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i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

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Annapurna, Narchyang, Nepal by Mike Blank

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actually, growing up is feeling like i turned sixteen two days ago. i’ve been eighteen for years. fifteen year olds seem so young. wasn’t i fifteen just a few weeks ago? all my friends and i are still twelve. i’m closer to thirty than to being a baby. i never got to be a kid. i never grew past eight. i can’t talk to my mom. i want to sit in her lap forever. i want to decide everything for myself. i need someone to tell me exactly what to do. the week is going by so slow. an entire year has passed.

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They lost the right to see you grow. And you will. You will grow beyond this.

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honestly at this point they should just euthanize me

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queen of self sabotage

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I’m half of everything I hate, and half of everything I create.

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honestly the only reason im not an old man is that i happen to have been born somewhat recently. other than that 

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i got a headache :/

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   nothing lasts forever        you can only share a bed      but never a grave      

      - hedonist poet

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“too little too late” by jojo was way too raw for 11 year old me to handle honestly who hurt her

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fun drinking game

take a shot everytime you feel like you wanna die

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being cosmically "insignificant" doesnt even matter like its not important......... like literally lets enjoy a strawberry

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avril lavigne was right. what the hell

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