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Jess WAS awful. Idk why people keep forgetting he sa’d rory. He was a bad boyfriend (like most-if not all of Rory’s boyfriends) and a bad person. His arc is great, but Jess wasn’t a good person at all and even a worse boyfriend (at least in the first seasons)

I’ll never get over that arc on Gilmore Girls when Jess and Rory got into a car accident. Everyone hated Jess bc he “hurt” Rory. He didn’t cause the accident by driving recklessly, he caused it bc he was trying to AVOID HITTING AN ANIMAL THAT WAS IN THE ROAD. I understand why Lorelai was upset bc Rory could’ve been severely hurt, but man oh man did she misplace her blame.

Also poor Jess isolated himself after making sure Rory was okay bc he felt like shit. He wanted to move back to New York bc he felt awful. He probably really beat himself up for that shit. Poor kid probably grew up surrounded by people who constantly nagged on him for his mistakes (as evident through Gilmore Girls) so when he made a mistake, especially a mistake that hurt someone he cared deeply for, he probably felt fucking awful about himself and felt like he couldn’t do anything right without wreaking havoc. Poor kid needed a fucking break.

Everyone in Stars Hollow thought Jess was sooooo awful. Ahh yes, bc awful people avoid killing innocent creatures and call ambulances for their injured passengers, right? He could be a real dick sometimes, but this time the real dicks were Lorelai and the rest of Stars Hollow.

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AM I GOING CRAZY?: Chapter three.

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The fact that in the US it's just six months and in my country four years, and it's really hard to become a police...? Now I understand why police do whatever they want there

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AM I GOING CRAZY? Bucky Barnes x Stark! reader (social au!)

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2. I think I love you, yn.

You pushed yourself out of the chair, picking all of your books and stuffing them inside of your old backpack. You sighed, sliding the bag around your shoulders. The classroom was almost empty, except for some students who were just talking to Mr. Fury, probably about the assignment he had sent you all to do today.

Spotting Bucky out of the class waiting for you to get out,you  smiled brightly. He was resting on the wall, earphones stucked inside of his ears, probably blasting One Direction.

He was dressed in a casual style, just like always: dark blue pants and bomber, white t-shirt and his famous sneakers. Which he used every single day. You honestly couldn´t quite comprehend how could he be just wearing a t-shirt and a bomber when it was literally twelve degrees outside.

You took out one of his earphones out of his ears, his baby blue eyes opening up immediately. You put it inside of your ear, recognizing in a heartbeat the British already broken up band “Olivia? Seriously?” you smirked, laughing slightly “I thought you said that you´d never listen to One Direction ever”.

He blushed deeply, hanging his head low. Much to your dismay, he was a lot taller than you, and when he looked down the proximity between the two of you suddenly decreased.

You stepped back, chuckling nervously as he sent you that smirk of his, knowing why you had reacted that way “ I must admit, they´re decently good”.

You raised an eyebrow, noticing the way he was holding back of praising the band “They´re great, Buck. By the way, why do you suddenl want to listen to them? I´ve been trying to make you a fan for months and you just plainly ignored my beautiful and really wise request”.

He laughed, eyes crinkling as his smile reached his eyes “Loki, actually”.

“What?” you asked doumbfounded “oh, so you pay attention at his beautiful and wise requests but not mine? I´m deeply hurt Barnes” you put your hand on your heart, feigning pain “It hurts so much”.

“Don´t be jealous, doll” he slung one of his arms around your shoulders, taking you closer to him “ I did it because I thought that I should give it a chance, given how much you love those guys. I´m still not really sure why, though”.

You got out of his grasp and stood in front of him, basically walking backwards “Bitch I have a fucking list. It has around 50 reasons, want me to show you?” you put your hands in the air “they aren´t just all really handsome, but they sing like angels and are huge dorks. The question is why wouldn´t I love them?”

