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um...maybe the many photos he has been taking of our twins? i'm usually in those. not really that odd? he is pretty busy, we both are. or you could see if you can get a brand deal? i think that you can get your own ice cream because if you can't...something is wrong.

What sort of things would he be texting me that I'd be seeing you? Bit odd there, Syd. But nope - I'm sure that he's just being a busy lad. I'm sure that you could swing a little bit of the ice cream my way. No one is ever going to know.

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i guess we can forget it? i feel the same and i still can't believe this is are life. we are very lucky and i know not everyone gets to have this. i do try! i think they will? i just know that my family isn't as..open as yours? i don't think we should avoid it! i think that she will like you and this. i know that she probably thought i would stay in la for a long time. since i'm the reason that we moved there. it is? you talked to lauren about it? i think that she will be but i also think that she is going to enjoy it! i promise, everything is going to go fine.

It's nothing really, we can just forget it, yeah? Just knowing that the three of you love me is enough to get me through life, honestly. We really are so lucky to have this little life. This little family. You try your best to show it, and that's good with me. Do you think they won't get along? Should we avoid it? I just hope that she likes me and likes the life that we're living now. Meeting your family has been one of the most nerve wracking things I've done, and I couldn't understand why...but then Lauren told me it's because I just really love you and that kind of just stuck with me. If she's surprised, I hope it's in a good way and she enjoys her time with us.

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glen, i am not trying to fight? i am trying to understand whatever is going on. i know you do and we love you too. i never thought that we would get to have this. i know that we are so lucky to have this. i hope that you do know that and i know that i'm not always the best with showing how i feel. i hope that it is! a family barbecue? that sounds nice and i just hope they will get along. thank you for that! i think that she is used to me living in hotels? since i was before you and i become a couple. i think she is just going to be very surprised by everything when she shows up.

We can just drop it because I don't want us to fight over something so stupid. And over what I'm feeling. Just know that I love you and I love our babies, okay? I never thought I'd ever get this lucky to have not just you, but kids with you and yet here I am...living out a dream. No, I know that you do love them. I'm not saying that you don't. It should be a nice one. We can have a nice family barbecue one of the days so our families can meet too. Then I'll make sure both rooms are ready for them then. Really? Did she really think we'd put them up in a hotel?

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i'm not mad, i'm confused? i'm sure that we will find something. i think you are going to be the best dad, super dad. i feel like you are making a lot of assumptions and i don't understand it. you don't...have to tread lightly. i promise that you are going to be the best dad. our son and daughter don't know how lucky they are to have you. i do love your family, i hope you know that. i'm hoping that it'll be a nice visit and i think he is? she sounded surprised when i mentioned she wouldn't have to worry about a hotel.

Hey hey, don't get mad at me for simply saying what I feel or am thinking. I'm staying hopeful that we will work on something together again soon. If anything I see you being super mom and totally owning it. Feels like I've used a lot of words recently that kind of upset you, but anyway. I'll try my best to tread lightly with what I say or how I say it. I don't know...I just want to make sure that I'm a good dad is all. I know and that's okay. I know my family can be a lot to handle at first. Oh really? Good, I'm glad that she's coming out. I'm ready for it, and I'll make sure the guest room is all set for her. Is your brother coming as well?

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i am more than okay with it since i think it's normal? glen...why do you think i would? i know that i had some freak outs when we found out that we were pregnant. i didn't think you were still worrying. i am too but i'm sure that something else might pop up for us in the future? i hope that we are super parents when they turn one! we will be and i love it, honestly. fear was not the best word to use. are you scared that our babies are going to play favorites? i promise they won't! i know but i just feel like i'm still finding my footing with your family. if she'll understand, that's a relief. by the way...my mom called and they are heading over to us. are we ready for that?

As long as you're okay with us taking time to find the groove then we should be okay. I was kind of worried that you'd get frustrated with it. You did?? Still bummed we didn't get to work on that together. I think a year from now we'll be able to deem ourselves as super parents. We'll be taking over the world in the acting field and also in the parent field. Okay maybe fear was not the best word to use, but I just hope that he loves me as much as you. There's nothing wrong with different and needing time to adjust. She'd understand that, sweetheart. Tell you what, we'll do whatever you think is best and what you feel most comfortable with.

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i am not sure? i feel like some parents go to extremes. right? the art work is by far, a better keepsake! it is nice to look back at the stuff from back then. it feels like it was all so long ago. i don't have to deal? i mean, i'm upset about it but i just don't know what else to do? he is being an ass but it's what he's always been. his family is amazing plus his parents were already grandparents. so they have the whole thing down pat! it is very important and the reason that i haven't gone hungry and had a chance a shower.

What would you consider too crazy? I would have rather all the art work, too honestly but I'm just grateful for all the things my parents have kept. It's nice to look back on the memories of everything even if I'm looking at them through eyes that don't actually remember what happened. You don't have to deal, Syd. You can feel angry and upset about everything. He's being an ass for no reason. I'm glad that Glens family is being good, though. From what I know having family support when you have a new born is so important.

