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I haven’t forgotten, I’m still here ;;

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Hiatus Until: Someone Wants To RP

; I don’t really have a stake in the fandom especially the pedophilia excusing cesspool that is a majority of the RPGmaker community, so it’s not really like I have a priority with making content for Forest of Drizzling Rain. That being said I still have the muse, and it is suffering.

So until someone is interested in rping with me on here, I’m going to officially call this blog on hiatus ;

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My dog needs surgery and I need money to get it done.

Alright, I’m home from the vet so as I said; I’m writing a more definitive post about what’s happening and why I need help.

Here is the break down: Around 6:00 pm Eastern time, on today’s date of March 30th 2016 my dog began to act strangely. He was jerking his head around, his eyes seemed to be moving uncontrollably, and his back legs would not function.

Scared that he was having some sort of seizure, we took him to an emergency vet. We got a rather hefty diagnosis: 

He has Cognitive Dysfunction Disease, which is basically doggy alzheimers.

He has a mass of….something growing deep in his ear canal that is pressing against his ear drum and causing him to have vertigo and seizure-like symptoms.

He may be developing a yeast infection on his skin, which has caused his hair to fall out (we thought it was fleas and thus treated it as such: with flea medication, baths, and medical rubs to heal the skin. While it did help the bleeding and scabs it didn’t treat the actual infection itself, unfortunately.)

The vet, thinking that the mass was a plug of hair, attempted to flush it out. Unfortunately this did not work, and whatever it is is still in his ear, meaning he’s still having those seizure-like symptoms.

It also means that he has to have surgery to have the plug removed from his ear. I don’t know if she means actual like cutting up surgery or just sedating him and jabbing tweezers in his ear but either way I have to follow up with our primary vet for bloodwork to see if the infection has caused anything bad or if there could be a possible other symptom causing the whole head turning seizure thing and the operation to remove the plug. 

He is in pain. He can’t walk straight, and he is constantly disoriented. The vet said this will continue until the plug is removed. She said it is important that it be removed as soon as possible or the pressure may cause the symptoms to become permanent.

Now, I have no idea what this plug removal will cost. But I do know what the bloodwork will cost at the very base price. And that price is $170. That, however, is the price I got from the emergency vet care clinic which has lowered prices as it is charity run…from the main veterinary office I am pretty sure it’s going to be double or even triple that.

I cannot pay any of that. I don’t have any money. So, what I need is commissions. I need to make money, and quickly. I will draw anything–and I do mean anything–to help my dog. As long as you can pay in full and same day you order the commission none of the normal rules apply.

Donations, are of course, also more than welcome.

My commission sheet is here

the previous post I made about this is here

If you want to donate, my paypal is dragongirl_011@yahoo.com 

Even if you can only give like a dollar it still helps. 

Please reblog this.

Please commission me.

Please….just help me.

I don’t want him to suffer.

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Hiatus Interruptus

; lmao

Heyyo, guess who’s BACK

You guessed right, is me~!

I was going through my old posts, deleting some stuff, looking over other stuff, when I felt just the slightest tug of muse back. The right kind of tug because I definitely have the muse back.

But, it would seem that I have a very specific genre I am craving right now.

While I am always in the mood for wooby lovin’s and the fluffiest of citrus, I am *currently feeling it for a much darker moodlet. Specifically, I’m craving gore.

At the very least, this isn’t like a sudden whim where I’ll disappear the next day. *I’ve been thinking about this for a while now.

So if anyone wants to help me out with that, I would love you for it %D ;

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Hiatus Interruptus

; lmao

Heyyo, guess who’s BACK

You guessed right, is me~!

I was going through my old posts, deleting some stuff, looking over other stuff, when I felt just the slightest tug of muse back. The right kind of tug because I definitely have the muse back.

But, it would seem that I have a very specific genre I am craving right now.

While I am always in the mood for wooby lovin’s and the fluffiest of citrus, I am *currently feeling it for a much darker moodlet. Specifically, I’m craving gore.

At the very least, this isn’t like a sudden whim where I’ll disappear the next day. *I’ve been thinking about this for a while now.