“ I don´t see all that handsomeness you talk about, yn” he put you by his side again, a prominent fown on his face.

“ What do you mean?” you asked, confused, until yo realized why he was all of a sudden serious “look at James Buchanan Barnes, all jealous because his best friend likes Niall Horan more than him!”

“ You like him more than-

“ I was kidding, silly” you shook your head, giggling at his behaviour “ I like you more, don´t worry”.

He scoffed, turning his head to the other side “ I knew that”.

You walked in a comfortable silence to Antoni´s, a small café that was near the building both your dorms where in. After paying the coffee you continued your walk to the dorm.

That day he had chosen the longer path, which was around fifteen minutes longer than the short one. You were passing next to an abandoned building which was being rebuilt, when you heard the fantiest sound of music.

You didn´t think much of it, just that the workers were bored and wanted to listen to some music. That was until you saw them dancing and coming closer to you and Bucky. You turned to your best friend, just to find him already staring at you.

You could´ve expected anything to have happened at that moment, but when he opened his mouth what he said, or better explained, sung, letf you speachless.

“ I was sleeping and right in the middle of a good dream” he commenced with the really familiar song. You closed your eyes and sighed, trying to take in that this was fucking happening again. He climbed up the stairs, the workers dancing right behind him as he put a show for you, singing as if telling a story. “Like all at once I wake up from something that keeps knocking at my brain Before I go insane I hold my pillow to my head And spring up in my bed screaming out the words I dread” he paused, looking at you with a smile on his face and a dreamy look on his eyes.

“Words? What words?” you asked, raising one of your eyebrows in confusion. 

He sighed and looked down, just to look back up again, a smirk on his lips and a happy tone when he sang “I think I love you!”

“What?”

“This morning I woke up with this feeling I didn't know how to deal with and so I just decided to myself I'd hide it to myself and never talk about it And did not go and shout it when you walked into the room” he descended the stairs, standing right in front of you when those words left his mouth again “I think I love you!”

You put your hands on his chest, as if trying to stop him. Continuously saying his name, but it didn´t even faze him “Oh, I think I love you!”

He turned you around so your back was pressing against his chest as he swayed to the rythm of the song “ I think I love you so what am I so afraid of, I'm afraid that I'm not sure of a love there is no cure for”

He swirled you around, just to interwine your fingers and bring you to his chest back again “ I think I love you isn't that what life is made of, Though it worries me to say that I never felt this way!”

Blushing deeply, you took your hands off of his, telling him sweetly to stop “Bucky, it´s enough, I´ve already got the idea that you think you love me”.

He walked up the stairs as the workers danced their way down, sining in a low tone “ I don't know what I'm up against I don't know what it's all about I got so much to think about”

When all of them were already around you, Bucky took his chance to run downstairs “Hey, I think I love you so what am I so afraid of I'm afraid that I'm not sure of a love there is no cure for I think I love you isn't that what life is made of Though it worries me to say I never felt this way”

In the blink of an eye, Bucky had moved to where he had been standing before all that happened, and the workers continued with what they had to do.

With widened eyes and a frown all over your face, you looked at Bucky “so, I-uh...have to go to the dorm real fast” you said quickly before rushing down past him and running as fast as you could back to your building.

When you realized you had already passed him a long time ago, you took your mobile phone from your backpack.

You sighed, as you nervously tapped the letters on the screen. Choosing the right meme, you posted the tweet, fully knowing only Natasha, MJ, Peter, Shuri and Wanda would understand.