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in pieces? i think that your girlfriend can help piece it back together. oh? it feels like you forgot that for a second. i'm happy for you! congratulations. the sleepless nights? not yet, but i am nothing if not stubborn so maybe it's just willpower keeping me going.

I don’t think that it will. It’s in pieces. I feel like you’re got just as much projects going on as I do, if not more. Oh — I’m dating Gracie. It’s been a thing for a while now but we’re officially a couple. And I feel like the luckiest bloke on the planet. The sleepless nights not getting to you yet?

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i'm sure we'll find one but it's okay if it takes a while. it's part of why we work so well. i know, we both have so much going on. i meant to tell you i loved the trailer for running man. they probably will be and i'm sure they are going to let me know. they are! i know and i want you there with me, helping. you fear that? i promise that he will love us both equally. i think it's just that my mom isn't like yours. it's just different but i don't want to upset her?

I think we're going to be trying to find said balance for awhile or at least until they're old enough to help out. You and I both, babe. It's one of the many reasons we have projects lined up like crazy, not that I'm complaining about it or anything. Mm, yeah they'll probably be thrilled when they hear you want to get back into it. I know routines for babies is important, so I don't dream of ruining it for them but if I can help...then I will. I fear that he's going to be a mama's boy. Yes and no? If you feel like she's being too much then I'm sure she'll understand and give us a bit of space.

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i was pretty much focused on taking home our babies and trying to find a balance. i still feel like i'm trying to find one. i know but i just don't love...sitting still. right, i'll call my trainer and let them know. i know they want me in perfect shape for split fiction. oh, i completely have that covered. though i do want to make sure that i am there for when we put them down. we have a routine and i don't want to miss that. plus the way that our son likes to nuzzle up to me? best thing ever. wouldn't that be...a little...rude?

Maybe? I think the whole going home with two babies and trying to figure out how to juggle it all took over your mind, like it did for me. I know it is, baby. But it's all for good reasons. I think that's a smart idea. You don't want to try and get back to where you were before and hurting yourself. Of course, I'm sure. As long as you leave bottles ready for them in the fridge then I've got it. Should I tell her to back off a little?

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the most you've seen of me is on insta? does glen not text you? i'm a little surprised that you have only seen me because of brand deals. my team works magic! pretty sure the free ice cream is reserved for me.

You know the most I've seen of you these days is those random little instagram posts you put up with the most random brand deals. How the heck did you get one with baskin robins and why aren't I getting free ice cream from them? @sydbswccncy

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very disappointing, right? i think that your heart will survive it! you'll make it through. i feel like that's a lot more than a few? maybe i'm crazy though! it is so nice when you are able to move on even if it's a bit bittersweet. i say absolutely, yes to exploring the different genres since i've done that a bit. your girl? i feel like i missed some news here. the motherhood thing is great? something new every single day and it's amazing to see them blossom. glen really was meant to be a dad and thank you.

Damn. That's disappointing. Truly out here breaking my heart, Syd. I don't know how I'm going to go on, honestly. Just a few things in the works but I can't do too much more until we're finished with OBX - and I love my family there but I'm really looking forward to being able to do more outside of that. Maybe explore different genres and stuff. But especially just to have some down time so I can spend time with my girl. How is the motherhood thing going? Glen seems to be taking the whole dad thing in his stride. Congrats on the little ones.

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maybe she was still processing? right, i wouldn't know either and you think i would have asked when i should or can. this healing journey is no joke. i am going to start slow and work my way back to where i was. are you sure? they can be a lot with their nightly feedings. she does and i love her even if she's a lot to get used to.

I'm surprised that she didn't tell me. Sometimes she loves being a little gossip queen. Maybe? I wouldn't know, but I've heard that some moms like to get back into it as soon as they can. Which I can fully support if it's what you want. Maybe start off with something like? And I'll pick up the slack when it comes to late nights. And it shows that she loves you.

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i wasn't sure if she would or not! i don't know if i'm ready but i feel like the sooner i get back to it, the better? though i have no idea if i'd even be able to make it with how tired i've been. i know she worries and i have to get used to that.

She didn't tell me, no. If you think that you're ready to head back to the gym, then I fully support it and you. I'm sure it only freaked her out because she wants to make sure you don't hurt yourself or anything like that.

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you are welcome! i can see why you might want to avoid it but i think, at least once? it could be a very good thing and fun. i'm going to guess you've been called one more than once? are you sure? i didn't know how many people he was telling. to be fair, i have been running on not a lot of sleep. he is very proud! it's been amazing, exhausting and part of me still can't believe that i am a mom. let alone that i am a mom to twins. did he tell you their names?

Thank you for those kind words. Haven't worked with my dad before, kind of avoided that, but this would be a great project to do. Good, then at least you wouldn't accuse me of being a nepo baby. I would never hate you. Wasn't he supposed to? Because then you can just forget that I said anything. Think he might just be a little proud and wants to tell all of his friends. How has the new mom life been for you already?