So if anyone wants to help me out with that, I would love you for it %D ;

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; Reminder that this blog is on hiatus, but I am still rping if anyone is interested ;

* You hear gentle sobbing.

* NSFW friendly and under read mores. * Mun and Muse are of age * 8+ years experience; 3+ years on Tumblr * Paragraph to Novella * Totally capable of being silly meme-y trash

Side blog to helpfulDeathgod

RULES * ABOUT * VERSES

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* You hear gentle sobbing.

* NSFW friendly and under read mores. * Mun and Muse are of age * 8+ years experience; 3+ years on Tumblr * Paragraph to Novella * Totally capable of being silly meme-y trash

Side blog to helpfulDeathgod

RULES * ABOUT * VERSES

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Official Hiatus - Presumably Indefinite

; Not gonna delete but def not feelin’ it any time soon. Which is a damn shame.

All things considered, I didn’t really do much here, but... yeah.

The fandom’s just not really doin’ it for me. There’s like 2 people here (here being more the rpg maker community than just followers in general) I actually like and currently they’re on hiatus so YEAH. Guess it’s about time I actually say something you know?

If you, for some odd reason, actually like me as a person ;P I can always be found @helpfuldeathgod, as that is my main and personal.

So, toodles ;

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hey it’s 2015 can we honestly delete the phrase “story over smut” for the love of all things holy. YOU ARE NOT ANY LESS OF A WRITER IF YOU DO RP SMUT – YOU ARE NOT ANY LESS OF A WRITER IF YOU DO NOT RP SMUT!  “Story over Smut” doesn’t even make sense, there’s still story to be found in smut roleplays. The second two or more characters do the do you don’t suddenly stop seeing prose on the page do you? You don’t look under an n/s/f/w readmore and suddenly see nothing right? no? smut is a part of the story as much as any other possible plot line. to separate it as any less and shame people who rp smut is just so uncalled for. “reblog if your character isn’t JUST hunting for the D and V and if you actually –” no, screw you – STOP SHAMING PEOPLE WHO RP SMUT JUST TO PUT YOURSELF ON A PEDESTAL FOR NOT RPING SMUT. to smut or not to smut – neither inherently makes you a better writer.

PSA;; RE: Story Over Smut

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; Send me some for Suga so I can get back in touch with my muse!! ;

If you use it please link back to the original post, thank you ^^

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; Christ, xD Suga on ice needs to be something I draw right now ;

Ooc: Suga learning about Halloween, Suga on ice, Mythology AU, epic rap battles. (I’m so sorry that my ideas suck, I’ve been hitting a wall too.)

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; Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh

I really want to get back into rping on here but I have so little motivation to do so AAAAAAGH

Someone help me ;

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helpfuldeathgod:

This includes all their new updates that have been implemented and the update they intend to put in tomorrow. If you think those were bad ideas, reblog this.

I want tumblr staff and support to see if this gets notes, because dammit they’re making the site harder to navigate or actually blog on for people.

Reblog if you think the Tumblr app is terrible, and thus, the site should not look like the app.

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burnbooking:

IN GENERAL :: I can ship who I fucking want with my muse, screw anyone who says differently.

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name: Limbo height: 5′2″ eye color: green or grey or blue, we’re not actually sure favorite color(s): deep, rich colors, but also teal best school subject(s): math for a while, but biology had my best grade current shirt color: grey day or night: nnnnnight religion: complicated (My Views: There is truth in everything, but I worship nothing) gender: agender sexual orientation: bisexual celebrity crush: Chris Evans coffee or tea: coffee favorite food: dragon rolls~ ♥ (unagi on anything tbh)

[ ♔ ] meet the puppeteer

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kitsaria:

tastefullyoffensive:

Photo by MaggleCole

WHAT HAPPENED?!

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ez-is-ze:

P L E A S E   R E A D 

I see very few roleplayers that are okay with the following;

Demons/Angels

Vampirism/Were wolves

Shape Shifters/Hybrids

Please like/reblog if you ARE TOTALLY OKAY with roleplaying with muses that apply to the following above.