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So, last night, I was getting ready to go out with my boyfriend to a dance at my school (which was cancelled due to lack of ticket sales) and, I had a nice black vest and a nice white shirt, and my uncle had just came home the other day from the mine (my uncle is homophobic and he has abused me many times throughout my child hood) and when I had came out of my room to show my memere how nice I looked, my uncle was in the room that i thought my grandma/memere would be in (she was downstairs doing laundry), and he asked me why I wasnt wearing a dress. my memere and dad both know that I am transgendered and they respect that, however, my uncle does not, and he did not know. so I decided to sit down and tell him the truth. he listened carefully and quietlly through all of it, but at the end of my explanation he had said, “I didn’t raise you to be fucked up.” I agreed, I am a huge mess, I have been for years, but my sexuality and gender identity is not a fuck up, so I argued with him. he got to a point where, after so many months of piece, he slapped me. and threw me to the ground and kicked me in the stomach, of course I had puked, and it hurt, a lot. he grabbed me by the shirt and asked me, “are you a girl”, I said no, my sex is female, but my gender is male..and he dragged me to his room. he once had a big dog, and he made that dog wear an eletrical dog collar, and weve always kept it in his room, because we dont need it (my uncle killed the dog), he threw me onto the bed and said,” ill ask you one more time, are you a girl” I said no. held grabbed my wrist, and held onto it tightly, I have a bruise from how tight he was grabbing it, and he pulled out the dog collar, threw me back onto the bed, sat on me, and put the collar on me… then he began yelling, are you a girl, you are a girl, are you a girl, you are a girl, and my response of course was no, no, no, I am male, I am male. whenever I said that, he would shock me, and it was /hell/. I was screaming, which only caused the shocks to get worse and worse, and then he said, “do you want to find out how faggots have sex!?” of course I already know this, but still I said no no no no stop stop stop. my memere had finally heard me and came rushing to the bedroom, and tried to make my uncle stop, but he pushed her down, and thanked god she was okay.. since shes very fragile and all. she then ran back to the stairs to call up my dad, and oh boy did he run. he ran up stairs and shoved my uncle away from me and started fighting with him, yelling, punching, kicking, and such so on. my memere got the collar off of me and brought me into her room, and after my dad and uncle were done fighting, my uncle had grabbed the things he needed and left, shouting a few insults at us. we called the police today, but they cant find him. we dont have money for a lawyer,  all we have is a counsellor, im not going to ask for money, all I ask for is support. I dont know what this will do, but please spread this around,  this has affected me and family members greatly. I was taken to a hospital today to check if there was any damage on my insides that we dont know of and thankfully there was no damage, just scarring, emotionally and physically. i had a horrifying nightmare relating to this as well. If you have abused somebody, raped somebody, insulted somebody, in any way possible, I hope this can somehow change your way of heart, and realize how much this can horrify a person, and ruin their lives. it made my life 97x worse than it already is.

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AM I GOING CRAZY? Bucky Barnes x Stark! Reader (social au!)

AM I GOING CRAZY? Bucky Barnes x Stark! Reader (social au!)

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1. Are you on crack, yn?

You were bouncing your head to American Pie as you made your way towards the stairs of the building that lead to your, Nat and Wanda´s dorm. You sighed, promising yourself that you´d bring up the problem of not having an elevator on the building on the next community reunion. If that wasn´t possible, maybe even your dad could buy the buidling, and you could help install the elevator with JARVIS in it.

You shook your head, chuckling slightly at the thought. You climbed up three floors of stairs, and finally reached the aparment.

With an exhausted huff, you took out of your bag the keys, smiling when you heaard your friends arguing at the other side of the door.

“For fucks sake Parker!” you heard Natasha exclaim at the younger boy “ how could she have a power? That happens in those comics you and yn read, not in real life”.

“But what if she actually did?” his eyes lit up at just the thought of one of his best friends having a superpower “ wouldn´t it be so cool?”

“Of course it´d be cool!” you chimed in, getting yourself away from the big, black coat and your backpack “but I find it highly improbable”

“yn” MJ called you out, a tired smile tugging its way onto her lips “ your dad is Tony Stark, I wouldn´t be surprised if you told us he gave you powers when you were a child”.

“First, this is the only time it has ever happened to me” you paused, moving towards the living room where they were all seated “second, as far as I know my dad did experiments with rats and it always ended in failure”.

