at once. I heavily prefer Asks for primary communication.

Do :

- Talk to me, tell me about your day, etc.

- Give me compliments, titles, terms of endearment, and nicknames.

- You may thirst, pine, simp, etc. over me. Flirt or say suggestive (never explicitly sexual) things in general or towards me for fun.

- Show/tag me in posts you'd like me to see!

Don't :

- Ask for my personal information or attempt/claim to stalk me in real life. I will share what I am willing to share.

- Claim/imply that you know who I am in real life. No, you don't.

- Ask to be obsessed over by me. It doesn't work like that. While I don't have a doll right now, it doesn't mean I'll accept anyone. As I've stated I'm also demiromantic.

- Harrass me in my inbox.

- Trauma dump in any way.

Will update as necessary.

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do you mind ppl chatting / adding u on discord? i expect u to have it on your profile but no D:

If anyone ever wants to add me there, I need to know who you are first - and do ask for my permission before doing anything. I also don't check it as often so please do not expect much. This is why I don't include it in my bio.

I should probably make a more detailed "about me" on my pinned now for boundaries, etc.

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I've been following you since the first time. I think I love you so much and I'm so jealous… why do you have to talk to others… it hurts. I love you so much that I even use your username…

Oh, dear... I could only take a few guesses on who you could be, anon. But I don't want to jump on conclusions. Though if you wish to keep talking here- I'll keep replying.

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I expected so, (the personality preference answer), to me you also gives off caretaker vibe. Ig you was a caretaker in your relationship? (Was, since I'm sure you're single after reading your intro)

But that's enough curious questions for the morning. How's your day going, Sylus? I hope you have a great day🖤🖤🖤

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Yes, correct. I was also my doll's caretaker (sfw) back then. Are you perhaps stalking me, anon? Getting all the correct guesses so effortlessly.

And yes, I'm not dating anybody right now.

It's actually quite late for me, almost 2am as I type this haha. Just getting ready for bed. I had a mentally tiring day, so I look forward for a better one tomorrow. <3 I hope your day is going well, on the other hand!

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What would be your perfect darling be? Preferences?

Also, really curious why you chose the petname "Doll" specifically

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Interesting questions.

While I am demiromantic and borderline grey asexual, I do prefer someone who presents more femininely.

Personality-wise, I probably lean more towards having someone with more submissive traits. I'm half-joking; I don't really care about anything else. But, hmm, I might need more specific questions if you want more details because it's a little hard for me to come up with all the answers right off the bat.

I just love being able to take care of my precious doll and making them look beautiful for me. Calling them 'doll' reflects how deeply I cherish them—it also speaks to my desire to have control over their life. I would love to have someone who loves me as fervently as I love them, willing to trust and worship me just as I will worship them. It's alright if I have to guide them to feel comfortable with the ways I show my love. I'll be patient, I'll make sure it's all worthwhile in the end for my doll. <3

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why aren't you faithful

why?

Why, do you want me to be faithful to you instead? I don't have a doll all to myself just yet, after all.