“So” Shuri intervined, nodding her head slowly “ why don´t you tell us exactly what happened this morning?”

“I was jogging with Nat, you know, she´s now making me do exercise once in a week at least, and we decided to do it today in the morning. We passed by the uni, and these freshmen that were playing volley ball threw unintentionally the ball at me”

“Yeah, she fell straight into the concrete” Nat snickered.

“Anyway” I sighed” I was listening to music when fell, I don´t know what started happening with my phone but my playlist was working wrong.”

“What do you mean?” Wanda asked, leaning on the couch.

“Yeah, it started skipping songs when I wasn´t even touching the phone. It actually was lying on the floor? I even started hearing songs that I didn´t recognize”.

“That is really weird?”Mj frowned, tilting her head to the side.

I nodded “I know, right? Well, then Nat and I came back to the apartment, got dressed and walked to college. Nothing happened until I started walking towards the library to study”.

“I remember it was raining” Natasha pointed out.

“Yep. When I was about to step into the library I started hearing people singing. Obviously, I was pretty confused, so I followed the music. There were seriously, a lot of people walking towards where I was,all of them singing Umbrella”.

“Umbrella?”

“Umbrella. They even had a fucking choreography and all, it was amazing and disturbing at the same time, honestly. After they finished, I walked to one of the women that had been singing, asked if it was all a flashmob”

“What did she say to you?” Wanda asked, eyebrows frowned.

“That she had never sang anything and that I was fucking crazy” I shrugged “so I realized that´s something that happens only in my head”

“Maybe it´s the lack of sleep” Natasha suggested.

I shook my head “Yesterday I slept around ten hours, don´t you remember? I´m not really an early bird”.

“Yeah, I don´t think it´s just that” Shuri agreed with you.

“Why don´t we wait until it happens again?” Wanda shrugged “maybe this is just a one-time thing, who knows?”

“By the way, this has to be kept a secret, okay?” you turned to all of your friends, getting up from the sofa “ I don´t think we should tell anyone”.

“Are you not gonna tell Bucky?” Peter chimed in “you kind of tell each other everything”.

You shook you head “ I think he should be the least one to know about it. Knowing him, he´s gonna freak out and that´s never good”.

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AM I GOING CRAZY? Bucky Barnes x Stark! Reader (social au!)

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AM I GOING CRAZY? Masterlist. Bucky Barnes x Stark! Reader (social au!)

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Stark!reader (social au!)

Summary: yn starts hearing other people´s thoughts translating into songs when she´s hit by a volley ball while listening to music. What will she do when one of her best friends, Bucky Barnes, starts singing heartful love songs towards her?

Warnings: lots of swearing, angst.

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1. Are you on crack, yn?

2. I think I love you, yn.

3. When aren´t you confused, yn?

4. What have you done now, Barnes?

TAGLIST IS OPEN! (Just comment that you wanna be in it and I’ll tag you! :D)

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chadwickboseman It is with immeasurable grief that we confirm the passing of Chadwick Boseman. 

Chadwick was diagnosed with stage III colon cancer in 2016, and battled with it these last 4 years as it progressed to stage IV. 

⁣A true fighter, Chadwick persevered through it all, and brought you many of the films you have come to love so much. From Marshall to Da 5 Bloods, August Wilson’s Ma Rainey’s Black Bottom and several more, all were filmed during and between countless surgeries and chemotherapy. ⁣⁣

It was the honor of his career to bring King T’Challa to life in Black Panther. ⁣He died in his home, with his wife and family by his side. ⁣

The family thanks you for your love and prayers, and asks that you continue to respect their privacy during this difficult time. ⁣⁣

Photo Credit: @samjonespictures

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to go through stage 3/4 of cancer and be such a public figure and still working...my god. and I know it’s a trite observation but 43 is DEVASTATINGLY young. peace to him and his family